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inheritance 🪢
#aka i just finished zeta and am beyond emotionally devastated#kamille bidan i will forever love you#and will forever be fascinated by his relationship with char#my art#zeta gundam#z gundam#gundam#kamille bidan
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all of the ire i’ve swallowed, all of the coals that still sit in my gut, i am always burning up
#helluva boss#helluva boss fanart#blitzø#blitzo#helluva boss blitz#blitzø fanart#hb blitzø#digital illustration#digital art#vivziepop#oleafia art#me when i go crazy hyperfixating over blitzø#shout out to truth seekers and ghostfuckers for inspiring this#lyric in the caption is from take me to war by the crane wives#aka one of the most blitzø coded songs ever#i drew this instead of applying to jobs someone help me#hey so if this flops i will actually be devastated#pls reblog if u like
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#jaybin my beloved jaybin. this is what my jason posts sound like half the time. to me.#AWAH#me trying tonget people to care n talk about jason stories ti be real. dangles the time he got nearly turned into a manbat in front of you#JAYBIN AHH#DEVASTATING when people eho like jason only care about rh or like . the only 3 jaybin cases they heard about#he hid a dead body. he got beaten by a mob and batman had to leave him. he vaguely met sherlock.#he wanted to join the schools drama/theater club or whatever#he read classic books. he had a girlfriend. he had to experience bruce having 5 and failing all of them#he wanted bruce to quiz him on the way to school. he wouldve been fine with batman killing#he gets beat up#*holds up the jaybin* i just think hes neat :]!#jaybin#jason todd robin#this page is from batman annual 13 if i recall. aka the one where he finally gets to wear pants#two face. scarecrow. and mad hatter i think are the most reoccurring jaybin enemies#when i finally reread this.... while takinh my notes... owagh. i will never stop speaking#jason todd
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Fics I Enjoyed in January - DC Comics Fic Rec List Part 2
I am still neck-deep in DC fandom this month and the fics have been so so good. Unlike last time, I am too tired to write mini summaries/reviews, so I'm going to feature my favorite quote from each fic instead.
My first DC Comics fic rec list is here!
Floor Plans by @oh-mother-of-darkness (Teen & Up, 1k, 2016) “I really didn’t want to die,” he finished. “I was kind of hoping if I laid here long enough, I would remember what that felt like.”
Losing two brothers in six months takes an emotional toll.
almost right by @bitimdrake (Teen & Up, 3k, 2020) He desperately wishes that he didn’t know what Dick’s cheekbone feels like under a gauntleted fist.
Bruce sucks in a breath, hand raising to fix the cowl. Dick flinches back.
but more with love by @danishsweethearts (Teen & Up, 3k, 2022) Dick wakes up one morning, groggy from a dream that he thinks might’ve been about the circus and also about his favourite car and also about how lonely he is, and realizes that he can’t remember what his mother’s voice sounds like anymore.
O Robin, Robin, wherefore art thou Robin?
The Mechanics of a Hug by @sohotthateveryonedied (General Audiences, 4k, 2017) “You know… that crushing sense of depression? Like,” Dick chews his lip. “It’s. A physical weight. Makes it hard to breathe?” “Yeah,” Tim says, soft. He smiles, wryly. “I sort of hoped you didn’t, though.”
“So,” Tim ventures. “It's… what, a cuddle pollen?” Bruce just shrugs. “Something like that.”
No Pain, All Gain by @sohotthateveryonedied (General Audiences, 1k, 2020) Tim’s eyes go even wider. “You stole my organs?” “Technically,” Jason chimes in, “the doctors stole your organs. We just gave them permission.”
Bruce checks Tim’s IV. “Are you in any pain? Do you need more morphine?” Tim’s pupils are so wide that only the faintest ring of blue can be seen. He watches Bruce the way a five-year-old watches cartoons. “I’m all good, B-dog. All Gucci, like we cool teens say." His words are slurred almost beyond recognition, but Tim doesn’t seem to notice or care. "I could fight Superman right now.”
The Wind Sits in the Shoulder of Your Sail by @birdchildsnest (Teen & Up, 7k, 2020) “Oh my god. Bruce. I can’t even tell if you’re serious. When everybody finally eats the rich—they’re going to eat you first.”
At least, back then, Tim had barely been a teenager. He could almost forgive his own volatility. And he’d been smart enough (scared enough?) not to tell Jack that he didn’t need him. What was his excuse now? Bruce was his dad (at least, in the legal sense), but (surprise, surprise) it turned out that Tim wasn’t any better at being a son. Or Tim and Bruce still have some things to sort through after the adoption.
I Left My Conscience On Your Front Doorstep by @dustorange (Teen & Up, 21k, 2022) He doesn’t want to be loved if being loved is like this.
"I think I'm leaving," Dick whispers. "I think I'm not coming back."
bad boys bad boys (whatcha gonna do) ♫ by @drakefeathers (Teen & Up, 20k, 2014) "They live their lives thinking they can charge through the city with the right to hurt and kill and destroy as many lives as they want. And they do it all without a shred of remorse." “But—” Damian begins, brow furrowed in confusion. “Isn’t that like you?”
a Jason and Damian as Batman and Robin AU!! featuring a bunch of graffiti, a rival dynamic duo, and Cat Jason (a cat named Jason).
The Biggest Mistake by @oh-mother-of-darkness (General Audiences, 1k, 2016) “I could ground him anyway, if it would make you feel better.” “He only said it because I called him ‘a garbage can so ineffective it actually became garbage.’”
"You know what really needs to be addressed? Bruce's truly terrible treatment of Damian." -Me, on a daily basis
been a number and a name by @wynterstars (Teen & Up, 35k, 2023) “Turns out if you just say ‘spacetime’ until people’s eyes glaze over they don’t really question anything you say. Also, somehow nobody expects me to be able to actually do enough math to explain it.”
On a field trip, Robin has a close encounter with the newest super in Metropolis, only to discover the hard way that Superboy secretly works for Lex Luthor. They agree to work together on a plan to free Superboy from Luthor’s hold, but Robin isn’t sure how far he can trust him—and his developing feelings only make things more complicated.
clean it like you mean it by @wynterstars (Teen & Up, 70k, 2024) "Wait, ugh, you're not my dead dad, right? If I'm getting a dying vision of my dead dad I want a do-over because he suuuuucked."
When Gotham's crooks have to scrub down their lairs, who do they call? Jason Todd, Gotham's first and only underworld crime scene cleaning specialist. He's spent his life dodging the Bat, but after a chance encounter he saves Robin's life. Tim Drake finds himself drawn to the conflicted rogue, and soon Jason becomes Robin's street informant. But they can only stay on opposite sides of the law for so long before something breaks.
3:16 by @wufflesvetinari (Teen & Up, 70k (WIP), 2023) “Try to decouple one thing from the other. I’m proud of you, but ice cream isn’t my grand statement about whether you’ve been good or bad today. Good things are good. Happiness is precious. Sometimes you just want caramel chocolate chip.”
The knife pushes thin along Dick’s carotid artery, cupping the indent between neck and jawline—forcing him to angle his chin. The metal is warm, pulled with execution speed from under Damian’s pillow. “Okay,” Dick says quietly, tracking the intricacies of his own heartbeat—counting the space between breaths. “Guess I did need a shave.” (With faltering steps, Dick and Damian become Batman and Robin.)
wolf-king of rome by @mysterycitrus (Not Rated, 25k, 2024) “You go after Joker, but you don’t kill him, because it’s not about the Joker dying, it’s about Bruce breaking his code for you. It’s about Bruce loving you enough to change himself for the worse. It’s about your idea of grieving.”
Jason doesn’t fear Dick Grayson. Fear itself has changed shape for him, since his return from the Pit - it tastes of dirt in his mouth, of drowning, of fire and blood and laughter, more than a tangible face. Still, he’d be stupid not to be cautious. Dick liked playing on an uneven field, and would do anything to keep him off balance, so he just had to stay focused. That’s the nature of the armistice, both waiting for the other to make a move. It’s like balancing on the head of a pin.
Declensions by @dustorange (Teen & Up, 13k, 2018) “Do not tell them your name. Do as I did to survive. I lied. I have always lied. Make one up. Do not let them have you. Say your name is…is…is…Richard Grayson. Or something. They are going to steal you; do not give them anything to steal.”
“My father,” Dick says, “worked the rope. It cut him. His hands were never clean.”
Passiontide by @bigdvmnhero (Teen & Up, 5k, 2025) Despite its faults, the day had tried to be good. He felt young, like someone's son.
On the 96th day Bruce didn't call, Dick remembered their old game. Three things he knew: 1) In three months, it would be Dick's death anniversary; 2) Bruce was still missing his check-ins; 3) Here Dick was, persisting. Imagine the things I'd survive, Dick thought distantly, if I loved Bruce less. Or: Agent 37 and his various crises of faith, on Day 277 at Spyral, Day 150, and Day -0.
the time you won your town the race by @silverwhittlingknife (Teen & Up, 4k (WIP), 2022) Tim. Tim is Dick’s. Death sharpens, clarifies these things. Who will receive the body, decide on the funeral, receive condolences, make all the decisions that matter. No one has questioned it, not even Tim’s friends. There’s a terrible clarity about death. If Dick said, let’s burn everything he owned, Alfred would do it.
He doesn’t know exactly what Tim would say. But he knows what Tim would do. Tim dies. Dick doesn’t take death for an answer. A Red Robin 12 AU.
door, opening by @cowboysorceror (Mature, 70k (WIP), 2024) Dick, with the keys to every locked door Jason has ever tried to open, tucked inside the cradle of his skull; all of that, snuffed out like a candle.
It’s barely audible, but he knows what he heard. A short, four-note whistle, chirping down – E, C#, then jumping up to A, F#, a little trill on the finish. He waits a moment, head turned slightly towards the dim shapes of storage containers between him and the ramp, eyes straining against the blackness. Long, stretching seconds. There it is again. His gloved hand, prickling with cold, closes into a fist. It’s a wood thrush. A small North American songbird that doesn’t sing at night, doesn’t live in the city. He knows what it means. It means hold, steady, not yet. It means wait for me, I’m behind you.
#fic recs#fanfiction#dc comics#batfamily#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#cassandra cain#stephanie brown#kon el#timkon#god i read so many emotionally devastating fics this month my whole soul is a shattered wreck#Floor Plans is my favorite by that author read it back in high school and never forgot will always be haunted by the Tim on the floor fic#almost right hit WAY too close to home uhhhhh maybe i should acquire a therapist#but more with love is 100% how I'd want Dick telling his family about the origins of Robin to go down in canon#(and is also a fic about Bruce fucking up but his relationship with Dick still being repairable which i. desperately needed this month#after reading many MANY other fics where It Will Never Be Okay Between Them (And That's The Point))#I Left My Conscience On Your Front Doorstep aka yet another fic that has made me be like hmmmm maybe i need therapy for my father issues#been a number and a name aka delightful 90s references AND Kon's origin being the Death of Superman animated movies#(my FAV version of his origin ever) AND Tim crossdressing??? rlly what more could u ask for in a Timkon fic chefs kiss#wolf-king of rome literally had me writing an essay to multiple friends explaining how galaxy brained this fic is#the themes of that whole fic series (the body is a haunted house) are once again therapy inducing im rotating them in my mind#Declensions is just straight up literature they just weren't writing Dick fic like this when i was in high school i feel blessed#the time you won your town the race was the only silverwhittlingknife fic I hadn't read yet and oh my god the SCREAMS i SCRAMPT#it was so so hard to pick a favorite quote from door opening that fic has got some spectacular prose#some other quotes I strongly considered for that fic:#“Jason worries sometimes that there’s a piece of him that will be fifteen forever calcified like a little black pearl”#“Gotham is a shade a moon-pale queen withered by the grief of the centuries the crypt of the empire”
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#no but i got very close once#have you ever gotten everything you ever wanted#this is what makes us girls#girlblogging#girl hysteria#female hysteria#thought daughter#lost in my thoughts#hell is a teenage girl#girl problems#lonely girl#loneliest#lonelihood#deep feelings#deep thoughts#weird girl#girl interrupted#girl interrupted syndrome#manic pixie dream girl#crazy girl#girlrotting#rot girl winter#black swan#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del ray aesthetic#devastating#deranged girl#sad girl things#sad thoughts#locally hated
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↳ FORCE OF NATURE | TYSON JOST & THE AVALANCHE
#three year anniversary of this trade :/#without sounding too dramatic i could write a paragraph about how me stumbling across tyson jost in 2019 changed the course of my life#the player that convinced me to watch hockey for the first time#the first jersey i ever bought :)#introduced me to hockey rpf :))))#went from thinking all sports were stupid (read: defense mechanism to avoid any interactions with homophobes) to actively playing hockey#something that 2019-version of myself would never have believed#anyways blame lizzy mcalpine for releasing this devastating song#AND HAVING THE AUDACITY TO CALL IT FORCE OF NATURE aka literally the avalanche#like hello how could i not make this#will never forgive that organization for how things ended....(they 10000% could've still won the cup without that trade)#tyson jost#colorado avalanche#nhl#hockey#jtc x tj
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"Remember to bury me closer to you. Plant a cedar tree. It stays green for all four seasons, yet it turns white when covered with snow. The snow in the back hill will never melt. Bury me under the tree. In this way, I can always have tea with you in the snow."
#aka things that hit me sideways and then won't leave :)))#my journey to you#云之羽#cdrama#xue tongzi#zeng shunxi#xue gongzi#chu zijun#mjty spoilers#seriously i've reblogged gifs of this scene like 'zsx pretty'#but no one told me that it is devastating????#someone fix this#also duck the fake fringe sdfjdfk#my edit
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#nicholas d wolfwood#nicholas d. wolfwood#polygun#milly thompson#meryl stryfe#vash the stampede#vashwood#millywood#trigun 98#i have not seen any gifs or screenshots of all of this aka the most poly [redacted] scene#this is the scene that cemented that i can never be normal about them it's devastating#if someone does ever gif this scene pls @ me#id in alt text#screenshots
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fintante but instead of their relationship ending with an explosion (both literally and figuratively) it burns out really slowly like a cheap candle and it’s really sad
#aka the complete opposite of what i interpret their relationship like! but perhaps that’s why this idea makes me so.#but i love imagining my fav characters/ships in the most devastating way and#this trope is the most heartbreaking to think about for me and feels different to regular angsty relationship ends
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So.. how r we feeling 07 girls </3
#made by me#i’m actually devastated#I feel 14 still quarantine messed up my concept of time#mitski#lana del rey#this is a girlblog#girl blog#girlblogging#i love lana del rey#this is what makes us girls#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana stan#ldr#i’m just a girl#pink blog#coquette#real#girl blogger#girl interrupted#pastel pink#dollette#pink core#just girly things#lesbian#wlw blog
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JET MY BABY I'LL MISS YOU SO MUCH
The only way I'm dealing with this is headcanoning that Jet is working with Garcia.
#I've always headcanoned that Jet trained herself/was inspired by The Black Queen aka Garcias hacktivist handle anyway#Jet is one of my favorite characters I'm devastated#The Squad is gonna be such a sausage fest without out you sweetie#Pray for Ayanna in this sea of testosterone#organized crime#law and order organized crime#organized crime spoilers#oc spoilers#l&o oc#jet slootmaekers#criminal minds#penelope garcia#peacock
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jackbox games for the past like, year, in their surveys: *asking board game-related questions, clearly because they wanna make a board game*
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jackbox games today, out of no where:

#im devastated this is launching on the 1st aka when my rent is due#so hopefully this doesnt immediately sell out
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Why is every fine ass man gay oh my god am I the problem what the fuck is going on?
#im just a girl#i saw the most magestical guy yesterday with glasses lookin like Robert Sean Leonard in 89#girlblogging#girlhood#i saw the most magestical guy yesterday with glasses looking like Robert Sean Leonard#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#tumblr girls#lana del rey#girlblogger#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#i saw the most magestical guy yesterday with glasses looking like Robert Sean Leonard in his prime i was devastated
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Girl help there are people in my house at 7 at night who don't live here
#it's some family friends who came to watch my brother play basketball#which is fine! it's fine#they're nice and we're really close so it's fine if i just vibe here in the corner#however#i worked all day and kinda just want to sit and eat my ice cream#and finish rewatching the great bookery aka my favorite tdp episode#i got interrupted EXACTLY in the middle#devastating#but yeah here's hoping it doesn't go too late and also i get to finish my show later on
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wild blueberries in my sleep
#my art#Ace Attorney#Manfred von Karma#Gregory Edgeworth#blueberrypancakes#aka#shingou#400th post babyyyyyy#“with this heart of mine that’s guilty not remorseful”#gonna be real with you folks; this was based on headcanons I have rambled to one of my partners about and I decided to devastate us Both#This took. Extremely long. Worth it. To me.#I have. A lot of general canon headcanons and then AU headcanons. It’s so much fun—#and since I don’t write fanfic very fast (or nearly as much as I *want* to); comics !!#I am absolutely positively delusional and you all must suffer my madness (extremely lighthearted and psoitive)#I also humbly say; Fuck hats and cravats/jabots they r so needlessly weird to draw#rea's trash
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there’s a whole audrey hepburn movie that takes place in rome (and also other historical things) …like…were u not important before?
#they’re not gonna be relaxing when marcello aka italian hot man representation#inevitably does something not hot and emily flees rome#devastated back into the arms of hot chef.#emily in paris
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