#I feel guilty

[kjlikesfemmetops]

Let me make something clear:

In An Ode to the Fuck Cassandra Club it can be argued Cass is the villain of the story, but I just saw her as a lovesick dumbass who never got over her first love. I used general diva-ness and dramatic nature as a way to push the narrative.

Guys, I’m 100% a Cassandra Stan. Like absolutely in love between her and Donna.

She’s a theatre nerd who’s studying pre-law who’s got a flirty personality. As a poli-sci major who is also into musicals of course I’d fall in love.

Basically Cass is my soulmate and Donna is my wife. Literally have other fics about MC x Cass in a wholesome way :) and also YES DONNA SMUT IS IN THE DRAFTS

Want to get it done but it takes TIME. So it’ll be delayed sorry y’all

[bbarnabby]

doodled tthis on tee ko with sum buds, after we finished i couldnt stop thinking about it so. i drew it! also posted it on my youtube

[itsmakingyoucry]

i made a edit HEAVLY HEAVILY inspired by @couldntchooseafandom on tiktok!! please please go follow them they make great content. i just wanted to make an edit like this but the beginning is straight up the same. 

once again, please go follow @couldntchooseafandom on tiktok.

[magg0t1nfested]

He knows what a shitty person I am, but he still smiles at me.

[delectableworm]

Doing the 'Got your nose!' trick on Buggy, how would that play out with his devil fruit ability?

Just walk up to him with an innocent grin and swoosh- "Got your nose!"

Literally, got his nose. The red ball in your hand that could be mistakingly took as those juggling balls.

Silence spread out on the ship as everyone looked at you with wide, horrified eyes. Like wtf did you just do??

I feel like this wouldn't be those 'sweet apologies, comfort sorries' fics. He'd just kill you right there and then or just throw you overboard without hesitation 😭😭

Thought i would share here since everyone kept saying how his dick is detachable but about his nose?? The nose trick. I feel bad writing this

[holographic-mars]

I swear I’ll draw more as soon as I’m not at work or doing school stuff I’m sorry yall 😔🙏

[persephoneflouwers]

[sga-owns-my-soul]

i just found out my aunts dog died and idk how to react

i never thought i would see that dog again. i never planned to see that dog again. i never wanted to talk to my family again. but now i'm in tears because that dog is gone and i loved her so much and i want to tell my aunt i'm sorry for her loss but i don't want to talk to anyone or open a window for communication but it feels heartless to not tell someone i'm sorry they lost their dog??????

idk how to react. idk how i'm allowed to react. idk how i want to react

this sucks

[icejinlov3r]

Me: I better call in sick. I don’t feel good

Also me:

[fcthots]

Hey guys! I'm getting a lot of asks right now and several are either full story summaries, something that makes me uncomfortable, or they're just out of my wheelhouse

and like I really don’t wanna close my ask box again to write stuff I have no motivation for so like would it be mean if I deleted those ones?

I will still reserve your anon emoji even if I delete your ask!

I hate closing my inbox bc I LOVE getting asks but there are just so many that I have no motivation for

[forthwtaintedsorrow]

i am scared that what if my attempt would be a failure. i don't want to survive. i don't want to see their faces, don't want to hear them and everything. if im gonna attempt to unal1ve myself, then i better be do it good so i can leave this place.

[angelpuns]

I'm supposed to be asleep but I'm thinking thoughts and this is all it has culminated as:

POV you're me trying to logic/reason away what are probably actual symptoms of a mental health...thing BUT IT ARGUABLY IS ONLY PROVING IT MORE??

[suckmyskinnyballsmia]

I’m a slut for garlic bread but then again I hate it

[thevoidpeeringback]

I have binged the last few days and the GUILT is setting in.

[magnuspeccatori]

Sometimes I feel so guilty because my boyfriend keeps recommending me books that I can't read because my untreated ADHD makes it extremely difficult for me to get past the first chapter without re-reading the same paragraphs over and over at least 15 times.

I used to be able to read for fun, but it keeps getting worse, and now it's almost impossible, and it makes me feel like a bad boyfriend 😞

[ten-of-imps]

I did something and I can't forgive myself for. I was asked for a tissue outside while walking by a very sketchy looking person at first glance. I instantly judged them and thought no way I want to have anything to do with you, you look like a dangerous old alcoholic who just got into a fight while drunk. Even if I had a tissue, which I usually do not have, I looked like I did. So both assumed things about the other person. I said no and didn't even check. After a second after the thing I came to my senses that this might have no danger for me and they just had a mild accident. I checked and surprise surprise somehow my mini bag had tissues. I could have given it to them, if only I took a moment to stop an check, maybe my first impressions would have given space to other evaluations.

I'm always so afraid of these quick and uncontrollable judgements myself, and yet that's exactly my pattern. It's not fair, it's not right, they might have been already scared and hurt after their accident. Sure I have to keep myself safe, but if only I've taken a second to consider if my judgement is true in this situation.

I hate how dumb I am sometimes, how quick I am to jump to something for the need to be right in the first time. Will I learn? I doubt so, but I'd like to. How can I expect other people to help me and not make assumptions that I'm just a beggar when I need help if that's what I do? I know that's unrelated but damn, I'm disappointed in myself. Nect time please at least take action to correct yourself, go find them and give it to them.

This will weight on me for some time. It doesn't matter if he got hurt doing something stupid or what he hadn't had experience in. Dammit. Fuck. I hope their okay, I hope they found some help, I hope they didn't get much damage from that and they didn't need much medical care. Please be okay. I'm sorry. I know it wasn't my fault but I was unfair to you.