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Some epic designs, which ones ur fav??

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Jobs to slow..

So. New Uni student yippe but also broke asf then the brilliant idea dawned on me. I COULD MAKE COMMISIONS. AM I good? Personally I don't think so, other people think I am but ya know imposter syndrome. BUT I'm doing it for the money and to get more art experience so your local rambler is going to be opening art (maybe writing) commissions soon! Also I now have a twitter because who doesn't at this point.

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I just had to listen to a guy try to defend the fact Hephaestus tried to race Athena by blaming it on Ares and Aphrodite

"If aphrodite had just stayed with Hephaestus he wouldn't have had to do that—"

THAT MAKES NO FUCKING SENSE WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!

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She was 19... 19 year old human. He was around (atleast around 18) when her people were still enslaved by his. He is now described as being in his late 20s. So he's in his late 20's but SHE IS 19. 19. LATE 20'S. NOOOOOOOOOOO.

Why have we normalized really toxic and not okay relationships in media in the excuse of 'it's fae x human' like GIRL WHAT?!

It's okay if the fae is hundreds of years old if they are also (in fae years) THE SAME AGE AS THE HUMAN OR AROUND THE SAME AGE.

It isn't okay when the human is barely legal and the fae IS NEARLY A PDF. OR WHEN THE HUMAN ISNT LEGAL AND THE FAE IS A PDF.

Also the amount of grooming, sa, kidnapping, gaslighting, etc that is excused and not even acknowledged is— it makes me lose braincells. and this ain't even from dark romance no it's fantasy yet all this SHOWS UP. CONSTANTLY.

Im starting to hate reading fantasy books mainly because of this. I can't. Like. WHAT?!

*cough* oh yeah sorry I just wanted to read a little fantasy romance book this'll be so FUN! *Queue the love interest being nearly a pdf, kidnapping, grooming, gaslighting, saing, the Mc every chance he gets* OH.. okay maybe it'll be acknowledged *it isn't acknowledged and when it is acknowledged it's made into a joke* GET HELP PEOPLE

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When you're quiet, people think you're a blank slate. That you're nothing but clay for them to shape. When in reality I'm just quiet, that's part of who I am. It's part of my loud creativity behind closed doors and part of my colorful love for all things odd. I'm a quiet person, so people romanticize the idea of me. I don't think I've ever really been in a relationship where someone has actually acknowledged that I am who I am and not who they expect me to be. I don't know. I think right now, though, I have people who understand. I'm quiet, but that doesn't mean I'm unshaped clay, I'm already shaped into the most beautiful thing I could ever be. Me.

(P.s it's okay to be quiet, be mother fucking quiet and then louder then bloody fireworks the next minute. It's your life. It's your voice. Don't let others dictate how you should use it.)

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I don't think I really hate anyone more than I hate myself. I see others do stupid shit and can't help but judge and question why they would do all that hurtful shit for like no reason, and then I find out that it's normal. It's normal for everyone to do hurtful shit without question, and I'm the weirdo who actually thinks about the hurtful shit i do. I'm left constantly thinking about it, and that makes me hate myself. I'd like to never hurt anyone, but I know that's impossible, so one day, I want to be like everyone else and do hurtful shit and never think about it. Is that selfish? Right. Another reason why I hate myself is because I think selfishly but very rarely act selfishly. It's odd. Why aren't I normal? Let me be hurtful and selfish like everyone else.

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Hey random question but I was scrollin through the tags so no idea how long ago this was but what’s the one jason/ethan fic you said you read over and over?

HII!! only okay so it's this one shot thing that I love sm I seriously need more Ethan and Jason fanfics it's so hard to find any 😭😭 but it's Day 5 | Dreams by M4GP1E

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Am I the only one that sees resemblances I'm Jayce and Viktors relationship and Patroclus and Achiles??

Like— Achilles and patroclus's relationship was so complex that it's sparked a life long debate between many generations on if they were gay or not. Some reason they were close friends, others brothers in arms, others lovers, others see that their soulamtes holding a bond that's not describable by words.

And now that's happening with Viktor and jayce in the arcane Fandom. halp— LIKE ITS LITERALLY HAPPENING. ARCANE HAS RESPARKED THAT DEBATE TOWARDS NEW FICTIINAL CHARACTERS SOMEHOW. Do yall know how difficult that is?! All I see in any post about arcane is a debate about their relationship jsut like how whenever the Iliad is brought up patroclus and Achilles relationship is mentioned.

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I don't ever want to be normal. I don't ever want to sit down and rearrange my life to meet your standards of what a life should be. I don't ever want to change the way you dress because you don't like how I look like. I don't want to eat more or eat less. I don't want longer hair or shorter. I don't want to change my voice I don't want to change my interests. I want to enjoy this world and the limited time I've had in it. I want to be weird. Let me be weird and maybe try being a little weird yourself, I think you'll enjoy it.

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ARCANE S2 SPOOLLLLERRSSSS

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The whispyness of Jaces voice the look of eide eyes and constricted pupils constantly moving through dilation as his mind runs his rapid movements during talking but he doesn't move his hands like he usually does instead it's his shoulders and head. His smile that lingers even when Viktor looks destroyed and difference and the way his eyes are trained on Victor's face the only minute he isn't smiling is when his eyes trail off from Victor's face.

"I must get back to the lab"

"My place is here in the lab with you"

Jayce gets destroyed so quickly during those days without Viktor. He falls apart. He didn't understand before how heavily he relied on Viktor because before then he didn't have Viktor. But now. Now he understands ever since Viktors come I to his life Viktor is the one that's been holding him together.

Now jayce believes he's the one that needs to take the role of holding Viktor together which is why he's straight to comforting Viktor trying trying mimic his soft gaze and the way Viktors shoulders and head moves instead of hands. Yet it doesn't work.

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I seriously need to get back into writing and I ACTUALLY HAVE TIME NOW so I'm probs gonna redo some of my fanfic ideas that I dropped becuz I got curve stomped by NZ Ncea constantly changing but I'm hoping to eb able to do

Ethan and Jason in Tartarus

A few jason one shots (just a book of jaosn one shots lmaoo)

Maybe an oliver spring story about him trying to find himself while a teen

Possibly a Michael holden fanfic going into depth about how he's not okay

And if anyone else has ideas or stuff they'd like to appear in these fanfics let me know :]

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Don't write off negative emotiona as being a teenager. Don't say it's hormones and shrug it off. Pay attention!

Before it's to late.

Most of the time adults rationalize themselves not helping teenagers during their depression as them 'being hormonal'or 'jsut being a teenager' and it's jsut accepted. It shouldn't. It's a shitty fuckign excuse that makes no sense. If you see your teen is struggling help even if you think it's them jsut being a teen or hormonal they still need help. You helping them in these small moments stops most of thenhig moments like depression and suicide.

A big thing about solitare and even heartstopper is how the people around us IGNORE issues for the dumbest reasons and then blame the people who are mentally well for not getting help immediately. How could we get help when you just say it's hormones or us being teenagers.

Tori's father saying she needs to try. SHE NEEDS HELP.

Toris friend acknowledging and telling her she's getting worse. Then also not helping and distancing themselves from her.

Michael holden being seen as a freak in school yet no one inquiries why he is like this way the teacher scolding him for not getting good grades instead of trying to help and understand!

Aled and tori are examples of WHAT CAN HAPPEN WHEN YOU DOTN HELP. HELP FOR FUCK SAKE. IT IS NEVER JSUT BEING A TEENAGER. ITS NEVER JSUT HORMONES. WE ARE FULL OF EMOTIONS AND WE NEED HELP LEARNING HOW TO SAFELY RESIDE IN THEM.

Toris attempt could've been stopped. Aled could've gotten better quicker. Michael could have made friends sooner. So many peoples struggles could have been helped. Could have been saved.

Patience kills. Ignorance kills.

Paying attention is love.

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"The only scar I do hide is the once I received from my Father."

"He scarred you?"

"You're mother scarred you!"

"Mine did it for the good. Your father was just being a right on d— bad person."

"She took your eye... and you still ended up down here."

"Yeah. Well. It was for the best, for the good of the world, for fate to be put in place."

"You were 12. That shouldn't have been put on your shoulders."

"...show me your scar, I'll show you mine?"

LITTLE CONVO I HAD IN MY HEAD WITH JASON AND ETHAN IDFK I ACTUALLY SHOULD WEITE STORIES FOR THESE GUYS BUT EXAMS ARE SOOOON.

I'm so sad there's only like one fict of them that I've reread multiple times.

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me and my friend made a whole cult idea around this

maybe im insane but what if demigods dont have human blood. LIKE. what if the sibstance in their systems is a mix of blood and ichor. like this thick, almost beautiful glimmering liquid. not quite human, not quite inhuman.

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Love that gate Baldurs made

okay so i guess we have communities now???

I don't really know how all of this will work or if there is/ will be a way to browse communities? in the meantime if you are interested in joining dm or reblog for an invite.

See you there!

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I LOVE how the show pushes Nick's obsessive attatchement to Charlie, we can see it in the books yet no one really talks about it or notices it but in the show it's being smeared in our faces so we have to see it. We can see that Nick isn't okay and that makes sense! He had only recently discovered himself he doesn't feel like he needs to hide who he is or pretend to be something he's not he can be comfortable and Charlie helped him find that.part of him.so.ofciurse he's going to be reliant on Charlie! Because he's been hiding for so long he doesn't know who he is anymore and he relies on Charlie to help him build this new part of himself.

Charlie helped Nick wake up. Helped Nick find himself. So when Charlie leaves Nick can't help but question if he's even allowed to be himself without Charlie he can't help but question if he is only himself with Charlie and if he is anything without Charlie.

The time without Charlie was tough and emotional but also what Nick needed if he stayed with his unhealthy attatchement to Charlie permanently then it would only fester into something more drastic. Nick feels like he needs Charlie but "one person can't cure mental illness." Nick is Ill. He loves Charlie but his attatchement is unhealthy and I think that's what he realizes durig their time apart.

He loves Charlie, he loves Charlie so much, but he can't make Charlie his everything. He needs to be himself even when Charlie isn't around.

Don't make one person your everything, even if you love them. You need to be you outside of them.

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Love D*rklina censorship lmaoo

Also

KAAAANNEEEEEJJJJJJJ

The fandom when Helnik, Wesper, Malina, D*rklina, or any other ship is the Grishaverse do something intimate: Awww, cute, adorable, *little squeals*

The fandom when Kanej stare at each other while standing in close proximity: OH MY GOD, OH FUCK, OH SHIT, THE EXPRESSIONS IN THEIR EYES, THEY'RE SO FUCKING CLOSE JUST ONE INCH AWAY FROM TOUCHING I NEED TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF OR EAT DRY WALL, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!