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that-random-person-again · 11 months

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WHAT GAME???

HUH??

I say it's best yall don't know.

Thankfully I'm not a fan of that game 👍

#i went down a rabbit hole and now I'm leaving it #and I think it's best if I just..... bury it and cover it with cement #I'm gonna delete the last post #it was made in a moment of anger lol #i need to remind myself not to go down the proship rabbit hole cuz I know I'll just get upset 💀

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bixels · 8 months

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I've been making the transition these past few months, but I think I'm gonna just move back to Tumblr. My Twitter's follower-base has reached a point where I can't tweet anything casually opinion-related without it overflowing like a toilet. I post a short thread on my gripes with color design in anime and I'm getting QRT'd with "kill this guy with hammers" reaction gifs. Like, damn, this isn't fun anymore. It's not fun to talk about stuff on Twitter in general anymore. I wanted to post some ship dynamic doodles sometime there, but I know I'm gonna get weirdly aggressive takes and reactions. Monkey's paw curls, but I don't particularly like having that many followers.

#personal #delete later #like i'm generally good at not letting internet stuff get to me #it's dumb and inconsequential and i'm confident in who i am as a colorist #i faced some racist racist racist ass shit last month when some alt right weebs found an old post critting whitewashing #like i've gotten dms from people harrassing me about being taiwanese #but tumblr is so lowkey while twitter will blast qrts in your face going “this guy hates you for your basic ass anime opinion”#and i'm like hm. :/#idk thanks for being chill in general guys. except with the miyazaki post that was a toilet overflow #best thing about tumblr is how easy it is to ignore weirdos or weirdly aggressive people #i'm still gonna post art there but really just art. it's more destructive than constructive to use twitter as a discussion space now

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marcelineuntitled · 2 months

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fanart for This Is Not The End by @kings-highway

potentially my favourite fic ever!! <3

#my art #uh i am so sorry but i'm gonna tag you in a few more posts also because #i keep getting inspired to draw stuff by your writings #this took SO long but i finished it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at last!!!!!!!!!!!!#those fence posts are my mortal enemies but at least they're done now #really glad i actually stuck with this #i started it three weeks ago!!#hm anyway i'm really really in love with this fic like seriously - if it was a published book i would buy it so so fast #everytime a new chapter drops i just go !!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then message my friend to yell about it <3 #haikyuu #haikyuu fanart #haikyu!!#haikyu!! fanart #this is not the end #right so; in order:#azumane asahi #iwaizumi hajime #oikawa tooru #tsukishima kei #yamaguchi tadashi #kageyama tobio #hinata shoyo #sawamura daichi #sugawara koushi #kuroo tetsurou #takeda ittetsu #ukai keishin #ushijima wakatoshi #i put too many tags before and it deleted them nooooo i forgot what i said- oh! it was about starting this when only 3 chapters were out #and now there's so many characters which i haven't drawn here but i want to draw at some point so probably will okay loveyou bye <3

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fudgecake-charlie · 11 months

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#i haven't been able to go through tumblr recently #i have a bunch of stuff ive needed to do and i haven't done any of it!!#i'm behind on secret life too :[ i saw pearl's episode last week but i haven't been able to watch any other POVs #or anything from session 2 which is sad #i don't wanna mute the tags so i'm just staying off the dash #but hopefully HOPEFULLY soon i get to have time where it's just me and i can just Draw #this weekend was nice but i am still doing a bunch of stuff #some good stuff too! my friends are lovely! but still stuff. and coursework.#gonna have to live like a hermit for the next while in order to have fun online and make fanart /silly #time to last minute work on my second group presentation project in two weeks!#delete later #the words of a fudgecake #[scheduled]#edit: after this was posted i broke up with my ex of almost a year lmao (its a good thing dw)

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angstyaches · 5 months

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100 x 10

To commemorate this blog passing 1,000 followers, I wanted to write 10 new 100-word drabbles. (Because 100 x 10 = 1,000!)

Please don't send anything too elaborate; a sentence/dialogue starter/some keywords etc. + OC name(s) please! 🖤

#ask game #ask meme #drabbles #mini mental health vent incoming #I attempted starting this up last week but when the post got no interaction my brain attempted self destruction #and I deleted it because it was easier than dealing with the perceived ✨rejection✨ and 💅failure💅#so if this disappears again after you've seen it - that's probably why!#I'm gonna try not to though and to be more patient #anyways today sucked and I need a distraction so now seems as good a time as any #Flickposting #blog stuff

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saltydoesstuff · 1 year

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Y'all ever just not feel real?

Like you're there, but not there. You feel things, but you aren't. It all feels the same, which is nothing- or it's too fuzzy to tell any difference? You see yourself, but it's not you. You don't recognize yourself in the mirror, you don't know who that is, but it isn't you. You don't know what you look like, but it isn't what is in the mirror.

I want to do things, but I can't. And I don't know why.

I don't like these days.

#saltyrants #derealization #depersonalization #tw derealization #tw dereality #tw depersonalization #should i talk to a doctor about this?#maybe #but the last time i tried i got literally ignored so i don't know if i wanna try again #same with when i ask if i can get tested for the tism ifjekwn #this time of year my mental health always crashes and burns so i'm sorry in advance if i just like dip off the face of the earth #i still love all of you /p it just be too tiring to post sometimes #probably gonna delete later iebkjadsn

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paimonial-rage · 2 months

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My favorite works in no particular order:

Tipsy Tales (Anemo Boys)

Symbiosis (Ayato)

What Destiny Has Brought (Fischl)

Hello How Are You (Gorou)

Follow the Wind II (Kazuha)

Of the Same Coin (Mika)

Songs of the Wind (Venti)

Nothing Lasts Forever (Yae Miko)

Sharing a Drink They Call Loneliness (Zhongli)

Of Hopes and Prayers (Zhongli)

#about me #it actually is a coincidence that majority are from different characters and not the same #so in like manner as another list i gave a while back i shall give fun facts about each #tipsy tales - one day i will update the post to include wanderer and will not tell anyone or reblog it #symbiosis - one of my favorite readers. i just like the way they speak. i dont have a full story planned for them as of yet #what destiny has brought - in truth i cannot stand fischl. she annoys me. i only wrote this bc i wanted her to stop being so delusional #hello how are you - tbh i only like this bc i think i absolutely nailed the voice and characterization. one day i will write a sequel #follow the wind ii - probably my all time favorite work. features one of the few kisses i have ever written.#(cont) but it cant be understood without reading the first chapter and my thoughts on kazuha as a character #of the same coin - i'll be honest i just think this is cute. i think this fic has one of my highest reblog to notes ratios #songs of the wind - the vibes are good with this one. like the first chapter has good vibes but this chapter is even better. very warm #nothing lasts forever - i wanted to write yae in a moment of weakness. i think i did a good job #sharing a drink they call loneliness - the amateurness of the writing now makes me wince but.... the catharsis and ending is still top notch #(cont) i had a point i wanted to make with this fic and smashed it out of the ballpark #of hopes and dreams - probably the most romantic fic in the series and its a deleted scene lmao. still like how i wrote it though #i forgot to say that these arent necessarily my best written fics #they're just the fics i personally like the best #honorable mentions are:#telling them off (ayato)#completely covered in red (ayato)#simple (alhaitham)#follow the wind i (another one i completely nailed the voice and characterization for in my humble opinion)#secret identities and whatnot (venti/xiao)#indulgence (wriothesley)#slitherer-outer (zhongli)#i know i'm kinda feeling myself in this post but nobody is gonna read it anyway except for u slo so i'm fine with that <3

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caterpillarinacave · 6 months

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favorite pass time is watching fics that havent updated since March of 2020 continue to not update whilst thinking "maybe it'll update"

#the last chapter of this fic ended with “I'll be updating more regularly”#that was FOUR years ago 😭#I remembered why I stopped looking for Roman and Neo fanfiction: because of this #the universe will hand me a STUNNING piece of writing. MULTIPLE stunning pieces of writing only to hit me with some variation of SIKE #perhaps it will be deleted. perhaps it will be abandoned. perhaps I will cry in a corner #anyways author hasn't posted in four years I'm gonna comment anyway #fanfiction

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triglycercule · 16 days

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murder time trio come back from killing some guy (me) and dust just pulls out a rainbow cleaning duster and starts dusting himself off. horror questions him. he says it's self care

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clenastia · 7 months

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i dont know why the running joke of this chapter is kakashi fearing for his kidneys. where did that come from. WHY did that come from.

i should probably cut that in editing it's a little ridiculous.

except it makes me giggle every time so maybe i should leave it there.

#girl's mind fanfic #clena's writing progress #just have to write ONE more conversation and the whole chapter is done. but DAMN if editing wont be a bitch #still wondering if i should cut jiraiya's 3-page infodump #because while most people dont mind #some people keep commenting saying that my fic is too wordy and i keep adding unnecessary things #and like. they're 1% of reviews but i have the emotional fragility of a china teacup #i cry when i get those sorts of reviews and they ruin my day even tho i get twenty comments who love my rambling #but like. also. i shouldnt delete stuff from my fic just for the 1% of assholes who will say mean things about it #but also i dont want to cry when someone inevitably says something mean about it.#most if not all of said assholes are on fanfiction dot net so technically i could just stop cross posting #except there are people on that site who DO like my rambles so #ugh. why am i such an emotionally sensitive crybaby. my life would be so much better #if i didnt have such thin skin #i'm 90% certain that jiraiya's 3-page infodump is going to get LONGER with editing cause i'm gonna turn it from infodump into #an actual conversation. so who knows how many pages it'll be by the end. the chapter's already 6500 words #which is double my average chapter length #and i DO like the info he presents even if it maybe ISNT strictly required for progressing the story. probably only the last paragraph is #ugh. i wish people would just never say mean things ever. then i wouldn't have a problem with anything xD

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b4kuch1n · 2 years

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hey. just woke up and drank a giant cup of milk&coffee.

#my train of thought was [...] I like lineart. some people dont.#what if we mash that together #bakuspeech #I also asked this on my twitter btw #to port over the tweet verbatim #yes I meant that in the post like a kind of coloring book btw. but digital #I do just have the stuff lyin around at least from like. june last year?#since I got this laptop #no I dont delete anything I've done ever. I am Like That yes #if we're doing this obvious limits of ''do not sell my lineart that you colored'' and #''do not claim I made or asked you to make your version'' apply #I'm not gonna sell the files either they're just gonna be in a big zip to grab on like. itch or something #non-commercial going both way here #but yeah. if theres a good amount of demand I'll put the zip together #and thats it! for today's morning program #I'm goin out for library card and sticker delivery today. mayhaps even picture frames #hope ur doing well. hope the daylight lightens ur steps #have fun & enjoy chronology!

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monty-glasses-roxy · 8 months

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I just caught up with what's going on the world and fucking hellfire I did NOT make a post about mini tanks with any knowledge of what's going on in Rafah right now. I swear to god I had no idea I physically could not have timed that worse.

For anyone that doesn't know, I believe Israel are carpet bombing Rafah, where over a million people have evacuated to.

#last i heard they were just TALKING about it #they were still planning!!! something about evacuation routes they were gonna bomb anyway and warning???#scum of the earth every single fucker in power letting this happen. I'm gonna go make food.#pop rox talks #should i delete the post? i dunno man maybe

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byanyan · 4 months

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the amount I've been hoarding away some of the memes I've seen on the dash over the last week or so is so not okay for someone with as many drafts as me ashfjdh

#me: i want to focus on getting through all my drafts when i get some energy back #also me: but good & juicy memes........#I'm thinking I'm gonna lean more into doing whatever the hell pleases me once I get back to writing tbh #but I'm almost definitely throwing all the drafts into a paused queue that I won't start posting until they're all finished #will I reblog a meme or two to play with as I do that? probably. almost definitely.#fresh stuff always helps get my brain going again ahdjgsg #but know that drafts will be happening!!!! I did delete some stuff but like. not enough lmfao. I have too many great threads #that I can't bear to let go of and i've kinda accepted that at this point #sorry I'm so slow y'all pls know that me taking forever to get to shit has nothing to do with how much I'm enjoying our threads #the fact that I'm clinging to them despite wanting to start completely fresh & dump everything says a lot more about how much I love em all #anyway. may or may not write tonight? I'm going with the flow tonight & rn the flow is telling me to keep reading #I finished my reread of the second book in the millennium series last night (& stayed up way too late in order to do so ahdgksg)#& I've started my reread of the third today and I just. I can't stop. it's too good.#if I find the willpower to put it down at some point I might dabble in poking at smth but. if not perhaps tomorrow uvu #(also want to note I've been marking the books through my reread with pink page flags #whenever smth really smacks me in the face with how much byan was inspired in some way by lisbeth lmfao)#ANYWAY. love u guys!!! I'm lurking & hoping you're all doing well!!! 💜💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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izzy-b-hands · 1 year

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im ngl i had a lil breakdown before my shower (which i took just before i went to bed to chill and watch the new eps) abt some thought-id-already-worked-all-thru-it irl stuff that resurfaced on me like trauma tends to and i just

it made everything in the show so. I don't know how to say it right. but i feel seen and understood and emotionally overwhelmed in a safe yet weird way, just like i did with a lot of s1 and I am Feeling So Much akdnfkgb (i cannot stress enough that this is a Good Thing and I'm absolutely thrilled and happy with the new eps and like. Going to be fine mentally I just gotta wrangle this like i have the times before.)

#text post #god i need a therapist that specialises in PTSD when i can afford therapy again #in the meantime recognition of the self thru the admired other while im in this state weirdly helps #makes me feel like im gonna burst out of my skin and I'm blasting metal in my ear buds to deal with that for now #gonna sleep eventually #i think lmao #im fine honestly bc like. this is not my first breakdown by any means but just. the fucking timing could not have been better #that said i both need a hug and absolutely could not handle being touched rn so that's something #no one's gonna read this far so im gonna just let myself have one little extra messy vent in that #my stupid fucking dad triggered part of this last one and I'm so mad abt it #he doesn't give two fucks abt me now (but he'd pretend to if he saw me in person bc jason LOVES keeping up appearances)#and he would just do a little nod and smile and talk over me telling him all that's happened this last year #i moved across the fucking country with help from friends so i wouldn't wind up dead in ND #and that's the thing i keep surviving and I dont understand why when I'm so often stressed and struggling to want to live #that and more has been sitting weighing and i just. want to tell him all of this and for him to be proud of me #he'll never be proud of me the way i want bc even my mum hasn't pulled that off #where they're proud of me as I am with no caveats or hiding parts of myself #if u think this is bad pls know i deleted a maximum tags tag essay/trauma dump just before this on this post lmao #i am In The Soup rn but it's gonna be fine #gonna rewatch s2 eps and be slightly but safely triggered by bits of ed and izzys stuff and get stoned and try to. process feelings #find some ptsd therapy worksheets online like dr. blohm suggested i try #forgive me the long tags and scroll by it fast if u want/need friends ill try to contain my current mess to this post & few others

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prettyblondguys · 9 months

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Am I allowed to be negative on here about stuff for a minute? Pretty please?

I don't really think that things are gonna change for the better/ get better for me at this point tbh

#Like. I know things constantly change and nothing stays the same but I don't really think it'll get much better y'know.#Lik #I get paid 8.50 an hour to fucking wipe 3D glasses off and retrieve golf balls and get covered in gross mystery liquid bc im in charge of -#-- trash and I have to argue with grown ass men about a claw machine not working.#I don't really think that's gonna change and I don't think I'm ever gonna be able to move out of this house or live on my own or anything -#-- like that or start dating or be the type of normal I want. Just a lot of decisions leading up to me being stuck here forever and yeah.#Shit sucks #Tbc I'm NOT fishing for It gets betters or stuff like that. If I could turn comments off for this post I would lol I really appreciate any #-- concern and stuff but I am Okay #I'm still doing everything I'm still going through the motions even tho the motions suck ass. It's just that I'm constantly --#-- positive and that gets really really hard sometimes lol. Like. My mental health doesn't do well if I'm not forcing myself to be --#-- disgustingly positive so I am. A lot. But it's HARD and sometimes I just wanna admit that no actually it DOESN'T feel like everything --#-- is gonna be okay and that I actually do kinda not like my life lol #I'm good I'm fine I'm just bitching and moaning #I . Wrote this last night bc I couldn't sleep but sent it to the drafts of hell lol. Today's gonna be so fun /sarcasm #Besties I'm fine please please please seriously I'm good #Just pretend Tumblr has a Turn comments off feature lmao #Y'all can seriously ignore this #Will probably delete later but what's the point of Tumblr if not to embarrass yourself by oversharing lol

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chicxsims · 11 months

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#this is my first and last time posting on tumblr abt what’s going on on other platforms #im literally so sad to see what’s going on #both sides of the community inspired me to post #and to see it escalate like this is insane #everything that happened in the past few days was a lot but the doxxing was going TOO mf far #for my own peace of mind I'm gonna be on here and taking a break from there indefinitely #I wish nothing but the best for everyone involved and hope the outcome (whatever it may be) is one that ends the conflict #it was nice meeting some of my mutuals on there #I look forward to seeing your content on here!#and please for the love of god block that Edgar page #regardless of whether he has smth to do with the doxxing he’s corny and hateful #delete later

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