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mydarlingdearestdead · 10 months ago

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Dawson and Jude. Third Person. TW: Alcohol/Alcoholism.

"I was... Looking for myself." Dawson smirked, "Don't think you'd understand that."

Jude laughed, their disbelief frozen before the opportunity arose to grasp their features.

They began, "You know..." And hesitated, "...That's just your reflection in the bottom of the whisky bottle."

Dawson shrugged, brandishing in his right hand a red wine bottle. It, too, had been drained to the dregs. Dawson threw it into the tall grass by the hedges.

"There's always more bottles."

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thenamesapollo · 6 months ago

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nightmare and his stupid mascot that is basically him but with even less redeeming qualities.

#I really like that one trope where villains argue with their reflection and then smash the mirror at some point.#nightmare 100% would do that. although his reflection is also his mascot that is plastered on all of his products and city-#-so it's pretty much inescapable.#the mascot isn't actually sentient or anything. nightmare is hallucinating or dreaming it.#edit: it's not 3am anymore my thoughts are finally coherent and I can add stuff :3 #what the mascot represent is nightmare's outer facade. the sanitized and simplified version of nightmare that he shows the world.#it's all of his bad habits and morals and whatnot personified. everytime nightmare starts feeling guilty-#-that thing appears and tells him to suppress it.#all of that is imaginary. nobody is telling nightmare to suppress his feelings but nightmare himself.#just that nightmare isn't very fond of taking blame.#it makes sense for him to make up an imaginary culprit to put the blame on for even his terrible coping mechanisms.#I'm not sure if I should give the mascot a name. something like ntm™ maybe.#nightmare sans #HOME #sans au #undertale au #utmv #🖍️

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hedgehogs-and-songbirds · 3 months ago

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More pride posting!

Because pride can and should be celebrated year-round! 🌈

See part one here: x

#🦔#lowkey this isn't even a story anymore #these are just my ocs who do stuff and have backstories #i'm probably just gonna make miscellaneous posts/edits in non-chronological order just for funsies #adhira mahajan #ramona ruiz #coral taylor #eric shepherd #story extras #gonna make a different tag for these guys soon #sims #sims 4 #ts4 #the sims #the sims 4 #maxismix #maxis mix

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catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 1 year ago

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questioning sexuality is so exhausting

#(edit: sorry for the rant in the tags and i just. i want someone to talk to me)#i keep on doing it for no apparent reason #someone was talking about lust yesterday and i realised today that.#even tho id thought i don't experience it. i possibly do. but exclusively towards women.#i hate it here!#for a multitude of reasons i will never have a relationship with a woman but! i may be incapable of having a relationship with a man!#at some point in the last few months i have abruptly pivoted from definitely wanting marriage and kids to being ambivalent on marriage #and not wanting kids. that's such an outlier in my life that it might just be a mental health thing tho idk #but at the same time i. want to be loved.#i don't know what i want anymore and im tired of questioning myself #i definitely overthink it but idk how to stop it #and i hate hate hate how the moral obsessions have bee lately #this isn't entirely related but it kind of is #like Am i a terrible morally bankrupt person for having certain thoughts or is it just religious ocd go brrrr?? am i overthinking it?#i don't know. i don't know!#for a while labelling myself as arospec ace kinda calmed that down but. i don't know #i do't want to be attracted to women. i don't want to have to look away so often. i don't want any of that.#but i don't know how to stop it.#i don't even know if i'm attracted to men at all.#this is a cry for help and encouragement and prayers no matter what your views on these matters are #queer stuff tag #i nearly fessed up to my friend yesterday about same sex attraction and i might've except that it would have probably outed me as #the person who anonymously sent in a question several months ago about the side b movement to a church thing #ive only told one person at church about any of that sort of stuff and it was very vaguely worded #also see: this friend is the mother of the boy i?? i don't even know how i feel about him #i increasingly think it wasn't romantic at all. but i don't know #i would love any encouragement you got. anything at all.#i don't know how much this stuff is affected by the fact that i consider myself unloveable and think it highly unlikely any boy will ever #care for me #now im rambling. sorry

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raiiny-bay · 2 years ago

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he's a fashionable man

#ts4 #simblr #ts4 edit #ts4 render #sims 4 #myedits #dhestyn #kelly #sarnai by simspurgatory #aka dhes' bestie lmao #i just want you all to know that if i had the skills to make shit #dhes would have the wildest wardrobe #the man has the most headache-inducing fashion sense honestly #like it requires some confidence to leave the house looking like he does #these outfits barely scratch the surface of his fashion sense & that's only bc i'm limited by what cc items i can find #& eventually i just could not be bothered to keep looking for stuff #i lost motivation for this edit at least a billion times over the course of the last month #the fact that i finished it at all is a miracle #idk if i even like it anymore honestly. tired of lookin at dhes' smug ass face. i could fight him #i WOULD fight him actually #find me & him in the denny's parking lot at 2 am duking it out #i would absolutely lose but i would at least feel better after he yeeted me into the side of the building #there would be a rai-sized dent in the bricks

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tricoufamily · 1 year ago

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oc evolution tag, thank you @sikoi :))) <3

i randomly posted their real evolution a few days ago before we were doing these should have waited lmao. i did remake this edit at one point though!!! very cute

#racking my brain for sims who i've had long enough that they've had a big evolution i'm honestly coming up short #my villareal characters and other townies like only ever get skin details changed and we don't talk about the heavy blush phase #do i even have other sims. i cant think of any rn. they are the first ocs i ever posted on simblr ever i think. which is CRAZY #anyway even this edit's kind of old i never do beckett/connor couple stuff anymore do i it's weird #their romance is really really not the main focus of the story at all so ig i just am always thinking about other parts of their characters #their romance is one of the least developed things about them to be honest. which is weird for me i love an unhinged romance #beckett #connor #ts4 #blood sports

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sword-wielding-sapphic · 1 year ago

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MERLIN HAS JUST BEEN REMOVED FROM STAN

what the fuck. I subscribed to stan almost entirely for Merlin. literally what do I do now. I fucking hate streaming services

#sir that's my emotional support fantasy show from 10 years ago #I don't rewatch full episodes much but I'm always going back to it for screenshots for my merlin text post memes and edits and stuff #stan doesn't even have doctor who anymore either #fucking hell #bbc merlin #merlin

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cry-stars · 6 months ago

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That stupid Level-5 "Layton guidelines" post makes me not even want to buy the new professor layton game.

#64personal #vent #very few people would even remember the series anymore if not for the fans and all the edits and work people have put in #to keeping this series alive after so long without a new entry #and now they threaten takedowns and copyright strikes over things like edits or music compilations #it's greedy and stupid #''you can't post any spoilers or puzzle solutions even for the old games''#yeah it's so important to not spoil a 15 year old game!! that has only ever been released again on mobile!!#and three of the games have never even been re-released!!#they did a terrible job maintaining their IP and now all of a sudden want to crack down on stuff #maybe i'm just overreacting i'm so tired #but this is just ridiculous to me

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crimeronan · 1 year ago

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side effect of having my hydroxychloroquine work really well is that i'm forgetting what it felt like to be Really Horrifically Sick. both because of the emotional distance and because of my general memory issues. the memory issues are a LOT worse concerning Times When I Was Horrifically Sick.

so i'm actually pretty grateful to my past self for the amount of time i spent oversharing here. if i scroll back like seven months in my autoimmune tag i can find posts of me essentially going "eh, i'm sleeping for 22 hours a day but i don't really care anymore bc i've accepted i'm gonna die" and "life sux. can't breathe or think or feel my chest but that's constant so i don't wanna go to the ER about it AGAIN" and "docs took 14 vials of blood 4 x-rays several lung images several lung tests and an EKG before i even left the hospital today. even tho they havent gotten my test results back yet" and i'm like god Damn.

I REALLY LIVED LIKE THIS????????

#if you have ever been the favorite favored patient at an american hospital. you know.#presumably triage is similar in other countries too i just know the american experience is very tied up in. cost benefit analysis #you have to be in BAD shape to be taken seriously at american hospitals. even the good ones. (especially the good ones??)#if you're waiting in the ER for four hours bc of triage it sucks. if you wait for 60 seconds because of triage uh.#You Are In Deep Trouble. You Are In Much Deeper Trouble Than An Annoying Waiting Room #WOW i was so fucking sick. i'm just. flabbergasted.#like i know intellectually that these things happened and have vague memories of all the testing processes and stuff #but i don't Feel it anymore. those things happened to a different person. please god let me have hydroxychloroquine forever #do you guys remember me being sick?? i think some of you actually might remember it better than i do which is. WEIRD.#anyway. back to fic editing now #autoimmune tag

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goofyjelly · 2 years ago

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so youre tellin me that the internet goes wild for actor men ALL THE TIME, but when I go on wattpad I can't find ONE Ethan Peck fanfiction-

#OH SO NOW *IM* THE WEIRD ONE #NO I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT SPOCK OKAY-#take ONE LOOK at ANY INTERVIEW with Ethan Peck and try and tell me that we shouldnt be OBSESSED #THERE ARE NO EDITS #OH BUT JOSH HUTCHERSON GETS SEVEN THOUSAND EDITS AND FANFICS-#i *need* help #clearly 😭💀#in my defense..#yea i got nothing 💀#i was watching the clips of the Lower Decks SNW crossover (obsessing over mariner and boilmer #the comedy duo)#and then suddenly im watching interviews w ethan peck-#ITS A SLIPPERY SLOPE MY FRIENDS THIS COULD HAPPEN TO YOU #I DONT EVEN WATCH STRANGE NEW WORLDS-#LIKE THIS ISNT EVEN A SPOCK THING ANYMORE IM JUST *ILL*#i NEED SLEEP #omfg #ethan peck #someone better make edits and fics #i would but ive got STUFF on my plate okay #gotta clear my schedule and cancel EVERYTHING to give Ethan Peck the justice he DESERVES #goofy jelly thoughts

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seventh-district · 2 months ago

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tfw you're trying to write a Genshin fic but ur memory is shit so u have to leave urself [REMINDERS] to come back and correct your spelling/figure out NPC names/scour the wiki to double-check character and story lore, because if u even so much as glance away from the google doc in the moment you'll lose all of your writing momentum

coughs [link to some other (better) excerpts from the fic since the post didn't make it into the tags and i'm too lazy to remake it]