#I also have on one of the most feminine outfits in my closet

[i-miss-breathing]

I started binding and- I didn’t realize just how much I hunched over?? It was a looottt. Like a tonnnn. I didn’t even realize I was doing that. No wonder my shoulders are sore 25/8.

Also I feel super hot with a flat chest I spent like 10 minutes in front of the mirror admiring myself

[official-darkforest]

i am SOOO unbelievably thrilled by your anthro au omg. do you have fashion ideas for the characters? like their favorite outfits, fabrics, etc? imo one of the best parts of anthro characters is deciding how they'd express themselves through their clothing :]

I HAVE A FEW ALREADY!!!! i dont have many specifics because theres so many characters ahd i havent drawn them all yet LOL but i'll share the ones i do have at least SOMETHING for

im also trying to keep these reasonable for the time period and location, as in my au the clan cats are mostly rural and in small towns set (mostly) before the 2000s so most may dress more modest and conservative (especially if theyre older and very religious)

squirrelflight - the best i can describe her sense of fashion is that it ranged from tomboy as a younger girl and is currently closer to a working class butch. im not sure if masc would be a more appropriate term since i dont hc her as a lesbian (shes bi) but she dresses "like a man" and owns a lot of jeans, slacks, and button-up shirts of all kinds of fabrics and patterns. she also enjoys bright colors as well, but as she got older her fashuon sense got a little more sensible and less "loud" like it was in the 60s and 70s. she also has glasses like her daddy once shes like 35 or so. she and firestar dressed very similarly, and a lot of her shirts and neckties are things she stole from his closet

feathertail - very feminine. hippie adjacent, lots of loose and flowing garments and jingly pieces. breatheable clothes and open toed shoes. her favorite swimsuit had some little frilly bits on it i think. often combines neutral earthy tones with blues and whites

crowfeather - lots of handmedowns from his father. clothes you can do farmwork in like jeans, overalls, hardy flannel/denim shirts and boots. never grew out of this and still dresses this way and he likes it

jayfeather - he looks like a modernized (as far as the 80s goes) version of his father - same hairstyle snd way of dress. he isnt too formal but does have some more preppiness to his clothing style (polo shirts and sweaters). he avoids full button downs since buttoning them himself jjust gets frustrating since he cant match them up every time. new wave band shirts. he also wears orange tinted glasses to protect his eyes (in this au i wrote that hes able to perceive shadows and light pretty okay, but not much else beyond that) And Kinda As A Fashion Statement cuz it goes well with his facial structure and hairstyle i think

lionblaze - hes like if the stereotypical jock and stereotypical 80s rock+metal enthusiast had a baby. muscle tees and bandanas, ripped jeans, those absurdly short shorts, crop tops, etc. he's a drummer i think if that matters LOL

ivypool - punk, also sorta like joan jett to an extent. very homemade, tho sometimes she gets lazy and doesnt really commit to the outfits all the way (but definitely has the mindset, dint get me wrong). one of those girls with a chest small enough to go braless 99% of the time; wears a lot of tank tops and sleeveless shirts LOL

bone/brick/scourge - just google "the outsiders movie" or "greaser" and you'll get the idea. tho i imagine these three in particular also have some kind of bare minimum formalwear scraped together from their escapades. theyre kinda like the jetts/sharks from west side story if that helps at all

daisy - she combines flowing, pretty dresses with a sunhat and work boots. she also teaches horseback riding and owns a few (its a business she runs w smokey and floss. i think its be funny if they were polyam ITS MY AU I CAN CHANGE WHAT I WANT) and she has horseback-appropriate clothing as well

poppyfrost - THEE preppy girl of the 80s. big hair, perm and all. dresses with pastel colors. her sisters cinderheart and honeyfern are pretty similar, tho i imagine honeyfern is a little more sporty and cinderheart takes inspiration from madonna once shes trying to court lionblaze

hazeltail - long haired country girl butch. enough said

spottedleaf snd cinderpelt are nuns lol

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

queer signalling: louis and harry living their beautiful queer lives, collected by me

since we must take note of our fellow queers when they signal that they are very much one of us, despite being closeted. since i've had a very very queer few years thanks to them, thanks to their signalling, thanks to them being brave.

(!! this list isn't exhaustive, and if i've forgotten your favorite, by all means let me know. there's always room for another edition. it's been a while since i made a compilation and felt there was a need of a new one on my blog. this one goes a few years back, since my last one dates from 2021 :'o. so yeah. here we go.)

harry in my policeman, playing a closeted queer man, based on the book that's long been one of his favorites. lauded by the director and co-stars for how well he portrayed this character, how well he understood.

harry wearing a green flower on his chest for the mp premiere, placing himself (once again) in the same line of history as oscar wilde.

louis's green flowers on his initial 28clothing jersey at the first afhf, which includes bonus roses and 28s all around

the entire late night talking mv bc!!!!!

louis's rainbow stage lights during sibwawc. he really did that. every single night.

the entire dazed magazine happening. “I’ve always tried to compartmentalise my personal life and my working life,” he explains. / “I have unlocked an ability to be myself completely, unapologetically,” he says with conviction." / “I think through my own sense of self and personal journey, I am realising that happiness isn’t this kind of end state.”

louis's gay exit songs: most notably 'ever fallen in love (with someone you shouldn't've)'

harry flirting with stanley tucci

louis and his gay ass tank tops !!! we must point it out !!!!!!

all along

harry kissing a pride flag during harry's house ono in nyc

rainbow flare during the btm mv

harry being gifted a mask of his own face at munich n2, which prompted him to say that he feels like he's wearing a mask sometimes

28 in a triangle for 28clothing!!!!!!!!

kit connor soft launching 28 clothing. a young actor starring in a queer coming-of-age series, who was forced to come out after being accused of queerbaiting. he was the first one, besides louis, to wear 28clothing

harry's grammy's speech "people like me" (which ppl sadly misunderstood), echoing what he's been saying on tour for years. this doesn't happen to people like him. if they only knew, right?

harry's freddie-inspired outfit for the grammy carpet (which also brought back his theme for clown/jester fits, like harryween 2021 n2. wonder why)

louis's merch graphic where a boy is trying to smash a glass ceiling

harry posing for david hockney, actual living legend, gay artist of the ages. "Styles seems to know how lucky he is, adding, with a tinge of disbelief: “I’m in awe of the man with enough one-liners for a lifetime.” As to what those one-liners might be? Styles and Hockney’s mutual silence on that question suggests that what happens in the studio, stays in the studio."

louis having suspicious visuals during back to you, the only visuals of that type on tour

harry's 2022 harryween outfit: dressed as danny (literally. he did that. he went grease on us.) but wearing sandy's jacket

louis at barricade aka held safely in the arms of strong security personnel

harry singing man, i feel like a woman and still the one with shania twain. while wearing a rainbow discoball jumpsuit (parallel with kacey musgraves wearing a rainbow dress to sing it with him years ago.)

louis's gay ass merch for the away from home festival

harry dressed in nina ricci by harris reed, an explicitly gender-fluid line. "At 18 I found myself living in london creating ruffle blouses, corsets, fabric flowers and flares from my kitchen floor (...). My creations at the time were met with nothing but criticism for being “too feminine” or “costume”, teachers said I should focus on “menswear” or “womenswear”. l remember it really wasn’t until I started dressing for myself and who I was that it all clicked. @harrystyles was my first ever client who embraced the fun, fluid and expressive clothing I was creating."

continuous bluegreening. to name a few: harry's werchter fit, all this time lights, satellite caps in two colors only, louis's smiley flickering bluegreen on tour in 2022, the james cordon shit, louis in uncasville. enjoy this post here

harry's snl shoot unseens: him as ariel

louis out in amsterdam at a gay bar

harry going to the women's only swimming pond (on a day it was open for men, but this is important to me okay)

harry's use of orchids in his visuals during 'she' during love on tour '23

the 'hairy mermaid' tour visuals

harry as a mermaid during the mfasr mv. as a supreme physical manifestation of harry as the mermaid he truly is inside. but in his true form he gets chopped up and consumed. literally

as it was mv and its parallels with the matrix, hints to harry as the woman with the red dress.

louis jumping up on barricade against the one spot where a pride flag was draped over it

oh yeah that exact same thing happened in 2022 too

harry forming a skirt with a pride flag in brasil after his pants ripped

that gay ass denim getup with the fur collar?? while wearing the fucking peace ring????

harry and phoebe breaking gender norms in the tpwk mv dance. no i'm not over it yet shut up

louis wearing a basquiat t-shirt, another famously queer artist joining the ranks

harry bought an actual genuine basquiat. flex

harry dressed in skirts for gucci

"happy pride! happy pride! 'tis the season! can you tell i'm relaxed?"

"isn't all of this sparkly bi music?"

satellite mv rainbow planet tshirt

louis's bigger than me promo where he's literally george michael like??? IM SORRY???????

harry kissing lewis capaldi at the brits

harry kissing nick kroll at the dwd premiere. lol

and... harry as friend of D O R O T H Y. sang over the rainbow. we all cried. especially me at this clip of harry glancing in relief at his band after over the rainbow.

[cupidspup]

I loved the ticci Toby fic you did! Would you mind doing one for slenderman or Jeff the killer?

Your wish is my command! >:3

CG! Slenderman x Little! Reader

As requested by @theoceantot !! :D

(Art is not mine and credit goes to the original artists!!)

A/N: I'm not sure if you wanted it to be a specific gender BUT I did think it would he cute if I had him with a little who's obsessed with having a fancy tea party with him! I'll try to keep it as gender neutral as possible with some feminine leaning things here and there :3 Also pls ignore any and all spelling/grammar mistakes I always write on my phone and I'm too lazy to check >_> I hope you enjoy! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა -Cupid ˗ˏˋ ꒰ ♡ ꒱ ˎˊ˗

Summary: You've been waiting all day for your caregiver to make some time for your very important meeting! And finally today is the day he's set everything aside just for you! What shenanigans will ensue for today's play date?

C/W: Feminine nicknames, gender neutral nicknames, use of "sir" and "mister/mr." as nicknames for Slender (not all the time just most of it!!), the use of "papa" as a nickname, mentions of food, mentions/descriptions of slenderman and how his mouth works :]

You sit in your playroom, huffing as you watch the clock in the wall tick back and forth. Your papa said that today was the day you'd finally have some play time!! You've been excited for it all day and you've done everything you could to prepare for it!!

And by that you've prepared exactly what you wanted for today and how you wanted it. You're not high maintenance...just particular! And high maintenance or not, luckily Slender was more than equipped to handle anything from you.

Just before you were about to huff one more time, there's a gentle knock on the door. A loq voice speaks, it would he booming if it wasn't so gentle. Most would be trembling at the sound if such an intimidating voice, but not you no. To you, that's just the voice of your loving and doting caregiver!

"May I come in, dear?"

It says before entering. You sit up excitedly as you speak, "You may!"

The doorknob turns as the door opens. A tall faceless man stands in the doorway, his skin white as snow itself. The one and only Slenderman stands before you and he's here to have only the grandest of times with you.

He ducks as he walks through the door, closing it gently before turning to you. A gentle hand pats the top of your head, his face holds no expression but with his touch says it all.

"Very good job at using your manners, little one. Just like how I've taught you." His praise makes your chest tingle slightly with excitement. He bends down and scoops you unto his arms carefully, making sure not to mishandle you in any way.

"Were you waiting long, sweetness? I know I took longer than expected, however, there should not be any other interruptions now." He says as he rests you against his hip. You cling onto him a little tighter, wrapping your arms around his neck as you pull yourself a little closer. You love your papa but heights will forever make you just a little scared.

You shoot your caregiver a glare. Giving him your poutiest lip and a little huff. To which he chuckles softly as he walks you to the bed.

"I will take that as a yes."

He sets you down before going to your closet filled with all your fanciest little clothes. He opens the doors and looks through the selection. Without looking to you he keeps talking, still looking through all of your dresses and accessories.

"Did you have a specific outfit in mind for today, my little love?"

"Nu uh. But I wanna do tea party, Mister!" You say in return. You kick your feet at the last bit of your sentence, wanting to emphasize how badly you'd like to have that tea party.

"A tea party? Hmmm. That means I need to dress you for the occaision now doesn't it?"

Long black tendrils sprout from his back, each one moving as if it had a mind of its own. They each grab a hold of different dresses and accessories and holding them up so that Slender can close the door.

"Please stand for me my dear, I need to see which outfit will suit you the most. Not to say you wouldn't look darling in all of them of course." He says as he makes his way to you, getting onto one knee.

Once he's down to your level you stand on the floor, arms to your side as you wait for him to pick. He puts multiple dresses in front of you some with ruffles and frills, others with ribbons and sleek cut. Slender loves dressing you up like a little doll. He finds it relaxing and it makes you feel so special knowing he's doing something and keeping you in mind. Finally, he settles on what he deems to be the perfect outfit.

A puffy pink dress with white frills and pink bows, some frilly white bloomers for you to wear under, lacy tights to keep you covered with some matching ruffled socks, some shiny black Mary Jane's, matching ruffled gloves and some clips for your hair. He lays all the necessary things out to keep himself organized while he gets you ready. While he knows you are perfectly capable for the most part of dressing yourself since you're regressed to an older age, he truly does enjoy doing these little things for you. And you would never stop him or tell him no.

Unless if you were in a bratty mood that is.

But today isn't one of those days. Today, you're dying to be fanned over and coddled the way he is doing so now. You love the gentle tone he uses when he asks you to do certain things while changing such as staying still when he buttons up your dress. Or when he sits you down for your socks and shoes and asks you to lift your feet for him to put them on.

One of your favorite parts of Slender getting you dressed is how he is always so gentle. Especially with all the nicknames he uses for you.

"Sweetness" "little love" "darling" "dear" "baby doll" or "dolly" Absolutely anything that will make you feel as pretty and wonderful as you truly are. To Slender, you are as fragile and precious as one of your many teacups from your many tea sets.

Once he has you dressed fully, your most favorite part comes. Slender doing your hair. Him doing your hair and putting it into cute hair styles is your most favorite part. The feeling of his fingers in your hair, the cautious and gentle way he handles you, the way that your hair always comes out exactly how you want it to be whenever he does it. You can't think of any way your caregiver could be better than how he is now.

He holds your gloved hand in his and leads you to your mirrored vanity. Lifting you into your chair and facing you towards your reflection. A little smile creeps onto your face as you look at how pretty you're looking already! Slender's tendrils come back into view, each of them holding a different item that he'll be using for your hair.

First, he spritzes it with some water and detangler. Just to dampen it a little and make easier to untangle any knots and tangles as he combs through it.

" My little one, would you like to practice counting your numbers while I comb your hair?"

You give him a nod and sit up, waiting for your hair to be brushed. If he had a face, he would smile. Instead he brings all your hair back, softly caressing your cheeks in between before gently running the brush through your hair. You count each stroke as he brushes through your hair. Slender always has the gentlest touch saved just for you. It makes you feel all the more special in these moments when he does it the most.

With one last stroke he stops brushing. His black tendrils taking the brush from his hands now. He presses the area where his mouth would reside and keeps it there for a second.

A makeshift kiss for the faceless man.

"You're an excellent counter, I'm so proud of you for learning to count your numbers so well."

You feel your face flush a little when he says this. You cower just a little from the shyness. He notices and rubs the top of your head lovingly before moving on.

With a few hair ties, Bobby pins and other hair accessories your hair is now properly ready for a tea party! It fascinates you how lovely Slender can make your hair look. It makes your chest flutter how doting and caring he can be when it's just you two.

"Let me get a good look at you, darling. I would love to see how fancy you're looking today."

To that you stand up and give him a little twirl, giggling as you do. You shine your bestest smile at him before running up to his less, giving him a big hug.

"Thankie Mister Papa Slendy!!" You say excitedly, smooshing your face into him. He chuckles and pats your head lovingly again.

"Awe, what a polite little thing. You're very welcome. Are we just about ready to start our tea party, little miss?"

You nod your head yes and hold onto his much larger hands, leading him to your pile of stuffies. "Mhmm mhmm!! I juss gotta get ma frens n we ready!!" You say as you start grabbing plushies and putting them into their own pile. Slender uses his tendrils and gentle picks up each of your "friends", making sure they're being treated with the best love and care.

"Little one, would you like me to set up your tea party and make the tea while you ready yourself?" He offers kindly as he sits all of your plushies down in their respective spots. You turn to him with a smile. "Yes peas, sir!"

He nods and walks out of the room, off to find one of his more floral patterned tea sets for you to use. While he's gone you get all of your stuffies ready for the tea party! Some having little hats, or bonnets or ties anything to make them extra fancy! You look at yourself in the mirror and you find that you wanna look extra EXTRA fancy for Slender when he gets back. You sit and think for a moment, your frisky dress poofing up as you do before an amazing idea hits you.

You sit at your vanity and open your dresser, all your makeup sitting perfectly there. Waiting for you to give them a try. You squeal excitedly as you pick out which things to use.

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Just when you added your finishing touches to your very elegant and cute makeup look you hear a knock at the door.

"Princess, may I enter please?"

You squeal and kick your feet excitedly. "Yes papa slendy sir yous may!!" You say with a cheerful tone. Slender turns the knob and lets himself in. In his hands is a tray with all of your tea party needs, everything sorted nice and neatly. He sets everything onto the table and gives each of your friends their own respective tea cup.

"Papa papa!! Wanna see what I dids when you was gone?" You say excitedly as you tug on his pant leg. He turns to you curiously before looking at you and your makeup.

It's over the top and sparkly but perfectly tou, he chuckles and reaches for your hand bringing it up to his "face".

"You look absolutely precious, princess. A divine little doll you are."

He presses his face to your knuckles, another faceless kiss for you.a very gentlemanly one at that. You fidget shyly, playing with the hem of your skirt and muttering a soft thank you to him. He hoists you into his arms and walks to the table before sitting down. Sitting you down into his lap and letting you get comfortable before setting a tea cup in front of you.

You scoot into him and snuggle up, nuzzling into his chest. "May I serve you some tea, dolly of mine?" You nod and look up to him. "I help do it peas?" To which he nods, bringing the tea pot closer to you.

"Of course but be very careful, it is very hot and I would not want you to get burned."

He places your hands onto the tea pot, helping you pour some tea into the cup. He then picks up a small pitcher of cream and pours the smallest amount in.

"Would you like one lump or two, sweetness?"

You put up two fingers to him and he, of course, puts two sugar cubes in. With his tendrils he keeps the tea cup still as he stirs it all in. While he does that he hugs you close with his arms, reaching one hand to gently caress your cheek lovingly. Once he's done stirring the tea he brings the cup to your lips, holding the saucer right under (in the just too cool fancy way).

"Blow gently and take a small sip for me princess, tell me how it is."

You take a deep breath, blowing at the warm tea before taking a small sip. The warm liquid makes you feel just so cozy and comfy. The perfect amount of subtle sweetness. You sigh happily after and smile, relaxing further into him. He chuckles and you can feel the vibrations in his chest when he does.

"I take it that it was to your liking?"

He says and you node back happily in response. "Try it papa, is soooo good!" He nods "Very well, I'll try it." And brings it to his face. To most this would be an odd sight. How would he drink if he has no mouth? Well that's a very easy question.

He simply makes one! ^_^

This would be scary to a lot of people but with the amount of tea parties you have? It's just another ordinary thing to you. Slenderman's face starts to move and almost expand. As it gets longer you see a mouth start to form and almost looks like it's being torn open to do so. Slender doesn't make a sound he's simply doing it as if it was just a common thing. When really it sort of is with the two of you.

Once his mouth was fully open he takes a sip of the tea, looking down to you.

"This is a very nice cup of tea, darling. You helped me make it very nicely. Very well done." He says before offering you another sip.

For the rest of the time the two of you drink your tea. He of course pours some out to all of your friends making sure everyone has their fill and a snack to go with it. You both continue sharing your teacup, taking turns drinking sips from it. Slender even does his pink up when you ask him to. He adores his little doll, seeing how sweet you can be brings him so much joy. He loves you to pieces and would spend as many hours as you'd like having tea parties with you.

You're his little one after all

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BONUS:

After a other hour or so of you both talking and sharing tea you find that, this tea makes you very sleepy. Not just because of how warm and cozy is makes you feel. Maybe it's the way he's talking to you or maybe it's being in his arms. But it makes you feel so safe and comfy it makes you want to curl up and take a nap right there.

Abd who's to tell you not to?

So that's exactly what you do. While Slender is distracted doing other things, you yawn and start drifting to sleep. Slender is quick to notice this. And being the good papa he is he rubs your back softly, working your shoes off so you'll sleep easier.

"Maybe giving them chamomile tea was not a bad idea after all."

You murmur something in your sleep and burrow your head even deeper. He runs his fingers through your hair as he watches you rest.

"What precious little thing. All tuckered out from just a little tea party." He gives you one last kiss on your head, snuggling you closer as his tendrils reach for your blanket and drape it over you.

"Sleep well, little miss.🩷" He says.

[cosmic-ghost-hermit]

Take what resonates and leave behind anything that doesn't but of course, be open to new experiences! However, for this specific reading if you aren't already kind of questioning your gender, I suggest you do not participate in this one. 🩷🩵🤍🩵🩷

PILE 1

Crystal: Tigers Eye Bracelet

Astrology: Aquarius ♒️, Libra ♎️, Gemini ♊️

Aesthetic: Boho

Welcome pile 1! So first I’ll talk about how you feel about your gender currently. You have been extremely frustrated with it but your aggravation is a bridge to self discovery and relief. This discomfort is necessary so you can fully embrace who you are! Femininity and masculinity subconsciously do not make sense to you but you are still trying to make one of them work. The best way you can explore your gender more is to try an absence of it. A neutral expression might help you find what truly works for you. I see that you might find more masculinity in your clothing choice as you start to explore which could be something you aren’t super used to. Or you could dress without gender in mind at all and just pick what feels good. The more you go outside your comfort zone in expression the more you are going to see just how much binary gender confuses you and isolates you. The card's advice is to walk away from trying to fit into a binary. Sometimes deciding not to decide is good enough to move foward.

💚🤎🧸🐍♻️🚬🔑🪘🪇🐢🪲🍀🌴🍵🐻🕰️🥙🥝🥑🌳🐉🦥🛎️📻🐛👒🇨🇮⛰️

PILE 2

Crystal: Bloodstone Bracelet

Astrology: Aries ♈️, Virgo ♍️, Cancer ♋️

Aesthetic: Grunge

Hello pile 2! You currently feel pretty outwardly confident in your gender but this is all on the surface. You present very femme but you may not always relate or feel comfortable in the feminine experience. You usually ignore that discomfort as a way of peace keeping. It might stir up a lot of commotion for you to do anything different. The commotion could be in your environment but I also see that for most of you in this pile, it could just be your fear of imperfections. The emotional commotion is the most likely possibility in these cards. You don’t need to be afraid of rejection from anyone but yourself. A good way to explore your gender more in a safe way is to try out masculinity in small amounts. Take it slow and do not push yourself if you feel more uncomfortable trying new stuff than remaining in the old. Just know butch women exist and they are not obligated to trans their gender just because they want to dress more masculinely. You are safe to explore I promise. And you will still be pretty if you do. You are absolutely gorgeous.

🕷️🤍🕸️🐚🕶️☠️🖤✒️🔪♟️👻🎬🎹🎱☕️🦨🐼🃏🦷☁️⚽️🔍🩶🎵♣️🏐⌚️

PILE 3

Crystals: Quartz & Howlite Bracelet

Astrology: Scorpio ♏️, Pisces ♓️, Capricorn ♑️

Aesthetic: Cottagecore

Hi, pile 3! My dear friend, you know you are transgender. You know. You really don’t need me to tell you that. You might even be in mid-transition. Your body is starting to match how you have always imagined it. Some of those who picked this pile I see are two-spirited, bigender or genderfluid. The best way to traverse your gender expression is to make a statement. Instead of starting an expedition to be more masculine or more feminine. Just try looking more gay. Dress yourself as queer as possible. Let your inner child have fun with your outfits. Dress like a mermaid or try on some drag. Embrace dressing emotionally rather than trying to conform to a specific experience. You are so unique and you need to try to express that outwardly more. You will have so much more fun.

🎂🧋🍉🌤️🍓🦯🍒🍎🍄🐰����🧣🍅🌶️🧘🏽🧺🥖🕯️🗝️⛱️⏰🎈📝📿♥️🐚🕊️🎋

PILE 4

Crystal: Rainbow moonstone bracelet

Astrology: Taurus ♉️, Sagittarius ♐️, Leo ♌️

Aesthetic: Pastel Goth

Thank you for joining me, pile 4. So, before I address how you feel about your gender. I’m gonna talk about how everyone else seems to think they know better than you about it. I can definitely see how that might be very annoying. They may say things like “you are in a glass closet” or they may claim that you are transgender if you identify as cis or claim that you are not transgender if you identify as trans. You don't dress to conform. And to that these cards express how much those people don’t know what they are talking about. No matter how you look outwardly, you know who you are better than anyone. So what if your presentation is conventional or digestible? It doesn’t matter what they think. You are perfectly you. You are comfortable as heck in your gender expression and you have already explored everything under the sun. The only advice the cards have for you is to stay strong in your decisions and don’t let anyone’s opinions sway what you already figured out.

🖤🩷🪮⚔️💣🎀⚖️🎮🌸🦢🐭🕷️🏴♠️💞📓🐮🚬🌬️🎙️💻⛸️🫖🍙🐦‍⬛🐾🌷

[lady-megans-blog]

This post is work in progress!!!

It’s time to consolidate all tasks and put them as reference to each post! That’s the plan! Some of you told me and I see others do it too. So first I will just list all tasks, but please be patient, references are coming so you can go to whatever task you want to see or do today. Remember, as long as you are comfortable and safe, you can do a lot even in limited circumstances, like being fully or partially closeted. Enjoy 😊

Task 1

Task 5

Use nighty https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/716775555366862848/task-5

Task 6

Shop with a women https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/716956197002084352/task-6

Task 7

Befriend a women https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/717156582638665728/task-7

Task 8

Walk your heels https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/717309278226186240/task-8

Task 9

Workout in women’s outfit https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/717411661601996800/task-9

Task 10

Blend girly in every day https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/717837673496264704/task-10

Task 11

Wear jewelry https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/718575731171622912/task-11

Task 12

A day at home for her https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/719065508577673216/task-12

Task 13

Start blog https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/719220104170225664/task-13

Task 14

Make friends https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/719654937706004480/task-14

Task 15

Buy girly magazine and read it https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/719851105483423744/task-15

Task 16

Watch a nice movie https://www.tumblr.com/lady-megans-blog/719951285679439872/task-16

Task 17

Full makeover

Task18

Expose a little

Task19

Cage and other accessories: deeper in a rabbit hole

Task 20

Sing

Task 23

Make selfie

Task 24

Find a group in your area

Task 25

Shop in a store

Task 26 Make a small talks to guys you like

Task 27

Edge, goon, no cum

Task 28

Learn some dance moves, twerking, funk

Task 29

Crossdress into men’s, feel the difference!

Task 30

Always be playful and gay when you can

Task 31

Choose your role model

[lilly-onthevalley]

Guide to Basics: My Current

I mentioned that I got rid of atleast 60% of my clothes a year and a half ago and it's been the best thing I've ever done for my wardrobe. My choices are easier and I can't remember the last time I've ever sat and cracked my head about an outfit. That's the way I like it. My life has a million other stresses and I mainly care about 2 things. Consistency and Presentabiltity.

Over consumption has been normalised, and honestly, no one needs to be doing allat (😂). If you try and follow every trend and phase, you'll find yourself disappointed and having a fair amount of confusion and dread whenever you open your closet.

Me

Let me start off by saying that my environment has influenced me A LOT when it comes to how I dress and put myself forward. I navigate certain countries that have a very stereotypical style for certain groups. It's made things easy for me. I love my squads, and I love how I can maintain who I am by the way I dress and have been shown to dress by the girlies around me.

It works, it's trusted and that's what I care about.

Jeans. I only wear white or cream jeans made of mostly denim. It's just what works for me and my location. I physically cannot get a taste for blue jeans, I'm trying so hard, but they just don't suit me or brighten me the way a pair of flared whites would. The same goes for shorts. I wear white shorts of every cut because you'll need a different type of short for the beach vs. the court. My golf skirts follow the same law. Linen pants are also some of my favourites for casual days, I implore everyone to give them a try! I love how they flow when the wind blows and they are the pants I've gotten the most compliments on.

I'm still going through my crop top phase and will continue to do so till I cannot. I love a solid coloured cropped top, deep blues are my favourite because they enhance my skin in such a beautiful way. I'm someone who is lollypop shaped, so slightly cropped tops break the illusion from my pants and accentuate the top. I love to keep the colours plain and cool toned as that is what suits me best.

I also wear full shirts a lot in white, black, blue and green. When it comes to these, I make sure they fit like a dream and are preferably purely cotton without any unnecessarily thick stitches at the neckline. A neckline can make or break a silhouette. Find which one works for you, I can not work a deep V cut and like softer and rounder necklines. I like a bit of room for my silver/white gold jewellery to sparkle against the dark of my skin before being consumed by the shirt.

I go crazy when it comes to dresses and skirts. That's what I love and what those around me love too. Stripes, florals, swirls, beading, crotchet, anything. I love a Zimmerman look, it's very feminine and fun for lunches and events where moods are high and hands are going even higher.

For shoes I'm basic. Birkinstocks, gold sandals, nude, black and white pumps, and any platform white sneaker. I'm fairly short, I need the height on a normal day. For adventures, I go for the Birkinstocks. For a lunch, I go for my gold sandals, sometimes heeled sometimes not. For formals, I fold and take the pumps for a spin. And for everyday I keep my assortment of white platforms. It's a simple, trustable rotation. Of course, there will be rainy or cold days where you need to get the Wellingtons out or some old Timberlands/Uggs, but that's not most of the time.

When it comes to jewellery, I adore pearls and everything they stand for. For my 15th, I got my first pair of real pearls, and I haven't gone back since. Whenever I go to a port city, I always snake my way through the local pop-ups to find a jeweller who uses fresh water pearls on silver chain. I wear either pearl earrings or a hanging gem stone. I have multiple piercings on each ear. First hole is for a basic tiny gold stud. Middle for a dangle gemstone or pearl. Last for a diamond or zirconia of sorts. It looks almost religious how beautiful they are. I always thought pearls were for old ladies. My mother wore black pearls with shiny stone bottoms, and it always peaked my interest. I think of Venus coming out of the clam every single time I pop them in, and it makes me feel divine.

Shades are optional for most people, but where I am, you NEED to have them. I am a RayBan girl. My first pair was thick with a blackish purple polarisation. Second, where polarised green for my society ( incredibly iconic time when I think of it 🤣.) Now I have a pair of black ones that make sense for my face and everyday wear. I'm moving onto chunky Pradas. They're yet to come in since I wanted a specific type of lense on the frame. As I get older, I get more chunky, but right now I'm loving my thin black. I love the privacy, I love how others love them too. We exchange sometimes for different occasions.

I am a big fan of community, and having one is very important to me. Likewise, I wear logos from schools, societies, bands, productions, and companies I've been a part of. Don't do this if you're a crash out, you'd be putting the brand in disrepute, but if you're new in a place maybe some community gear for a certain cause you're interested in would be a good conversation starter. I have been privileged to be a part of many big communities that connect as far as from the dips of South Africa to the Ivy Leagues and big banks. I wear them with pride as I have earned them, fought tooth and nail to be rewarded them, and done my time. I worked for a lot of my branded gear, and it's recognised. Most of my jackets, hoodies, gym shirts, suit accessories, and stationery come from little things like that. It's my number one favourite thing to wear.

I love fashion, I love looks and can't wait to see what future me will have a taste for.

⭐️

[mcblingbrat]

RL Bratz Doll Wardrobe

Like Jade, I have a unique and personal sense of style that aligns with current trends, sets me apart from other people and makes me a trendsetter. Fashion is one of the many forms of self-expression, and I use the low end, high end and vintage items that I own to do that.

Outerwear

Every fashionista owns a wide range of outerwear that sits in there closet for a considerable amount of time due to them not having the perfect ensemble, dress, jumpsuit, bag, accessories and shoes to go with it; and I’m one of those people.

When I manage to find the perfect clothing items, accessories and shoes for said outerwear, my firsthand or secondhand jackets and coats that are bold, feminine, glamorous and/or extravagant make their big debut.

Tops

Similar to Sasha, Yasmin, Jade and Cloe, my clothing, specifically my tops, have landed me in hot water due to them being quote unquote too revealing or attention grabbing.

My casual tops are usually form fitting and figure flattering and have details that are related to my likes, interests and personality (ex: cute slogan tees with sayings, an off the shoulder sweater that is shimmery and see through, a brightly colored tank top with ribbed lace up detailing, etc.).

My formal tops are also form fitting and figure flattering like me previously mentioned casual tops, but they make a statement that won’t be made again due to them being so unexpected yet so me (ex: a silver metal mesh top with a crystal sleeve, a denim and velour corset top, a wrap around star fishnet top, etc.).

Pants

As a petite woman, I have to find pants that are going to fit me perfectly and compliment my frame.

Once I find pants that fulfill those two mandatory requirements online or in stores, I proceed to purchase pants that should’ve made me realize that Aquarius was my chart ruler before I purchased my astrological portrait due to most of pants being the definition of outrageous, urban yet camp.

If I find pants that are plain but fit me perfectly and compliment my frame, I purchase them and have them altered to resemble my vision and sketch. Like the great Galleria Garibaldi, I take bits and pieces and put them together cause I’m a visionary and an artist.

Skirts

The skirts that I don are less outrageous and camp than my pants since I love to show off my legs in short skirts, but the colors, prints, embellishments, detailing and textures of the skirts that accommodate the jacket, top, jewelry, handbag and shoes make the outfit cohesive, which is what I strive for despite striving for various self related things when I put together an outfit for myself.

Formal Wear

My formal fashion moments are sporadic due to the pandemic and my busy schedule that consists of school and work, but when I am granted the opportunity to dress up for a formal event, I take that as an opportunity to unleash my softer and ethereal side with soft yet bright colors and whimsical imagery (ex: butterflies, cloud print, orchid print, floral embellishments, corset detailing, hoods, etc.).

Accessories

All libra women are the main characters in their lives and other peoples lives. As a libra woman who is a proud main character in my life and the lives of many others, diamonds are all over my body because it reflects who I am and lets people know that I am a shining and bright diamond. I also have an affinity for diamonds because they look great on me and I’m a proud maximalist that believes that any thing that’s understated has no place in my abundant life.

Handbags

I’m really particular when it comes to the bags that I purchase. They don’t have to be designer, but they have to be a high quality bag. I don’t want to wear a bag that everybody is wearing or obsessing over because I’m not worried about everybody and their minion like tendencies and I don’t want to purchase a bag with my hard earned money that’s going to fall apart. Bags should age like a fine wine, not curdle like expired milk.

When it comes to shape, color and detailing, I’m flexible since I’m a fashion chameleon, but I have a few exceptions (ex: a brown or beige bag (I don’t like colors and they wash me out), gold detailing (I’m cool toned and I always preferred silver) and faux leather bags (they leather peels and I’m all about the real.).

Shoes

My shoes are the final act of my outfits that close the show, and I always make sure to pick out show stopping shoes that’ll incite an encore from onlookers.

Despite being genuinely confident despite my short stature, I often find myself purchasing sneakers, boots, wedges and heels that make me appear taller than I actually am.

Lengthy shoes are a no-no. Tall girls look amazing in knee high shoes, whereas short girls look juvenile when they’re wearing knee high shoes, and I’m not trying to have people thinking that I’m a young girl playing dress up because I’m a grown woman.

Lastly, I'm open to most things when it comes to shoes, with exceptions (ex: pure white shoes (they get dirty easily and are going to be a pain to clean), crocs (first of all, ew. second of all, ew.), and converse (I LOVED me some Chuck Taylor's when I was a preteen in middle school and a teenager in high school, and still do to this day, but they don’t give me much support and my family forced me to let them go completely until they create shoes that’ll support my feet.).

[justablah56]

ee hee @iersei I finished writing another Glenn gender post :3

todays glennder post is specifically abt transfem Glenn , so buckle the fuck up <333 SO I've mentioned before that my person hc is that Glenn was transfem from when she was abouutttt 15-16 ish until Morgan's death p much . She was always sort of gnc before that , being a teen boy who's kinda emo/punk/alt with an absent father will do that to ya . I think for a while he didn't really think it was anything and it was totally normal and not a gender thing when he liked his hair long or his nails painted or a bit of makeup on here and there, he was just a rebellious teen who wanted to look cool . but then I think he started identifying as a demi boy at first, like yeah I'm not cis , but I'm still a guy , right ? (wrong) through their teenage years it slowly morphs into just they/them , not minding he/him , it just wasn't what they used most often . then he meets Morgan . Morgan , known lesbian . at first glenns like yeah wowie were such good friends , plus even if I liked her I'm a guy , a manly man , id have no chance , even if she is so so hot .. but they're like . besties for a few years , and at one point Morgan brings up the idea of crossdressing when they're probably in their early 20s. she mentions she thinks it'd be fun to try a sort of drag-king vibe , and glenns like haha yeah I could be your matching drag queen and Morgan's like 👁️👁️ so they go out to find outfits . Glenn finds some fun black leather dress or smthin like that and puts it on and comes out absolutely grinning . she doesn't think this is a performance , it feels too real . meanwhile Morgan is sitting there's like holy shit that is the most beautiful woman I've ever seen . both of them are seeing *Glenn* for the first time and she's beautifully herself . after that Morgan and Glenn go to a lot of dress/skirt shops . I think Glenn does really like the sort of drag vibe to her femininity though . she just loves the exaggerated makeup and the eccentric outfits and the ridiculously tall heels , and Morgan just thinks she's hot as hell <3 after a bit Glenn goes on estrogen bcs she can and life is good for a while between Glenn and Morgan . I think they do drag together super often , Glenn for the most part just glams herself up , bcs we love a transfem drag queen <3 and Morgan prefers to do more masc drag , and they like to correlate their outfits to match whenever they do it and it's just v sweet <3 I think though , (and I believe I've mentioned this in previous glennder rambles) that as Nick comes along and Glenn is given more responsibility he kinda starts regressing back in his gender journey . Glenn gets kinda ... burnt out . to the point that putting effort into his gender presentation isn't worth it anymore . when they first have Nick she starts using she/they . her and Morgan stop doing drag as often . as Nick grew up it morphed into just they/them , and Glenn didn't want to try to come up with a parent word for themself so they were still "dad". when Morgan died Glenn stopped presenting female completely . to him , he didn't have the time anymore to be worried about that kind of thing , and it was easier to just ... be a guy again . it also had to do with the fact that any of his feminity just reminded him of Morgan bcs he had been with her the whole time , so he couldn't dress up like he used to because every time he tried to dress up he would be turning around expecting to see Morgan's smiling face with her own outfit on , ready to tell her how pretty she looked all dolled up . and then she wasn't there . and that hurt . and as Glenn does , if it causes any kind of negative emotional reaction at all it's better to just shove it into a closet and pretend it doesn't exist , and that's what he does with his silly goofy transed gender . he does still stay on estrogen though , I think . bcs it's the one thing that he's just gotten used to and it would be more difficult to suddenly stop than it is to just keep doing it . he tells himself it's because he doesn't like change . and that's part of it , but y'know . she's still there .

anyways this got kinda longer than I thought it would but I'm so insane about transfem Glenn literally thinking about her constantly , she's my babygirl , my malewife , my girlhusband , my silly rabbit , I love her sm <3

[sumersprkl]

Hi Ouran High School Host Club fandom, I’ve finally finished watching your show that’s been over for decades, and I’m bringing you more of my headcanons. Namely, Forever-Closeted Transfem Enby Kyoya Ootori.

HEAR ME OUT.

1. He doesn’t seem super attached to the idea of masculinity.

Kyoya doesn’t go to any lengths to prove he is masculine, and it seems to me like he wouldn’t care at all whether he was seen as a man or not, save for the fact that being seen as a man will benefit him financially and in his quest for his father’s approval. Now, you could absolutely read this as Kyoya being agender. I completely understand that, I’ve gotten that vibe off of him in the past as well, but it’s not how I want to read it for this headcanon.

2. He lets Tamaki and the Host Club dress him up.

Kyoya hardly ever sees customers himself. Usually, if he’s seen speaking to guests at the Host Club, it’s to sell them something specific, rather than to serve them as a host. If he’s just there in a support role rather than a host role, why would he need to dress up to fit the theme? Renge, the manager, very rarely dresses herself up to match the hosts. Therefore, some part of him must enjoy the act of dressing up, for reasons other than keeping up appearances as a member of the Ootori family. Dressing up in silly outfits is often considered a feminine activity, and it doesn’t seem like it’s one that Kyoya’s father approves of, and yet Kyoya engages in it, by choice, anyway.

3. He has a fascination with people who cross the gender line.

Kyoya is the first one to catch on that Haruhi is not actually a boy in the very first episode, and yet it seems like (at least for the first few episodes) he is the one who is MOST committed to making sure Haruhi stays in the club. (He expresses this desire to keep her in the club mostly through holding her debt over her head and manipulating the other club members into wanting to keep her, because he’s Kyoya, but it’s pretty clear to me he wants her there.)

Also, Kyoya goes out of his way to establish contact with Ranka, and becomes friends with him (I’m using he/him pronouns for Ranka because he doesn’t seem to object to them in canon and they’re what his daughter uses for him), months before any of the other hosts even think to wonder about Haruhi’s home life. Kyoya seems to genuinely like Ranka, and calls him a “beautiful soul” (I think that’s what the line was, I don’t have the episode up in front of me).

4. When Tamaki comes up with the idea to dress in drag to keep Haruhi from transferring to Lobelia, not only does Kyoya do it, he looks better than the entire rest of the club.

Even though it is an extremely stupid idea, Kyoya goes along with it when Tamaki wants everybody to do drag to “show Haruhi that she can get female comradery at Ouran” (or whatever). You could read this as Kyoya being desperate enough to keep Haruhi in the club that he would try anything; or you could see it as an overabundance of faith in Tamaki’s extremely stupid ideas, which have usually worked out for Kyoya in the past; but that’s not how I want to read it for this headcanon.

For their drag outfits, everybody else in the club either goes extremely over the top with their hair, makeup, and clothes (Tamaki, the twins, Honey), proving that they consider this a performance; or they do the bare minimum and only wear the outfit without doing any hair or makeup (Mori), proving that they don’t care about looking feminine enough to put in the effort. Kyoya, however, has on a dress in a color that suits him perfectly, a beautiful ponytail hairpiece, and lighter, more natural-looking makeup. Out of all of them, Kyoya puts in the most effort into looking like a girl, rather than dressing up like one.

There you have it. That’s my evidence for transfem enby Kyoya. Now what am I gonna do with this information? The same thing Kyoya would do if he ever put all of this together: absolutely nothing. There’s no way he’d want to give up the advantages of being seen as a man in the business world, and it doesn’t seem like his father would ever even consider handing his company down to his sister, so there’s no way he’d risk losing what he’s built just to change something as unimportant as his outward gender presentation.

...He could maybe get away with growing his hair out, though. If he argues that he’s going for a more traditional Japanese male look that breaks away from Western influences.

EDIT: Can y’all BELIEVE that I forgot to include that he lets Tamaki call him Mommy?

[cidthesquid]

Movin' on up! - Style Savvy: Trendsetters #06

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This title serves a double meaning, I made some good progress in Trendsetters.. ...and my Copy of 'Fashion Dreamer should be arriving today! But until then, new outfit of the day:

I'm a little less happy with this one :-/ I was told I needed something in the 'feminine style', for a meeting with Imogen. (The current head of the luxurious 'Enin Chen' brand, also the founder's granddaughter) But I was broke, and did not have a lot of stuff that fit in my closet, So I ended up with this feminine/bold hybrid look, as I feel it's the best I could do without going against my character style (without spending more money) But in the end, I guess it was not enough to impress her :'(

Ok, well, I guess we gotta do what we gotta do... I don't have enough stuff in my normal color scheme, and the exhibition hall is closed, so....

It's been a while since my character's worn pink, I think the last time was... my first fashion show in fashion forward. Basically my first ever real event in a 'style savvy' game! I have nothing against pink, I use it all the time for customers, But, I never really felt it fit my own character, I've always preferred 'pastel pink' over most other shades, and I think it turned out pretty well! (given my limitations)

And it was enough to pass the event!

So I was able to unlock the high-end brand! (too bad I'm broke, haha) Also, the very next day...

Men's Fashion is now available! This should be interesting, Since I played 'Fashion Forward' First, I have no idea how this is going to work. (good thing they give you free stock to get you started) I may be a guy IRL, but that does not mean I know how to dress, lol. And lastly...

I now have a way to actually get rid of old/unwanted stock, you can have clearance sales! Not as convient as the 'buy back' from the later games, but I'm glad to now have at least something, and it's a bit more realistic too! --- Overall, the Game Started Pretty slow, Noticeably more so than 'Fashion Forward', But for the last few sessions, I've been enjoying it a little more each time I play. I still think I prefer 'Fashion Forward', but I strongly disagree with those that call this game 'skippable'. It may not be the ideal starting point, but I still think it's worth playing.

"But that's just my opinion!" XD [Next Post] or [Read My posts on Fashion Dreamer]

[a-bucket-of-trash]

For Your Eyes Only - Kelvin x Female Reader – Part 1/2

Prompt: Kelvin sometimes can be a little naughty, especially when you're away from him. Idea by @hubbelebubbele

Tag: Very smut, explicit, nsfw.

The sun had gone down on that pleasant spring Saturday and you had already finished bathing, you just needed to choose an appropriate outfit and dress up a bit, being that in a while you would meet your friends to spend a few hours between drinks and chats at the bar, one of those “Lady Nights” that you needed so much when you had juicy information for the gossips of your friends. And now that you lived with your boyfriend Kelvin, most of the gossip was about him. Those harpies almost asked you how many moles he had on his buttocks.

You scratched your head, naked, thinking, seeing your clothes scattered on the bed and the open closet. You had no idea what the fuck to wear. You wanted to look decent, but they were your friends, you weren't going to flirt around, so you also wanted something comfortable and simple. Something you could dance around with and not die in the process. You tried on almost fifty things, until your outfit seemed consistent and simple, a blouse as dark blue as night, a black skirt loose to the knees, nice boots, some jewelry, your bag. You left a couple of written messages for your boyfriend and ran off since you were going to be late.

About half an hour later, Kelvin was walking into the house, coming back from his own friend night. You two had agreed that, from time to time, both of you would go out with your own friends to relax and get some fresh air. He looked around, in case he saw you still at home, although he didn't hear anything. He smiled, feeling in the air your delicious and delicate feminine perfume, mixed with your shampoo, aromas that he knew well, already after a few months living under the same roof. Smelled clean and sexy.

He left the keys in the wicker basket on the cabinet by the door and read the note you'd left: “I won't be away long, honey, wait for me to sleep, so we can gossip. I did the shopping when you went out, I brought the muffins that you like so much. Can you make sure the washing machine has turned off? It still sounds weird. Don't worry about the clothes I left on the bed, put them away if you want to lie down, I'll put them in their place when I get back. I love you, you are the best, I miss you baby, my beautiful boy" and a little heart drawn at the end.

"Yes my lady" He laughed softly, touched as usual "I love you too, my bunny, have fun" He said, to himself, before walking to the kitchen and checking the washing machine, which luckily had turned itself off. While he was there, he took a long drink of cool water and checked the fridge, taking a chocolate muffin out of the package, and taking a good bite, happy, reading another note from you on the fridge, attached to a magnet in the shape of a skull. It read, "You're my fudge, my hazel-eyed darling." He blew the note a kiss and walked over to the couch in the living room, turning on the TV, standing, flipping through the channels, thinking, trying to decide between watching something or maybe trying to play a game, eating thoughtfully.

Kelvin clicked his tongue, hesitating, leaving a music channel, feeling uncomfortable with the clothes he had arrived in, so he went into the bedroom to change into something more comfortable. There he saw the chaos of clothes and laughed, noticing everything in disarray.

"A pretty bunny that I know was late..." He walked, dodging the clothes, changing into pants and a simple t-shirt, and then, calmly, starting to sort your clothes. You usually left everything fairly tidy, except when you ran off, like that time. It wasn't the first time he'd ordered your mess, just as it wasn't uncommon for you to order his, after all, you two worked especially well as a couple. But putting everything away, he came across something that made him instantly sigh.

You were chatting with your friends, beer in hand, laughing, fooling around, listening to the juicy news from the gossipiest of them, when the phone in your pocket vibrated. You checked it out of the corner of your eye, seeing the notification, seeing your boyfriend's name, so you read the message that said "Watch alone, with headphones on ;)". You got confused, but, knowing him, you played along, so you apologized to your friends for a moment and went to the bar bathroom, phone and headphones in hand.

"What kind of nonsense are you doing, puppy?" You thought, looking at the empty bathroom, walking into one of the cubicles and sitting on the toilet, noticing your phone vibrate again. You put your headphones on, looking at the screen. "A video" you thought "Now the headphones make sense…".

You pressed play and the dark screen went from a rare incomprehensible movement, to the image of his fully hardened dick in HD, obviously filmed from his chest, since you could see his slightly raised shirt, his sexy stomach in full view, his tempting happy trail, his legs open and the wall in the background. You gasped, instinctively pausing and hiding the screen against your chest, as if someone could see it, even if you were alone in the bathroom.

“You fucking dumbass…” You whispered, feeling your cheeks burning and your heart bouncing in your chest, but still you looked at the screen and played it again, watching that delicious show, from his hand stroking his thick cock, moaning and whining you name, his fingers rubbing his skin, playing with his own folds.

“O-oh baby… I miss y-you…” You heard him moan as his strokes became firmer and faster “Babyyyy a-ahhhg… I w-want to… to aaahh!... T-to fuck you… sssoo hard …”.

You licked your lips, eager, watching the video like it was the key piece of information in your life, feeling your body react to it, your groin heating up with desire.

At a certain point, you saw him drop his penis to take something off screen, while his cock moved slightly, reddened, dripping. You saw his hand come back quickly with something to which he half wrapped with around his dick, going back to jerking off. You recognized that it was, it was one of your black laced panties, one of the ones you had tried on before leaving, and which he now had slung around his cock, pushing his tip where it clung to your crotch, as if his body wanted to find yours, the delicate fabric rubbing his wet glans.

“Fuuuuuckkk… I p-ppromise… t-to wash it laaater…” He moaned loudly, accelerating, his legs moving restlessly, the camera shaking a little. “B-babbeee… babeee I gonna cum babe!! Ahhhg! FUCK! I love you!! I FUCKING LOVE YOU BABEEE! HARDER!!”

You saw the giddy despair of him catapulting himself, the viscous white liquid gushing out, drenching your panties and his hand with it, he still moaning like crazy, making a mess, gasping.

“S-shit…” He breathed heavily, gently rubbing his glans with your wet panties, parting the fabric slightly, just to show you the happy stickiness of his daring action “B-babee…” He moaned softly, with a tired chuckle “Have f-fun...Yes?... I love you daaaamn much, my cupcake... See yaaa..."

You stood still, mouth agape, watching the video end, partly in shock and partly exaggeratedly aroused. You whispered "You'll see...". You weren't going to leave it like that, and you couldn't leave it like that either.

Part 2

[uncloseted]

Hello! I don’t know if you’ve answered this before do you have any advice on finding your own signature style so it’s somewhat unique but also cohesive? I feel like I only have a few pieces in my wardrobe that I actually wear but I don’t have a distinct style or aesthetic. Any tips? Thank you!

Personal style takes experimentation and trial and error, so it may be a little bit of a process.  

I would start by looking at the clothes you already have. Which ones do you wear the most? Which do you like on yourself and why? What pieces, colors, and styles do you feel comfortable and confident in? Are there any clothing stores or brands that show up a lot in the clothes that you wear the most? That can give you an idea of the clothes that make you feel the most confident and start to give you a general direction for what your personal style might be. For example, maybe you notice that you wear a lot of black and white, that you love your Doc Martens, and that you wear a lot of grungy, tee shirt dresses.

Then, think about what kind of style you want to have. Start by just collecting style inspiration - anything you feel drawn to. This could be from Pinterest, Reddit, YouTube, Instagram, celebrities' styles, fashion brands, fashion magazines, movies, TV shows, etc. Then, try to figure out what it is about those styles/people/items/outfits that you like. Make a list of the commonalities that you see - maybe there are fits, colors, fabrics, accessories, etc. that you see in a lot of the outfits. Maybe there's a common vibe that you're noticing between all of them. As you start finding patterns, you can start figuring out what you want to base your style around. For example, maybe you notice that a lot of your inspiration has a punky or grunge vibe, but with a feminine edge, that there are a lot of loose mini dresses with tough boots, leather, lace, gold and silver jewelry layered together.

From there, I would try and figure out three adjectives that describe that aspirational style you've put together from all of your inspiration images. This will help to clarify what you like about those outfits and help you find new items that would fit into that same style. When you're doing this, it can also be helpful to think of how you want other people to see you and what your overall "vibe" is. For example, maybe the adjectives you pull together are grungy, vintage, and feminine, and you want people to see you as being attractive but unapproachable.

After that, I would filter that aspirational style back through the lens of your real life. What features on yourself do you love? Which ones do you want to downplay, or do you feel insecure about? What kinds of considerations do you have for your clothes (machine washable, comfortable, soft, no tags, etc)? What kinds of outfits do you need, based on where you actually go and what you do on a day-to-day basis? You can have the best clothes in the world, but if it doesn't make you feel confident and if it doesn't work for your lifestyle, you're not going to wear them. For example, maybe you love your legs but don't want to draw attention to your chest, you need outfits for going to school, and everything needs to be machine washable. That might mean that mini dresses are off the table for everyday wear, but you can find other ways to get that same grungy, vintage, feminine, "I'm hot but you can't talk to me" kind of vibe.

Finally, I would go back to your closet and look at it through the lens of what you've learned about your style- the commonalities you found in your clothes and in your inspiration images, the adjectives you've identified, and the "real life" features you need to include. Which items in your closet fit that? What pieces would you need to get your dream style that are missing? This is the point where you can start selling or donating things that don't fit that style. Then, you can put together a wish list and start purchasing new items to replace the ones you got rid of and to create a more cohesive look. For example, maybe you realize that you need a leather jacket to pull your style together, and that you'll probably never wear that baby pink polo shirt you own (or whatever). This can also be an opportunity to play with the clothes you already have and see if there's a way to make them more in line with the style you want. Maybe you can dye them a different color to make them more "you", or alter them to fit better, or cut them into something else, or style them with pieces you wouldn't imagine they go with.

All that said, if you feel like all clothes look bad on you and you have no idea where to start, I like style systems (such as the Kibbe body type system) and color analysis as a place to start. I know that both of those suggestions are sometimes controversial, and people definitely take them too seriously, but I think it can help give people the language to describe what they don't like about the way certain clothes look on them and what they want instead. I wouldn't take them as rules, but rather as suggestions that might help point you in the right direction if you're totally lost. It's important to remember that these style systems are supposed to work with your personal style to create something that really works for you, not force you into an aesthetic that you don't suit.

[h4desian]

I love your fem nostalgia stuff on ao3! Do you by any chance have some headcanons for them?

Anon you have no idea the kind of pandora box you just opened. Sure, I got some!

Fem! Onodera:

She was raised from a very young age to become the spitting image of the ideal japanese wife (yamato nadeshiko) by her mother (her father doesn't mind as much and is fine with who she is already). While she appears to be one at first glance, due to the feminine way she dresses (the kind of feminine a japanese man would like, i.e., modest), she is far from being a traditional woman.

For starters, she sucks at domestic chores. Just like canon Ritsu, her place is a mess. Her cooking skills are a bit more "refined" (her mom pushed her to learn how to cook as a way to become the perfect wife and mother), but it still leaves much to be desired (she is the kind of person who would burn the water).

Also, just like canon Ritsu, she was involved in an arranged married with her childhood friend and the only child of the Kohinatas (Akkun??? Yeah, let's go with that name for now). However, he was already aware of Ritsuko's umm...sapphic inclinations, and is very supportive of her. He is the one who called off the engagement, as Ritsuko's mother has always been more willing to listen to him instead of her own daughter.

As for her name, Ritsuko, I went with that since all sources I found about Ritsu as a name said that it's a guy's name (I'm aware that there are female characters named Ritsu). Also, I've heard that "yamato nadeshiko" women typically have names ending in -ko, so it was perfect.

Her job makes her prefer outfits that prioritize comfort over aesthetics. Even so, she is a fan of fashion (particularly couture fashion), and she likes to try on different outfits when she is all alone. Okay, MAYBE Takano has helped her a little with these "fashion shows" but you get the idea.

Speaking of fashion, she definitely has some lingerie in her closet (think of the most lacey, cutesy, and girly lingerie you could ever image). There is no big reason as to why she has them, she just thinks it makes her look cute. These are hidden as much as possible so that no one can find them.

Just like canon Ritsu, Ritsuko is a literature person. Her favorite genres are mystery and historical fiction.

 Fem! Takano:

Not many differences with canon Takano. Because of her upbringing, she is a very independent person and is not under the pressure to get married and have kids, unlike most japanese women (read: Onodera).

This is more of a general thing: all the Emerald girls (yes, they're all girls in my AU) have different "female tropes" vibes. In Takano's case, she gives femme fatale vibes. While she can be intimidating as a boss (and the reason why she might be seen as one), Takano is a sensitive woman. Onodera knows this better than anybody else.

I named her Masami in my AU. Technically, the feminine version of Masamune is Masako, but I didn’t want to use too many names ending in -ko. Masami is a name with a plethora of writings. In this case, I like this version: 雅美, it means “elegant beauty”. I think it fits her just right.

She never gave too much thought about her sexuality back in high school. There were a lot of guys who liked her, and she even got some confessions and love letters from them. The other girls would say that she was very lucky, but she didn't feel like it was like that. It wasn't until Oda came into the picture that she went "shit I'm gay".

She still has one of the books she borrowed from Onodera back in high school. Ritsuko has completely forgotten about it. You can see it on Takano's bookcase.

Takano is the type of person who could wear anything and would still look good. She shows up in a hoodie and some sweatpants and other women at Marukawa are like "omg fashion icon!!".

You bet your ass she sends Ritsuko pictures of cats snuggling together and write something like "look it's us". She isn’t planning on stopping anytime soon. Actually, Onodera doesn’t her want her to stop either.

These are some I have for now, hope you like them :)

[bigender-swag-battle]

please ignore my 2 failed attempts to send in an ask lmao 💔neways:

janice is that boygirl bigender who doesnt bother changing her appearance between genders save for when its a Bad Dysphoria Day And He Needs To Wear Something Masculine Right Now n then she raids the rest of the EM's closets to steal burrow n never return their clothes (floyd n lips are often subjected to this, they ended up buying two of each clothing item they get, one in their size n the other janice's), floyd is that girl-nb bigender who doesnt bother presenting feminine, but doesnt care cause its her gender presentation n she can do whatever she wants w it, n if he wants to present as masc n use he/him along w she/her then the shes gonna do just that, lips is that boy-nb person who gets mistaken as androgynous but in reality theyre just lazy w his masculinity, but despite that he'll end up pulling out the most hypermasculine outfit they have in their closet come time he has to preform on stage or do an interview w the rest of the electric mayhem, zoot is that bigender person whos purposely vague about the two gender they identify as so nobody knows what two genders it ids as, they just know that zoot's Not A Guy Or A Woman But Its Definitely Multiple Genders, also zoot'll say that one gender is dreamy n feminine while the other is sleepy n masculine but never explain what he meant by that, itll say that one is masculine but not a man n the other is feminine but not a woman n then never explain what that means, animal is similar to zoot except animal doesnt know that its bigender, he just thinks everyone experiences two genders at once, he just thinks that everyone has one feral n rabid gender n another musical n drumming gender, that everyone just feels masculine one day n androgynous the next, that everyone is experiences this, dr teeth is that boygirl bigender person who has duplicates of an outfit but the duplicate in question is literally just a masc/fem version of the outfit shes currently wearing, she'll have an (edited) entire closet dedicated to fem outfits n another dedicated to masc ones, he'll wear what is essentially the same outfit that he had on the other day but Dress Edition, he'll wear a full face of makeup but dress masculine

Oh hey I remember reading this on the submission form! I love how thought out these headcanons are, shoutout to The Electric Mayhem

[rasairui]

Idk I'm closer to being a woman than a man but also getting dolled up in a feminine way is still being GNC to me. Like I love my short dress + tons of jewelry + big coat look so much because it feels drag adjacent. And not all of my "feminine" outfits feel this way either like I have this cold weather one that's a huge coat, long skirt, and some sort of long sweater and it's a masc outfit to me. In my brain. Some of my skirts are masc skirts. My boob window sweater is masculine to me. He/they alpha masculine boobs moment. Anyway basically the point is that the clothes I consider to be masculine/feminine/androgynous doesn't always match with what most people would assign to those categories, but essentially what I consider my androgynous and masculine outfits feel like a default state whereas my feminine outfits are like. Special I guess. Something special happening let's crack open the GNC closet that nobody thinks is GNC. Sometimes I feel like a butch who's doing a lot of drag