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A little more from the Hakuba Timeloop because he’s on my mind and people seemed amused by the last one.
Most of this is all happening in different loops. Trying different eye colors for whole loops at at time and seeing how it effects how people think of him. He separately does the same with hair color, ranging mostly between blond and brown.
Also very amused imaging his parents in the background thinking he's going through some kind of phase as he appears to have suddenly decided to wear red contacts whenever he goes out.
#Kawari art#dcmk#hakuba saguru#timeloop hakuba#im legit working on a fic for this au#but it'll probably be a while before i actually post that#so maybe I'll make a few more of these#maybe one about the logistics of how time and technology is working in the loop cause i decided to do it a funky way#anyways#the reason he's trying to be 'approachable' is because he decided that the best way to learn more about whats going on is to befriend Kaito#by looping he's figured out a lot of the 'how's of Kaitou Kid- but he's still lacking the why#and he's curious#... He looks so young in some of these#there's not a reason for that. I just thought it looked cute and decided not to redo the sketches.
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March & Ryis thinking
Making this it's own post instead of hiding it in the tags on a shitpost: Part of why March seems to dislike us is because we're "new in town" & stealing his thunder - he has some lines implying that he thinks we're going to cut & run when things get too difficult, but other lines which imply that he's also jealous how much attention we get from the townspeople.
However, he also seems to be close friends with Ryis, who IIRC is also stated to be relatively new in town. I'm curious if the developers have a story in mind there, or if there's already something in the game suggesting why they get along so well. Did something happen between them? Does Ryis just pass his vibe check? I'm curious to hear if anyone else has any speculation/headcanons. Also please correct me if I'm off on any details, I haven't been able to play for a few months & also every time I try to read March's dialogue my vision clouds with red and rage overwhelms my soul
#fields of mistria#fom#i think another reason why im curious is bc going into detail about why they're friends could be a good way to make March more likeable#for me anyway lmao#like maybe he *was* standoffish at first but decided to befriend Ryis bc he realized he was nervous about fitting in#or hell maybe they could go in the opposite direction & make him more toxic#maybe he just decided Ryis wasn't a 'threat' to him#the game does acknowledge that his attitude is a problem (which is a leg up he has on sebastian my detested)#so if they go that route that could make him more 'likeable' for me in the sense that it'd be interesting#or honestly they could expand on Ryis' side of things#did he try to win march over?#did he not take him seriously?#idk i like that townspeople have relationships in this game but it also makes me want to know their history!
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steve likes riding his motorbike to the beach at night. the roads are quiet, and the cool air brushes his cheeks as gentle as a lover's hand.
the ocean scares him a little, if he’s being honest. the way the waves crash onto the sand and break against the rocks—the loud sound sometimes catches him off guard. it reminds him of that time he fell from the sky, diving the plane into the ocean with nothing but stillnes and darkness waiting for him at the bottom. it reminds him of those men he once read in history books—of young japanese pilots who plunged their planes into their targets and vanished into the ocean. kamikaze, he recalls the word. the almost-similarity seems haunting to him.
but still, he keeps coming back.
each night, he parks his motorbike and walks toward the shoreline. he takes off his shoes and socks, rolls up his pants, and lets the cold sea foam kiss his ankles.
he doesn’t step in too deep, but it's enough for him to introduce himself like a shy new kid standing at the front of the class. enough to befriend the ocean all over again and whisper: hey, beautiful.
and when the waves turn a little bit calmer, steve thinks the ocean seems to remember him.🤍
#aya writes#hello. i can't shake the thought of steve trying to befriend the ocean again after that fall in catfa🥺#i think maybe a part of him once believed it would be his grave. but with time.. he starts to see it differently#so when he goes to the beach and lets the ocean water touch his feet.. it feels less like goodbye and more like coming home#he makes peace with this vast... endless beautiful thing.🤍#and i just think it sounds intimate to have steve ended up loving the ocean🤧#i mean do you notice how steve jumped from the plane and into the ocean in the beginning of catws for the rescue mission?#fearlessly and confidently. that's him finally befriending the ocean🤧💗#i wrote this while listening to Snow On The Beach by taylor swift and forgot how much i missed going to the beach#but due to recent earthquakes that happening frequently and unpredictably in my country.. the beach has become a place i fear to visit 💔
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before everyone gets sent to the middle of the galaxy*, we don’t see chibichibi do that much that could be described as interference with the past timeline but one thing she does do- the first thing she does at all- is rescue kakyuu. it's at least implied that kakyuu would have died otherwise- she even tells the starlights "Several times I tried to go to you. But my body's recovery took longer than expected... ChibiChibi was the one who helped me a lot." ultimately kakyuu helps usagi get to the galaxy cauldron, meaning her presence isn't inconsequential.
chibichibi also attempts to prevent the starlights from meeting kakyuu. she refuses when they ask and also did not at any point bring kakyuu's incense jail to them. now she obviously didn't feel that strongly about preventing it, she could blow up the starlights if she wanted, but i don't think she would've initially been against it for zero reason. and there is no way she doesn't already know their relationship even if you ignore that chibichibi is sailor moon from the future because she's been regularly talking with kakyuu about the starlights over the past few weeks or so.
this leaves me with some questions:
-what happens in the ‘first’ timeline that chibichibi/sailor cosmos originated from? mainly, does kakyuu live or die in that timeline? we don't actually know for sure despite the implication. does she live, but in a worse/damaged state? if she did die, how does chibichibi know her at all- hearing about her from the 'first' timeline starlights?
-why try to keep kakyuu from the starlights? attempted damage control to prevent the timeline from getting too different?
-if chibichibi’s interference caused kakyuu to live when she originally died, why do this? did she want someone to temporarily keep usagi company after all her friends died? did she just feel bad for kakyuu? did she know having kakyuu alive would get them to the galaxy cauldron more efficiently? clearly sailor moon got there one way or another in the ‘first’ timeline, and kakyuu implies that her star system (and by extension herself, as a princess) is just one of many that are all less powerful than our solar system, meaning she likely doesn’t possess the unique ability to travel there. it seems she just CAN help usagi get there because she knows where it is. but chibichibi herself could fulfill that role. so kakyuu is not necessary to get to the galaxy cauldron. therefore...?
i don't have answers. maybe to her it's like a videogame she's playing for the second time and she's like Ok This time i will see what happens if kakyuu lives. maybe she genuinely didn't know/forgot who kakyuu was and found her on the side of the road and was like 'well i might as well help this random passed out cosplayer while i'm here' and then it was thee alien princess and she was like I can't kill her now it'd be awkwarddddd. intergalactic toddler of mystery
#sailor moon#sailor moon cosmos#chibichibi#princess kakyuu#sailor cosmos#*= by the time usagi and co. are out of tokyo and into space chibichibi is more active but i think by that point things are so different#she can't uninvolve herself. here i'm just discussing what i think was her first and therefore least explicable deviation. end of footnote#anyway... notice chibichibi didn't even really try and help the solar system senshi live longer LOL#YOUR deaths are plot necessary sorry.#at the end cosmos does say she wanted to guide usagi to make the 'right choice' at the cauldron but#i fail to see how kakyuu being around impacts that in any way at all#did cosmos think Well i didn't want to destroy the world when i MERELY saw all my best friends die in front of me#but maybe if past-me also befriends no less than 4 hot aliens and has to watch them die as well#she'll be just traumatized enough to go through with destroying the world this time. ?#all sm posts
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I need more fics of Zuko working at a teashop with Iroh (be it Pao's (iirc) or the Jasmine Dragon) but he's just really fucking short. Because can you imagine, be it Jet, Katara, anyone who's met Zuko (either as Zuko or as Li) stumbles into the teashop, makes a scene and comes off as a bad guy because they bullied this little boy?
I think I've read just one fanfic where this was a thing and I need more people to adopt the idea.
I just think it'd be funny if Katara tried to do what Jet did (let's say this happened a few days prior to Azula capturing Ba Sing Se), left because she realized no one believed her, returned later with the rest of the Gaang, Sokka tried backing her claim, he ALSO gets reprimanded for making stuff up about a little boy, and meanwhile this is all happening Aang and Toph are having a delightful time with their new friend "Li." Should they do something? Maybe. Will they? Nah, anyways Li what tea would you recommend?
#zuko#katara#aang#jet#sokka#toph#li from the tea shop#atla#i love the idea of zuko just accepting his new role as a child (you are one honey but whatever)#and using it to get out of trouble with people who recognize him#''how dare you say such things about mushi's nephew?''#''the audacity of some of you; you're older than he is you should know better than bully a child!''#''li is such a darling i wish he'd smile more and maybe he would if SOMEONE didn't make him feel uncomfortable.''#etc. etc. etc.#of the gaang i think toph would be the one to go with it#know her friends are saying the truth#and just straight up deny what they're saying#she knows that this little boy is her friends enemy (and hers but like they haven't fought so is he really?)#but it's so much more amusing to see katara and sokka scramble to get support#she's not sure where aang stands until she hears him try to befriend ''li''#bonus points to aang if he succeeds (like actually succeeds)
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11 year old me would be so concerned about how much I care about what people think of my interests now a days. That little hell spawn did not use sneak around on "archer missions" and use her online name on tests for me to be cutting my serotonin production because of some random dranti in my college. LOCK THE FUCK IN, WE ARE ALREADY BAD AT MAKING SEROTONIN NATURALLY, DON'T PUT EXTRA SHIT ON TOP OF THAT
#YOU MADE US LIVE PAST 16 NOW YOU'RE TAKING US TO 90 BITCH#what happen to 'do what makes your heart go :)' and 'cringe is dead'????#you're 21 lock in a 11 year old can't be more smart and emotionally stable then you#she just found wattpad and is living her best life#you need to get some glitter and pink stuff and be more silly and you'll be fine#STOP THINKING AND JUST BE SILLY#vent#?#just in case#like. the dranti is literally trying to befriend the people who are terribly fond at you to the point where even you can tell#you're fine#....wait maybe my brain is weird because I havent been in the gay discord for a while#I should go there
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#soooooooo excited abt moving out even if its stressing me out soo bad#having everything packed up makes it easier - we're all just figuring out the financial portion#but my mom is not taking it well at all and keeps Being Loud and talking abt how everyone hates her#and like.... man idk . if she didnt traffc me and exclusively befriend violent p-dos her entire adult life maybe ppl would like her LMAOOO#frank.txt#her current thing is trying to convicne me that parents bringing their kids to 'nonsexual kink parties' is normal it is NOT btw#if it was i would not have been the only 8 year old at those parties. LMAO.#i mean its not funny its sick . but if i dont laugh i will have a full blown mental breakdown abt how Not Normal it all was so. HFSHDDKDJ#i was almost kidnapped at one of those parties. v grim moment that ive been thinking abt a lot#anyway yayyyyyyy sooo excited to move out and get more therapy!!!!!!!! yippeeeeeee#delete later /#abuse m#csa m#one thing i will say is that talking abt this stuff openly and realizing im not the only person who had a childhood like ths has -#- made me more Sane#also nice knowing ppl who had similar childhoods can still grow up to live a Safe n Normal life#like plssss i just wanna feel safe like . Once ! preferably#just gotta deal with a few more weeks of gaslighting and loud noises and then we are GONE
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#brooo how do you join small fandoms that operate as established friend groups as a newcomer I've only been on the “establishing” end 😭#like toku//twt is so hostile save for certain mutual circles idk how to integrate myself anywhere#doesn't help that I've had no energy for drawing lately to maybe get ppl to interact first#maybe I should try do smth for the next gavv episode...#I would like to just talk to ppl directly but I've only watched 2 seasons and am shy. plus there's so many random rude ppl#that many accs limit replies anyway. fuck my stupid Baka life#I crave... human connection XO *dies of embarrassment*#I'll just try posting more w keywords for now#I don't wanna start too many new kr seasons if I can't discuss them w ppl while doing so cause the excitement is too much to be alone w#in the meantime I might pick up android kikaider after finishing w tho so I have smth to do#plus I've been meaning to get into showa era toku anyway that was like... the whole point originally#man this reminds me of how I need to interact w spg more too. I have so many cool spg moots I'm in a limbo between coexisting and wanting t#befriend#aauadhkf the mortifying ideal of being knownnn#psii.txt
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WIP Game
Rules: In a new post, list the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
My askbox is kinda broken rn so feel free to also just reply to this post or whatever
tagged by @vriskarlmarx <3
My wips:
Aries Comic
Rusted Metal
Dating Sim
The Private Investigator's Wife
[My name]_Cola Russo and the Fishing Trip
fields of mistria fanfic
as always, no pressure to do this if you're tagged, and if you're not tagged but you want to make your own, feel free to say i tagged you!
@dapper-comedy @siliconesausage @senpasento @gemthievery @randomisedmongoose @shegogogirl
#tag game#fighting for my life trying to think of six people who possibly maybe are writing anything.....#i need to befriend more writers this is so sad#plenty of writer friends irl that i hang out with in person#and slowly getting game dev writing friends but thats mostly on bluesky#and ofc fellow writers from zines and stuff but just because i'm following them doesnt mean theyre necessarily following me#so i dont want to be awkward :////////#all of that to say if i tagged you and you dont like that then i'm sorry ig!#oh yeah and my askbox is fucked to hell so who knows if this will even work#it's been saying i have 150+ messages for months now but i shrimply cant see anything
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dude this is so funny
#i was thinking about like. wait. how feasible IS it for ganon to make friends#because i've been doing a lot of basically ig overhauls with how i write ganon in my comic#he was originally not meant to be in-character at all and now i really want to make him FEEL like ganon#so i've been rethinking how his backstory works and how he reacts to it. originally i wasn't going to change anything but the tweaks i've#been making work really really well and i'm very pleased#and part of his whole deal is that he made a friend#and the more i think about it the more i really really need to think about how that happened just because it's so unlike my vision of him#in my head to like. genuinely be vulnerable and want to be friends with someone in any capacity#dude it mustve taken forever. and idk the more i think about it the more i realize it probably wasnt even the characters Intention#but also. the fact that there is a pretty strong power imbalance between the two actually?? kind of makes it more feasible in a way??#so for the record ganon is Not the one with the power here and the character i planned on befriending him is. and like#the last post i reblogged made me go. oh hey.#ganon would automatically assume he's going to get exploited or abused or attacked somehow because thats what HE does when he has power#over someone like that.#and then when the friend just. doesn't. I think he's going to be somewhat confused by that. maybe angry. probably angry#alt ganon is funny because he's mad at everything and this includes himself#make threats act like the person is an idiot. try to find a way to take advantage of it but the guys just like nuh uh#im feeling so sillyyyyyyyyyyyy
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plagued by dogboy jacket thoughts yet again
#the trash speaks#trying to get my thoughts in order. but i have very specific thoughts#specifically abt how he fulfills different roles as a dog w different ppl#bc w beard he's a guard dog. all teeth and snarls with a devotion complex so big it could put christ himself to shame#n w gf he's a lap dog. docile and even temprered for her and her alone. willing to just about anything to make her happy#and all he wants in return is for them to scratch the top of his head and tell him he's a good boy. that he's done well.#fulfilled his purpose even#but with biker he's like a feral stray. wary and flighty and more than willing to bite the hand that feeds.#even if they'd both like to be closer they know what he is at this point. he's a wild animal.#one that you can befriend but will not tolerate domestication. not again. especially not from you.#am i going insane. maybe. just hear me out on this one fellas
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Apparently, I bring a 'let's befriend and laugh with all the staff' kind of vibe to the Mental Health Clinic, that other patients do not appreciate.
#there was a kid there and her mum looked so pissed#but im hoping the vibe i brought can inspire the girl a little bc going to a mhc is supposed to help befriend the staff-#and try and find joy in knowing that maybe you're a little closer to getting help and being happier by being there#Mental health clinic#psychiatry#having mental health issues doesnt have to be a tragedy. choosing to try even if its just having a laugh with the staff may help you feel-#more comfortable with the process#i hate going to the MHC but befriending the staff makes it so much easier and a more comfortabke experience for me
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my room is now finally almost 100% cute and clean i've been dreaming of this moment for MONTHS (┛✧Д✧))┛彡┻━┻
#yeah idk what just happened#so tired of it being only ✨okay✨ and ✨the bare minimum✨ and ✨some clutter here and there is okay✨#NO IT'S FREAKING NOT#i also#extra organized my trinkets#and will be playing sims 3 because i bought a new keyboard and a mouse#going to befriend the hell out of this dracula i'm about to create i don't. care.#or something idk i'm just saying anything#chat do you think they've played sims#hey btw if you think it was me who deleted something off my twitter a bit earlier you're wrong👊#emoji is just a tone indicator dw#unironically lol#more than half of everything else i say is just me aimlessly rotating concepts in my head because i see them though#you might just be perceiving me even wronger than i thought c:#not that i don't ever attempt to clear things up when it gets confusing too or anything#yeah sorry for naming myself shadow btw i never really thought i would become evil and horrible and twisted fr#so crazy#like genuinely#no you're like really being so weird about some things though to be honest#kinda like fish you know in slightly similar manner like if you only knew how she talked about me when she maybe kinda liked me or somethin#while also regularly ignoring my boundaries and trying to humiliate me but that's not the point#i never felt so confused and freaked out in my life i think#like how do i even say it though too#also also also can i retweet my favorite anime without it meaning anything actually? no?#well guess what i think about that#nothing i just do whatever like that sometimes🥱#avoiding weird math is more than exhausting enough thank you very much#whatever it's so stupid it's kinda funny anyway#no like fr what did you think i was saying earlier though i'm so genuinely confused about everything#was i supposed to not be somehow?
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i'm so bad at making friends. never know what to do or say. wish other people would take the lead instead for once and do the hard part for me, but they never do!!!!! they expect and make me lead the conversation and make plans and all that. while they get so sit back and judge me while responding with 1-5 words, not giving me any info when I ask questions, and failing to contribute to any plans I try to make. then the friendship never happens or falls apart and fails very quickly because I suck at it, they don't do any of the work, they judge me, decide they don't like me, and they don't even try to help it 😭😭😭😭
I know "you don't want/need friends like that anyway" or whatever people tell me. but when you spend 15+ years trying to get even ONE person to do something with and never get to do that thing because every person is like this, how are you supposed to believe there's people out there NOT like this?! every year I try to talk to 50-100 different people at least. they're all like this!!!!!! so I dont seem to have another choice? lmao
everyone does this. cant escape it. cant find a single person that feels like puts in as much or more effort than me and helps me out down the supposed two-way street. feels like I must perform for everyone to win their approval. need to read their minds to know what play to put on. guess wrong and act the wrong way and they obly respond with a single clap or get up and leave. if I don't entertain them and win their approval, they don't even consider friendship. they never perform for me. i'm the monkey on the stage and don't ask them to dance for me. they won't anyway. if I ask anything in return, they run away. they're the audience I must entertain and be judged by them and if I don't get a perfect score, they leave and turn the lights off on my stage.
#this is exhausting#autistic masking#actually autistic#autism#autistic#lee rants#i hate needing to perform for people because “being myself” 100% of the time has pushed people away immediately#(my self being autistic and struggling and disabled and rambling about special interests instead of performing small talk and other#socially expected and acceptable rules that are difficult or uncomfortable for me to perform)#trying to mask when its pointless because you suck at it is SO PAINFUL#its like being punched in the face and then the stomach#ive gone through hundreds of people ans none of them are “the right people”#and im tired of hearing “ONE DAY” BECAUSE TODAY IS MORE IMPORTANT. ONE DAY MIGHT NEVER COME SHUT UP 😭#tired of waiting. waiting does nothing but waste my life away!!!!!!!! wasted my youth away already. what more do you want from me?!#also this is not just NTs. i mostly try to befriend NDs. 99% of them are ND so stop telling me to find more ND people 😭 i get that a lot#maybe i need an outgoing NT to adopt me instead
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everything is terrible actually
#I really just need a hug I think#I havent had real serious physical affection in so long#I know I dont deserve jt no one does and Its a fucked up thing to make other people do things to help me#But fuck dude I just want someone to come up to me and grab my hand or hug me#My platonic partner used to do it all the time but we're on a break and I need to rely on them less#I keep befriending people who dont like physical touch and I am gonna stab something#Truly I just need one person who I can lean on or cuddle with casually#Ideally more than one!! But like. Idk#I need to get over myself this isnt an actual need im acting selfish and entitled#I know that the only real answer here is Get Over It or die#And ive been trying to get over it for years#Ive stopped initiating physical touch bc I dont want to make people uncomfortable#And im worried that that means that people assume I am uncomfortable with it#Bc I never mention how deep a need it is to me to know im even just being tolerated#But if I mention that theyxll feel pressured#Ugh#The worst part is I cant actually kms bc of this until at least after May is here cause I know that she's good with that stuff#And maybe once shes here i'll be okay#Happily codependent with the person ive been close with for the longest time since fourth grade#But ughhhhhhhhh terrube to have to wait over 400 more days. I will do it for her but oh ny god I am rotting from the inside out#I do not want her to come home to a decayed corpse but I dont knkw how much longer I can keep this up#(Not talking specifically abt touch that would be weird and dramatic as shit this is generally Everything)#May forgive me if u come to seattle and im a shell of the person I was when u met me
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Dp x DC prompt #13 (yay lucky number!)
What if Danny is introduced to the family not as a gremlin, but as his friend from community College and he is so freaking normal that it makes the entire family suspicious. The only reason Jason decided to bring him along is that he knows Danny seems too normal for their cohort and it will utterly freak out Bruce and Tim, confuse Grayson and set off Damian. Jason though, he knows Danny is only normal for the first few times of interaction, then he starts getting weird even by Bat Family standards.
Jason: Hey. I brought my friend from campus tonight.
Danny: Hi! Nice to meet you!
Bat family: *suspicious eyes* Nice to meet you.
Danny: I totally didn't believe Jason when he said he was one of 5 kids but he proved me wrong. Lol.
Bat family: How'd you meet Jason?
Danny: OH! He's been tutoring me in English class and I've been helping him with Calculus. We met at the library when I was trying but failing to type a paper and ended up irritating him with my groaning. He walked right over asked me to shut up and I apologized and said I was having difficulty *insert English homework here* and he had a look utter disgust and surprise and said "how the fuck are you having problems with that?"
Jason: I was disgusted. That was such an easy topic.
Danny: For you maybe! Anyways I said "Well if it's so fucking easy, explain it to me. And he did! With way better clarity then my professor. So I thanked him and asked what I could do in exchange for help. He then told to stay fucking quiet o he can work on his stuff. And we went on about our business. A week later we were both back in the library again and he was banging his head, so I went over and asked if he was okay and he yelled to leave him alone and he just as I was about to leave I noticed he was working on calculus and told Jim I could help if he wanted. He looked at me like I was insane.
Jason: I was cause you are. Most people don't ask to help after being yelled and cursed at.
Danny: But you had helped me on my english paper! I wanted to return the favor! This happened a few more times before it became normal to meet at the library and work together!
The batfamily is reeling at this strangely normal and meet cute type story and the fact that Jason was going to college and nobody knew somehow (Alfred knew).
After meeting Danny, they stalk him to see if he was acting normal or trying to mess with Jason or Jason manipulated someone normal to mess with them. The first while Danny seems perfectly normal and innocent but after a while they start getting a feeling of something off about Danny like he was both him and not. They also notice that Jason tends to stay calmer when he is around Danny. As they realize he is weird and they slowly figure it out, they actually get less anxious about Danny. As someone not quite normal or human in Danny's case was far more comforting for them then anyone of them managing to befriend an actual normal civilian with no apparent baggage or extreme homelife. A
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