pancakeszs

[pancakeszs]

you over anything, always

♡pairing: iceskater!sunghoon x fem!reader

♡wc: 1.8k

♡contents: reader has a panic attack, fear of iceskating, guilt, fluff

♡synopsis: after multiple attempts of trying to get you to skate with him, you finally agree and step onto the rink with sunghoon despite your fear the of the ice. things go exactly as you expected and you're left hurt and embarassed.

♡a/n: not proofread! also my best friend requested this and i couldn't deny her. she always has the best ideas and i loved writing this! i hope you enjoy!

WRITTEN BY @pancakeszs (please do not copy, plagiarize, repost, translate, or edit)

you watched in awe as your boyfriend graced you with his beautiful ice skating skills. watching sunghoon on the ice always brought you peace. the way he spun and slid across the ice was so smooth and majestic. and the soft white glow from the rink made him look ethereal.

you didn’t mind at all, watching him skate from the sidelines. you had no interest in skating, in fact you were terrified of skating. no matter how hard sunghoon tried to convince you, you could never get the courage to lace up some ice skates and step onto the rink.

people would think you would be a natural at it, from how talented sunghoon was. but you knew if you ever tried you would look like a calf trying to stand up on its own legs for the first time, and not only was it the embarrassment that kept you from trying it. it was the fear of falling and hurting yourself, you had seen so many clips of skaters falling and injuring themselves, and you were too much of a chicken to even try.

suddenly you noticed sunghoon gliding towards you “it’s so lonely out here on the rink.” he sighed to himself, glancing sideways at you. you knew what he was implying, he always tried to convince you to get on the rink.

everytime you denied him you could feel the guilt naw at you. sunghoon was so passionate about skating, and you knew he would step out of his comfort zone for the things you enjoyed. even if sunghoon didn’t show it, you couldn’t help but feel like he was dissapointed by the fact you wouldn’t even try.

still, you couldn’t bring yourself to get onto the rink. just thing about it made a bit of anxiety bubble inside you. when sunghoon made it to the bleachers it brought you out of your own head.

you quickly remebered his words and sighed playfully, hiding your guilt. “i’m just over here, hoon. you don’t have to feel lonely.”

sunghoon leaned against the railing, “it’s still too far…i think you should come out onto the rink.” he raised his eyebrow at you, waiting for your response.

you looked into sunghoons eyes, each time he asked he had the same look in them. it was hope, hope that you would join him on the rink so he could share his passion with you.

you sighed and closed your eyes, your second biggest fear other than ice skating, was sunghoon getting tired of you. even after three years of dating, he was always patient with you, always asking for you to skate with him, but never pushing too far. that’s one of the things you loved about him, but at some point you knew he would find a girl who loved ice skating as much as him. and he would eventually choose her, the girl that can he can share his passions with, who won’t be too much of a coward to try.

“okay.” you say, opening your eyes to look at him.

his face morphs into something like excitment and shock. “actually?” he asks.

“yes..” you say, already regretting your descision.

he immediatley flew across the ice and off the rink to pull you into a hug. he squeezes you and you can practically feel the joy radiating off of him. for just a moment your worries melted away, but you knew it wouldn’t last for long.

sunghoon pulled away “let me get you some skates.” he quickly unlaced his own skates and ran to the locker room. you sat down on the bench, already feeling your chest tighten with anxiety. this will make him happy, it’ll be worth it. that’s what you kept repeating to yourself, trying to convince your brain that this was the right desicion.

you opened your eyes to see sunghoon walking towards you. he was grinning like a madman and knelt down before you “let me help you put them on.”

you smiled shyly “hoon, you don’t have to do that.”

“i want to, i know this is scary for you, but you’re doing this for me. it’s the least i can do.” he said as he slid off your shoes and helped you put on the skates.

you watch as his long fingers tied the laces together. he had a concentrated face on, double knotting them to make sure they were secure. “how do they feel? tight enough?” he asked, staring up at you.

you nodded “yes, thank you.”

he smiled at you and put his skates back on himself. he made quick work of it and when he was done he got up nd offered out his hand to you.

you took it and gripped onto the railing, while he slowly led you to the opening of the rink. finally you were at the opening, and sunghoon moved in front of you so he was on the ice.

“you got this, just one step.” he encouraged.

you smiled nervously and held your breath as you placed one foot on the rink. it felt slippery and you gasped gripping onto the railing tighter. you squeezed your eyes shut and sunghoon gently rubbed your hand.

“its okay, i won’t let you fall. just place your other foot onto the rink and it’ll be easier.”

cautiously you placed your other foot onto the rink and wobbled, almost sliding to the ground. fortunately sunghoon caught you just in time and helped you regain your balance.

“good job, now you just have to get used to feeling of moving on the ice.” you aprecciated sunghoons words but they went in one ear and out the other.

you couldn’t open your mouth to speak so you just gripped the railing and pushed yourself to slide farther down. you tried skating forwards but you felt off balance and squeezed your eyes shut.

“sunghoon i can’t do this.” you whimpered feeling like if you moved even an inch you would slide away and hurt yourself.

“y/n you can do this, trust me. i won’t let you get hurt.” sunghoon said confidently.

you trusted him, you really did. you just didn’t trust yourself.

“let go of the railing and hold my hands.” he instructed.

you took a deep breath and removed your other hand from the railing to grab onto his. the moment you let go of the railing a flood of anxiety hit your chest like a brick. in the few seconds where your hand wasnt holding onto anything you began to panic. you felt like you couldn’t breath, and your vision was getting blurry.

“sunghoon. sunghoon!” you repeated his name multiple times, reaching fro his hand and beginning to flail around in the midst of your panic.

you couldn’t see anything even though your eyes were open, your vision had gotten spotty and you were trying to reach for sunghoon but you couldn’t hear or see him.

you feel your eyes grow watery and you feel the tears roll down your cheeks. suddenly you feel a firm grip on your hand anchoring you to the moment. you were still crying but some of your panic had settled knowing sunghoon was holding you. still your chest ached from the heaviness that was weighing on you.

“i’m right here y/n. i’ve got you, you’re ok. i’m right here.” sunghoon was saying to you softly, repeating it like a chant.

your eyes were blurry with tears, but they were no longer spotted. you could see sunghoons figure infront of you. then you felt yourself being lifted up from the ground, you gasped in shock but then felt the warmth of sunghoon around you.

you wrapped your arms around his neck and hid your face in his shoulder, feeling a crash of embarassment come over you. there was no way you had just had a full meltdown over taking a few steps onto the ice rink, the thought of it just made you cry again.

sunghoon sat down on the bench and held you close to him. he could hear his heartbeat and you focused on it, using the stready rythm to calm you down. finally when you had calmed down you lifted your face from the crook of his neck. you stared into his eyes, trying to read his expression. you couldn’t tell what he was thinking, and that made you even more worried.

you let out a broken “i’m sorry.” and looked away from him, feeling dissapointed in yourself.

sunghoon immediately frowned and gently turned your face towards him. “look at me…you do not need to apolgize.”

you took a shaky breath “yes i do, i couldn’t even manage to take a few steps onto the rink before having a breakdown. i should’ve been stronger espeically when it came to something so important to you.”

sunghoon brushed a stray tear away with the pad of his thumb. “you were strong, you were so scared of the ice but you still had enough coruage to get on even for a few minutes just for me. you’re so brave, and if anything i should be the one apologizing. i shouldn’t have pressured you to go out on the rink with me, whenever you said no before i should’ve accepted it.”

you shook your head at him “you shouldn’t be apologzing either! this is something you’re passionate about, the least i could do was try to do this with you. i’ve been putting it off for too long…it was about time i tried. i didn’t want you getting tired of me.”

“what? tired of you? what do you mean.” sunghoon asked, caught off guard by your words.

you immediately regretted what you had said. “it’s nothing, i’m overreacting.” you tried to brush it off but sunghoon didn’t let you.

“if its something important to you, you’re not overreacting…tell me what you meant.”

you sighed deeply and looked away as you explained your worries. “i thought that if i kept denying you when you asked for me to skate with you, you’d get bored. i thought you’d realize that i’m not good enough for you, and you’d find someone else who could skate with you.”

“y/n…never. that would never happen. i could never get bored of you. if i had to choose your or skating it would be you withought a doubt. and i would never choose someone else over you, no matter how talented at skating they are. i love you for you, i love you for your fear of skating and how you try even if it terrifies you. i love for your laugh and how you encourage me in everything i do. if you never decided to step foot on a rink it would still be you who i choose every time. you are it for me y/n. nobody else. ever.”

sunghoons words melted away a piece of you that had been stuck to you ever since the first time he asked you to join him on the rink. you wrapped your arms around him and held him tightly. “thank you sunghoon, for understanding. i love you so much.” you say to him when you pull back.

he kisses both of your tear stained cheeks and then your puffy lips. “i love you too. no matter what.”

[pancakeszs]

sunghoon calls you clingy

♡pairing: sunghoon x fem!reader

♡contents: angst, hurt/comfort, guilt, fluff

♡synopsis: sunghoon calls you clingy and realizes he messed up

♡a/n: this is my first smau so i hope you like it!

WRITTEN BY @pancakeszs (please do not copy, plagiarize, repost, translate, or edit)

[pancakeszs]

the world finds out that you're dating

♡pairing: hyungline!skz x fem!reader

♡wc: 2.3k

♡contents: kissing, fluff, guilt

♡synopsis: the internet accidentally finds out that you and are in a relationship due to a minor slip up.

♡a/n: this is not proofread so please ignore any typos you see. i was really eager to post this! i hope you all enjoy and i hope to write more skz content in the future!

WRITTEN BY @pancakeszs (please do not copy, plagiarize, repost, translate, or edit)

bangchan˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

bangchan has always felt a strong sense of responsibility not only for the members safety but for yours too. ever since you both started dating he made sure your relationship was not in the public’s eye. 

he knew that some “fans” would come after you and insult you for no reason at all and that was his biggest nightmare. for the past year you both have been doing a good job at keeping your relationship under wraps, that is until there’s an emergency.

you had been watching one of bang chans concerts, supporting him from afar when a fight broke out and you were caught in the middle.

you turned to the side to find two girls yelling at each other “you’re blocking my view!!” one girl screamed “it’s not my fault!” the second girl screamed back. security couldn’t hear because of how loud the whole concert was so you took it upon yourself to break up the fight before it escalated.

you moved through the crowd to the girls “guys, can’t we just enjoy the show?” one of the girls turned to you and said “mind your own business bitch!” 

you frowned “you’re ruining the show not only for yourself but for everyone else! can’t you just move so the other girl can see?” you try to explain a simple solution but the girl doesn’t want to hear it.

“who do you think you are coming over here? do you want to fight me?” she asks.

“no i just want to enjoy the show without you guys yelling and starting a fight.” you explain trying to keep calm.

you can see the girl getting mad and she  raises her hand to hit you but before she can swing you hear bangchan yell from the stage “hey!”

the girl who was about to hit you looks over to him to find him staring right at you. she immediately starts fangirling forgetting about how she almost assaulted you. “bangchan i love you!” she screams.

“and i love my girlfriend, who you were about to hit.” he says frowning. your jaw drops at the fact that he actually just said that, publically, in the middle of a concert.

the girl turns to you “know way you’re his girlfriend, did you pay him or something?” 

you’re still in shock and you look at bangchan who signals to the security to escort the girl out. 

the girl screams and kicks her feet and she’s dragged away but you’re focused on bangchan. he winks at you and security takes you back stage before anyone can snap photos or take a good look at your face. 

after the show bangchan rushes back to find you sitting on the couch watching the performance from a screen in the back. “are you ok?” he asks as you comes up to you checking you to see if the girl had hit you before he noticed. “i’m okay chan…thank you. but you didn’t have to do that. now everyone will know we’re together.” 

“today just proved that you can get hurt either way but atleast true fans will support us. and anyways as long as we have each other it’ll be okay.” 

“i love you babe” you say as he leans in for a kiss.

“i love you too.” he whispers.

lee know ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

it was easy for you and lee know to keep your relationship on the down low. he never really spoke about his personal in interviews and kept questions about it vague. him not showing off your relationship didn’t mean he loved you any less, he just wanted to protect you from the haters on the internet. you didn’t mind it either, you preferred just being in eachothers company without having expectations from people. 

one night you come over to lee knows house since you bought his cats a new toy you’d seen on tik tok. you had texted him earlier in the day that you would be coming over and he had replied telling you he was excited. unfortunately it had slipped lee knows mind that you were coming over and he was on a youtube live completely oblivious to the fact that you were supposed to come over.

you knocked on his door and lee know turned around confused.  “i don’t think im expecting anyone…” he said to the chat and then walked over to the door. he opened it and his eyes widened when he realized it was you.

you smiled widely when he opened the door and leaned in for a hug. “hi, my love! i brought the cat toys.” when you pulled away you noticed the horror on his face.

“is everything alright?” you asked concerned.

“wait right here.” he says as he runs back into the room. he checks the live and sees that the camera has a full view of the door. he scans the cha quickly and watches as they flood with comments like:

“did they just hug?”

“is that his girlfriend?”

“did she call him “my love?””

he quickly said “sorry, i have to go now.’” and ended the live.

he came back to the door and opened it to find you standing there waiting.

“what happened?” you asked still confused.

“i completely forgot you were coming and i was on a live, they saw you hug me and heard you call me “my love.” i screwed up bad y/n.” 

he face palmed himself and dragged his hands down his face. “they aren’t stupid they’re going to know we’re together.”

you put your hands on his shoulders and look at him “it’s going to be okay lee know, don’t blame yourself. i should’ve updated you letting you know i was on the way. if any of us are to blame its me.”

lee know begins to protest but you cut him off “can we go inside to talk about this?” he nods and takes a step away from the door so you can come inside. you take his hand and you sit down of the couch pulling him down with you.

“y/n this wasn’t how things were supposed to go…i didn’t want the world to find out because now people will start analyzing every little thing you do and-“

you cup his face in your hands “first of all, i don’t care about what people on the internet have to say about me or our relationship. i’m happy and secure and that’s what maters. second of all, are you sure they even know who i am? i could be your sister for all they know.”

“they could take a photo of you and find your instagram easily, there aren’t many girls who look as beautiful as you. you’re definetley recognizable.”

a blush coats your cheeks “you’re all worried and you’re still flirting with me.” you tease.

he smiles softly at you “i just want you to know that if the media or anything becomes too overwhelming for you, and you need a break from this relationship…then that’s completely ok. i love you and only want whats best for you.”

“lee know, no matter what happens as long as i have you by my side everything will be ok.” you kiss him softly and then continue “now i came here for a reason, these cat toys won’t play with themselves? where are those little cuties?”

lee know smiles and he knows you’re right, together everything will be ok.

changbin ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

changbin and you had been together for a while now, nobody other than your close firneds knew that you both were together. it wasn’t because either of you were ashamed of eachother, it’s just that you had both come to the descision that it would be best for your relationship to be kept a secret so it doesn’t turn into a big thing in the media. it was just another regular day hanging out with changbin at his house before he brought up going to the gym.

“hey, do you want to go to the gym with me?” he asked. he always asked even though your answer was always the same. you hated the gym, which was ironic since your boyfriend basically lived there. still you would always politely decline preferring to do a home workout instead. 

today though, you decided to go to the gym with him since you felt like trying it out once more to see if maybe your opinion on the gym has changed. changbin smiled brightly at your answer. you both hopped into the car and chatted about random things until you fianlly arrived at the gym.

“i’m really glad you decided to come with me today.” he held your hand as you walked in.

“aww, im happy you’re happy. i decided i should give the gym another chance.” you explained.

you and changbin were too immersed in your workout and conversation to notice a guy working out near you taking photos of you both. this was a private gym but occasionaly someone would pay to get in, but no one ever recognized changbin.

after your workout you felt energized but tired at the same time. you and changbin got into the car when changbin’s phone started blowing up. he had a look or disbelief as he scanned his eyes across his phone.

“what’s wrong?” you asked worried from his expression.

he handed his phone over to you and you read the headline of the twitter post that read “stray kids idol changbin found entering the gym with another girl while holding hands.” you had to reread the words multiple times for them to process.

“what…? how didn’t we notice!” you said shocked, then it hit you that the only person there was the man working out near you. he had came in not long after you both so he must have snapped photos while you were entering.

“i knew i should’ve been more careful.” changbin groaned.

“binnie, it’s not your fault. you shouldn’t have to be on edge all day just because people are nosy and want to get into your business all of the time.” you reassured him, not wanting him to feel guilty over this whole situation.

“i shouldn’t have nagged at you to even come to the gym today.” he looked so dissapointed in himself and it pained you to see him that way.

“you didn’t nag me, not at all! i decided that i wanted to come today and that is in no way your fault or even mine. besides now this means that we don’t have to keep our relationship a secret.”

“i just feel bad, we both agreed it would be better if we kept our relationship secret but now everyone is going to know. i feel like i failed you.”

you turned to him and held his face in your hands “changbin, listen to me. you did not fail me at all. this is just a little bump in the road but we’ll work through it just like we do with everything else. besides this will all die down when another tweet about another celebrity pops up.”

changbin nodded “you’re right.”

you smiled and kissed him softly “also, this is just another reason why the gym sucks.”

hyunjin˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

hyunjin often called you his muse and you found it the sweetest thing in the world. he would draw you when you weren’t looking and paint things that reminded him of you. you enjoyed your relationship and how it was out of the public eye. you were both able to enjoy each others company without anyone commenting or hating on it.

unfortunately nothing this peaceful lasts forever. on one of hyunjins lives he was showing off his sketch book. he didn’t mind sharing his artwork with the stays because he was proud of it. he was so passionate about showing his art that he didn’t notice he grabbed the sketchbook with all of his portraits of you.

 he began flipping through the pages and a look of horror flashed across his face when a portrait of you was on full display. he quickly shoved the sketchbook away and laughed awkwardly to the stream.

he quickly made up an excuse and ended the live. he prayed that nobody could tell who you were through the paintings. he quickly drove over to your house to explain what happened but when he finally made it his phone was pinging with notifications.

HAN: look at this! they found y/n’s instagram.

Lix: hyunjin everyone saw your sketches and found y/n’s account!

he couldn’t bear to read the rest of the messages because all of it reminded him of his huge mistake.

suddenly he saw you walk out of your house with your keys in your hands. you stopped short when you saw hyunjin car. you ran to his door and said “hyunjin! are you ok? everyone found my instagram account…” 

hyunjin just looked at you looking so ashamed. “i screwed up.” he sighed. 

you grabbed his hand and took him inside of your house so you could talk.

you both sat down across from each other and you watched as hyunjin held his head in his hands. “y/n…i’m so sorry.”

“hyujin, i want you to know that i’m not mad. not at all! everyone was going to find out at some point. this was unexpected yes but i’m not upset. i think it’s sweet that they found out because of your drawings of me.”

hyunjin looked up at you “you’re really not mad? i ruined everything…everything was going so well.”

you reached for his hands and held them “i promise you i’m not mad. it was a slip up and trust me if i had a platform like you and i did live streams i would’ve slipped up by now.” you reassured him.

you came around the table to hug him. “i love you, and now i don’t have to hide it.” you held his face in your hands and he looked up at you. 

“i’m glad too, now i can share my paintings of you freely.” he smiled softly.

you smiled back and kissed him softly, he returned in kind.

“i love you so much.” he said against your lips.

“i love you too.” 

[pancakeszs]

hiiii i really love ur work!! could you do a drabble on itadori and y/n doing his skincare?? 🩷

skincare with your boyfriend yuji

♡pairing: yuji x reader

♡wc: 0.9k words

♡contents: fluff, cuddling, kisses

♡a/n: thank you so much for being my first request! i really enjoyed writing it! <3

WRITTEN BY @pancakeszs (please do not copy, plagiarize, repost, translate, or edit)

yuji was the definition of golden retriever boyfriend, and you loved that about him. how he was excited to anything as long as he got to do it with you. so obviously you were going to take advantage of that.

“yujiiiii!” you called from the doorway as you entered your apartment.

the scuffling of feet could be heard as he ran over to the door to envelop you in a bear hug.

“i missed you, it’s been too long.” he complained into your shoulder.

“i know baby, i’m sorry but i have an activity that might make you feel better!” a mischievous smile spreads across your face as his eyes light up with excitement.

you grab yuji’s hand and lead him to the couch so you can show him your haul. you dig into your bag and bring out the two matching hello kitty face masks you bought and flash them to him.

“face masks!!”

yuji smiled widely at your excitement, he loved seeing you so happy, especially if it was just at the idea of doing something with him.

“oo can we also use the jade roller you always use?”

yuji noticed the way your eyes sparkled at his idea. “of course!! i need to shower first and then we can get started.”

you already saw the puppy dog eyes that yuji started to gave you. “yes, you can shower with me.”

at that he sprung up from his spot on the couch and ran to the bathroom.

────୨ৎ.

once you had both changed into your pajamas you settled on the bed. “what should we watch?” you ask yuji as he grabs his face mask.

“the amazing spider man!” he suggests.

you nod and scroll to find the movie, clicking play as you reach for your face mask.

“okay yuji, let me put yours on.” you tell him to stay still and he complies. you rip open the mask and take it out of its packaging. you try to find the correct positioning before you place the mask on his skin.

yuji glances at the screen every now and then while you fiddle with the mask. finally you open it all the way and gently places it on his skin.

“that’s cold!” he complains when the mask makes contact with his skin.

“beauty is pain.” you joke playfully while you smooth down the face mask. you grab your jade roller and use it to paste down the mask to his skin.

yuji slowly lays back and closed his eyes which causes you to straddle him while you use the jade roller on him. yuji is completely relaxed, he loves the feeling of your soft fingers holding his head in place. he admires how gentle you are with him, and how every movement is precise. the sound of the movie fades away and it’s just you and him.

once you’ve finished smoothing down his mask you gently lift off of him. yuji whines and pulls you back down. “stay…you’re so warm.” he mumbles.

“yujiiii i have to do my face mask too! after we finish then we can cuddle, i promise.”

yuji frowns but accepts the promise of cuddles later. he lets you lift off of him and reach for your own mask.

after a couple of minutes of applying your face mask you set a timer for 15 minutes and lay down next to yuji. you snuggle in next to him, careful not to let your face mask get all over his clothes. yuji wraps an arm around your waist while you both watch the movie together.

you completely forget about the timer so when it goes off both of you startle. “are you ready to see your new beautiful skin?!” you ask yuji eagerly.

“yes!” he replies matching your energy. you lean towards him and gently people off the face masking. you take off yours and throw them in the trash.

“my face is all slimey!” yuji exclaims after he pressed a finger to his skin.

“we need to use to jade roller again to rub in the excess serum.” you explain.

“ohhh okay.” yuji nods before laying back down, wanting you to straddle him again.

he gives you a cheeky smile when you climb on top of him. you giggle at his silly antics before you begin to use the jade roller on him again.

“can we cuddle now?” yuji asks after a minute of you using the roller on him.

“after i rub in the serum on my face we can. trust me i want to cuddle as much as you do but i don’t want to do it with a wet face.”

“that’s fair.” yuji replies

while sitting on him you quickly use the jade roller on yourself, not using it as long since most of the serum sank it while you were rubbing in yuji’s.

finally you place the jade roller on the bedside table and snuggle in close. yuji grabs the remote and turns off the tv, wanting to give you his full attention.

you’re both clinging onto each other while face each other. he presses a soft kiss to your lips and then makes a face “you taste like chemicals.”

“yeah because we just used face masks, that’s why you don’t want to get them in your mouth.”

“if i knew they were going to leave you tasting weird i wouldn’t have done it.” yuji grumbles

“yes you would’ve, and i know you’re gonna kiss me whether i taste like chemicals or not.” you joke.

yuji grins “yeah you’re right.”

he begins to pepper your face all over with kisses. you giggle at his actions and then do the same to him.

once you finish kissing each others faces, yuji looks at you lovingly. “i love you so much.” he whispers.

“i love you too.” you whisper back, snuggling deeper into the crook of his neck, and eventually falling asleep.

[pancakeszs]

i’ve been thinking about how nanami would give up his seat for any lady on the subway in a HEARTBEAT.

no hesitation he just gets up and gestures that the seat is all yours. he doesn’t like to watch a lady get shuffled around in between the sweaty bodies of workers on the train. but something about this exchange is different.

you’re already sitting down and you watch as nanami enters the train, exhausted from the tedious day at work. something about him catches your eye, it might be his handsome face, or his broad shoulders and muscles but nonetheless he’s captured your attention.

he’s one of the first to enter the train as more people enter behind him, workers and students filling the car to the brim. suddenly you lock eye contact and you smile softly, which he returns. you get up from your seat and gesture for him to take it, sensing the aura of weariness around him. nanami frowns at your gesture and shakes his head.

“i insist.” you mouth at him, not daring to interrupt the silence of the car. nanami is shocked for a moment, why would you dare to give up your seat on a crowded train car for him, a random man of all people?

he mouths back to you “i couldn’t.” and he tilts his head towards the seat signaling for you to take it.

you pout but make no move to sit back down and continue standing. after a moment a man swoops in like a hawk to take your seat.

nanami almost scolds the man but you look at him and shake your head. he doesn’t want to cause a scene so you both continue standing in silence.

after a couple of stops the train empties and 2 seats open up next to each other. you move to sit down and pat the seat next to you. nanami looks around, seeing as many other seats are available he sees no harm in sitting.

you continue to sit next to each other is silence. making no move to strike up a conversation, just enjoying a strangers company. when you arrive at your stop you exit the car and smile at nanami leaving without a word.

nanami mentally kicks himself for not asking you for your name or number. he sighs and looks to the empty seat next to him, the one you had previously occupied, and noticed a folded piece of paper. he knows it’s yours because it wasn’t there before you had sat down.

he opens the neatly folded paper and reads “xxx-xxx-xxx , call me! i’ll save you a seat next time.”

nanami smiles to himself, glad that you had taken the initiative once again.

i was not planning on writing that much. but i think it’s cute!! not sure if i’ll expand on it but i just wanted to share some of my thoughts <3

[pancakeszs]

best friends older brother!choso headcanons

♡best friends older brother!choso x reader

♡ word count: 0.4k

♡ warnings: making out, kissing, fluff

♡ synopsis: your best friend is yuji itadori and his brother is whipped for you

WRITTEN BY @pancakeszs (please do not copy, plagiarize, repost, translate, or edit)

best friends older brother!choso who immediately formed a crush on you the first time you came over to yuji’s house to watch a movie.

best friends older brother!choso who always finds an excuse to linger in the kitchen when you’re over so he can take in your beautiful laugh.

best friends older brother!choso who loves to listen to your rants when yuji isn’t interested in hearing them.

best friends older brother!choso who is too scared to ask you out because he doesn’t want to ruin your friendship with his brother.

best friends older brother!choso who is oblivious to your longing stares and lingering touches.

best friends older brother!choso who is shocked when you ask him if he wants to hangout, just the two of you.

best friends older brother!choso who eagerly accepts but quickly worries about what his brother would think.

best friends older brother!choso who agrees that it might be best to keep your feelings for each other under wraps.

best friends older brother!choso who wants to kiss you so badly but doesn’t want to overstep.

best friends older brother!choso who brings you back to his house since yuji isn’t home.

best friends older brother!choso who shyly asks if he can kiss you.

best friends older brother!choso who tries so hard not to show how excited he is when you say yes.

best friends older brother!choso who kisses you softly, fearing that you’ll realize that you don’t want him.

best friends older brother!choso who indulges in your kisses as they become more heated.

best friends older brother!choso who groans at the feeling of your hands tangling in his hair.

best friends older brother!choso who curses to himself when the doorbell rings, not wanting to stop kissing you just yet.

best friends older brother!choso who runs down the stairs to check who’s at the door so he can return to you as quickly as possible.

best friends older brother!choso who’s stomach drops when he finds yuji at the door.

best friends older brother!choso who begins to panic when yuji steps inside knowing that you’d be coming down any minute to check what was up.

best friends older brother!choso who almost pushes yuji out when he sees you peeking out behind the stairs and watching your eyes widen when you see yuji.

best friends older brother!choso who stops breathing for a moment when he hears his brother exclaim “i knew it!”

best friends older brother!choso who lets out a sigh of relief when yuji says he has no problem with the two of you being a couple.

best friends older brother!choso who is the best boyfriend ever while your friendship with yuji still prospers.

[pancakeszs]

falling asleep on jjk men’s lap

♡ nanami, gojo, geto, choso, sukuna x fem!reader (separate)

♡ synopsis : watching a movie and falling asleep on their lap

♡ word count: 0.7k

♡ a/n: im sorry that i didn’t write for toji i just didn’t think i could do him justice since i don’t know much about him. i might make a part two but with the first and second years! thank you for reading. ♡

WRITTEN BY @pancakeszs (please do not copy, plagiarize, repost, translate, or edit)

nanami ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

nanami silently watches as Amy has her famous speech about women’s rights in Little Women and turns to look at you, knowing it’s one of your favorite scenes. to his surprise he finds you asleep, your head had been resting on his lap but he hadn’t noticed how your breaths turned shallow and evened out. he thinks for a moment about whether he should get up to finish some paperwork or let you rest.

you slowly turn over in your sleep and he stares at your beautiful face. the soft contours and curves around your cheekbones and mouth, your locks of hair flowing around your face. he can’t bring himself to wake you up, but mostly he just wants to marvel at you a little longer. his beautiful wife.

gojo ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

“honestly, i would’ve gotten into the van too. he had balloons and everything! it looked really inviting if you ask me.” gojo says as you both watch The Black Phone together. well he was watching it, you had fallen fast asleep on his lap.

he looks down at you realizing that you’re not shushing him and telling him to just watch the movie. he finds you snoring softly on his lap having fallen asleep only twenty minutes into the movie.

he smiles softly at your sleeping figure as he quietly tries to reach for the remote to pause the movie. after he shuts off the tv he wiggles around on the couch trying to get into a position where he can cuddle you.

from all of the movement you end up waking up groggily, forgetting where you are for a moment. gojo oblivious to your state continues moving, pulling you up to his chest so he can wrap his arms around your waist.

you don’t say anything, not wanting him to feel bad for waking you up so you snuggle in closer to him and fall back asleep.

geto ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

geto immediately notices that you’ve fallen asleep, your soft snores hit his ear like a melody and the beating of your heart pounding against him like a drum.

the movie is halfway through and has piqued his interest but he doesn’t want to continue it without you. he pauses the movie and runs his fingers through your hair lovingly before gently moving your head from his lap to grab a blanket.

when he comes back to the couch to find you half awake he whispers “i’m sorry love, i just wanted to make you feel comfortable.”

he then scoops you up and brings you to bed, where you lie in each other’s arms until morning.

choso ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

choso wipes the tears from his eyes after finishing the movie you had chosen for your movie night. he looks down at you nestled in his lap to check if you’re crying too, only to find you sound asleep. he holds his breath for a moment worried that any sound might wake you up. he soon lets out a soft breath and watches your angelic face for a moment longer before he gently scoops you up.

he brings you to your shared bedroom and lays you down on the soft bed, climbing in next to you so he can cuddle you properly.

you blink slowly from all of the movement letting out a groggy “choso..?”.

a pang of guilt strikes his heart from waking you up but he begins planting small kisses all around your face while whispering soft apologizes, to lull you back to sleep.

sukuna ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

sukuna realizes that the room is oddly quiet and it takes him a moment for him to realize why. it’s because there wasn’t your incessant buzzing in his ear. he looks down at his lap to confirm his suspicion that you fell asleep.

he grumbles about how bold you are to think you can use him as a pillow. after a few minutes he gets over it and pauses the movie because he didn’t even want to watch it in the first place, he only stayed because he wanted to spend time with you. (something he would never admit.)

he doesn’t move, not wanting to hear you whine about being woken up. he eventually falls asleep too, but in the morning he definitely complains about his “uncomfortable” nights sleep. in reality he actually enjoyed feeling your warm presence and how comfortable you feel with him to be able to fall asleep on his lap.

[pancakeszs]

satosugu and mechamiwa will be the death of me

#jjk and Other Things That Ruined My Life: An Autobiography by pancakeszs

[pancakeszs]

I’d rather be with you

♡ Megumi Fushiguro x fem!reader

♡ word count: 2.3k

♡ synopsis: reader’s date canceled so megumi steps up and takes her out to cheer her up instead

♡ warnings: all characters are aged up! (18+) FLUFF, confessions, making out, slightly ooc megumi

♡ a/n: this is my first jjk fic on here! i’m really nervous so i hope you all enjoy! i’m sorry if this is a bit fast paced i tried my best. <3

WRITTEN BY @pancakeszs (please do not repost or make any translations)

you were getting ready for your valentine’s day date, filled to the brim with excitement until you received a text. a text from the very man who was supposed to take you out.

date: hey i can’t make it today. my ex wants to go out w me so i’m gonna be with her instead. maybe another time 🤷‍♀️

you almost chucked your phone across the room, but realized that would just make things much worse. you felt your eyes begin to water but you blinked them back. this douche didn’t deserve your tears. taking a deep breath you dialed the number of the only person who could make you feel better.

after the second ring you heard his voice through the line.

“hey, what’s up?” megumi’s comforting voice hit your ear and it immediately made you feel better.

“my date just cancelled on me to go out with his ex.” you had to hold yourself back from screaming into the phone, megumi wasn’t the one who needed to be on the receiving end of your rage.

“that asshole, he doesn’t deserve you.” megumi meant it, he didn’t think anyone was ever good enough for you. mostly because he wanted you all to himself but he would never tell you that. he would never forgive himself if he ruined your friendship over his stupid feelings.

the line was silent for a moment before megumi spoke again “since you don’t have any plans, wanna come over? we can go to the bookstore to cheer you up if you want?”

you smiled at his offer, megumi was never really straight forward with his words but his actions let you know that he truly cared about you. “i’d like that. thank you, gumi.”

“mhm, i’ll be there in 10 is that okay?”

“perfect!”

you suddenly felt much more nervous about hanging out with megumi than when you were going on your actual date. you turned around to examine yourself in the mirror. you wore a crimson red skirt, a white babydoll blouse, with crimson red mary jane’s with frilly socks to match your skirt. you decided to add a heart necklace that megumi had gotten for your birthday one year and the matching earrings that went with it.

after adding your finishing touches you looked at yourself again and decided that you looked good enough. even though megumi has seen you at your lowest you still wanted to look presentable, especially since it was valentine’s day.

you wondered to yourself if this was technically a date. deep inside of you, you wished that it was but you didn’t think megumi could ever see you as more than a best friend. you decided that it was just a hangout to make you feel better after being canceled on by your date.

you were startled out of your thoughts by a knock on the door. your heart began to beat faster as you walked towards the door. you opened the door to find your best friend. he was holding of bouquet of white roses, your favorite, and wore beige dress pants and a red sweater vest. the color scheme matched your outfit perfectly.

you smiled at him and megumi thought he was going to melt. you had stars in your eyes and megumi couldn’t think of a smile more perfect than yours.

“they’re beautiful megumi…” you said staring at the flowers, which meant you were too busy to notice the faint blush coating megumi’s cheeks.

he handed them out to you and you took them gently, not wanting to ruin their beauty. “come inside, i’ll put these in a vase before we head out.”

megumi followed you inside and still hadn’t said a word. he didn’t know what to say. you looked stunning in your outfit. he couldn’t help but notice the heart necklace and earrings you wore. the same ones he gifted to you on your birthday.

he decided to say something so he didn’t look like a total idiot. “you look..very pretty.” he was glad that you were searching for a vase while he said it.

you looked over your shoulder and smiled trying to sound calm but ending up stumbling over your words “thank you, you too- not pretty, but handsome. but i mean you are pretty too.” you cringed at yourself and quickly returned to searching for a vase.

megumi blushed at the compliment, seeing you as flustered as he was helped his nerves cool down.

finally you found a vase and filled it up with water. “so what do you want to do?” you asked looking at megumi.

he shook his head “no, what do you want to do?” he would’ve added that you were the one who’s date flaked out on you but decided it might’ve been best not to mention that detail.

you hummed to yourself as you thought. “well, you did mention the bookstore.” you say sheepishly as you cut the bottom tip of the stems off.

“i had a feeling you would say that. we can go there first.” he said. you picked up the vase and placed it in the middle of the dining room table, admiring its beauty.

you turn to look at megumi who was already looking at you “you ready to go?” you ask to which he nods in response.

the drive to the bookstore quiet, but not in an awkward way. it was never awkward with you and megumi. it felt natural to sit in the car, listening to your favorite artists and enjoy the ride. it was one of your favorite things that you both did together, you felt like you were bonding just by listening to your favorite songs and taking in the scenery.

megumi put the car into park and you both walked towards the bookstore. “any books you’re looking for in particular?” he asks you.

you think for a moment and then shake your head “not really, i’ll just look at whatever catches my eye.“

when you walk into the bookshop you feel like you’re transported into a different universe. the warm arm and the soft scent of vanilla made you feel at peace as you walked towards the fantasy section of the store.

megumi followed you, content to watch you skim through the books until you chose the perfect one. it wasn’t the first time you guys had visited a bookshop together, you did so quite frequently since you both loved reading.

he stood silently behind you as you read the different titles until you saw one that caught your eye. you gently pulled it out and read the back, immediately intrigued by the story.

you turn around to look at megumi, your face practically glowing with excitement. “i’m getting this one, it sounds really interesting. is there anything you want to look at?”

megumi shakes his head, he wasn’t here today for himself he was here for you. even though it wasn’t a date, he wanted to treat you to the best valentine’s day you’ve ever had. a day better than the one that douche would’ve given you.

you pout feeling bad that he isn’t getting anything but he insists that he has enough books at home. eventually you budge and you make your way to the register.

once it’s your turn in line you hand the cashier the book and reach into your wallet for your payment. right as you look up to hand the cashier your card megumi is already handing it to the lady. “megumi, i can pay.” you insist

“what kind of man would i be if i let you pay for a book on valentine’s day?” he asked raising an eyebrow at you.

“fine, but if we stop somewhere to eat i’m paying.” megumi makes a noise in the back of his throat that makes you think he’s agreeing when he’s really not.

once you guys exit the bookstore and walk back into the cool brisk february air you look up at him and thank him.

“it’s no problem.” he says shrugging it off, but he’s actually really happy that he got to buy you a book that you seemed excited to have.

“where to next?” he asks as you walk down the street with no particular destination in mind.

“how about the park?”

he nods as you both walk towards the direction of the park. that was another place you both enjoyed hanging out, you usually went there to read together. it was a little book club spot that you both had. except this time you were seeing it in new eyes, it seemed more romantic now. a secluded bench in an unoccupied part of the park. you wondered if people the who would pass by you thought that you were a couple. you blushed at the thought.

on your way to your bench you saw some food trucks and you both looked at each other and immediately knew that you both wanted something to eat.

“what do you want to eat?” you ask megumi but he shakes his head simply and says “no, what do you want to eat?”

“if i choose then i get to pay, deal?”

megumi rolls his eyes at you and mumbles “fine.”

you smile, content that he accepted your deal. you look around at the trucks and pick one that sells gyoza’s, something that both you and megumi enjoy. luckily there wasn’t much of a wait so you order pork dumplings for yourself, while megumi orders beef dumplings. you pull out your card and smile at megumi as you hand it to the man running the truck.

megumi rolls his eyes playfully and you both wait for a couple of minutes before receiving your food. once you get back to your bench you don’t immediately begin to eat. you’re thinking about your day. even though you both hadn’t been out long it was a very sweet hang out.

megumi turned to look at you, noticing that you haven’t started to eat, even though he hasn’t either. “what’s wrong? did they mess up your order?” he asks concerned

“no, i just wanted to say thank you megumi. for taking me out today. i appreciate you stepping up after that guy canceled our plans.”

you glance away after you speak, you think about the way he told you that you looked pretty, and the way that he was looking at you as you placed the flowers on the table. you could admit that you were delusional at times but today felt different. it didn’t feel like delusion it felt real. it felt like the air between you and megumi was charged with something more than friendship.

you decide to take the leap, it is valentine’s day after all. “i know this wasn’t technically a date…but today felt different. it felt romantic, almost.”

you look at him and he’s staring at you so intently, likes he’s trying to get you to elaborate so you continue speaking. “i’ve always loved you as a best friend, but i don’t know, i’ve been starting to feel something more. i think about you when you aren’t around, i see things and i think “hey gumi would like that.”, i wish that i was with you all of the time. and i’ve never really felt it romantically before, but i think that’ means i love you more than a best friend.”

megumi wanted to kiss you so badly in that moment. he thought he was in a dream, you were confessing your feeling for him. him of all people. he had thought of this moment so many times, but he never thought it would truly happen. he had gave into the thought that you would only love him romantically in his dreams.

he was silent for so long that you started to regret your words “megumi, if you don’t feel the same way-“

he immediately cut you off “i do! i really do. i was just thinking about how surreal this all is. i’ve loved you for so long but i never thought you’d feel the same way. especially about me.”

“what isn’t there to love about you?” you said softly and he felt the blood rush to his cheeks.

you were both silent for a moment and megumi looked down at your lips. they looked so soft, he always wondered what they would feel like on his. “can i kiss you?” he whispered.

“yes.” and slowly he leans in and places a hand on your cheek and his other on your waist. you place both of your hands on his shoulder and you close the gap between you.

the kiss was gentle, soft like you were both afraid to break the spell that had come over you both. but it was no spell, it was love so you took the initiative and started kissing him more passionately. his grip on your waist tightened as you parted your lips for him. he slowly slipped his tongue inside and you explored each others mouths.

he slowly brought his hand down to your shoulder and you wrapped your arms around his neck and you kissed him harder. you gasped into his mouth and there was a rumble in the back of his throat when you did so. you tugged on his shirt to pull him closer to you and he moved both of his hands to your waist.

you kissed for a while, a mess of gasps and lips and tongues. it felt euphoric, finally kissing him after waiting so long. when you finally pulled apart you rested your foreheads against each others and enjoyed the moment.

after a few seconds of silent you whispered “i’m glad that guy canceled, i’d rather be with you.”

he chuckled and whispered “me too.”

WRITTEN BY @pancakeszs (please do not repost or make any translations)

[pancakeszs]

────୨ৎ weclome ୨ৎ────

⋆˚࿔ pancakes 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

────୨ৎ. 18 // enfj // she/her ♡

˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚ i write for enhypen and stray kids

navigation ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ m.list

please do not copy, plagiarize, repost, translate, or edit any of my works ♡

credits to @/taurus-magicka for the dividers ♡

[pancakeszs]

masterlist ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

scream

ethan landry-

i thought you liked me

unlocked just for you

jjk

megumi-

i’d rather be with you

choso -

best friends older brother!choso x reader

sukuna- coming soon

nanami- coming soon

multiple-

falling asleep on jjk men’s lap

i hope to be posting more jjk fics soon ♡

[pancakeszs]

Unlocked, just for you

♡ Ethan Landry x fem!reader

♡synopsis: y/n gets her exam results and climbs through Ethan’s window to get to him. during a time of celebration some words are shared.

♡word count: 1.2k

♡warnings: friends to lovers, kissing, fluff

WRITTEN BY @pancakeszs (please do not repost or make any translations)

You were sitting at your desk journaling about your day when you got a notification on your phone. It was an email from your school, the subject of the email read “English Exam Results” You almost fell back on your chair when you saw it.

You immediately grabbed your phone to text Ethan, your best friend who had helped you prepare for the test. You had promised him that you would open the results together.

You’d never admit it aloud but you had a crush on Ethan. A huge one in fact, but you couldn’t bear to ruin your friendship by telling him your feelings. You brushed the thought away and wrote your message.

ethannn!! i got the results!! i’m coming over right now, 5 minutes tops

Once you hit send you ran down the stairs, grabbed your keys and hopped in your car not bothering to change into more presentable clothes. Ethan had seen you in pajamas before and this time wouldn’t be any different right?

Ethan hasn’t responded yet and you started to get worried. Would he be ok if you showed up uninvited? This was Ethan, he would be fine with it.

You pulled onto the curb in front of his house and jumped out. It was 11 o’clock at night and his parents would surely be asleep by now. You thought for a minute about if you should go through the front door. Deciding that it would be best to let his parent get their sleep you walked to the side of his house that his room was on.

The window in his room showed that his light was on so he had to be awake. There was a tree next to the window that had low hanging branches so you decided to climb it.

You wrapped your arms around the branch and kicked off the ground, using your upper body strength to haul you up.

Once you made it to the first branch the second one was easier to get to. You repeated the same step and reached the branch that was on the same level as Ethan’s window.

You crawled on the branch getting to arms length of his window and tapped on it lightly. When there was no response you tapped again, a little louder this time.

Still no response, so you decided to lift up the window, praying that it was unlocked. Thankfully it was. You moved the curtain aside and spotted Ethan, sitting at his desk writing something, his headphones were on and his phone was on his bedside table. Now you realized why he never responded. He didn’t hear the notification because of his headphones and besides he didn’t have his phone next to him.

Slowly you climbed in and walked over to where he was sitting. You didn’t want to give him a heart attack but you saw no other way to get his attention.

Deciding there was no other way you tap him softly on the shoulder. Ethan jumps up from his seat visibly startled and turns around.

“Y/N?! How did you get in here?” He asks taken aback by your sudden presence.

You look at him awkwardly “I, uh..I climbed through your window…” His eyes widen and he starts to laugh.

“What, why? I could’ve just let you in through the front door.”

You give him an accusatory look and explain to him “I texted you but you never responded, and I know your parents are asleep by this time and I didn’t want to bother them.”

Ethan smiles softly at you, he has always admired your consideration for others. You treat everybody with respect, a trait that’s hard to come across these days. He snaps back to reality and realizes that you’re expecting a response.

“Oh, sorry. I was writing something and I had my headphones in- wait. What was so important anyways?” He asks and your eyes immediately brighten.

“I got my exam results!! We promised we would open them together so I came here as soon as I got them.”

Ethan suddenly feels guilty for making you wait to open them but he has a warm feeling in his chest from the fact that you put off opening your results to wait for him.

He grabs your hand and brings to you sit on his bed. You climb on and sit with your legs crossed, you’ve been in his room multiple times so you feel comfortable sitting on his bed.

You hand him your phone with the email pulled up. All he has to do is click on it. “You open it first.” you tell Ethan.

He looks at you with softness in his eyes and he smiles. He looks down at the phone and opens the email. You close your eyes and listen, and his breathing hitches.

Your eyes shoot open “What? Is it bad?” You ask, panicked.

“No, not at all. You got 47 out of the 50 questions correct!” He exclaims, pride filling his voice.

You grab your phone and read the email seeing that you really did get 47 out of 50. You put your phone down and launch yourself at Ethan giving him a huge hug.

“I couldn’t have done it without you..” You say, your voice muffled against his chest.

“Yes you could have, you’re the smartest person I know.”

Your heart feels full at his compliment and you pull away and look into his huge doe eyes.

He’s starting right back at you and his cheeks turn pink.

“Ethan, I love you.” You whisper, so quietly. “Not like, a friend or even a best friend. But romantically…and I don’t expect you to feel the same, and you are not obligated to retu-“

“I love you too, y/n. Everything about you, your kindness, your ability to go up to total strangers and make a conversation, the way you smile when someone makes a joke. I have loved you ever since I talked to you for the first time.”

Your eyes start to water at his confession, never in a million years did you think that you would confess your love to Ethan, and that he would confess his love for you back.

A tear rolls down your cheek and he softly wipes it away with his thumb. Slowly you lean towards him and your lips meet.

You shift to get to a more comfortable position and once you’re in a good spot he gently puts his hands on your waist. You move your hands and tangle them in his soft brown curls.

He kisses you softly and gently, like he’s afraid to break the spell thats come over you both.

Slowly you break apart and you smile at him. The smile that he loves, the smile that he sees in his dreams every night.

“I never thought you’d be my first kiss Ethan Landry. But I’m glad you were.” You tell him and he smiles at you.

“I’m glad you were my first kiss too, but I never expected it to be after you climbed through my window.”

You laugh at his joke “If this is what happens when I do, then maybe I’ll have to do it again some time.”

He smiles at you again “Maybe you should, I’ll leave it unlocked, just for you.

[pancakeszs]

I thought you liked me

♡ gf!Ethan Landry x fem!reader

♡ synopsis: Y/n and Ethan both like each other but you are both oblivious. You realize you both like eachother, but what will happen once his secret is revealed?

♡ word count: 2.7k+

♡warnings: friends to lovers, kissing, fluff, tension

♡ WRITTEN BY @pancakeszs (please do not repost or make any translations)

You sat on the couch next to Anika and Mindy, watching the party goers dance and throw back, shots like their life depended on it.

You were really excited for the party until you realized that it was basically just a group of sweaty people getting drunk and wearing skimpy pieces of clothing that they called “costumes”. Honestly you don’t know what you expected but it wasn’t this.

Mindy and Anika were guessing why certain people came to the party just by their outfits, they had invited you to play and you did for a bit but eventually you got bored.

“I’m going to go see what Ethan and Chad are doing.” You tell Mindy knowing she’ll pass the message to Anika.

You get up from the couch, pull down your checkerboard skirt, and walk towards the most obvious place Chad would be, the dance floor and assuming that Ethan would be with him they would probably be watching people dance instead of dancing themselves.

You scan around for cardboard armor and a cowboy hat and spot both near a doorway.

Ethan sees you first, his heart rate picks up when he noticed you walking towards them.

Ethan has had a crush on you ever since you first joined the friend group. You and Mindy had met through a film study and you became friends, then she introduced you to the rest of the group. Ethan immediately noticed your hate for horror movies, which he found endearing.

You were oblivious to his crush, not noticing when he stared at you while you washed the dishes in Tara’s apartment, or helped Chad set up his TV. And definitely not noticing now while he stared at your Mad Hatter costume. Your short checkerboard skirt reaching your mid thigh, your teal gloves up to your elbows, and your fake purple corset all you look amazing. You looked beautiful and he wished that he couple grab you by your waist and kiss you right then and there.

You couldn’t help but admit that you found Ethan cute, his dorky interests finding their way into your heart, whenever he would stumble over his words when the groups attention was focused on him. You’ve always had a thing for shy, nerdy guys but you didn’t accept the fact that you liked him. You all were in a friend group and you couldn’t bear the idea of ruining the relationship, so instead you shoved the feelings deep down.

“Hey Y/N! Enjoying the party?” Chad asks you enthusiastically once you reach him and Ethan.

You shake your head “No not really, I was expecting less…this.” You wave your hand around at the people drinking and making out in all of the corners of the house.

Ethan nodded “It can get very overwhelming, I agree.” You look at him with a soft smile, appreciating his reassurance.

“Hm, well anyways maybe you can help Ethan here.” Chad suggests, you tilt your head giving him a questioning look and he continues. “We were talking about how he’s a snack! A full meal, really! And how I bet he can pull any girl here.”

Ethan’s face turns beet red, he’s obviously embarrassed. “So what do you think?” Chad asks. You look from him to Ethan, you feel bad for him, he’s obviously nervous about what you’re going to say. Even though you don’t realize he has a crush on you any one who’s about to be insulted would be nervous.

“You’re right Chad. Your hair is really nice and you’re very handsome.” You tell Ethan, you mean it but you don’t think he believes you.

“Thanks y/n..” he says while blushing, you smile back and turn to Chad.

“I think I’m going to head out, I’m bored.” Chad nods and offers to walk you back to your dorm but you politely decline, he’s enjoying the party and you wouldn’t want to ruin his fun.

Ethan takes the opportunity and says “I’m not in the mood to party right now either, I can walk you back..if that’s ok with you of course.”

You grin, happy that he offered. “I would like that.” you tell him as you head out. You told Chad to let the rest of the group know that you guys were leaving.

Ethan feels content, just walking by your side, taking you back to your dorm. He imagines that he’s your boyfriend and that he’s walking you back home after a romantic date.

“I hate parties..” you complain “Honestly, what’s so fun about getting drunk in a house full of plenty of other drunk people? I understand drinking with a couple of friends but at a frat party? Like, I get that’s basically the whole point, to get wasted, but it’s so unsafe.” You ramble to Ethan but mostly to yourself.

Ethan smiles “I agree, I would prefer to drink with a couple of trusted friends, getting drunk in a house full of strangers isn’t very appealing.”

“Ugh thank you, finally someone gets it.” You turn to face Ethan stopping you both. “Next time there’s a party let’s agree to just stay home, maybe we can watch movies or something.”

Ethan’s mind begins to race. Is she asking me on a date? No it’s not a date, it’s just a couple of friends hanging out.

Ethan realized you were waiting for an answer when you started playing with your hands, a sign of when you were getting nervous.

“I would like that, a lot.” He says simply, trying not to let his eagerness show in his voice.

You smile, the smile that Ethan adores. Your smile is radiant not unbearably so like staring at the sun, but like the moon. Soft but still glowing.

You continue walking towards your dorm and suddenly you notice a chorus of whispers around you. All of the students in their costumes out at night either heading to a party or heading back are staring at their phones.

Obviously confused you pull out your phone and see a breaking news article right as you open google. There’s been a murder of two students in your film class.

You gasp and cover your mouth. Ethan looks over at you and asks “What’s wrong?”

“Two students in my class were murdered…” You say with a shaky breath. Ethan’s eyes widen, “What?” You hand him your phone and he reads the article, realization setting onto his face.

“That’s horrible.” he says, you nod speechless. Suddenly a chill runs down your back, you gently grab Ethan’s hand from fear and start walking towards your apartment. You pick up your pace not wanting to be out in the open a moment longer.

Once you make it to your apartment you open up the door and drag Ethan inside. You frantically lock the doors, suddenly you stop in your tracks to chastise yourself. You’re being paranoid, you’re fine, everything is going to be ok.

Ethan noticing your distress walks up to you and puts his hands on your shoulders. “I know this is scary but it’s going to be ok.” You pull Ethan into an embrace grateful for his simple but kind words. Suddenly a ding sounds in both of your pockets and you pull out your phones.

tara: ethan and y/n come over now. there’s news.

y/n: we saw, we’re on our way.

“Let’s go.” you say to Ethan and he wastes no time following you out of the door.

You grab his hand again not daring to lose the only comfort you have in the autumn air, with death looming around the corner.

You sit next to Tara on the couch listening to the news report. Sam breaks her attention away from the tv “Pack a bag. We leave in ten.”

Panic sets into Tara’s face “Sam! Wait, Sam!”

Tara and Sam start arguing and the Meek twins join the conversation.

Suddenly the phone starts to ring and everybody freezes, apart from Anika, Quinn, Ethan, and yourself.

“Who is it?” Tara asks. When Sam goes to check the phone Ethan asks “Why did everyone just freak out when her phone rang?”

You giggle to yourself as Anika replies “You gotta keep up, my dude.”

You give Ethan a sympathetic look and he gives a nervous shrug. Quinn hands Sam her phone and she has a conversation with Quinn’s dad.

Sam announces that they have to go down to the station and Tara follows.

Since there’s an opening on the couch Ethan moves to sit next to you. You reach out and grab his hand, not meaning for it to be a romantic gesture but more as a safety net.

The room is silent and you don’t feel comfortable being in the apartment with the victims of the last killing spree so you decide to take your leave. “It’s been a long night, and i’m sure this is all just a coincidence and i’m sure tomorrow everything will be fine, so i’m going to head back to my dorm.”

You know you’re being cowardly leaving them, but it’s only the beginning and after watching plenty of Stab movies to know that another murder isn’t going to happen the same night as the first.

Ethan stands up after you and insists that he walks you home. You accept not wanting to walk alone while death is looming in the air.

On the walk back to your dorm, a shorter one then from the frat house, you and Ethan share a comfortable silence, until he pops the question. “Who do you think the killer is?”

You turn to him, shock in your eyes from the question. “I don’t know…it didn’t occur to me that it could be one of our friends…but it is a possibility.” you think about your answer and find your suspect “Maybe Quinn, she sleeps around a lot and since everyone thinks she’s a slut she wants to prove them wrong.”

Ethan’s eyes widen but he hides the expression before you can see. His heart is beating to fast he’s sure that you can hear it. He has to convince you it’s not her, if you get to close to the truth Quinn and his dad might hurt you.

“Hm, interesting but I think maybe Anika. She’s new and she’s on the outside of the friend group which could lead her to feeling left out, which could ultimately lead her to hurt someone.”

You nod also finding that answer reasonable. “I hope it’s none of us though.” You whisper.

Ethan looks over and gives you a soft smile “I hope so too.”

Once you and Ethan arrive at your apartment for the second time tonight you ask the question you’ve been running through your mind ever since you saw the news article.

“Ethan… do you want to spend the night?” You try to sound confident but you’re nervous. He might take the question the wrong way but you only want him to keep you company especially in a time like this.

Ethan blushes and you let out a sigh of relief, he’s just as nervous as you are. “I- Uh, sure. If that’s what you want.”

You smile at him reassuringly “It is.”

Ethan follows you into your bedroom, luckily you cleaned it earlier today, wanting to just flop into bed after the party not worrying about a mess.

“I have some clothes you can borrow.” Eyeing his jeans and long sleeve shirt.

“Oh no, it’s ok. I’m fine in this.” He urges but you shake your head “No way. I don’t mind.” you reply.

Ethan stands awkwardly in the doorway while you look through your drawers of clothing. You turn to look at him “You can sit on the bed you know.”

His face turns a shade of pink and he walks to sit on the edge of the bed. You smile to yourself and pull out some baggy jeans and an oversized Stab T-Shirt. You wince and show him the shirt “This might not be the best outfit choice…”

He chuckles at the shirt and responds “It’s fine, maybe it’ll give us some protection.” you smile at the optimistic thinking and hand him the clothing.

You turn back and continue digging in your drawer for something you can wear. You decide on some shorts and an oversized T-Shirt that has the Cheshire Cat floating on it.

“You can change out here and I can change in the bathroom.” you suggest and he nods as you walk into the bathroom.

You yourself still have the Mad Hatter costume on , but you realize that you can’t undo the fake corset by yourself.

“Ethan can you help me?” You hear a yes from the other side. You walk out and put on your confident and carefree act.

“Can you untie this please?” You ask as you turn around and bring your hair to the side of your neck.

Ethan lets out a shaky breath at the question. He’s scared that if he touches your skin he’ll never be able to move his hands away. He clears his throat and lets out a strained “Mhm.”

With shaky fingers he reaches for the top button and unbuttons the back, he slowly unbuttons the last three. “Done.” he whispers when he’s finished.

You turn around and smile at him, you look into his eyes and you can’t seem to look away. He’s staring back at you in silence. You look to his lips, they look so soft, so.. kissable. As much as you want to put your hands in his hair and just kiss him you can’t. You’re scared, there’s so much going on with the new murders and if this isn’t what he wants and you mess things up hanging out with him will be so awkward.

You look back up at his eyes about to admit defeat when you notice that he’s staring at your lips too. You let out a small gasp which brings his eyes back to yours.

Ethan almost melts at the gasp you let out. He didn’t even touch you and you made that sound. It was just a gasp but he got that reaction from you, just by staring at your lips. He was 90% sure that you were looking at his lips too.

He’s never kissed someone and he’s fantasized about this moment since the moment he met you. If you find out that he’s ghost face he might never get a chance like this again. So he asks so softly “Can I kiss you…?”

You nod at him and he grabs your hips gently and presses your lips together.

He kisses you soft and slow, you know he’s never kissed anyone before and neither have you, but you’ve seen enough movies to see how it works.

You wrap your hands around his neck and slide one into his hair. He lets out a content sound from the touch. Ethan brings one hand from your waist to your cheek, cupping it gently.

You break apart for a second, catching your breath and then you go to kiss again. This time it isn’t soft or slow, he’s kissing you like a starved man, it’s a greedy hungry kiss. You open your mouth to gasp and slowly he slides his tongue in.

After who knows how long of kissing you back away slowly. “I need to finish changing…” you whisper.

He swallows and nods as you walk back towards the bathroom.

Once you close the door your stare at yourself in the mirror. You just did that, you just kissed Ethan Landry. The boy you’ve had a crush on ever since he expressed his love for coming of age movies, the same one you had.

Slowly you take off your corset and slide on the graphic tee still taking in the fresh memory of his lips on yours.

You brush your teeth and step out of the bathroom, fully changed and you take in a deep breath when you meet Ethan’s eyes.

You look towards the bed and before you can offer for him to sleep on the bed he says “I can sleep on the floor.”

You shake your head, “No way, you can sleep on the bed.”

Then he shakes his head “I’m not letting you sleep on the floor in your own bedroom.”

You smile at him “Who said I was sleeping on the floor?”

they cuddle, run away from his psycho family and live happily ever after!! the end!

i hope you enjoyed this short fic, i don’t want to write Ethan as ghostface so I stopped this to write an Ethan Landry au