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Ok this is my last post on here.

I will be deleting Tumblr.

I am going to focus on my relationship with God. Right now I am studying the Bible deeply so that when Im older I can preach in Japan and be a missionary there.

Japan a long time ago had a Catholic Missionary come there and introduce Christianity to them. It went well till it was banned and Christians were forced to convert or get persecuted /tortured which lowered the percentage of Christians even more. It was then unbanned and christians came out of hiding to which people still responded horribly to.

Japan has less than 1 percent of Christians and is also one of the most suicidal countries. Most native japanese kill themselves because they don’t experience eternal love. They think if they do one thing wrong, they are a disgrace to their family and that is not a way anyone should think. Japan is so pretty, so nice, its one of the saddest things to see it be one of the most depressed as well.

Idk who will see this, idk if people will, but remember this.

I don’t know when either, but I feel this what God is leading me to do.

I will spread the word through Japan.

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My HONEST reaction when I see someone write smut with a priest!Character set in a Church setting; sexualize nuns, use the cross in demonic/sexual ways

How come its ok to do this then not okay when it’s any other religion??? Idk just a thought

(Im looking at jjk writers)

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toji x orthodox!fem!reader

to whoever is reading this as of now: please do not sexualize my work as it was not written for that purpose and i worked quite hard on this piece alone. i would find that course of action extremely disrespectful on your part. also, if themes of religion make you feel uncomfortable, DO NOT READ THIS.

synopsis: toji struggles with being alone in a church with you and 'gumi. so, he watches and waits for you while you pray instead.

contents: events set in 2008, toji being timid around reader, reader taking care of megumi. post gege clarity, bare with me everyone.

she was almost too hallow for him, he felt conflicted. they both sat at the very front of a strangely empty chapel —mind you, it was the only one in the province — with her praying and him grinding his thumbs together thinking of something legit or purely out of the heart to say. despite what he's constantly told, he believes that if God is above him, he has to use a sort of formal talk with him. this was toji's formality and he feared sharing his inner clutter with anyone. however, God could see through them, making him seem like a naked fool who had just sabotaged humanity's perfect course. oh, how he wished he were dead sooner. he cannot concentrate on the already set paradigm for him, but instead, he waits until she's done whispering words meaningless to the sense of hearing that seeped through her peculiar black veil with a lace front. he unfortunately from the angle in which he was positioned could not see the beautiful one from beyond. how could a simple cloth be a penetrative tool? he does not know. devastatingly, the little man, toji calls his son listens to a near female stranger more than him. he however, has a different reason as to why he's waiting for [name] to make a closure any time soon. he was running around. taking that small chapel by storm more than once.

he looks at the icons, then at her, then at his calloused hands. they ache, burn and fail to clasp together. they deviate from each other like polar equals. they could turn a blind eye on each other and perhaps commit this forbidden act, if only his mind wouldn't stop them. he felt confined to his stubborness.

her closure began with her doing the cross on her chest and he was relieved to know she was done. his happiness, although latent, showed through his compulsive grabbing on her wrist saying: "great! can we go home now?" like an impatient child, except this overgrown one was fearful and only wanted to get away as soon as he could. he had faced fears and getaways worse than this one.

"huh?" she implied confusion as he was too overjoyed at the fact that you were praying.

"please. let's go...away from here. i hate it here." the older man insisted, like the child he never got to be. "please i can't stay here for much longer. take me home." he begged of her, suspecting that he was suffocating from the burning smell of incense.

"okay. just, please calm down" she assured the man as she ran an arm across his chest. "ill take you home. please don't be sad." he was now fulfilled and much content.

PART 2 SOON

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what are your thoughts on lilith? (adams first wife)

In the Bible she isnt really mentioned, its said that Eve and Adam were the first man and woman created, Lilith wasnt mentioned. Though to some Jews and in Jewish folklore there is said to be A woman named Lilith before Eve.

I dont believe that, as the Bible says she is a dangerous person , a “dweller in waste places” i dont think she was very good nor do i believe she was adams first wife.

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you intregue me, i want to study you under a microscope

thanks 🫡🤝

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LOST A GOAT… RIP BRISKET KING GEORGE COOPER.

Bru the last eps were so sad

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JESUS SAVEs

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I will be tagging things that don’t relate with this post because I feel this needs to be talked about. If you dont want to read it; you dont like it? Dont read. Don’t complain.

The New Testament may be being banned.

Keep calling us crazy, saying we believe in fairy tales, but most of Jesus’s Prophesies are coming true.

Christians will be mocked, hated, killed, this is the sign of the end times coming. Keep your faith, and if you don’t believe in Jesus, I urge you to turn to him. No matter your race, gender, sexuality, etc, you will always be loved by him. You’re never too bad or too sinful to be a Christian , or to be loved by God.

“If the World hates you, know that it hated me first.”

“Watch out that no one deceives you. 6 Many will come in my name, claiming, ‘I am he,’ and will deceive many. 7 When you hear of wars and rumors of wars, do not be alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come. 8 Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. There will be earthquakes in various places, and famines. These are the beginning of birth pains”

“Brother will betray brother to death, and a father his child. Children will rebel against their parents and have them put to death. 13 Everyone will hate you because of me, but the one who stands firm to the end will be saved.

10Then He told them, “Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom. 11There will be great earthquakes, famines, and pestilences in various places, along with fearful sights and great signs from heaven.”

Theres so many things as signs of the end times, i cant put them all.

and finally, one that i feel isnt talked about enough. We talked about this in school, how a few hundred years after this, i think Rome it was invaded Jews and Jerusalem, and they started destroyibg everything but when they got there all the jews were already dead. I don’t quite remember the whole story, so correct me if im wrong.

But when you see Jerusalem surrounded by armies, you will know that her desolation is near. 21Then let those who are in Judea flee to the mountains, let those in the city get out, and let those in the country stay out of the city. 22For these are the days of vengeance, to fulfill all that is written.

23How miserable those days will be for pregnant and nursing mothers! For there will be great distress upon the land and wrath against this people. 24They will fall by the edge of the sword and be led captive into all the nations. And Jerusalem will be trodden down by the Gentiles, until the times of the Gentiles are fulfilled.

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A famous Christian priest has recently been stabbed while preaching. Mar Mari.

He has asked for prayers not only for his health but also for the person who stabbed him.

This hurts.

Christianity persecution is getting worse.

Thousands of Christians have been killed, and almost 10k churches were attacked last year. (From what ive heard)

But we still dont lose faith. Pray for those who hurt you, leave the revenge for God.

“The only thing evil hates is forgiveness.”

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HAPPY SOLAR ECLIPSE!!!

i was js thinking when Jesus was crucifed, everything went dark until he rose again.

The solar eclipse looks like Jesus’s tomb, when the tomb is closed, its all dark, meaning separation from him. But when it starts moving away, the tomb is open and he has risen!

I just thought about this.

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sometimes i dont know if im worse if I dont spread the gospel to those who need it because i dont want it to seem like im forcing it or if im worse if i just let them be unsaved and go to hell

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You know what makes me mad?

When people mock christianity, God, or any Christians. or especially When they use the Bible or cross as some sexual thing.

Then when Christians speak up about it, and stand up for themselves, people get mad and tell Christians to stop acting so “opressed”.

Yes, chrstianity is one of the biggest religions on earth, and its not hated as much as it ised to be but fr? Christianity is the most persecuted religion in the world, do you expect us to act like everything is fine? Like Christians aren’t treated terribly? How come it’s okay to hate on Christianity but not okay for other religions to be mocked? Make it make sense.

(Also sorry for my typos and misspellings 😅)

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Trust God

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when i see a funny vid then i remember One Piece is in its last saga so it aint funny no more

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You know whats crazy? How much the Bible predicts things (not really predictions but yk) One example being in Esther with Haman. He grew angry when Mordecai, a Jew, didnt bow to him. Instead of just killing him, he decided to kill every Jew in Persia. Later, the same place Mordecai was supposed to be executed on, Haman was executed on. That sounds familiar, no?

Another one, Luke 19 43-44. Predicting when Rome destroyed Jerusalem in 70 AD

“The days will come upon you when your enemies will build an embankment against you and encircle you and hem you in on every side. 44 They will dash you to the ground, you and the children within your walls. They will not leave one stone on another, because you did not recognize the time of God's coming to you.”

Jesus is returning soon

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Some verses i thought were cool while reading Matthew 6 tonight.

Matthew 6:24 ESV

“No one can serve two masters, for either he will hate one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and money.”

Matthew 6:22-23 ESC

“The eye is the lamp of the body. So if your eye is healthy, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eye is bad , your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light in you is darkness, how great is the darkness!”

Matthew 6:31-33 ESV

“Therefore do not be anxious, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For the Gentiles seek after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them all. 33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.”

Matthew 6:25 ESV

“Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing?”

Matthew 6:34 ESV

“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.”

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A Christian anime would be fire dude like imagine Moses splitting the sea with like fire animation🙏🙏

And we need more Christian movies like the Prince of Egypt. Def one of the best movies ive seen bro😭

If ur lookin for any chrstian movies are Tv shows I def recommend Prince of Egypt, The Chosen, Jesus revolution , Joseph King of Dreams (havent seen yet but heard it was fire)