Then, another hour to compose myself enough to present myself as an even remontly functioning human being again.
I'm speechless. Utterly bewildered. All my hopes and dreams, gone. Gone in the blink of an eye.
I just wanted my silly little fishwives, together and happy. And what do I get?!
Nobody talk to me. Nobody talk to me for the rest of the year. What little sanity I had left... It's all gone.
And now...
Now, I shall bathe in the misery of crushed dreams, and cry rivers of lost hopes.
Now, I shall embark on a perilous voyage that is my mind. I shall slay the beasts threatening the happiness of those who have given me courage and pulled me out of the deepest, darkest abyss on the treacherous plane I call my psyche.
With Hermitcraft season 9 coming to a close, I wanted to pull up this clip from Joe Hills’ ten year anniversary stream. It’s a clip I think about often.
Joe: I— it’s so hard, like, to say goodbye to ten seasons— or— ten years, of Hermitcraft. But then, I guess, I realize, I don’t have to, because we’re gonna go make more.
It just… it reminds me that we’re not saying goodbye, y’know? And there’s always a bit of that somber energy around a season ending, as exciting as it is otherwise, so I’ve been thinking about this again. Immediately after that clip, Joe goes on to talk about plans that they all have for an event the following day, and it’s just…
It’s okay. There will be more Hermitcraft tomorrow.
there is. a whole world of implication here. and who would know the intricacies of eddie and shannon's relationship as an outside party better than best friend buck himself and now i have. so many questions. like. like. okay. like. it is very obvious that eddie was in love with shannon. it is equally obvious that they only married because she got pregnant. and now. when i think about their relationship, think about their scenes together, all the things we've seen and all the things we didn't see, i have to wonder: was shannon even in love with him at all? at any point? like. they were friends. they were very obviously friends who fucked around and apparently (obviously) had a very satisfying sex life. but we've often talked about the communication issues between eddie and shannon and how, like, they used their bodies to do all the talking and how unhealthy it was in a dating relationship. but fuck me, i'm starting to think they never even dated. not properly, at least. and that would explain... so much. how ill-fitting they were, how much they struggled, how they could never seem to get on the same page even when they tried. how hesitant eddie was to bring her back into his/christopher's life, like. yeah she abandoned him/them. but when i think about the grace you extend to a spouse whom you know intrinsically (kind of like...eddie...forgiving... no i shan't say) vs. the grace you extend to someone else you love that you maybe don't have that same connection with, it's just like. fuck. you know? like yeah, it was bad enough when i thought they were dating and shannon got knocked up. but if they had just fucked around a couple times? or only went out on a couple dates before having sex? and then they get knocked up and the next thing they know, they're MARRYING each other??? right out of high school????? like. this explains Everything, actually.
03/07/2023! I've been too tired to make anything new, but with him as my pfp, I found it only fitting to finally post one of my favourite pieces of art I've ever done of these two!