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tteokokki · 1 year
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Maybe, Not Today
Little🍼: Jihyo - 6 yrs to 2/5 yrs old
Caregiver🧸: Sana
|TW: emeto & usage of diapers |
ㅡ Little Hyo was feeling sick and she didn't want to disturb her members...but Sana always knew when the leader was feeling sick and small;
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All the members were excitedly walking to the van, they're going on a vacation this weekend as it has been called one precious day of the year! It would be a day to de-stress so some of the member could sleep on their confortable clothes and slip into their mind spaces, and de-stress in their own way. This day had been making almost all the girls feel anxious for his arrival, except the leader who has been feeling warm and exhausted.
Luckily none of the members realized her awkward movements on the past days, she would like to keep up like this until she feels better.
“Hey? Yah! Park Jihyo! Are you even listening to me?”
Nayeon screamed from the other side of the van, she was talking to Jihyo for like almost 20 minutes about the new song they had to recorde.
"Can you shut up! She's sleeping!" Tzuyu screamed back to the oldest member. Jihyo whimpered and tossed around.
"Can you all just...stop, Dahyun, Chaeyoung and Jeongyeon are sleeping! Well Chae was sleeping now she is awake!" Mina said looking at the sleepy Littles.
In the road Jihyo felt better, she even felt like going to this vacation. Sana kept caressing her hair and that made her feel safe to slip in her head space. She was between 7/6 years old and started to feel a bit energetic but every time she regressed to ages lower them 10 years old, she'd be a really shy and quiet baby.
"Hyo Honey we arrived home" Sana's sweet voice waked Jihyo up. The girl was feeling younger than earlier (around 2 years old) and she felt a wave of nausea and just made grabby hands to her Mummy.
Sana grabbed Jihyo with her. She felt how warm her Baby was Jyo's cheeks were redder than they normally were. The Japanese woman entered the house and went upstairs to let Jihyo in her room.
"Hyo's sick" Sana said entering the living room where the others were.
"What do you mean by, Hyo's sick?"
"She's sick! She has a fever and she is probably feeling nauseous. I need some one to bring a diaper to me in my room, I'll be there in a second" Sana went to the kitchen quickly picking Jihyo sippy cup with room temperature water and the little pacifier too. (In the end I put photos I promisse)
She went up again, as soon as she entered the room it smelled horrible, her first thought was that Jihyo vomited. But there wasn't any vomited and the girl was back to sleeping so...
"Shit! I needed to put her in a diaper first" Sana calmed her self down and picked her Baby from the bed, luckily there wasn't any stain. She laid Jihyos head in her shoulder while carrying the little one in an awkward way to the bathroom in her room.
"Sha? I have the diaper, it's jeongyeon's so maybe it will be a little bigger in Jihyo...oh! Did she had an accident? Do you want help?" Mina asked with the diaper and the materials to a diaper change in her hands, trying not to laugh at Sanas awkward position trying not to touch the baby's bum.
"Do you know what to do?" Sana said in a desperated voice, Jihyo had never an accident like this.
"Of course Sha! Chaeyoung is a non-verbal Baby I've been in this situation before when she caught that stomach bug, remember? Momo had to help me" Mina said already jumping in action.
The little girl was too sleepy and embarrassed to protest about being in that position. Jihyo just wanted to get back to Sana's fluffy and confortable bed, so she just kept whimpering and sometimes shifting her legs while bathing.
"M-mama out" The little one said making grabby hands to the Japanese woman again.
"Just a moment Marshmallow" Sana said finishing bathing her Baby. Moments after Minatozaki took the girl off of the bathtub she went back to her room with Jihyo rolled up in a kuromi themed robe.
"Okay! Now we can put the diaper on this Sweet Baby!" The older woman picked a pink diaper that had strawberry printed in it.
Sana gave water and full attention to the sickie Baby, she made Jihyo drink a medicine without the little even noticing at first. She even made the baby leader eat some seaweed soup at night and, gave to Jihyo her milk bottle to help her sleep.
She slept quickly hugging Sana's body, the Japanese woman changed the milky bottle for the little's pacifier. Sana fell asleep watching her little marshmallow sleeping like a serene Baby.
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ㅡ It's not very good but..this is what I have for today! My first one-shot (I thk)
- English It's not my first language so..there may be some grammatical errors I'm sorry
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certified-ni-ki-lover · 10 months
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🤍🧸💌 Prompts & Dialogues💌🧸🤍
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🤍🧸💌 Prompts💌🧸🤍
Forced to share a bed
Wiping food from the corner of their lips
Sharing headphones
Shyly holding hands & placing them in their pockets
Pretending to be their date for an event
Absent-mindedly playing with their hair
Running into their arms
Play fighting
Sleepovers
Sharing a blanket
Pinky promises
Pillow fights
Falling asleep on the other’s shoulder
Misunderstanding
Rage Room date
🤍🧸💌Dialogues💌🧸🤍
“I know you feel what I feel”
 “Everything reminds me of you, it’s driving me insane!”
 “Is that a line from the book you’re reading?”
 “Is that really all _____ is to you?”
 “Do it again please”
 “Love, don’t hide your face”
“Can we always be this…..close”
“Why are you so obsessed with me?”
“I like you way more than my urge to hate you”
“Why are they always around you?”
“Stop saying we’re fake.” “Isn’t that what we are though?”
“Don’t look at me with those stars in your eyes, love, it’s doing something to me”
“You know……that smile suits you”
"Do you look like I'm joking around right now?"
"Your lips were made to be kissed, let's not let them be wasted"
Requests are OPEN 💌
MASTERLIST
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Credits to @urfriendlywriter got all the ideas from their amazing blog :)
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aroaceleovaldez · 6 months
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the show chb logo was also ripped from fandom, like in the past decade all the official chb shirt had the logo without the circle and then the fandom started doing and the show went for it, sorry your tags reminded me of that
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Yeah, I know Delphi Strawberry Service has done more circular-based CHB shirt designs for ages, and I've seen the more circular-based designs floating around for awhile. I think Magicbysab's circular-based CHB shirt designs also predate the show design? Those are just the ones I can think of off the top of my head. I understand on a level that if they did base it off fandom designs, particularly if they're basing anything on widespread fanon or fandom-based concepts, it can be difficult to pin down credit or may even seen unnecessary. But if they're going to be doing that I feel like at least they could hire like, a fandom consultant of sorts? Instead of just ripping off from the fandom, hire someone from the community who produces that already so at least there's some recognition and acknowledgement of where it originated.
Heck, in some instances if you ask around in the fandom it's not hard to pinpoint who specifically popularized certain concepts! I could talk for ages about Cherryandsisters being a driving force behind photokinesis!Will, or Saberghatz with plague!Will (tbh between the two they spearheaded a ton of early Will/Solangelo fanon), and I swear Drksanctuary alone is behind like 50% of Alabaster fanon, etc etc etc. People in the fandom know these things! Heck, we know ReadRiordan company knows how to do that kind of thing! They commissioned Viria for the official art, and the UK Riordan newsletter reaches out to fans all the time to feature their work (with credit, they're one of the better ones)! Though in Rick's book tours he did showcase Viria's art (at least with credit) without asking before she got commissioned, and during the Tower of Nero book tours they actually straight up stole a solangelo edit from Pervysloth with completely zero credit (link is to my canon url readriordan parody blog).
I think it doesn't help as well that Rick and his editor allegedly use the fandom wiki in place of a series bible. The PJO wiki is notorious for putting inaccurate information or fanon onto pages at random and having no sources. (What I wouldn't give for the PJO wiki to have frequent book/page sources a la Warrior Cats wiki...) There are what, now almost 18 books in the main series alone? Of an extremely renowned best-selling series that's 20 years old and now being adapted for TV? And they STILL don't have a series bible? That's like, step 1 of writing a series. This kind of reliance of the fandom for resources and concepts definitely isn't new for them.
It just feels so bizarre as to what it says about how the ReadRiordan company views the fandom and the creatives within it. I understand that trying to figure out how to give credit to the concept of "CHB shirt design, but circular!" is difficult, if you even can find out who did that first or popularized it. But if you're going to rip things from fandom, at least find somebody to try and credit? Show that you put in even the tiniest amount of effort? And if you get it wrong and people know, they'll correct you and that's that! But ReadRiordan just keeps trying to actively obscure these kinds of things, even with their own media, not ripped from the fandom, which makes it feel all the worse when it gets pointed out. And a lot of the time the whole reason those concepts get popular is because they're filtered through big names in the fandom! The fandom is a community! We know these people! We can point to them and explain exactly what they popularized! Remember how Velinxi popularized long haired Piper with the heart-shaped flyaways? Goodness only knows how many fandom designs are heavily influenced by Viria and Minuiko and Burdge (and Indigonite and Fuocogo and Ikimaru and Thecottonproject and Joker-ace and Sixofclovers and Vikingmera and Saber and Cherry and and and-). If you are in the community this stuff is easy to find. But Rick and the ReadRiordan company clearly being ~5 years behind with fanon pretty obviously tells me that they're not in the community at all, and aren't bothering trying.
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sugawhaaa · 2 months
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!!Writing break!!
I officially decided that I am going on a very short break from posting new content. Therefore any requests I receive will be completed + posted when I get back from my break. I only plan to take a few days off, at most a week, but I will probably still be interacting on Tumblr. If I see comments or manage to reach my next milestone in followers I'll be around. I'll also probably still be reblogging bc I have an addiction so it's not an entire break from everything.
I'm mainly doing this because lately I have to force myself to write and that's not very fun lol. Work is also very stressful lately and I have new health concern I am looking into and I have to make some very difficult decisions revolving around that health issue. This health issue isn't fatal but is very severe and could alter the rest of my life so I need some time to think about how I want to progress with the issue.
I hope yall understand and I hope to be back soon!! In the meantime stay horny and healthy everyone ;D
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staytiny-dreams · 9 months
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beneath the christmas lights (c.sb x reader)
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pairing: choi soobin x gn! reader
genre: non!idol au, freshly established relationship, seasonal fluff
warnings: zero, reader has a broken home, but it's not detailed, choi soobin being cute, angst if you squint (barely), sooo fluffy
wc: 1.8k
note: i don't like christmas fics, but we visited christmas lights at sunset while i was in my soobin feels so this was born. sorry if the formatting is weird this is the first time i've done this on my laptop. stay safe these holidays everyone
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christmas time is confusing. for some, it is a joyous time of year filled with love and presents, decorations, family and friends. for others it is just a reminder of what they’re missing, whether it be family, friends or even money.
for you, christmas serves as a reminder of what you once had, and of what you’ve lost. 
yelling echoes through the bottom story of your house, your step mother’s shrieks piercing any peace you might’ve had as your father picks another fight.
sighing, you grip your headphones tight around your ears, knuckles tense with the force of your grip and with a flick of your thumb, the volume of the music surrounding you is bumped up.
you almost don’t hear it, but the vibrations of your phone against your thigh drags your attention down to your lap.
bin: (y/n)
before you can even type out a response another message comes through.
bin: i’m outside
you frown down at your screen, brows scrunching together. rather than sending through the question marks you’re tempted to, you pull your headphones off and place them gently on the keyboard of your laptop.
with your headphones gone you feel an immediate wave of cold wash over you. standing alone in your bedroom, you can once again hear the persisting argument occurring one floor down. despite the blue light from your laptop, the warm light from the fairy lights strung up around the room and the barely setting sun, you feel shrouded in darkness.
with familiar ease, you round your bed and approach the window, sheer curtains already having been pulled back.
sitting on your verge, two wheels on the curb and lights shining, is soobin’s car. through the tint on his windows you can faintly make out soobin, smiling up at you, giving you a shy wave.
y/n: ???
you replay your last few conversations with him in your head, trying to remember if you’d made any plans with him you may have forgotten about, but nothing comes to mind.
it’s christmas eve, shouldn’t he be with his family?
another vibration and a small chime sounds, effectively bringing your focus back to your messages with the boy in your front yard.
bin: just come down
with a huff loud enough to hide your smile, you slide on your sneakers, slip out of your bedroom and down the stairs.
while your parents are wrapped up in picking each other apart, it’s easy to pass by them, no questions asked, grabbing your house keys from the hook in the kitchen and quietly exiting through the front door.
“what are you doing here?” you ask as soon as the car door has been closed behind you.
“do you trust me?” is all he says and you let out a snort, something somewhere between a scoff and a laugh.
“absolutely not.” 
he mumbles an offended ‘okay’ that you can only just catch while he is turned away from you, rummaging around in the backseat. you roll your eyes affectionately at his response and simply face forward.
the sun has properly begun its descent now, yellow and pink clouds are scattered across the darkening sky. you find your chest tightening at the pretty sight and with a start you realise the feeling bubbling inside you at the view is akin to the feeling that bubbles up when you look at soobin.
a long groan startles you back to reality as soobin sits back in his seat, a small white and green bag with oil stains spreading across the bottom edge is clutched in his right hand. he stretches his arm out to you, the bag dangling between the two of you as you stare sceptically at it.
“what is this?” you ask yet reach out for the bag without waiting for his answer.
unfolding the bag, you peek inside and gasp at what lay in there.
“soobin what…” you begin to ask again, but you are silenced when you meet his eyes. his gaze rests on you with an emotion swimming through his irises that you can’t quite understand.
instead of once again questioning his actions, you reach for the donut, from your favourite local bakery he had brought and pull on it with both hands.
the soft dough comes apart easily and you smile at soobin, holding one half of the donut out to him. he beams back at you, his dimples igniting a warmth in your heart that soobin seems to carry with him.
“no (y/n) i bought it for you, it’s your favourite dessert.” you shrug at him and push the half donut even closer, the cinnamon brushing against his lips.
“and you’re my favourite person, you’ll go well together.” you state as if it is a well known fact. at this, soobin blushes a bright red and turns away, finally turning the engine back on.
the soft guitar that had been playing since you entered the car pauses as his radio restarts with the engine, then promptly continues its soothing tune. 
“hmph.” you let a small, huffy laugh slip past your lips. while soobin focuses his attention on driving off the curb of your front yard, he still finds it in him to question your laughter.
“nothing. i was just listening to this song inside is all.” you admit, your cheeks warm. it feels silly to be flustered by such a small thing, but everything about soobin causes your body to run hot and your heart to pound.
soobin doesn’t respond, instead opting to focus on the road as he exits the cul-de-sac your house sits at the back of as a means to ignore the warmth in his own cheeks.
“soobin! what are you- where are you taking me?” you yelp at him as your own house shrinks away in the mirror. when you look down from the mirror, back at soobin, you find him already staring at you. his eyes are dark, bar the same unknown emotion swirling through them, mouth set in a straight line and you know to take his next words seriously.
“do you trust me?” he asks and you swallow, your throat tight under the intensity of his gaze.
“absolutely.” at this, you are rewarded with his dimples as he smiles to himself, eyes back on the road as he finally turns off of your street and onto the main road.
settling into your seat, your arm rests on the centre console, palm facing upwards. your head lolls to the side, watching through the window that soobin must have wound down before your entrance.
the breeze sweeps over you and within minutes, as you had hoped, soobin’s arm joins yours on the centre console, his large hand tentatively reaching for your own. you open your hand more, allowing him to intertwine his fingers with your own, matching smiles spreading across both of your lips at the gesture.
“the beach?” you turn your head away from the window to look back at soobin upon recognising the route he was driving. his sweet smile morphs into something cheekier and he squeezes your hand with his own.
“i thought you trusted me, hm?” you huff for the nth time tonight at his cryptic response yet your smile doesn’t waver.
then, a split second before the lights come into view, it clicks. a childlike excitement you thought you had left behind awakens in you, your heart sitting in your throat and you aren’t sure if it’s because of the christmas light displays, or the boy who drove you to see them.
soobin slows the car right down as he drives up the strip of beach houses whose owners had gone all out. 
the two of you are lit up by reds, greens and blues as you crawl down the beautifully lit street. you feel as if your eyes couldn’t get any wider, taking in every possible detail you can from each and every display. 
a santa here, a merry christmas there, a snowflake or two, glowing snowmen, lines of candy canes and for a second you felt twelve years old again. your mum on one side of you, your dad on the other looking up at your own christmas display just a few short years before everything fell apart.
tears well in your eyes as you think of your home now, cold and dark despite the sun only just setting and the warmth that christmas was supposed to bring.
as soobin reaches the end of the street, he simply pulls over. a hand on your cheek brings you back to the present, your head whipping over to face soobin as a few tears spill over.
“baby…” soobin pouts at your tearful expression and your heart clenches in return, not before skipping a beat at the term of endearment.
with one of his hands wrapped around your own, the other covering your cheek and his eyes boring into your own, you find yourself drowning in that nostalgic warmth you used to associate with christmas. you squeezed his hand lightly and his pout shifted into a smile as quickly as your tears had fallen.
soobin’s smile felt like the sun itself was shining down on you, half of his face was lit by the christmas lights behind you and the other half by the setting sun. 
“thankyou, bin.” you manage to get out and his smile widens.
“don’t thank me, sweetheart.” he strokes your cheek as he speaks, brushing away any residual moisture from your tears.
“don’t tell me what to do.” you try to snap, but it comes out weak as a couple more tears slip down your cheeks, only to be caught by soobin’s waiting hand.
“there you are!” he teases, landing a poke to your cheek as he chuckles at your attempt at your usual stern tone.
“i’m serious, dumbass. i…” soobin’s breath catches as your heart rises up your throat at the words that have been fighting to get out.
“i love you,” soobin rushes out before you can work up the nerve.
“what?” you ask, thrown off by his abrupt interruption. 
“sorry, i didn’t take you out here to tell you this. i just wanted to help you… i know, christmas can be hard for you sometimes and i- but i do. i love you (y/n).” you watch with a fond smile as he rambles, seemingly letting his nerves get the best of him.
“i love you too, dummy.” a pout takes over his face and he leans in close, breath fanning over your face. you lean in to press your lips to his, but in a flash, the hand the was on your cheek is now covering your lips. your eyes cross ever so slightly as you stare his hand down indignantly.
“uh uh, try that again, dummy.” he says, unable to keep the smile off his face despite his firm tone. 
with a roll of your eyes, you grab his hand and move it back to your cheek for him.
“i love you too, bin.” you offer and with an excited nod of confirmation, soobin leans back in, obtrusions long gone and finally presses his lips to your own.
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marloree · 1 month
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GOOᗪᗷYE, ᗷᑌT ᑎEᐯEᖇ ᖴᗩᖇEᗯEᒪᒪ
Pairing: Beomgyu × Reader
Genre: high school au, fluff, slight angst, romance
Word count: 1k
A/N: ahh, it’s been quite a while since I last posted here, but I’m finally back (after 5 weeks 🥹) and hopefully will be updating more often!! 
Taglist: @babymochibeargyu
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It was August, the last month of the summer, the last month before you’d be fully entering adulthood - August of the summer after your final year of high school. You always knew this day would come at some point: you’d have to part ways with your friends to go your own way. Yet, the parting was so unbearably difficult. You promised to stay in touch and contact each other at all the possible chances you’d have, of course, but it still felt like you were leaving each other forever. Leaving for college might turn into leaving forever with someone, but you were sure that wasn’t the case with Beomgyu.
You sat down on the bench at the train station with Beomgyu and all his bags by your side, feeling unhappier than ever. Glancing at the watch, you still had plenty of time to say all your goodbyes, but you felt like all the time in the world would never be enough for that.
“I’m going to miss you so, so much, Beom”, you almost breathed out, searching his eyes with your own that were threatening to let all the kept-in tears out at any given moment.
“I’m sure you’ll find lots of new friends at your college, and I hope I will, too...but, no matter how many friends I find there, you’ll always hold a special place in my heart, Y/N, I’ll never forget you. We will message and call each other every once in a while, okay? Don’t worry, please, I’m sure everything is going to be alright with the both of us.” Beomgyu tried to reassure you and himself, in the first place. No matter how much he believed, or tried to believe, in the best future, he still couldn’t but feel anxious by the thought, too.
Entering an absolutely new chapter of your life is always scary and a bit weird, right? You couldn’t blame yourselves for feeling that way, but you had to look at the brighter side of things as well. It won’t be so easy-going at first and you won’t achieve everything from the first try, of course, but you both worked so hard for your dreams to come true and you were sure you’d keep on going and striving for your goals just as much. You couldn’t know what the future had in stock for you, but you were sure about one thing: with the needed effort, everything will turn out just the way it has to.
“Trust your heart and never lose your belief in yourself.” - that was your life credo, after all.
“Yes, Beom, everything will turn out well, it should. You’ll find new friends and achieve all of your goals, I’ve never ever doubted you or your skills! Work hard, but don’t overwork yourself, okay?” You pulled him in a tight hug, trying to save and memorize as much of his warmth as you could. It’s going to be a while until you’ll get a chance to meet in person next time...
Beomgyu held onto you tightly, emotions of similar nature taking over him.
“Okay, okay, but the same goes to you, don’t forget that! I hope you’ll adjust to the new place soon enough and that it won’t be too hard for you, either.”
“I hope for the same for you, and don’t forget that I’ll always love and support you no matter what, got it?” Your attempt at sounding optimistic and cheerful completely failed as you felt your voice getting quieter with every word. You absolutely meant every word you’ve said and it only added to the overwhelming swirl of feelings inside you.
“Mhm, I’ll always love and support you, too, but you don’t have to cry now, okay? I’ll text you once I get into my dorm, promise.” Despite his words, Beomgyu wasn’t far from tearing up himself.
“I’ll still miss you too much, Beom”, you sighed, burying your face deeper into his shoulder.
“So will I. I’ll be terribly missing you every second of the day! But I’m sure we’ll make it, and I’m going to visit during the autumn break, too. It doesn’t sound as bad as it seems, right?” Beomgyu hugged you just a bit tighter, pulling you even closer to him.
“Nothing sounds too bad if you’re the one saying it”, you admitted, tightening your hug as well.
You sat like that for a while, simply taking in each other’s warmth before finally parting your ways for the next couple of months. You were sure this autumn would pass within a blink of an eye if only Beomgyu were by your side. But all the never-ending messages, calls and face-times - you were looking so much for these, too.
You were sure that, even if you two wouldn’t be able to be physically close, you still would always find ways to keep that sense of closeness; if not by chats and calls, you still would hold each other’s presence in your minds. 
As if to confirm your thoughts, Beomgyu muttered: “I’ll always love you more than anyone else, Y/N, never forget that.”
“Beom, I’ll lo-”, your voice suddenly got drowned out by the noise of an approaching train, you knew it was his. You hugged him even tighter, speaking loudly the next words right in his ear, “I love you, Beomgyu, and always will. Text me and call me and send me all the silly videos you want to, I’ll watch them all, I promise!”
“Bye-bye, Y/N, but never farewell, we’ll meet soon enough! And I’ll send you all the videos I can find!” 
A quick peck on the cheek and he disappeared inside the train. You waved once you saw him in one of the windows, saw him wave back as long as you were in sight.
You parted, for now, but you knew that, as much as it was a new chapter in both of your lives, a new chapter in your relationship equally was opening. 
“Goodbye, Beomgyu, but never farewell.” you repeated in your mind before finally going home, now to prepare to leave for your own college. 
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loviestoki · 28 days
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𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒊𝒎.
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“Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.” - Anais Nin
warnings: angst, toxic rls, prob poor grammar
gn!reader
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To say you felt abandoned was an understatement. You felt utterly forsaken. The constant push and pull between you and your boyfriend, Beomgyu, was draining, to say the least. How could you blame him, though? His busy idol life hogged all of the potential time you two could have together. You knew this would happen before you agreed to make it official, and yet nothing could have prepared you for the feeling of pure betrayal every time Beomgyu doesn't reach out for days, sometimes even weeks, at a time because he's occupied with his idol-related schedules.
Because of this, you often find yourself in the position you're in now, laying on your bathroom floor with the warm water running from your tub—the steam causing the full-length mirror beside you to slightly fog up, causing a relieved sigh to be pulled from your lips silently thanking it for hindering the ability to see the state you're in. You clutched your phone tightly in your hand, sucking in a deep breath as you stared at your lock screen. "No recent notifications" was displayed proudly, as if to taunt you. It had been exactly one month since Beomgyu last texted or called you. Sure, you aren't entitled to his time off, but not even a "hi" or an "I love you" from the one person who's supposed to care?
You scoff, dropping your phone onto the tile floor below you, the tears you once held astray now boiling over and onto your cheeks, a familiar sting in the back of your throat as your brain replays all of your fond memories with Beomgyu... like the first winter you shared together, he had surprised you on your way home from work, lifting you off the ground in his arms tightly and spinning you around as the first snowfall of the year cascaded down on you both or the first kiss shared between the two of you that was cut short because you had accidentally bit his tongue, and of course you couldn't forget the pure embarrassment you felt afterwards, but it was okay, Beomgyu was there to hold you, to comfort you, to whisper sweet nothings in your ear, but now as you lay on your bathroom floor, and the steam makes it harder to breathe properly, you remember he isn't there.
He hasn't been there. Not because he couldn't be, but because he didn't want to be. A soft smile appears on your face, and it's a striking contrast to the hot tears still pouring down your cheeks. You're ready to let go and move on. As your shaking hands move towards your phone beside you to finally block his number, you hear a ding. Beomgyu messaged you, "Wyd?" It was barely even a proper message, yet overwhelmed by relief and adrenaline, all of those old feelings for him came flooding back. You instantly reply, lying that you're with your friends, and you sigh, just one last time you think. But you know it won't be. You know that every time you slip away from his grasp, you'll crawl back because that's how it always has been, but you didn't care; you loved him regardless. You'll love him always.
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a/n: if ur rls is like ts pls pls pls get the support u need and leave it this is in no way glorifying a rls like ts.
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gothiic-piink · 6 months
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~ babymetal fluffy hcs ~
♡ they always do cuddle piles after shows or on the tour bus, yui likes staying close to their partners <3
♡ before show sleepovers are a must! yui is usually in charge of movies, moa gets the food/snacks and su plans and makes sure everything is perfect
♡ always hyping eachother up during their respective solo songs backstage
♡ they do karaoke nights all the time when they're not on stage, it's just a exciting night out for the three of them to have fun with eachother
♡ always supporting eachother with their hobbies outside of the band, yui and moa play guitar while su practices piano in the other room
♡ su likes to take moa n yui to fancy dinners for their birthdays or anniversary, it always ends in a soft forehead kiss from both of them 🥺
♡ since moa's mother works with gems/jewels, moa went to her for gems for the three of them to get promise rings made (she presents them to su n yui like a proposal <3)
♡ moa drags her partners to stargaze with her, yui usually ends up falling asleep tho-
♡ su and moa spoon yui from both sides when they cuddle and sleep
♡ they all take turns doing eachothers hair and putting accessories on (yui has a wider variety than the other two)
♡ su is really protective over her loves, she'll start swinging if you touch her babs >:[
♡ they all live together in a decent sized home away from the cities, all of them incorporating in the decoration and vibe of the place (their aesthetics are completely different, but they compliment eachother well)
♡ moa always feeds yui, it doesn't matter what it is she's always feeding them <3
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tteokokki · 1 year
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Tree Littles = Trouble
Littles🍼: 3mix! Nayeon - 4yrs, Jeongyeon - 3 yrs and Jihyo 2/5 yrs old
Caregivers: Sana and Momo
Words: 576
|cw: Crying|
ㅡ Well Jeongie is our little troublemaker!
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All the little were at the play room, a sleepy Jihyo was laying in the big fluffy play mat hugging her polar bear plushie, while Jeongyeon played with her big Legos and Nayeon was just watching Bluey in the TV. All of them were quietly doing their own things.
Suddenly an idea popped into Jeongie's mind, how about annoy her little sisters today? Maybe it's a good day for that!
Seen that Hyo was drifting to dreamland, Jeongyeon came really close to her and squatted down, that dragged Nay's attention from the TV, the 4 year old girl touched the youngest paci and took it from her mouth.
“Jeongie Swop'! ” Nayeon said in a loud whisper, as a frown formed in Jihyo's sleepy face. Jeongyeon seemed to ignore the oldest words and started to tickle Jihyo's belly that was a little exposed.
“Yah! Yoo Jeongyeon! U'll wake Hyo up! Swop'!” Nayeon almost screamed slapping the middle's arm trying to make her stop waking the youngest up.
“Yah! You swop'!” Jeongyeon said back to nayeon doing The same thing The older did but her hand is more heavy The Nay's.
Momo quickly appeared in the playroom's gate when she heard Nayeon crying. The oldest voice was loud and had woken up Jihyo that was now crying too.
“Sweetheart what happend?” Momo's voice was really calm, she took her slippers off and walked to Nay, picking her up before going to pick Hyo up and sitting on the fluffy mat.
Jihyo calmed down quickly when she laid in momo's chest, she heard her Mommy's heart beat and that made her feel sleepy again. But Nayeon was still sobbing.
“Jeongie t-twied' to wakie Hyo up an' I said to not d-do it!” Nayeon said between hiccups in a accusing voice pointing to Jeongyeon.
“Jeongie pwetended didn't heard me and staded' tickling Baby Jyo's tummy!”
The little girl was clearly upset about the situation, but did not wanted to shared what she did to Jeongyeon.
“Did you really tried to wake Hyo up Jeongie?” Sana said entering the room sitting beside the short haired little, putting Jeongyeon in her lap.
“Hm!” This was Jeongie response, she didn't wanted to say too
"Nay swapped' me!" Jeongyeon snapped giving the oldest a glare.
“Jeongie took Hyo's gomu! ” Jeongyeon made a shocked expression when Nayeon pointed to the dropped pacifier in the mat.
"Okay girls! We understand the situation" Sana said caressing jeongyeon's arm.
"None of you should do what you did, Nayeon you shouldn't slap anyone, and Jeongyeon you should not wake up someone when they are sleeping" Momo said looking at both Littles that were looking guilty now.
"And you both should not fight" Sana said putting Jeongyeon in the mat again watching Momo do the same thing.
"You two should apologize to each other" Sana said again this time picking Jihyo up. "I'm going to the kitchen with this Baby, and we are going to start eating"
"Okie dokie Mama!" Nayeon said waking cutely to Minatozaki.
So now it was just Jeongyeon, Momo and Nayeon in the room. The two little were looking at each other with guilt. Nayeon was the first one to make a move and hug the second oldest.
“M' sowwy Jeongie, Nay was wong'” The oldest said squeezing jeongyeon in a Bear hug.
"M' sowwy too Nana, Jeongie shouldn't bothe' Baby Jyo" The little one said squeezing more the hug.
"It's Okay now my Dolls, Let's go eat lámen!!" Momo said picking the two Littles up and going to the kitchen.
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ㅡ It's not very good but..this is what I have for today! My first one-shot (I thk)
- English It's not my first language so..there may be some grammatical errors I'm sorry
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strawbrry-vamp · 4 months
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band members favorite sanrio characters :: BABYMETAL
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suzu nakamoto :: lloromannic
moa kikuchi :: sugar cream puff
momo okazaki :: usahana
yui mizuno :: kuromi
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solas-backpack-mug · 5 months
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15 lines of dialogue
Rules: Share 15 or fewer lines of dialogue from an OC, ideally lines that capture the character/personality/vibe of the OC. Bonus points for just using the dialogue without other details about the scene, but you're free to include those as well!
tagged by @herearedragons thanks <3
rangi moa, watcher of caed nua
I'm nobody's holy woman
He's a giant made of living adra that can absorb souls in an instant. Got any ideas?
Why are we arguing about this when Eothas is destroying the cycle?
Begone. I've heard enough out of you
Everything that's happened, everything that will happen - it's the gods' fault. We're better off without you
Everything living has a soul, fish included
For all of the information it carries, the soul is ultimately a form of energy. It has no volition and no purpose save that we set it to
Oh absoultely guilty. The gods are assholes
The soul remembers what the body perceives, but the mind is not perfect. There are always biases and flaws
I didn't think you had the nerve
tagging @adozentothedawn and @ampleappleamble if you have anything to share :)
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soobstatic · 4 months
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"Wait for me, I’m coming"
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Pairing: sookai (Choi Soobin x Huening Kai)
Word Count: 13.5k words
Tags: Based On A Panic! At The Disco Song. Bad usage of greek mythology. Inspired by Hadestown (Ancient Greek Religion & Lore). Miscommunication. Does this count as MCD if they are 80 per cent dead?. Car Accidents as a plot device.
Summary:
When the rain does not seems to stop, the options are limited and the only available opportunity is to make a deal with the Devil, Kai decides to take it. He does not mind, if he could bring Soobin back to life by accepting this agreement. Life depends on decisions, and the one Huening Kai made might be the most challenging one. Or Huening Kai, a part-time musician, descends to the land of the dead to retrive the soul of the love of his life.
A/N: written for emoficfest
X | Ao3
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beomitos · 9 months
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HIII i'm Mei, I use she/her pronouns and i'm 21 years old. English isn't my first language so please bare with me. ❤︎₊ ⊹
I'm new to writing and overall tumblr itself. I'm grateful for any tips I can get and ways to improve because my writing is still far from being the best, and there's much I can still learn.
I will mainly post NSFW content of txt so minors and ageless users please don't interact. I will do check ups every now and then and if the previous mentioned dni criteria was to be broken, I will block you with no warning.
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@beomitos
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cholie · 2 years
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Purple light
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Pairing: Bf!Huening Kai x Gn!Reader
Word count: 295
Genre: Fluff
An: Fluff<33 honestly the only thing that inspired this was the fact that I have purple led’s on in my bedroom rn lmao, enjoy<3
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2:28 am
It was late, you just got home from an after party being held by your company celebrating the new boss. However you didn’t drink, so you’re incredibly tired and just wanted to snuggle into Kai’s arms.
He was probably asleep by now, considering the fact that he had a schedule tomorrow morning for a photoshoot. But your thoughts were interrupted by someone walking on the floor from the bedroom to the living room where you were in making the floor creek.
“Hey honey” Kai’s voice sounded raspy and tired, you looked up to see him standing in shorts and a tshirt looking tired as ever, his face being slightly puffy and his eyes blinded by the lights.
“I thought you were asleep, don’t tell me you stayed up” you said, walking over to him and engulfing him in a warm hug and a peck on his warm lips.
“I was waiting for you, I only had a little nap until I heard the door open” he said, fidgeting with your hands. “Wanna go in and sleep?” You nodded tiredly and went in to brush your teeth and slip into night clothes and went directly into the comfy bed already feeling the sleepiness take you in.
“I love you” Kai said as he kissed your temple and snuggled you closer, whispering an I love you back to him, the only light visible being the purple led light from the big sign that you could see out of the window, so the room had a slight purple tint.
Kai loves you, and you love him, everything is perfect as long as you’re both by each others sides. As you both drifted off to sleep you couldn’t help but tangle your body’s together.
Your happy space.
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caprifoi · 1 year
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Memories of an amnesiac reintroduction
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[ID: The interior of a masonry temple with a fresco in the middle and a chandelier. The text on the edges says "Memories of an amnesiac", a wip by @caprifoi. end of ID]
It's been a long time since I introduced this and it's changed quite a bit since then so I thought I'd introduce it again.
Genre NA Gothic Fantasy
Main themes • family • religion • identity • grief • queerness • tradition • morality • bloodlines • the past coming back to haunt the present
Setting the port city of Thelerissa, a subtropical town at the conjunction of multiple trade routes
Status drafting book 2 of 3
POV first person dual pov (book 1)
WIP Playlist
Tags #moa #sef #cass
Synopsis
Cassandra has been living on a pirate ship ever since losing her memories two years ago, yet when visions of an unknown woman start haunting her, she knows it must relate to her past. Leaving the only life she's ever known, she ventures to her hometown of Thelerissa to find the woman she's been dreaming about.
Persefona has had enough adventure to last a lifetime. All she wants to do is live out her life in peace and quiet, but Cassandra's presence is making waves in town, forcing her to step out of the shadows and confront what she's been hiding from.
In order to find out Cassandra's past, they'll have to use their resources to delve into the world of the Thelerissan elite. However, secrets hide beneath the facade of a peaceful merchant city and the price for finding them may be too high for both of them...
Main characters
Cassandra "Cass" Diaz. She/her. Former pirate, currently an artist. Righteous and compassionate, but self-questioning. Believes in Fortune.
Persefona "Sef" Báthory. She/he/they. A solitary healer. Bold and debonair, manipulative. The only god he would believe in is himself.
Oscar Ehrenskïold Skavgaard. He/they. Sef's friend (?). Town darling. Actor, playwright and theatre administrator. Generous and affable, lacking in self-esteem. Willing to sacrifice himself if necessary.
Elias Alagumuthu DuPont. He/him. Ballet dancer. Incisive and courteous, inhibited. Believes in the gods of his mother.
Tag list (let me know if you want to be added/removed): @goldlikealexander​, @aphronysus​, @natalierosewrites, @sirius-xm, @wildswritey, @aritany
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gothiic-piink · 4 months
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band members favorite starrail characters ~~ BABYMETAL !
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su-metal :: sparkle // himeko
moametal :: silver wolf // bailu
yuimetal :: black swan // herta
momometal :: march 7th // robin
rihometal :: tingyun // huohuo
kanometal :: guinaifen // hanya
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