#I am not a puzzle peice

[wandersoul8]

COLLAB Yipee! Since I’m on the spectrumand its still Autism Acceptance month, I wanted to start drawing a series of Nurodiverse Animals- starting off with an Octopus since I’m currently hyperfixated on Cephalopods atm. This one was based off the Coconut Octopus, a real species I did the sketches, colouring & shading and my Uni friend Lucedragon (who is also on the spectrum) did the linework. We are both super proud of it & Luce even did a different version based off a different species of Octopus. Anyways! Thank you for checking this post out ^^

[doueverwonder]

sometimes a guys just gotta get too attached to a character that's only shown up in canon like 3 times :\\\\

[wild-lullium]

So I stumbled on a tiktok about a person taking some pieces from another person Lego set. It was a train i think? And then hiding it, and in the next seen the dude is questioning life or whatever.

Anyway this reminded me of a conversation i had with my Dad. We were talking about harmless but kinda evil things that we could do.

He mentioned taking one puzzle peice out of a puzzle and then returning it to the store.

Lame am I right? Too small of a impact.

I, of course, one upped him with ease....

Now I want you to use all your braincells to imagine this ok?

The scene would go like this:

1. You buy multiple different Lego sets (Make sure you keep those receipts in a safe place)

2. Open all of them, keep them in separate piles (Feel free to chuckle to yourself, take inspiration from your favorite villains)

3. Pick a random number, I personally was partial to 9 (This is a very important number, pick the one that speaks to you)

4. Randomly choose (insert # here) of Lego Pieces (choose different sizes, actually NO forget that. Look at the directions, pick the Legos that you believe will fuck with someone's psyche the most.)

5. NOW SWITCH THOSE LEGOS!!

6. Neatly put them back in the boxes(Give yourself a pat on the back, you did an awesome jobe)

7. Return everything. (Take yourself out to dinner, you've worked hard.)

8. Take pride in the chaos and evil you gifted the world.

**********DISCLAIMER! I 100% DON'T ENCOURAGE ANYONE TO DO THIS! THIS IS JUST A MADE UP SCENARIO!**************

My dad said he was torn between being horrified and extremely proud.

[smallchaoscryptid]

wait okay... you offered qsmp fic recs I LOVE FIC RECS.... please please please please please (<- guy who does not have a lot of time for looking for good fics on ao3 and loves to hear about what media his mutuals like)

okay this is going to be long and it took me so long to make so it will be under a read more and organized by ship and word count and each fic should be linked (also a promo for all my fics on ao3 which is also under the username smallchaoscryptid)

Misc Recs:

Under 1k:

Andrea Doria by White space (Blanc_u) it's like a character study of roier and his dealing with pepito and its relation to his pants (very good almost made me cry)

1k to 10k:

danse macabre by bonesandthebees (bonesandcacti) bolas dancing together (just a really fun fic to read)

confiança by atthebell forever comforting cellbit after the black shulker investigation (this fic lives in my brain because atthebell just writes 4bit so well)

Estoy Lista by WhyB cellbit invites jaiden to live in his castle with him and roier (god this fic makes me think about what would have happen if jaiden and roier would have actually kept talking reguarly without bobby)

dead tired by notsubtleatall (orphan_account) roier makes cellbit go to sleep (god i love this fic so much)

Spiderbit Recs:

Under 1k:

napping is better with two by FlowerBox sleepy catbit with roier (really cute)

1k to 10k:

Feather-Light by BecausePlot cellbit crawling into bed to sleep with roier (really cute)

i'm scum, i'm waste (i'm what you want) by songbirdscoo sick cellbit that takes place after spiderbit has a breakup and richas finds roier to take care of sick cellbit (this one is so fucking good its a bit angsty bc of the breakup but its so good)

not quite but we're almost there by atthebell spiderbit takes a walk that is totally not a date (this one is so good and so soft)

The Red Means I Love You!! by Anonymous roier accidentally gets caught in the middle of a ritual cellbit was doing (this fic was so good it took me a bit to realize what was wrong with roier and then once i did i reread the fic and was shaking him violently this fic and its sequal are litterally so good)

that's the deal, my dear by Mitos (SeriouslyCalamitous) cellbit gets turned into a cat and finds roier (this fic is litterally so cute and i love it so much)

Drown With Me by doodooagentg jaiden makes cellbit take care of roier after cellbit had killed abueloier and roier is still angry about abueloier's death (this has such its quiet uptown vibes its insane and ive reread this fic so many times because roiers anger is so acurate here and the ending is just so ahhhhhh)

Helping a friend out by cherryplotting roier helps cellbit solve a puzzle and cellbit gets a kiss (FUCK, THIS HAS A SECOND CHAPTER NOW had to read that before i post this second chapter is also so good)

Over 10k:

It’s Just Some Little Thing by CurrentlyWorry enimies to lovers au where bobby and richas are friends but spiderbit ends up hating eachother for a little bit (god this one was so good its 171k and i read it in two days and am thinking about reading it again)

Breaking Dawn by Anonymous cellbit is a monster hunter looking into werewolves and meets a guy who turns out to know a lot about werewolves (this fic is unfinished as of right now but is so good and i cant stop rereading it)

those of flowering hearts and wilting souls by yourfauxentropy beauty and the beast au with a twist (this one is so good there was a point where i thought this fic wasnt going to have a happy ending but it still had such a grip on me)

your palms; a home for my soul by mars_revived roiers heart is shattered in to peices and he shouldnt be able to love ever again but he meets cellbit who might be able to help him (i need to read this one again its so good and like how subitally the author has them fall in love has me insane)

mystical time, cuttin' me open then healin' me fine by foolich (enhypen) festa junia timeloop!!! festa junia timeloop!!! festa junia timeloop!!!festa junia timeloop!!! (i love this one so much because the author was so good of messing with the readers feelings with the timeloop)

interstellar by mirotic_chess cellbit gets trapped on a distant planet after he crashes on it and is luckily helped out by one of the inhabitants (god the ending of this fic makes me so!!!)

Estoy Lista by WhyB by de4thveins roier sneaks away from his princely duties to gawk at cellbit

Fitpac Recs:

1k to 10k:

Promise? by TastyToast takes place during the happy pills arc pac runs away and fit finds him and comforts him

Trust Me? by AelinCreativ another happy pills arc fic but its what happened if fit would have been there for pac when it happened (probably my favorite one of these type fics)

Beyond the Haze by Mitos (SeriouslyCalamitous) happy pills arc but fit is there for pac the entire time (this one is also really good)

[pebiejeebies]

Uhh weird chat abt why I think nickel’s apology was sketchy

NICKEL.. wasn’t the one who said sorry.

AND BEFORE YOU SCREAM AT MY FACE ANYTHING LET ME SPEAK!! I HAVE A REASON!

let’s talk about clover.

remember an/some episode(s) ago when nickel went on a therapy session with clover? Right?

she told him to rethink his whole life right??

NICKEL DIDNT RETHINK HIS LIFE. CLOVER DID.

It was all clover. Think about it

she’s lucky. She gets whatever she wants because of it too.

if she WANTS nickel to be friends with balloon, she will WISH that he becomes friends with him.

WHICH MEANS. there’s a high chance this whole apology was all just clover’s luck

we’ve seen how that stupid box was forced to do something it mentally/physically couldn’t. And it ended up doing what clover wanted (or at least keep her safe)

think about it. One episode, therapy with clover, next episode? Magically becomes the most nicest man ever and supports balloon while giving him his own space.

His apology felt so off, at first I was like YOOOO NICKLOON!! But in reality it was all clover, it’s just so off to me man.. maybe I just hate nickel or smth

But really think about it, there’s no way ANY person or object would do a full mental switch up THIS EASILY?! I took YEARS to stop abusing my sisters mentally and physically. There’s no way a fucking month will change him this quick. TRUST. ME.

I was as horrible as nickel and even worse too, it took years of struggle and patience to obtain what I have today! But nickel? NICKEL? NICKEL?!?! makes the luck do it all for him.

and that made me so fucking angry. you made me question myself and why I took so long to change, you are making other people think change is THAT EASY. you PEICE OF SHIT. (Not you dw, I mean AE)

Literally to the point I feel like nickel was like some sort of puppet or smth

Clover: do this

Nickel: alright

AND EVEN WHEN HE DOES IT ISNT EVEN HIS FUCKING CHOICE. IT ISNT. ITS HER LUCK. NOT NICKEL. now nickel feels like he fucking achieved something, when it was all clover.

LIKE COME ON. you made the fandom happy over something that could potentially be a lie?? There’s no way he magically becomes all cute and sweet and STAYS like that after her luck goes away. There’s just no way.

and ofc it had to be clover, it was all just to say “Oh he changed so quick because of—“ EXACTLY. they are cowards. they don’t wanna make the character slowly struggle and try to get better

they wanna get to the point and that’s it

so everyone goes WOAHHHH NICKLOON!! YAYY!! (no hate to the nickloon shippers btw) without taking so long, because they don’t know how to write any characters without some big flaw

So let’s just make clover “help” him!! Cause she’s lucky!! Yay!! And he can just change in a day or two!1 YAYY!!!/s

HERES ANOTHER POINT TOO. SHE CAME OUT OF THE FUCKING BLUE IN THAT EPISODE. “oh I just wanted to be a detective” yeah sure ae. Sureee… sure thing mf. Just solve one fucking word puzzle game and call yourself a detective. Idiots. (Again, pointed towards ae)

take a moment and think about this. Because maybe I’m just wrong, I’m usually wrong anyways. I just need to know I can’t be the only one who thinks that clover was the one who apologized, not nickel.

But for once I feel like I’m right about this, and if I am.. AE im fucking onto you. You fucking cowards.

(and before you ask, no. I’m not okay. I hate how they made me question myself. And I hate how they’re saying it’s so easy to change, and I hate how they’re so lazy about someone’s personality shift)

I don’t hate the animators. I don’t hate the storyboarders, I don’t hate the voice actors, I don’t hate ANYONE in ae. EXCEPT these fucking writers. There are so many better writers out there with ACTUAL ideas and ACTUAL talent, and experience and so much more about life and personality.

even I can write better characters without even planning it out. Imagine. Skill issue fr.

Please note that this isn’t targeted to you either, your opinion on this is valid, so is mine. Let’s keep this chat friendly though.

[median-culture-is]

median culture is 'i am the only one here' but in the way all the parts of a set are one set, in the way all the peices of a jigsaw puzzle are one puzzle, in the way the all the branches of a tree still make up one tree, in the way that-

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[toconolaw]

Puzzled comatos

Triggered warnings in tags, I know some of y'all be lying about age but please aware of what you read. I myself am not sensitive on these topics but others might be so please read my tags before reading, now this peice of writing it not that bad just small hits here and there. Enjoy! My rules

"Let's fall in love!" [name] said so abruptly to the man in front of her. The man was confused but not caught off his guard by her ladyship's words.

The man felt a sort of sorrow for the ladyship he sees before him. He bowed respectfully to the princess. "My apologies ladyship but I do not have eyes for you. I am just a knight." He proclaimed loud enough for just her to hear just in case if the walls were listening...

[name] looked saddened by the result to her statement. But nonetheless nodded sheepishly to indicate that the said knight was dismissed. "Maybe in another life, hm~ Knight Sebek." She then turned to the way of her chambers and soon when inside her room.

The knight did not respond to that statement. He was currently conflicted by the princess's actions. This wasn't the first time [name] has done this. Even the rest of the royal family knows. Everyone assumes she was super fond of him.

Seeing nothing wrong with that, Sebek become her play-mate, bestfriend, and even loyal servant. Yes, he would lay down his life for her ladyship but that was expected of him to do so. It was in order to protect her ladyship from harmful behaviors and even magical items.

The princess was isolated but not because of neglect. But because she was allergic to magic. Magic itself can kill her. To the normal person it can kill them yes, but she can't even be near people with magical auras. This is why the royal family was surprised to see Sebek being close to [name].

[name] was so so happy to now have someone to play with or to even talk to face to face and not on paper. She easily fell in love with her personal knight. She started courting the man when she realized her own feelings towards him. When they both turned fourteen of age.

Now they are now sixteen years old and he would always reject her. At first she thought he didn't understand she was doing but she soon realized he in fact did know. But she still tried.

She was told by her mother that she would never be able to marry. Not with how weak she was... She can't even stand next to someone with magical pressure for seven sake without almost dying for a week! "Words on paper hurt so much.."

As harsh as those words were. Her mother was correct. She wouldn't be able to make the next generation of royals... Even though she is the first born of her family, it was now going to be one of her siblings. When they seem fit to assent to the throne.

She was devastated when her own father told her again by a letter. She felt it was unfair. The people of this kingdom deemed her a title. A title one should hold with pride but it wasn't an amazing one it was one she hated. As it remained her of the situation she was forever in... "Princess Unfortunate"

There was a way out of the life she was in and that was death. The lovely lady [name] has been contemplating on how to die.

'Now how do I make it look like an assassination...' she was deep in thought. As she was having some hot tea, Te de Oregano to be exact.

[To be continued] ch.2

Idk what I am going to call this fic yet but please do give suggestions! <3

-love 🌮🌹

[adrakshahd]

13 June, 2024

am I doomed to write

with fire around my fingers

and what of my soul?

will it be a puzzle always,

for me to decipher?

every puzzle peice has a different

color, upbringing, dream.

and past, what of it god?

Eleven year old me is running

as fast as she can, still.

her feet is all red,

covered in blood and blisters.

They’re everywhere god,

everywhere, every turn I take,

I find them standing before me

and they say my sadness is not big enough

compared to theirs, should it be big enough

for me to feel it, god?

should my sadness also learn

to shape itself according to them,

so that it can be felt?

past, god

it has its claws around my ribs

I can feel the cracks,

the sound of bones cracking,

muscles melting,

blood boiling yet my skin feels cold.

they tell me to ignore it,

to not feel it,

to be mature and deny it the permission

to affect me, is that possible god?

How will it ever leave me

if I don’t let it pass through me,

like a river,

waves crashing against my living heart?

this fire, god

I am courageous enough to cross it

with my bare feet,

but if I let it, it’ll burn me to the ashes.

[kaladinsspear]

WHAT!!! THE!!! FUCK!!!

What the fuck!

WHAT the FUCK!

What The Fuck!

What The Fuck!!

Noooooooo!!! Denth, Tonk Fah, and Jewels!!! I loved you 😭😭😭 how dare you betray Vivenna and I like this!! They killed Parlin!! They tortured the animals!! Nooooooo!!!!

I havent had a story punch me in the gut like that in a while!

Weww! Okay! That changes everything!! Vasher! Get your but over here and explain!!

I'm still suspicious of the lifeless and even more suspicious now. I am missing several large peices of the puzzle.

Ahhhh!!!!

[himbos-hotline]

so wrestlers stealing their opponanats finishing moves. Trying to destroy the other with what made them...wresters doing their partners moves like i am a patchwork of the ones who made me. I am a puzzle peice of those who hurt me, those who love me. wrestlers really are just...i use your moves because youre the voice that speaks in the marrow of my bones

[cloudcountry]

so often when i am doing a puzzle I find notable peices this one looks like a shark to me so its my favorite

I DONT SEE THE SHARK HELP ME EDIE

[mewo-personal]

OKAY FINE. HERE. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW.

/silly

Here it is take yo song lyrics

Not your object [WIP]

Quit putting labels on me, I'm not a can of soup

And despite being different, I'm a person too

I just wanna be myself, I'm harmless, don't you see?

I'm not a fucking animal, I just wanna be me

[CHORUS]

Quit trying to shape me,

Quit trying to change me,

I'm not a fucking object for your amusement!

Quit trying to reform me,

Quit trying to conform me,

Trying to stuff me into a box isn't improvement!

[Instrumental break]

"You shouldn't wear a suit, that isn't lady-like!"

Well then guess what, smartguy, go on and take a hike.

"Oh, are you mad? That's girly."

Guys have emotions too.

"Hey, [deadname] are you in there? I know this isn't you!"

Oh shut it, she's dead and gone, NOW THIS IS WHO I AM!

[LOUD METAL SCREAM]

[CHORUS]

QUIT MISGENDERING ME!

QUIT TRYING TO SHAPE ME!

I'M NOT A PEICE OF PAPER FOR ORIGAMI!

QUIT MISGENDERING ME!

QUIT TRYING TO HURT ME!

I'M NOT A FUCKING GIRL JUST 'CUZ I WEAR A SKIRT!

I'M NOT YOUR OBJECT TO SHAPE AND CHAAAAANGE!!!

Concept: mix of savages(specifically chonnys cover) and jigsaw puzzle

More specifically: most of the song is savages-esque and the chorus is like a mix of the two

Obligatory tags: @the-arcade-doctor @a-moths-privacy @a-mimic-and-a-jester

[thehappyaid]

Who's waiting to embroider my steps when I walk out of despair? Who's waiting to weave my veins back? Who's waiting to polish me in glitter? Who's waiting to fix my peices now that I am a sobbing wreck.

I told him my broken pieces don't fit the puzzle anymore. I utter to him who's waiting to fix me anymore? The time is dolled up and clock is dressed up but I whisper to him who's waiting to jinx me anymore?

-shreyashi

[leaderwon]

Random jungwon headcannon because I thought u could use it

I think jungwon would be the type of bf is to go jealous at a pet of urs ( assuming you do have a pet, let's say a cat ) because you're giving it more attention.

And it becomes even funnier if the cat rejects every single ounce of affection from him, and just hisses and scratches.

Bt ofc ull have to reassure him that hes ur bf and the love of your life ( YOU BETTER 😤 ) which will result in kisses and cuddles

OMG ASTRAAA THAT'S SUCH A GOOD ONE

(I got carried away um)

At first he was against on getting a cat. I MEAN HES A CAT HIMSELF WHY DO U WANT ANOTHER ONE. But after a whole lot of convincing and kisses and hugs he finally said yes!! You guys named him molly (I suck at names ok)

Oh how he regretted it. He once came back from work and saw you nowhere to be found. Boy is in panicking and running around the house to finally found you and this new cat of yours cuddling and sleeping in a corner. He gently tried to wake you up from your slumber but you wouldn't budge :(( So he tries to pick the cat up so he can carry you to bed. Gently picking the cat up and setting it on the floor he attempts to pick you up. Attempted

Until, Molly jumps on you again and snuggles on your stomach. Sighing he tries to pick Molly up again only to feel a pricking sensation AND A WHOLE LOT OF HISSING. In pain he drops The cat on your stomach and you FINALLY wake up.

"What are you doing" you groaned as you rubbed the sleep off your eyes. "Let's go to bed" he said and left you there.

HE WAS SO SAD :((( FIRST THIS CAT WHO'S OCCUPYING HIS GIRLFRIEND SCRATCHES HIM AND SECONDLY WHERE'S HIS KISS AND HUG :((

He washed his face and changed into comfortable clothes in hopes that HE'LL FINALLY GET TO HAVE YOU FOR THE NIGHT.

Coming out he's shook. Like he's not moving. He looks at your sleeping form and that cat next to you ON HIS SIDE OF THE BED. WHY IS THE CAT ON HIS SIDE????

He tries to wake you up to move the cat. Boy is traumatised from the last Incident. BUT YOU DON'T BUDGE :((

BESTIE YOU BETTER WAKE UP OR I'LL SMACK THE SHIT OUT OF YOU.

Poor boy 😭😭 He just took his pillow and went to sleep on the couch.

He's so sad I'm going to cry. Like if u don't give him a hug I fucking will.

A few minutes later you notice he isn't in bed and get up to search for him.

You find him on the cough asleep and all alone :(

So you join him :) (you better) and cuddle with him.

"Why aren't you with Molly" he said. "What do you mean" you were puzzled. "He's your new boyfriend go cuddle with him" YOUR HEART BROKE INTO PEICES.

"Are you jealous?" You tease him. "Yes I am" he flat out admitted to you. You kiss his cheek softly. "You're my boyfriend she's just a cat I love you the most" He wasn't convinced tbh. But you managed to convince him and you guys were cuddling.

"Meow" you both hear and Jungwon groaned.

[softer-fatter-happier]

(Insane midnight ramblings ahead)

God I love horror but at the same time I am such a scaredy cat. What’s worse is that my favorite types of horror really don’t really have a true knowable-ness to them if that makes sense.

Like let’s use an example, resident evil games like the remake of 2, village, biohazard ☣️ all start with this spooky sort of mystic group of ghouls right? Like your fighting zombies or a giant dommy mommy, or the swamp people but by the end it goes the real villain is evil bio researchers making man made horrors right? It gets science in a way that pulls all of the puzzle peices together in the last act. There is an explanation at the end that makes everything make sense. That’s not the horror I’m talking about.

I’m talking about horror where you just can’t be certain of the ending and the whole process is a bit abstract. At the end there is no explanation that puts the puzzle together. Or more accurately it wasn’t a puzzle at all. It’s a picture that we can’t understand so we look at it and analyze what we have until we have a realization and see a part of the picture come into focus. A little bit of context about what’s going on but it makes everything so much worse. Seeing that part of picture doesn’t make us feel safer because we understand, it terrifies us because by understanding that small but we are left to wonder and be terrified on what it means and what the rest of the picture could possibly show or be.

Like the monument mythos omg can I talk about the monument mythos I’m going to talk about the monument mythos. It’s a series of analog horror on YouTube by mistermanticore. Amazing series definitely should go watch it if you like analog horror. But like you never know what is really true and what’s not due to unreliable sources, manipulation by government officials, and just plain old bad cameras. Like like one of the main characters is James dean who in this alternate timeline is president instead of Nixon and he might be evil? Like I’m 95% sure he is in some respect but at the same time he does some neat things (or at least propaganda nice things) so there is that seed of doubt that is never spelled out you just have to sit with it and sit with that uneasiness.

That or like the game control. Absolute banger of a game just finished the main game but like at the beginning it draws you in and it’s like hey isn’t all this stuff neat look at this is a room full of clocks or hey there’s a funny janitor. But by the end you’re sitting there like there are horrors beyond comprehension just sitting out on a desk and is the role your placed in a leadership role or a prison and you can’t look at the janitor in the same way it’s just like omg it’s so good.

But like even when it’s resolved it’s still up in the air. You see the bigger picture and you understand certain things within it, (the hiss in control, freedom in monument mythos) but there are much bigger and scarier things that you don’t understand fully (like the board in control and the horned serpent in monument mythos). You understand just enough to know that you should be terrified of these things. You’re left with a general sense of unease and fear that I think is some of the best kind of horror.

[itsjustfire4]

Guys i have the sirius to my remus. I spend a lot of time in my head and i feel horrible a lot of the time. I dont like when people pay a lot of attention to me because it freaks me out, like they’ll find out something i dont want them to. I worry a lot and im crazy insecure. My bsf, whom i love, is very loud about his care. Dont get me wrong, im not at all complaining, i love him sm and i love that he cares about me. Its just overwhelming sometimes bc i feel like he makes a bigger deal out of some of my issues than they actually are. Hes protective and very expressive when hes worried about someone. Hes contantly asks me if im okay, checks up and asks if ive eaten properly, etc. hes more, forcedul in his care ig is the bast way i can explain in. Kind of hurried, as if ill disapear if he doesnt do something immedeatly. And i love that about him, truely, hes amazing, but i respond better to silent care. Which is what this boy does for me. He listens, he LIKES it when i ramble, he never talks over me, and hes quiet about his care in the best ways possible. When i told him about some home issues he didnt freak out, he made light of the situation and it was exactly what i needed. Theres issues in my life that i have never even said out loud, things im utterly terrified to tell anyone ever. And its like this guy knows exactly what i need. If i were gonna tell anyone these things it would be him. He doesnt make it a big deal, he doesnt ask anything else from me, just silently listens to what i tell him. Hes so gentle and sweet and caring in so many ways. The first timw i cried in fromt of him, it was terrifying bc i hate crying in front of people. He then told me im a pretty crier, and that make me feel so good. Like that calmed my worries instantly. I know he doesnt judge me and fuck its beautiful. I love him so much, hes perfect to me. Like if there was a person who was made to fit the final peice in my puzzle, it was him. However, im not putting him on soem sort of perfect petastole. Hes not perfect, never has been, hes awkward and silly and doesnt know how to respond to a lot of things. He has issues and struggles, things hes scared of and his limits, like every other human. But none of that matters, you know? Like i know hes not perfect but that doesnt make him any less to me. Hes the same guy that makes me grin stupidly when he tells me he loves it when i tell him about the stars. Hes the same guy that didnt talk to me for three days bc he was socially exhausted. Hes the same guy that still came back and asks me to hang out when he has some silly idea. Hes the same guy that was there for me when i came out to my family and comforted me when i was overhwelmed with my emotions. Silences between us arent awkward, we can just BE with each other. Like sit in the same room for hours and not speak and it not be even slightly wierd. Ive had a crush on him since we became friends like three years ago. I dont know if he feels the same at all. But i dont need him to return those feelings. I dont need to date him, i dont need anything more from him. His friendship is all i could ever hope for and its even better because hes become such a CLOSE friend in these years. He means more to me than he will ever know and i am perfectly content with what we have right now. We plan to move in together when we’re older and adopt disabled pets bc they deserve love too. We have ideas on how our household will work and who will do what. I dont want any of that to change, i will never need more from this man. I love him, i dont know in what way but it doesnt matter. Its the samw no matter what.