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Where I went, and what I learned

Okay so... I've been MIA on Tumblr for about 8 months. That 8 months has been comprised of silence, mental  adjustments and  really hard daunting work. At the beginning I didn't want to leave anything behind or lose anything that I had worked so hard to create or achieve. 

This blog has been for the longest time my greatest achievement and most consistent online profile and portfolio so letting that go was tricky. It got me a lot of positive feelings, of community and passion all the positive comments and responses were incredibly helpful. 

However in the posts that I authored and a lot of very kind people responded to, I focused deeply on negative feelings and issues I had with the world. And while that's okay. I ended up almost consumed by it. 

And that is no good. 

So. As of now I am removing myself from it.Not by deleting my previous posts but simply by making a positive change in what I post. I want to keep my old ones to show myself how far I've come.  

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Never Have I Ever

Never have I ever felt comfortable Playing this game. Is it life or is it lies That lurk beneath Your eyes? When I question This, I question Everything I've ever Known, and... Wonder have I really Aged? Have i grown From the little girl I used to be, Into something You want, you expect of me. Can I ever?

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I kinda hate this idea of "banter" it can easily go too far, and people can just hide behind the word. A bomb is a bomb even if you call it confetti.

(infp) Pet Peeve #1

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Hey questions relevant to my blog type... or *ahem* what I used to blog about... need to get back on this, so help me out and send me an ask will'ya?

MBTI ASK MEME

Red: What’s your MBTI type? Yellow: Have you ever typed family/friends? What are their types? Green: What is the thing you love most about your type? Brown: What do you hate most about your type? Scarlet: What stereotypes about your type are true? Black: What stereotypes about your type are wrong? Ochre: Have you ever met someone of the same type? What was your relationship like? Peach: When did you first start identifying as your MBTI type? How did you figure it out? Ruby: Would you change your type if you could? Olive: Advice you’d give to a younger person of your type? Violet: Which characters do you type in the same type as yourself? Fawn: What do you think contributed to developing your type? Cream: What form of MBTI do you use most (Jungian psych/cognitive theory, myers-briggs, etc)? Crimson: Which types do you get along best with? Silver: Which types do you get along worst with? Gold: Are there any types you tend to admire? Azure: Do you ever talk about MBTI outside forums/blogs/etc geared towards it? Lemon: Which cognitive function (non dom/aux) do you wish you had better control of? Russet: Do you ever mix psychology or personality tests, like the Enneagram or horoscopes? Grey: Are there any other types you think you might have developed into when you were younger? Purple: How is your relationship with your auxiliary and tertiary functions? White: What function are you currently developing? Pink: What color do you associate with your type? Orange: Favorite MBTI blog? Blue: What is your relationship with your inferior function? Ivy: What do you think of shadow functions?

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Thank the sweet internet Gods!

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Everlasting Love?

Don't fall in love with despair, He might have great teeth Or the perfect hair But he's got a cage and he'll keep you in there. If you look in his eyes, They're dark, golden brown They're black holes that you Can fall straight down. And here's the odd thing As you plumet, You'll like it, you'll see the beauty in all the things around you All except yourself.

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Leaving the Media

I am a vulnerable 18 year old, prone to anxiety and excessive worry. That is why I am breaking away from media coverage of the EU referendum. It's not that I'm not interested in my future, far from it. I do however think that it can only harm my mental health in the present and increase my fear of the future. I'm not being selfish, or ignorant, I know what is happening. I just don't want to be so frightened of what is happening\might happen that I can't move forward in ANY way with my life

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Sorry for the language. But this breaks my heart, it really does 😞

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Well. I've totally not just pooped myself

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I can predict that all the politicians will be forced to enjoy this “delightful” new breakfast cereal tomorrow morning.

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Do it! Do it!

TO ANYONE LIVING IN THE UK

There is a petition to try and call another referendum about the EU, with a rule asking for a 60% majority before a decision is made. Yes this is a shitty time, but hopefully there’s still a chance to fix things. The Leave campaign have already gone back on some of their promises before the referendum, so please, if you can, can you sign this? If we get 100 000 signatures parliament have to debate it, so please. Even if you’re not in the UK if you can share this to try and get it out there, that would be fantastic. Here’s the link:

https://petition.parliament.uk/petitions/131215

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I will not let hate and xenophobia win. I am an independent individual. Because I believe in the unity, generosity and compassion of people, or at least I did. Now it seems I can only believe that in me. But I'll be all that. Generous, compassionate, kind, or at least I'll try to be. And I'll make my own peace. Even if the world is rooting to obliterate it.

So I guess something good has come out of this?

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As someone struggling with social anxiety as well as the first stages of writing a novel I can say it really helps to think like this!

Zen Pencils Comic: 50. NEIL GAIMAN: Make good art

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I love learning but seriously, screw education.

all i want to do is learn stuff and not have compulsory tests on it

like

i love learning new stuff

and reading new books

but when i stress myself out to the point where i’m crying because of exams

that kinda takes the fun out of it

do you feel me

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Can someone please explain to my dad that I understand that I am being irrational and that him constantly saying so is really not helping things at all.

Also I'm not a psycho and I'm not going to kill anyone.

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When you realize that your social anxiety is so bad that you can't cope talking to your parents sometimes...

You know you need help and you're in a bad place :(

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I'm ace myself. So I'll just be here to hand out free cake, (platonic, non-sexual) hugs and whatever else you might need 😉

please reblog this if your blog is safe for asexuals

(an ace safe space)