#It just makes me sad

[honeypleasejustkillme]

how i sleep knowing i have to wake up and suffer in this misery the next day

[lunar-years]

When a Ted Lasso fanfic starts transferring my favorite players out of Richmond…

[rossary-of-the-rose]

currently thinking about how fiddleford's family had to watch helplessly as he moved to a different town and slowly descended into madness while being unable to stop it because they didn't know how & how stan threw away the chances of having a family or forming a meaningful connection to anyone until the twins just to save a brother who didn't want to be saved & how Ford basically killed two people without ever realising or thinking about it until he matured emotionally...

i am unwell.

[formulaheart]

Amy and Laurie were good but Jo losing her Teddy is one of the most heartbreaking things to ever happen in literature. Because it isn't just that she didn't love him and he wanted to marry her. It's that they loved each other too much and not in the same way, and grief of losing him was just a culmination of losing everything else, and growing up into something that is unfamiliar and being alone.

And it's just tough to think that one day somebody you thought would be around forever might still be around but it isn't for you. And that sometimes it is ultimately the love that you have for each other that breaks you apart. And that your sister won't always be sleeping across the hall from you. And there will eventually be a last day where all of your friends gather together as kids. And sometimes something that you dreamed about your whole childhood isn't something that ends up being for you. And sometimes no matter what we do to stop it, things and people and places will leave our lives anyway, and the trick is learning how to be okay with that, eventually.

(based off a conversation that @es-3 and i had the other day that i did NOT cry after)

[council-of-beetroot]

Creators in this fandom are subjected to such an intense amount of criticism especially historical Hetalia fandom in particular. It is honestly suffocating sometimes. We hold creators in this fandom at a level we don't even hold Himaruya to. People assume malintent, without realizing there is often so much they haven't seen in a creator's portrayal of a character. Often there is hours and hours of research into all aspects of history of a country that you don't see that the creator has done.

I find myself constantly hesitant to explore more historical stuff in my own works because of this. I find myself hesitant to explore parts of the world I know less about for the same fears. I wouldn't be surprised if others are turned away from creating in this fandom because they too are worried about this.

I want people to understand that people don't create with malintent. Portraying a country a certain way doesn't mean they justify every part of that nation's history. The opposite is also true. And yes these nations are nations but they are human and it doesn't always mean their relationships with one another are exact copies of irl relations between countries.

Another thing is we shouldn't get mad at creators for using canon information in their works if you don't agree with that aspect of canon.

Finally I want people to understand that creators work to create a narrative however, every aspect of a nation cannot fit perfectly in a story of one character. It just can't.

I hope this all makes sense thank you for reading :)

[startrekmemequeen]

I'm rewatching The Legend of Vox Machina with my friend, and now that i've watched almost all of C1, there's one thing that really upsets me. Where's the friendship between Percy and Keyleth? Sure, they're part of the same friend group in the show but in C1 they were BESTIES. THE BESTEST OF FRIENDS. ALMOST LIKE SIBLINGS. Where are all their little moments of just vibing together? Where are all their meaningful conversations?

I understand that there's probably not enough screentime to include all the things from the campaign but their friendship was such a meaningful part of C1 (at least to me)

Also there's so little fan art and fanfiction about their friendship :(

[nobetafortomorrowedie]

Gentle reminder to always choose real, actual, living breathing people over the mythical construct of deity thank you for coming to my TED talk

[rattkachuk]

said it once and i'll say it again, i've had enough of the goalie chanting

[snowfolly]

So I think about this first option a lot.

My real home.

[abearirl]

rant: internet censorship has driven me completely nuts. obviously I understand the need to have spaces free of adult content, but why has this become most of the internet? why can't I be an adult in my own private forum? why can't I write adult content behind layers of warnings and notifications, where minors shouldn't be able to access? why can't I buy sex toys on etsy anymore?? I do understand how we got here culturally, but just, why???

most sites I used to frequent are completely scrubbed clean, or barely allow anything and will ban you for no reason (cough). I don't want to keep nsfw creativity relegated to instant messages like a goddamned criminal, I want to have archives and easily accessed tools and a community like a civilized person

jesus things have gone downhill in the past 10-15 years

[the-creature230307]

i feel as though beings with lesser-known theriotypes and kintypes aren't accepted with open arms as though other creatures are.

[allhailthepandicorn]

I am absurdly fascinated by cut songs in musicals. Lyric changes maybe. But why cut songs? Fall Fair Suite is way better than Uranium Suite. Bring on the Men? Catchy as heck. Chant II (as opposed to Chant Reprise)? Yes give Persephone more to do. Congratulations? Roast of the century.

It also sucks because I'll be singing something and someone will ask what musical it's from and I'll get the whole "I've followed this musical longer than you and there is NO SUCH SONG."

Why do this to me? Why cause such derision?

[crowleys-bentley-and-plants]

Like a week ago after i posted some outfits i really loved i got this ask along with a few dms of people, not bots, people, saying all kinds of creepy and inappropriate things that made me really uncomfortable

Usually these things leave me cold but im just so tired of dealing with this. It really made me consider to just delete this blog all together. I wish people would be more respectful

[lonely-darksun]

does anyone else get sad at the treatment of caninekin and predators? Like people make call-out posts about it and stuff or get upset over how many of the otherkin/therian communities are canine, while the majority of canines I see are minding there own business. "Caninekins DNI with this post" or "those of you that aren't caninekin react", and its weird for me because I'm so much more than canine. I'd love to here more from my amphibians, felines, reptiles, aquatics, fellow birds, and whatever else, but like why such a separation between us? It just kind of makes me sad :(

[mmollymercury]

Personally, i hate hazbin for its lazy world building, God awful character designs and scenery, and how its creator acts. The fact that vivziepop hasn't said anything about palestine despite all eyes being on her recently, is just gross, not to mention the whole prime thing. I'm sick of seeing it on trending

[thedeafprophet]

my want to give mask another shot at some point with the update vs knowing just how irritated ill be if i have to deal with the forced christanity stuff again ajdjfjgggkhkjj (was pacing in a circle and thinking about random stuff so dont mind me)

and i mean like if they really felt the only way for the plot to proceed was to have the player work with the church at least like.... put different dialogue options for the PC to have thoughts on it...

like in SH, you interact with a priest/religious characters and the simple thing of having a dialogue option just saying that it wasn't your background, no specifics needed, made a world of difference.

i really dont get why no thoughts were put in towards this, especially with a) the constant sharing during masks development on researching other backgrounds, and b) already being aware that non christian people play the games? and have voiced these issues already with FL? and CLEARLY with the npcs in the game the writing know there were people of different backgrounds in the city in the time?

idk, if you're gonna have a game with a set (white) british anglician character, just say that i guess. probably wouldve been better off comitting to set protagonist instead of the wishy washy stuff.