#I am such a mess

[loonaawoona]

Damn! I was so sure being miserable on the internet was going to cure me this time. I'll try again later.

[tides-of-clarity]

I'm crying. I'm literally crying and it both of your faults.

@lostusagis @m0rderca

[im-overstimulated-and-im-sad]

The best part of any Tarlos fic is when Carlos scoops TK up in his arms.

[59candelas]

If stranger things 5 doesn’t have steddie in it its not worth watching

[devilsainz]

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[chocolatepot]

Adventures in finally looking at my inbox, where all the damn emails are ...

Technically late to rsvp to my stepsister's wedding but the due date was like three days after she sent the invite and I had already told her I was coming

I wrote to a local choral group about joining (I will be the youngest person by at least 20 years) and they got back to me, but they said I should come ... yesterday. Oh well

Did they thing where I volunteer to do something with a historical group and then am like "oh no they responded and now I may have to do something" so I don't look at said response(s)

[wishmemel]

"10 Things Satoru Gojo Can Do Without His Cursed Techniques"

Me. He can do me.

[1800-fight-me]

what do you do if you hit a follower milestone but still haven’t fulfilled the requests from your last follower milestone celebration ahghshshab

[b-etter]

I just talked SO MUCH with my therapist

I was able to admit things I didn't want

And she wasn't the right person to say those things

She isn't the one who needs to hear

It's someone else

And I can't say it out loud for this someone right now

I don't know if I'm ready

And it's not gonna do any good for them to hear

And FUCK

I think my therapist is worried

Usually we have session every week or every two weeks

But she wants to talk again on Monday

And now I am worried

I just can't deal with how I am feeling

It's so overwhelming and dominant in my life

It's too much

I hope I can figure something out soon

[aris-ink]

I wanted to work on requests but it turns out I got my assignment dates mixed up, and now I have two days for submission. And it's a part of my final grade soooo. I'll see you angels when I get out of hell. 💖

[theladyyavilee]

me: *posts fic literally 10 minutes after I finish writing it, less than an hour before the episode, because I couldn’t bear waiting*

also me: *can’t sleep at 7am and starts thinking about how the ending of the fic feels rushed because I WAS feeling rushed and how there is still stuff missing and how people are gonna hate that because I WOULD HATE THAT and has a small breakdown over it*

also also me: *ads another 1.5k scene to her already too long fic FOR REASONS*

(well, I guess I had to put all my gardening knowledge SOMEWHERE after all, huh?)

(also also also, if anyone was ever wondering about the ways in which I am just SO WEIRD, this is one of them 🙃)

[wegmans]

spontaneously started crying harder than ive ever cried in my life because my gf just sent me a picture of her mom holding her when she was a baby and her mom was so so beautiful and was ****** at the time just like i am now. and she was so beautiful and managed to get through it for so long and raise her kids and one of them ended up being the love of my life and i just dont know. it makes me feel like my life is not predisposed to end with me killing myself because of how badly ive treated myself for years. it feels like the first time in years that i have imagined someone like me ever reaching age 30 because its so branded into my head that i will not live that long. i love my girlfriend and i love her mother in ways that i can never tell her

[lostinpeacesoothingemotionsnj]

This feeling of getting lost, some where in the middle of forest, far from the crowd to the non-existential place with no people around.

A place where you could be you. A place where you don't have to exist just to show your existence but where you could feel the celestial nature. Where you could bloom into the flower of your own emotion.

A journey, where we would perceive how it feels to be alive.

[maedictus]

Aragorn

[spiderversegf]

one important thing that Must be understood about interpersonal relationships is that you have to stop interacting with people who love you like they’re one slip-up away from leaving you. you have to trust that the ppl you love mean what they say. you have to believe that when they say “this hurt my feelings,” that they’re also saying, “can you please love me this other way next time?” and you have to wrap your head around the fact that even if you don’t understand Why someone loves you, you can accept that that they do. true, honest, & open love does not function like hp in a video game !!!!!!