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[morax-lapis]

|| time for a personal rant about needless drama that you are more than welcome to ignore my friends :

i have a bit of a concern , being that wherever I go, whatever character I write, whatever fandom I am in, I am bombarded with the age old accusation against me that I am homophobic/transphobic, simply because my muse, against popular belief, isn't gay/bi.

I get it, really I do. People roleplay to write their own fantasies out with another in a mutually written format that provides serotonin or emotion. The key word there is mutual. If someones muse is not a certain way you would prefer, be it their gender, personality, sexuality, canonical/divergent, it isn't your fault. But you CANNOT say it is their fault either. Just as it is in real life, you CANNOT change someone to fit what you want, just as much as you CANNOT change someones muse for that same reason.

now, I get this can be a sour topic , so don't misunderstand me. I am not against writing with anyone simply because your muse is LGBTQ+ and mine is as straight as an uncooked noodle. I would LOVE to still write with you, I adore the kind of interactions straight people have with LGBTQ+ people because that's part of my life, I get these interactions everyday. All I ask is you respect mine and my muses orientation just as much as will respect yours 🧡

[crystallinekai]

This game is so pretty 😍💖💖

[themagicmerci]

I'm going to be back soon, I really miss being on here and talking/interacting with ya'll. I've been having some personal issues and getting better, also been working on my personal webcom project (I'm actually getting it done!)

I'll be reblogging this to my rp/main to explain a bit.

For my threading ones, I'll be back. Soon I shall! I'll probably reblog/talk and post art/fun bits for my muses/ocs!

Also retail is gonna be hard- thanks-a-givn and that hot stuff. Also been training for a new (potential) job! So...busy busy!

But- that's it for the update! See ya'll soon!

(Also check out my new bby- he loves warm jeans/shirts)

[thavnairian]

Just ran a big ‘ol following clean up and purged blogs from the list that haven’t updated in 1 year+! Still debating if I want to nuke all my posts and start from scratch (I likely will for organization sake fjksdj) Naturally I am looking for people to follow! If anyone has any active XIV/art/game blogs they want to share I am looking :eyes:

Edit: If we were mutuals in the past and you got caught up in the sweep LEMME KNOW I want to follow you back ♥

[ameyato]

|| i just want to take a minute to sound dumb quick , but i have to give a little callout to a few people and really genshin as a whole. I am relatively new to this RPC after having left RWBY due to the community diminishing and then League of Legends for the toxicity and hate shown against me .

all that aside i just wanna say thank you to @capravulpes , @seventhdecrees , @lotosomno , @lunaetis , @luckuki , @electric-ecclectic , @angelxblossoms , @supportingfire , @kabvra-ya you guys have made this community feel like a cool place thats comfortable and it feels like I can be myself here without worry.

i have to give special thanks to @starwardsword for constantly remembering to bombard me with shippy goodness and memes and I absolutely adore them.

As well as @astrclreflection for really being my first friend in genshin as an rpc , I have nothing but admiration , love and respect for you NO MATTER WHAT.

everyone else here , even if I didn't tag you or forgot like , just thank you. I really enjoy being here and being part of things ;;

[allsadnshit]

Roasted chicken, ginger, daikon, shiitake mushroom soup with lime, cilantro, broccoli sprouts, and rice noodles

[vilea777]

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

[pierog]

i'm so glad goncharov happened when it did, right before prolific public use of AI. that was pure honest gaslighting straight from the heart. real human whimsicality and trickery thru blood sweat and tears. we were a family. and we all gonched, together. you cant replicate that with any machine.

[mayhemchicken-artblog]

in the hour or so it took me to draw this op turned reblogs off

EDIT: reblogs are STAYING OFF. op was right and correct and i have never regretted making a post as much as this one. if you want to reblog my art you can reblog something else from my blog. or commission me, lord knows i deserve financial compensation for the nightmare this post has put me through

[tothechaos]

this is what every tiktok screenshot looks like to me

[girlstressed]

can’t stop smiling in inappropriate situations

[morax-lapis]

|| negativity but personal:

i guess i'm just too tapped out for tumblr anymore. hell , i can't even find people interested on discord anymore . i'm sure i'll be fine tomorrow but if I just don't feel interesting to people then why am I here , ya know? I do try , but theres only so much motivation I can have before I get demotivated .

[crystallinekai]

Everyone: *posting their Spotify wrapped for this year*

Me: *someone who doesn't use/doesn't like spotify*

[femalefemur]

me @ my mutuals

[thavnairian]

Is it me or are the porn bots worse than they’ve ever been? I took that few years of hiatus (which is still semi going) and had very few of those to clean up. Then when I came back and cleaned up the blog and started attempting to reblog things again it feels like I’m blocking 3-6 every day 😩

[thepoisonroom]

beauty standards are so fucked up what happened to i love your body because it's you. what then.