#I’m hyperfocusing on this rn so really

[herestoburiedsecrets]

I almost forgot how much fun having a hyperfixation is!! My obsession with Ghosts has been thorough restored, as well as my interest with general English history, and honestly it feels like I am in love with this show. Best feeling ever!

[moodyhaaze]

♡⋆┆virgin!lucifer

tags. drabble | NSFW | MDNI

content warning. none?

a/n. this is much shorter than i wanted. oh well. i’m experiencing writers block hella bad rn. should i try and write the other characters too?

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virgin!lucifer whose hands shake and breath trembles beneath his cool facade. his nerves are in shambles and his head is swimming. you’re the first person he’s ever grazed like this, his hands flowing down the landscape of your figure. fingers dance on across your skin, nipping and pinching at your most sensitive areas.

virgin!lucifer who opts to keep his gloves on in an attempt to be sexy and entice you, but he’s really trying to hide how sweaty his hands are. he secretly hopes you won’t think him strange.

virgin!lucifer who is so caught up in your moans, gasps, and sighs that he hyperfocuses on every little thing his hands are doing to you, recording them to memory for safe keeping, so that he may always know just how to please you.

virgin!lucifer who tries desperately to be gentle with you, but once his cock is enveloped in your heat he can’t help but thrust hard, fully sheathing himself inside of you. he takes note of how your walls hug him, pulling him deeper as if to never let him go.

virgin!lucifer who whimpers and moans as he continues to thrust into you, his hands digging bruises into your skin. he’s quickly in his demon form as his control begins to falter. his balls slapping your ass, the sound of his thighs and yours connecting, the wetness of your abused hole all accumulate into an orchestra of lewd noise.

virgin!lucifer whose wings flick, flap, and twitch as the coil in his stomach pulls tighter and tighter as your walls squeeze him perfectly.

virgin!lucifer who can’t keep his eyes off of his cock disappearing into your cute little hole. he watches as a ring of white cream forms at the base of his cock, coating his balls. he hopes you’ll lick it off after he’s had his fill of your hole.

virgin!lucifer who cries out your name as he comes undone. hot, thick ropes of his cum fill your hole and seep out around his cock.

virgin!lucifer whose body falls forward, limp, sweaty, and heaving, caging you under his weight.

virgin!lucifer who pulls you into his embrace, pecking you with small kisses while shuddering quiet praises as he holds you.

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© moodyhaaze | 08•09•23 — do not repost, modify, plagiarize, or translate my writings. likes + reblogs appreciated.

cross posted on ao3.

[kafus]

what was your previous yuri ship before likodot

oh god has it really been that long since i’ve talked in depth about them. that’s a travesty. kaf and kafu!! they’re still one of my main ships!! they’re in my pinned and my icon and header image and my url is even kafus. i’m just so hyperfocused on horizons rn it’s unreal 😭

here’s some art of them i made earlier last year!! when i keep saying i wanna make full illustrations again this is the sort of stuff i mean… i miss making stuff like this

[thefreshchannel]

about to start the last two eps but here are some thoughts and criticisms also s2 finalist/winner spoiler (again i havent watched the finale so thoughts not final)

The concept of priyaleb was cute but. It really did take the whole season….like. Its not even a fun will they wont they kinda watch anymore its like when tda hyperfocused on gwent and duncney, like sure u got things going on in the background like the mkulia alliance that was happening and damien finding his edge, but it all feels so minimal compared to the screen time priyaleb gets in my opinion. In contrast, when in tdwt aleheather was the main focus, they shared a lot of their screentime with other things going on in the background or even took the backseat to give other (not so good) plot lines a shot.

Maybe it’s just the 13 ep format instead of the 26 eps the old seasons had, but in here it feels like you want to see more of everyone else so much. Damien and nichelle found an edge, but were pushed to the very back or written out early so not a lot was explored. Ripper and axel got together and nothing else happened with them, sure they can a funny watch but when they realized they didnt want to do anything w them anymore they just sent them out.

I’m on ep 11 rn and raj JUST got kicked out. Theres 2 eps of the season, we barely have enough time to make him learn to be independent from raj??? I feel??? I dont know i dont feel he did much of ANYTHING to guarantee him a spot in the final 3, let alone winning the season. I am just not connecting w him. Like sure he is nice but when i think of him i just see him only as raj’s buddy. We dont know much about him other than he likes hockey, he’s supportive of his friend, he’s nice, he’s not very smart. But nothing in him screams finalist/winner to me? He was just very much in the background until now.

Maybe i’m being too judgy and could change my mind in the next two eps, we’ll see lol

[fanfic-inator795]

Ranking my favorite animated dad characters because I can’t sleep

I realized that a lot of my favorite animated characters are dads, so fuck it. Let’s rank them both on their dad-ness and on their character overall.

7. Ansel Beauregard (Arlo the Alligator Boy/I heart Arlo): okay so, as much as I’m kinda hyperfocusing on this guy rn, he kinda HAS to get the lowest rank ‘cause like… he literally abandoned his gator baby in the sewer. Honestly the fact that he’s able to be likable at all is a damn miracle, but the movie and show pull it off surprisingly well.

Basically from the moment he finally accepts Arlo into his life, he’s trying his best to make amends - though admittedly he still doesn’t always go about it the best way, lol. Growing up bullied then isolated and then becoming crazy rich at a young age has definitely made him more than a little oblivious, out of touch and self-centered (though these parts of his personality are still funny/endearing instead of being annoying imo) but he still genuinely cares (even when he was unwilling to face his truth, he still gave Arlo advice that he at least thought was in Arlo’s best interest based on what worked for him) and I really do love the interactions he has with Arlo. I also love the whole bird-man aspect of him both as a character design and fun quirk, and his VA work and singing is also phenomenal. (Seriously, I’ve been listening to “Better Life” multiple times per day, someone pls I need help asdfghjkl)

6. Dr. Heinz Doofenshmirtz (Phineas & Ferb): So, back when I was a kid, Doof was definitely my favorite character, and while I’ve kiiiiiinda grown out of him in some aspects (his over-exposure in things like MML didn’t exactly help), I can still enjoy him for being a really funny and really enjoyable character.

Can he sometimes be annoying, slightly obnoxious and take up too much screentime in the latter seasons? Sure, totally. But like- I’m never gonna NOT love the ‘evil villain who has a huge soft spot for their child’ trope, it’s a classic for a reason. Doof is a dork and can be overbearing, but he’s also really sweet and will do anything for his daughter, including get himself stung by dozens of bees. It also can’t be denied just how many of his lines and moments can still get laughs out of me even after all these years. We Stan a petty ADHD-king and (not-so-)evil scientist dad.

5. Hamato Yoshi/Lou Jitsu/Splinter (ROTTMNT): oh hey, another dad with trauma - only instead of being bullied and forced to hide himself or having a nonsensical tragic backstory, he had to deal with generational trauma, being forced into fighting/killing for sport, and finally getting mutated which led to years of on/off depression. …yeahhhhh.

This is another character I really admire for just how well they’re written, even if he wasn’t always the best dad (though for the record, he wasn’t nearly as neglectful as some fans want to claim…) I think most Rise fans would agree that Splinter absolutely has the best arc in the series, going from a strictly comedy relief couch potato to a loving father/tragic figure who manages to rise above everything for the sake of his kids. He’s willing to let the world burn for the sake of his sons and I respect the hell out of him for it regardless of whether or not it’s the ‘moral’ choice. But he’s also still really funny and really cool when he wants to be, and for as much as I’ve drifted away from Rise, Splinter and his story is still one of the few aspects I adore and appreciate about this show.

4. Pete McGee (The Ghost and Molly McGee): Pete is just a super endearing character to me even if he arguably has the least going on of all the TGAMM characters. He’s a very typical goofy sitcom dad both in terms of design (which, ngl… Pete is kinda really cute? Am I the only one who sees it?) and attitude, usually only being used for comedy while Sharon is the one who gets to be the slightly more serious one and have the heart-to-hearts with/give advice to Molly.

But that’s fine because even if he’s not the deepest dad on this list, he’s still incredibly endearing imo. He’s a 100% Wife Guy, he struggles to stand up for himself but still always tries to stand up for his family, he inspired Molly to be heavily interested in community service, and he’s a dancer! Which is just a really fun quirk, hence why I really love both the Ice Princess episode and the Dance Dad episode (asdfghjkl I remember when Tess and I were watching the latter, she was cringing at all the TikTok dances while I was sitting next to her enjoying the song and just being like yeahhhhh get it Pete! Lol). While I do wish we could have gotten a bit of deeper character stuff with Pete, he’s still pretty solid and very enjoyable to watch.

3. Bob Belcher (Bob’s Burgers): we love our autistic Burger King babeyyyyy! Seriously though, while I’ve grown to love all the Belchers, there’s definitely a reason why I gravitated towards Bob first. He’s a mess of a guy who’s just trying his best to deal with all the chaos that life and his family throw at him, and we love him for it.

I love that even while being the most grounded character in the show, he’s not afraid of being a little unhinged and just fucking going off on someone or something. He’s also often the one who’s always trying to help others, even when it’s usually by accident given how much of an introvert he is. He loves his wife, his kids and his burgers with all his heart, and even when he’s at his worst (which is a rarity), you still are rooting for the best for him and want everything to work out. His heart-to-hearts with his kids (and with other characters) really are some of my favorite moments from the show. Furthermore, much like literally all the other characters on this list, his VA’s delivery just adds SO much to his character as well. I really do just love H. Jon Benjamin, he’s so hilarious and needs to voice more characters.

2. Rodolfo Rivera/White Pantera (El Tigre): Ah yes, my first favorite animated dad character, even before Doof. As such, I’m always gonna have a soft spot for this guy. Like I’ve said before, I love how he’s able to be both a goofy and super soft-hearted character but can also be a total badass at times, sometimes without even trying.

He just wants to protect his city and help his son grow up right, and I love him for it! He’s easily one of the funniest characters in the show, but I appreciate that he’s allowed to still be cool and still have a win occasionally. He also manages to be stern without ever becoming unlikable or unreasonable, given that he’ll still always be there for his son and father even when they’re doing things he doesn’t approve of, and I think it’s that overall balance that really endeared me to him, plus his great design+voice (if I had a nickel for every time I gravitated to an Eric Bauza-voiced dad, I’d have two-). His little catchphrase quirks like “okay be good!” and saying Manny’s full name live in my head rent-free, ngl.

1. Bill Green (Big City Greens) let me make this clear… I! LOVE! BILL! GREEN! He’s just… SO great. He’s wholesome, he’s funny and goofy, he’s sweet, he’s a loving father, he’s stern but still reasonable, he’s a hard worker, he’s super relatable, he’s a secret badass, he’s a huge dork, he sings about his truck and is super attached to his wood carvings - he really is just everything and I mean that in the best possible way.

While Cricket and Tilly are obviously the stars of the show, I really do love how much energy the show puts into making Bill this incredibly well-rounded and likable character who you just can’t help but sympathize with and root for when it comes to his farm stuff. I can’t say that he’s perfect, he’s definitely made a couple pretty poor decisions here and there, but overall I think he’s everything I want out of a great animated dad character (probably because he honestly reminds me a lot of my own dad - or at least, the positive parts of my dad). He’s not the only thing I love about BCG, far from it, but he’s definitely one of my biggest favorite things about it.

BONUS HONORABLE MENTION DADS:

- Vasquez (BCG): bodyguards/surrogate dads absolutely count. So happy that Vasquez has become much more prominent and fleshed-out as the show’s gone on, he’s just so great. Thank you Danny Trejo for voicing him, can’t wait for that s4 ep where Vasquez apparently goes to therapy

- Lego Batman (Lego Batman Movie): ah yes, the kick-starter to the Batman/Bat-fam phase I had in college. Fits right alongside characters like Ansel and Splinter for being obviously flawed dads (bro literally called his new son ‘expendable’ wtf Bruce) who still care a lot/grow to become better people over time through the influence of their kid. Will Arnett is still absolutely hilarious as this character, I love how he immediately goes into dad-mode when Robin gets slammed into the windshield, and that bit at the end where he finally tells Robin the truth about his ‘dads’ still gets me a bit teary-eyed

- Wild Knuckles (The Rise of Gru): technically a grand-dad but whatever. Like I said, I love my villains with a soft-side for their kid, and it makes me sad that the Rise of Gru fandom essentially ignored this guy in favor of hot young Dr. Nefario. Like- I don’t care if the arc between him and baby Gru was somewhat rushed, dude literally got himself burned alive by a huge dragon for his surrogate grandkid, he deserves better

If you’ve made it this far, let me know if you like any of these dad characters + what your favorites are ^v^

[goblinbugthing]

Salutations! I wanna know what kinds of physical affection your Gala would do to Meta. This will help me in mu scientific research hehehe

Oh you have no idea how long I’ve wanted to ramble about this.

Gala is very affectionate. And also very clingy.

He’s big on cuddles and kisses. His number one love language is physical touch. Sometimes, he’ll just come out of absolutely nowhere and jump on an unsuspecting Meta like a goddamn lemur.

One of his favourite things to do with Meta is cuddle him and kiss him everywhere he can reach. Every single night, he’ll cling onto him like a child to a plushie, wrap his wings around him, and *smooch smooch smooch smooch smooch smooch smooch smooch smooch smooch smooch sm*

Meta loves it. He prefers giving gifts over physical touch, but his favourite thing in the world is just holding Gala and feeling his warmth.

Gala gets extra cuddly in the winter. He knows Meta can’t survive in cold environments (bc fire dragon), so he almost constantly has his wings around him, wrapping him up like a burrito. Meta really appreciates it — even though he can live perfectly fine in Dreamland’s winters, he really enjoys the extra warmth and protection his fiancé gives him.

If he’s feeling a bit bored (and not being given the attention he wants) he’ll just. *chomp*

It makes Meta jump sometimes, since usually when this happens he’s either dozing off, dissociating, on another plane of existence thinking about some random shit (probably the wedding lol), or hyperfocused on something else. But no matter, he’s chill with it either way.

Gala also tends to ramble about specific things, like magic, art, and music. He’s a passionate guy. (Meta thinks that maybe he should get a test for The Tism an/or ADHD, since he himself is autistic and Gala expresses a lot of the symptoms. Totally not bc I’m projecting or anything haha)

This is all I can think of rn, I literally just woke up and my brain barely works dhgdgdgdy—

Uh anyway enjoy your homosecksul sillies

[thisdreamplace]

any tips on how to focus on the 4d and all that you’re manifesting while also not getting distracted by what OTHER people are saying or asking? For example, ppl keep asking me what I want to do in life, what I’m planning in life, or that it seems like I’m goalless with no direction. Those questions for some reason bother me and put me in a funk, because it feels like I have my dream career in the 4d, but then ppl in the 3d come in saying stuff like this and then it just reminds me that THEY don’t see it.

my biggest tip is focus on the 4d and stop being so hyperfocused in what you're manifesting. tbh.

i so resonate with this bc omg. i used to (internally) FALL APART when people asked me anything in the same category as what i was manifesting. and i knew all the great teachers said "it doesnt matter what you say, its already done" but for the life of me i couldnt fully feel that, i couldnt grasp it or accept that at all. i always felt so bad and full of anxiety even after giving my answer, wondering if i've fucked everything up. def not fun.

for me, i stopped caring about it when i realized i dont have a reason to fight against my current reality or pretend things arent as they are. whatever everyone else sees, is whats true, sure. on the outside. so i don't need to walk around like it's not what it appears to be. but i go within myself and i know how i feel and i know whats true for me. its that feeling of i don't actually need validation. its just, i go within myself and i become one with god and i keep that close to my heart. and i think thats why you kinda have to let the whole hyperfixation on your desires go, on the level that it feels more like ur still trying to prove to urself ur truth. bc really. when u know in ur heart something is true, when you have accepted it within, you're not as easy to shake. sure you may have moments where you're thrown off or maybe even feel some type of way, as is normal for this human experience. but you really won't be that bothered by it so often and so easily.

yall its honestly so okay (and often SO HELPFUL) to be able to say, "yeah with the way things look rn im not where i wanna be" AND accept that. rather than being like "no no the 3d is wrong my 4d is right" its okay to let the 3d flow, to be what it is, and hug your inner world tight. bc really thats all u need to do. hold on close to your inner world and let yourself live in the 3d as it is, enjoying every moment, knowing each experience is just part of the unfolding of the beautiful things to come. thats really how you go about living within yourself, and the outer world simultaneously.

<3

[cassidyrosejonesold]

Made a blog for my biggest muse(s) of all time.. i’m really hyperfocused on them rn so my hiatus will continue. 

[aspenlovesgrimm]

I think I’ve solved a problem I was having writing this chapter?

Basically I have been desperate to write some proper injury related angst and this chapter was not really giving me that so I kept getting stuck but I’m hyperfocusing on 2 fandoms rn (Grimm and another one) and so I started writing little angst fics for the other fandom and I think it worked?

This chapter is angsty and does get violent at points but I’m not really at that point at the moment. I haven’t written more than a sentence on this chapter for the past couple of days but hopefully that will change.

[leiakenobi]

heya, I was tagged by @the-force-awakens to do this, let’s go!

Last Song: I haven’t really been listening to much these days, but I did listen to Hozier’s new song this morning. it’s stellar, obviously.

Currently Watching: Mostly Dimension 20. Also doing kind of a casual Hannibal rewatch.

Currently Reading: not much 💀 currently trying to dip my toe back into reading fic but I haven’t had many spoons for reading as of late

Current Obsession: welp in what kind of explains the fact that I haven’t really been listening to or reading much, I moved out of st. louis at the beginning of july and finally moved into my new apartment last weekend so I’ve mostly been hyperfocusing on getting everything unpacked and set up the way i want it. I’m kind of between other interests rn.

[jaysen-vor-hee-hees]

My main ocs and their favourite ✨drinks✨

-Vanté is fucking in love with Black Russians, which is, as far as what my Dad told me (he works at a fine dining restaurant so i’m just gonna trust that’s what it’s called), a mix of vodka and coffee liqueur

-Ryn doesn’t really drink, maybe or maybe not be actually just waiting for someone to take him drinking

-Layna kinda can only grab whatever’s closest because she can’t be fucked, but usually ends up subconsciously favouring whiskey and cola

-Helodite fucking loves French martinis. No comment needed.

-Chris doesn’t really know what he’s doing and usually just takes whatever other people recommend or give to him (yes he’s been drugged quite a few times (more times than he’d like to admit))

-Sora’s in fucking love with blue margaritas simply because they look cool. Don’t blame him either

-Helix usually just grabs a Tennessee Whiskey and moves on with life. (Yes i like the song Tennessee Whiskey. Sue me.)

-I think it’s only fair I give our beloved Blackjack a favourite drink. He’s a bar tender, for hell’s sake. I’m not quite sure if I should say the name for this one here so i’ll just- list the combo instead. It consists of vodka, peach Schnapps, cranberry juice and orange juice. I dunno just sounds like something he’d like

-Tadhg, of course, fucking loves a good Mocha Mint. He’s only drank once in the last few months since he hit consent age but it’s whatever i guess.

Might do a second part because I feel like i’ve forgotten a few people- currently hyperfocused on drinks rn.

[carnivorousmossbeast]

Have a smol flavorshot. Couldn’t sleep last night so I did the mech suit/dystopia/sci-fi thing. Enjoy!!

2000 tons of carbon fiber enforced steel and titanium plates stand before him, staring down at him. Somewhere in there, he knows, is a beating heart keeping the eyes so alert and posture straight. There is a conscience in there. An awareness. Intelligent life. 80 meters tall, five meters wide encased in enough protective material to build four underground shelters. And even then, sometimes the pilots die. Normally he’d have some qualms about enslaving living beings but since no one really knows what the Weidmanns are, only that after they arrived everything started going to shit, he’s hard pressed to find anything more serious and founded to say against it.

Zoro pilots one of the older ones, one that came with a name and wasn’t grown in a lab. The swirly heart on the chest plate and weird face-thingy on the back shield and DEATH spelled across its heavily armored knuckles apparently came with the Weidmann and it didn’t work until someone thought to transfer the weird designs onto the armor. Sometimes it’s a bit touchy, Trafalgar D. Water Law, but it’s yet to fail Zoro. Or earth and humanity, for that matter. And Torao, how Zoro’s predecessor Luffy liked to call the Weidmann, seems to be oddly fixated on the green-haired pilot.

For example it won’t shut down if Zoro is close by.

The World Defense Council would rather play it as though the Weidmanns are machines, not creatures forced into submission by running so much electricity through their brains that they became effectively zombies, because obviously that is seven kinds of wrong, but Torao ruined that notion when Zoro entered the picture.

The first time Zoro’s in the command panel there’s abnormally high latent brain activity. Back then the technicians called it a power surge but to Zoro it had felt different from the power surges during sims. Because the pilots are put through what essentially is torture to be sure that they have it in them to steer a Weidmann. Some bullshit about neurological overstimulation. Now he knows that sometimes, the Weidmanns wake up and devour the humans that enter their spinal canal. And fighting Kaiju while keeping, essentially other Kaiju, under control, is a task in and of itself. That explains why the command panel is designed the same way landing modules are. They’re nigh impossible to break. As though the massive armoring wasn’t protection enough. Zoro soon learns the hard way that, only because the Weidmanns help, they are not allies. Not even close. He watches a pilot lose control over the neural bridge, watches the Weidmann gain its consciousness through the eyes of Torao. It’s quick, but ugly. Sometimes he still hears the screams of his comrade turning into static as he watches helplessly how Mihawk tears the control panel out of his spinal canal and crushes it in his massive fist before dropping it into the ocean carelessly. He remembers a rumbling purr of satisfaction coming from Torao’s conscience. The next two Kaiju attacks he doesn’t let himself sink as deep into the neural bridge as he normally does, even if the soft, warm whisper of Torao is oddly comforting normally. Not then.

Primal fear dictates he remain at the surface, barely submerged enough to feel the long, insanely strong limbs. These Kaiju he doesn't slice apart with the ridiculously long sword Torao's been outfitted with. He brawls, because so close to the surface, so barely there, he lacks the fine motor control to properly wield a 70-meter longs word with electrical currents running down the blade that has teeth running up and down like a chainsaw.

Kikoku is a masterpiece of engineering. Someone really did their research for effective weaponry - and ended up choosing Texas Chainsaw Massacre as reference. Sharknado as well. Perhaps Sharknado is more fitting, since the Kaiju appear from somewhere deep within the Pacific Ocean. They're not sharks, nowhere close, with their huge legs and claws and less than aerodynamic bodies, but a terror from the ocean none the less.

The next Kaiju is one of the strongest yet.

Zoro knows without Kikoku he hasn't the slightest chance to get past its long, leathery winged arms that sport massive claws, or the insanely long tail that has a bone structure at the end of it that Zoro takes one short look at and knows, painfully aware of the implications for his neural bridge - he'll have to go in deep this time - that one hit will smash through Torao's armor like a wrecking ball through a massive wall of reinforced concrete. It will take the entire Weidmann down and damage it beyond repair.

There are two other Weidmanns running point, "got your six, Zoro" crackles Ace's voice through the comms. Boa Hancock is arguably the prettiest out of all the Weidmann, and Ace is definitely the prettiest pilot. And the fucker knows it. But Ace also knows his stuff and is one of most well known pilots. Most drops, but not the most kills. Ace is happy to run point and let others take the kill. Boa Hancock isn't strong, it heavily relies on others and teamwork isn't quite Zoro's strength. Especially not in the Weidmann. But then again, few people are good at teamwork when their attack and defense is directly tied to a 70-meter monstrosity of titanium with a serrated running blade and coated in 4000 Volts of electricity. The other Weidmann is Sir Crocodile, among the heaviest defense humanity has, and the pilot is the most cryptic bitch ever.

In her presence Zoro always gets a distinct feeling like he's the butt of a joke that only she understands. Nico Robin the strangest out of the bunch. Except she really isn't. They're all weird in the Tokyo Shatterdome.

But then again you have to be somewhat messed up in the head to even be considered for pilot training.

He takes a deep breath before sinking into the neural bridge. Torao's consciousness envelopes him like warm, summer air, smelling softly like heat and sweat and sleepiness in the shade of a tree. He's in deeper than he was with the last two Kaiju, deeper than the WDC says is green, but not where he used to go. Torao and him, they used to synch. Zoro would leave the dock being submerged at the green levels and slowly slip in deeper once the control and directing electrodes were off.

He'd be pulled from Torao the instant he crossed over the yellow into the orange line, and where he goes is deep, dark red.

Rumor has it that once you're past yellow, you start becoming part of the Weidmann. The general public is fed a pretty tale of too much neurological input and synaptic overload but the ugly truth is - you're waking the beast. You're lending your tiny, insignificant brain for them to regain their consciousness and that fries you. Only Torao has never truly been gone. It's the one Weidmann they couldn't really tame and eventually it burned through all its pilots.

Zoro sees the charts stabilizing, the brainwaves lining up sort of on top of each other, enough that he'll be able to move Torao without getting consumed. Or overpowered, torn out and crushed. He relays his data to command and gets the go. Transfer out to the ocean is oddly silent. Torao is unusually still and Zoro doesn't like it. Something is off.

They land, knees slightly bent and hands at the hilt of Kikoku, and then they wait. The Kaiju is moving towards Tokyo, but it's taking its time. While its predecessors have always taken the most direct approach, this one circles around, tests their patience. Tense silence rules between the three monsters humanity tamed to defeat their unknown enemy, with only crackling updates on how far away the monster lurks. Little crackles of static in the silence. Zoro could probably hear a pin drop if he were to unlock his helmet. Even the ocean is deceptively calm.

Zoro thinks he can see movement at the horizon, thinks he can feel a tingle of excitement, adrenaline, rushing through his veins, but he's too deep in the Weidmann to still feel his body like that. Zoro frowns. Now is not the time.

The Kaiju rears out of the water like a monster straight out of old Japanese Kaiju-movies. It's ugly, with thick leathery skin and glowing green eyes, a maw full of crooked teeth, and the leathery skin flaps attached to its arms make a good imitation of wings. He draws Kikoku and readies himself, only to be hopelessly overpowered by the monstrous creature. He forgets about the tail, sees it a moment too late and can only narrowly avoid being hit by the bone club at the end of it. The long appendage hits the Weidmann around the middle and topples him over into the ocean. Alarmed red lights blink in his peripheral vision, damage assessment is still running when the Kaiju descends on the downed Weidmann again. Zoro can hear himself growl - something isn't right he shouldn't be able to hear himself - and yanks up his arm to protect the face.

A new alarm starts blaring when the neural bridge starts to disconnect. Zoro curses up a storm and tries to disengage the neural input dampening systems that are supposed to keep the pilot from experiencing the damage. The pain of being torn apart. The Kaiju shrieks over the still body, the sound shattering through the Weidmann's massive body armor and the command pod and Zoro hears a massive growl in return. And then Torao moves. Zoro isn't in deep enough to be initiating the movement, so this is all the consciousness he's been hijacking for the last two years. Zoro slams his hands against the emergency eject panel, the weapons panels, anything really, that he can reach without disengaging the pilot safety straps. A whole lot of nothing.

He growls. It's not that he's afraid to die, because he dropped that particular piece of humanity the first time he stepped foot in a drop sim, and thoroughly erased the idea of fear when he made his first kill as the backup pilot for Mihawk, it's just that Zoro really hates the idea of not being able to put up a fight.

There's a click and a whirring noise and Zoro finally feels himself sinking deeper into the neural bridge. He stops where he is comfortable, where he went before he witnessed Mihawk tearing the command pod out of his spinal canal. There's a growl rumbling in his - no, in Torao's chest - and a very sudden yank on his mind. Zoro feels like he stumbles and for a second everything is numb and dead, and then it feels like he slips into his body, only that his body is suddenly unfathomably huge and strong. He can feel the bruised organs and muscles of his - Torao's - abdomen, the tingling in the fingertips where the insulating coat doesn't quite manage to keep 4000 Volts on their side of Kikoku's blade.

Zoro hesitates for a moment and suddenly there's a voice echoing through his mind: "Zoro-ya... Didn't take you for a coward."

[drlessy]

Are there times when Izuku’s dragon instincts surprise 1-A (or all of UA) or maybe times when when they learn about dragon behaviors and come to understand Izuku better? I’m a sucker for inhuman instincts. They’re just so fun!

YE!! i can imagine class 1-A in the middle of class- Aizawa is in the middle of a lesson when someone like Kaminari drops their pencil and that would normally be fine but Izuku just hyperfocuses on where he heard it drop. Izuku had already been dozing in and out during the class because it’s a little hard for him to focus in a full class- as he does much better 1on1 with his Dad when it comes to learning. So he really doesn’t get to choose what he focuses on during class, his dragon instincts do that for him most of the time and out of all the things to focus on this time he decides its the pencil that’s most important rn. So he just picks up the pencil and Kaminari goes to thank him but Izuku doesn’t give it back. He just. puts it in his mouth. and starts chewing on it. ...Izuku still gets urges to chew on everything and 1-A learns this real quick when they find bite marks in their erasers and anything that’s nice to chew on for Izuku. This is one of the first things that surprises them, but after a while they really stop getting surprised by everything he does JNSRG  But they do adapt to him! that involves bringing chew toys for the boy and adjusting to those other instincts he has the best they can so he’s comfortable.

[hongism]

you might have covered this before but is our dear y/n going to have some sort of romantic/sexual relationship with all of them at some point or another or are there any members who might be platonic the entire series? Wondering cause in earlier chapters when she first got found out and yunho patched her up and was like... being a guide to her basically and at least one time pervy? I was like damn can't wait for his time to shine 😌 and then YEOSANG! before that first mission where he's like yeah so this bitch not an elitist 😒 I was also really excited for THAT relationship to develop (still am because e2l yum) but THEN I REALIZED IT MIGHT NOT BE POLY but just cause it might not be poly doesn't mean they might not all have something a little more than platonic for a time, at various times right 🧐 and all of this is of course maybe since i think you're still undecided on endgame if i remember correctly??? Also NOBODY EVER ENTERTAINS THE IDEA OF Y/N AND JONGHO? is there a secret y/n/jongho platonic forever agenda I do not know about 😔

Also I'm really enjoying all the Hoshi related things I'm seeing here 😳 he's one of my ults and I've been hyperfocusing on him til I can deal with other stuff the past almost two weeks

With love cause why not v.v ,

rolypoly

that! my dear rolypoly! is unknown even to me at the moment! i have a rough idea of where relationships are headed but have not detailed whether those will be solely platonic, romantic, or sexual yet as it’s largely dependent on how im feeling and what i write when i actually sit down to write the chapters ljfdlksjdlk so! could have all romantic, could have some sexual, could be platonic in some cases, we simply do not know quite yet. yes yunho has been a bit ~flirty~ and ~pervy~ but that’s part of who he is as a character not just a targeted at y/n specifically, and with yeosang, that will actually be revisited in the future but i can confirm that it will yes be poly that is where i’m at rn, but that doesn’t necessarily mean ot8, it could be any combination of pairings ! i am still largely undecided on endgame but we have 10 acts ahead of us before we even reach endgame so don’t worry there is more than plenty of time to explore more and delve deeper. i haven’t necessarily slapped a ‘platonic-only’ label on y/n and jongho’s relationship, that’s pretty much down to reader interpretation but i’ve left it rather open and i try not to use any terms like brother/sister to define relationships JUST in case i decide to add romantic aspects to those relationships later heh so no secret platonic forever agenda <3

lots of good hoshi content for ya i can’t resist that man he’s one of my many seventeen biases i love him and spider so EFFING much 😭

[ika-archieves]

lil update

so basically, im horrible at being active in this site. i’m focusing on twitter and ig but i feel like tumblr is way better than them. despite that the userbase became quite small.

i’m having a burnout rn since i’ve been drawing like crazy in june-july but i’ll try to be active here again? i have been hyperfocusing on ocs and i noticed tumblr prefers fanart. i like both but ocs are more of my thing. especially very attached towards my sonas rn.

not sure if i wanna make this my main site. i really like it here and most of my experience was positive here. i quite loved making ask blogs or pokemon edits. might return to edits actually but ask blogs are very unlikely bc i hate drawing the same thing over and over FKDSJF

[compassionatereminders]

I've thought for as long as I learned what it means that I'm neurodivergent, that I'm definitely not nt. Like when I learned what autism was in 4th grade I was convinced I had it and wouldn't stop bugging my parents until I got a neuropsych eval, since we're privileged enough to afford one. They said my socializing problems were likely because of anxiety, not austism, and my attention problems were because of depression, not adhd. But now I've been obsessing over ADHD symptoms for teen (1/2)

"(2/2) girls, and idk I really think I have it. The way I think, the way I can*not* pay attention in school to the point where I'll cry in class because I just can't pay attention. Hyperfocusing on things I like. Being hypersensitive to clothes and noise. and gajillion other things. I told my parents I think I might have adhd and they dismissed me, and I told my friend and she was like "no you don't because you can pay attention to movies" super condescendingly and ugh just super upset rn"

I'm sorry people are dismissing you like that without even letting you explain yourself! That's not fair. Even if they doubt it, their response should be trying to understand where you're coming from, not an instant invalidation of an idea they haven't even heard the actual reasoning behind. I'm so sorry they don't even care to listen! Living with undiagnosed and untreated ADHD is a struggle - and if you think you need help, the people around you should listen before making any judgments.