#2.10.2020

[clocklostown]

2.10.2020

[mansikka-draws]

@mechanismszine‘s Mechtober days 1-3: Aurora + Stars

A humanized Aurora.

[3lla-in-wonderland]

[seba-paseba]

"...Если ты будешь со мною жить,

Я совсем перестану петь,

Ты не сможешь меня терпеть,

Мои нервы, депрессии, мат,

Бесконечные злость и боль,

И твоя жизнь превратится в ад..."

- Земфира - Крым

[you-are-my-neverland]

“I am no faerie, nor a changeling,” he said.

Lucie Herondale + Jesse Blackthorn x SHE [Harry Styles]

[lunchcase]

Sort of Journey to Perfect or Good Cup of Hot Cocoa

Coffee Crisp Hot Choco (Nestle)

Location: I think I bought this pack at like. Walmart

Price: I forget. Internet says $3.97 + tax. CAD

I keep forgetting to write about these because I keep thinking I’ll do it next time. Mom made one for me (+ took the photo) and she said this one smells really good. And it does. First waft made me think of a hot chocolate malteser, or twix, or kit kat. There was a heady combination of chocolate and something crunchy-caramel-y in the smell. And it’s warm, and the colour is - not the richest, but I’m not drinking the colour, and it feels perfect for an Autumn drink to chase away the chill. The scent of it really puts it above a lot of instant hot chocolate in class. Like, what a scent bomb. 

I think it tastes a little different than your usual hot chocolate. Something’s added to it that really reminds me of a crunchy chocolate bar, minus the crunch. The chocolate flavour doesn’t feel like the headliner here, it’s something else. Of course the chocolate makes an appearance, but I can’t describe it as anything other than hot good chocolatey drink. It’s not that sweet! It’s a good level of sweetness! It’s like a toned down kitkat that you drink, guys, so tastes exactly like how to logo suggests it would. Maybe it’ll taste even better if I made it with milk, rather than boiled water. 

Upon closer inspection of the ingredients, I found that After Eight and Turtles have the exact same ingredients, so I look forward to comparing those two. I’m assuming it’s the artificial flavours? The only thing that differentiates Coffee Crisp is the instant coffee added to the pot. 

[devonjwerkheiser]

scottsimock “The Most Valuable Asset ║ Fortune will come in and out of your life in seasons. Success, progress, harmony, fame, love, luck. And sometimes it will feel like a long winter. But a season of loss and chaos can teach you to invest inward. To double down on your character and who you can be. When all else falters, the most valuable asset you have in life is you ━ @devonwerkharder

#dailystoicproject #kodakporta400 x #mamiyarz67proii“

[kyrenrayne69]

2.10.2020, 2:24pm

I made myself throw up after I ate today, I noticed I’ve started doing it again without even realizing it. After finishing, I was changing because my clothes had gotten dirty, so I stopped to look at myself in the mirror. While looking at my body and talking to myself about how fat I’ve gotten and how I hate my appearance, I started thinking about how I would feel better if I just cut my stomach fat off. That is when I started thinking about actually cutting myself. I haven’t done so in an even longer time than I hadn’t made myself throw up, so this kind of caught me by surprise. I gave in though, and grabbed the blade I keep in my bathroom cabinet. I sliced across my stomach, nothing bad or deep, but just to where I began bleeding. It sort of made me feel better in the moment, but now, despite being rather insignificant, it is hurting a bit. Every time it hurts, instead of making me feel better as it did at that time, it just reminds me that I don’t look the way I wish I did. As I thought when I had stopped cutting myself before, I realized why I shouldn’t cut myself. It’s stupid, it really is, because it solves nothing and really just seems to make things worse. But on the other hand, it does sort of distract me from hating my body. Instead of hating that I’m fat and ugly, I can hate the cut. I guess it also sort of makes me feel like I am punishing my body for being ugly. Like I should cut myself to make my body feel bad for making me feel bad. I don’t know.

[honey-and-sting]

The Magician (#1)

Long held back by shame or the fear of shame, I have started to desire          . . . more.

I have spent the past year growing my roots down & learning who I am & how to be myself.

The cards say I have learned all that I need to move forward.

I am enough  to chase what I desire.

[g-oats]

im catching up on bnha after not keeping up for a long time and im losing it at this scene with midoriya hes a literal baby

[godsnameisjoy]

Spine

Date: 2 October 2020

Duration: 60 minutes at 11:36 pm

Depth:

Last night my spine felt unusually straight. Like there was no crookedness or discomfort left in it. Not that I have a crooked spine but last night my spine felt definitely straighter than all other nights up until now. Strange!

I am able to guess when the one hour bell will ring. I wouldn’t count on this ability though. My sense of time is what the super conscious mind has been playing tricks with.

[clocklostown]

2.10.2020

[prosy-days]

October 2, 2020 - Day 105

I was able to pick up the books I bought myself for my birthday while I dropped off my ballot today!

[talkinbrain]

[2.10.2020]

i hope everyone had a good day today ! 🥳

[madfantasy]

Fearing the least, may save you- at least..

This old paint that i touched up now of Sabine, the son of a butler. With this kid we’ll explore Mani’s creepy side, heh. I mean I love dark themed stuff and I thought

anything

-tober is the perfect opportunity to hopefully draw Sabine. Who is on the quest of searching for his father, all awhile doing the best he knows how- art of cleaning. Which probably what is getting him into warped concepts and happenings he can but childishly accept.

wished i could have posted it 1.10.2020 but its 12 am now ;’

2.10.2020, ko-fi , with music 

[ua-noobian]

2.10.2020