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2024 Recap
Actually, I am still figuring it out The year began with textbooks and deadlines—fourth semester, masters. The New Year came and went, but it didn’t feel like anything new, only heavier. Exams loomed, and I rushed through January like it was something to escape. My birthday arrived in February, and for the first time, I cried. Loudly. Not the happy tears people hope for but the kind that comes…

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#Coping with Change#Dreaming of a New Beginning#Emotional Reflection#Fear of Growing Older#Finding Hope#First Job Experience#Goodbye College#Healing Journey#Heavy Hearts and New Starts#Letting Go and Moving Forward#Life Transitions#Mental Health#Overcoming Challenges#Personal Growth#Procrastination Struggles#Quarter-Life Crisis#Reflective Writing#Self-Discovery#Vulnerability#Year in Review
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good omens crack 2 of ∞
#good omens#gomens#aziraphale#goodomensedit#my gifs#good omens crack#good news I started a new job today yay#bad news I'm now too tired to do a set for ihaw23#so you get this dumb set I made a week ago instead#love you all#and yes I keep using larger and larger text sizes#I'm not gaslighting you I'm experimenting#and yes this set completely contradicts the first one I made#it's still funny#I'm going to shut up now and get some rest
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Jazz always wanted a little brother.
Her best friend's mommy having a baby brother in her tummy, but right now they were at gotham, mom was meeting with some important people while she stay safe in the car with dad sleeping in the front passenger seat.
When she asked her mom and dad for a baby brother earlier that same week, mom had to explained that her tummy was broken after she had her because she was a very special miracle baby because they tried so hard to have her.
Jazz understood but at the same time, she wanted- no she need a baby brother, maybe one with dad's hair and mom's eyes, or maybe one with hair like hair and dad's eyes.
And she was determined, as she snuck out of the fentomobile car, sneaking inside beside the scary ninjas guards that were temporarily distracted.
She was very good at sneaking around thanks to mom training her to stay quiet and hide better then a ghost.
There was pools of ectoplasmic but much dirtier and less cleaner then the stuff mom and dad work with. Container and chambers full of them.
She saw doctor walking out of one room and snuck in before the the door close on her. There was another ectoplasmic container that had babies in them..
One sleeping upside down and the other upside up. The one of the bottom was sleeping but the older has his eyes open, revealing pretty blue eyes like dad's eyes.
She chewed on her bottom lip a bit and weigh her short limited choices as nodding.
She close her eyes, focusing as she quickly started to float a bit wobbly, sticking her small hands onto the glass ectoplasmic ball using her secret powers that she had learned without mom and dad noticing.
Her invisible hand grabbed the baby slowly, making it invisible as she pulled it out of the ectoplasmic ball.
The baby was very small and light then a feather while covered in wet ectoplasm goop.. the baby cough a bit, dripping ectoplasm out his mouth, squirming a bit as he was about to make a fuzz but quiet down as she held him close into her warm fuzzy jacket.
She snuck back out of the room and quickly out of the place all the way back into fentonmobile..
Covering the baby with her Einstein bear designed blanket, cleaning the baby up like she would with her baby dolls, and she open the empty toy baby bottle and open her mini almond milk jug, then pour the milk in and close it, after remembering to cut a little open hole on the tip of the hard plastic nibble part.
Scooting over to the baby, and carefully picking him up and helding him close onto her lap like she seen the mommy do on TV as she press the toy baby bottle again the baby's mouth.
It would be 1 hour later before mom came back looking excited then 2 hours later after they left gotham before a soft baby wail woke her dad from the backseat of the fenton car where jazz was.
Jazz was pink in the face as she was trying to hide the baby but she couldn't stop him from crying.
It would 20 minutes of jazz lying straight to her parents's faces on where she found the baby, and it would forever be her only best lie she ever told that convinced them to adopt the baby boy that was now named danny..
Meanwhile back at league of Assassin headquarters. The head scientist has noticed that the first unborn twin baby has been removed early then schedule, probably due to natural condition of death since the first one has a much weaker pulse compared to the second unborn baby which Talia had name Damian later.
The leading scientist check off the existence of the supposed first born who went without a name on the data base...
Unknownly to both parties, Jazz was very happy to have a little brother of her own now, even if his eyes flashes green a bit from time to time.
Ao3 story made here <-
#dpxdc#dc x dp#danny phantom#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp prompt#dcxdp#danny and damian are twins#danny was the first born#that was supposed to be disposed before birth due to a weak heart#jazz wanted a little brother no matter the cost#maddie were former members of the League of assassin#Jack fenton was her retirement choice and her reason to keep him out of her former past job#maddie fell in love with Jack and his love for ghost hunting and he was her reason to leave her life as a undecover assassin#even if she took some of his info gather of 'ectoplasm' and send them to the league as a payment of her leaving them#league of assassins#jazz is liminal#how you expect a toddler to not eat the shiny green liquids that her parents experiment with#she will never admit to tell them that she had eaten more then a few of the missing vials after they told her that it was danger to people
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my drawing for @coloringwithhermits zine!! please check out the rest of the zine here!
#geminitay fanart#grian#impulsesv#skizzleman#I will def be coloring some pages thumbs up#everyone did an awesome job w their pieces :D#also first zine experience ^u^#my art
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Sponsor Switch!
#kamen rider#kamen rider geats#kr geats#keiwa sakurai#kurama neon#michinaga azuma#ace ukiyo#ziin#kekera#kyuun#beroba#sponsor switch#tokusatsu#fanart#comics#comic#artists on tumblr#no beta we die like tohru lol#im pretty sure i'm not the first to make this though#THE POSSIBILITIES ARE mathematically not so endless but you get me#the major reason i've been postponing this idea was bc i didn't have a punchline for ace/beroba duo#but then on my rewatch i was reminded beroba was the one who changed michi's wardrobe so thx diva for saving my comic#but for real ace/beroba has huge potential to be explored but it was the hardest to make fun of lkjhgfdf#neon/kekera was a close second bc the princess and frog reference came quite late when i was already sketching it#meanwhile keiwa and michinaga are saved from the toxic sponsors but they're still uncomfortable lol#i mean wdym ziin can research ace's family tree and thats fine? boy has some creep potential#he's lucky that his canon rider is the star over stars over stars with 2k years of experience - he knows how to deal w fanboys#does kyuun's magic letter work outside of the lounge? does it matter tho?#is kyuun's letter me projecting my own fangirl side writing a letter to her fictional fav rider? does it matter tho?#holidays are over so time to catch up on my job! pls bear w my slow updates and happy new year <3
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House 1.16 / Heavy
#house md#housemdedit#tvedit#tvgifs#gregory house#james wilson#nikolatexla#when i first watched this series i had zero job experience#but now i have a lot of job experience and i've dealt with so so so many people like her. they literally gripe your soul
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sellllllll it's meeeeee. hehehehehehehehehhehe
so for ur writing exercises.... deku + light? please? pretty please?
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heheh heheh hehe niku. this will be the death of me. me writing izuku for the first time 🥲 i will only do this for you </3
contains: established relationship, spoilers for the end of the manga, aged up deku but sometime in between the final outcome (he doesn't get the h*** s*** from bakugo yet), mentions of sex and scars
deku + light
izuku only sleeps with the lights off.
it isn't uncommon; many people you know can't sleep with even just a sliver of light turned on somewhere in the room. but the difference with izuku, you learn, is not that he's unable to stand the light―it's that he refuses to.
you quickly pick up on it the first few times he sleeps over.
he fidgets in bed, pretty badly, actually. the nightlight you sleep with glows a warm yellow, illuminating the side of your face and coating him in its afterglow. you chalk it up to nerves, how he pulls at his sleeves and adjusts his position constantly; he is, after all, one of the most anxious people you know.
and this relationship―it's new. heck, even you feel a little jittery with his arm wrapped around you.
the rhythmic tapping on your hip only increases pace. you don't think he realizes it, so your hand gently reaches for his, intertwining your fingers as you turn around in his arms.
he's close, nearly touching you nose-to-nose; the proximity leaves you fuzzy, a little ticklish, so you giggle, a soft "oops," as the freckles dusting his face almost glisten under the warm light.
"hi," you whisper, meeting his eyes; they stare back at you wide in surprise, "can't sleep?"
he looks almost guilty at your question, as if you’ve caught him with the one thing he's been trying to keep from you.
"just—" his voice comes out louder than intended, prompting him to chuckle nervously as he readjusts his volume, "just winding down, sorry."
you inch closer, nuzzling his nose lightly, "it's okay."
"did i wake you?" he asks, cheeks flushing pink as his eyebrows furrow in immediate concern. his expression is something caught between stifling a grin and feeling sorry.
you shake your head against the pillow you share, strands of your hair tangling with his. "just winding down," you tease, watching as his gaze turns softer, eyelids drooping heavier.
sometimes, you think, izuku holds the world in his eyes―a deep, dark green, the color of life. most times, they look at you with wonderment, bright and alive; photos from inko tell you they're the eyes of his inner child.
on nights like this one, however, they hide a depth in them weighted by what you can only assume is time, and all that has happened to him in such a short span of it.
you try your best to understand what lies beneath them, knowing full well he'll never tell you outright what truly bothers him.
"is it the light?" you bring up, some time after laying in silence.
"hm?" he clarifies.
"do you have a hard time sleeping with the nightlight?"
his eyes widen briefly once more, as if shocked that you've caught him again. these split second reactions are ones you've learned to be attentive to when it comes to izuku.
"no," he tries to lie, but you know better as you turn to your nightstand and reach for its switch, "you don't–"
"it was hurting my eyes," you quickly make up an excuse, tucking yourself closer under his chin as you cut off his attempt to deny it again.
finding out that the light was the problem was the easy part—
you'd begun to notice much earlier on that izuku was barely rested on the nights he'd spend at your place. it was only when your old nightlight broke that you began to notice him waking up much later than you did, groggily rousing from a deep sleep.
—what was hard, was figuring out why.
at first, you suspected it was his scars.
"s-sorry, it's not—" he'd warned you, right as your hands gripped the hem of his shirt the first time you were about to have sex, "—it's not nice."
you didn't care though; you still don't care, and you've made that abundantly clear to him since. you love izuku and all his parts―all the nicks and jaggedy pieces of skin that make up who he is.
when you eventually ask him about it, with a request that he be honest with you for once, he tells you that it is and it isn't―the reason why he exclusively sleeps with the lights off, that is.
it's an odd, comforting relationship he has with his body—that he is simultaneously grateful and sorry for how its become a canvas, both painted and marred to symbolize japan’s historic last stand.
you find out the real reason when you catch him staring at his hands.
he does it often, when he thinks you aren't looking—his fists bunched up in the same way he used to watch the power of one for all course through his fingertips; the same way he used to prepare them in battle.
there’s a faraway look in his eyes that lingers, you notice—a little wistful if anything.
“do you miss it?” you finally ask. he gives you the same shocked look he does every time, as if he’s been caught with a secret he’s been trying to hide.
he’s learned a fair bit about you now, too, though—lying to you is futile when you’ve perfected reading his truth. he stares at his fists again as you take a seat beside him, moving to give you space. you rest your head on his shoulder gently, waiting.
“sometimes,” he admits, but you know it’s an understatement.
“i think about the vestiges a lot. i miss them the most, i think,” he continues, clenching his fists tightly, “i always try to reach out to them, but i guess it doesn’t work that way.”
“i… i try to replicate the right conditions every night, but…” then he lets go, stretching his fingers out wide. the scars on the surface ripple through his skin, telling its own story.
you hum, acknowledging what he means. silence sits with the two of you as you take his hand in yours, slowly unfurling his fingers until his palm reveals itself to you. it’s rough to the touch, seasoned with hard work and all that he’s been through.
“is that why you prefer the dark?” you ask softly, after some time.
it's not often that you stay up later than izuku does. when you do though, you catch him shifting in bed, moving from side-to-side. you pretend you aren't awake, but you hear him mumble their names, dwindling in volume as he dozes off to sleep.
he stares at his palm for a moment before he admits quietly, "yeah." his brows furrow as if contemplating whether to say more, but he shakes his head, dark green strands swaying to the beat of his embarrassed chuckle, "nevermind, it's silly."
"it's not."
you intertwine your fingers, sandwiching his hand between yours. a slight sheen glosses over his eyes as he tilts his head up to look at you. he draws in a breath, before it spills over.
"it's..." he finds the words, and you squeeze his hand in comfort, "it's easier to believe it was all real when the lights are out, and that maybe it can happen again."
#deku x reader#izuku x reader#midoriya x reader#bnha x reader#shotorus.workbook#it is here ! the first time ive ever written izuku ! i hope u like it niku !#idt i'll ever feel like anything i write of him will be enough but i tried !#SPOILERS FOR MANGA ENDING PLS DONT READ AHEAD#some stuff abt the blurb: i see this happening in the time between him losing ofa and before getting the suit from bakugo#so somewhere between when hes teaching#and i think its a lot of complex feelings ― he's happy he did what he had to do but is also mourning the loss of something he once had#i don't think i can ever convey that feeling fully but i hope i at least managed to touch on it here with him !#i see this as like . the period in his life where he's transitioning out of something he once knew into smth else entirely#i also hc reader to be his colleague (like a teacher or smth) but anyone closely related to the job would work !#really just someone who has a base level understanding of what he went through but doesnt know everything#which is why they're still trying to learn all these things abt him and read him better#and also why he tries to hide a lot of things from them still / is hesitant to share in fear of scaring them away smth like that !#thats all i can think of for now but ill let u know if i have other thoughts on this later on ! hehe#hope u enjoy niku !#ask#rep#ask game answered#most nervewracking experience of my LIFE writing him#stellamancer#niku.🥩
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tribute to the single most moving moment ive ever experienced in a game. real tear-jerker, this one.
something beautiful will always follow.
#outer wilds spoilers#outer wilds#z draws#tried to convey the way it felt to experience it for the first time. i will no doubt revisit this cause#but for a first go i feel i have done a decent job
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“special mission” has me tweaking what the hell are they going to make that poor man do😭😭
I WONDER HOW THEY'RE GOING TO CONVINCE HIM TO RETURN TO ADMINISTRATION AFTER EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPEN jdjfj
This is assuming it will be when Jay is obviously healed and by that point he will have been with the ninjas for at least 6-8 weeks. So it's like at that point he "tolerates" them and doesn't know what he wants to do with his life. Because running away is an option, but then what? Doing the same thing over and over again?
I think it's going to be something about them having to infiltrate the Administration, so obviously they ask Jay nicely to guide them since he knows the place, he says "hell no" and leaves, they wait and after 5 minutes he comes back grumbling and stomping to the room because he has nothing better to do anyway and says that they're going to be shot if he doesn't help them
legitimately give this guy a mission and he'll end up accepting and being useful because his other options are to keep kidnapping people/items and we know for sure that this is not satisfying him
#I think he'll be an asshole with them but he's not leaving anytime soon#Not because they won't let him#But because now Jay is going to experience a “normal peaceful life” with people looking out for him#Without responsibilities for the first time since he has memory. No job. No people giving him orders.#And part of him is going to grab onto any excuse not to run away from that#ninjago dragons rising#jay walker#Ninjago leaks#Ninjago spoilers#Ask
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im gonna start posting fanfic recs btw whenever i find good ones. both here and my (awfully barren) 18+ account. because there are so many good fics out there with so few hits and fewer kudos and sometimes no comments period and it SUCKS because i REALLY LIKE THEM A LOT.. and i hope that by linking them here and yelling at everyone to COMMENT DAMMIT they might actually do it
seriously though any comment means a lot. most people who read a fic don’t even give a kudos. even if the fic wasn’t top tier, if you didn’t dislike it, hand over some kudos!! and if you liked it, comment!!!! even if the comment is one singular heart emoji it will be appreciated. if the comment just says “great fic!” the author will be happy. your comment doesn’t have to be this long winded gushing or analysis.
so many authors quit writing or lose motivation because the comments are few and far in between or just sometimes nonexistent. trust me when i say authors don’t care about how long or cool or smart sounding your comment is i promise!!!
i hope that mmmaybe recommending fics and telling people to comment might help fics i really like get more support maybe. and i, points at you reading this, hope that you will listen!!!at least a little….at least sum kudos….
#if u have the ability to reply to my reblog saying how much you loved the fic i recommended comment on the fic itself so the author can see!#especially since the rise of ai writing and seeing ai fics out there can be disheartening#make sure you let your writers know you appreciate them#you never know they might one day write a sequel bc your comment touched them#or might get the motivation to make more works.#(but don’t just comment bc you expect something out of it btw. sometimes the author might be too intimidated to reply ive seen that before)#im a huge yapper. if you can’t tell. lmfao.#and i mostly comment on guest. like 99% of the time because the fics are either really embarrassing#or i get nervous about them knowing me/finding my tumblr and thinking im cringw#bc i admire authors so much. and I get that nervousness! given I experience it!!! but guest mode EXISTS!!! most work allows you to comment#on guest mode!! the author CANT see the email you use for it!!! the only reason they even ask is to give you notifs if theres a reply to it!#a comment is still a comment even if on guest or an alt or your main#even if the fic is embarrassing shameful depraved smut you can log out and comment on guest. even if it’s embarrassing#because the author still worked HARD. it’s so hard to write. people don’t give enough credit to fic authors who do it for free#i had an account (now super abandoned) that had over 400k words. and that didn’t include wips#i reallg do struggle to write because i took a break for so long!!! i can write but not nearly as much as I used to!!! and it sucks!!!#support your authors guys. 1k words is an hour for the first draft at MINIMUM and another hour for revision and editing. and people get#pissy if a fic chapter is less than 3-4k words for some reason. that’s 6-8 hours of work at MINIMUM. likely so much more because there’s#also plotting and brainstorming and So. Much. Editing. stressing out over words and sentence structure. it takes so much time out of your#day. the only oneshot i have posted on this account is 2460 words. and it took me SEVEN HOURS#seven hours!!!! that’s a lot!!!! and for authors that have school or demanding jobs that kind of time is hard to come by!!!!!#and I hope i have convinced at least one of you to listen and go okay you know what. i will. because even if it’s a silly comment it’s loved#tldr support your local fanfic authors of you will be so stabbed. by me#fanfiction#fanfic#archive of our own#ao3#comment on fics#wick fic recs#that’s the rec tag btw. wow custom tags AGAIN i know. im doing what i thought i never would
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finally. i am free. now have this map part i was doing for whole of last month
more like last two weeks bc of how i procrastinated the shit out of it :')
also yes this is the same map as this post. ghfhgfdjh i hove their part so much go look if you haven't (which you statistically probably have)
anyways. *hypnotizes you into liking it*
Also woe! backgrounds under the cut! too much effort went into split second stuff so now you have to see it!
windows startup backround is... significantly lower-effort than other ones (: mostly bc it was made last and i got laizy, also bc i do not like painting nature
first one is now my profile top bc i like i so much
second was good to hide stuff in
and others are... there, i guess. my energy ran out for them unfortunately lol
#“finally i can work on my au proje-” *gets shot*#this is my first long-ish finished animation. sounds badass ngl#exept the “long-ish” part. would need to rephrase that... anyways#if ya wandering im parts 21 22 ((:#i have being so stressed about it. at some points i just worked at it 9-5 as my freaking job#idk if it was worth it... but it looks pretty aND it somehow fixed my sleep schedule (a little. but still)#in any case. 11/10. would do again#thank y'all who was there for the amaizing experience!!!#this is my first map btw. thank y'all for being so chill fr#kinitopet#kinito pet#kinitopet map#kinitopet fanart#kinito my beloved#kinito the axolotl#kinito fanart#please like it#prosto cup of art
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a collage of my Reagan drawings so far.
#reagan is a very fun girl to experiment with. I will never forget the day I shared my first art of her and someone told me to take my meds#my art#artists on tumblr#kawaii#fanart#prairiecore#reagan ridley#inside job#junk journal#sorry for not posting I’ve only been on my reagan blog because I can’t stop drawing her loll
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#we run this summer fellowship program every year#and historically have only had 3-5 students apply for it#this year I went hard promoting it - info sessions email blasts class visits personal invitations to faculty mentors you name it#and a few weeks ago redacted was like#I’m very disappointed that your efforts didn’t result in more applications#we had really hoped to have a larger applicant pool this year#to which I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and was like#the application doesn’t close until May 15#we do not yet even KNOW what the pool will look like#so it seems premature to chastise me for not doing a good job recruiting students#but you know. let’s just wait and see. maybe you’re right and I’m bad at my job#WELL#as of this morning we already have 30 applicants#and the application is open until midnight#i am thinking we could get as high as 40 but tbd#that might not seem like that many!! but increasing from 3-5 to 30+ is pretty good for the first year of really concertedly trying!!#and I bet we will get even more traction next year!#that’s 30+ kids who will be having a paid structured summer experience with advising support!
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"...you ain't supposed to be back here, but I literally can't stop you. Just don't go doin' anything that'll make me hafta get up, yeah?"
#driftoodles#sona#accidentally turned my flesh pit employee form sona into slacking w corp cleanup agent sona#[drinking beer on the job. watches as a shambling fleshy horror scuttles by. sighs and finishes drink first]#was experimenting with a new palette#i cant call this a wip bc i dont intend to 'finish' it. its finished now. to me
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See, i get it if someone on the family or very close to the family practiced extreme sports too, i think it is one of the reasons(besides being so expensive) so many riders/drivers have family that were either drivers/ riders or worked on the paddock. But for people that have no relation to any deathsport it can't be easy and it's not often considered in conversations about how much nepotism there (besides the humongous money elephant in the room) is in motorsports,and it is a shame because as an outsider i find it fascinating.
And abot the answer and it being a cultural thing.I am spanish, and i think motogp gives an skewed perspective about how truly extended and accepted motorcycling is as an extracurricular.Might be a regional thing(maybe even local like i imagine places close to Cervera or Tavullia becoming hotspots), but in general parents aren't keen on getting their children in motorsports. I knew kids that raced as minors but they didn't exactly have permision.
YAH man i dont think its a coinkidink that the majority of the riders are from specific regions within spain or italy like even more niche type sports DO get embroiled in local culture, especially when the icons of the sport are from those places... you get enough catalan athletes winning titles and eventually at least oneeeee lil catalan kid wants be like them so kinda thing is def a factor... im thinkin baby bez w his vale minibike... wahhh... also LOL as you said in the previous ask the money is such a factor good lord
#dante was also just talkin anecdotally about his own experience and he didnt grow up in spain!#idk its nebulous i was talkin w a coworker today and he was like well there isnt a lot of motorsport around here in north carolina...#which is an INSANEEEE thing to say bc there's two lower level racetracks w/in an hour of the place we work#and NASCAR is based like. two hours away. u walk into the state history museum and a racecar is the first thing you see.#when i onboarded for this job the HR guy was complaining about having to buy new racing boots for his son#and i didnt even bring UP motorcycle racing !!!!!!#anyways the world is vast and extreme sports micro communities exist everywhere. is my point#callie speaks#like. i live in the kayaking capital of the southeast USA and not one kid i went to school with knew that lol#mgp
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do u have blue sky
yes! i'm zeewa on bluesky 🫶
thank you for reminding me that i need to put my bluesky in my about me ���✌️
#i'll be honest. an enormous part of the reason i'm still here at all is bc i've been on tumblr since i was 14 + twitter since i was 17#they are my baby artist first social media experiences... my history... all the trauma + loss of innocence + acceptance + funniness + life#i'm scared that i won't be able to fully dedicate to a new social media bc i'm so old + very set in my withdrawn solitary ways now#but i'll try. i won't let my life be work work work with no active place to share my art. my art is my demonstration of self. not my career#my art is the part of me that i care about. that i must nurture. i have a job so i can be financially stable TO come home + draw#(only 25-50% jokingly) STOP pouring yourself into your thankless job. and start pouring yourself into your ART + thank YOURSELF!!!!!!!!#workers of the world - unite. you have nothing to lose but your chains
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