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silosbears · 3 months ago
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i think alphonse would still experience depersonalization and dysmorphia even after getting his body back
#alphonse elric#obviously hes glad about having it back#but there's this unease at the back of his mind#because hes been put into a new body that is drastically different from the one he was in for years for a second time#and that body isnt the one he lost. it had changed so much since he was 10 and i dont even think he could recognize himself for a while#i also think thats why he got the exact same haircut he had as a kid. to feel more like that younger and more familiar version of himself.#anyway i think he would still feel like he lost another part of himself by gaining everything back#even if he hated every second of being in that armor and even if all he ever wanted was to be normal again#he still spent 5 years in that body. long enough to begrudgingly become used to it#and for his body to change instantly into an unrecognizable version of himself#i dont think he had an easy time adjusting to being so different physically#even beyond the fact that he had to spend months/years physically recovering#oughhh its such a weird and complex feeling to miss something that made him miserable#just because that familiarity is more comforting than all of the pain and overstimulation of gaining his senses back#and being a completely different person physically#i also think hed have trouble sleeping for a while and start Thinking About Things He Shouldn't at night again#this is one of those things#fma#fullmetal alchemist#fma fanart#fmab fanart#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fma art#fmab#fma brotherhood
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finally at that age where i'm thinking i should get a tattoo. not bc i feel strongly about it, just seems like a waste not to. i've got so much skin i'm not using
#feels so selfish like. all this skin what am i saving it for?#open to design suggestions! (please make me regret this offer)#maybe some deep sea horrors. a pretty watercolor of a gulper eel#once saw a person on the subway with various Skeleton Tattoos on all their limbs#i respected their commitment to the theme#but more than that i respected how all the skeletons were engaged in Activities#dancing in a ballgown. juggling its own (and two other???) skulls. swordfighting. being a mermaid skeleton#ANYWAY. the only reason i haven't already gotten tattoos is i just couldn't be bothered#i'm old enough to know i don't have any strong-but-potentially-temporary feelings driving me towards it#aesthetically i prefer decorated to non-decorated surfaces. but i'm not artistic or thrilled with commitment#honestly it feels like sheer laziness. indecisiveness--nay. immaturity!--that i HAVEN'T gotten a tattoo yet#letting all this blank canvas go to waste. tut tut i need to grow up and be an adult and get a tattoo sleeve already.#really i've put off my responsibilities long enough#(in fairness i DID at one time have 18 different piercings)#(but i took most of them out bc they interfere with wearing headphones and/or shoving my face in my pillow during Sleep Time)#(i only kept the nape piercing bc oddly enough it ended up being the most convenient. and the least painful to get now i think about it.)#(neck piercing? no problem. normal pair of earrings? Tribulations And Suffering. i don't make the rules i just poke them with a stick.)
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xxplastic-cubexx · 7 months ago
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crusty evolution redraw. in theory.
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metanarrates · 11 months ago
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what I find very interesting about the narrator's choice of reward - ie. an eternity of supposed bliss inside the cabin - is that while it seems on its surface just another instance of him projecting his desires onto you, it actually isn't. he himself probably thinks that he would desire an unchanging eternity like the one in the cabin, but...
when he is talking about his reasons for wanting to remove death from the world, his focus is almost entirely on connections to others. he talks about the greater good, having loved ones, wanting better for them. it's those connections that drive him to submit to death in the hope of defeating it. he is definitely selfish, but if he was totally selfish, he wouldn't have been able to do that. he believes his own death is a worthy sacrifice for the continued existence of his world. his vision of an ideal eternity, as he describes to you, is one where connections are endlessly and joyfully rediscovered.
in his ideal ending, you've killed off the only being you could ever meaningfully connect to. and this is one of the main reasons his plan dooms itself. who could bear the weight of an eternity alone? not him, certainly.
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axoqiii · 1 year ago
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☕️🥞 sketch dump
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solplease · 4 months ago
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nulla and unum doodles <3
maybe septem another time,,,
close ups under the cut <3
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rip-headphones-users · 1 year ago
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You could just leave this here, happy and satisfied as is…
…But thats not how things get to end, right?
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Maybe one day they can be happy together. But not like this. Not when Infected can barely remember who he’s with, and not when Lampert is so scared of contracting the parasite himself.
One of these days I’ll do a full summary of how I interpret their dynamic. Both as friends and as a ship. I see them as having a queer-platonic relationship for the most part though.
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hinamie · 1 year ago
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Your face in profile, with a look I'd never seen
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
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fatedroses · 3 days ago
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A different kind of nightmare.
#ffxiv#sketch#zenos yae galvus#adventurer zenos#estinien wyrmblood#thancred waters#its literally just his arm and hair but him being there is still important#behold the concept that zenos has suppressed too much for so long#that if his occasional non-final days nightmares are bad enough (or very rare instances when he's awake)#that his body recognizes it as physical pain because he responds to that more than his own emotions (marginally- anyways)#really “just damn why does this hurt” -> is so sad his heart is going “hey asshole listen to me”#meanwhile poor thancred and estinien getting tossed just for using the scion's communal pillow#estinien was already awake but he wasnt expecting to get lobbed#thancred gets to faceplant because he was asleep on his bicep#this entire things spawned from me doing some writing and theorizing#that zenos unfortunately actually has a really good memory#but he spent so much of his life probably repressing a shit-ton that anything he doesn't deem immediately important#just kinda gets caught in the crossfire#so him being with the scions and working through it#he does start to remember- but its horribly jumbled at the beginning#he has vague memories of his “mother” saying some horrible things (it wasn't her but his conscious fills it in to be her)#because I get the horrible feeling he was probably blamed for her death#and (despite even me affectionally referring to him as murder husband) I write that the reason he dislikes killing unnecessarily#is probably lingering resentment over both his own existence and that “he killed” someone#who he later comes to realize loved him#(because I do like writing that carosa did love him for the brief time they had together ;-; and I will continue to do so)#there's also some aether fuckery going on with him but it only adds to the intensity- not just being the sole cause
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illogicalvulcans · 10 months ago
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[Fic Book Covers 11+12/?] Integrative Approaches by Nnm / @mouseonamoose
Demonology and the Tri-Phasic Model of Trauma
As soon as Aubrey Thyme, psychotherapist, had opened her office door and seen her new client, Anthony J. Crowley, sitting in her waiting area, she was observing and assessing him. At first glance, she paid attention to the following: --His clothing was expensive and stylish; --He wore very strange but noticeable cologne; --His relationship to the seat he occupied could only, very loosely, be described as “sitting;” --He looked angry; --He was wearing sunglasses. What Aubrey Thyme, a professional, thought, upon first seeing her new client was: you’re going to be a fun one, aren’t you?
Angel-Centered Therapy Through A Multicultural Lens
“I’d love to meet with you,” Davey said, apologetically, when he had been called up by a fellow looking to initiate therapy, “but I’m all booked up for months.” “Are you sure?” The fellow said, through a poor connection that crackled. Davey had been sure. And yet. Right there in his calendar was a blank spot, just a few days away, which he had somehow completely overlooked before. “How about that…I’ve got Wednesday at eleven, if you can make that work.” “What a miracle,” the fellow said, “that would be just the perfect time.”
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 years ago
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There is a platonic explanation for all this. Right?
[First] Prev <–-> Next
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starry-bi-sky · 19 days ago
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@megacharizardx99
I was gonna initially just leave this as a reply but I'll probably exceed the word limit, but I like this question! This is a good question :]
Honestly with it being this early on in Batman's career, and with Nightingale being the designated emergency support, I can pretty confidently say that Danny's relationship with the other Rogues ranges from neutral to dislike, and vice versa. Just by virtue of it being really early on in all of their careers and thus Rogues like Poison Ivy and Harley Quinn and stuff, haven't had the character development to otherwise be someone worth, eh, well, liking.
Nightingale's role as 'emergency only' means that he's really not seen that often. Bruce is a pretty master escape artist so for him to get in a situation that requires Danny to feel like he needs to step in is rare.
I haven't gotten Nightingale's persona completely set in stone yet, I'm still bouncing around with ideas, but the current gist I've got for him is that he's honestly pretty quiet. He's not there to engage in a fight or banter, he physically can't; he's there to aid the Batman and that usually means subterfuge, sabotage, psychological tricks, to just straight up shooting people with tranq darts depending on his mood that day.
The Nightingale posts I have here are hyperbolic and a bit exaggerated for my own amusement and entertainment, albeit still reflective of what I'm thinking of for the fic. The post this comment came from is a special case in that it was a joke idea I came up with and felt like sharing. It might show up in fic, just in a different format.
With that being said, from the POV of the Rogues, it means that the Batman has this protective little shadow that will pop up at random and either enact psychological warfare on them (distract them long enough for Batman to free himself), break their stuff (make it easier for Batman to free himself), or straight up shoot them with a tranquilizer, and you never really know which it will be until it's happening. Sometimes its all three.
Sometimes its neither of them; sometimes its him freeing Batman without ever making his presence known. One moment the Bat was trapped, the next he's not.
I don't think they even learn what his name is for a while either. He's probably just called smth like 'the Shadow' until people find out his name is Nightingale.
Safe to say though, the Rogues don't like Batman's little shadow that much, and even if he doesn't show up, he invokes this unwilling paranoia in a lot of them whenever they have him trapped. Besides, he's associated with Batman, the guy who keeps trying to stop them, that makes Nightingale a hated figure on principle.
As for Danny's opinion on the Rogues, I don't think there's any of them that he necessarily likes. Sympathizes with, sure, but not like. Folks like Mr. Freeze and Poison Ivy and Babydoll fall under his 'cool motive, still murder' banner, where yeah he gets where they're coming from, but that doesn't excuse the harm they're doing. While folks like Black Mask, the Penguin, or Joker, fall under his 'what an asshole' banner, where he doesn't like them just for the obvious reasons of they're hurting people for power.
He probably likes Catwoman honestly, but her main profession is also thief not murderer so she has that going for her.
I don't think he'd have any special opinions on the other ghost characters. They're ghosts; water is wet, fork found in kitchen.
But yeah, as of the timeline right now Danny's opinion on the Rogues and vice versa are what you'd expect. He's not in the field often enough to form a relationship with any of them beyond the normal one, and considering his schtick is "you made Batman need my help" he's not particularly inclined on changing it. Child ghosts can be so protective yk, especially clingy little traumatized ones with separation anxiety.
#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc#dpdc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc au#blood blossom au#i did look it up and see if catwoman has murdered people before and it looks like she has in some comic runs but the general consensus#of her character is that she's a nonlethal Rogue. which already puts her miles above the others in Danny's book. which is funny bc i dont#even particularly care for catwoman that much. im pretty neutral on her. i dont think danny would *adore* her or anything but he does like#her and i can see him telling Bruce to tell her he said hi later down the road.#i didnt mention it in post bc frankly i didnt have a good spot to but in WTNS Danny isn't even friends with any of *his* rogues.#well no thats a lie. i've entertained the idea of him being friends with youngblood. but thats about it honestly. its hard to like the same#people who keep attacking you and your city for their own selfish reasons. There's mutual respect for sure just by virtue of time but#they're not friends. Danny's fights in WTNS were vicious and painful because the people coming through the portal weren't *good* people.#they're not people he wants to associate with and i can't see him getting along w/ them anyways just coz their morals are so different#i didnt mention harley bc i think that's a bit of a slippery slope and it falls under the 'later down the road' line where i think danny#might get along with her later on after she goes through her breakup with the Joker and has that anti hero arc. bc yeah she was manipulated#she still murdered people. people are dead because of her. he's more focused on her actions than her mindset because that's what important#in the end. same thing for poison ivy and everyone else. at the end of the day its their actions that speak louder than words.#and he's learned to watch the way people move their hands than the way they move their mouths.
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fairylando · 1 month ago
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The way Lando (and Carlos) immediately go back to each other after having a hard time and being down needs to be studied. They probably find comfort in each other due to the fact it reminds them of much simpler days aka their McLaren era. They’re soooo Call it what you want by Taylor swift coded
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this is exactly how i look and feel like whenever they try to convince us that they're "just rivals" and nothing more until one of them retires, and then go and do this everytime.
#and they have anniversaries and eachother's families treat them like they're already part of them and#they get invited to family private events and they always are there for eachother and so much about them it's A BIG ELEPHANT IN THE ROOM#and it's so odd for rivals in such sports to be like this#being mindful of space between eachother while they're racing and prioritizing you both being on 'the podium together'#(creating one of the most skillful strategies ever seen too)#and caring about eachother's wellbeing when there's an incident#and looking out and speaking for eachother and getting asked about eachother's choices like you're eachother's partners#and they probably actually do consider eachother's opinions so highly its crazy#(let's think about lando knowing about carlos choosing williams before anyone and him defending carlos' choice too)#and all the times carlos brought up a problem because lando in particular was the first victim of it???#(lando's back pain for the seats and carlos bringing it up to fia unprompted)#AND SOMEHOW EVEN ALWAYS HINTING THAT IF THEY RETIRE THEY'RE GONNA BE IN EACHOTHER'S LIVES ANYWAY#AND IF THEY 'HAD TO CHOOSE ANOTHER JOB' THEY ALWAYS CHOOSE SOMETHING THAT THEY'D DO TOGETHRR#either it being a rescue for dogs OR ACTUALLY OPENING KARTING SPACES AT THE SAME TIME#AND THEIR GRANDSTANDS???? GOD YOU CANT TELL ME ANYTHING ABOUT THEM IS NOT INFLUENCED OR NUANCED BY THE OTHER#i dont even know why i am ranting but its getting honestly ridiculous to act like this is not the reality they live in#and its just THE STUFF WE GET TO KNOW#its probably not 5% of what actually they do with eachother or how much time they actually spend together#WE DONT KNOW SHIT#and thank god we dont#AND HELL YEAH THEY ARE A COMFORT FOR EACHOTHER BTW#i think carlos was probably the most supportive person lando had in his career and he was supposed to be his FIRST rival in equal machinery#and yet he took him under his wing he helped him get confident and taught him so much in the same way lando's approach to life probably#helped carlos get better and grow into who he is today... to this day they are so intertwined in eachother#friend it's just too small of a word#i get him actually#carlando#anon ask
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letsplaythermalnuclearwar · 11 months ago
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being an autistic Community fan is wild because you watch a really silly episode about a pillow fight shot like a Vietnam war documentary. and its really silly and super funny and wholesome and everyone is happy at the end and you had a great time. but also you're crying
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sideblogdotjpeg · 1 year ago
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ive been thinking about the red string superstition recently and also sol bufo always and it makes me sick how uncannily caldwell tanner has made sol to perfectly target me personally
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(+ cropped versions !)
#naddpod#ba2mia#ba2umia#solum bufo#swag daniels#calliope petrichor#calder kilde#alexandrite#posts by me dot com#okay..... SECRET TAGS RAMBLE!#so basically this superstition is like ... i think a chinese/buddhist/taoist superstition?#ive taken some creative liberties with it... but its mostly accurate to how its been told to me?#but of course theres lots of variations! some more abt bad luck; some say to tie it on the doorknob#etc etc ... lots a variations#i was also rlly interested in the .... weird illogic? of the thing?#like the red attracts and repels spirits at the same time#so thats something i was thinking about with too. red is assocuated with both swag and alexandrite. which to me was kinda reflecting like#i think what murph said . swags place in the wild is in a way. an extension of what he learned from the network#mothership s inextractivle from sol and swags lives. they will always be held doen by it. thats the spirit that will follow them forever#that they choose to hold on too! as much pain as it brought ... some of the experience was worth it#and anyway. theres somethingwrong w me that the minute someone brought up this superstition my brain went#'ohhh just like sol!' < needs to touch grass moment#but i CANT BELIEVE. CALDWELL DID THE RED STRING. AND ITS LITERALLY A MOURNING RITUAL#caldwell keeps accodentally makig that frog ASIAN. to MEEEE!!!!!!#but. anyway. idk. ive always hced sol kept the piece of yarn and it makes me kinda .... what if y let the malicious spirits follow you.#and haunt you. what if its the closest you can get to keeping the person still around#and sol and swag obviously have so much about homes .... so!#(ok. weve reached the pt where maybe nobodys reading? so confession is this is sort of a well. ive just been doodling this comic everyday#after a wake. and it was sort of inspired after realising i was even a bit sad about it maybe. so. idk its about sol but also?#i guess the projection doesnt end at him being asian. hehe. is what i mean. LOL. okay secret tags over . buried lore. dont look here folks)
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nicomoon69 · 10 months ago
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Tim: Bernard, you're a chef, what's the weirdest thing you've eaten?
Bernard: human
Tim: pardon
Bernard: did I say human? silly me I of course meant uh... hummus
Tim: hummus... right
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