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[imamonstr]

i wanna cvt myself to de@th

i hate myself so much why do i sh?

it's the only way to keep calm and don't feel that pain. i have to lose so much weight until i look like my perfect th1nspo

don’t report just block

[imamonstr]

Suicide is such a comforting thought. Nothing matters when I’m dead.

[imamonstr]

am i afraid of death?

no

i’m afraid it’s gonna come to me too late.

i’m afraid my death won’t be a suicide.

however, anyway

it’ll be the best moment of my life

[imamonstr]

goal for this summer: not to wear any short sleeved clothes. my scars are too personal to be seen by anyone but me. when i’m not alone i’m ALWAYS fine.

[imamonstr]

i didn’t sh today

i feel so fuckin guilty

i hate myself so much

anyway, more cvts will appear tonight

i freakin swear my hand will be blëeding

[imamonstr]

i’ve lost myself

i don’t care for anything

su1cide is always a way to solve problems

[imamonstr]

skinny girl dinner

[imamonstr]

i live for my death

i’ve lost interest in everything

i’ve lost motivation to live

i care only about my ed and death

[imamonstr]

the only thing that’s keeping me alive

however, it looks like i’ll never reach such body☠︎︎

[imamonstr]

my dream body✞𖤍

i swear i’ll reach my ugw

[imamonstr]

i love how everyone believes me i’m ok

my hand was bleeding at that moment

they told i was beautiful and had nothing to hide under my big clothes

all of them were lying. so badly

[imamonstr]

i feel so bad and guilty after eating a piece of dark chocolate.

i feel so bad after cvtting myself but still being alive.

i’m so fucking weak.

[imamonstr]

i will never have enough scars if i’m alive

I hate how I never have enough scars.

[imamonstr]

self harm is the best way to cope with my shitty life. i hate myself for my weakness of not cvtting deep enough to dië, not ⭐️ving to dëäth.

i don’t wanna do anything but see myself fucking dead