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mwagneto · 4 months
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any time i remember time lord victorious arc i start shaking like a sick fucking dog
#having an extraordinarily hard time watching waters of mars rn literally episode of all fucking time#they dont make them like this anyMOOOOOOOOOORE OHHMY GODDDD#icould talk abt it for hours istg it's so. grips you shakes you shakes you shakes you shakes you sh#the WAYYDYDYDHDHDJDJDJDUJDJDHDJDUDJD THHHEEEE THE THE THE . HTHHEHEH#the way u can see glimpses of what's to come in all 4 seasons but especially in voyage of the#damned and then s4 onwards but u dont realise JUST how much he went insane until now#like there's echoes of this in votd but you might not even pick up on it if you dont Know#n here he's just fully gone it's sooo. IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOO. CHARACTER OF ALL TIME#man so profoundly tragic his entire story is abt speedrunning losing everything and#going insane and dying. and yet he still spends like 20 entire minutes crying and begging not to die. okay#i cant rank drs they're my best friends so idk who my fave dr is but 10's is easily my favourite story it's so. it's SOOO.#anyway sorry. stops shaking you and pats your arms down awkwardly. carry on#doctor who#dw lb#10th doctor#the waters of mars#time lord victorious#i was today years old when i learned there's apparently a whole audio series about it that#came out in the past few years. well i aint listenin to that. everything i need is on my screen already#also. the way most ppl havent even seen these specials coz they're impossible to find online..#even tho waters of mars is like. not just extremely important but also yknow. extremely good
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thatgirlwithasquid · 1 month
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yknow sometimes i wonder what kind of environment antis think theyre making cause when i first got into the st fandom i really wasn't that into billy. like. i enjoyed his character but i didn't love him
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gemwolfz · 11 months
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i really do need to write frog fanfiction. it would be funny i think
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how to be wary/alert without crossing over into fear? is the question
#a question. i guess. today i had enough energy to think about how to navigate spaces/places w/o getting dumbed down by fear#ok a certain kind of fear. like the ..disabling kind? idk. mayb this is a superficial boundary but how to keep the leash on a warranted '#'paranoia'. alertness that enables access to action and direct action and harm reduction stuff. not endless paranoia and guilt-feeding.#feel like u have to be in a very well-resourced space internally to idk have the stamina to keep up that kinda alertness/wariness#this has a lot to do with killing/unlearning the part of you that cringes at being 'out of step' or being surveilled or not wanting to step#on ppl's toes or disturb the negative peace or whatever. i feel like i could've explained this better when im not knee-deep in an episode bu#whatever lol what i am saying is im fearfullllllll im full of fear and its not the healthy kind lol it is paralyzing it keeps me from breath#ing and moving and etc etc#and also when am i gonna feel secure enough to sense that this shit is just straight up silly? and stupid? all the way through? that i find#it so disinteresting and un-arresting that i am deeply unimpressed n so able to achieve another sorta buoyancy? that lets me keep working or#being or doing the shit i want to do#cuz rn im so fatigued -- well its better i used to not be able to lift a finger without wanting to die -- that all this seems inaccessible o#or something . and ive been passing slowly thru the same old acknowledgement that maybe it isnt lol. it makes sense that this is a praxis a#way of life to orient towards rather than uhh uh the thing in my head that says that losing my grip on this means losing my grip forever and#its a permanent reflection of my worth/failure or whatever. its a one-time thing. end or be all. all or nothing. etc#lol. like relearning is a one-time bus stop. lol. sorry lol.#u know i was so angry and despairing at how i cant even rest now without guilt pervading all senses even tho i remembered i could easily#and without effort before. and a little bit rn im having the space to remember that thats an active practice helloooo thats why its an activ#practice it did not hit me immediately or at all as most things do rn but uh yeah its starting to look not-impossible. finally. i really had#to slog thru months to come to a point where this is possible again huh. exhausting#dont rb#soy talks shit
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aihaitahm · 1 year
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BLADE IS THE ONLY THING ON MY MIND RN CAN U PLS DO MODERN AU BLADE ON A LATE NIGHT MOTORCYCLE RIDE WITH READER I WOULD ACRUALLY DIE
modern au! various with gn! reader
my anons love blade 🙏ples dont die 😿 but i do not blame you at all i also want to add other chars in it too hope u dont mind anon<3
characters: blade, kafka, alhaitham
cw: suggestive. also im not really a tech person im sorry if i dont kno much abt motorcycles😭
biker! blade
you knew your boyfriend rode motorcycles and are a fan of it. you often bought him equipment during special occassions and he appreciates you for that. you found it really hot whenever he wore his gear and how majestic he looks whenever he removes his helmet, revealing his pretty face. you guys may or may not have done it on his motorbike.
he would try to convince you to ride with him. if youre scared he’d try to calm you down and drive in short distances. he loves the feeling of your fingers hugging his waist and feeling your warmth against him.
if you knew how to ride motorcycles, he would be very impressed and have fun with you. wouldnt be able to stop staring as you remove your helmet from your cute face. you suggested to match equipment and helmets but he was like “thats cringy” as he was picking matching equipment in the store with his cheeks going bright red.
hungry? need a snack or two? well thats when you usually both go out on late nights. its very peaceful and enjoys these rides with you more than anything else in the world. or when he wants to bring you to see the beautiful view of the city for your late night dates, this is a common occurence.
“what snack should we buy? something on your mind bladie?”
“you.”
“s-stop being cheesy. the light went green and focus on the road.”
model! kafka
you are her biggest fan. her only biggest fan!!!! you always go to her runway shows and you support her so much. she enjoys seeing you in the crowd and would maybe wink at you if she had the chance.
loves the privacy between you both. kafka can get easily burnt out if she has to be out for too long and paparazzi always up her ass. she recharges with you and she finds peace in you. would just lay in bed with you all day.
whenever she gets interviews, she always has the habit to mention you and to thank you. she really loves you afterall so you deserve it. she also goes pink when she talks about you and it is very noticeable on tv.
“ah my (name) always supports me and i love them the most.~ you should support them too!”
you are her personal photographer and she loves how you picture her. whether it was a serious picture or funny cute picture of her, she notices how you have multiple background themes just of her. she would return the favor too yk! would model you lingerie in private.
loves to dress you up or put makeup on you. would sit on your lap as she does your eyeshadow properly would kiss you on the nose if you stay still<3
would invite you to go on trips with her and would pay for you if needed. she is your /sugar mommy girlfriend after all and she would buy anything for you. or if you cant go, the type to bring you gifts home.
gamer! alhaitham
sorry… very self indulgent but he would play videogames to pass time or if they have interesting plots or characters. the type to hyperanalyze and make theories about the plots and be absolutely reasonable with them.
since he is known to always have headphones on, he usually would just play videogame music. LOL what a nerdy feeble scholar but anyway, he likes to listen to those while reading sometimes.
the type to play shirtless all the time. he notices you stare and would let you stare. he would tease you a lot too.
“you see something you like?”
“use your words.”
he doesnt rage but he does cuss under his breath and just groan. hes naturally good at everything so why cant he do this puzzle? he would ask for your help because sometimes, he misses on small details focusing only on the obvious ones.
loves when you watch him play or when you play together. he likes spending time with you even if you can be bad at games. he has an excuse to teach you. the type to put his hands over yours when hes trying to demonstrate something to you. (this is so hot i actually squealed >_<)
wouldnt neglect you if you ask him for attention! would pause the game and kiss you then resume. likes to place you on his lap and rest his chin on your head or shoulder while he is playing.
has a schedule with his books, studies/work, gaming and of course you. he does go out when his friends ask him though he’d rather bring you along because he misses you easily.
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factual-fantasy · 3 months
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28 asks! :DD Thank you as always!! 💖💖
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@astaherussy
My FNAF AU has been sorted out. In the sense that the timeline has been re-written enough that I can go back to drawing it..
Now the next comic in the AU is a re-write/re-draw of my old FNAF comic, Moon Malfunction. A few months ago though there were several time sensitive projects that came up and I needed to shelf Moon Malfunction 2.0 until they were done. Well now they're all done.. but Moon Malfunction is gonna take me some time to get around to..
For the past few months I've been in a really bad spot mentally and physically. And taking on my FNAF Recap/Repair project is just not something I feel I have the mental energy to do at the moment.. All it feels like is a one big pile of work. And all I wanna do I just draw what ever comes easily to me and focus on recovering..
Soooo for the time being,, my main FNAF AU might not see any updates for a bit.. Though I haven't forgotten about it and I do want to get back to it at some point soon. But for now I want to cut any work out of my relaxing/drawing time and just draw what ever I want. Which atm is pirate cookies-- <XDD
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They're also great for grabbing something across the room while I stay in bed 😎😎
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Why haven't I drawn anything like that yet- what--
I might just have to at some point! :00
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@ardent-38
AWWW THANK YOU SO MUCH!! THATS SO SWEET!! BUT ALSO LSKNAKJ XDDD
I never thought of it like that! Anyone who gets into the game through my characters is like a lactose intolerant person recommending an ice-cream joint- and they're very persuasive! XDD
But fr, thank you! And hey, even if my characters aren't in the game, they'll always be here on Tumblr waiting for you XDD
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Actually, I wasn't! :00 I haven't seen that episode of the Cuphead show. But I'm assuming its about Cala Maria and Captain Brineybeard, yes? If so I can easily see the relation XD
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(Post in question)
AAAA THANK YOU!! The comic was different than what I'm used to. But it was a nice change of pace. I'm glad you liked it! :}}}
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@badlyblurry (Post in question)
FRRRRRR THO He's been holding that glow back for a while. Trying not to send the wrong messages to Blue and potentially damage their friendship 💔💔
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XDDD ITS OK!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! :DDD 💖💖✨
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@mod-bubamon
I have! In this post you can see 3 of them floating behind Melvin! (The anthro donkey)
And in this post, you can see Melvin holding one while it passes away... :((((( Sad day for sure.
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Well? What did she taste like? XDD
Oh wait you're dead my bad-
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Unfortunately I cant think of any songs that would match each crew members theme.. Rn all my brain can think about is this 👇
youtube
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@nunyabusiness459 (Comic in question)
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🥰🥰THANK YOU!! :DDD
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What is primordial dough? :0
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@2006-stupid-thatsme
Thank you! :DD Though unfortunately my fwernnd, I am known for being very bad at explaining how I do art things. :(
If I tried to explain my thought/design process it would just be a lot of word spaghetti that boils down to "uhhh... I just drew it.,. aandd if it dont look good.. draw it differently.. until it looks good-"
My advice would be to look on YouTube for character design tutorials or ask some other artists that have artwork similar to mine and see if they can help. :( Again, so sorry! I wish I could articulate my thoughts better 💔💔
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@beryl-shade
This actually makes me think- Google says that if you add too much sugar to a cookie they become brittle.
Huh,, makes me think. If one of the cookies was baked with too much sugar.. they'd break real easy.. hmm.. 👀👀
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@whereismycupofcoffee
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@artistiemi
Thank you so much!! :DD I wish the same for you!! ✨💖✨
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@sunnys-bloog
I've thought about drawing them! :0 And I thiiink I drew Franny one time..? The Blue one. Although I don't think I'll be able to find the sketch unfortunately-
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NOT THE GUMDROP BUTTONS!!
tbh though I think they'd see him as just a normal guy! :0 Right..?
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@beryl-shade
I'm not sure.. considering what I know about the games.. I thiiink they'd be horrified?? <XDD If they understand that they're made of dough, it'd be the equivalent of a human walking into a giant meat factory where they chop up meat and make weird false humans..
Okay yeah, they'd be horrified for sure XDDD
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@wdillustration
:DD THANK YOU SO MUCH!! :}}}
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@neo-metalscottic (Cookie run post in question)
AAAAA thank you so much!! I'm glad you liked it!! :DD As for the power, I think you're right about it being a rare occasion. And the idea of her gaining better control over it over time? While her love grows as well?? Perfection. But man I'm also tempted to make it so she can change when ever she wants. :( I really like drawing her and Seafoam together like that.. 🥺
As for the Colossal squid episode,, I'd have to go back and re-watch it to decide if I'll keep it for my AU or not..
But thinking about all the stuff you described about a violent altercation and nightmares?? 👀👀 Its giving me ideas! XDD
Now if the crew did face a violent altercation like that, I imagine their #1 goal would to protect the Octopod. That's their home man! They would probably do what ever they could to get the octopod away from the situation. Like the Captain manually piloting it and some of the crew being sent out in gups to distract the squid. Stuff like that :0
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@luna-purple454
AAA IT WAS ON THE 10TH BUT THANK YOU!! XDD :DD
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@khoiazo
It was on the 10th actually- and hey thanks! Seam could probably use the calories <XD
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@unpopularartist14 (referencing this ask post)
<XD oh boy, what a stark contrast between the sides--
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@shaziztrazh
I didn't have them in mind while designing them,, though maybe I took some subconscious inspiration? I see the similarities! :0
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lovely-showtimes · 6 months
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pretty . . . ♡
character - rui.
type - scenario.
contains - male reader, reader being called 'pretty' and 'pretty boy' separately as well as 'love' and 'dear' as pet names, and ten heaping tons of self indulgence
a/n - i cant explain what spurred me on to write this other than i'm feeling a bit wonky rn and i was like "you know what will fix me. that pretty boy" please enjoy
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Rui's fingers absentmindedly play with your hair as he rambles on about his plans for WxS's upcoming show. You haven't entirely been paying attention to him talk, but that's definitely not because you don't care. Far from it, really.
It's just that he has the most calming voice in the world, at least to you. His chest, which your head rests on, rumbles whenever he talks. You're easily distracted, zoning out and listening to the sound of his voice rather than what he's actually distracted.
...You've just realise you're doing it again. Better pay attention.
"...I'm thinking after that, I'll repurpose something I made a while ago for the next scene," Rui explains calmly. "I made a bubble machine that's a lot smaller and portable than most of the machines you can buy in stores. I want to remodel it so it fits as a prop, and find a way to shine different lights on them to make them appear as different colors. Then, when Emu uses it, it'll make her magic feel more, well, magical. What do you think?"
He tilts his head down to gaze at you after asking that, his curious yellow eyes studying you carefully. His pretty yellow eyes that always gaze at you with such warmth and affection, combined with that ever-present smile of his.
Rui chuckles lightly at the prolonged silence not filled by your response, which causes your cheeks to warm up in embarrassment.
"I-I think it's a really great idea," you tell him quickly. "S-Sorry, I, um..."
"Were staring at me again?" Rui cuts in, smiling teasingly. "Don't worry, I really don't mind. It just means that I can tell you all my ideas and you'll still be surprised by them."
He leans down and presses a gentle kiss to your forehead that makes your heart flutter. He softly caresses your head, watching your gaze grow sleepy and tired.
"Pretty." Rui speaks up after a short period of silence.
You move your head to be able to look at him. "Are you talking to me?"
A smile of amusement appears on his features. "Who else would I be talking to, love?"
He's right, but you don't want to admit it. You stick your tongue out at him, causing him to chuckle at you.
"You. You're pretty," Rui repeats, kissing your forehead once more. "My pretty boy."
Even though it's such a simple compliment, it causes butterflies in your stomach. You let out a squeak of embarrassment and hide your face in his shirt, which causes him to laugh at you again (the big meanie that he is).
"It's funny watching you get all embarrassed about something that's true," he says it so casually like it's a fact known by everyone. "You're a pretty boy."
"Shut up!" You immediately whine in response, once again drawing a chuckle from him.
"Alright, alright, I'll stop," Rui grins, speaking in that teasing tone he loves to use on you. "For now, anyway. You look tired, so please get some rest, okay?"
You shift your head to now be resting your cheek on his chest. "...Fine. Goodnight, Rui."
Rui hugs you to his chest warmly, cradling you close. "Goodnight, dear."
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mrghostrat · 4 months
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hi! sorry if this ends up as a ramble
in the first chapter of atws you meant hoping others will write streamer aus and if that isnt true anymore or you'd prefer i dont i will stop instantly cause this entire idea has been inspired by you
i am currently working on outlining and planning an ineffable streamers fic (its a mess rn) and aH im having a lot of fun with this. so i was wondering how you came up with the title, if your comfortable sharing. cause i have ended up on winged snakes as a wip title and i dislike it and i cant figure out a good one (potentially cause its almost 1am as i type this but eh)
also h i ! i've commented on your fics alot in the past few days lol, sorry for the notif spam, i don't think it will stop lmao
YESYES i'm still so eager to see everyone else's streamer works! don't forget i've made a public collection you're all invited to add your work to, so it lists all the streamer aus together!
as for the title, that was the genius of my roommate @thewolveswolf, based on the "and they were roommates / oh my god they were roommates" vine.
memes are a great source of title inspiration if you want something fun and silly. i'm otherwise pretty dreadful at naming things, though i am pretty proud of some of the double-meaning chapter titles we've had so far! 😁
i'm also a sucker for song lyrics and quotes from the actual fic, and i like trying to keep my titles directly related to the story so it's easy to remember and find them again. there's so many fics i adore but couldn't tell you what they actually were if you presented me with the title, which makes it hard to rec and share them easily thsksksk
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itspronouncedfeckyou · 4 months
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ASKING YOU ABOUT YOUR INDUSTRIANGELS. UM
compared to humans, how tall are they? how does this affect how they interact with humans, if they interact at all?
in what areas of the world can we find industriangels? is it possible for them to survive in any environment? do they have preferences for where they live?
do industriangels talk? what does it sound like, if anything? are they able to sing - alternatively, do they like to sing?
^ and feel free to skip some of these or whatever im just so curious about them rn
OHHFBBEBWBWAAAAA...... OKOKAOKAYYY thinks thinks thinks
so it depends on the.. species? type? i guess.
because they inhabit different bodies, they all vary in size. wind turbine IAs are usually around 100-200 ft, but if they're.. the grazing type? they can be about the size of actual wind turbines [around 280-300 ft]. but others like power lines and telephone pole IAs are like. maybe 30-50 ft just bc they live in busier more crowded areas and need to maneuver more. easily
[the logistics of them dont particularly make.. sense. but i havent thougut too much as to how exactly they work..]
most IAs are pretty antisocial, but are fine around humans. considering they watch over fields or lurk around busy streets, they see humans often. [plus some of them need to be physically maintained like normal machinery]. so they're fine with human contact. think like.. cows. or street cats.
as for where they're typically found - pretty much everywhere. their sole purpose is to help people, so they're usually where the people are. unless they're too big to be around people [like a wind turbine]. those ones are usually out in big empty fields
they don't really have preference for where they live either, just anywhere that would be easy for them to. do what they're supposed to i think
i think the angels do have a way to communicate! i wouldnt really consider it "talking" in the.. normal sense? if they're communicating amongst themselves, they talk in a different frequency than people can pick up on normally. like.. radio signals in a way. but if they need to talk to humans, they either use nonverbal cues or just. speak directly into the persons head.
and i do think they would sing! most cant produce.. noise, but even then i think they would find a way to make music or are infatuated with it. idk if that makes sense. i like the idea of them being musical tho :-)
oh gosh thats a lot of words. SORRY..
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marsgod · 2 years
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im visiting ur inbox on official business today, cuz i love ur writing and need sum comfort.
im sick rn and have a bad cold (even tho its like 30 degress celsius) and i cant breathe properly or sleep bcs i cant stop coughing. so overall im feeling pretty shitty
so could i request a fic abt them taking care of their sick s/o w (whoever u feel most inspired to write abt out of) azul malleus and the tweels?
ty anyways have a great day/night and take care of urself! byee
I hope you get better, and ofc<33
⇢ “Octavinelle and Malleus take care of sick s/o”
⇢ Warnings; Romantic relationships, these are short im so sorry;-;, gn! reader, sick! reader
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Azul Ashengretto
He hates getting sick, he doesn’t have a horrible immune system and doesn’t get that sick easily, but he’s the person that will pat you on back with a 6 ft stick
“I hope you feel better, love!” and he’s standing 10 ft back, a thumbs up with one hands and covering his mouth with his other hands.
he does care, but azul doesn’t understand that you don’t throw up every single time your sick and he’s not taking chances
Azul will be studying how to make you feel better though, and will make sum good soup for you👌 for free, just this once
you can come up behind him and azul will forget the entire “being sick” thing and lean into your touch lovingly…
Until he suddenly remembers and shrieks about you being out of bed
“What are you doing, [name]?! Don’t you know you should be resting?”
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Floyd Leech
Oh, you’re sick? Oh yeah that’s cool, he got sick because of Jade’s damned mushrooms, but throw up and you’ll all better!
He genuinely wants you to throw up, and will take you to the bathroom and just.. sit there, and wait for you to lean over the toilet
also doesn’t understand how vomiting works for the sake of comedy
If you do throw up, he’ll either keep talking like it’s completely normal or throw up too
BESIDES THE VOMIT- He does or doesn’t care, Floyd’s still gonna take you out
and then get sick
and then still go out
repeat
“Haha! Whoops, looks like I have to stay back from work!”
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Jade Leech
Within the time span of you being sick, he, as your loving boyfriend will do whatever it takes to make sure you feel better
.. In other words, you’re his medicinal guinea pig
He loves you, and wishes for you to feel better! but Jade has a bunch of plants and wishes to find more uses for them
So, win-win for him?
has a better understanding of how being sick actually works, and will **lightly** threaten you so you stay in bed (**lightly bc you’re his beloved<33)
Jade loves you but he’s not touching you while or 5 minutes after you have a coughing fit,
throwing up? sleeping the entire time? continuous sneezing? doesn’t faze him
but the dry or wet coughing? that freaks him out
“I made some mushroom soup for you, dear. Here, I can feed it to you”
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Malleus Draconia
He’s extremely confused and worried, obviously he know what to do when someone is sick but also.. you’re sick! What if it’s more dangerous than you’re letting on…?
Okay.. He knows what being sick is, and knows how it feels and what to do
but also, he’s been alive for a long time, what if it’s dangerous?
Yeah, doesn’t matter if you beg him or attempt to bribe him, you’re going to see the doctor with your op royalty boyfriend and his dad and two overly intimidating body guards
After it’s said and done, you’re stuck in bed and he’s laying on top of you, keeping you there.. That’s your life now, drowning in your boyfriend while Lilia takes pictures and Silver is asleep and Sebek has a mask over his face while screaming at Malleus to get off
Ahh, what a life tho
He doesn’t let you do anything and will do anything to keep you in bed at whatever cost
“Are you alright, jewel? If you need anything, just ask, I don’t want you lifting a finger.”
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d20-lesbian · 17 days
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🐈‍⬛🖤INTRO POST🖤🐦‍⬛
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I'm finally making an intro post! under the break you will find everything from DNI to Hyperfixations/Interests, plus a new tagging system I'll be using so my blog isn't such a wasteland <33 Enjoy
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alright lets start with some info!
My name is Onyx
I'm a non binary lesbian
I use they/xe/it and a bunch of neopronouns
I identify with a bunch of xenogenders!
I flip from hyperfixation to hyperfixation super easily but my special interests are musical theatre and psychology/mental illness. (2 very different things i know).
I'm 17 years old and Australian :3
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before you follow !
I might spam reblog sometimes, but I'll have all reblogs tagged so you can mute that if you like.
I'm always happy to receive asks and such, anonymous or not!! please i want mutuals ;-;.
i might vent at times, nothing too serious of course and always properly tagged.
Just keep this in mind!
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DNI IF:
- you fall into basic DNI criteria (homophobic, transphobic, racist, etc.)
- you're pro-ana or pro-sh as I'm in recovery for both of these.
- you're a proshipper
- you're under 12
- you're a Monika apologist (DDLC)
- you fake claim
- you're anti neopronouns/xenogenders
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some of my triggers are ,
vomit, in any way, this is my biggest one!! i have very severe emetephobia and dont really even like the word.
IRL sans hoodies/blue jackets that look similar to that.
Sayoris death scene from DDLC
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i love musical theatre, rock/metal music, LGBTQIA+ advocacy, mental health advocacy, psychology, dungeons and dragons/other TTRPGs and witchy stuff :3
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I'm in a lot of fandoms, including !
DDLC, Dimension 20 (fantasy high), Danganronpa, Helluva Boss, Hazbin Hotel, Ride The Cyclone, SIX, Beetlejuice, Hamilton, Heathers, Vocaloid, Sanrio, Unus Annus, TBHK, MLP, FNAF, Marvel, NITW, Pokemon, Supernatural, Markiplier egos, WKM, ADWM, AHWM, ISWM, Jacksepticeye egos, Doctor Who, Starkid, The Hatchetfield Trilogy AND MANY MORE I CANT REMEMBER RN!!
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this section will update every now and then with whatever I'm hyperfixating on !! right now its;
will wood/will wood and the tapeworms and hozier!
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I kin !
Sayori (DDLC)
Kokichi (DRV3)
Angeldust (HH)
Jane Doe (RTC)
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Fave characters are !
All kins <3
Ibuki Mioda (DRV2)
Emu Otori (PJSK)
Celestia Ludenberg (DRV1)
Ocean O'Connell Rosenburg (RTC)
Kuromi (Sanrio)
Kristen Applebees (D20)
Figueroth Faeth (D20)
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im gonna introduce a tagging system to make my blog less of a messy hellscape!!
reblogs will be tagged with #onyx rbs
me yelling about fandoms will be tagged with #onyx fandom posting
vents will be tagged with #onyx sad
more serious posts will be tagged with #onyx serious
random shit/rambles will be tagged with #onyx is rambling
answering asks will be tagged with #onyx answers asks
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heres some stuff that doesn't fit into any of the previous categories!
my favourite mutuals are @frogsareallgay , @redpanda-jpeg , @tumbletryr and @teslapenguini !!
My favourite animals are black cats, crows/ravens, moths and bats! and i identify heavily with black cats specifically!! (im the real black cat gf sorrry not sorry >:3)
Some of the neopronouns i use are :3
glitch/void/moon/star/spirit/crow/moth/hallow/cat/kit/arcade/wisp
heres some links to my other socials !!
Insta: rock_lesbian
Twitter: Dnd_Lesbian
Discord: onyxjae
Pinterest: Onyx Jae
Carrd: Onyx Jae's Carrd
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anyway, to close out, thank you for reading through all of this!! i hope you enjoy your stay on my blog !!! love yall <33
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spaceagebachelormann · 6 months
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Hii am I able to request Dean Portman x M!Reader who is also goth and Bombay’s son? Like how would Bombay and the rest of the team react when they find out Dean and him are dating?
dean with a goth bf who’s bombays son !
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✧ warnings: maybe some homophobia (it takes place in the 90s after all), and mentions of people being judgemental towards readers style. also there’s like one sexual joke
✧ additional info: been wanting to write this for awhile now ngl <3, and also reader is on the team because it makes my life easier
✧ nav. — m.list.
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i’m gonna be honest
he probably thought you were weird at first cause of the way you would dress
he didn’t say anything abt it though because you were bombays son and he didn’t wanna get kicked off the team so he js kept quiet
but i feel like he eventually starts to think ur cool because he’d talk to u through fulton cause fulton seems like that one mf who’s friends with literally everyone
he finds out ur music taste is the bomb (GOTH MUSIC EATS IDC) and slowly builds a friendship over that
he seems like he would be able to easily recognize his feelings for u
but he has internalized homophobia and hid it because his thought was “he’s hot but in a friend way” (it’s not in a friend way)
i hc that him and julie are close friends so when it starts to frustrate him he goes to her
they talk it out and she helps him realize that he def likes u
“everytime i see him i just wanna grab him and kiss him but like in a friend way” “dean would you flirt with your guy friends” “no?? tf?? oh.” “yeah”
probably takes a week to accept it before realizing this way he can pull both guys and girls
he starts making like subtle moves at u since he knows everyone will just think y’all are joking abt something
he’d probably get annoyed if u don’t catch on 😭
after a week of accepting he likes guys he decides to ask u out cause like what’s he got to lose
it was probably SO random too
y’all are sitting on his bed when suddenly he moves closer and just says “ur hot ngl”
and then he confesses slightly normally and y’all start ur relationship!
now because it’s the 90s and it’s a mlm relationship he becomes so much more protective than if he had a gf
someone looks at you guys weird in public? he’s looking even weirder back. someone calls you guys a certain f slur under their breath? he walks up to them and calls it them to their face
at this point he thinks ur style is so cool and interesting and js wants to show u off a lot
will walk behind u to check u out mainly and so u can have the spotlight
and he will fight anyone who makes fun of you
he’d always have an arm around ur waist or shoulders or on ur thigh for funsies
also probably calls u the names of goth artists cause he thinks it’s funny
u bring him something? “thanks robert smith”
u give him a lil kiss after practice? “why don’t u give me another marilyn manson?”
ALSO IM SORRY IF THEY ARENT GOTH ARTISTS IM VERY NEW TO GOTH MUSIC PLS CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG
as for bombays reaction
dean probably fucking told him by accident during practice 😭
“dean nobody likes when ur get agressive like that—” “OH YEAH? UR SON SURE FUCKIN DOES”
and then everyone js kinda stares at him
and bombay turns to u and then looks at him again before js telling everyone to keep practicing
he pulls y’all aside to talk to u
he’s supportive ofc <3 but he also reminds u to be careful because people aren’t very accepting
but he also knows there isn’t much to worry about cause when ur dating dean ur also probably bsfs with fulton and those two will die before letting anything happen to u
i cant think of anything else rn but i might come back and add to this!
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n3ssier · 1 year
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HELLO im bacc >;)))
So I keep lookin at your introduction post and fsr I CANT DECIDE WHAT TO PICK- I just wanted to ask like, can ya write a headcanon, but it has both Crypto from Apex and Ppl from r6? Im so super grateful that you didnt mind the emount of characters I requested last time 😭😭 i hope its bot a burden if I request again cause i kinda simp for all of the. 💀
You can just tell me if u dont wanna do this, or just scratch sum characters if its too many :)))))
Can you pleease write a ff (or headcanons, ehatevs ya wnat) where female reader LOVES hugs and is a generally super chill yet chirpy friend and as soon as she gets recruited, she becomes all friendly and tries to befriedn them and after like 1st day of meeting, she alredy sees them as her bestfriend and hugs them from behind as a goodmorning the next day-
Chars: Crypto, Echo, Vigil, Kapkan, Glaz, Jäger (Ik its all the same characters but I cant help my simping, also as i said you can not include whoever you want)
Ik its confusing and as I said before, you aint gotta write this at all💀🤚
ALSO- MOOTS? Saw that you needed friends so we can be bfs >:DD
SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG :( ive had a lot going on and ive also got a job now so i have been short on time but finally got round to writing again!! i hope ya dont mind me doing some hcs and also only doing 4 out of 6 sexy men, bc i worry that if i do fanfics with them all then this will be a v long post bc ill get lowkey carried away😞 (also bc im feeling lazy rn, out here getting up 4am sleeping 12pm😭best lifestyle)
crypto
∙you two first meet on your second day on the job, and he is taken aback by how talkative you are (not in a bad way tho dwdw :)
∙the other legends don’t rlly talk to him outside of the gunfights/workplace so he just doesn’t talk to them either, which is why he was so surprised when you came up to him and tried to befriend him as soon as you’d met him
∙the pride he feels when you start asking about his gadgets goes unmatched, he tries to explain them as easily as possible but gets carried away quickly, leaving you a confused mess and him an embarrassed one as he realises how distracted he got
∙the next morning he’s making breakfast in the break room when he feels you hug him from behind, and he honestly is so tempted to put his hands on yours and stay there but he wants to play it off cool ofc so he just greets you and continues preparing his food
∙this is the EXACT moment he fell for ya
glaz
∙he never expected you to be so talkative or cheery when you joined, but he was happy nonetheless
∙will intently listen to you while smiling and give you facts if he knows any on whatever you’re talking about
∙you guys end up talking for like 3 hours just about anything, he’s kinda curious about you, and ends up asking you a bit about your life in general 
∙would make a lot of effort to help and teach you things, seen as you’re new to r6
∙when you come up to him and hug him as a good morning he chuckles before turning around to hug you back quickly and loosely
∙he could get used to this tho
kapkan
∙ngl he is annoyed at first when you talk to him for the first time, he finds the chat pointless, but after an hour or so he lets his guard down
∙he never realised that chatting with people was so fun until this day, or maybe it was just something about you specifically that gave him the good time, who knows !?
∙he honestly thinks ur pretty cute talking about all the random topics that peak your interest, asking him about 1000 questions aswell
∙when he feels your arms around him the next morning he freaks out
∙tries to push you off, as much as he enjoys it sadly he is too flustered and also not used to physical contact
∙he slowly stops pushing you away the more you come up to him and the more you are hanging round with him
jäger
∙when he first meets you he thinks you’re cool asf, especially when you strike a conversation with him
∙similar to crypto, he feels so much pride when you ask about his gadgets, its like a huge ego boost
∙you guys are sooooo chatty, talking about anything and everything, but make the cutest duo
∙you listen to his rambling and he will listen intently to you back
∙there is NEVER a dull moment between you two😭
∙the other gsg9 members are just happy that he has got someone to listen to him so that they don’t have to LMAO
∙when he feels you hug him from behind the next morning he is a little bit confused but happily hugs you back in return, he definitely thinks about it for the rest of the day tho
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narrators-journal · 1 year
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Jealousy hc's for Killua with an S/O whose male bestfriend is really flirty and touchy with her? He'll even say things like "I could treat you better" right in front of Kil as if trying to purposefully bother him. And y/n isn't even uncomfortable or mad, she just finds it funny. Plus they're always calling/texting/hanging out. How does Killua react / what does he do? Plsss and thanks!
So, I'll go ahead and make this platonic, bc I don't wanna write romantic for Killua. But! This can also be applied to any ship tho tbh. Sorry it's short, I'm a little busy with life stuff rn lol
Killua wouldn't like this particular friend from the start.
Not because he's a guy, just because he's so touchy.
You also message him so much, it's weird to him.
What if this dude works for Illumi? What basis do you have to trust him?
Plus, you not even being upset at his overly touchy, romantic actions is weird to him. What do you see in him? Do you like him? He's got so many questions.
He'd be kind of bitter admittedly. He doesn't trust easily, and seeing this guy try to muscle in with you puts him on edge.
He'd be bratty to the man.
He cant exactly stop you from talking to him, but he may get frustrated enough at the constant texting and toss your phone in a river.
Whether or not he has a crush on you he won't say, that's stupid. He just doesn't like the thought of some stranger he doesn't trust trying to take a friend's attention and pry them from the group.
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baahsu · 8 months
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HIII BAHH SRRY FOR DISINTEGRATING FOR A FEW DAYS OPLA HAD MOMENTARILY CONSUMED EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING
HOWEVER this has been sitting, unfinished, in my vscest doc for a while now so i decided to finish it up. here u go eat up friend :]] oh yeah angst warning at the beginning btw:
so. lies on the floor. ichiji deserves to get fucked stupid after having a bad day and im thinking abt him w yonji rn so. :)
emotions regained/vs bros redemption ichiji having that almost subtle kinda self hatred one day- (bc in emotions regained aus all the brothers are chronically mentally ill, they're so traumatized its painful :,D) -not the kind that makes you wanna scream or cry or throw up, instead the kind that makes your heart go a little faster than normal and that makes your skin crawl and makes you feel sick for being alive. the kind that builds and builds until it's too much.
yonji (the most *emotionally* intelligent one out of 124ji, methinks) eventually notices smthns wrong and asks ichi abt it and ichiji just Breaks. like he pauses, crumples into a ball, and starts pulling his hair and venting about how he feels so disgusting and unworthy of love and how he wants to rip his skin off for something new and he hates this he hates this he hates this he hates himself
and yonji LISTENS to him. he listens with a frown until ichi is fucking winded, hyperventilating, and sweating with frustrated tears in his eyes. and then yonji hits him with the
"What do you need me to do, Ichiji?"
then ichi just stops shaking (and breathing) entirely for a moment as the question registers b4 his shaking slowly starts up again and his bottom lip starts trembling and he slowly looks up at yonji with big ole watery eyes and shakily signals him over to cuddle and theybpagaufuafuaf!!!!
the two of em lying down w yonji holding ichiji tight against his chest- one hand/arm curled around chijis lower back while the other is running through his hair and ichis just curling around yonji like a koala. he buries his face in yonjis neck and is constantly mumbling "im sorry" and yonji says "theres nothing to apologize for" each and every time back, proving his point by pressing a kiss to a different part of ichiji each time.
this continues on until ichiji stops crying and calms down. then he thanks yonji by sitting up slowly and holding yonjis face in his hands and kissing him *so* gently.
^ idk maybe its just me but i feel like out of all the vs siblings ichiji would have the hardest time being gentle. sanji always has been, reiju *secretly* always has been, yonji *had* to learn to be (even when he was still emotionless) bc of his strength (and therefore it came somewhat easily to him when he got emotions), nijis always been a giant fucking tsundere so even though hes an ass about 90% of the time, he does have the capability to at least sit and listen and take care of someone he loves (especially after regaining emotions, the percentile changes from 90/10 to 50/50 then lmao), but ichiji?? the perfect, emotionless soldier, even after getting fixed??? practically unheard of.
so when he pulls THIS shit???
it makes yonjis libido go WHAM. like that mf went redder than chijis hair. might as well been a cartoon character with the way he practically started floating as his eyes turned into hearts
THEN. then that gentle kiss delvesssss
ichiji getting lost in his emotions, leading him to grab yonjis face so *desperately* and straddle his hips/lap and kiss him thru tears.. n yonjis there half dumbstruck half horny, grinding on ichis ass while the hands once petting his hair and stroking his back to soothe him move to squeeze at it bc holy shiiit what is happening rn yonji cant compute. do u see the vision 🙈🙈
then, SHOCKINGLY, (/sarc) they fuck each other stupid. like STUPID stupid. so stupid that when 023 find them in the morning they straight up think the two were jumped in an alley together or smthn with how marked up their bodies were n shit (but they figure it out real quick once they see how badly ichiji was limping :]) ((tho if you asked me personally yonji wasnt exactly walking straight either :]])) (((they are both switches :]]])))
AND SCENE. i wrote abt both ichiniji and yoniji b4 this so now the 124ji circle is complete lmao. i need more soft ichiji in my life and if theres no one to provide i shall make it myself :)) -J.J
Honestly relatable, I can't stop thinking about opla since the day I watched it lol it was so good and I want to rewatch it already
But back to vcest 👀
Ichiji being emotionally stunted after getting his emotions back is a concept that's always at the back of my mind but I never put too much thought into it, but now I'm 👀
I see him as trying to keep himself, and the others, together, he doesn't let his emotions run freely, he tries not to let them take the better of him else he might go down and spiral of self hatred and guilt, so he puts his energy into looking after the others and trying to come up with a plan to get them out of judge's grasp
It takes a toll on him of course, his repressed emotions keep building up and he feels himself going insane and with no way to vent
When yonji catches him like this, on the verge of panicking, he finally let's go and it feels so good and so freeing for once. Yonji's rock solid, he embraces him, takes his whole body into strong arms and makes him feel safe, and he doesn't budge, he lets ichiji cry against his shoulder until he's satisfied and spent
Ichiji's tired but tries to show his gratitude with a kiss and yonji combusts. It's not every day that he has ichiji this pliant and soft and sweet sprawled in his lap and he wants to do so many things to him but his brain's all muddled and he doesn't know where to begin!!
Once he gets a hold of himself tho, it's over for ichiji, the strength he used to comfort him will now be used to ruim him
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philliamwrites · 1 year
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Tw for body image issues
Ok, so what about eren x virgin reader. Shes kinda nervous, 1 for the pain, cause his hands are bigger then hers, let alone his dick so shes a bit 💫scared💫 but erens just super sweet and gentle and saying how they can stop whenever. Reader also wants to fuck with the lights off. Erens taking off her clothes but shes still covering up and hes saying shes beautiful but she says something like "but u havnt seen all of me, u may not like the rest" and he is just 💫not havin it💫 cause he thinks shes beautiful, he will not tolerate a debate rn. he grabs her wrists to hold above her head so she cant cover up and just goes to town kissing all down her body, then he gets to down there and says something like "hmm, idk if u deserve my tongue rn, only good girls get what they want. Be a good girl and say ur beautiful for me" so she does but hes not playing fair, he goes back to her neck and leaves hickeys all the way down her body. Just adoring her, being all sweet and saying all this nice stuff. But also being dirty cause boys got a mouth on him xD
He is just relentless in his praise, but also mean cause he knows you wanna go the easy route and cover up and shy away, but he is refusing. He will pick u up and fibger u against the wall, just to prove ur not heavy. Boy will eat u out for hours but u can only come when hes convinced that u beleive him.
"Say it, or ill stop right now..."
"Fine, im pretty, now plz let me cum!"
"I can hear it in your voice that your just saying that, i need u to beleive it" and thr fucker just keeps teasing u like that.
Mans is ruthless 🥴🥴
Sorry it took me a while to get back to you nonny!!
But damn, why you hitting me so hard where my own insecurities lie omggg 😭😭😭
Warnings: fem!Reader x Eren; mirror sex, vaginal sex, cockwarming (kinda)
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But for real, listen, Eren would make sure your first time with him goes as smooth as possible. Mr. Tough-Guy Tattoos On His Knuckles’ favourite movie is Up and HE IS SUCH A ROMANTIC. He’ll make sure that you feel safe and damn, he’s been in relationships before, but he’s never felt THIS driven to put his everything into making sure that you feel save, loved, and understood.
I’m talking about him going the extra mile to make it all as comfortable and inviting and relaxing as possible. Clean bed sheets (smelling like him), some nice candles for the mood, your favourite comfort movie, take-out. You guys would also have had long conversations about do’s and don’ts, something that Eren was very adamant on having even though you were unsure and afraid that it would prove more how unexperienced you are.
But when you two fuck, he’s so super aware and tuned to how you react to everything he says, every time he touches you. My boy can’t comprehend how you can’t see how absolutely drop dead gorgeous you are—the face you make when he drills into you, the sweet moans floating to his ears when he drapes your legs over his shoulders and eats you out, the way your body jerks and spasms when you’re so high on pleasure that your eyes roll back—he’s like a man on a mission to make you see it for yourself.
So I’ll raise you one: MIRROR SEX. EREN WILL FUCK YOU WHILE MAKING YOU WATCH YOURSELF IN A MIRROR. You know it. I know it. We all know it. He finds something he needs to do and it’s all he’ll think about until it’s done. Having you on his lap, bouncing you on his dick as though your life depends on it, all while looking at yourself.
“Still thinking you’re not pretty?” he mumbles against your neck, scraping the tender flesh with his teeth. His fingers dig into your waist so hard that you can already see bruises forming.
“I—I’m—” You can’t even form a full sentence, mind foggy with pleasure. Your whole body is tense from how crazy good Eren’s dick feels. Seeing how it disappears inside you, how easily he moves you on top of him as though you weigh nothing (it makes you think vulgar, nasty things, something new you’ve learnt about yourself: that you’re just a fleshlight for Eren’s pleasure, that he can use you however he wants, fill you up whenever he wants and somehow thinking this makes your blood run hotter, your quivering thighs putting more effort into moving your body on top of his)—
“Fuck, what’s going on in that pretty head of yours?” Eren asks. He slings an arm around your waist and holds you still, which gives you a pause from him abusing your hole with his ridiculous large dick, but now there’s constant pressure against the most sensitive spot inside you. Your head rolls back on his shoulder and you take big, deep breaths, trying to relax.
“Babe, come on.” His hands wander up to your tits, squeezing them, pinching your hard nipples. “We agreed you wouldn’t look away.”
“It’s just… so much,” you reply, your voice thick with pleasure. Eren’s hands stop exploring your body for a moment.
“Want me to stop?”
Just the thought sends a bolt of horror through you. You quickly shake your head, not trusting your own voice. Eren chuckles into the crook of your neck.
“Then open your eyes for me. Pretty please.”
You blink your eyes open. Eren rewards you with a sweet kiss to your cheek. His hands knead your tense muscles in your thighs, your lower back. “That’s my good girl.”
Another new thing you’ve learnt: hearing Eren’s praises makes your knees wobble and warmth spread inside your chest. You want to be good for him. You want to please him and make him happy. When he taps your chin tenderly, you turn your head and look at yourself in the mirror.
“See, so pretty for me. You think so too, don’t you? That you’re beautiful. My beautiful, beautiful angel.”
His honey-smooth voice is like sweet balm to your heated skin, but the words are flames burning you from the inside. Instinct dictates you to hide your face, draw into yourself like a turtle retreating into its shell.
Since you take too long to answer, Eren catches your chin between thumb and index finger and forces you to look back at yourself in the mirror. “You gotta say it too. Or else I won’t move.”
“Ohhh, come one, Eren. Please,” you whine, circling your hips to get some friction. He stops you by holding onto your waist.
“Say it. Or else we’ll stop.”
He leaves you no wiggling room—literally.
“’m pr’tty,” you mumble, not meeting your own eyes in the reflection.
“What?” Eren runs his mouth along your jawline. “I didn’t catch that.”
“I—I’m pretty,” you repeat, a little louder but your voice quivers and your heart isn’t into it.
Eren, of course, notices.
“Hmmm, you don’t sound too convinced to me.” He squishes your cheeks with one hand while the other sneaks down, past your soft belly to where you two are connected. “How about this: you say it like you mean it and I’ll reward you.” To give you a taste of his promise, he brushes the rough pads of his fingers over your clit in slow, lazy circles. “Try again.”
This man is no joke 🥵🥵
He’ll give you plenty opportunities to rethink your opinion on yourself because he’ll worship your body and tell you how much he loves you and how beautiful you are every chance he gets. NEXT STEP: TEACHING YOU HOW TO LOVE YOURSELF WITH SOME SOFTLY GUIDED SELF PLEASURING JESUS SOMEONE LOCK THIS GUY UP—
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