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it's funny how I think a coffee and watching concert on youtube can solve anything

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you should try to cook some pancakes, it's legal and heal stress

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Tumblr is so coming of age

Ok, sorry I forgot to write on tublr for like 10 months, I'm not sure if I'm back or this is just a momentary thing, but anyway I tink tumblr is so coming of age, like the all thing, writing and reading blogs, so cool, but I don't think that a lot of people will care about what I write so...I'm free, I can do whatever I want, thank you tumblr, the best coming of age hobby.

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tips of the day: if you are sad watch some videos of Inaky Godoy or Ashby Gentry, if you are desperate it's better if you listen to Ariana Grande's music

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READ BECAUSE LIFE IS ONE

You understand the futility of everyday life only when life is taken away from a person dear to you. I was returning home on the train, happy for my 8th, with my best friend, then the news came to me, a girl I knew had just died, she wasn't from our school, but for two years I was in close contact with her, I still can't explain it to myself, the only thing I deduce from this event is that that 8 is worth nothing, all those days of studying are useless, because she is dead and nothing will bring her back, and I have wasted those days studying instead of being with the people I love. It could have happened to anyone and I would still have studied for 3 days instead of staying with them, every now and then my grandparents come to my house and I don't come down to greet them, I shout at them from my room that I'm studying and sometimes they go up the stairs to talk to me , what if it had happened to them? an illness like this can happen to anyone. I thought about his last days a lot, what if he spent them studying? instead of going out with her friends and spending time with her family? I would feel guilty, guilty for society imposing such an arduous pace on students. My dear friend, I will not forget you, I will not make the same mistake again, today I go home, I hug my family, I spend quality time with my grandparents and my friends, today I don't study, because life goes beyond this. Tomorrow maybe I'll review why it's right to study a little, we have the right to education, but we need to make sure that this right doesn't become an obsession of students who do everything to get a passing grade, we need to make sure that it doesn't you spend the whole weekend locked in your room studying because it's an unhealthy habit, no more habits, no more wasting time, turn off your phone, go out with friends, sleep more, don't wait for the summer to live, because sooner or later everyone we die and we don't know when it might happen.

to Fede, I love you

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I will never be enough, am I?

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take care

I'm not feeling very well, It's like I don't have a group, some people that I can talk to, I'm not part of something, who's going to search for me if I disappear? maybe my classmates, but I'm not sure, my long-distance friends? maybe they won't miss me. God, I'm so alone, without hope and without any grips. Who would search after me? Who would turn everything upside down to find me? It's way better If I disappear, their lives will go on, there is no problem, no empty space, I'm so worthless. I should take care of my mental healt sometimes you know?

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my crime script

So, I know that you prefer when I write recension of something (I promise I'm going to write more here on tumblr) BUT I have a news! I'm going to write a script for a short film! We will shoot it in my school, it's going to be amazing! Maybe you don't know but I wrote a book on wattpad 2 years ago (you should read it, it's pretty good); and guess what? the book is about a crime that happened in my school (it's not true, all the story is invented). Today I decided that I will adapt it for a short. It's not sure that we will use my script, all the members of my class have to write one script, but I hope that they'll chose me! More contents in the next days!

here is the lik for my book: https://www.wattpad.com/story/312271183-assasinio-al-casorati?utm_source=web&utm_medium=email&utm_content=share_myworks

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Hunger Games "the ballad of songbirds and snakes" recension

this is the recesion of both: the book and the movie, I think that there will be some spoilers, so don't read more if you didn't watch it yet. Where can I star? the book of course...the first time I red the book it was 2022, my grandparents gifted it to me for my birthday. I red the hunger games triology in 2021 and I waited a year for the new book. Nowadays I can't tell you if I love or I hate his book, it made me feel a lot of emotions, in few pages It could change my humor and the rest of my day. I admid it, I fell in love with Coriolanus Snow a few times, like when he said: "Without turning he knew it was the girl, his girl, and he felt immense relief that he was not entirely alone." With "his girl" he conquest me, and you can immagine how hard it became when I continued reading the book. I couldn't belive that the situation would get worse as I went on, so I used to close the book and do other stuff as if I had finished the book and there was nothing else to say. lucy gray is a very good character, she's brillant and very smart I like her truthfulness and her semplicity, but she is also very cunning.

OK NOW, my favourite character, Sejanus Plint, he is so underrated and no one ever loves him the way he should be loved. He is so real and he is the only one with a minimum of mental health, Sejanus is also strong and determinated, the only thing that I would change about him is about his decisions, Sejanus ALWAYS make bad choices and he always make them in the wrong time, a few times I caught myself yelling "why do you have such bad timing!" against the book.

My last but not least favourite character is Tigris, she, with Sejanus are the only characters who truly understand the level of degeneration Panem has reached. At first I didn't figured Hunter Schafer as Tigris but after seeing the film I had second thoughts, she was perfect, actually, all the cast was perfect, now when I read the book I can only see them in my mind.

Now a little bit of the story, it's a prequel of the triology, in the book we are at the 10th hunger games, and we have the opportunity to get to know the president snow better, but in this book you can't find the real presidente snow, you can find a young Coriolanus Snow who has to take care of his grandmother and cousin, the only problem is that for surviving he will go against many human rights. this book litterally freaks me out because at a certain point you can't really understand what's wrong and what's right, there isn't a line that separate the two concepts, you are in the middle, in a grey area. Staying neutral and objective is very difficult during this book, but I want you to try, may the odds be always in your favor.

let me now if you read or watch it!

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suddenly

Sometimes I like when the seasons chance and the time keep passing, I like when I look around and I understand it. The weather is getting cold and suddenly it's christmas time...

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my day 4

Idk why I'm sad, I was happy some minutes ago, right now I think that I'm going to watch some podcast and obviously some Inaki Godoy's videos. maybe tomorow I will write some recension...I keep procrastinating ;)

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Idk

I know I should find something to do...I can go on and write my book, study, write recension of books and movies, water the plants, cook or find an hobby; but right now the only thing that I can do very well is get depressed...and, maybe, cry myself to sleep.

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"As good as dead" recension

Yesterday I finished this book, "As good as dead" by holly jackson, it's the last one of the "a good girls guide to murder " triology. It was so good! I raccomend it to you all. I started the triology when I was 14 and I finished it now, 3 years later, these books stayed with me all these years, I'm so obsessed with this story. Pippa Fitz-Amobi is one of the best well-written character, her obsession with the crimes is relatable in some kind of ways, when you think that something can help you to live a better life you get sick of it you want always more because it let you stayng alive. So, Ravi is the love of my life and he is a total green flag, one of the cutest character of the books. The story is amazing, the suspense and the plot twists, just in the right time, it's so absorbing and captivanting. Pippa's friends are the best part of the triology, I want to have that kind of friendship in my life...I can't tell you more, I would spoiler it, just...READ IT.

it worth it ♡

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my day 3

my day is not coming to an end right now but idc I just want to tell you my thought.

I understood this morning the reason why I love Nami from one piece...it's because I fell like her, she always act not interest to the people she actually likes and anothe thing, once I've read that we user to love more movie/book/TV series that has something that we don't have. I act more like Nami when I'm with my long-distance friends, maybe that's because I want them to be as close to me as Nami is with her crew, they love her even tought she betrayed them, because they known that she had a reason for doing that. I want that kind of trust and love with my friends.

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Normal Saturday

My saturday in two words: Study and videos

I studied for almost 7 hours and I watched video for the other 4 hours, I fell productive and useless at the same time. I watched a lot of snl videos (expecially Timothee Chalamet ones) and some Gorillaz music video. I also watched the Netflixes live on instagram and I used Drive and Listen that always relax me. Strange thougts came to my mind for all the day, I love autumn but summer is too far and I lose hope more frequently when i thought that I have to live like this for a lot of months. Ok I'm being too dramatic, there is a few things that I like: autumns parks, hot chocolate, cinnamon in everything, rainy days, fireplaces and warm places.

P.S. I didn't tell you why I decided to write this blog in english, it's because I want to do the B2 First Cambridge Certificate, everyone tell me it's difficult, but I can do it, I just have to improve my english doing things...like this.

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my day 2

I'M SO SORRY!

I forgot to keep you updated yesterday, but now I'm here and we can laugh together at my bad days.

Yesterday I did the PEER Education lesson in a class, actually you can't call a "class" a group of uneducated people who don't respect each other or teachers and PEER Educator. After this experience I started understand more the teachers frustration, it was like talking to the walls, NO actually I would have preferred to talk to the walls. We went there to talk because their teachers asked us to do a lesson about bullism, there was a case of it in their class, me and my co-workers went here and explained them...ehm...how life works? how you should interact in a society? Idk, we tried our best but I don't think it worked.

SO I'm going to talk about the other part of my day, the better one.

I went to my boxing class and I talked a lot with my friend "Dora the explorer", her name is not really Dora but my friend has the same attitude as Dora: she spends all the time jumping around and chatting with everyone, she has got too much energy, but I like her. My personal istructor "Giulio-Ignazio" wasn't there, I call him Giulio-Ignazio because the first few weeks I went there I didn't know his name. So, by association, I chose Giulio because it was similar to my friend Doras real name and then Ignazio, because, you know, I'm obsessed with Inaky Godoy.

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my day 1

so my working day has come to an end, actually it's not a working day because thay don't pay me for doing my class (if you are the government think about it!).

Probably tomorrow there will be dramas, I'm going to do a lesson against bullism in a trouble-maker, I know them since last year and they don't have a good reputation.

If you are asking me why I have to do this...I DON'T KNOW! Ok I'm kidding, I'm a PEER Educator, my co-workers and I have to have meetings of this type with all the younger classes. it's our job! We had a class last year for being a PEER Educator, so here I will be tomorrow, talking about important things with a lot of disinterested person.

I don't think, knock on wood, that I'm going to die :)