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askcapital · 5 months

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Today I was so brave that I showed my animation meme WIP to my animation professor. I felt so cringe but now I feel so free LOL he was super nice about it and gave me a lot of good pointers, hopefully I'll get this finished this year. :')

since it's still Munday I can ramble about this, and since the animation is about Capital I can post this here specifically

#ooctag #munday #I just feel so brave LMAO I struggle so much with showing people my stuff cos I feel so cringe and silly #esp animations... esp something like an animation meme that's taking me years to finish #I just feel a bit proud of myself is all #hopefully this means I get to finish it soon... working on it week by week will probably help so aaaaa #idk why it's so hard having fun and being earnest with one's passions. I feel so cringe all the time when I do stuff for fun #I feel like I have to be a tryhard and do serious stuff only and only put out my best stuff. I feel so weird even posting sketches #I need to remember to do silly experimental stuff again and weird abstract art and just silly interactions with my ocs...#not everything has to be the best thing ever yknow? sometimes things can just be #anyway I'm done rambling in the tags

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dailyjevil · 8 months

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Day 150 of posting Jevil every day

#jev :]#I feel bad drawing such a simple jevil on what’s otherwise a big milestone but todays been rough on me #I’ll be fine I’m not hurt or anything but I still don’t feel like drawing #nevertheless it amazes me how far I’ve come. Here’s a bit of lore of the person who runs this- I actually have a super hard time-#-doing projects that are long term. Whether it’s big projects or things that take a long time I just can’t bring myself to do em #and yet here I am on day 150. I didn’t expect to last a month!!#I feel like I say this every day but I’m very proud of myself #and I wouldn’t have been able to do this without everyone’s constant support #thank you all verrrrrrry very much <3 #dailyjevil #deltarune #deltarune jevil #jevil #jevil deltarune

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cathalbravecog · 1 year

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taco bell bong sfx

#color palette art btw!! i like didnt allow myself to add my own colors #all this is mixed and taken from the pallete #OR with the use of layer effects #looks nice that way i think...#it was like gonna be a painted experimental test doodle thing????#bc ivebeen feeling a bit rendery again? except using the basic brush and adding texture with brush strokes #KILLS MY HAND BTW DONT DO THIS WITH BAD PAINS LIKE I DO LOOOL #(HAS NOT SEEN A DOCTOR ABOUT IT. BEEN HAPPENING FOR A YEAR) (IM IN AGONY) (KEEPS MAKING AMBITIOUS ART ANYWAY BC I LIKE IT)#BUT LIKE.. i was gonna do like. several managers #not just ben. several. i was hoping for at least 2 that day. just a painted doodle smthn nice. WRONG!#YOURE GUZMA CATHAL SPADES SPAMTONGENDER OF COURSE YOU OVERDETAIL IT!#BUT ANYWAYE... yeah.... i think the result is nice and im proud #ok what else did i want to say before i make these notes a diary again #uhhh #oh yeah. i plan other mgrs like this but i have other stuff in the works rn #that one brain doodle and high roller again sorry the obsession doesnt end with a few drawings #woops! okay to the actual tags hehe ...........................#toontown corporate clash #toontown #bellringer #guz art #oh thats it oop

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exotic-dinostuff · 4 months

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Happy pride 🎉

#art #pride #aromantic #lesbian #dino roars #shitpost #heheheheheh #now I'm not really into romance at all and i almost never think of it XD not even on valentine's day #my was of affection is friendship and it only goes as far as that #it will go further but rarely my romantic love is a bit lost.....#so here's a little insight of what happens when someone talks to me about love actually 😭#it's not slander it's just how i feel :]#my buddy is the complete opposite #she is pansexual!#congratulations 🎉 i am proud of you!#as an aromatic lesbian I'm not the best to go to for couple advice hehe especially if it's on a guy #the qu being in love or falling in love is kinda hard #why are none of you attractive???/j (can't say much myself cuz I look like a hobo :])#i just see romance as a very close friendship and not like a magical experience like ppl say #but i could be just me lol #either way it's my own feelings and opinions and you can have yours too! I'm proud of you no matter your love feelings or gender

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yanderespamton78 · 5 months

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the current state of the arg

sorry guys the art isnt arting D:

(btw if youre confused on why i drew turnip like that i was referencing the picrew he did ages ago bc idk it looked fun to draw anddd i dont like taking reference off real life images)

#i felt like just a lillll bit of a creep relistening to voice messages over and over to find a good quote but. yk what. it was worth it #i totally didnt take reference from the really cool face i used in that animation because im still really proud of it #idk if emi or TD have a sona but if they do im not aware of it and i didnt feel like asking so i just drew both of them as blank characters #im too stressed to scheme lol #maybe #just maybe #i need to stop drinking tea because the caffiene makes me anxious #...#naaaaahhhh #i dont really know what to do with myself atm because i dont want to work on the animation unless turnon is ok out of pure spite #this morning i was absolutely radiating stress #i have a friend who shows up so we can walk together to school and she could tell smth was off lol #i literally could not hide it at all even if i wanted too #i kept pulling my hat over my face thats the main way you can tell that im stressed #not that it really matters that you know that bc none of you are ever gonna witness that but. fun fact abt me ig #ugh #if turnon dies i am gonna cry so hard <333 #and i wont finish the animation <333333333 #(at this point just trying anything to get turnon back)#im gonna make a word doc #i make word docs when im stressed /hj #quick question turnip : is there a way to get turnon out of the situation he is in or is he just gonna die and theres nothing we can do #about it /gen #because i have a sneaky suspicion that we cant actually do anything about this #i swear to god #LETS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE!!#A DEFRAG MIGHT COME OUT TMR!!#its been 21 days and a defrag takes on average 20-25 days #ough #turnip and addon im gonna find where you live and i will burn your respective houses down

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s-talking · 1 year

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⌘ 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐓 𝐁𝐈𝐎𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐏𝐇𝐘:

an ex-executioner originating from inazuma, known for his exceeding prowess in hunting down targets & mentoring pupils in close combat. having successfully put down many vision users in the name of the kanjou commission, min-jun has serviced the hiiragi clan for many long years, his name & talents becoming vastly feared among those who dared to oppose the shogun's decree. much to their sheer luck, however, hiiragi shinsuke was eventually arrested & the vision hunting decree shut down, leaving the youkai to put down his talismans & lead a rather peaceful life... until he was approached by the fatui. finding their offer too difficult to refuse, min-jun eventually left inazuma & joined their ranks, becoming assigned to mentor their new recruits in ways of close combat. in due time, his talents were put to the test by the higher-ups & exceeding their initial expectations, the youkai became a perfect candidate for la signora's position, thus taking a seat among them as ' the mentor. ' he serves them faithfully until this day.

⌘ 𝐀 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐔𝐒:

#// algkjljg i HATE that i had to smack that cross overlay on the first piece but alas.. art thieves.#either way!#i am so freaking proud of this design #i always related envy to the ocean and poppies #which is why i went with the waves / petals for lineart and aquatic colours for the hue #there's also a bit of a shift towards the green as his delusion is wind and since i'm an aquarius i just couldn't help myself #because aquarius is actually a wind sign ( despite all the water symbolism )#but yes!#the verse is finally open and available to everyone who would like to interact! i'm so excited to write it #also.. feel free to leave your thoughts on the design! i'm very curious as to what you guys think ~!#( muns art )#headcanon ( envy )

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a-lil-strawberry · 5 months

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Please pray that a complicated billing situation will be sorted out and covered by my insurance. It's for an ambulance ride I had in June for a panic attack. Some of you might remember me panicking about it a few months ago when I got the statement.

#it's a giant bill and my mom's insurance which is my primary only covered a tiny portion of it #and the ambulance service tried only once to contact my secondary insurance and they never even got it #so they never covered anything #but they were never contacted #so then i made them contact each other when it was made apparent that otherwise i would owe $2020.#yes two thousand and twenty dollars #and then i was waiting for them to deal with it #and today i just received another statement still showing that they never contacted that insurance and that i owe them the money by the 30th #so i panicked a little bit #then called the insurance and they said they had just recieved the claim on the first #so then i called the ambulance service and told them so and asked if the due date of the 30th was still in place #and she said no it's on hold and the insurance lady said most likely some of it would be covered #so hopefully it will go down drastically #and man this whole situation is like.... why did i have to do all the contacting back and forth #i thought that was y'all's job #but whatever #so now i am waiting again :)#fully aware that i may still owe a large chunk of that #but it's okay bc i am starting a new job and all will be well :)))))))#right???????#all will be well??????#and it was a dang panic attack that started all this #so i feel somewhat like this is all my fault #if i had never taken that thc gummy and greened out so bad and worked myself up none of this would be happening :)#but that's not healthy for me to think #it's in the past and i truly thought i needed to go in so in that moment i was doing what i thought i needed to do to take care of myself #i should be proud of myself for that #i just wish healthcare was different in this country

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mildmayfoxe · 7 months

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to most people yoga is relaxing but to me, with the tightest muscles in the world, extremely out of shape in most ways, prone to very painful headrushes if i suddenly stand or sit up after being on the floor, it's uhhh. pretty hard

#just did a 30 minute beginner yoga with adriene and she kept being like 'breathe through the nose' and i'm there panting #no water breaks in the whole half hour! had to stop and missed some because i was so thirsty #my head hurts :( i avoid being on the floor as much as possible bc of this so i always forget how bad it is when i get up again #i'm proud of myself for doing it & i ought to try to do it more often but i have to be motionless for some time now. i feel so weak. lol!#chatpost #i also changed all the clocks in the house #AND while i was at it i did some of my pt exercises. just a little bit but some is better than none

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thetrekkiehasthephonebox · 3 months

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I have been in for-profit health insurance hell for months now and I feel like all the progress I'd made in not feeling ashamed has been fucking erased because I keep having to explain to strangers with no medical training what is wrong with my mind and body over and over and over again

#yeah sure I shouldn't feel ashamed but like goddamn this is ROOTED IN SHAME #and now I get to REPEATEDLY HUMILIATE MYSELF #something that I'm really only comfortable discussing with friends and family and my therapist and my doctor #and not even all my friends and not all my family #and most of the time I do cry when I talk or think about it #to have to educate the people in the system about it #to tell them the way in which I am broken #and getting the fucking runaround for MONTHS #MONTHS #and finally getting the information LAST WEEK that I needed MONTHS AGO #but no one actually LISTENED #I had to bare my shame and NO ONE FUCKING LISTENED ENOUGH TO TELL ME WHAT WAS ACTUALLY WRONG WITH THE FUCKING CLAIM #UNTIL MONTHS LATER #and someone asks how you've been and it's like Not great but I don't even have the words to explain it anymore #and I'm really trying not to have meltdown in public because that would be a bit of a bummer #but I am broken and I keep having to tell people about the specific way in which I'm broken so that my insurance company will pay correctly #and it's still not fucking done #and I was so proud of myself for doing it and now it's just this dragged out nightmare #how much of my energy is spent on this stupid fucking bullshit? and why does it feel like I'm punished any time I make progress??

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spacepatrolhana · 1 year

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this is what using the immersive shane mod feels like

#Aw man #my Crocs tanned my feet all weird #I wonder how hot pepper-flavored sparkling water would taste #Gotta dance to earn my keep.$3$e...Wait. That came out wrong.$10“#I just ate four whole packs of pepper poppers. I don't know whether I feel proud or disgusted.#I have this really great joke: You wanna know why I keep a picture of myself in a locket?$6$bIt's because I'm...$6$bIndependant.$

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feralbeeast · 3 months

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#another tag vent ignore it if you dont wanna hear it #im getting really discouraged about posting myself again :( i was so proud of the last photo set and was actually feeling good about myself #for a tiny bit.. but it flopped.#most of the photo sets that i kinda like before posting end up getting the least amount of attention and i dont understand why?#and more people keep dming me with bullshit 😒 and expect sneak peeks or exclusives when they dont interact with or follow me at all.#that shit pisses me off. if youre too embarrassed to show that youre into me or my pics dont even fucking LOOK at me.#it triggers me so fucking hard sometimes because i feel like a teenager again begging for scraps of attention from people who dont even lik #i just want to FEEL as attractive as some people say i am. but thanks to assholes and my trauma i dont think thats possible.#feralbeeast ramble #fuck bpd #fuck assholes #im so ready to dissappear without a trace.#living with cptsd #dismorphia #disphoria #please just stop lying to me

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faerieheart · 6 months

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I did (1) reply this weekend, where is my cookie

#& ooc ♡ let's go rattle the stars. ◞#on the real I’m so proud of myself bc I’ve been struggling BAD #mentally these past 3 weeks have been the hardest.#battling my depression and relapsing #and I feel like I’m finally starting to feel a bit better and focusing on the things that bring me joy: reading and writing 🥹#anyways I just want to say ty for the patience I truly love seeing all of u on my dash 🤍 and I love this little corner of the internet

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mymelodyisme · 4 months

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My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽

#gosh it’s gonna be a long day and I’m running on two hours of sleep again #i only get the chance to work at night because I don’t have ✨privacy✨#and I’ve been going to bed late and waking up even more tired than usual and my mom’s been scolding me for it #and now I’ve had to tell her what I’m doing and I feel like I just gave another piece of me away again #everything I am everything I do has to be for other people #im so tired when will I give my last piece away 🥹#this was to make ME proud of ME I was doing it for myself and now I feel like it’s for her #and then she’s going to tell my dad and now it’s for him too #also I can’t even cry about it because she HAS to know why I’m upset #she keeps glancing up at me and talking to me in bits #all I have left is my emotions 🥹#anyhow sorry to start the day off so gloomy and depressing I have literally nothing to be sad about I’m very privileged #sorry you guys see me being a baby constantly 🥺 I really do have a good life and shouldn’t be complaining #here’s to a better day for us all #melifails #now i feel like a jerk subjecting you all to this😭 sorry sorry let’s move on #im gonna be a busy bee hopefully I can squeeze in a time for a nap #😭 I don’t waaaaaannnnnaaa sit for hours in the California heat MAYBE with the sun hitting us in the face #our football field is NOT kind in this way #hopefully my sister gets the shady side but even then the sun will hit us in the face eventually just not as long #im !!! excited!!!! I bought ice cream for today 👏🏽 I originally bought choco chip and minto moose tracks?? my sister loves mint flavor #so I bought mint Oreos too so she can eat them with her ice cream 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽#i assume we’re getting take out of some sort so that; ice cream; and uuuuuuu I don’t remember anything else I bought; my best friend did #bring us snacks yesterday!!! pretzels and cookies!!! so that!!!#okay brain no work no more I gotta get dressed love you muah muah muah

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izzy-b-hands · 1 year

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im ngl i had a lil breakdown before my shower (which i took just before i went to bed to chill and watch the new eps) abt some thought-id-already-worked-all-thru-it irl stuff that resurfaced on me like trauma tends to and i just

it made everything in the show so. I don't know how to say it right. but i feel seen and understood and emotionally overwhelmed in a safe yet weird way, just like i did with a lot of s1 and I am Feeling So Much akdnfkgb (i cannot stress enough that this is a Good Thing and I'm absolutely thrilled and happy with the new eps and like. Going to be fine mentally I just gotta wrangle this like i have the times before.)