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how the fuck can six months of progress be ruined in five minutes. relapse is a bitch.

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🔮🕯️Downtown Girl Thinspo🕯️🔮

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⭐️food log⭐️

lunch

1 cup whole grain rotini- 250

1/4 chocolate chunk muffin- 150

dinner

ground beef- 280

fries- 65

exercise

walk: -90

walk: -150

run: -250

total- 255cals

omg overall today was soooo good, i had like no appetite and was almost able to sleep through dinner, but my dad made it so i had to have a little. such a good day though for exercise, i’ve been super motivated and i’ve been able to get out a ton. we’re leaving for vacation tomorrow though and i’m so worried i’m gonna gain back all the weight i’ve lost so far, hopefully i can get away with sharing meals and eating very little! pray for me fr tho 😭

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feeling your collarbones getting more pronounced>>>>>>>

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⭐️food log⭐️

breakfast

1 chocolate chip waffle- 100

freeze dried apple- 38

total-138

lunch

psl with almond milk(drank throughout the day)-500

hashbrowns- 110

hard boiled egg- 78

total-688

dinner-

biscut- 144

mac and cheese- 350

total- 494

exercise

40 min walk- -220

20 min run- -200

total- -420 (nice)

total calories for today-900

overall, not bad for a met day! i hung out with a friend and she didn’t want to get a sugary coffee unless i did so that kinda messed with my restriction and i had to eat dinner with my parents but i managed to get away with just having a little. my mom just bought these amazing muffins that i love though, and i know it’s gonna be hell trying not to binge on them. just remember, todays choices is tomorrows body ⭐️

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had to end my fast early but whatever!! 24 hours in better then nothing. thinking about decreasing from 1200 to 800, maybe then i can be 140 by homecoming 🙏🙏 also gonna start posting daily food logs to hold myself accountable!! stay safe girlies 💜

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12 hours into my liquid fast and i finally remember how good this feels

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i hate eating in public, i cant even weigh anything and it makes me feel like a pig

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quick rant

i need to get back on my shit. ive been “recovered” for over a year now and i can finally start again. ive been so lazy im almost back at my hw. i know i can do this. ive done it before.

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literally my entire personality

the feminine urge to lose 20 kgs, grow my hair out, dye it black and buy a cute pearl necklace all within the next 15 minutes

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the difference between wanting

✨scars✨

but not wanting

👺scars👺