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Worse than the feeling of not knowing is the knowledge of the ticking time bomb I have placed upon myself

I'm waiting

Waiting

Waiting for the day you will open that letter

Unfold the piece of paper

Reveal the secret I've been keeping for so many months

I know it's coming but you have no idea

So will it change? As I do my best to enjoy the time I know I have left, will you look back on my actions these past few days and realize I have done what I have done knowing what comes next?

Will you understand the nerves in my actions? Or simply see me as a bittersweet fool who dared to fly too close to the sun

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It's 1 am

The world is silent

No one is awake

No one has any expectations of me

The world is quiet

The voices in my headphones read the words on the page before me

It's the first time I've had the chance to pick up a book, to hold one in my hands in forever

The story is one I'd deem pretentious and incomprehensible that people praise as brilliant because it makes no sense

Because if I don't understand it the first try it's not my cup of tea

But it is a story

And shows me the value of books of words of paper of pen of ink of stories

So many books so many stories so little time and nothing that can possibly record it all

How much will be forgotten?

How much will be lost?

So many books and stories and papers and pens and things recorded only to be lost in the end

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You were painting today, a canvas propped up on a table splattered in colors, reaching up to brush the paint across the portrait, colors carefully blended into a beautiful sky

And I saw you, in the future, making that same motion with the sun shining through the windows, illuminating a room covered with your art, and I saw myself there with you, smiling to myself as you reached up to paint in concentration, one hand on the keyboard of my laptop, thinking of all the things I could write on that warm summer afternoon in your art studio, in our art studio

And then, once again, I was back where I had always been, watching you paint skies unseen, and thinking of things that have the potential to be

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There is something to be said about ambiguous relationships

Especially after you break down amatonormativity in the way we see relationships

Saying I love you to friends for example, what do we mean by that?

"I love you"

I want you to be happy

"I love you"

I care about you

"I love you"

I'm glad you're in my life

Platonic, romantic, or somewhere in between, especially in media's where "I love yous" are never spoken

It's shown in the gestures instead

In the way you remember I like my food

In the way you showed up for me without me having to ask

In the way you see me and understand what I'm going through

In the way I know what you're thinking without you ever having to say a thing

It's never said but the "I love you" is there

And when it is said you can feel the weight of it

More than just a passing phrase it means something that never has to be defined

I tell you I love you and I might mean it platonically, I might mean it romantically, I might not even know what I mean

But we know that the "I love you" means more than what I have to say it is

Because all "I love you" has to mean is that I want you in my life

It means I'm glad you're here

It means please don't leave

It means follow your joy

It means whenever you need me I'm there

I love you

I love you

I love you

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I saw a post today that made me think of you

A father, who's wife had died, wanting to make sure his little girl knew how to be treated right

Took her out on daddy daughter dates until she was 13 and deemed it too cringe

It made me tear up a bit, as I read it, thinking about what it would be like to have a father that cared so much

Instead, I have you

The man that walked away

The man that left

The man that was in a pissy mood and decided to cut off my family because you can't understand why no one will respond to your pitiful texts

But the thing is? Part of me still misses you

Or at least, the idea of what you could have been

You don't wait for someone for hours just to play a card game with them if you don't want to be around them

You don't sit and listen to a long drawn out story about what someone does for work if you're not interested in having a conversation with them

You don't tell someone about the random things on your car ride to school if you don't want them to know

And yet, opportunity after opportunity was taken for granted, and time and time again, I was shown that I would only ever be second best in your mind

Because no matter what I did, I was never going to be as important to you as your own ego is

I miss what could have been

I mourn it in fact

I've deleted every image of your face and every clip of your voice

But sometimes

I stop to wonder

How different things would be

If I actually had a father that cared

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In this world with infinite possibilities and seven billion people, how lucky am I to have met you

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Ive come up with the phrase "blorbo-in-law" which is a fictional character who isn't, like, YOUR blorbo from YOUR shows but it is your mutual's blorbo who you nevertheless have developed strong opinions about due to long term dash exposure

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Oarmates Part 6

The Sixth Part of My Fic About The Oars by omni-scient-pan-da (One, Two, Three, Four, Five, All)

For @i-have-all-these-freakin-uwus @burntuakrisp @wh33z @reaping-mae @jo-the-nerd @emo-bi-mess @taurianskies7 @pictures-that-are-kinda-cool @iprefertheterminsane @inkytrinket-irii @that-one-queer-poc @tolookatlaterprobably

Rowan was panicking.

“Just stick to the plan, all I have to do is stick to the plan and we can end this sucker once and for all,” he muttered to himself before glancing back down at his husband, cursing under his breath. “But the original plan didn’t include Killian being passed out and in danger like this.”

He looked down at the man in his arms, glancing towards where he had first heard the noise. “Dammit… I hope Moira is okay…”

He cursed under his breath, scooping Killian up in his arms and rushing him out the cave to get him to safety.

He just had to hope that Moira could hold the warlock off until he got back.

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I posted 22 times in 2021

6 posts created (27%)

16 posts reblogged (73%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 2.7 posts.

I added 65 tags in 2021

#writing - 11 posts

#panda writes - 8 posts

#writeblr - 7 posts

#not writing - 7 posts

#fic - 6 posts

#my writing - 6 posts

#panda posts - 5 posts

#watcher - 5 posts

#and they were oarmates - 5 posts

#fan fic - 5 posts

Longest Tag: 129 characters

#also i will warn you that i am a notoriously slow writer so you may send in a request and i may not get to it for like six months

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Daily Writing Challenge - June 9th 2021

This was a terrible idea, Sarah thought to herself, sitting on the edge of the boat, seated next to Jesse.

~Cut to make the post shorter, click the link below for full story~

1 notes • Posted 2021-06-09 23:27:46 GMT

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Hey! So uh, long time no post, at least not to this blog, so uhh, basically I need to practice writing BNHA stuff in preparation of a fantasy au fic I wanna start, so like if y'all wanna send stuff to my asks of like requests and whatnot, as long as it doesn't include spoilers for like the manga or season 5 of the anime or the third movie, I'll see what I can do

Also please make it an AU, idc what kind of AU just put your suggestions with an AU and make it SFW, as well, with like canon typical violence at most

Thanks!

3 notes • Posted 2021-09-22 02:07:36 GMT

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Daily Writing Challenge - June 1st 2021

Her lungs felt like they were about to burst. All she had to do was get to the surface. If she could make it to the top then everything would be okay. When she had signed up for the scuba diving trip she'd expected to see some coral and some fish, a manta ray maybe, but that was all. Not... Whatever the heck this was. She wanted to glance behind her but she couldn't, looking back would cost her seconds she didn't have. She had to keep going, she had to keep swimming, just a little farther and she'd make it-

"AHHHHH," her words came out as an underwater garble of words as something - no, someone - grabbed her leg.

~Cut to make the post shorter, click the link below for full story~

6 notes • Posted 2021-06-01 21:33:08 GMT

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Daily Writing Challenge - June 2nd 2021

Based off the Song Adventure Is Out There by AJR

Also a prequel to the short story I wrote yesterday... This is leading up to the day Sarah met Evan

Sarah sat on her bed, covers thrown over her head, intent on blocking out the world around her. Her hair was a mess and so was her room. Her joints ached from being curled up in one spot for so long and while she was tired of feeling this way, she couldn’t bring herself to get out of bed and actually do something about it. 

The world was terrible and cruel anyways, there was no reason for her to actually get up and do anything anyways. People would dump you for no reason and they’d break your heart through a text message without a second thought to how excited you were to celebrate your six month anniversary.

~Cut to make the post shorter, click the link below for full story~

7 notes • Posted 2021-06-03 00:09:03 GMT

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Writing Master Post

So all my writing can be found in one place ;)

And They Were Oarmates

A series about the gay oars from Puppet History

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6 (Yell at me if this isn't posted by the end of November)

Epilogue/Part 7 (Yell at me if this isn't posted by the end of 2021)

Grishaverse Fics

Anything I've written about any of the characters in Leigh Bardugo's Grishaverse or the S&B Netflix Show

The Green Eyed Merchling

Tales of Arcadia Fics

Anything written for Trollhunters, 3 Below, Wizards, or Rise of the Titans

Alternative ROTT Ending

The Owl House Fics

You guessed it, any fic I've written for the Disney Channel Show: The Owl House

Hootlingo - Origins (Crackfic)

Writing-Prompt-s Stories

Includes anything I've written based off a prompt from the famous @/writing-prompt-s

Wrong Timeline

Poetic Ramblings

My edgy semi-vent poetic sounding ramblings, these are all okay to reblog btw

Second Place

Who Needs Friends

Writing Before Death

Empty

Written In The Stars

Do You Lie Awake At Night?

Daily Writing Challenges

Mostly challenges from my summer writing camp but maybe if I'm feeling productive I'll do some unprompted too

Tuesday, June 1st, 2021 - "What's Life Without Adventure?"

Wednesday, June 2nd, 2021 - "Adventure Is Out There"

Wednesday, June 9th, 2022 - "Adventure Is Just A Little Ways Away"

9 notes • Posted 2021-04-16 01:57:08 GMT

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And They Were Oarmates

The Fifth Part of My Fic About The Oars by omni-scient-pan-da (One, Two, Three, Four, All)

For @i-have-all-these-freakin-uwus @burntuakrisp @wh33z @reaping-mae @jo-the-nerd @emo-bi-mess @taurianskies7 @the-dumbass-multishipper @pictures-that-are-kinda-cool @iprefertheterminsane @inkytrinket-irii @that-one-queer-poc @tolookatlaterprobably

“Are you sure this is going to work?” Rowan asked, turning to Moira as they traced sigils around the outside walls of a cave.

It was hard to balance and Rowan was constantly worried about falling off the ledge, even with the rope anchoring him to Moria for safety, but apparently, if they wanted to sneak into thte warlock’s hideout undecteted they needed to do some magic of their own.

What Moira had not told Rowan though, was that in order to perform the magic that would let them in undetected, they would need to carefully and exactly trace a very specific rune on the outside of the warlock’s hideout six times, equally spaced. Rowan had no idea how any of that worked, but at this point Moira was his best shot at getting his husband back, so he figured it’d be best to just shut up and do what he was told.

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Hey! So uh, long time no post, at least not to this blog, so uhh, basically I need to practice writing BNHA stuff in preparation of a fantasy au fic I wanna start, so like if y'all wanna send stuff to my asks of like requests and whatnot, as long as it doesn't include spoilers for like the manga or season 5 of the anime or the third movie, I'll see what I can do

Also please make it an AU, idc what kind of AU just put your suggestions with an AU and make it SFW, as well, with like canon typical violence at most

Thanks!

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just in case u needed some motivation

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Fanfic Ask Meme

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How I personally would've had Rise of the Titans go

Spoilers under the cut

Alright so, first of all, Douxie wouldn't have lost the seals at the end of Wizards to begin with

After having Charlie read the ancient draconic, Douxie would've kept Merlin's staff intact and decided to break it ONLY when they needed it as a bargaining chip or something

When Douxie returns to see that all his friends sans Krel have been taken, he works with Krel to build the time loop machine thing and maybe we get some extra scenes of them being cute together

He lures the order to the shop again, but instead of ACTUALLY GIVING THEM THE SEALS he creates an illusion of some sort, maybe something made in conjunction with Akiridion tech so the enchantment lasts longer and the Order doesn't find out what's up, and he tosses that into the time loop instead

The rest of Wizards basically goes as planned with Douxie and Nari going on the run, Claire keeps Merlin's staff as the only other one that can do magic and as a failsafe in case the Order ever realizes they don't have the real seals

ROTT starts fairly similar, the team has divised a trap to stop the order once and for all, the team fails and Nari and Douxie swap again, because Douxie is a self sacrificing bitch that would rather be in danger himself than see his friends get hurt

They all regroup, James panics, Striklake engagement reveal, maybe Barbara asks Claire to be her maid of honor? 👀 And they try to figure out a way to get Douxie back

Aja shows up and like I've seen a bunch of other people saying, the seven kisses thing is an engagement ceremony rather than a baby making thing, Steve and Aja both panic, especially when Steve realizes this makes him king(? Prince consort?) Of Akiridion-5, cue line from Krel about how their planet would be doomed if the blonde oaf ended up ruling alongside his sister

Krel and Aja actually get a moment to catch up since it's been a long time since they've seen each other

They go to save Nari and of course Claire and Douxie are there because neither one of them is going to sit behind and they don't trust leaving the staff on Camelot because they're paranoid and somehow, in their attempt to free Nari, the staff breaks

The real Genesis Seals are revealed for the first time and they escape with Nari and one of the seals (because there's like three seals right? I had no idea why all three were in the same place it would've made more sense to separate them don't you think?)

The other two seals are with the Order and things are not looking good, the gang is panicking and they realize that running from the Order forever isn't going to work and that maybe they're not the best at setting up traps

Instead they outfit Nari with some magical/Akiridion mind-control resistance just to be safe and try their hand at setting up another trap with the anti-magic ray thing

The trap once again fails and this time the Order kinda knows what to expect so they end up with Nari and the remaining seal and are able to unleash the Titans, except this time Nari isn't completely brainwashed and they're able to help her break from the orders control quickly

Varvatos arrives with the Gun Robot and teams up with Nari to defeat Skrael's Titan, leaving just Bellroc to defeat

James realizes what's wrong with the amulet but instead of needing some cryptic message from Nari to tell him how to get the sword out of the stone, he remembers the whole "WE are the Trollhunter" speech he gave back in like S2, and that's how he figures out how to get it free

Everyone gives it their all to help Nari's Titan fight Bellroc's and through sheer force they're successful, but at the cost of Nari herself

However they did hear about the kronosphere or whatever it's called from Nari before she died so they hunt down that to try and figure out what the heck she was talking about

It takes a while but they're able to figure out how to combine Merlin's staff with Akiridion tech and part of the Heartstone because they realized how powerful it was (also symbolism for the characters from the three shows coming together) with the kronosphere and manage to make a device that lets them travel through time

This also triggers the memories of the Trollhunter gang and the 3 Below gang from the Porgon incident and they're all like "Hey! Would you look at that"

Anyways, with the rigged up Kronosphere they're able to go back in time and save people (Draal, Vendel, Nari, Merlin, Morgana,etc) just before it's too late so it doesn't have an effect on the timestream (think like the Lost series from Margaret Peterson Haddix where they pull people from the timestream like right before they're about to die so nothing bad happens to time)

The movie ends with the Stricklake wedding, and Jim and Claire are both like "that's gonna be us one day" and everyone lives happily together as one giant found family

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All I want is to receive some incoherent comments about a fic I wrote because whoever's reading it stayed up til ungodly hours in the morning to finish it

Unfortunately, to achieve this, I actually have to write something, so we'll see if my motivation is still like this in the morning

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