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[morganpdf]

my washing machine keeps staining my shirts im gonna lose it

[rxbin-iii]

TW: blood and injury

Daedalus and Icarus.

Do not re-upload/re-post my work.

Holy CRAP this took me abt 14-ish hours to make but I’m really happy with how it came out tbh.

I’ve had this idea in my head for awhile and had to get it out. Fun fact: I cried twice while drawing this because Jason makes me so sad sometimes and this specific set of panels hurt me on an emotional level I still haven’t recovered from 😭

The text is from “Daedalus and Icarus: The Return of Jason Todd” by Judd Winick from the Batman Annual #25 (2006).

Panels referenced:

[jasonshousewife]

After Judd said that Jason cries during sex I started to find it so sexy and cute at the same time 😭

Right????? YOU GET ME🥹

Warning: Including sexual content, angry sex

like imagine an angry/ansty sex after a fight, you're both emotional and he's letting out small whimpers... Jason's emotionally unstable duh and he can only release all these tension by being balls deep inside you.

and okay maybe you were wrong. you shouldn't have said what you said but he was being so goddamn stubborn, you're still a bit upset even though there's some regret and guilt creeping up on you.

He's grabbing you by your hips and pinning you down, a frown on his face as he desperately tries to get deeper in you, even though he's already stretching you out to your limit. Jason is frustrated, his little groans tell it, he's also scared to death at the feeling of losing you, your warmth. He doesn't want you out of sight, or himself out of your pussy.

You try to avoid his eyes but he turns your chin back so your eyes meet his again. He almost growls at you. No, you can't do that. You can't look away from him. You can't leave him. Not you.

"F'ckin... do i have to tie you down? S' that what you want?"

He aggressively snaps at you. His voice shaky but still with that cold, low voice. You hear his cold voice and tear stained face and flinch. He pauses for a moment when he sees you flinch, but continues to move at the same pace when you pull him down to your lips and bite down on his lower lip.

"mm..."

A small whine escapes his mouth. Watching his tears glistening on his red rimmed eyes- it's painful as much as it is beautiful. You close your eyes as you two share a kiss- chasing each others' tongue breathlessly. Your moans are swallowed by him, only the wet sound and squeaking noise from the abused sofa filling the room.

Even after he cum, doesn't pull away right away. He stays fully inside you, crumbled down on your body, panting. He holds you as you shiver, feeling everything you give to him. He only relaxes when he feels your finger wiping his tears away, and pulls out from you with a sigh.

or or

he's pathetically crying to the point you get worried and you try to sit up but he stops you and pull your hand back on his hair cuz he's desperately in need to be touched by you

hahaha this was not supposed to be this long but i just have too much love for Jason crying. Thank you anon! ♡

[cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut]

Happy Wednesday, y’all! This was written as a little warmup today before working on my Actual WIP. My actual WIP is handwritten so I’m sharing this instead. It belongs to a breakup era story that’s been in my head for a long time and is apparently creeping onto the page 😅

TK returned to his father’s house that night, let himself in with his key, and stepped into a lulling cacophony of music and laughter, of Judd’s voice from the living room, drawling loud through some story, amused in its determination to be heard above the stilted laughter of his companions. Grace’s laughter, Tommy’s laughter, his father’s.

TK was made of scraped edges that night, every path leading back to his self-broken heart. It sat in his chest, throbbing and pulpy. He dug his nails into his palms. Their joy burned acrid at the back of his throat, stuck there like something he couldn’t expel, something that wouldn’t pry loose from the soft flesh of his palette no matter how hard he tongued at its shape. These sounds used to be comforting, familiar. These sounds were once concordant with home. But Carlos didn’t live there anymore. TK had flung them into some alternate dimension in which Carlos would collect his belongings in the morning, and nobody in the next room knew this yet. He let the door fall shut on its own, always too loud when it did. He didn’t have the energy to ease it closed.

“TK?” Came his fathers’ voice. “Is that you?”

Not really, TK wanted to say, because it wasn’t. He didn’t feel like himself anymore, already didn’t know who he was. But the words felt dramatic and cruel in his chest, so instead he scrubbed a hand down his face and then into up into the mess of his hair. He gathered a fist of it for something to hold onto, and willed himself to find adequate words.

“Hi sweetheart,” Grace called.

“Come join us, son,” his father added.

From Judd he received a simple and jovial, “Hey, kiddo.”

These people loved him. He felt it even through the walls of this house. In the end that love struck him badly in his chest and he knew that he didn’t deserve it. He hadn’t just broken his own heart tonight. He’d broken Carlos’s too. Carlos had cried, voice splintering as he’d begged TK to stay. He’d followed him down from the top floor apartment and pled all the way down the stairs. He asked what he’d done wrong, begged TK to help him understand. Five tall floors and then out into the rain, chests heaving, TK’s blood whirring dangerously through his ears. He’d thrown his arms up, yelled something, couldn’t remember what it was anymore. But he saw it when he glanced over his shoulder in the midst of his storming away. One last glance at the man he adored, who lost energy for the chase and stood, devastated, in the parking lot. He’d simply let out a sob.

TK had broken Carlos Reyes’s heart. He couldn’t stand to be looked at with fondness.

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[strandnreyes]

what could've been

G // 1.3k // canon compliant, speculation After recent events, Carlos once again considers what it means to be a father.

He can still hear it—the anguished cries of a little girl wanting a mother that’s not here anymore. She doesn’t know that. She doesn’t understand that she’s not coming back, but the rest of them can’t forget it. Judd. Judd can’t forget it.

What’s even more haunting than Charlie’s cries was seeing him. The sunlight poured through the tall windows and put a spotlight on his tearful face. He had two armfuls of a little girl and a heart heavy with grief. Carlos can’t forget the first sob that broke free from Judd’s mouth, or the way Charlie tapped his face, innocently asking, “Daddy, what’s wrong?”

The funeral was weeks ago and Carlos can still hear it.

He doesn’t know how Judd can do that. He’d never have that strength.

“Babe?”

Carlos inhales, blinking back to the present. TK stands in front of him. His husband, whose shoulders are heavy with the weight of even more loss in their lives, but is otherwise healthy and whole and here.

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[necrotic-nephilim]

Is you think each of the batclan is a dom or a sub in bed (also add if they're a top or bottom if you want)

oooh good question. typically my answer depends entirely on the fic i'm writing and just. what makes the most sense for the scenario, so i don't see any of them as hard and fast subs or doms bc that's the joy of fanfic. *but* if i'm ignoring ships and just headcanoning based solely on the characters themselves, these are my thoughts-

Bruce Wayne: dom/top. it's the boring answer, but it's the true one. that man demands complete control of every situation and i think that extends to his wants and needs during sex. sex can be a lot like fighting in the way you take control.

Dick Grayson: switch, but i think he prefers bottoming whether he's the dom or the sub. he'll top if his partner prefers that, bc his nature is to be a giver. but he prefers bottoming and really enjoys getting to ride his partner.

Jason Todd: sub/bottom. listen. in fic 90% of the time, i *will* write him as the dom bc i *love* him as a mean dom. but Judd Winick did not tell us that Jason Todd cries during sex just for us all to make him an emotionless dom. he insists he's a dom and will dom, but deep down, he's a sub. i think he both wants soft praising sex and fucked up CNC shit, just for different reasons.

Tim Drake: dom/bottom. power bottom Tim. that's the whole headcanon. much like Bruce, i think Tim needs control in sex. i'm obsessed with him being fucked but still having *complete* control of the other person. controlling when they get to come, how they fuck him, etc. it just. suits him.

Damian Wayne: i can really see Damian go either way. but given i'm a fan of Damian having a mommy kink, i think my answer is sub and vers. he talks big game but he folds like a house of cards the minute you get your hands on him.

Stephanie Brown: sub/bottom. i think Steph just wants to be taken care of during sex, yk. she would enjoy bratting and sparring a bit as foreplay, but in the end she does want to be forced to submit and just give in to the person she's with.

Cass Cain: dom/vers. soft dom Cass supremacy. that's the whole take. i think it's fun for people to expect her to be a sub bc of her inexperience, but when Cass wants something, she'll take it. and she likes having control of her own body, it makes her more comfortable.

Helena Bertinelli: dom/top. idc who she's with but she's wearing a strap. she will fuck anyone. i think she'd be willing to bottom for the right partner, but she'd have *no* interest in being submissive in bed for anyone she's dated.

Jean-Paul Valley: he's tricky for me, bc if we count the Azrael personality, then dom/top. but if we're talking Jean-Paul, sub/bottom. he likes being told what to do and how to do it. also just. worshipping his partner bc brrr religious kink.

Alfred Pennyworth: dom/top. i think Alfred should be included in the batcest scene more. i wanna see him dom ppl. something about the control a dom has not needing to be physical but instead mental fits Alfred very nicely in my opinion.

Barbara Gordon: dom/bottom. similar to Tim, i think Babs prefers being in control from the bottom the most. giving clear instructions and telling her partner how to please her. for her it's less about the control and more about having someone submit under her that's fun.

Kate Kane: sub/vers. i feel like this is my most controversial take. but i think Kate is a sub. Kate gives energy of someone who talks *big* game about being butch but ends up a pillow princess in bed. i cannot explain it. it's just a vibes thing.

Bette Kane: switch/vers. either she's a very bratty sub or she's a very mean dom, there's no in-between. i think she genuinely enjoys both and likes to mix it up for fun. like Bette just gives me vibes she'd get bored of sex being the same every time.

Duke Thomas: switch/top. i think Duke prefers to top, but he's fine with going with the flow of what his partner wants. he gives me vibes that he slightly enjoys domming more, but still enjoys getting to sub for the right person, it just requires a lot more trust.

Harper Row: she's harder to pin down for me, but i would say switch/vers. Harper gives me "I'll try anything at least once" energy, even if she thinks she won't like it, she's willing to experiment a lot. bc of that she has a lot of weird experiences and enjoys whatever her partner does.

Luke Fox: he depends entirely on who he's with, i think. but i do think he leans toward being a dom/top just because of the energy he has in relationships. he easily takes control in the bedroom unless it's challenged by his partner, he'll default to assuming he's the one in charge.

Onyx Adams: dom/top. listen that's the only answer that makes sense for her. she takes what she wants when she wants it and i respect her for that. i think she just enjoys having someone underneath her, at her whim.

Julia Pennyworth: sub/bottom. definition of a woman who's convinced she's a dom until someone actually fights her for it and she folds like a pancake. she's not even a brat, she 100% is a service sub but does not realize it.

Claire Clover: also sub/bottom, similar to the above. except she is a brat and will make you earn topping her. she seems like the type to like violent sex that's a fight as much as it is fucking. like she's subbing but she is going to be kicking the whole time. very CNC vibes.

Minhkhoa Khan: dom/top. pretty sure this one is just canon. no notes this man is just like that. he fucks for meditation. does he look like a bottom.

Carrie Kelley: sub/vers. i could see Carrie being a switch, depending on who she's with. but mostly she just likes to give and serve her partner, giving them control. she wouldn't mind spicing it up in the bedroom every now and then tho.

Helena Wayne: this can depend heavily on the version of Helena Wayne, but i'm going to go broad and say dom/vers. most versions of Helena very much have dom energy, *especially* New-52 and JSA (2022). she 100% enjoys a "fight for dominance" type sparring match to decide who gets to dom, except she literally always wins bc she will play dirty.

[gotta-love-dani]

opposites attract pt 4

Yall know what time it is juddbirchxgn reader

Master list

also this is a long one because I have not written anything in a long time

"oh my god, look at you where are you going Judd" asked Diane looking at Judd as he made his way down the stairs " Mom do you think it would be a bad idea to ask y/n out ... I really like them," Judd said not daring to look at his mother mainly because he hated that he was doing this convinced by Maury who was excited to hear what Diane was going to say " well they are such a lovely person and I would love if they became my ---in law, I do think that you need to talk to Leah about this I mean they are her best friend they have known each other for years and I think you should talk to her, not saying you need her approval but just let your sister know that you will be soon dating her best friend," daine said turning to face him and giving him advice " ok thank you mom," Judd said walking out not saying another word to her mainly because Maury was throwing things which was pretty pointless " no you dickhead we don't have to tell her shit, we are not going to be fucking Y/n till she happy cries, we are going to fuck y/n till they happy cry right judd? said maury mad that diane would even suggest that " i hate to say it but shes right i mean i don't want to rip apart the friend ship they have, I'm going to look for leah”.

a long drive later

"hey leah I want to talk to you about something," Judd said as he pulled up to the sidewalk where Leah was standing " oh is it about asking out y/n, you can ask them out," Leah said looking at her phone and answering a text message " wait how do you know I want to ask them out, did they tell you," Judd said freaking the fuck out "oh yea they can't keep a secret plus I saw your phone number pop up on their phone... just promise me you will treat them right they have been through some shit that is probably illegal," Leah said grabbing her arm as she told her brother all of this in hopes that y/n will finally get treated well and wishing them a happy ending, not with the person she thought of but something is better than nothing. "ok well I'm going to go find them and ask them out or whatever it's not like I want to," judd said trying to hide the fact that he was blushing even if it was pretty pointless " okk you go make my best friend happy but if you make them sad I will kill you judd birch" leah said while waving off judd as she walked away "you heard her now lets go fuck them till they happy cry" maury said as he excitedly looked at judd "ok ok let go find them and if things go well I can fuck them until they happy cry or whatever" he said as he stepped on the gas and practically flew down the street . finally, Judd found y/n at a coffee shop where they usually go to study "Hey y/n" Judd said as he ignored the barista greeting and walked straight to y/ns table and sat in front of them "Oh hi judd how are you?" y/n asked nervously because leah had texted them and told them that judd was on his way to them "oh I'm doing great you know why, because leah gave me the green light to ask you out" judd said taking a sip of y/n's coffe/tea " oh that's great " y/n said lowkey nervous of how he made them feel, he is a mess emotionally unavailable and such a psycho and y/n is the opposite they get good grades, they are the best in their grade " wait you dont sound happy at all" judd said snapping y/n out of their train of thought "oh I'm sorry I am I'm just... nervous I mean I’m sorry but we are polar opposites" y/n said as they slowly grabbed hold of his hand " I know we are but I think that's what makes it perfect, so do you want to go out with me?" judd asked as he looked down trying not to look at y/n from how nervous he was "ofcourse I will go out with you judd" y/n said as they smiled grabbing his chin and making him look at them and they leaned forward and they kissed " YESSS BABY WE DID IT.OHHHH NOW TAKE THEM INTO THE RESTROOM AND FUCK THEM" maury said as he jumped around the coffee shop along with y/n hormone moster "maury get the fuck out and stop ruining the moment" judd said trying to enjoy every second of the kiss without maury interrupting by making him horny "ok ok ill back away from you but paige me when you are ready to shoot blancks into them" maury said as he walked into a portal "yea sure I will call you when I need you" judd said as yo finally pushed away to catch your breath " well that was cute I really enjoyed it" y/n said as they took a sip of their coffee/tea

"well that's not the only thing you will be enjoying in this relationship," Judd said as he looked into their eyes ''oh yea the sexual tension is pretty eminent but I would love to dissolve it some other time," y/n said shifting in their sweet from being pretty horny but also they have been sitting there for a good while "I still can't believe daniel died I mean he was an asshole but that's just crazy," y/n said trying to distract themselves "yea it is very crazy, do you want to drive around for a while before I drop you off at your house," Judd said hoping that he hadn't weirded out y/n wondering if they still wanted to hang out with him "of course I can even ask my mom if I can stay the night so we can hang out more," y/n said as they both got up and walked to Judds van . After calling their mom y/ns parents said that they could stay over at leahs "ok so I can stay with you guys tonight and I can hang out with you more," y/n said looking out of the window.

AT THE BIRCHES HOME

"Ok so your sister is doing me the favor of covering for me so I can hang out with you," y/n said walking into their boyfriend's room "For once I am glad she exists," Judd said smiling at them and he got up to hug them "we should definitely make out with him" y/n's hormone monster whispered to them "yea you are right," y/n said as they grabbed judd and made out with him lowering their hand down to his bulge but soon Judd stopped them "we should take this farther some other time, we did just start dating," Judd said as he pulled away from y/n "yea you are right, I'm sorry," y/n said as they looked down emberassed "it's ok you have nothing to be sorry for ykow I'm very high right now so this is the nicest I will ever be to you, don't get used to it" judd said lifting up y/n chin so they could look at him and pressing a soft kiss on their mouth "oh I don't mind you being mean its so hot" y/n said kissing him back and hugging him "we should go to sleep its 11 and we have school tomorrow " judd said rapping y/n into his arms and gently bringing y/n down to lay down with him. "yea you are right I have a very important test tomorrow and I have to get at least a B if not I loose the scholarship" y/n said laying down and digging their head into his chest " see you tomorrow" judd said "see you tomorrow man" y/n said closing their eyes and going to sleep.

[doraambrose]

I normally don't really feel comfortable discussing NSFW topics, but I've seen an increase in a very specific type of jason todd content, mostly from one user in particular, that, to me personally, is kind of weird and inaccurate.

Disclaimer: I am in no way trying to kink shame anyone or attack anyone. As long as it's consensual, legal, and not hurting anyone, do what makes you happy. This particular subject is just not for me and this post is going to be more about my headcannons that I've based on canon events as well as my own opinion of jason todd.

🚨Warning: NSFW topics such as:

choking, rough play, foreplay, controlling and dominant behaviors during sex, crying during sex, talking during sex, talking down to someone during sex, making fun of someone during sex, vaginal sex, oral sex (female and male), daddy and mommy kinks kinks. Submissive behaviors during sex.

I've never done a trigger warning so please let me know if I did this right.

So, I've seen an increase in a particular kind of jason content, mostly fueled by like 1 or 2 specific users, portraying jason as this real rough, dominant dude who likes to degrade and choke during sex. I don't really like blocking people, but I might have to block these users. Don't get me wrong, they're not doing anything wrong, it just makes me uncomfortable, personally, as someone who's not into choking or stuff like that. and they don't put the read more line so you kind of have to see it when you're scrolling. I also find it completely inaccurate. Like the people requesting these and writing these looked at one or two images of jason but don't really know anything about the character themselves. So, I'm gonna put some of my own headcannons as someone who has studied this dude for a few years now:

First, Judd Winnick has confirmed over Twitter that jason cries during sex. Now obviously, judd winnick doesn't own Jason and many writers have their own interpretation, but winnick is basically the father and creator of post resurrection Jason and kind of set the blueprint for his behaviors, beliefs, etc. So for that reason, when he posts his own headcannons about jason, I feel more obligated (if that's the right word) to kind of accept it as canon, even when it's really not.

It also just makes sense. It's not as widely talked about, but it's very normal and natural to cry after an orgasm. Sex for a lot of people is considered a very intimate act and an orgasm is like an explosion of pleasure. It can be a little much for people, especially those who haven't experienced it alot, and some people (like myself) don't always know how to handle that much stimulus and feeling all at once and crying is a normal reaction to that. And jason is someone who's not the most intimate person.

Second, I feel like Jason is inexperienced. A lot of these blurbs have him knowing exactly what to do, what spots to hit, totally experienced and "professional". We're talking about a guy who spent 12 years in poverty, 3 years as robin while also being in school, dead, and then training with the league while battling mental illness, ptsd, brain damage, etc. And then in under the red hood, he's very focused on his plan. Even after that in general, he's with the outlaws, on a case, you name it. Dude is always busy with something work wise. I don't see him having a lot of time and energy to be fucking enough to not be awkward.

Speaking of awkward, I've always headcannoned that dude has ZERO rizz. All the reasons I mentioned above, he's probably super socially awkward. That dude is definitely terrible at dirty talk like the stuff I see in those blurbs. I mean, even Isabel has canonically said jason is not a very good kisser.

Third, I DOUBT he's into choking or being rough. All the abuse and shit he's been through, i headcannon that he is more like the opposite. It's intimate, relaxed, soft, etc. He can get a little intense, but not rough or anything.

He's probably actually what some would consider "boring". Pretty standard missionary stuff, maybe sometimes he's getting ridden , probably has oral and stuff, but he does not strike me as a kinky guy

Dude also probably has a normal average dick. I've seen some "8 inches" type shit. Really? 8 inches? I don't remember exactly what the average is in the us, but I'm pretty sure it's like 5 or 6inches.

I can't explain this one, but it's a pretty common headcannon for no real reason, but the vibes, jason is an ass and thighs man. Enough said.

As much as I'd love to think he's the kind of guy who loves spooning and all that, I feel like he's actually the opposite. Bare minimum aftercare kind of stuff and then he's back in his own head again.

I apologize for the explicit subject matter. There's probably more that I'm not thinking of off the top of my head, but those are the big ones for me. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk

[captain-gillian]

hi my sweet friend. returning the favor to you:

nancymarjan wedding (because they’re married to you and i)

what does their wedding look like? who does the majority of the planning? does clipboard marjan make a comeback? who is in the wedding party? and anything else you’d like to share with me!

since you wrote such a beautiful proposal fic i felt like you were extra qualified to talk about their wedding! 💕

i love this question, thank you friend for letting me ramble about our girls and your kind words about my fic 💕

clipboard marjan becomes wedding binder marjan, she is lowkey terrifying, she has clipboards, lists, colour coded binder tabs and an elaborate network of pinterest boards. nancy finds it very endearing, she doesn't really care what the placecards nor bridal party pocket squares look like as long as marjan is happy. marjan also buys a cricut machine and makes all their wedding stationery, and does all of the flowers for the wedding herself so they can have the bougie look she wants and still stay on budget.

they do a roller rink party with the catain crew as a joint bachelorette party, nancy pretends to be worse at rollerskating than she is so she can hold marjan's hands all night, marjan knows she's pretending but goes along with it to hold her hands.

i think they have a small, but very much elaborate wedding, it's mostly their families, their 126 family, some of marjan's derby friends. the wedding is in texas, and marjan's parents, sister and extended family fly out for it.

marjan has a floor length gown, with matching hijab, i'm picturing floaty chiffon fabric with a rainbow irridescent sheen. nancy wears a really crisp white pantsuit, with flared pants and no shirt under the waistcoat, and her hair braided into an updo, with some loose wavy pieces like her tarlos wedding hair. they both have a colourful wildflower bouquet.

judd officiates the ceremony, it's secular but with elements of both their cultures woven throughout. tommy and tk are nancy's co-maids of honour, and her sister is a bridesmaid. marjan has paul as her best man and carlos and her sister sahar as bridesmaids. charlie ryder is the flower girl. it's an outdoor ceremony, with a tonne of colourful wildflowers. marjan's dad gives a big speech at the reception about how proud he and marjan's mum are of her, and how happy they are she found nancy, everyone cries.

they have a signiature mocktail on offer at the reception, it's colourful and glittery. they have a rainbow colour scheme but it doesn't look tacky, leaning into the colour mostly in the florals table arrangments, and a bar with colourful glassware. they have a charcuterie snack table that tk and carlos help them put together to cut down on catering costs so they have can splurge on a dessert table with a tonne of colourful desserts, fresh fruit and a really simplistic white cake, it's an orange and vanilla bean sponge with white buttercream and decorated with candied oranges and flowers.

they have a pink and white dance floor, that gets plenty of use. in the spirit of overthinking my answers to all the asks i've gotten today, i made a moodboard for this:

[tellmegoodbye]

Tag Game: Grief

Thank you @lonestar-s5countdown for the questions and thank you @bonheur-cafe @strandnreyes @literateowl @reyesstrand and @decafdino for tagging me!

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(1) Which character death in 911 Lone Star hit you the hardest?

In terms of shock and the events in the aftermath, it had to be Gabriel. Watching Carlos break down the way he did, seeing how differently he dealt with his grief compared to the way TK shut down after Gwyn's death, it had me crying until the very end.

However, I think I cried the most after Charles' death. One Day is one of those episodes I always come back to because it's just guaranteed to make me cry. Seeing Tommy hold it together all episode only to finally break down in the end? Seeing the way Grace and Judd fall apart when they put the pieces together while watching Tommy's kids? I don't think any character death is topping the way this one broke me.

(2) What is your favorite grief-related moment in the show?

There's so many! Tommy's grief group. Owen and Andrea talking about Gwyn and Gabriel before the wedding, even if that was a deleted scene. Everyone dealing with their grief surrounding Tim's death in their own way in 2x02. Tommy finally breaking down in 2x13. Owen's talk with Carlos about obsession.

My favorite probably has to be Owen's dream in 3x18. He's been carrying around so much guilt and trauma up until that point and it's been eating him alive, but he was finally able to see that continuing to hold onto that guilt isn't helping him. It's hurting him. In a way, he was finally able to let go of a lot of things (his brother's death, his family falling apart, 9/11, the mistakes he made with TK, Gwyn's death, etc) which is one of the hardest steps to take in the grief process. It doesn't mean he'll forget, it just means he can move forward and live with a little more peace in his heart.

(3) Do you think there will be a character death in season 5? If so, any guesses about who it might be?

If there is, I don't think it would be any of the main characters. A minor character death can be impactful in many different ways though, and I wouldn't put it past lone star to kill off someone we would least expect, so we'll see!

(4) Which living character's death would destroy you the most?

Probably Owen. I say that because killing off TK or Carlos is just not an option and I think we're all in agreement that they're off limits. Owen's death would make a lot of sense at some point down the line. After he's finally found the peace he's been looking for and gets to see his son thrive in his job and with his soulmate. Once Owen has nothing left to worry about, killing him off would make a lot of sense and still be devastatingly tragic at the same time.

(5) Which character's childhood trauma do you think was most significant in shaping them?

All of these characters have such unique backgrounds that it's kind of hard to try and compare traumas (and that's not something I like to do) so instead I'm going to say in terms of time, it would be Owen. His trauma has been accumulating longer than most of the rest of these characters have been alive, and the longer you live with something without properly dealing with it, the more it will bring you down. You could also say Judd because like Owen, he has a lot of childhood guilt and trauma as well as some recent trauma. It makes sense why these two ended up being such close friends. They understand each other in that sense.

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Open tag because a lot of people have done this already!

[screamfome]

2nd week in of school and I'm already feeling horrible. If the next week goes wrong I will go insane. I need kurt so bad and they're changing everything

I lost my earbuds too and I think I did crappy for my part in theater.

Still contemplating my life choices. Maybe write an song or something. I cried last night while listening to the early reel of sappy by kurt Cobain. It felt a bit like a hug from him but at least I wasn't alone

I can't face theater class anymore. The hustling and bustling of people being so happy and friendly while I'm losing myself. The only way to truly make me happy is nirvana and art. But not a lot of classes let me listen to music and none let me draw.

I hear the buzzing sometimes and yesterday got really bad. I only focused on finding my headphones and I cant find it. I bought new ones but they don't take away my other ones. I've had them for a year or two now.

I hate myself.

well at least have a kurt and a judd

or a judd(and ally) and a kurt.

Thank you both for making my day and even a bit of my life easier on me.

thank you everyone for being there for me.

[just-another-author-i-guess]

Things that can make Judd cry??😳 lol probably nothing

Woahhh I’ve never thought about that, I don’t think that guy even has tear ducts 🧍🏻

He probably cried a lot when he was younger? Not because he was sad but because little toddler Judd was about to explode from anger and didn’t know how to process that

So probably the only tears he ever cries is angry tears? I feel like when he gets older tho, he’ll be ready to cry fr. Like when he’s in his 30’s or something he’ll be way more emotionally mature and is able to cry over normal stuff lol

(He will cry if one of his raccoons die)

[jasonshousewife]

Warning: Including sexual content

Judd Winick confirmed that Jason cries during sex and i can't stop thinking about that forever. He's overstimulated, tears falling down his chin as he bangs in uncontrollably and sloppily. He gets dizzy at how tight and warm and cozy you feel and he babbles unintelligible words in a gruff voice. His voice is teary and when he feels you clench on his length his eyes roll back and he lets out a cry. You don't let him come until you're satisfied and he's begging you to let him. A sob escapes from his mouth and god he's so pathetic and weak compared to that hard fat cock of his throbbing in your pussy right now.

[cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut]

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“Stop!” Judd yells. “Enough!”

He doesn’t wait long for the guy to listen to him. He won’t. He probably can’t even hear him. Judd surges forward, grabs the guy by the back of his hoodie – grabs him right by his hood so it chokes him when he pulls – and hauls him away from TK.

“He’s had enough!” Judd cries. He tosses the guy down onto the ground. “You fuckin’ piece of shit!”

“Shit,” Carlos breathes. He loses the memory of reaching TK’s side. One minute he’s on his feet and the next he’s on the ground, knees crunching the sandy dirt of the basement floor, mere inches from TK’s elbow. Carlos reaches out to touch his face, and doesn’t know where to set his fingers.

There’s blood everywhere

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[strandnreyes]

🤹 this is such a good one!

🤹‍♀️ Give a hidden talent to all the main characters (or those of your choosing)!

Carlos - he learned to knit from his mom. the first birthday of TK’s that they were together, Carlos knitted him a hat. He was so nervous to give it to him but TK cried because no partner had ever put that much effort into a gift for him. TK dug it out during that first sign of snow while they were broken up

TK - movie quotes and faces. he’s been injured enough that’s he’s had to spend a decent amount of time recovering, which means movies. he’s the go to guy for answering why that actor’s face is familiar during firehouse movies, naming what movie that song was in during 126 hangs, and—to Carlos’ dismay—quoting them

Grace - Gaming. Maybe not so much a secret, but she absolutely did not need Judd’s help to know what a smurf ass bitch is

Judd - he has the uncanny ability to imitate almost any animal noise. It started from growing up on a ranch and hunting with his brothers, but now primarily gets used when reading books to Charlie

Marjan - based on how sentimental she was with keeping the 126 together, I think she scrapbooks. she has a handful of beautifully crafted books from different phases of her life

Paul - listen someone has to be the juggler and I vote Paul. he has the finesse and the patience. whenever he does it with rags at the firehouse, Mateo is amazed

Nancy - because of her cool kids comments, I feel like she did a stereotypical unpopular high school extracurricular. possibly band. she can absolutely rock a clarinet solo

Mateo - magic. like corny, card trick, rabbit in a hat magic

Tommy - I feel like she played volleyball in high school, maybe college. idk just a vibe. she definitely still has it and will end you in the bar sand league.

Owen - pickleball. he runs that 55+ league. worst sore winner there