Ningendercollector
A term for one that collects/hoards ningenders (neutral in nature genders), exclusively or not
[ID One: A flag with six horizontal stripes. There is an X shape that meets in the middle and cuts the flag into 3 different sections. The left side of the flag's colors goes as follows from top to bottom: light blue green, light mint green, yellow-green, pastel yellowish orange, pastel orange, and pastel red-orange. The middle of the flag goes as follows from top to bottom: greenish beige, wild rice orangey yellow, pastel yellow, pastel yellow, wild rice orangey yellow, and greenish beige. The right side of the flag's colors go as follows from top to bottom; pastel red-orange, pastel orange, pastel yellowish orange, yellow-green, light mint green, and light blue-green. End ID]
Fingendercollector
A term for one that collects/hoards fingenders (feminine in nature genders), exclusively or not
[ID Two: A flag with six horizontal stripes. There is an X shape that meets in the middle and cuts the flag into 3 different sections. The left side of the flag's colors goes as follows from top to bottom: pastel orange-yellow, pastel red-orange, pastel pinkish red, pastel purply magenta, pastel purple, and pastel dark blue. The middle of the flag goes as follows from top to bottom: dark magenta-red, magenta-red, light magenta-red, light magenta-red, magenta-red, and dark magenta-red. The right side of the flag's colors go as follows from top to bottom; pastel dark blue, pastel purple, pastel purply magenta, pastel pinkish red, pastel red-orange, and pastel orange-yellow. End ID]
Mingendercollector
A term for one that collects/hoards mingenders (masculine in nature genders), exclusively or not
[ID Three: A flag with six horizontal stripes. There is an X shape that meets in the middle and cuts the flag into 3 different sections. The left side of the flag's colors goes as follows from top to bottom: pastel yellowish-green, pastel tealish green, pastel cyan, pastel purply magenta, pastel purple, and pastel dark blue. The middle of the flag goes as follows from top to bottom: dark blueish cyan, blueish cyan, light blueish cyan, light blueish cyan, blueish cyan, and dark blueish cyan. The right side of the flag's colors go as follows from top to bottom; pastel dark blue, pastel purple, pastel purpley magenta, pastel cyan, pastel tealish green, and pastel yellowish-green. End ID]
All coined by me
Flag IDs by @rewritingyouridentity (thanks a lot for the help <3 )
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close your eyes
pairing: yoongi x gn! reader
words: 1k
warnings: none? first kiss. a lot of fluff. yoongi calls reader “honey” several times.
♡
You lay in his bed cuddled up together, your head on his chest and his right hand tangled in your hair. He listened contently to your rambling about your current obsession.
“I mean seriously, can you even believe that yoongi?” you asked, looking up at him.
“Yeah, I believe it, honey.” He looked into your eyes, and then down to your lips, licking his softly. You two have had a few moments like this now. Everything was totally perfect, you were comfortable, even being so close to him like you were now. But every time the energy shifted, you couldn’t help but get nervous. You didn’t mean to shut him down. But just like every other time, nothing could stop the subconscious tensing of your body.
“Hey, is everything alright, honey?”
His hand had stopped moving in your hair now.
“Yes, sorry. I don’t mean to be so jumpy.” you said looking back down at the foot of the bed. You started rubbing his chest with your free hand. A failed distraction.
“Don’t apologize, it’s okay. It’s just…”
He paused for a moment, obviously thinking carefully about how to phrase what he wanted to say.
“Do you feel like we are moving too fast? I don’t want to rush you. I notice that every time I try to kiss you, it seems like you…shy away?”
You quickly shook your head no.
“I’m sorry. I don’t think we are moving too fast. I want to kiss you Yoongi, I just…get really nervous when it’s about to happen.”
“Don’t be sorry, it’s okay.” he said softly, smiling down at you.
“Oh…okay?” you said while letting out an awkward laugh.
Not the reaction you were expecting.
“Yes, of course honey. We shouldn’t do anything you aren’t ready for.”
It was your turn to be quiet in thought now. You wanted to kiss him. So badly. But how could you tell him the real reason why you were nervous? Maybe it would be better if you just kinda went for it. What he doesn’t know won’t kill him right?
“Honey, look at me.”
You struggled to meet his gaze, but forced yourself to anyway. You felt so exposed for some reason. You hadn’t even told him yet. There was no way this was going to work. You definitely couldn’t kiss him if you struggled to just make eye contact.
“What’s going on in that beautiful head of yours?”
He was making you too flustered. You already felt overwhelmed by the situation, really not expecting to have been called out like you were.
“It’s nothing. It’s stupid.”
“No it’s not. Not if it’s got you worked up like this.”
He really wasn’t going to drop it. You were silent for a few more moments.
“C’mon sweetheart, it’s just me.” he said, much softer this time.
“Tell you what, I’ll close my eyes while you tell me, will that help?” A little thing you guys did when you had something overwhelming to share.
Yoongi had suggested he close his eyes when you told him you had a crush on him. Oddly enough, it worked.
“Yes, please.”
He shut them.
Here goes nothing.
“I haven’t kissed anyone before. I really do want to do it with you. I promise. It just, makes me so nervous because… I don’t know how. And I don’t wanna mess up, or mess us up.” you said, looking at the ceiling.
Yoongi took your silence as a sign that you were done, opening his eyes.
But you were still looking at the ceiling, dim lighting in the room barely allowing you to see the whole thing. But you didn’t need to be looking at him to feel his eyes on you.
“You won’t.” he said seriously.
“W-What?”
“You won’t mess us up. I like everything about you, no matter how you kiss me. No matter if you kiss me. We’ll go at your pace, honey.”
He was so good to you.
“I like everything about you too.” you said sheepishly.
“I’m glad sweetheart.” he said chuckling softly.
He used the arm you were laying on to pull you into a tight hug, and brought the other one to rub your back up and down in soothing circles.
“Yoongi?”
He loosened his grip to look down at you.
“Yes, honey?”
He looked at you so lovingly. You thought you were going to melt.
“Would it be okay if … I kissed you now?”
You fiddled with the neckline of his shirt nervously. Smiling, he gently nudged your face to look at him.
“Of course, honey.”
“Can you … close your eyes?”
His chest shook with laughter.
“Yes, love.”
He looked at you lovingly, rubbing up and down your arms. Shifting the two of you to be laying down facing each other, he made sure you could lean in easily.
“Are you okay? Do you still want to do this?” he asked softly.
“Yes. And I’m okay.” You smiled up at him.
“Are you comfortable?”
“Yes.” you breathed out.
“Okay pretty girl.”
He sent you one last smile, before slowly letting his eyes fall shut.
You looked down at his lips, and back up to his closed eyes. You didn’t feel like running away. You felt completely calm. It was perfect.
You scooted in a little bit, tentatively resting your hand on the side of his neck. Taking one last deep breath, you leaned in slowly. Placing a chaste kiss on your boyfriend’s lips. He brought his hand up to the side of your face as soon as your mouths met. Not trapping you, but a comforting embrace. Remind you that it was just him, and it was okay. You allowed yourself to relax fully, closing your eyes at last.
When you pulled away and looked at him, his eyes were still closed. His face was expressionless, completely relaxed. You started moving your thumb on his throat back and forth, causing him to slowly open his eyes. His silence unnerved you.
“W-Was it okay?”
He looked at you with a dazed, far away look in his eyes, one you couldn’t read.
“Can I give you another one?”
“Yeah.” You breathed out.
♡
plz I love him so much
thx for reading <3
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