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mario8th · 9 months
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This Is Not A New Years Resolution Post
I don't believe in the concept Anyway
My last video of the year is coming out tomorrow. This video is my 56th one about video games. The Game Awards was numbered 66 (although number 64 isn't out yet either). Which is to say the numbers really got away from me, lol.
That doesn't matter though, what does matter is that I Did It! I put out a video Every Other Week for the Entire Year. And that's not even counting how I posted weekly in the final weeks of Mario Bros Bonanza (previously/still named In Review) (I wanted to change the branding since In Review is very much a Kinda Funny thing, from now on everything else will be solely my own) (There was also my failed podcast in there, we don't need to talk about that)
(more after the break)
Afterwards things got a bit hectic on my part. I started (and will hopefully continue) my Zelda Diary series, but the whole concept was basically a stop gap where I ran out of games to even talk about. Which was Zelda's fault in the first place!
And while I'm mostly happy with the work I put into Luigi's Mansion Mania, I'm still thinking about how I want to grow. I'm currently working on a yet unannounced series in addition to (well, actually before) my Super Mario RPG series (I'm thinking Mario RPG Rewind as the name). And I'm really excited to do this series, I'm expanding on the first impressions in a way I've had a fun time with! (Of which I'm very nervous about its reception) But one thing I've definitely been thinking about is how I want to write the reviews themselves. I think I've been too rigid. I initially sorted my scripts into parts due to a comment that was very rude but somewhat correct from my Deathloop review where they complained the review didn't start until x minutes into the video. I think they're wrong, first of all, but there was a nugget in there that made me realize it's probably better to segment the videos a bit. The thing I want to be less rigid on is the content in relation to previous games. This is a series! Each Video should Build on the previous one! I know some people (or maybe even many) won't watch every part, but I shouldn't let that hold me back. For instance, I should have said less about what each Luigi's Mansion game did, and said more about what they did In Relation to the previous game. Right now my retrospectives/series's are technically that in the way they discuss and analyze every game in a series, but I want them to be able to converse with each other just a tad bit more. Which is a long way of saying that I'm going to try to do that with [redacted] Replay and Mario RPG Rewind. The [redacted] is a hint, btw. (So is looking at my [redacted] page, but what's the fun in that)
And before any of that anyway I'm gonna go back to Mario Bros Bonanza to look at the "Remakes" with Mario All-Stars, Advance, and 64 DS, which'll lead into Mario Bros Wonder. Excited to replay these versions, which I will do closely after I finish playing the last game for [redacted] Replay.
And Before Any Of That Still, it's game of the year season! This year I'm doing two things, my official top 10 list, as well as a year long retrospective of the games industry as a whole. And the latter of these (which I hope to get out first) I'm really trying to do something with too. The goal is to have it more in tone with my Game Awards video, but I also pulled so many articles about industry layoffs that going through them all is making me the joker. I've got one more idea for a bigger video like this, but that'll have to be on the back burner until the company I want to write about finally goes under. Oh wait, I've got another idea too! But that's like a Big big project, don't know how I want to focus on that
All of this is to say, I don't actually know what I'm going to do. Yes, I want to keep going with this! Yes, I think about how I haven't done any game dev in months and really want to start that up again, but I've also been focusing a lot of attention on trying to "find employment." And I'll be honest, my last gig was pretty cushy in terms of being able to work around the clock. I have a feeling whatever my next one is will be more restrictive. I feel like I'm going to have to make some affordances. I'm really happy I was able to successfully release a new video every other week for the full year. In mid February I'll have managed to do it for two years in a row. I don't know what the future holds, but I do know that running a youtube channel is not making me any money, and at this pace, will not make me any. (plus I refuse to run adds so like it'd have to be through other means). And in the case where I have to prioritize earning a living or making crummy videos, I need to choose the money one.
So where should I put my focus? I don't know. I really want to cover more indie games. But I also really want to continue with these long series retrospectives. But I also want to grow into more long form stuff too. And in many ways I Really Need to make some games to get my thoughts out in an artistic way. Who knows how much time I'll have to do any of it, though?
Anyway, I made a lot. Some of it was viewed far beyond my expectations too! If you haven't please watch Mario Bros Bonanza, and stay tuned for my next things too. Goodbye
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autumn-applepie · 4 months
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University ever pushes you so low you have to go buy a couple of beers? /srs/neg
I'm gonna vent in the tags for a moment humor me for once /gen
#No but I'm serious this place is a nightmare /neg#Venting in the tags#humor me for a second. you go to this uni and they promise you a place that will teach you how to become an artist#on both like. morality and skill level. they feed you with bullshit for MONTHS. “oh mistakes are fine! they make you grow!”#or “oh this is a community we work all together there are no discriminations this is a safe place to learn and improve”#and we like. work on this projects - THAT WE ARE NOT PAID TO WORK FOR SO *WE* GET TO PAY FOR ALL THE MATERIALS AND SHIT FOR THEM.#to like “help the community” or whatevrr because “artists are born to inspire others and bring joy” and blah blah blah. BUT. LIKE. THE THING#THE THING IS. NONE OF THESE PROJECTS WILL END UP ON OUR CURRICULUMS. WHAT WE WORK 6-7 YEARS FOR ARE NOT SEEN AS REAL EXPERIENCES.#AS IF WE'VE DONE LITERALLY NOTHING FOR 6-7 YEARS. AND LIKE. THE PROFESSORS ARE SO RACIST AND DISCRIMINATORY AS WELL.#If they don't like you they WON'T EVEN GIVE YOU THE EXAM. BECAUSE THERE'S NO WAY TO DEMONSTRATE IF YOU WORKED OR NOT. IT'S UP TO THEM.#THEY DECIDE EVERYTHING FOR EVERYONE AS IF WE ARE SOME SORT OF FUCKING COMMUNIST KINDA BULLSHIT WORKERS.#Someone fucks up? *WE* FUCK UP AND EVERYONE PAYS. Someone succeeds? *WE* SUCCEED AND EVERYONE GETS THE CREDITS.#THIS IS ALSO WHY NONE OF THE WORKS WE DO END UP IN OUT CURRICULUM BECAUSE ITS MADE SO THAT *THE UNIVERSITY COURSE* DID IT AND NOT *US*.#IT'S FUCKING BULLSHIT AND I CAN'T EVEN GET OUT OF THERE BECAUSE IF I DO MY PARENTS WILL KICK ME OUT CUZ THEY DON'T WANT ME TO BE AN ARTIST#So I'm trying to STUDY for the exams and the “professors” are getting mad at me that I'm not staying 10 HOURS IN THAT MOTHERFUCKING ART LAB.#WORKING AT THEIR NONSENSE PROJECTS THAT WILL NOT END UP IN MY CURRICULUM.#“Oh if you're not willing to put all your efforts for the course this is not the place for you” BITCH I *AM* PUTTING ALL MY EFFORTS!#THIS EXAM IS *LITERALLY* PART OF THE COURSE!! WHAT KIND OF FUCKING BULLSHIT ARGUMENT IS THAT!!!!!#Istg I'm gonna cry I want to kms /NOT SERIOUS#I'm gonna cook dinner. chug my lemon beer. and try to study like a normal person and beg this shit will end soon#Don't worry I'm not going to become an alcoholic I just need something. anything and I'm ABSOLUTELY not gonna start smoking I hate it /srs#tw alchohol mention#alcohol mention#tw smoking mention#smoking mention#vent#tw vent#// mike speaks
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star-burrow · 1 year
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So fucking pissed at people who say that hyperspecific labels “make the queer community look bad” or “is just pure attention seeking”, NO MF I JUST LIKE HAVING A NAME FOR THINGS I FEEL.
Like, my situation with gender is so fucking complicated that having a person coin something such as “dazegender” was so good to me, and I still have a complicated relationship with gender !! I’m so glad for whoever coined the term “Omnisexual/romantic” because it would've been a living nightmare to do mental gymnastics to feel like I fitted pan or bi.
“But those are spectrums” do people treat them as such ? Do they really ? Plus it's just difficult to my head to grasp the concept of “spectrum” it either is or is not, that's how my brain works personally. (My brain needs to be able to name things, basically. And also to know exactly what to do, if we're talking about chores, per say).
In today's generation so many people (me included) just find it SO HARD to put their feelings into words that it is genuinely a blessing to have labels that can label what we feel so precisely (to us, at least), “but you're overcomplicating something that should be simple” feelings are so far from being simple, honestly, and what is simple to you may not be to me, and that's okay, just don't call me attention seeking or whatever.
Also, also !! Hyperspecific labels/flags just make me (at least) feel more validated, since it makes it clear to me that I'm not alone in the way I feel and it kinda validates me (in a good way) :] And it's the Queer Community after all, so I think it's past the time we start actually acting like that.
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bloomingbluebell · 3 months
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me, who started uni thinking i was entirely neurotypical and able-bodied but just lazy: i'm a failure for how long it's taking me to finish this degree. i'm a failure for being unable to get a job while i do so, much less handle it while i study. i don't deserve to take a semester off, i need to be doing something. i need to be able to support myself somehow. i'm failing at life
random voice in my head: you're not even 25 yet. most of your classmates are the same age as you. you can only handle so much and the threshold is much lower for you than for an able-bodied and -minded person. everyone deserves a break and should be able to take one without consequence and it's a shame that you don't feel you deserve it. the milestones you're worried about aren't real and even the one deadline you're worried about is 4 years in the future and your advisor told you not to worry about it anyways. deep breaths. it'll be alright.
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littlemoriflower · 1 year
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Another day, another ***** *** girlie saying she hates mori because "it's too dull"....When will the pain end?
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starpros-sunshine · 10 months
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See this is why I like enstars because usually the issue would be done now and I'd return back to my usual state of listless apathetic semi-detachement but now I'm invested in getting this card home and if I don't I will continue to be at least a bit sad about it isn't it fascinating how people work isn't it just marvelous that a mobile game can do that to you
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thundersyst3m · 4 months
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I need to stop drinking... Drugging myself like this isn't good for my body, I'll end up an alcoholic just like my grandpa... Well! Time to spend the day reading and consuming sexual content until my brain goes numb! This for sure is way healthier than alcohol!
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daz4i · 1 year
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need a boyfriend but also romance is disgusting but also I'm obsessed with it and want to feel it but also i don't want to commit or feel constricted by a limited relationship but also sometimes the idea of belonging to one person is nice but also no it doesn't i am a person not an object but also yes i am or at least i would be if i could but also i would never trust anyone enough for that but also i wish i could but also
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medicinemane · 5 months
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#I get tired of people trying to explain what lens I should view the world through; what way I could think that would make everything better#forgive me but I don't care; I do what I do and I do what I can and you don't see the work I do under the hood#I don't want advice on self validation or whatever; I want... I want someone to hold a mirror up so I can actually see myself#by which I mean I want input on how I'm doing; if it's good enough; if it's worth anything; if anything I make is good#everyone things I'm nice; everyone has always thought I'm nice#but given nice leaves me profoundly isolated I don't think I care#not to mention in my opinion what nice in this instance means is that I'm capable of listening#it's mostly that I have manners rather than some quality about me#I'm well behaved and polite and can listen; and that's perceived as nice or even sweet#and it's not like I'm offended by people seeing me that way; but maybe you can get why... I can't do anything with that information#but if I'm doing enough... if I provide any value to the world... I might have heard that less times in my life than years I've lived#that's where I'm totally blind#people don't tend to offer any input; and also people don't tend to let me know what they're thinking#and I in fact am not a mind reader; I can often accurately infer things; but no of that means a thing till it's confirmed#and... well... hopefully no one reads the stupid shit I say and especially not the tags so this is safe and hidden#but truthfully people just like to hear that stuff they're doing is wanted and matters#and I do not#I don't know... gotta go do more cleaning cause I need to#and I have no idea if... I've got a reason for fighting so hard to clean; but I get very little input so... I expect... well...#and thankfully I don't think they read my tags so I can say this#but I really expect they won't take me up on my offer to come out here and get away from their parents; so there will be no pay off#not that I blame them in the slightest... it's just the only possible pay off for this cleaning would be helping someone I like out#and a scrap of company#but then again... in many ways anyone coming out to live with me is the worst thing they could probably do#sorry... I have a rather bleak outlook on many things surrounding myself purely cause of what I infer from the past#there is never pay off; only more shit I need to get done#I will never be loved; I will never be wanted; I will always just kinda be an afterthought that's occasionally worth venting to#no one will ever be particularly interested in anything I'm interested while I'll chase their interests or at least try to#certainly let them talk about them when they want#...though I take that over my normal total isolation... better to at least be permitted to follow in someone's shadow than have nothing
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artsycloudysleepy · 7 months
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Thoughts from a physically disabled person on AI 'art':
i think what really pisses me off about it is that not only is it a lazy, cheap way to steal from and avoid commissioning real artists, and how it's something ppl claim to have made on their own despite them just typing up a few words and clicking a button, is also that some ppl claim that they can't draw, so this is an easy way to express themself.
listen to me. i get that some ppl have disabilities or conditions that make it harder or impossible to draw. I have a disability that makes my life hell when trying to draw. but if you want a piece of art so badly, commission someone who actually has spent years of their life building on their skills and has heart put into their pieces rather than using a soulless generator profiting off them w/o their permission.
i have dyspraxia and hypermobility. i've been drawing traditional (pen/paper) constantly for the past seven years of my life, and i've certainly progressed far more slowly than some - and sometimes i genuinely can't even hold my pencil, or keep my hand steady, or coordinate where to go, or my joints ache, and i get so worked up that i ragequit. (note: though it's not a disability, i also come up in rashes when i touch rubber, so that's fun /s)
but i've kept going. and seeing that most people who do ai images CAN likely draw, period, no matter how 'bad' it is, and will be able to do so easily if they just practice, seeing them flee to the quick cheat completely unashamed, i find it fucking disgusting.
and while it's not an option for everyone, to draw or spend money on art, if you are still willingly stealing from another person's art for your own gain, what you are doing is wrong. if you can't draw or pay for a commission, due to financial situations or due to a disability, leave it. as shocking as it is, the internet exists, imagination is certainly a concept, and ship art is not essential to your survival :0
and for the people who can draw, even if it's not 'good', or if they can buy an artist's time and effort, but choose not to: grow the fuck up :)
note: same thoughts on AI 'writing'/'music'. this is just on art bc that's my main medium of art
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djsherriff-responses · 8 months
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I think the fact I had drawn (adult) Finn x Simon ship art when Fionna and Cake came out is probably reason enough why I kept a distance from some people
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anarchy-and-piglins · 7 months
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Hi Shae,
This situation's shitty. I'm not gonna talk about it, I just wanted to kinda check in I guess? Ask if you're okay.
And also, send some kind words to you. Stars know we all need some kindness in this time. I love your writing, I love the stories you write, I love seeing you in the comment section of stories I read. Your enthusiasm is contagious and makes me grin! The way you write the characters, with their voices and vibes, is fantastic.
I hope you're doing all right.
(note: I'm tagging this ask and any potential future asks that refer to the Wilbur situation with 'support shelby or die by my sword', so people who want to avoid vent-y and triggering content can blacklist)
You, Anon, are one of the sweetest people ever.
I'm doing okay, all things considered. In an odd way, I'm lucky in that I detached from the CC side of things pretty firmly after Techno's passing and only really stick around for the characters. Still, I've cried. I feel sad and angry and betrayed and hurt, I feel for the victims, and I feel disgusted that somebody who I genuinely thought was a chill and kind and funny person could do something like that.
In a more selfish way, I feel grief. I think this definitely triggered some soft spots left behind by losing Techno. Wilbur is very entwined with a lot of Techno content, SBI as a whole is. And while I'm here for the fictional fandom/character stuff first and foremost, I did like cc!twinduo and cc!sbi as dynamics. So many of my comfort vids that still bring me joy and make me feel close to Techno have Wilbur in them (4/4 content, old mcc vlogs, etc). Now, that all feels stained. I haven't tried rewatching any of it, I don't know if I can. If I do, I'm afraid they won't give me joy anymore. It's like losing another bit of the pieces left behind by Techno and that hurts.
Also, the fading of a community. The Techno/SBI community already very much shrunk after his passing, but I know a lot of fanfic and fanart will be deleted, and a lot of artists/authors might discontinue to make content, which are absolutely valid choices but it does mean loss and loss is always painful, even if it's an understandable and necessary loss.
I'll be fine though. I know there are a lot of people WAY more affected by this than me (thinking about people who were more invested in cc!Wilbur than I ever was, not to mention Wilbur's actual group of friends and such). I'll be alright, I'll pull myself up by my bootstraps and keep trucking.
Thank you for the kind words about my writing too. I hope that my future fics, if you still choose to read them, can continue to bring you that enthusiasm and joy too. And if for you (or anybody else reading this), this means you're saying goodbye to my fic or to the techno/sbi/dsmp community as a whole, I hope you enjoyed your stay. And thank you for everything.
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maochira · 1 year
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All your wounds are mine. (Ryusei Shidou x reader)
Synopsis: Shidou loves the process of comforting you - but that requires making you cry first.
Tags: gn!reader x Shidou, (kinda) problematic behaviour from Shidou, hurt/comfort I think?
Shidou isn't that good at being romantic. He's great at flirting and knows just right how to get you flustered. But when he's supposed to be more serious with romance, he struggles. He simply doesn't know what to do most of the time.
But regardless, there's no person who knows you as well as your boyfriend does. He knows the things that make you happy, things you're insecure about, he knows what makes you laugh and what makes you cry. But maybe the last part is more of a disadvantage.
Today just isn't your day. Minor inconveniences have stacked on top of each other that ended up making you feel miserable. Usually, those inconveniences wouldn't have bothered you at all, just more and more of them kept happening until you just felt tired of everything and wanted the day to be over already. But at least you could look forward to Shidou visiting in the evening. You just had to pass the time until then.
Usually, your boyfriend's presence makes you feel better quickly, just today it doesn't seem to work. Even when you're sitting next to each other on your bed, you feel as down as before Shidou arrived at your place. And of course, he notices there's something off about you, so he encourages you to tell him what's wrong just like he always does. He's comforted you a couple times in the past, especially when you were crying and breaking down, so of course he's there for you now as well.
Just today, he's acting so differently. In the middle of your vent, Shidou interrupts you seemingly without care and says "Sounds like nothing more than a few inconveniences to me," With a blank expression.
"I know, but just so many things went wrong and now I just feel like-" You get interrupted a second time.
"And what about it? Just a few things went wrong. You can fix them easily."
You don't even answer anything. You're just wondering: What's wrong with Shidou today? Why isn't he listening to you properly and why doesn't he take your problems seriously? Sure, he always prefers to be less serious and more lighthearted on most things. But usually, when it comes to seeing you in pain, he gets very protective and serious. Why not today? Because you were the cause of your own problems and it wasn't another person who hurt you? Thinking back, so far he only got the chance to comfort you when you were hurt by someone else. Or by him.
After you don't answer for a few moments, Shidou continues talking. "Maybe don't be such a crybaby over a few inconveniences," Shidou says in a slightly mocking tone, almost with a hint of laughter in his voice.
And that's exactly what makes the tears that you've been holding back run down your face. In the same moment, something about Shidou changes. Suddenly, he seems concerned about you.
He knows exactly what he's doing. Something in his head just clicked when he saw you were feeling bad, but not crying. To Shidou, that wasn't enough to comfort you. He needs you to cry. So he made you cry. And actually, he expected it to take longer until you'd break out in tears, but you were closer to the edge than he expected. But at least that means he won't say any more hurtful things.
"Don't hold those tears in," Shidou quickly wraps his arms around you and pulls you closer to his body. One of his hands gently pushes your head down so you can rest against his chest.
And now while you're crying against your boyfriend's chest, all that runs through his head is how absolutely adorable you look. Both of his arms are wrapped tightly around your body and you just look so... vulnerable. Because you are - and Shidou used that to his advantage.
This is the first time he's acting like this - and it won't be the last time either.
He knows how wrong it is to make you cry. It's not your pain that he enjoys, he just can't help but love the process of comforting you. To Shidou, it's one of the few times he genuinely knows how to express his love to you, even though he has to hurt you first. He'd really prefer if he was able to express his feelings without having to hurt you beforehand, but this is the only way he knows.
But at least he knows a part of your pain is his fault. He's doing it intentionally, after all. But hey, he's making it up to you again.
"I'm sorry for what I said," He apologizes while gently stroking your hair, "Don't cry too much, okay? I don't want you to get a headache."
You're confused about the sudden change in his behaviour, but it's nothing you currently want to complain about. Your boyfriend is back to his usual behaviour, maybe even softer than he usually is while comforting you.
Shidou carefully pushes your body a little away from himself so he can look into your eyes. "Let me give you a kiss where I hurt you, okay?" he whispers in a comforting tone before he leans his head down to your chest and kisses the area where your heart is. "After all..." he puts his hand on your chest to feel your heartbeat, "All your wounds are mine."
Based on these headcanons I wrote three months ago!
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broodwolf221 · 3 months
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my message to new/returning fans
as da4 approaches and the fandom changes, gaining both new and returning users, i want to state very clearly:
share your thoughts! it doesn't have to be "original" to be valuable! no more than it needs to conform to current fanon! you don't need to read everyone else's theories in order to state your own
I'm familiar with that pressure and how much it can dampen the urge to share, to actually engage with the broader fandom. even though i was there at the start of dai's fandom, i fell out of it for years and came back recently, and there was a definite undercurrent of pressure to a) conform to the theories already stated, especially by big name fans, and b) to only ever post a truly original theory
the former inherently limits fandom and treats it more like an academic field that one needs to be familiar with before stating anything; the latter is fundamentally ridiculous, since we're all engaging with the same source material and have the ability to perceive foreshadowing and explore what it means. the first person to perceive and write about a bit of foreshadowing has no more fundamental "right" to that perspective than the hundredth
it can also be hard to wade through the tags of a fandom that's been out for a decade+, especially if you like a character or ship that gets a lot of hate. that's exhausting and no one is obligated to do that research
you're not too late to the fandom to have theories, to post meta, or to express your feelings. those of us currently in the fandom would do well to remember that new people will be joining us and they likely won't even know the bloggers who have already posted meta, so seeing someone ask if xyz has ever been considered should be treated as a valid question. seeing someone say they've never seen ppl talking about xyz should be viewed as an invitation to (gently!) point to some people who have talked about it. "oh, if you're into this idea, you might like [username's] meta"
i think it's valuable to draw attention to the fact that a long-established fandom has been getting new blood throughout the whole time it's been here, and will be getting considerably more new blood soon, and that it might be worth adapting to that early. because regardless of any established fan's preferences, we are going to be getting new fans unfamiliar with established theories/fanon. and no one should be beholden to fanon anyway
but all this is to also say - new fandom members? i see you. I'm here for you. if you want to know what's been said, you can ask me and i will direct you as best i can; if you want to come up with stuff on your own, i support that. i will never come onto your posts to "disprove" your theory or to claim it's unoriginal
also, know that when you see vent posts where people are feeling annoyed about fans or complaining about them, they are almost certainly talking about fans who are engaging in discourse, are argumentative, or are otherwise being kinda shitty. i know - from personal experience! - how easy it is to take a vague vent post personally, especially when the kind of behavior they're actually annoyed by isn't clarified, but it's unlikely to be directed at fans who are engaging with curiosity and excitement. being new to a fandom is intimidating and as someone who's trying to be respectful, it can be so easy to internalize messages from people's venting, but fr, it's rarely about new fans and their conclusions. that said, if those posts bother you… unfollow! or block! blocking is not a mean or cruel action
find your niche, curate your experience, and you will definitely find people who support you. I've really enjoyed my time here and met many people i care about and respect, but it was a bit of an uphill struggle early on and i know a message like this from an established voice in fandom would have helped ease my own concerns coming into this space
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chocopbwafer · 2 years
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[ general dating headcanons with fem!human!reader ]
Pairing : [m!voltron!chars x fem!reader]
TW? : None
Word Amount : 836
Originally Posted On : AO3
When Shiro gets stressed out he just likes to rest his head In your lap, or In the crook of your neck while he wraps his arms around your waist.
  He finds your presence very comforting.
  When you're worried or stressed out, he catches on Immediately.
  Will give you a glass of your favorite beverage, maybe some snacks and hold you close to him, and you just bury your head In his chest enjoying the comfort.
  "Want to talk about It?"
  If you don't want to, then he'll respect that, he'll just try to keep whatever's bothering you off your mind.
  If you do want to though, he'll definitely listen to whatever you want to vent about.
  He's been In a few past relationships so he's decent In experience
  He gives great hugs.
  (Sometimes he likes to be the little spoon.)
  Idk why but he gives me the vibe of somebody who can cook good waffles
  He likes to kiss the bridge of your nose.
  If you have freckles then he's definitely kissing each one he can find.
  Kiss his forehead while playing with his hair If you want him to melt Into a puddle
  (♡)
  You and Hunk have your own little cooking class with each other.
  One part of you Is paying attention to what he's saying while he's cooking with you and the other part Is just smiling cause he's smiling too and his happiness Is so contagious???
  He's been on a few dates before but this would be his first time In a serious relationship so he's kinda awkward at first
  He eventually warms up and gets closer to you
  He's a really good singer, like, you come home one evening and just hear him In the shower singing his lungs away
  If you've had a nightmare he'll hum and sing to you while holding you close, and he sounds so nice you end up dozing off.
  Kiss his cheeks and he's just gonna grin at you like a goof
  (♡)
  Self-care for Lance Is a very big deal, and If he notices that you're not taking time out to care for yourself he's putting that to a whole stop.
  Ask him for face masks and moisturizers cause the boy stays stocked up
  He'll definitely wash and braid your hair (If you let him that Is!)
  Pampers you with love and affection every chance he can
  He's clingy and needs kisses every five seconds
  "Lance, I JUST kissed you"
  "I want another one though!"
  Despite his constant flirting he actually has never been In a relationship, let alone a date
  So when he asks you out and you accept he's kinda confused 
  "Now what?"
  Very sweet boyfriend
  He likes to nuzzle his head Into your neck and sneak a peck or two there.
  His jaw Is kinda ticklish but he certainly won't complain if you pepper a few kisses there
(♡)
  Both you and Shiro are the only ones that can calm Keith down when he's agitated.
  Just pull him aside and talk to him for a little bit
  He'll calm down
  Eventually
  He's never been In a relationship before and he's kinda emotionally constipated so the whole dating and love thing Is kinda awkward for him
  So when he asks you out, flowers In hand, his head averted and cheeks a dusty pink you already know he didn't do It on his own
  Shiro, Hunk and Pidge helped him out
  Coran helped too, but Keith was pretty sure the courting methods he was talking about probably only worked on Altean women
  Goes to Shiro for advice occasionally 
  He does not understand flirting
  He'll just look at you confused and then like, ten hours later he's like "oh"
  He really likes to hold your hands, and just idly rub along the lines of your palms
  He likes to kiss your knuckles
  His shoulders are kinda ticklish
(♡)
    Sometimes you'll tag along behind Coran when he makes improvements on the castle-ship.
  While you help him with chores and whatnot he might talk about what Altea was like
  He'll apologize for babbling but If you encourage him to keep talking about his home-planet and he will not hesitate to just talk about what It was like, and you end up smiling cause his eyes are literally sparkling the whole time
  Tell him about earth dang it
  Poor man doesn't know what snow is
  If you and the rest of the crew ever make It back home you promise to yourself the first thing you'll do Is show your boyfriend how to make a snowman
  Has been In a few relationships and dates before but with Altean women
  He has no clue on how to pursue a human woman
  Gets advice from both Pidge and Shiro
  He's oddly warm
  Like, If you cuddle or hug him he just feels like a fricking furnace
  Very overprotective and sweet boyfriend tbh
  He likes to sneak little kisses at the tips of your ear
  fin.
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hi~ im rose! (among other names lol, ask for them or find them) welcome to my intro!
- dont feel bad about blocking or unfollowing me, just wanna say this. i may make posts abt being confused when i see people leave but curate ur own experience idc be happy
- you can call me whatever you want idc, just lemme know. like genuinely any nickname. i do have two others tbh but ehh
- yeah yeah im an adult so dont block me if i like ur post and u say mdni ight? also for any minors if that makes u uncomfortable u can leave. i dont tend to post anything nsfw here, just sometimes suggestive stuff and both nsfw and suggestive are tagged just like that
- pronouns are whatever is funniest in the moment. or just use your own. neos are ok
- asks and dms always open for anything. i won't really reach out first but i promise you can always talk to me about anything. if you don't have anyone else or just want to talk about a particular thing or want to vent, etc. like genuinely pretty please talk to me about your interests i will gladly listen!!! <3
- also you can always tag me in anything!! i love tag games (i may take a bit) and if theres anything you think id like or reminds you of me id love to see it!!
- don't really have a dni but like i will block you if you're a bigot. im a fag and autistic if you don't like that go away idc. also if you are pro cop or military stuff fuck off
- if we're mutuals please tag stuff with cw rose for anything with touya or akito being shipped with anyone else or TBHK nene and tsukasa as a ship, self harm images, stuff about spiders (or any bugs kinda) mostly pictures of them or them on someone (bees moths and butterflies exempt), needles if theyre detailed not cartoony, real life gore of animals or humans (not sfx or art just real stuff), sa, stiff about veins, and please use tone tags but mostly just for joking or sarcasm as i tend to assume everything is serious.
- MUTUALS PLEASE TELL ME STUFF TO TAG FOR YOU!!! i do my best to read carrds and intros and stuff but i might forget please remind me please. gore and sexual stuff will get tagged as gore and nsfw but it's mostly explicit stuff. things are tagged as what it is, not with cw or tw.
- !!current things i tag are agere, homestuck, eye strain, saiouma, bsd, religion, body dysmorphia, religion, marlo dont look (for nsfw stuff, tbh im not sure what counts but anything with mentions of sexual stuff that isn't just like a joke), elie shoo (csm saiouma gore), suggestive (anything relating to anything nsfw like jokes or anything else), adrien no look (alcohol, crickets, girl interrupted, hospital innuendos), clowns
- tags
#rose rambles - my posts
#rose tagged ramblings - i made a separate one for when i talk a lot in tags
#rose art - quite simply rose's art
#rose ocs - the sillies from my brain
#ask rose! - asks
#rose pics - look i don't get creative with naming these i think you can tell
#rose cosplay - ^^^ yeah
#helpful - things that could be helpful to anyone
#save - similar to above but more so personal things
#important - maybe not technically helpful but i think people should see
#favs - self explanatory, i believe
#sillies - similar to above but not really
#luv - mutual appreciation mostly
#heart! - things made by mutuals!
#liebe - things made for me!
#mecore - woah thats so me frfr
#rose writing - idk man take a guess
(i wanna like fix all my posts to have tags but i reblog so much and itll take me a million years to get back to the start of my account atp. maybe one day.)
- commission info
art:
Tumblr media
writing: $2 per 100 words (?)
i also take requests for these!! or other stuff but like it will almost definitely take me a bajillion years to finish so if you wanna make sure i do something, gimme money. but u dont gotta its ok ily anyways
i have a k-fi rose226 and dm for p-ypal
- sideblogs
@nightcord-luka-official
@luka-spotted most active
@daily-akiyama-mizuki hiatus!
@daily-asahina-mafuyu hiatus!
@kokomi-sangonomiya-official
@mafuyu-asahina-official
@wansho-luka-official
@junior-high-enanan-official
@fischl-official
@rosemusictime lol no followers
@oz-the-bird-official (to translate my Fischl)
@ako-udagawa-official this and above in progress
@daily-purple-character send reqs
@rose-poll-account
@aoi-shirosaki-official pjsk oc rp blog
@hikari-itsuki-official ^
@yuki-jigoku-official ^
@kei-makura-official ^
@roseswonderland things i make
@yuki-spotted
@niigo-va-updates
(i may remove u as a follower depending on if i trust you enough for these next few but if we're mutuals ur pretty much safe)
@moonlit-thoughts22 vent
@selfless-lvr selfship/kin
@softrosebud agere
@shhh-its-rose moots only one mentioned at the top of this
and ask for the nsfw one... cus im too scared to just add it
(guys i think I have too many sideblogs help)
im not active on many other social media but if we're mutuals you can ask for like anything and ill probably have an account. somehow im most active here tho (and in one discord server but u guys cant join)
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