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To all my fellow US homies. As much as I would love to say that shit's fucked and we're cooked and yadayada. I cannot in my heart of hearts do that. I don't have the privlege to sit here and boohoo myself as I look into the maw of facism in this country because at this point I can't give that. I will not give that to them.

Those of us who are any color other than white, don't worship a god that isn't the state wearing the skin of their Jesus like a puppet or Queer as hell; you know what the game is. We been knew that they will never give anything that will inevitably help us even if it helps them. They will throw themselves to the fire as long as we burn hotter. Right now, Find something to do. Even if you're at work and forced to put on a smile for shit ass customers or your boss that you know wants to get rid of you. Do. Something. Something that gets you out of your head, off the ledge, anything. Im not saying that it's not alright to be in your feelings right now. Please process that. Please hold yourself and your feelings and aknowlege them. But put them into something to make you sane.

But most of all. I want y'all to exist. I want yall here. There is still love in the world there is still something to hang onto and without yall, we loose another light in the dark.

I know I don't talk much here, I just reblog shit and shitpost from time to time and my actual voice isn't so much around; but I need y'all to know that I love yall. I just as afraid as the rest of you but I want to see you all at the end of the tunnel.

Peace and blessings my dudes

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No more trans doom scrolling! Today we are embracing trans hedonism!

T4t love, polyamory, queer platonic relationships, and friendships are so beautiful! Embrace pleasure, embrace rest, embrace yourself and all those you love! Eat that cake, kiss that person, take that nap, enjoy your life! Today I call for an era of radical trans joy!

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i’m using this mountain biking blog to vent right now i need to be serious here . The way young men in America and the United Kingdom are being radicalised , whether it’s strongly or softly , is out of control .

people need to spend less time on social media ! that’s not a bad opinion to have ! talk to real people on the ground in your commmnity , connect with loved ones and friends who you think are at risk of falling down online right-wing -esque rabbit holes and show them that they are loved , and it’s ok to be vulnerable and kind as an expression of masculinity , and it’s ok to have opinions and feelings .

help your friends see the world for all its beauty and majesty , and learn to let your feelings wash over you as an experience , not as a guiding force for your actions .

thank you i love you .

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I couldn't have said it better myself.

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From @greatcheshire.

Your birth certificate is a record you should be able to change and this certainly violates every Texan's right to self-identification.

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We cannot continue to resume our lives as normal. Not after this election. Not until our democracy is once more secure.

There are lives on the line.

The Trevor Project reported that usage of their suicide hotline increased by 700% the day after the election.

Women have already died because of the overturning of Roe v. Wade, and there are so many bans that haven't even been passed yet.

These are such simple facts, and yet somehow we have forgotten them.

As a reminder, the extremists who are and will have power in our government are against, or support people who are against:

Separation of religion and state, equal rights for women, equal rights for people of color, victims of rape, gay marriage, gay families, the existence and right to live of trans people, education, native rights, poor rights, and truth.

How can we go back to our jobs? How can we go back to our classes?

By not fighting every single goddamn day, we disgrace the legacy of King, of Malcom, of Martha P. Johnson, of Parks, of Ginsburg, of Susan B. Anthony, of Du Bois, and the millions of people who fought and died so we could have the right to make change today.

Let's get moving. There are lives on the line.

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if you’re looking for a sign to stay alive, you’ve found it. this is it. please stay alive

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Okay election results will be coming out, eventually at least, so let’s talk about the procedure if trump wins. Firstly, as a queer person, at least for now, you aren’t queer. You’re straight, all your friends are straight, you’re not trans, none of your friends are trans. You aren’t leftist or even moderate. This is the only way to keep yourself and friends safe, especially if trump does everything he’s promised. Secondly, if you are at riots/protests in response to whatever batshit insane law the gop passes next, cover yourself, head to toe, especially any identifying tattoos and your face, both to avoid being recognized and avoid tear gas if possible. As is always true, but especially if he wins, tell the cops nothing and paramedics everything. Thirdly, don’t post anything leftist, lgbtq, or protest related on social media. That could fuck you over fast. Especially the protests. And lastly, please stay safe. Please

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1,179 suicides today. 2,114 yesterday after the election (source). please check in on your friends and loved ones, even online friends. check in on them even if they seem happy and okay. if you’re considering attempting, don’t. I know this world is fucked up, especially right now, but for what it’s worth, the fact you are still alive means you’re a fighter and a survivor. you’ve made it this far and if no one else tells you, I am proud of you for being alive. it takes fucking strength and courage, and look at you still being here. give yourself some credit because you are so much stronger than you think. yes, everything fucking sucks right now. but you will get through it even if it doesn’t look like it right now. it will eventually get better. I really truly believe that, no matter how hopeless or cruel things are right now. I truly believe you will survive and will get to genuinely be happy and truly safe. just please hang in there.

U.S. suicide hotline: call or text 988 (available 24 hours)

U.S. trans lifeline: (877) 565-8860 (when you call, you’ll speak to a trans/nonbinary peer operator. full anonymity and confidentiality)

Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) – provides 24/7 confidential support and referrals for individuals and families facing mental health and substance use disorders, including panic attacks and anxiety.

LGBT National Help Center: (888) 843-4564

Trevor Project: Call (866) 488-7386, text START to 678-678, or chat online.

take care of yourself and each other. please stay safe ♡

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hi tumblr i know no one cares about my posts but im a bi trans liberal boy who lives in a red town in a maga family and i'm pretty sure i have undiagnosed autism and depression (im not out as queer or liberal) im terrified.

im also riddled with guilt for being scared and depressed because im not allowed to be myself because other people have it so much worse. but i feel physically sick right now, like im melting because im probably never gonna get to be myself. honestly i can't even drive. i haven't even taken the test even though i've been able to for months because i know with how impulsive i am that i might die. on purpose or not. i punish myself for stimming because my own family makes fun of me for it. i CANT STAND going to school but for the reason that it's an overstimulating mess and i have to take a nap when i get home because im so exhausted. i dislike orange man so much because of how much he's affecting my and my friends lives.

i want to go to a mental health hospital but for the sake of bettering myself and finding better ways to cope that's not stabbing my hand with a pencil every time the annoying little guy in my bed tells me to kms. i feel bad for wanting to go. i feel like i should be able to handle it. i don't know if i can. i don't know what normal regulation of emotions is i never have. i don't want to be a burden, which is why i both want to go and don't. the only person im out to is my therapist and one kid at my school. i don't want to die though i just need a break. i need help

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where is that photo of jake gylenhal where he looks like fredbear?

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that one part in the line by twenty one pilots

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i'm pretty sure i have autism and i don't understand a lot of social rules but manley the ones surrounding women.

i'm afab and i don't shave my body hair because it's like an extra coating so that i don't have to feel textures directly. i was pressured into shaving when i started puberty even though it made me have sensory issues (i didn't know what that was at the time) now i don't shave but i still feel ashamed for it even though it makes me uncomfortable

i'm also very small (4'10) and tend to be soft spoken. i'm terrified of what people think when they look at me. i shouldn't feel like im going to be sexualized because i have childish traits. i shouldn't feel like i have to wear tight or revealing clothes because that's what's expected of me even though 1) i'm uncomfortable and 2) i fear being sexualized.

i, and women should have a say in how we look and just because you (not you specifically i'm talking about bad people) think that it's "wrong" doesn't mean you have a say in what we do. the only reason you think that is because you're a little asshole who was never taught that his/her mother is a person too.

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yeah. that was the best part

no joke when i was watching tua season four i kept thinking there is so way this is the real thing. i was like this is a joke. this is fake

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IM GOING TO THE 21 PILOTS CONCERT TONIGHT AND AM TRYING TO CATCH UP AS FAST AS I CAN BC I HAVENT LISTENED TO CLANCY YET LOL IM LEARNING SO MUCH

i go to the concert at 7:45 so please tell me more lore/ what songs i should listen to before i go. please

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my friend wants to sell her drawings but she doesn't really have electronics so idk how to help her. she does have a nintendo switch lite so in gonna give her one of my youtube accs but idk how she's gonna post videos

pls help.