mikumikumogai

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seeing posts about hating alloromantics from aros and aroaces, and it makes me SO uncomfortable as an alloace who also considers themselves aroace due to feeling that their romantic attraction is non-normative and feeling very connected to aroace experiences.

even if i wasn't aroace, it would still make me uncomfortable. alloaces are your siblings in the community, and fellow members of the aspec.

please don't forget about alloaces, especially alloaces who are also arospec or aroaces. we're here too.

[mikumikumogai]

spins the idea of being a sayori cir around in my head. or synpath. same w yuri. me when ddlc characters.

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brain is not. functioning today. feel mildly dissociated. ugh.

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hm. having a bit of Denial b/c i don't feel particularly dysphoric about my deadname or she/her pronouns. but i don't feel euphoric over ppl using my chosen name either. and they/them pronouns can feel something close to dysphoric b/c i'm pronounfluid.

as far as what i refer to myself as though, i call myself a guy or nonbinary, and use my chosen name and they/them, and it feels comfortable to call myself that.

why does it feel so weird for others to call me those things, but comfortable when i do it?

[mikumikumogai]

@radiomogai !!!!!

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jewish lesbian, jewish nonbinary, and jewish trans flags!

day 5 of @vampitsm / @bossvamp's coining event - a term based on your ethnicity, culture, etc! tagging @lesbianflagarchive

[mikumikumogai]

if i make a new account, i could get banned on that account for ban evasion. and i honestly don't want to risk that.

sorry its been rough for y'all, really hate that for u... i've been decent, kinda funky sleeps lately tbh. had a med check yesterday and going to therapist today, hopefully things will go well. also having blood drawn while i'm there so i haven't eaten all day. bleh.

breaks into your askbox. discord update: i have No Idea what i was responding to with "true" but whatever it was, i'm pretty much permabanned. and uh. i locked myself out of my discord anyway by uninstalling and reinstalling my authentication app.

so um. i gotta look up discord alternatives.

anyway hru?? are you doing ok?

Ah fuck that's awful. Can you make a new account maybe? Yesterday we were wanting to check in on you, just had a really bad health day so weren't able to.

It's been rough lately for us, but we keep on going. As per usual. You doing alright?

[mikumikumogai]

waves waves!! sick low words low spoons but hope feel better hope account back soon :-( buddy in pokemon enjoying -tommy

Ultra Late Reply but hello!!! unfortunately discord said there's no getting back my account (and i also locked myself out of my account anyway by uninstalling and reinstalling my authentication app LMFAO)

so. i need to look for discord alternatives. will let y'all know how that goes.

[mikumikumogai]

thank you <2 noticed you've got few words, are you alright? is it just a universal shit day? (half joking, but genuine sympathies)

my discord got falsely banned, if anyone was worried about me disappearing from the archivist server. idk when i'll be back but i did send an appeal today.

tagging @petrichorvoices @horrgores @mogai945 @pupffreak @brainkeeper-service just to make sure y'all see and don't worry about me : )

[mikumikumogai]

the account's still up?? that's weird. i'd think if its a "permanent suspension" that they'd just take the account down and ip ban but. shrug. i have no idea how it works either.

today's been a horrible day, i have to return my chest binder and i briefly lost my voice earlier today as well. feels like luck just randomly turned on me. (kind of a vent? just. frustrated.)

my discord got falsely banned, if anyone was worried about me disappearing from the archivist server. idk when i'll be back but i did send an appeal today.

tagging @petrichorvoices @horrgores @mogai945 @pupffreak @brainkeeper-service just to make sure y'all see and don't worry about me : )

[mikumikumogai]

my discord got falsely banned, if anyone was worried about me disappearing from the archivist server. idk when i'll be back but i did send an appeal today.

tagging @petrichorvoices @horrgores @mogai945 @pupffreak @brainkeeper-service just to make sure y'all see and don't worry about me : )

[mikumikumogai]

flag id: the left flag has 9 stripes that fan out from left to right across the flag. the right flag has 9 stripes, with the first, fifth, and ninth being much larger than the rest. both flags’ stripes are red, white, golden yellow, dark blue, near-black, dark blue, golden yellow, white, and red. end id.

banner id: a 1600x200 teal banner with the words ‘please read my dni before interacting. those on my / dni may still use my terms, so do not recoin them.’ in large white text in the center. the text takes up two lines, split at the slash. end id.

original | icon-friendly

pokeperspesque: wanting pokemon to be deeply intertwined with how others perceive you

[pt: pokeperspesque: wanting pokemon to be deeply intertwined with how others perceive you. end pt]

for anon! colors are from the pokemon logo and a pokeball.

tags: @radiomogai, @liom-archive, @macchiane, @genderstarbucks, @sugar-and-vice-mogai

tags cont: @prettypinknarc, @skrimbliest

dni link

[mikumikumogai]

@radiomogai !!!!!!

So, we coined Feruvelic Attraction (link) but never explained it in detail or expanded on it in general. I might as well come around and make a little blog post about it to change it!

Consider this also a small celebration for our comeback.

1. What is Feruvel?

In our first coining post about Feruvel (link) term - it is an neogender umbrella centered around feral, nonhuman and beast-like things. I am going to expand on what it encompasses as a whole:

It is instincts; feelings of hunger, pain, danger; food chains; animal behaviors; predator and prey dynamic; sharp teeth, horns, beaks and claws; feathers, fur and scales. In general, it is supposed to focus on middle ground between cute and violent in animal world. It is like saying "nature is cruel, but beautiful" in the same way a mother wolf is ferocious hunter, but cares for her cubs.

2. How does Feruvelic Attraction feels?

The label itself is fully based on the definition of Feruvel, therefore feruvelic attraction as a whole covers a lot of different presentations and feelings. In general it is, as it stands, feral, sometimes playing in the natural power dynamic between animals and environment around them, protective, dangerous and caring and most importantly it feels instinctual.

3. How does Feruvelic Attraction looks like?

Because of how big the attraction label itself is, the way it presents itself can be different in people. In one relationship a person may experience predator or prey drive towards the object of their attraction. In another they might see them as their group (aka pack, flock, pod, hive, etc). In third it might see the other as their territory or even vice versa (I can add onto this that draconic instinct to hoard and protect the hoard may also count as feruvelic if one chooses to do so).

It is most useful for alterhuman folks, neurodivergent people, but, honestly, can be experienced by anyone. A little rant, but that's probably what can be said about any other type of attraction if we're being completely honest, lol. Alteraffectis (link) as an umbrella might even make Feruvelic Attraction obsolete, although I am not sure of any of that and I can't make claims like this.

[mikumikumogai]

the worst part about ocd and ocd-like tendencies is that you think hyper-analyzing your thoughts and constantly psychoanalyzing yourself will fix you but that's actually part of the disorder. it's the disorder. disordering.

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does anyone else have like. mogai idols. b/c HOLY SHIT I DO. there are certain ppl who i see around that i'm like "wow... they're so cool... i want to be like them... i hope they reblog my posts one day..."

and then they reblog my post and its like "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OH MY GODDDDDD"

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reminders:

allos can experience nonrose attraction

allos can be in nonrose relationships

queerplatonic relationships aren't the only kind of nonrose relationship

queerplatonic attraction and platonic attraction aren't the only kinds of nonrose attraction

if you're coining a nonrose attraction, consider what a relationship for that type of attraction entails

sincerely, an alloace who never sees these things talked about.

[mikumikumogai]

the idol sings you a song...

★ crushing

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a flag and term for those who are currently crushing, whether on one person or multiple people, or generally "crush" a lot! while this term is intended for those who currently have a crush, you don't have to have one!

this crush doesn't necessarily have to be romantic, but it certainly can be.

coined by us!

we do not consent to our creations being added to any wikipedia sites or reposted to other social media sites. anyone may use our terms and flags.

; tagging . . @radiomogai; @noxwithoutstars; @daybreakthing; @flutteringwings-coining

[mikumikumogai]

Rainbowknifeaestic (rain - bow - knife - aestic)

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Definition:

A gender related to the aesthetic of rainbow Iridescent/coated pocket knives.

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