can i kiss you now? (part 2 to “i fucking hate you”)
part 1 part 3
eddie x fem!reader
summary: reader is trying to recover from whatever tf happened yesterday and eddie is getting a litttlleee too jealous seeing reader with other guys.
warnings: jealous eddie, switch!eddie, switch!reader, unprotected piv sex, oral sex f receiving, eddie is down bad, praise kink, public sex, violence! mentions of blood, cuts, bruises, wounds, kissing the devil (billy) SORRY!! ANGST, eddie is in denial, but so is reader honestly. reader and eddie are actually dumb.
5.2k words of filth and angst.
a/n: i’m really proud of this one, i hope you enjoy! please reblog and leave feedback, don’t just like!! i’m really enjoying writing this series, i have lots of ideas in my head and i just gotta find the motivation to keep going😭.
it’s been a few hours since whatever the fuck happened between you and eddie and he hasn’t looked at you once, he’s been avoiding eye contact, and you just have had enough of him pretending like he didn’t fuck your brains out and just leave you alone,
after he left you alone you slowly got up, you were a little sore, limping slightly to your class, you told the teacher you were on your period which is why you were late and got off with a warning,
when you finally got home, your parents weren’t home again, you haven’t seen them in so long, it’s like you live here alone at this point. you walk upstairs and take a shower, cleaning eddie off from between your legs, it hurt to think about him just leaving but sure you liked the roughness and everything he was calling you, but you still wanted him to stay with you after.
it’s just sex it’s not like you wanted him to be your boyfriend right? fuck no god he would be such a horrible boyfriend, all he cares about is himself that douche bag god how could you even think about being with him in a relationship. it’s totally reasonable for him to just get up and leave it’s not like you guys are dating or anything…
you leave the shower and dry off sighing looking at the bite marks eddie left all over you, you feel conflicted about this whole situation, is it gonna happen again? are you guys friends with benefits now? or is it enemies with benefits? you sigh walking out the door with just your towel, you were home alone after all.
you walk into your room and your telephone rings, you look confused at it and walk towards it. you pick it up and answer, “yes? whose this?”
“it’s chrissy! can i come over? we need to get ready for your date with billy tomorrow!” you sigh into the phone forgetting about that. fuck.
“i- chrissy i don’t know about that date i might cancel…” you can hear her pout and you almost feel bad, but she’s the one who put you in this situation.
“why not? is something wrong? i’m coming over okay?” you take a deep breath and just let her come over, it’s better than thinking about eddie all night.
chrissy knocks on your door 10 minutes later, she doesn’t live very far, you head downstairs and open the door for her, she was still wearing her cheer uniform and you were wearing a sports bra and shorts,
chrissy walks in and hugs you “is everything okay?” she gives you a concerned look and sighs. “if you don’t want to go on that date with billy i totalllllyyy get it but i feel like you’ll regret it because he’s the hottest guy in hawkins i mean have you seen that ass?” you laugh and look her in the eyes wanting to tell your bestfriend about eddie but was scared of her reaction.
she tilts her head and her eyes soften “you know you can talk to me about anything.”
you almost tear up you felt so stupid for sleeping with eddie, your whole highschool experience you’ve been hating him, and you still do, but how did you guys get to this point?
“chrissy- i-, i have to tell you something, please don’t judge me, it just happened and i don’t know how it happened it all just happened so fast i don’t know what to do and i feel so shitty and i just need to tell someone.” you pant out.
chrissy grabs your hand and takes you to the living room, sitting down on the couch “what happened? i promise i won’t judge you.”
“me and eddie… we um-“ you close your eyes, you haven’t said it out loud yet. chrissy nods in understanding and waits for you to continue.
“we had sex” you blurt out.
chrissy’s eyes widen and she rubs your shoulder back and forth and you start to tear up wrapping your arms around chrissy’s shoulder. “it’s okay…” chrissy kisses the top of your head and you sigh into her touch. “i’m such an idiot” you pull back from the hug and the tears stain your cheek, you look up at chrissy and chrissy shakes her head “no you’re not, let’s take a deep breath what happened? tell me how it happened okay? let’s figure it out together.” she wipes the tears off your cheek.
you tell her how it happened and chrissy was fuming. “what the fuck is wrong with him? so he just left you? no aftercare at all? what an asshole my god. we have to get him back”
you laugh at her anger “god no i don’t want to even look at him.. i’d probably break down.”
“but we need to make him pay! god he’s such a dick. it’s not your fault you know? he’s such a manipulative douchebag. i have a proposition, you might not like it but hear me out.” chrissy grabs your cheek and rubs back and forth with her thumb.
you wipe the singular tear falling off your cheek and nod your head for her to continue.
-
“chrissy are you sure about this?” you look at yourself in the mirror and flatten the little black dress chrissy let you borrow, it was short, it laid right under your ass, it was tight showing off your curves and low cut just enough to show some cleavage, you don’t really wear stuff like this so you we’re definitely feeling weird, but you felt good, confident. it was the next day and 6:55 pm 5 minutes before your date with billy.
chrissy’s plan was to go on the date with billy at the hideout, she said that eddie’s band plays there all the time so eddie would see you both and probably shit his pants. you loved concerts so even if you had to deal with billy’s insistent flirting, then so be it, you just needed to get him jealous.
“of course i’m sure! you look so hot” chrissy walks up from behind you and wraps her hand around your waist putting her chin on your shoulder looking at you through the reflection of the mirror.
you smile and nod, “okay” you sigh out “do you think this’ll work?”
“i mean yeah, and you don’t have to go to prom with him, or even date him, im sorry i forced you into going to prom with him… but that doesn’t mean you can’t have fun tonight! if you need me please call me, i’ll pick you up, call me as soon as you get back home! ” chrissy puts your hair on your shoulder and smiles.
a honk from outside cuts your conversation short, and you both take a deep breath. “you ready hot stuff?” chrissy grins at you and grabs your hand to take you outside.
you open the door and find billy in his car smoking a cigarette looking straight ahead. you speed walk towards his car turning around one more time to wave at chrissy, she smiles at you and waves back mouthing “have fun!” and you open the door, smiling nervously at him.
“hey!” you fidget with your fingers and look at him.
“hey gorgeous… i like your pretty dress, you wear it for me?” he looks you up and down and grabs your thigh, throwing his cigarette out the window.
you shiver and think of how eddie said that yesterday too. why do men think you wear everything for them?
“umm sure, you ready to go?” picking at your nails.
“course i am, let’s go.” billy let’s go of your thigh and you sigh in relief.
-
you walk into the hide out and smile widely looking around at everything. it was a dream, people were talking, and drinking, and dancing, and a band was playing metal music, your favorite.
“you sure you wanna stay in this shit hole gorgeous?” billy touches the small of your back and you nod.
“are you kidding i love it here!” you run to the dance floor to dance and jump up and down with the crowd. the song ends and you sigh standing waiting for the next song, it was a slower song, but you still loved this song. you smile and tell billy to come next to you. he doesn’t have an expression on his face but he walks towards you anyway grabbing your hand, you turn around so your back is facing his chest and grind your ass against him, he groans, grabbing your hips and guiding you. you feel his erection pressed on to your lower back and sigh against him.
you couldn’t help but wish it was eddie behind you, so you close your eyes imagining it was him touching you like this, him grabbing your ass and kissing your neck, heat pools between your legs at the thought and you quietly moan under your breath,
you open your eyes slowly and find yourself looking at eddie, he was standing in the corner of the backstage for the next band, and you almost fall forward but continue to dance with billy. jesus fucking shit you thought, this is really happening. the song ends and you already know eddie’s band is next.
“and let’s give it up for corroded coffin!” everyone cheers loudly, and you stop dancing with billy. eddie walks out and he makes eye contact with you, his big smile fades and his wander to see billy behind you wrapping his hands around your waist and his jaw clenches but he looks away and starts the song, riffing his gutiar.
you stare at eddie and think of all the things he did to you yesterday, and how he just left you there, how he ignored you for the rest of the day, acting as if nothing happened.
you feel the anger pool inside your stomach and you grab billy’s cheeks and kiss him wanting to forget about eddie, and make him watch.
billy groans into the kiss and his hand on your waist trails down to your ass and squeezes you moan into the kiss. billy bites your lip and you let him inside your mouth, your tongue’s intertwining. you pull his hair and he bucks his hip into yours and you feel how hard he is.
“you wanna get out of here gorgeous?” billy sighs into your mouth.
“mm not right now” you smile into the kiss and your eyes wander to see eddie’s eyes shooting daggers at you both. you keep making out with billy, and want to spice things up so you tell him to kiss your neck.
he obliges immediately, leaving kisses all around your neck and you fake a moan. making direct eye contact with eddie as billy leaves marks on your neck.
eddie’s jaw clenches and he sings the song in pure anger, you could see the air coming out of his nose. and his face getting red. the song ends and eddie’s band is dismissed. eddie gives you one last look before heading backstage you smile in accomplishment pushing billy off of you and saying you’re heading to the ladies room. you just wanted to touch up a bit. you turn your head and find billy already talking to a different girl, not like you care, you’re just here for eddie.
you head into the bathroom and look at yourself in the mirror, you check yourself out in the dress and you’re really, really, happy chrissy let you borrow it because it made you feel good.
as you open the door to walk out, eddie is walking in, you stumble back, he looks you up and down and locks the door behind you both.
you smile at him sweetly, “this is the ladies room munson, if you didn’t notice”
“oh yeah? did you like my show?” he holds back his smile and walks closer to you.
“mmm not really i’d give a solid D for performance. A for effort though” you hold up a thumbs up. “did you like mine?” you laugh slightly and eddie’s eyes soften a bit.
eddie laughs in disbelief his tongue poking the side of his cheek. “could’ve done better than that sweetheart, i’d give the make out a 2/10, not enough ass grabbing in my opinion.”
“oh yeah?” you smirk and put your hands on your hips.
“did your date like the show?” he sniffs, and lifts his chin up, lifting up his eyebrows in question.
you smile knowing you got to him. you roll your eyes jokingly and start to walk towards the door,“mm not sure lemme go ask him-“
eddie stops you, extending his arm so you can’t walk any further. “nuh uh, you’re staying right here with me sweetheart.”
“and what if i don’t?” you raise an eyebrow at him.
“you will, now why don’t you go ahead and tell me what the fuck you’re doing with billy piece of shit hargrove out there huh?” eddie’s jaw clenches as he says his name and you back up so you’re standing right in front of him.
“and why on earth would you, eddie pretentious asshole munson care?” you challenge him crossing your arms together, your cleavage showing more, you don’t miss the way eddie’s eyes flicker between your chest and your eyes.
“uh uh,” you snap your fingers in his face “eyes up here munson”
eddie rolls his eyes and rubs his forehead like he was trying to get rid of a headache, “i wasn’t looking-”
“mm yeah you keep telling yourself that sweetheart.” you call him the pet name he always calls you.
“you’re a fucking brat, sometimes i wish you would just shut the fuck up and listen to me.”
“why don’t you make me then?” your tongue pokes the inside of your cheek and you smile waiting for his reaction.
eddie shakes his head and laughs in disbelief. he feels all the blood rush to his cock and he walks closer to you, putting your hair behind your ear, “you sure you want that sweetheart? isn’t your little date waiting for you outside?”
your eyes flicker between his eyes and his lips, “oh him? don’t worry about him, he’s a big boy.”
eddie hums in approval and leans into your ear, “and what am i?”
“you? well you’re my little fuck toy baby, what else would you be?” you run your fingers up and down under eddie’s shirt, and eddie’s breath hitches.
“yeah? i’m your little fuck toy now? f-fuck.” you nod and lean up to whisper in his ear,
“can i touch you eddie?” you scratch eddie’s stomach, he nods quickly, you smile at his submission and your hands reach down to palm him through his black skinny jeans.
eddie moans quietly and you continue touching him, you grab his now hard cock and squeeze. “now what’s got you all worked up like this baby?”
“y-you” eddie starts to breathe heavily when you unbuckle his belt, and unbutton his jeans, you reach your hand down in his boxers and start to stroke his length slowly,
eddie chokes on a moan, “f-fuck sweetheart, what’s gotten into you?”
“nothing, i just think… you need a little punishment.” you bite eddie’s neck and lick the area to soothe it.
“punishment for what?” eddie arches his neck to the side to give you more access and you smirk against his skin,
“for being such an asshole all the time.” you take your hand away from his cock and back away, jumping onto the sink and sitting.
eddie gives you his big puppy dog eyes and whines at the loss of your touch. “w-why’d you stop?”
“i said this was a punishment didnt i? now come over here and make me feel good.” eddie gives a small smile and walks towards you, he tries to kiss you but you hold a finger out his lips touching your finger. he kisses your finger and you pull your finger away.
“no kissing.” you sigh out and straighten out your dress.
“no kissing huh? is that my punishment baby? really?” he smiles and shakes his head,
“oh we’re just getting started with your punishment sweet boy.” you open your legs wider and let him take a look at the black lace thong you were wearing. “take it off for me?”
“g-god jesus h. christ sweetheart, that’s so fucking hot.” he grabs your waist and pulls you closer to him so his clothed crotch can rub against your panties. he bucks up into you and you moan grabbing on to his neck to grind back against him.
“you’re so big eddie fuck…” eddie whimpers at your praise and he kisses your neck, trailing down your whole body, he moves the dress to wrap around your waist snapping the black thong string against your skin, you cuss at the sting.
he gets on his knees and kisses your cunt through your very, very thin panties. you gasp and buck your hips against his face, grabbing his hair and pulling him to get where you want him.
eddie groans at your hair pulling and takes off your thong slowly it was slick with arousal and he took it off with his teeth, he takes it and put it in his pocket. “gonna use this to jerk off later…”
he leaves another wet kiss on your now bare cunt, and then licks a big fat stripe up your pussy making you cry out in pleasure. “fuck eddie don’t be such a tease.”
you could feel eddie smirk against you and he finally takes your clit inside his mouth and sucks. you moan loudly and pull his hair, “fuck just like that baby, yes god my good boy keep doing that.”
eddie moans against you and you hum at the vibration, your eyes close shut and you feel so good, like you’re on euphoria with eddie on his knees for you like this.
you wrap your legs around eddie’s head trying to get him impossibly closer to you, and you can see eddie humping the air trying to get any type of relief, you moan at the sight and continue to buck your hips into his tongue.
“s-shit eddie your tongue feels so good, make me cum yeah?” eddie hums in approval and you sigh in pleasure pulling eddie’s hair so hard you could pull it off when he licks that sweet spongy spot inside of you.
“i-im so fucking close don’t stop.” eddie adds two of his fingers on you circling your clit adding pressure onto you with his tongue and fingers, you could scream at this point but you bite your hand to keep quiet.
you moan loudly and clamp down on eddie’s tongue, cumming all over his face. eddie stands up with a smile on his face licking whatever he can reach with his tongue.
“can i kiss you now?” he smirks and wipes his face with a finger and shoving it inside your mouth. you suck on his finger and look at him holding eye contact the whole time.
you stop sucking on eddie’s finger and look him up and down, “take your shirt off,”
eddie smiles excitingly and takes his shirt off quickly, while he’s doing that you take off your dress and he finally sees you, in just your black lacy bra, which wasn’t doing much in covering your nipples.
“fuck i- god sweetheart you have to be the most gorgeous person i’ve ever laid eyes on…”
eddie tries to palm his cock through his jeans to relieve the pressure, he was so painfully hard.
you tilt your head and laugh sweetly, “does it hurt that bad baby?”
“f-fuck yeah it does it hurts so bad, eddie looks at you and keeps palming himself, choking on a moan when you open your legs wider and unclasp your bra, finally being fully naked in front of him.
eddie’s jaw drops and he sighs out, taking his pants and boxers off and pants in relief at his length finally being out of his confines.
“are you gonna fuck me? or am i just gonna have to fuck myself?” you give eddie a serious look and put your hands on your clit rubbing circles.
“f-fuck no let me do that,” he slaps your hand away and replaces your hand with his. rubbing small circles, “you’re so wet, i-i cant” eddie leans down to your tits and starts to kiss and leave love bites there, he sucks on your nipples and plays with and twists the other with his finger.
“fuck me already.” you whine and buck your hips against his fingers.
“m’ getting there sweet girl, let me take my time, let me enjoy you being spread wide open for me like this.” eddie fingers you faster and you sigh out in pleasure,
“i just want you inside of me… be a good boy and fill me up please…” eddie’s pupils widen and he immediately turns you around bending you over the sink so you can look at yourself.
“you see yourself right there? you’re my little whore.” eddie places his cock at your entrance, and shoves inside without warning.
“look at yourself getting fucked by me. you like that?” eddie grabs your hips and fucks into you at a fact pace. you moan loudly at the intrusion and grind back against him.
“you see yourself in that mirror and what do you see baby?” he slaps your ass waiting for your response.
“fuck- i- i see you fucking me,” you drop your head down and moan.
“i see my pretty girl getting fucked by me” eddie grabs your chin makes you look at yourself “eyes on you.”
“you’re my pretty girl huh?”
“f-fuck yes eddie” you hold eye contact with him in the mirror and scream when eddie hits your sweet spot repeatedly.
eddie pulls his bandana from his pocket and gags you with it, putting it inside your mouth.
“stay quiet for me yeah? be a good girl.” you nod and almost scream when eddie hits your g-spot making you see stars.
“shh shh, i know baby, i know..” he coos.
eddie reaches around you and rubs slow circles on your clit with his fingers and you moan loudly, biting down on the bandana,
“you sound so pretty like this baby… fuck yes god you’re so tight.”
“faster” you try to mumble through the bandana, eddie takes the gag out and asks “did i hear you right baby? did you say faster?”
you nod and look back at him pouting.
“be careful what you wish for sweetheart.” eddie pounds into you at a relentless pace and you choke on a moan, you couldn’t even fully moan you’re mouth was just open in pleasure and you grabbed the sink for a grip and kept saying eddie’s name like it was a prayer.
“i-im gonna cum eds.” you drop your head down.
“me too baby, f-fuck you can come sweetheart.” as soon as you get eddies permission you cum on his dick and his cum shoots inside of you at the same time, you whimper and eddie pulls out of you, he grabs his shirt and cleans you both up and he places a kiss between your legs before standing up.
“can i kiss you now?”
you laugh in disbelief and pull your dress back down. while eddie puts his pants back on, he only puts on his leather jacket since he used his shirt as a cum rag. “shit can i have my panties back? this dress is too short to be walking around like this commando”
“mm i know” eddie grabs your ass and squeezes harshly. “all mine.” you think about questioning the fact he’s calling you ‘his’ but you decide against it.
he takes out your panties from his back pocket and waves it in your face. “finders keepers” he shrugs and you try to reach for it but he’s too tall.
“eddie!” you whine.
“i’ll give them back to you, if you let me kiss you…” he widens his eyes and smirks, laughing a bit.
you roll your eyes. “ha! no way.”
“mmm then i guess you’re never getting em back.” he shoves them back in his pocket and you shrug.
“and i guess you’re never gonna kiss me” you raise your eyebrows in amusement.
“mm i think you want your panties back more than i want to kiss you…” he smiles down at you, grabbing your cheeks and closing his eyes, it looked like he was trying to regain his composure, he takes a deep breath, opens his eyes, and meets face to face with your soft eyes,
he lets go of your cheeks and puts his hand in his pockets. “i-i should go… um uncle wayne is gonna beat my ass if i’m not home soon! so i’m just gonna-“ he starts to back away from you and couldn’t believe he was just going to leave like that, again.
“why the fuck do you keep doing that” you snap at him, suddenly pissed off. you step closer to him and point at his chest, he stumbles back.
“doing what?” he grabs your finger to stop from poking his chest again.
“just fucking me and then acting like nothing happened? do you think i’m just some hooker you’re gonna fuck whenever you wanna get your dick wet?” your eyebrows furrow and you snatch your hand back from him.
“what do you think this is? what do you think i’m in love with you or something?” eddie’s eyes widen in anger. “did you think i was gonna take you on a date after? tell you how much i love you? this isn’t a fucking relationship.”
ouch.
“no i didn’t think that but you could at least have some common decency! you cant just act like it didn’t happen! when are we gonna talk about it?” you yell at him.
“talk about what?! there isn’t anything to talk about! this-” he points at both of you, “is nothing!” he turns around grabbing and pulling his hair.
“oh you cannot be serious!” you cross your arms and have the urge to slap him. “you really are the most self centered, most arrogant, most pretentious, most infuriating person i’ve ever met! it amazes me how much you don’t care about anyone but your fucking self.”
“i don’t understand how it’s my fault that you’re in love with me and i’m not in love with you! i’m not going to cuddle you after sex like we’re dating, and if that’s what you want then … i- just cant give that you.” he sighs and turns back around to face you,
“i’m not fucking in love with you, and i never will. i don’t want cuddles and goodnight kisses, i understand better than anyone that’s not how you roll, you’re just not a sweet guy, i don’t want anything more with you than a nice fuck. is that what you want to hear? because it’s true. god i fucking despise you. you are my worst nightmare!” you scream at him and pace around the room.
“i can only give you sex. and if that’s not good enough for you then maybe we shouldn’t do it anymore.” he sighs in defeat and rubs his headache away with his thumb and index finger.
“fine.” you look down at your heels, you felt overwhelmed with this situation, you didn’t know how to feel.
“fine.” he crosses his arms together, and leaves walking out the door, leaving you alone. you hear the concert still going on outside and sigh.
you need to call chrissy to take you home, you doubt billy is still here, he probably left with some girl.
you go outside straightening out your dress, you look around looking for a phone box, you hear a sudden loud commotion going on and a crowd gathering up there. you gasp and run over there trying to see what’s going on,
billy and eddie were fighting. eddie was on top of billy and he was punching him ruthlessly, billy’s face was fucked up thrown back and forth, he was spitting out blood and you scream trying to get eddie off of him.
“eddie!”
eddie stops his punch half way and turns around to look at you. it’s like your voice stood out the most within all of the cheering.
“eddie? stop it, get off of him.” you step closer to him slowly. billy was on the floor close to dead basically. he was coughing out blood.
“you didn’t hear what he said about you.” he looks down at him.
“it doesn’t matter what he said. let’s go okay?” you grab eddie’s shoulder and encourage him to stand up, he does but not before he spits on billy. “you’re piece of shit. don’t ever talk about her like that again.”
you grab eddie’s shoulder and push him outside. “what the fuck was that? are you trying to get arrested for murder? you almost killed him!”
“j-just let’s go okay? let me take you home.” he grabs his nose and groans in pain. you step closer to him to inspect his face, his nose was bleeding and he had lots of bruises. he also had a few cuts on his face, and his eye looked like it was gonna become a black eye soon.
“you’re an idiot you know that right?” you laugh and eddie laughs with you.
“you should see the other guy,” he winks at you and you push his shoulder playfully.
“shut up, let’s go back to my place, i have a first aid there.” you both walk towards eddie’s van and you both sit in silence on the way to your house. neither of you wanting to talk about what happened tonight.
you couldn’t help but wonder what billy said that made eddie want to kill him like that. you look at eddie’s knuckles on the steering wheel, they were covered in his blood and you shivered.
“can i ask you a question?” you glance at eddie.
“i don’t know, can you?” eddie reaches into the glove compartment for a cigarette, lighting it up to take a drag, opening the windows.
“umm what did billy say?” you fidget with your fingers and look back at him again.
eddie’s grip on the steering wheel tightened and you curl up.
“he said he couldn’t wait to fuck your-“ he takes a deep breath and continues “he said he couldn’t wait to fuck you at prom. and said some other shitty disgusting stuff about you.”
“oh. what made him say that shit to you anyway?” you feel disgusted you kissed that asshole and recoil into your seat.
“he didn’t, i-i um overheard.” he clears his throat and tightens his grip further on the wheel. his knuckles turning white.
“well thank you… you know for defending me like that.” you look out the window not wanting to see his reaction to your appreciation.
he looks at you staring at the window and he smiles softly. his heart flutters at your hair flying through the wind and your eyes closing as the wind hits your face. the moon reflecting off your face perfectly. you were so beautiful to him.
“yeah. you’re-“ he clears his throat, “you’re welcome.”
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