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monobani · 4 months

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some Maria outfit variations I did for fun because I miss her leopard print :'>

#Silent Hill 2 #SH2 #maria sh2 #We lost a baddie today......#RIP pink leopard print #I spent all day hating on her pink leather blazer #she looks like she wants to sell me a house now #I also feel like she NEEDS that deep wine red color to even read as Maria...It's so iconic and screams lynchian horror #also just to make it clear: absolutely NO hate to the concept artist who worked on her redesign #you never know what happened behind the scenes and what kind of feedback they got #Also hey some people liked the redesign....I still find it atrocious but oh well #it's all a matter of taste

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honeydots · 11 months

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🎉1000 INIGORBS!!!🎉 WE DID IT GAMERS

( version w/o text under the cut!)

#YAAAYYYYYYY!!! YAYAYAYAYAY #this is AFTER ive done some summoning in this most recent banner and gotten the peony + sonya #and henceforth given the x skill to laslow and the tome to dancer inigo #ive been over this goal for a while but 1) i had to draw it and 2) the summoning did put me slightly behind until a day or so ago #but yay :D this was the big one i wanted to meet but i will KEEP GOING!!!!#im so scared his base will come in november and then i'll have to split my orbs between him and the dancer inigo forma revival.....#pain..........#oh well. we'll get there when we get there.#for now!!!! achievement!!!! in my gacha game!!!!!!!#dots draws

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scopophobia-polaris · 1 day

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first female loz director and the gerudo seem to be written fine enough? wow... there ain't no way I thought we were in the worst timeline after totk

Yeah got through the main quest with the gerudo, it wasn't painful! It wasn't even bad! Still got them outfits but for the most part it was like oh cool!

I would say a lot of that oh cool is from the fact they didn't do a lot to even fuck it up to begin with, I'm gonna be real with yall this game is NOT worth $60USD

Edit: lemme say one thing, you know when people were being like damn totk story wasn't dark or mature at all why was this compared to Majora's mask again? And then all the zeldatwt people came out and said zelda is just a kid series domt expect good writing uH

This one feels like a kid's game. That ain't to say it's terrible I would say, hell I'm not far in it if I get something crazy that's like OH FUCK I'll reblog this post and say something but uh.....game for babies I'm gonna be shocked if anyone struggles with any puzzles cuz you CAN CHEESE THEM EASY ITS 🫢🤭

EDIT EDIT: I SWEAR IM NOT EVEN TRYING TO BE A DOWNER..... @ezlo-x HAS BEEN THERE THE WHOLE TIME IVE BEEN PLAYING....THEY KNOW I HAVENT BEEN A PARTY POOPER.....

#its......seems quick #the sidequests are very boring tbh #like this game should of been 45-50 max not 60 #its cute i like it so far but oh my god the optimization and game design could of been way better #and after botw/totk like....how do i put this #its like nintendo heard hey we need a LITTLE bit of rail roading and then #😬#basically...example #for a main quest i have to go to 2 places to get people #i went to the 2nd place first and it......didnt update the side quest even though she should of gone to the meeting place #thTs apart of the quest but no i had to go to the 1st guy no matter what #and its like.....hey botw not totk would do that #most GAMES in general now wouldnt do something like that #also yall gonna hate the fact there is no organization or favorites tool for the echoes #game is fun so far but uH #i got through the first dungeon FAST FAST like this is not a return to form #minish cap dungeons i dont think were that fast and theyre simple #also anyone that says this dorsnt have mechanics from the wilds games yes it does #tri has an ability thats JUST ultra hand #oh and its not good in this game #yall gonna fucking hate it #unless somehow a pirated version doesnt allow you to rotate the fucking item or move it in a way that goes behind me #without me locking off and then back on again after repostioning myself #im worried its a feature and not an anti piracy measure #me and GC are gonna finish this up this week but dang i havent even done the whole first part of the main quest #if i had this on the switch i could see how fast i could play through the game WHILE talking to people and having fun and exploring #also oh my god the zora side quest very cute but when eveeyone knows how the game goes ill make one complaint in the tags one day #funny thing its not story....ITS GAMEPLAY #yhe story in the game is fine and i say that cuz its....very simple #HELL A LOT OF NPCS DONT GOT NAMES THAT ARE VISIBLE

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theclearblue · 7 days

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I'm gonna get into a brawl with my mother one day don't be surprised when I get on the news

#long rant incoming lol but #so my birthday is in like 2 weekends from now and my mom asked me for a list of things i want #so i compiled a list of six things with like 2 $10 options 2 like $17 options and one $25 and $60 option #and i wanna be clear i dont really care to make one but she gets pissy if i dont and its meant as more an ideas list #i dont need everything on there and its meant for my entire family #or ignore the list! i don't care!#FREAKED OUT on me saying i was being selfish/too expensive and im like....i never expected all of this stuff epseically from one person...#i am happy with one of the $10 options or a gift card or something else entirely so like #it kinda feels bad to get asked for a list of stuff i want and then get called selfish for it and then for her to talk behind my back about #me to my sister lol #also asked me if i was available for a bday celebration on a certain day and i was like yeah i got a thing in the afternoon but i can #still make it #get yelled at AGAIN bc she said oh u can leave that early and i was like...uh...no i cant lol im sorry....i paid to go to this thing already #and its like why ask me if u are gonna get mad if im unavailable (which im not even lmao)#idk it's just it's always been an ideas list in my family so i dont get why she's freaking out on me and acting like im asking for so much #espcially cause she just changed out all of her kitchen appliances and redid all of the landscaping in her front and back yard like 😭😭😭#truly didnt think a $10-20 gift was like crazy if u did wanna get me a gift lol #not really looking forward to it now ngl #chen.txt #rant post

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lacunes · 2 months

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I spend too much time thinking about how other people talk about me to other people

#Preferably no one talks about me of course #But the other day my friend was like 'oh yeah we gave Mayke the nickname [redacted]'#And I'm really not sure if by 'we' he just meant himself or if that was an actual thing because 1) I've never been called that to my face #2) I don't expect him to talk about me to others enough to use a nickname when my name in itself is more than enough #And now another friend sent me a pic of him hanging out with his mates #And I just wonder if he goes 'oh let me send a pic to Mayke'#or smth like that #Or that guys just don't even question anything when a picture is taken #I don't think I even wanna know the answers because it only makes me more insecure #Like do these people I thought were my friends use a nickname in order to make fun of me #Is my 'friend' talking shit behind my back or coming up with stories so his mates will think he's cool #And meanwhile I'm being talked about like some sort of easy Internet girl whatever #This is why I don't have any actual friends because I can't let them close enough without my brain coming up with the worst possible thought

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onawhimsicot · 4 months

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Behold...the face of a criminal...Fame has evidently proved to be too much for Daan Tat, and her bullying has only gotten worse, so I've separated her from the rest of the flock (but within sight) for the time being.

Poor Gelatinous Cube is SO sad!!! I finally decided to get involved after the third day when Gelatinous Cube was just hiding in a tiny corner of the coop AND Daan Tat and Cha Siu Bao wouldnt let her get on the roost at night. She keeps making sad noises at me like "you want me to go out there??? haven't you seen how they treat me?? 🥺" heartbreaking!!!

Cha siu, the little rat that she is, is just as guilty but I haven't separated her yet because she seems to chill out when she doesn't have Daan Tat encouraging this behavior. She's a bad influence 😔

#the idea behind separating them is to make the bully drop down the social ladder when you reintroduce them #so i am in essence canceling Daan Tat after all sorry kaze LOL #some people online were like maybe get more chickens to shake up the social dynamics but oh god 4 chickens is trouble enough already #its kinda frustrating bc ive had to do a lot of frantic herding the past 2 days so now the chickens are skittish around me again #which has undone like months of progress 😭#the feathered beasts

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gayrogues · 1 year

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there is no fucking way that tom king's shitty oneshot, featuring the most out-of-character riddler known to man and a batman who breaks his no kill rule and waterboards people, got nominated for an eisner award...

#i hate the riddler issue of one bad day so much it's unreal #1. why write a riddler comic if you're gonna be like 'actually he HATES riddles and puzzles and won't be using them anymore'#now he's just some guy who kills people #2. i don't think i need to explain why i hate the concept of batman breaking the no kill rule or waterboarding people #3. trying to make the killing joke relevant again after 30 years? to say that ed was the mastermind behind it?#4. the plot is just. incredibly silly and not in a good way like you're telling me once the riddler stops using riddles he #becomes powerful enough to take over the entire city and batman can't do anything about it except kill him?#and i'm not talking taking over the city like in zero year where there was an actual plan #in one bad day everyone just gets sooo scared of him and his massive brain that they fall in line #5. that is not his fucking backstory #that's like. the complete opposite of it. keeping only the part about him having a shitty dad #he was never a prestigious prep school kid under immense pressure to be the smartest #he was just some kid who went unnoticed by everyone and that's why winning that puzzle contest was so important to him #and then his dad refused to believe he was smart enough to win the contest without cheating and you know the rest #he has a very ordinary backstory that explains a lot about him #meanwhile i feel like tom king was like 'oh shit this series is called one bad day'#'i need to give ed a pivotal moment in his life that made him fucked up and evil'#'how bout i write all this stuff leading up to him brutally killing his teacher at the age of like 15'#and it just sucked ass #i feel like there was more stuff i hated that i'm forgetting but i am not gonna re-read this comic to remember! at least the art was good #oopsie daisy these tags turned out to be much longer than i was expecting - i don't even care about the eisner awards i just saw the #category pop up on the library app that i use and i was like Why is This in here #ransom.txt

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seilon · 1 month

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pro: ran into a coworker at a bar last night who I don’t really talk to usually (he works upstairs, I work downstairs) and we talked and im pretty sure we were highkey flirting and he bought me a drink and the bar merch shirt i was interested in and thanks to the power of alcohol i guess i asked for his number and he gladly gave it to me and. yeah

con: i have the second worst hangover i have ever had and have been fighting for my fucking life just to eat saltines

#it’s getting better but only now that it’s like. 6pm #as weird as it sounds part of why this sucks is that I volunteered to come into work today cause there’s a concert going on nearby which #usually means we’re at least somewhat busy -> make better tips #and I couldn’t go in because well. you know #I’ve been sick and dying in bed all day unable to move or eat or anything #let alone take the bus and go to work #but. as much as I wish I didn’t go this overboard I don’t totally regret last night cause.#yeah. potential thing going on with cute coworker guy. OH and potential job opportunity at my favorite bar in town #apparently said coworker Also has a job at the bar in addition to where we both work and the bar is hiring barbacks at entry-level #so I have someone to vouch for me and the bartender we were talking to seemed to really want me to apply too #one thing that’s kinda funny to me about all this is that the first two places (a bar then a club) we were at felt really mid because they #were packed with way too many straight people (at a gay bar and a gay club)#but the bar we ended up at (where we ALWAYS end up at. it is the oasis. it is the only thing I can rely on) felt. like. not overwhelmingly #straight? at all? I mean part of it’s just luck in a way with just who happened to be there and all that but it’s also that the staff seem #pretty significantly populated with queer ppl #I complained to the bartender about how the club we were at (one of the biggest gay clubs in the city- if not The biggest) just felt kinda #meh because yeah maybe there were some guys dancing in jockstraps and whatever but the crowd itself like. did not feel largely queer #or at least didn’t have the spirit I’d hope for in a queer space if that makes sense. felt very conventional. not enough wild outfits and #makeup and gender fuckery and so on #and the bartender was like dude I KNOW right? I went off outside there once about the invasion of cishets when this space isn’t FOR them #and so on and so forth. and god that was So real.#so the experience at my beloved bar last night was like. 1) guy comes up behind me just to order a drink but i was saving a seat for my #friend who was in the bathroom and mentioned that in case he was looking to take the seat. chatted a little. ended with him pointing out #that a guy nearby was trying to holla at me.#2) I look over and yes. the dj is. in fact. looking directly at me and mouthing the lyrics to whatever song was playing pointed my way.#it was pretty sweet honestly I think it was partly cause I looked like I was shy and alone #3) whatever gay shit was going on with my coworker and i. amusingly he seems to get more flamboyant when he drinks just like i do.#im not 100% sure what his sexuality is but i Am 100% sure it is Not straight. but yeah. if it hadn’t been so close to closing time ive been #hardcore wondering where that would’ve gone. maybe its for the best that i had to go when i did cause i was pretty drunk and who knows when #I could’ve hit the amount of drunk it takes to like outright say hey just so you know i’d suck your dick right now if you wanted

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seafoam-taide · 1 month

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Weird having an actual favorite band and knowing it. I don't really have many favorites it is hard to understand my feelings and even harder to pinpoint a 'better and more' feeling about one specific thing. But I know all of their songs, I listen to them all in a big playlist and never get bored, I am always happy to hear any song by them, I have every song's lyrics memorized, like ... they are my unequivocal favorite. There is nothing like it. Yes, I can get really into other songs, there are probably singular songs I can say I like more than any one song by this band. But I guess having a favorite is like what people say about getting married. I'm not explaining myself on that one actually I do have a point there that's an actual metaphor but I've decided explaining it is a bad use of my time. It's one of those artists that are popular enough and artsy enough that they can crop up as fic titles occasionally and no matter the lyric or song it comes from I can always tell immediately. I don't remember what the point of this post was I'm deep in my panic phase and it's 4 am and I was just sitting there singing I Have Made Mistakes to myself bc I can just do that, the whole song, and because it is very funny to go I have made mistakes I have made mistakes and I will continue to make them while in the middle of freaking the fuck out about existing or something. Bc you know yeah im one spoon away from setting the ends of my hair in fire because if I'm kindling for a little while at least I'll feel of use ????????? Yeah this post for sure had a point and it's devolved.

#tide of consciousness #Sorry that's a lot of text wow #Can we talk about the existential panic. I've been dying to talk about the existential panic #<- doesn't talk about it #Does anyone else get this. The feeling that is like the world is ending and its drowning and burning and it burns and nothing will ever beo #My best guess is I just have anxiety but it is very hard to believe that bc it feels so all consuming and terrifying and so so so much so m #The worst part is I'm not actually even feeling it I'm just sitting here using words that I know describe it bc it's like it just #Is happening. Behind a wall. And I'm here feeling the heat on the doorknob #Translating between the space where the feeling exists and the space where I reside #At some point I just go oh. I've been experiencing the world-ending terror for hours now #Like reading a letter!!!!!!!!! I just get a letter from my brain that goes 'emotions report. It all burned down years ago'#It's like and I know if I was in it I'd be crying and shaking and despairing so deeply and throwing myself around the room #And I feel like this EVERY OTHER DAY. Which is obviously why I apparently partitioned myself away from the feeling #Because you literally just you can't function with that #But surprise it's still there actually and I'm still having 2 breakdowns minimum a week #But now it looks like I'm normal and functioning to everyone else #So I seem like a horrible lazy fucking asshole who doesn't do anything but sit around accomplishing maybe 3? 4? Total minor tasks per day #Because I can't HANDLE ANYTHING ELSE !!!#HOW THE FUCK DO YOU FIX THIS #This is for sure something I shouldn't post but you know that's a rational thought for rational people

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dizzybevvie · 5 months

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boy how do you reblog such great things

been cultivating my dash for years. i also found most of them in my drafts

#looked at my drafts to find a Rb about my day / the boy i like (☕) BUT. IT ATE JT LMAO POST IS GONE #however i will do it here and now #SO IT WAS “CULTURE DAY” TODAY BUT MOST PPL USE IT AS NON UNIFORM DAY #I go in & see ☕ in form and go to assembly blah blah blah dont see him again until 3rd period #i sit behind him in english bc we have a room change and i have an excuse hes sososo funny and talks to me like the whole time #same as biology but he got kicked out for talking too much lol #then at lunch he disappears nd im a little bummed BUT HE APPEARS FROM THE HALL AND INVITES ME #so i go and bring my friends too and we sit while he & some younger years dance #and hes dancing and slaying etc etc all flamboyant /pos /pos /pos sometimes on the stage sometimes near us #near us he looks. fucking DEAD into my eyes and sings along to the song when its like “i know you like me” or sum #NDJSBDJSBE AHHHHH #and im sat a little away from the group but he sits with me specifically #friendgroup takes a pic without me really noticing & my friend Annabelle jokingly goes “why is Bev looking at ☕ with so much love”#I laugh it off. but ohhh ny god u have no idea. i was heart eyes motherfucker the whole time #HES SO CUTE IM SCREAAAAMING WITH THE WAY HIS KIPPAH KINDA MOVES HIS HAIR & HIS NEW GLASSES & SHIRT THAT ISNT UNIFORM SO I CAN SEE HIS WAIST #UGHFJSBSKSB MY GOD MY GOD MY GOD #hes so cool its so scary to be around him #then in PE we were meant to habe just dance for the last 2 weeks but theres been no available room #our group were in the gym but we got permission to wonder around instead #☕ says “whatre you doing?” i say “walking aimlessly” and he says “OH MY GOD PERFECT SAME LETS DO IT TOGETHER”#so him & me & my friends r walking and then im like. can we play just dance in the tennis courts #So he gets it on his phone starts playing and dibs me as a partner for Girlfriend and Timber. oh my sweet lord.#GODDD HES SO PRETTY AND FUNNY AND COOL IM OBSESSED WITH HIM OH MY GOD.#so anyway. thats the answer to your question LMAOOO #loz tag #asks #beverly says stuff #the bev is gay chronicles #☕#like before i wasnt sure if i LIKE-LIKED him or if it was hyperfix or smthn. im now 100%sure i really really like him

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what-even-is-sleep · 4 months

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Trying to get ahead of an unsustainability cycle that might be starting up this week,,, (I start work).

#this turned into a bit of a rant whoops #mypost #have been chilling recovering from breast reduction the last month #steadily helping my mom out around the house more and more #but neow imma be working a ~35hr week (not including commute times during rush hour rip)#starting tmr #and I’m remembering that 1) it takes me more time to shower bc I have to be careful with boobz. also I have to wash my bra every night bc da #scars can’t get infected. so the whole process of showering is connected to also washing and drying my bra and putting on lotions n such so #it takes an hour minimum #2) doing stuff for my mom… is always spontaneous and urgent and takes up more time/energy than I think #3) my mom is bad at food stuff on a personal level and that’s transferring to the household bc a lot of stuff including a) she’s hella busy #and stressed. b) the price of food 💀keeps goin up ayoo. c) she is restricting herself to only eating twice a day??? idk why????#d) she also considers a meal to be anything she throws together no matter how unbalanced/nontasty it is #e) I’m also so bad at cooking/meal prep/etc but lowkey have a Thing abt food rn and cannot eat random junk even if I’m v hungry #. all this to say: idk how to do my household duties (communicating with mom. nightly dishes. small stuff that builds) when I have a feeling #imma be hella hungry this whole week.#WAIT I FORGOT THO IMMA BE MAKING MONEYYYY 💰 💴 💵 so I can pay for lunch at work ayooo #((not thinking abt budgeting atm lol 😬. I’m fortunate enough to have a 529 plan for college so semester times are all g)#4) I’m also doing two coursera courses atm (personal finance for young adults and Good With Words) …. I will prob not be able to get much #done in these courses when I have a full week rip #5) I gotta prepare for abroad (applying for visa. dealing with large government structures 😭😭😭) and in general attend to my emails #all dis. hmm #oh and also personal upkeep: gotta order eczema lotion. gotta get in contact with doctors abt leg and jaw PT. gotta follow thru with PT.#falling behind on a productive schedule while balancing my moms needs and my needs and my long-term health/personal project stuff is gonna #be difficult…#hm #writing this out is. hm.#all g all g I am a young adult I gotta handle this stuff now 🧑#great freedom = great responsibility and all that shiz #FUCK I FORGOT I HAVE TO EXERCISE TOO FUCK!!!! DANG NABBIT

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deus-ex-mona · 1 year

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“a sicks’ dream come true; coming soon to fanfic channels near you”

#presenting my cursed sleep-deprived brainworm of the day: nagisa gets sold to ft4 for uni fees #or well. more like they’re looking for a live-in assistant dude. thing. or sth. idk #and papa shiranami just sells his son off bc ‘hey it’s literal free real estate!!! plus he’s gonna get paid for the entire deal so why not?’#nagisa initially pitches a fit at his dad a la gamushara yelling scene bc ‘dad!!!!!! how could you just sell me off to some strangers?!!!!’#‘shhhh son; think of the free housing. in ✨t o k y o✨. stuff’s expensive there yk’ ‘but still!!!!!’#so nagi sulkily packs his bags and heads out; trying to motivate himself with thoughts of ‘hey at least i’ll get to see hiyori more often’#then he arrives at the train station and sees our favourite 5-man non-idol gang… and promptly passes out #when he comes to… poor guy finds himself right smack in the middle of a hugeass canopy bed #with dai sitting smugly by the side like ‘the great me carried you back mans. you’re welcome ;)’ with a tip of his cool fedora #and that’s when nagi realises that 1) it’s not a dream and that he actually has to live with his oshis now. and 2) damnnnn this bed is soft #cohabitation shenanigans happen. as they would seeing as the entire gang + rio’s niece live together in this oddly huge megu-owned penthouse #plus free bi-weekly vacations to megu’s family villa bc they can never spend a waking moment without each other #and nagi finds it strange that the group is oddly accomodating of his uni schedule when it concerns his job tasks and such…#or that they collab with lxl (hi hiyori!!!) way more than they should typically be…#but he brushes it off when rio asks him to cook with him or sth idk i mean how often do you get to cook with your oshi????#and idk eventually the jig is up and it’s revealed that hiyori was the one who was accidentally behind the whole thing #like a ‘sorry nagisa i told uchida that you’d be moving here too but lxl were there the entire time and they went and got ft4 to buy you’#or something kinda thing. idk. bc everything has to be lxl’s fault; even when they’re just lurking in the bg #i’m def gonna regret this later lmao. it’s almost 2.30 in the am; i have not written in months; and i’ve never read a sold to 1.d. fic ev er #this is the kind of cosmic horror that only sleep-deprived brains can cook up ig…….. oh wells #it is suiyoubi my dudes #the dude from gamushara

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ilonacho · 2 years

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“Reagan, I’ll tend to J.R. You complete the mission.”

“So there you are, partner.”

#inside job spoilers #tfw u accidently binge rewatch the entire part 2 whoops #i gotta do it again sometime when im not super tired and anxious for the next 2 days #but this shit has been playing nonstop in my brain #whyd you aim at REAGAN?#also oh my god ab. is he ok. did he fucking kill him #no wait we see him later i think. i already forgot im so tired #why did ab wait behind?? my brain is microwavin #all this time stuff fucks me up so good like ohhhh lord she charlie dayin #ok goodnight ill be normal now. for now

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winged-bat · 2 years

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a short thing of random thoughty thoughts

• Damian uses tone indicators (the /j, /srs, /g thing) bc he needs people to know his threats are legit, also he has a hard time with emotions and telling them apart so it’s helpful for him and he sometimes has a hard time getting things across in the right way so it makes it easier for him to be understood

• Tim has so many overdue school library books in his room that they have essentially become his, he doesn’t even remember checking them out but they’re there

• Most places/teachers always have music playing in the background and Damian always tries to fine a taping pattern that goes along with the beats of the song/instruments playing

• Damian has a pin collection of just ones he finds cool, he had some of his school backpack once but one of them fell off once and someone almost took it so he keeps them safely in his room now

• Bruce uses military time bc alfred does and he got used to it, this in turn leads to them only using that so everyone else grows used to that time system and its the only one they can work with and that makes sense to them

#sorry for being mia for like 2 weeks #ive been stressed #i painted my room and i have to go though and organize everything #i still need to finish that #and then i almost got behind on my school work #i had a confusing math test today and i have chem test next week #also i had to talking in front of the class on wednesday and i only had a day to get my info together #my presentation lasted the whole class it was an argument thing #oh and my school does these tradey sweeps and its so annoying #they’ve done them every period all week this week #also i have to do the pacer in pe next week #and ive not been wanting to my assignments lately but its fine #since its colder now ive been not wanting to get up ti go to the bus so i end up only having like 15/20 minutes to get ready #but im getting a hair cut this weekend so im looking forward to that #hopefully its not terrible #anyways sorry for ranting in these tags #batfamily #batfam #damian wayne #tim drake #robin #red robin #hcs #batfam hcs #bruce wayne #alfred pennyworth #batman #goodnights and hopefully ill come back on here in the morning as well ✌️

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mirmidones · 1 year

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why do men feel the need to start a conversation with girls all the freaking time. fucking trip into the railroad and die

#just now a man saw i was carrying a cat carrier (empty) and started saying to me cat! cat! cat! to which i was like 'it's empty' bc i #assumed he was scared or something and he went 'its a cat carrier! for the vet!' and i said yeah and pretended not to hear whatever he #said next. yesterday another man sat behind us on the subway and said 'tomorrows april fool huh?' and kept talking for a while even though #we studiously ignored him #and we were all on the metro to keep company to a classmate who was scared to be in the rail station by herself bc a guy had #recently sat up next to her while waiting for the train and tried to make conversation and then went 'well i can see you're not in the mood #to talk so ill go' (<- which amazing great best case scenario in these situations fuck off)#*man not guy he wasn't our age #and while we were walking early on the day a guy walking the street opposite to us started asking if we were ok and stuff when one of us #jumped bc she saw a pigeon 😐 and we had to go out of our way to avoid going in the same direction as him #all of this in like 2 days #maybe men shouldn't be allowed outside at any time #x #* i feel like it sounds like it was just a concerned guy but it was obviously just to start talking to us bc he kept on going #and NOW a man came to stand in front of me. where did you come from. piece of shit.#oh no wait maybe he needs to get off the train #well. deserved if you ask me

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krizste · 1 year

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#its me #me bday #nothing beats waking up to severe cramps #combined with other fam member catching something and coughing the fuvk everywhere #bowels committed suicide the other day (regular occurrence) and i was so close actully fulfilling that #dead tired and pain n all that for a whole dam week #'oh yeah itl calm down bfore bday' WRONG #maybe i should fullfull what i didnt do 2 bdays ago. wouldnt that be great #the sheer dread in time passing and my empty life nonexperirence increasingly falling behind my ticking higher age number #existential dread ive had since primary school #only overshadowed by my body physically killing itself #what have i done up until now?#why am i still even here?#its like that.

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