#I Needed You

[yourlovelyspace]

I wouldn't have been able to overcome it without you 💝

[same-skies]

One last text

I wasn’t going to text you, but there was so much left unsaid,

And I can’t sleep with all the thoughts that keep rushing through my head,

And I can’t blame you, because the fault here rests solely on me,

My actions were rash, chaotic, as messy they could possibly be,

It feels like everything has crumbled, nothing is how it seems,

I hate the fact that I can’t call you, the only time I see you is in dreams,

Nowhere feels like home anymore, so I started wandering around,

Wondering if at some point I’d see you, before my feet hit the ground,

And I wonder if you’d look at me the same, if you’d still care,

Or if you’d even recognise me now, after all I changed my hair,

I can’t text you to say goodnight, so I stopped sleeping,

And everything tastes bland now, so I stopped eating,

And I know my eyes don’t shine as brightly anymore,

And my smile no longer lights up a room when I walk in the door,

And I respect the fact that you need space, that you need time,

But I still wish that just for one more night I could pretend you were mine,

One more night, one more hotel, one more meet up in the dark,

Then I could leave this alone, and I won’t just sit and cry in a carpark,

Just one more smile, one more hug, despite the pain I’ll feel,

A proper goodbye, then maybe this would all seem real,

And maybe it’s easier not doing this face to face,

Maybe it’s easier to let go when we’re both in a different place,

But I never got to say goodbye, not really, a text isn’t the same,

And despite how much it’d break me, I’d do anything to hear you say my name,

I just wanted to tell you that I love you, just one time more,

Then we can both walk away from all this, we can finally shut the door,

Or maybe we’ll stay, sit and cry and talk it all out,

That’s wishful thinking though, I caused so much doubt,

I don’t even know why I wrote this, why I sent it in the middle of the night,

But I’ve never been good at walking away without putting up a fight,

And even if you don’t answer, if you don’t text or call,

That’s fine, I get it, but I need you to know that I’m sorry for it all,

And I’d do anything to fix this, to try and make it right,

But I hurt you, and if you don’t wanna talk that’s fine, I’ll just say one last goodnight.

[jt1674]

[drowninginred]

I know you probably had a lot of reasons for the things you did or didn’t do. I get that.

What I don’t get is what I ever did to deserve this?

Because when you really think about it, you haven’t been my friend for months now…

You gave me nothing, you were never there.

And I needed you. I needed a friend. But somehow that’s not a concern of you anymore. Not even when I was at my lowest, you always choose yourself. And I always got left behind.

After all the times I choose you over myself, helped you get through another day, made sure you survived… really? Thís is what I get?

[ae-neon]

Actually just realised sjm made Nesta immortal so she'll never really hit her 30s and 40s when I just know she'd be the sexiest person alive in the history of ever

Ffffuuuuuucccckkkkkk

[9franklin3]

🫠😵‍💫🥶😱🙃

[melxody]

Awh the old sinking feeling in my heart came back cool coool cool so you’re saying I can’t handle that like I thought? I thought I got better at? That little bit did it? Got it

[despicable-ruler]

“I hope you’re both happy.” 

[ourmisunderstoodmuse]

The urge to call you

[shitty-quotes]

im so much better off without you, but my god to i miss your touch. i miss your hugs. i miss the way your hand felt in mine, the cuddles on the couch watching tv. i miss feeling you wrap your arms around me from behind and resting your chin on my shoulder. i miss the way you always knew immediately what spot on my back needed to be massaged. but you are not the person i fell in love with. that is who i miss. i do not miss the you that you are now.

[mytearsarethestars5]

I was always the one to ask when you were coming home, even when you had no intention to. Maybe it’s because you never asked me to come to you instead, or maybe it’s because I needed you a lot more than you needed me, and we both knew that.

[same-skies]

Loaded gun

You said you’d never do to me what I did to you,

But I burnt everything down before I could see if that was true,

You got too close, and the saying’s true, its not you it’s me,

Because this whole things was a loaded gun, an outcome I couldn’t see,

I wanted this, and I tried to give you my all,

But I turned and ran when I realised how much it hurts to fall,

We’re now stood eye to eye and toe to toe,

Things are so different now, I don’t know how this is going to go,

All I wanted was to reach out and hold your hand,

Go back to the way that everything was planned,

I wanted to rest my hand on your arm, bury my head in your shoulder,

Just hide from the world in your arms, lay with you until we’re older,

And now were stood on the edge, half stepping over the line,

Wondering if this is the end, or if we can survive the hardest time.

[catlaila]

justice for kabru. they put my man in the wrong genre. bro was meant to be playing psychological games with light yagami and instead he’s playing yaoi mind tennis with a blonde himbo

[sheepydraws]

The secret Dungeon Meshi sauce that's getting people to eat better is that it's so non-judgmental. Senshi and the rest of the gang never talk about what not to eat besides things that taste bad and literal poison. They don't even talk about "health" that much besides the importance of a balanced diet. It's so much easier to eat well when you think of food simply as something your body needs, and that it's often worth the extra effort to make it taste good, especially when you understand how to connect "things your body needs" with "things that taste good"

[bonesandthebees]

one of the most infuriating things about becoming an adult is when you realize that it actually is 10x easier to solve problems by making a phone call vs literally any other communication method

[kochei0]

I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

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