#I’m very irrational I know

[rainesol]

Having a panic disorder is so embarrassing sometimes like what do you mean I need to screenshot all my drafts and send them to my friend before I post them. I’ll be on my laptop at 1am going listen. Do I sound normal. Don’t lie.

I’ll want to post a headcanon or take on something and be like nooo what if they throw tomatoes at me<//33 what if they unironically just kill me

[engagemythrusters]

The same age Hera and Kanan were baby making, sabine was out adopting animals instead, which does go to show the flow of one generation to the next perfectly

[tvrningout]

tldr for the below post/vent is i may or may not be away for a few more days! we’ll just see, and thank you for being patient with me as always 💜

maybe i’ll wait a few more days till i really come back? i dunno if that’s really the solution bc i just feel a weird distance from everyone rn, and that’ll just get worse if i stay away, i feel like. but i can also tell i’m probably at my worst as far as hormonal mood spirals go, and i really don’t wanna subject myself or y’all to that. it’s a rock and a hard place bc no matter what, i’m gonna feel bad to some extent — just if i stay away, i can maybe manage it a lil better. i really don’t know, so we’ll just see how the next few days go.

sorry to be so up and down, and thank you for being patient with me ;v; i really do hope all of you are taking care of yourselves and having good days!!

[diffenbachiae]

the worst part of anxiety is that it feels bad before you do the thing, while you’re doing the thing, AND after you’re doing the thing, but if you ever stop doing the things it gets WAY WORSE!!!!

[paging-possum]

Who up listening to good luck babe by chappell roan and having it resonate not in the way intended but resonating nonetheless. About to go ham in the tags about the overlap of being a lesbian and being aromantic...if u even care....

[sorio99]

Random, irrational pet peeve of mine: when people place the -a incorrectly in comedy Italian voice writing, so if you were to read it out loud it wouldn’t sound natural.

[abandonmutt]

Just thinking

[bravevolunteer]

ngl there’s a little part of my brain that doesn’t know whether to feel upset or validated about little movie vanessa details aligning with things i’ve said about the aftons/michael

[fersrsbizniz]

Annnd Van Helsing is vindicated in not telling Seward a damn thing today

[ghoul--doodle]

I wish I could not have to speak verbally ever

I don’t like talking to people. I wanna just. Text. Or write.

Fuck talking out loud

[good-night-space-kid]

Hmmm got some mountain dew purple thunder because I like to try them all, but I feel like it has a weird cinnamon kick to it

[stockholmgf]

mutuals come over and take turns standing guard at my doorway throughout the night

[garnetcoloredsky]

I know aesthetically I want to be an avatar of the Spiral (or Desolation, because fire is fun) but alas, I am an avatar of the Vast. Not like Mike Crew though. It’s not the heights. (Though I do have falling dreams and am not fond of the heights either.)

I deeply fear the emptiness of space, the idea of an Earth with no Sun and nothing to look forward to but a slow freeze and broken orbit. My reoccurring nightmare is the Sun going out and how powerless we would be to save ourselves.

:)

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

i don’t like. the irrationality created by memories

[deep-spaghetti]

mutual gets into something I don’t know anything about and I see a word associated with it too many times without bothering to look into it so it just makes me irrationally angry and I mute the tag incident: nobody dead or injured but what kind of loser does that I should at least try to understand my friends’ interests before I decide those interests annoy me

oops I put 70% of the post in the tags

[galaxywhale-moved]

I can’t tell if I’m being petty and irrational and overreacting about something my friends did or if I’m actually justified in my irritation ;_;