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#Oh my dad said they weren't doing anything for mother's day so I'm like fuck it fine I guess we won't do anything then
dewitty1 · 1 year
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Saturday Six (Stuff)
Time at this first market is dragging. But at least I've got one appointment with a repeat customer out if it.(•̀⌄•́)
Tomato plants, strawberry plants, squash, and cucumber plants have been aquired.♡(•ི̛ᴗ•̛)ྀ
Even when you tell kids not to touch, they still do. Ugh(¬д¬。)
My patio is up and there are flower pots out!♡*(ू•‧̫•ू⑅)♡⋆*ೃ:.✧
One good thing about the market this morning - it's not too hot, and there's a nice breeze, but not too wimdy.ヾ(◍’౪`◍)ノ゙♡
Even though it was an afterthought we were invited to a BBQ this evening. Idk if we'll go. Depends on how I feel after a nap. (.﹒︣︿﹒︣.)
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muselin · 2 years
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Okay thank you for answering my ask 🥺 the idea I had was:
A skz member (bang chan, lee know or seungmin) who has a step sis that they’re close to. They always had an attraction towards her but never acted on it because they’re step siblings. She visits them during one of their breaks and one day some how things between them. They get jealous of the interest another member shows for her and then they decided to finally act on their dark thoughts. One minute they’re just sitting in his room and the next he’s kissing her, pulling her onto his lap. grinding her hips against his lap. She’s confused at first because he’s her step bro but she couldn’t lie that she also felt an attraction towards him too. They fuck and then they fall into a habit of secretly sleeping with each other, frequently visiting more from then on.
Okay idk if this made you uncomfy, if it did I’m sorry 💗 this is the taboo idea I had and I wish I was imaginative enough to actually write something with a plot and not awful dialog 🙈
Holidays Bite - SKZ Minho
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Who: SKZ Minho x fem!reader
Word count: 7.3k
Summary: You and Minho were typical, bickering step-siblings but after your parents' divorce, things get a little awkward. Your relationship changes when you visit Minho before the holidays and there is no going back. ⚠️Trigger warning: stepcest.
What: stepcest, older step-brother!Minho, fucking in secret, taboo relationship, no barrier protection, overstimulation, squirting, Minho is possessive and jealous and so fucking whipped for the reader hooo boy
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"What do you get when you mix Santa Claus with a duck?"
"A dumb little girl with no skewer."
"What? No, you get-- Hey!!"
You shouted after Minho who had snatched your skewer from your hand and was already munching on it as if it was the most mundane thing. The two of you were loitering around the kitchen after the festive dinner had wrapped up, both of you hiding from your parents to avoid being tasked with cleaning up.
"Well now you owe me one or I'm telling on you!"
"Pfft," Minho blew a raspberry at you after wiping a bit of sauce off his lip. "Alright, alright. What do you get when you mix Santa Claus with a duck?"
"A Christmas quacker!"
Minho couldn't stand to look at your triumphant grin and rolled his eyes as dramatically as humanly possible.
"I hate you, I hope you realise."
You knew that was a big fat lie.
Even though you and Minho weren't related, after your dad and his mother got married a few years ago just as you were starting school, Minho treated you like an annoying little sister all the same. He teased you and ordered you around but when you weren't looking, he'd intimidated and threatened more than one douchey classmate of yours who had dared to shit-talk you behind your back in the boys' locker rooms at school.
"Hey."
"Hmm?" You turned in Minho's direction, leaning on the counter.
"Wanna share this," he asked you, extending the leftover skewer to you.
You grinned at him, biting off a chunk like a hungry little kitten.
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"Would you lighten up already? You've been acting like an angry shark all week," Jisung whined as he keyed in the door code and he and Minho walked in, arms full of grocery bags.
"Stop pissing me off and I might," Minho said flatly, walking past Jisung straight for the kitchen.
"You're not taking your shoes off only because it's my turn to clean this week!"
"Oh? Is it? I hadn't realised," Minho quipped then stepped out of his trainers, leaving them in the middle of the kitchen.
"If your sister is anything like you, I'm moving out for the week," Jisung groaned as he set the groceries on the counter.
"Step-sister," Minho corrected, as if to remind himself. "We're not related and she's annoying so you'll be two peas in a pod."
"You say annoying, I say fun and friendly," the other boy laughed as he opened the double door fridge, loading it up with endless cans of beer and jars of salsa dip. "Since you say she's like me and you dislike her so much, maybe I'll offer her to room with me instead of you."
"Over my dead body."
It was the usual deadpan delivery so Jisung didn't think much of it, but when he turned to glance at Minho he felt a little breathless under the weight of the menacing glare his friend was directing straight at him. Minho had even stopped stacking the apples in the fruit bowl.
"Or-or she'll just room with you and I'll give you my s-spare mattress?"
Minho's lip quirked upwards. "Good boy."
It was the first time you were visiting Minho in university. It was nearly the end of the first semester of his third year and your first year, exams already over with but most people had yet to disperse for the holidays. The plan was for you to spend a week with Minho at the dorms and then both of you would return home for the festivities. Separately.
Your parents had split up a few years ago which had been painful for everyone. You had truly felt like you had a whole family again and losing that felt like a slap in the face. You and Minho had no other siblings and had got so used to each other that you didn't know what to do with yourselves at first. No more yelling at the door of your shared bathroom when you hogged the shower and Minho had to wash off after dance practice. No more bickering in the kitchen over your stealing each other's snacks. No more sharing the bus to school.
At first there were long, awkward phone calls where you and Minho would just write your homework together, on the phone, neither of you saying much. Sad meetups at your favourite ice cream place became a weekly thing, the two of you huddled in a corner, sharing a sundae and complaining about how boring your lives were now. You and Minho had ended up going to different universities in different towns and your phone calls gradually became more rare, usually you'd call him to complain about boys and he'd explain to you everything you did wrong before cheering you up and telling you that whoever couldn't see past your annoying little habits didn't deserve any of your time. He'd link you videos of his dance covers and competitions and you'd share them proudly on your social media, showing off your big brother.
Except... he wasn't your brother anymore. Minho didn't allow himself to think of that fact because every time a picture of you with some new boyfriend would pop up on his socials, a painful, unexplainable, uncomfortable feeling would twist up his guts. He was just protective of you, he still thought of you as his annoying little sister and didn't want to see you get hurt by some boy, that was all. That was how he explained it to himself.
Only he couldn't stop himself from picturing that it was his hands around your waist instead of those of the guy in the photo with you. And he couldn't explain it either. He couldn't stop dreaming of what it would be like if it was him kissing you, making you smile into the kiss instead. It was those thoughts that made Minho's breath hitch, his eyes squeezing shut as if to clear the images from his mind while the guilt and shame rose up high in his chest, ready to choke him. He shouldn't think of you that way, you were his sister, you grew up with him, it didn't matter that you weren't related by blood or family. It wasn't right, it was shameful, it was... so fucking exciting that Minho had started wearing sweats one size bigger around the house because the amount of boners he sprung unintentionally was getting downright embarrassing.
And now, he had to survive a week with you after not having lived in the same house with you for years. He'd be sharing a room with you again and you'd be in the house with his seven horny, obnoxious guy friends, none of whom had girlfriends. Just kill him now. Jisung just happened to be the target of the day but by now all of them had got their fair share of the infamous grumpy, prickly Minho who stormed and raged when something wouldn't go his way.
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"Morning, dork," Minho greeted you with a lopsided grin, then took it without missing a beat when you jumped right into his arms, dropping your luggage on the floor.
"Hi Y/N!"
You turned to Changbin, Chan and Felix, the resident extroverts, who were peeking from behind Minho's shoulder with big, cheesy smiles. 
"Hi guys! It's so weird finally meeting you in person and not just seeing you pop up in Minho's video calls!" You laughed as you got off Minho and gathered up your luggage.
"Oh no, no, I'll get those for ya," Chan took your suitcase and backpack from your hands with one finger each as if they weighed nothing and you couldn't hide the impressed expression on your face.
"Why don't we show you around?" Changbin and Felix ushered you further into the hallway, both oblivious to the daggers being stared into the backs of their heads as you happily followed them to the kitchen. Doing his best to ignore the ugly feeling already bubbling in his chest, Minho trudged down the hallway to Jisung's room to take the promised (blackmailed, really) spare mattress.
Meanwhile Felix and Changbin were showing you all the snacks that had been bought for you and you were in awe of how many of your favourites there were. You happily gushed about childhood memories of eating them at the movies with your parents and Minho.
"I hope it isn't too personal," Felix started, "but when did your dad and Minho's mom split up?"
"Minho and I were still in high school," you looked down, counting the years. "So it must have been about four, no, five years ago now? God, has it really been that long?" You almost couldn't believe it yourself.
"Do you miss your step-mom?"
"Felix, we just met the girl," Changbin elbowed Felix awkwardly.
"No, it's alright. I know we only just met in person but I feel like I've known you guys for years," you smiled at the two. "I do miss her. She's such a lovely woman. She still calls me sometimes."
Felix's gaze shifted nervously from yours to somewhere behind you and you followed it instinctively, finding Minho who had walked in at some point and was looking none too pleased.
"Come on dweeb, I'll show you to my room," he said casually but his eyes never met yours, remaining fixed on Felix.
That felt a little odd, you thought as you followed Minho down the hallway, but your brother was such a grump and so moody that you didn't think much of it, if anything it was same old same old and you couldn't help but smile at the familiarity of him trying to shelter you from guys.
Minho opened the door to his room for you and you followed him inside.
"Wow, still such a poser," you teased, eyeing the posters of dance crews and photos from dance competitions decorating the walls.
"Still such a nerd," Minho fired back without missing a tick.
"You're just jealous because nerds are trendy now and you didn't get a scholarship." It was like you were twelve years old again, only taller and in a university dorm.
"My university only gives them out for the science and engineering majors, little miss "heritage college", Minho raised an eyebrow, crossing his arms.
"Alright, alright, fair enough."
"So your stuff is over there by the drawers," Minho pointed, "and I got Jisung's air mattress. I'd offer you the bed but I know you hate hard mattresses."
"Thanks, well remembered," you thumbs up-ed. "Have you got spare blankets?"
"Oh, sure, let me just find...," Minho rummaged through the wardrobe, pulling out a spare sheet. "Um, spare blankets... are apparently something I don't have," he concluded awkwardly after pulling out all his spare bedding on the floor which consisted only of sheets.
"That's okay, do any of the boys have any?"
"I know for a fact that they don't because they borrow sheets from me and destroy them all the time," Minho grumbled, "and I've seen Chan use a towel as a blanket more than once."
"We'll just share yours then, that's cool," you shrugged.
"Yeah... Yeah, sure."
Minho hurried out of the room, hit by the sudden realisation that the last time you lived together it was still common for you two to share a bed on family road trips. He tried his hardest not to imagine sharing a bed with you, how soft your skin would be if he reached for you under the covers, dragging his fingers up the inside of your thighs...
"You coming or what? I'm showing you the bathroom and then I have to leave for practice, come on." His voice sounded more annoyed than he'd intended, and the latter part was an outright lie. He didn't have practice but what he did have was a desperate need to go over to the dorm next door with the keys his friends had left him and jerk off in their bathroom if he had any hope of making it through the evening with you.
"Yeah, yeah, calm down," you followed him back into the hallway.
"This is the bathroom you can use, I share with Felix and Hyunjin but Hyunjin barely ever leaves his room and he showers in the middle of the night so you don't need to worry about that."
You looked around the space, finding it cleaner than you'd expect in a house of eight college boys.
"And how do I work the shower?"
"I'll show you, you turn this on first," Minho guided you nearer to the shower with a hand on your shoulder, reaching past you to turn a dial on the boiler, "and then you use this knob to adjust the temperature." He reached further past you to reach it, his whole body caging yours now.
The feeling of your warmth and your faint perfume enveloping him almost made him shiver but he held fast and didn't let it show.
Something about how broad he was registered as a novel feeling in your mind. He wasn't quite like this when you last saw him, but then you hadn't really ever paid that much attention. He was always your big brother, you hadn't really noticed how strong his thighs seemed in his fitted jeans or how his hoodie seemed to stretch over his shoulders more now than you ever recalled. Because why would you notice? Why would you, and why were you noticing now? Were his eyes always so pretty and deep? They really were awfully pretty.
"What?" Minho frowned, still less than a palm's breadth away from you, fingers still clinging to your waist.
"Nothing, I just thought you had something in your hair," you lied instinctively, unsure whether Minho bought it because your eyes had never reached anywhere higher than his own. You were too distracted following the details of his lashes and the way the light reflected in his dark eyes. Something in the air had shifted, both of you knew that but both of you refused to acknowledge it.
Minho quickly withdrew his hand from your waist, mumbling about going to practice now and how he'd be back later, leaving you alone and disconcerted in the bathroom.
You heard the front door open and close before you'd even made it back into the hallway.
"Aren't you and Hyunjin going to practice too?" You asked Felix who had just emerged from the kitchen, seeming confused himself. You knew that Minho, Felix and Hyunjin were part of the same dance crew.
"Practice broke up for the holidays last week, why?"
"Oh, no reason..."
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When Minho returned it was already dark. He followed the sound of laughter to the living room to find you and Felix engaged in some sort of dance routine. Even Hyunjin had crawled out of his room, giggling happily on the couch as he directed you and Felix this way and that.
"No, no, you leg should bend inwards, not like that," Hyunjin pointed.
"How?! That's not humanly possible," you complained, trying to contort your body the way you thought he meant.
"No, silly, the other way," Felix came over to place one hand on your thigh and one on your hip, turning your leg inward and directing your movement. "Yeah, now you're getting it!"
"What are you doing?" Minho's voice cut through the jolly atmosphere and Felix took his hands off you as if he'd been caught stealing.
"Oh good, you're back! We're starving, we were waiting for you so we could order pizza," Changbin said, having just walked in as well. His keen eyes flitted between you and how close Felix was to you, then over to Minho who once again looked as if he wanted to murder someone.
"So pizza! Come on, let's choose and order already," Hyunjin joined in, having clocked the weird silent exchange.
Without a word, Minho headed for the drawer of takeout menus.
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A couple of hours later, all nine of you were strewn about the living room, pizza boxes and drinks littering all surfaces as you were all engrossed in a cheesy horror movie. You had been given the honor of the single armchair while the rest of the boys had arranged themselves on the sofa and the floor, except for Minho who perched right beside you on the armrest of the chair, claiming that it was his chair and he was not going to fully give it up.
It was unbelievably comforting to lean on Minho's sturdy frame, breathing in his familiar scent and burying your face into his hoodie during the more gory scenes. If anything, his running commentary of "for fuck's sake, you're such a baby" only added to the familiarity and comfort of the evening.
When a toilet and drink refill break was in order, Minho paused the movie and the boys rose up to stretch and take turns for the bathroom and kitchen. While Minho was busy refilling your drink in the kitchen, Felix plopped down on the armchair next to you to show you the silly picture of Hyunjin he'd promised you earlier. The others were taking their time and things quickly turned into you and Felix watching videos on his phone, huddled close on the armchair and snickering under your breaths. Felix nudged you when you teased him about showing off his own dance practice clips and you stuck your tongue out at him. Changbin had remained on the couch, scrolling through his phone but was now casting worried glances over at the two of you.
"Oh yeah? What if I caught that little tongue of yours and didn't let you have it back, hmm?" Felix said cutely, leaning over so close that you could count every freckle on his nose. There was a glint beyond just something cute in his gaze. 
You weren't entirely clueless, you didn't miss the way his eyes drifted down to your lips for a second even though you hadn't said anything. There was something a little hungry in his eyes. Butterflies fluttered in your stomach at the realisation that Felix really was so very cute and he liked you.
"Uuuuh, hyung, can you get me one more beer too, please?" Changbin's voice was loud and tense, addressing Minho who was just about to walk back into the living room.
"Get it yourself, you lazy--"
The sound of the popcorn bowl rattling on the floor startled you and Felix, both of you bolting upright on instinct.
"I have to ask you something real quick, come here," Changbin quickly stood up and dragged Felix by the arm down the hallway. It was unmistakable this time, the sheer possessiveness with which Minho glared in Felix's direction as the lattee disappeared with Changbin into their room.
"Dude, what the fuck? What's the matter with you," Felix yanked his arm from Changbin's grip once the door shut behind them.
"Are you really that stupid? Have you really not noticed that all of today Minho has been two seconds away from ripping you a new one?"
Felix blinked rapidly, not looking exactly like a person in the know.
"What are you talking about?"
"You can't act like that around his sister without his permission, man!" Changbin sounded exasperated.
"Like what? I wasn't doing anything, we were just hanging out," Felix tried to explain himself.
"Oh please, you've been drooling all over her all day! You're not fooling me and you're certainly not fooling Minho."
"Yeah, so? They're not related and they're not even technically step-siblings anymore, what's the problem?"
Changbin sighed and shook his head disapprovingly.
"It doesn't work like that, man. They grew up together, she's his younger sister and he's always going to be protective of her. Do us all a favour and give this up before you really fuck things up with Minho. I don't want to have to look for a whole new set of housemates for next year."
"Are we going to talk about what just happened, or...?"
You left the question rhetorically unfinished, looking up at Minho who had repositioned himself on the armrest next to you. He'd been way too obvious to pretend nothing at all had happened.
"He knows I don't like it when he takes my chair."
So that's what he was going with.
"Right. Okay," you muttered.
"What?" Minho nudged you with his thigh which was level with your waist where he was perching.
An idea popped into your head and in that moment it seemed like such a good way to probe what Minho was actually on about.
"Nothing, I'm just a bit peeved because I was having a conversation and we were getting somewhere before you interrupted us."
"Getting where," Minho asked, trying to sound casual.
"Well, you know how I've been single for a while again? I was telling Felix about that and he's so cute, honestly I was kind of hoping he might ask me out."
No response followed, only the sound of Minho swallowing thickly as he tried not to react.
"You don't mind, right?" You had him cornered.
It felt like ice lodged in Minho's stomach at your question and he was genuinely drawing a blank.
"Minho?"
"I... I don't know. It's a bit weird, I've never had to think about it. You're my sister, I've never thought of you going out with one of my friends."
"I've been thinking though... We're always going to be close but I'm not your sister anymore, technically."
He finally looked at you and there was a weird expression on your face.
"What? Surprised that I would say that?" You raised your eyebrows at him. "You always make sure you emphasise that fact to your friends on video calls. Is it weird to hear me saying it myself?"
Minho stood up.
"Clearly you want to have some sort of conversation but I can't do this now, the guys are all coming back. Let's just finish the movie first," Minho said without looking at you as he arranged himself on the sofa.
Seungmin, Chan and Hyunjin returned with drinks and joined him and a few minutes later Jeongin, Changbin and Felix emerged from the hallway. Felix glanced at you awkwardly before joining the two on the floor, as far away from both you and Minho as possible.
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Waiting for the movie to finish was like white room torture. You couldn't concentrate on the plot at all and barely noticed when the guys would laugh or shriek at whatever was going on in the haunted house in the movie. When the credits finally rolled you sighed in relief.
Minho went to get spare towels while the boys cleaned up around the living room and bickered about who was going to shower in what order.
"Um, I'll use Hyunjin and Jeongin's bathroom for the week so don't worry about using up the water," Felix said awkwardly as he shuffled past you with arms full of pizza boxes. You nodded and gave him a tense smile in return.
With an uneasy feeling you made your way to Minho's room to unpack some of your things and ask who was going first but you heard the shower in his bathroom already running. You exhaled heavily. At least the conversation was going to be postponed for a little while, you thought as you got clothes and toiletries out of your backpack and suitcase. You laid pyjamas out on the bed as if appraising them. Couldn't you just wear Minho's? Surely he wouldn't mind that, given that he was already acting like some sort of alpha male marking his territory around you. You tucked your pyjamas back into your suitcase just as the shower was turned off in his bathroom.
You didn't want to cross paths with him just yet so you went to the kitchen to get yourself water to keep in the room for the night. As soon as you shut the door, however, you bumped into a hard, warm body. Of course Minho's. Bare from the hips up, towel riding low at his waist. Your stomach dropped and there was no stopping your eyes from roaming all over his muscled torso, the way a few stray droplets still rolled from his neck down to his sculpted chest and you forgot to breathe. When you finally dared to meet Minho's eyes he was waiting patiently, as if he knew what you would do. He handed you a clean towel as he passed you, not bothering to say anything.
You gave up on going to the kitchen entirely and clutched your toothbrush in your hand. You couldn't face going back to the room to get the rest of your toiletries and resigned yourself to borrowing Minho's as you bolted for the bathroom and had one of the fastest showers of your life.
The warm spray did little to quiet your mind but it did calm your breathing and suddenly facing Minho didn't feel so scary. You'd go in, ask to borrow pyjamas and just have a conversation. There wasn't much coherent inner monologue happening in your head and you fixed yourself up as if on autopilot, wrapping the towel above your chest to cover yourself as you left the warm bubble of the bathroom.
Minho was waiting for you, sitting on his bed and had thankfully put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. When he saw you he patted the space next to him.
"Can I borrow some PJs before we do that?"
The double meaning of the question didn't occur to you until after you said it but Minho didn't linger on it and just tucked into his dresser drawer to hand you a t-shirt and pair of shorts similar to what he was wearing.
"I think they're all done in the bathrooms, you can go back out," he said quietly.
"I can just change here quickly if you just..." You motioned for Minho to turn around and he obliged, turning off the main light and leaving just the soft warm glow from the small lamp by his bed. He said cross-legged with his hands covering his lap, the only sound in the room that of fabric rustling over your bare skin and Minho had entirely given up on covering up his erection. If you noticed it, then you noticed it and that was going to be just one more conversation that needed to be had.
He felt the mattress dip and jostle slightly as you made your way to sit next to him and he finally turned around. A lump formed in his throat at how cute you looked in his shirt and shorts, and he tried his damndest not to stare at your nipples outlined by the thin fabric. He tried even harder not to think of how much this reminded him of the nights you two had spent with torches under a blanket reading books you were too young for, talking about what houses you wanted to live in and what you would do when you grew up.
"So...," you started hesitantly.
"So."
You chewed your lip. "So things have been weird, huh?"
"You might say that."
"It's not about Felix at all, is it." It wasn't a question from you.
"It's a little about Felix," Minho smiled lopsidedly, one eye crinkling.
"But it could just as easily have been about any of the boys?"
"I don't...," Minho sighed, hand going up to the back of his neck nervously. "I think you're right. Yes, I actually can physically say that," he narrowed his eyes sarcastically when you smirked at him. You breathed a little easier when his usual sarcastic demeanor resurfaced, however slightly.
You gambled and reached out to clasp your fingers around his.
"I missed you just the same as I always do, you know?"
"I know," he said, looking down at your clasped hands. "I just don't know when it started to feel... different." He looked up at you, hoping to whoever would listen that you would catch his meaning and make it easier for him, make it so that he didn't have to spell out exactly how he felt in the agonising detail that he felt it.
"It got harder to see you with other guys, boyfriends or even Felix today. It never used to bother me this much."
"Well it used to bother me," you quipped. "But now I think I kind of like it."
"Like what?"
"I like that you don't like when I'm with other guys," you looked at him square in the eyes. "And..."
He followed your eyes as they traced the lines of his neck to his collarbones exposed by the loose shirt he wore.
"Some of the things I've thought about... I felt so awful," he started carefully, voice dropping to a whisper halfway through from how it shook.
"If I made you take your other hand off your lap, what would happen?" You knew very well what it would reveal, and looked up at Minho as if to challenge him.
You knew. You knew everything. And the only reason you could know this much was if you had felt it yourself too, Minho thought and threw hesitation to the side as he took the hand you were holding off his lap, revealing his erection which was still straining in his shorts.
"What would we do, hypothetically?" Your voice was now a whisper too.
"Maybe something like what we talked about at the tree house that summer."
Minho was referring to the last year you lived together before your parents split up. They were fighting a lot and you and Minho would often end up escaping to the tree house you had built together in middle school. By then Minho had lost his virginity to his first girlfriend and being the horny teens you both were, you'd begged him to tell you what his first time was like, claiming it was so that you'd know what to do to be safe when the time came for you too. Minho had called you crazy but eventually gave in, and it had been surprisingly romantic the way it had happened for him. He'd been gentle and careful but when he'd realised how well he'd been doing and how much his girlfriend had enjoyed it, he'd got more passionate and rough and ended up even getting her to orgasm. You had listened to the story and wondering what this feeling was in your groin as Minho was telling it. A heavy, throbbing sort of feeling as images had flashed in your mind of what it would feel like to have someone do those things to you. Years later you'd realised that you had wanted Minho to be the one doing them to you but you could never tell him, he would never understand.
Except he did, and he'd felt the same way for God knows how long and you had never realised. Society would frown on you and your parents would go insane if they found out and so you desperately hoped you could keep it secret, but that was all going to be a problem for the you of a few hours later to deal with.
Because right now Minho was kissing you.
Soft, eager lips moulding around yours as his hands reached up to cradle your face. His passion poured into his kiss and you could say hand on your heart that you had never been kissed like that by anyone else. Your lips parted helplessly and sparks shot through you at the same time as a shiver swept over your skin at the feel of Minho's tongue tracing your bottom lip for permission. You moaned into his mouth and he did the same, years of repressed feelings and longing seeping out of you and guiding your lips and bodies closer together.
You moved to straddle Minho's lap and hummed high and needy at the feel of his hard cock right against your core through the thin layers of fabric separating you. He sucked your bottom lip between his and bit it lightly, greedy and wanton as he dragged his lips down your jaw to your neck where he lavished the skin with open-mouthed kisses and bites, stoking a feeling inside you just like that at the treehouse. A needy, throbbing tension between your legs that screamed to be alleviated and you instinctively ground your hips down onto his, nestling his cock right against your clit through your shorts. The pressure on your sensitive bud felt divine and you moaned more loudly, prompting Minho to shush you gently.
"You can't make so much noise, dummy, no one can know about this. No one...."
His whispering in your ear had you arching your back, pressing your breasts against his chest and your patience wearing thinner. You quieted yourself by kissing his neck, nibbling lightly on the skin and smiling against it when he sighed. Your fingers reached for the hem of his shirt and he raised his arms for you easily, letting you pull it up and off of him.
"You got really hot, you know?" It sounded stupid but you wanted him to know and the light chuckle vibrating in his chest made you smile as you continued your journey over his skin with your lips, kissing down his chest and dragging your hands over the expanse of smooth, warm skin.
Encouraged, he slipped his hands under your (his) shirt, caressing your back which only made you impatient for him to touch you where you wanted him more. You pressed your body against his and he looked up at you.
"What shall we do first, hmm?"
His voice was so soft as his thumbs rubbed circles around your waist. If it was possible to feel so safe and at the same time like wanting to rip his shirt clean off, that was where you were. Minho smiled at you tugging on his waistband and separated from you just long enough for you to slide his shorts down his legs. He had nothing on underneath because why would he.
You greedily spread your hands, touching as much bare, warm skin as you could while you slid down his body to settle in between his legs. He remained sitting upright, body curling up over you protectively and his hands slid into your hair.
You wrapped your fingers around his length and your pussy throbbed from how hard and heavy he was in your hand. A throaty hum vibrated in his chest and his eyes drifted closed for a moment but he didn't want to miss a second of you doing this to him, so he willed himself to keep them open. He was planning to take it easy, it was already difficult enough to silence the rational part of his brain but when your lips wrapped around his tip it all flew out the window.
"God..." he moaned as his head tipped back loosely and his grip tightened on your hair. You felt so greedy, you quickly swallowed down as much of his shaft as you could fit and a hungry little groan rumbled in your throat.
"You can't make so much noise, dummy. No one can know about this," you threw his own words back at him after you popped off him with a slurp, then promptly teased the tip of your tongue into the slit at the head of his cock. Minho had no comeback, he could only clench his jaw to quiet himself as he clung to the thought of not thrusting right into your throat. He couldn't resist pressing your head lower onto him though, and you took more of his cock in surprise.
You wanted to please him. You wanted to please your big brother and it didn't matter what the combination of those words sounded like at that moment. It only mattered how beautiful Minho's moan sounded when you slacked your jaw and swallowed around his crown, the weight of him pressing down on your tongue, your hand stroking him in turn.
"Wait, wait!" He was hastily pulling you up, gently tugging on your hair until you could look at him. "I don't even want to think about how you got so good at this but I want a turn now."
Something constricted in his chest when you licked your lips and smiled at him, mouth still barely an inch from his cock. He was in so much trouble. This went way beyond just thinking you were pretty. Your eyes made him want to make you shut them in pleasure, your smile made him him want to see it morph into a sigh as he filled you. You let him guide you up and then lay you back down on his bed on your back.
Your (his) shorts were sliding down your legs so easily as if he'd done this to you before. And he had, in his mind at least, only now he was getting to do it for real, to feel goosebumps rising over your skin as he took your underwear off with the shorts too and you were spread bare in front of him. There was so much flutter in your chest when you felt his fingers ghosting at the soft insides of your thighs that it made you think whether part of it was shame.
"Do you think maybe we shouldn't...."
The words died in your mouth when Minho's fingers reached your center and you felt just how effortless the glide was over your folds.
"Fuck, if you're backing out you have to tell me now, I can't take knowing what you feel like and not tasting it," he said tensely, keeping himself still in case you really wanted to back out.
You couldn't take it either, couldn't take having just a hint of what it would feel like to have him like that, and you pulled at his wrist, bringing his fingers back in contact with your pussy.
"Oh god, you're fucking precious, aren't you?"
You couldn't tell whether it was a tease but it didn't matter, not when Minho loomed over you, covering your body with his and leaning down to kiss you as his fingers stroked you slowly. Feeling how eager you were and how his digits slipped and slid so easily over your folds had his brain on autopilot and he was soon diving in to taste you, tongue fast and broad to capture as much of your essence as he could reach. He pressed his tongue against your clit in wide, slow strokes as his fingertips teased at your entrance and you whined quietly, terrified of anyone else hearing what you were doing with your step-brother.
He kept a steady pace but you could tell it wasn't easy for him, at times his tongue curling over your clit and a deep groan vibrating in his throat. It felt so good that despite your nervousness you were steadily getting worked up and the pricks of heat came sharp in your belly, leaving you gasping for breath. Your hands gripped at anything you could reach - the covers, your own thighs, your breasts. Minho noticed and without stopping, he dragged your hand to his hair. You pushed his head down further on instinct, grinding your hips against his face.
Easing a finger into you, he stroked your soft insides and crooked it in a way that made you clench onto it and suck in a breath.
"God, Minho, it feels so good, fuck..."
His dark eyes drank in your face twisted in pleasure and the pained way the words made it out of you and he dove back in, closing his eyes as his tongue traced patterns on your clit. He looked so fucking good like that between your legs that you sunk your teeth into your lip to try and stop the carnal moans threatening to spill.
"Tell me if you're close, I'll make it good," he murmured against your folds and you whined.
"I'm close now, oh fuck... It's so good like that, just like that!"
He obliged, only quickening his finger inside you slightly and adding a second, playing with your sensitive spot so teasingly as he continued stroking your clit with his tongue.
"Mmm, mmm.... Can you suck my clit please?" You didn't know what came over you but you were feeling so well taken care of, you felt like there was no way a sweet request like that would go unanswered.
Minho stopped lapping at your clit and looked up at you, a small grin gracing his features before he wrapped his lips around your clit and sucked just like you'd asked him.
A hot wave undulated somewhere from inside of you and you squeezed your eyes shut from the pleasure. You were panting now, barely able to get enough air into your lungs. You were so close and so acutely focused on the sensations from Minho's fingers inside you and his lips on your clit that you could think of nothing else.
Thrusting his fingers harder inside you, Minho looked up at you once more.
"Relax and just cum on my fingers, come on." It was a quiet, almost whispered command and he looked so unbelievably hot in that moment, when he closed his lips around your clit again you only lasted another few seconds before your walls were clamping down on his fingers. Your throat was locked up, too afraid to make noise, but your face was twisted in a silent scream as the orgasm surged through you. Minho kept his fingers buried inside you for you to have something to clench on, and because he loved feeling your dripping pussy pulse around them, getting to feel your orgasm directly. Your whole body wracked in a convulsion from the force of it and Minho raised himself up to lay beside you, hands reassuringly stroking over your skin while you calmed down and caught your breath.
When you could finally open your eyes properly, you found him gazing at you, dark eyes still hungry even as his fingers tamely stroked your jaw.
"It's never felt this good before, how the hell did you do that?" Your voice sounded raw and small.
"Maybe because I've imagined it so many times," Minho's smile was wry and crooked.
"Oh yeah? What else did you imagine?" You teased as much as your fucked out state allowed.
Minho chuckled lightly, tucking his head into your shoulder before raising it up so his lips were at the shell of your ear.
"So many things. Like how it would feel to have you on top of me, riding me..." His whisper thrummed inside you like the lick of hot metal. "How warm and wet you'd feel around my cock, how I could watch myself disappearing inside you as I spank that cute ass of yours from behind..."
His cock was hard and warm, precum dribbled out of his tip onto your thigh, and you moaned from the sensation of it and the filthy words he was caressing you with. You didn't feel spent anymore, all you wanted was to feel full of him, to finally know what it felt like.
"I want to feel that too. Please, fuck me..." You reached down to stroked his cock and heard him hiss before he bit your earlobe lightly.
"How do you want me, precious?"
God, the nickname made this feel even filthier. It used to be a word meant to tease you and now it had taken on a whole new meaning.
"I want what you just said. Please!"
He took your hand and guided you to sit up and turn around on all fours, fitting himself between your spread thighs behind you and reaching down to stroke your pussy again.
"You're fucking dripping for me," he remarked as he teased along your wet slit, dipping a digit in just for a second and spreading the wetness over your clit before stroking it with the pads of his fingers.
You moaned low and desperate, still sensitive from your orgasm but your hips pushed back chasing his touch regardless.
"Fuck, you don't know how good you look right now. Spread open like that for me and so wet..."
You never thought you'd ever hear such words from Minho but now that you were hearing them, you wanted only for him not to stop.
"You gonna fuck yourself on my fingers? So needy, always such a little princess, have to have whatever you want, don't you?"
He was teasing but obliging you at the same time, fingers poised at your entrance and when you pushed back you felt them sink into you deep.
"Please, oh my god, please fuck me now, I need your cock, please!"
You never thought you'd be one to beg either, but few things were turning out to be as you expected from this visit, that was for sure.
Your felt Minho remove his fingers from you and something blunt replacing the pressure at your entrance.
"Alright, stay still now."
You tried your best to do as he said, stilling your writhing his and planting your hands in front of you.
You felt the thick head of his cock breaching your entrance and popping in, but he retreated as soon as it had entered you.
A low, animalistic sound left you and you arched your back more deeply but held still for Minho. You were rewarded with the return of his tip into you and he teased it in and out of you a few times, stretching your entrance out gently and driving you out of your mind. You felt him bend over you and ghost kisses over your shoulders as his face came up to the side of your ear.
"Fuck yourself onto my cock now, come on." The whispered command made your eyes roll back as you moved your hips into him, finally taking his length in beyond the tip and nestling him fully inside you. When his hips hit your ass you both groaned, hands tightening on each other in some feeble attempt to keep things slow and not too loud.
It was unnerving how easily your bodies fell into a rhythm, Minho thrusting deeply into you and you meeting him halfway. As if you'd both imagined this very scenario and played around with how it would go down.
Tracing a hand down your back, Minho watched your silky folds swallow him up over and over as he bottomed out inside you. Both of you were holding down your moans but the slick sound of his cock working its way inside you was almost just as loud.
"Can you hear how fucking wet you are? You feel so good around me, so warm and snug I could just fill you up. Would you like that, huh?" The rasp in his voice drove you crazy and you fucked yourself onto his dick harder, keening high in your throat.
"I would love it, I would love it if you fucked me full of you..." It came out quiet and shy but Minho could feel every bit of desperation that your voice couldn't convey. Your fists clenched so tight into the covers, the deep arch to your back, the way your cunt would tighten up more on him with every deep thrust and dirty word from him.
He reached around to stroke your clit in time with his thrusts, keeling it slow and deep as he had until now and your mouth dropped open, nothing coming out. The feeling of his heavy cock dragging over your sensitised walls was hard enough to bear but his fingers on your clit made you feel like you were losing your mind. You couldn't think, breathing seemed to take so much effort and his cock inside you was almost not enough. You jerked and ground your hips desperately, taking in all of his length and swiveling your hips when he was balls-deep inside of you.
"I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna cum, Minho! Please don't stop, just fuck me, fill me up, I want to feel it, please!"
The words kept coming out of you and you didn't care how desperate you sounded, you only wanted to feel Minho reach his high inside of you and the way his hand clenched hard onto your hips gave you a deep sense of relief.
His fingers stroked faster over your clit and he rocked into you hard, jostling your whole frame with the force of his thrusts. Somewhere in the midst of it the pressure inside you snapped, your walls fluttering around Minho's length as it worked and pressed into your tender spots and your clit throbbed under his fingers. A raw cry ripped from you as you came hard on his cock, your cunt clenching and holding him impossibly snug to where his thrusts became laboured.
Shaken, short breaths from behind you told you that Minho was at his limit and he ground his hips into you, trying to wring out the last bit of friction he needed without overstimulating you but you didn't care, you rocked back onto him yourself. He withdrew to the tip and slammed back into you once, twice, then groaned and grabbed your hips painfullly tight. His cock pulsed inside you, feeling so thick and hard all of a sudden and a warm gush of cum spurted inside you. Then another, and another as Minho rocked into you, emptying himself inside you just like you'd begged him to. One hand left the bruising grip on your hip to trail over your spine and around, grabbing your breast then pressing your chest up to bring your body up off your hands and flush with his front.
Heavy breaths expanded his sculpted chest and he kissed up your shoulder as he worked through his own orgasm, his hips twitching until his cock finally stopped throbbing inside of you. It was too hard to hold yourself up and you fell forward onto your hands again but your elbows buckled and you found yourself with your cheek pushed against the bed, hips still held in Minho's hands. He guided you to drop them and you laid down flat, his heavy frame following on top and covering yours with him still inside you.
"I could stay inside you all night," he murmured into your back, resting his head on you.
"I want you to, but you're a little heavy," you chuckled.
"Sorry," Minho said dramatically and moved back slightly, your bodies now parallel to each other with him spooning you from behind.
"Oh..."
With his cock softening inside you you felt his cum start to drip out of your well-fucked hole.
"Don't move, I got it," Minho said as he raised himself up on one arm and reached for some wipes in his bedside table. He helped clean you and himself up then settled back in place behind you. You listened to his now even breaths and felt safer than you ever had, right there in his arms. Not everything was peaceful in your mind though.
"Minho?"
"Hmm?"
"What now?"
He guided you to roll over and face him, taking your leg to wrap around his hip.
"Now we hope nobody heard us, I guess."
You stroked his hair, focusing on his glistening eyes in the grey-blue darkness.
"I'm going to have to pretend that I don't want to kiss you every time I look at you?"
Minho nodded slightly.
"And I can't have you sitting on my lap when we watch movies with our friends because all I'm gonna want is to wrap my arms around you and kiss you back."
You smirked. "Sap."
Minho raised an eyebrow. "Well I'm also gonna want you dripping and screaming for me as I have you riding me, but I was trying to be romantic."
Saying that, you felt his cock stir from where it laid close to your pussy and the hardening length brushed up against your folds of its own accord.
"We can do like you wanted and have you inside me all night," you suggested teasingly.
"You really think you can sleep with my cock buried inside you and not move?"
"We can just try," you laughed airily. Minho leaned in, kissing your lips and guiding your hips closer, holding your leg to spread you apart as he slid his cock back into you.
"Oh my god, Minho..." You gasped, hips grinding involuntarily at the feel of him filling you up again.
"I know, I know," he shushed you, holding you still. "Just close your eyes and try to sleep."
He tucked your head into his chest and rested his chin on top. You closed your eyes and focused on the rest of his warmth enveloping you, the steady thrum of his heart and the light fan of his breath in your hair. You felt full but the tiredness took the raw edge away from that and soon you both drifted off to sleep.
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You woke up to Minho moving and the sheets rustling around you as he separated from you and rose from the bed. It was still dark and you were too tired to check the time. You heard the bathroom door shut, then a minute later Minho walked back in and leaned down to kiss your lips before settling back into bed with you.
You were tired but too awake not to feel how wet you were from having his cock inside you earlier and you scooted over to him, hand trailing over his chest as you kissed his neck.
"You awake?" He asked, voice heavy from sleep and his hand joining yours over his chest.
"Mm kinda. Want you...." You croaked out, lips trailing over hot skin and settling at his nipple. He chuckled lightly and reached between your legs, stroking a finger between your folds and finding you soaked.
"Come here," he whispered and dragged you to lay on top of him, legs spread around his hips. He teased your hole with his fingers then rubbed your juices over his quickly hardening cock.
"Tell me if it hurts, okay?"
You nodded against his chest and he guided his cock into you, both of you sighing at the feeling of being joined again. You couldn't lie, it did sting from how he'd fucked you earlier but it felt even better somehow and you wantonly ground onto his length, burying him deep inside you. He dragged you over his cock and your nipples rubbed against his skin, stiffening into peaks. He raised you up slightly so your breasts were in front of his face and sat up, taking a nipple into his mouth to suck.
You hummed in pleasure and sat up more, riding him now as you tugged on his hair, keeping his mouth on your breast as he sat up as well. His hand snuck between your bodies to thumb at your clit and your breathing got harsher. The friction from his cock was overwhelming, your raw walls already fluttering when you dropped harder onto him.
"Fuck, Minho, it hurts a little but it's good. I'm gonna cum if you keep fucking me like that."
"Yeah? You sure? You don't want me stop?" He popped off your nipple then took the other to suck and drag his tongue over.
"Yes, please, it feels so good," you were begging again and Minho was starting to think he was acquiring a begging kink now because hearing you like that made his cock stiffen even more inside you.
"You look so good on top of me, come on, cum for me," he egged you on with harsh thrusts from under you, fingers still playing your clit smoothly. Your thighs ached but you could feel the crest of your orgasm flowing down already, ready to put you under and you kept fucking yourself down onto his length. He reached so deep inside you like this and the tinge of pain only heightened how good it felt. You wrapped your arms around him and dropped one last time onto his cock, walls squeezing him tight as you came on top of him.
Minho was covering your neck in kisses as you fell apart in his arms, gasping from the delicious pressure of your cunt around his dick. He reversed your positions and laid you down as he stayed inside you, leaning over you to kiss you hard.
"Think you can take a little more?" He asked, not moving until you'd said it was okay.
"Yeah, a little," you smiled at him, so fucked out and voice still heavy from sleep although you'd been moaning into his ear while you rode him.
"You feel so fucking good, I'm the luckiest bastard in the world," he kept kissing you between words as he thrust into you, pressing you down into the mattress with his hands under your thighs. You clung to him for dear life, the overstimulation setting in and making you want to scream so you bit into his shoulder. It kept you quiet but made him louder, especially once his sexed-up brain clocked what you were trying to do.
He pounded into you harder, his cock mercilessly pressing into your overused cunt and brushing against your cervix. Something else rose up in you and through the haze you realised you were about to squirt all over him.
"We're gonna need to change the sheets after this," you warned.
"Why? Oh...," it took him a second. "I don't care, that'd be fucking hot to see you cum all over me. Come on, drench me."
Your inhibitions lowered, you relaxed and let yourself focus on every bit of pressure his harsh thrusts brought and after a few more you gushed and sprayed cum all over his lower body.
"Fuck..."
The pressure forced his cock out but he quickly manhandled you and filled you up again, pounding into you without holding anything back. The wet, squelching noise your pussy made was obscene but it was in part what pushed him over the edge and he railed into you, milking himself into you and emptying his cum into you sloppily. Some of it gushed out but you liked that, reveled in the obscenity of being filled twice in one night and having covered Minho in your cum yourself.
You willed yourselves to change the bedding and collapsed into it after hastily using up more wipes. You didn't wake up again until morning.
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When you awoke again, it was from the sound of the shower in Minho's bathroom. It turned off shortly and Minho walked in with a towel around his waist. It felt like deja vu, you having seen him like that less than 12 hours ago. But the expression he wore was entirely different. Where it had been dark and cloudy before, now a wide smile was gracing his handsome features.
"Morning, dummy."
"What time is it?
"About noon. Everyone else has gone out apparently. I'll start breakfast while you shower." He put on some shorts and a hoodie and left you to sort yourself out.
Once you'd showered and dressed you made your way to the kitchen to the sight of Minho attempting to salvage somewhat charred eggs and toast.
"You still can't even make eggs?"
"Shut up, at least I'm trying. Hyunjin doesn't even do that, he orders in all the time." Minho frowned, instantly slipping back into your usual bickery dynamic.
You took half of what he'd made, giving him a cheesy smile and watching his grumpy expression lighten up again. He hated that. He was so fucking in love with you.
You chatted through breakfast, Minho listing what all his housemates were doing and guessing that none of them had heard you two from the lack of texts from anyone about it.
"So, what do you want to do today," Minho asked as he was clearing the dishes.
"I was thinking we could go to your practice studio? Felix invited me yesterday and I'd still like to go."
Minho froze in place.
"You... You want to go with Felix?"
Oh that's right. Minho's unbelievable lack of perspective when it came to other guys liking you. This could be fun.
"Yeah, he promised to teach me some choreo. That a problem?"
"You know I'm the main dancer in the crew, right?" Minho narrowed his eyes at you.
"Oh? I thought Felix was, the way he moves is so..."
You found yourself face to face with Minho before you'd even finished the sentence.
"I don't give a shit. If you want to go, then go. I'm not."
You pouted.
"Oh come on, oppa. Don't be like that. Please?"
Your tone at the last word was identical to how you'd begged him to fuck you harder last night and the next moment he was kissing you hard, pressing you against the island in the kitchen.
"What do you want me to be like, then?" He asked in between kisses. "Do you want me show you what you'll be missing hanging out with Felix?"
"Can't even imagine," you teased even as his lips under your ear made you breathless.
"I'll show you then," Minho growled, turning you around and making you brace yourself against the counter. He tugged your sweatpants down with force, your underwear going with it and his other hand roamed under your shirt, greedily tracing your skin until he reached your breasts. He cupped your core, then tapped against your clit. The sudden motion had you jerking back against him but his body was caging you between himself and the counter and you only succeeded in grinding your bare ass against his erection.
He pulled his own shorts down, taking out his cock and guiding it between your folds because of course you were still wet from the night before, he'd more than made sure of that.
"Scream all you like now, no one else is here," he rasped in your ear as he gave you a rough thrust and you felt the air being driven out of your lungs.
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Not five minutes after you'd cum screaming Minho's name and gone to change your clothes did Jeongin, Seungmin and Jisung walk in, joking loudly and sorting out take out.
You looked at Minho who was scrolling through his phone on his bed while waiting for you to change. He looked up at you at the same time and you both exchanged a grin.
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The rest of your visit was a never-ending stream of you and Minho fucking every night and every chance you got during the day when the others went out. Both of you getting off on the imposed secrecy of your relationship, you nearly got walked in on when you cut it too close fucking in the living room while Changbin was in the shower. Minho spilled inside you at the same time as the door of Changbin's bathroom opened and his footsteps thudded down the hallway.
After that you kept to Minho's bedroom, prompting the guys to tease you about being antisocial and never coming out to hang out. You were quick to say that you'd brought your Switch and you were too busy kicking Minho's ass, like old times. Minho would of course object, calling you a liar and pointing out that it was in fact he who had taught you the games.
The night before you had to leave neither of you slept at all. You were glued to each other, talking, cuddling and fucking desperately all night because you knew that after tonight it would be months before you'd see each other again. You couldn't easily explain a week's absence to your parents and justify not going to see them and see your own friends in your respective towns.
In the morning you left early, Minho coming to the station with you. Nervous but reassured that no one you knew was around, you kissed passionately in the deserted waiting room right up until you had to board your train. That night, Minho called you and you talked late into the night, falling asleep with each other on the call.
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Minho started his final semester and the days blended into one, with courses, practice and calls with you forming his routine. He was in the midst of studying the final choreography submission when things got on top of him. Nothing he tried felt good enough, and you could feel the stress from him when you talked, his calls getting shorter and him being more irritable.
It was late afternoon and he had been in the practice room since six a.m, feeling beyond exhausted when he final decided no good could come from pushing himself any further and he was risking injury. Head down and staring at his trainers, he punched in the code for the front door of his building and zoned out in the elevator. When he got off on his floor, he found you sitting on the floor in front of his apartment, next to your suitcase.
"Hey," you greeted.
Minho blinked at your blankly.
"Y/N? Why are you here?"
"I couldn't wait until spring break, I had to see you," your voice was soft as you got up from the floor.
Minho said nothing, only stepped towards you and kissed you feverishly, holding you close and backing you towards the door. His lips felt like rain after blistering heat and you opened up for him, tongues caressing each other and you hummed, wrapping your arms around his neck.
"I love you," Minho blurted out mid-kiss. You'd said it to each other countless times as kids, but this meant something different. You cradled his face in your hands, his hair damp from sweat, and you looked into his tired eyes.
"I know. I love you too. Can I come in already?"
Minho fished his keys out and ushered both of you in.
"I'm really in need of a shower. No one else is in, come with me," he said as he was already unzipping your jacket and pulling your sweater over your head. You kissed him again as you both kicked your shoes off.
"I need one too, not a bad idea."
You pulled Minho's shirt off as he backed you towards the bathroom, tossing it to join the rest of your clothes littering the hallway. Minho turned on the shower and barely parting from each other, you both stepped under the warm spray. He kissed down your chest, lavishing attention on your breasts while you dragged your hands down his abs, teasing your fingers down the lines of his hips to his stirring cock.
"I missed you so much," you whined when his fingers caressed between your legs, petting your folds with a sort of tenderness he rarely showed.
"Me too, I can't wait this long again," he said as he took one of your legs, raising it to his hip as he brought you closer and found home inside your heat.
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Changbin didn't know what to make of the clothes strewn about the hallway and the shower in Minho's bathroom running. Not until he spotted your suitcase dumped in the corner and recognised the key chain decorating it that Minho had given you last time you were here when presents were exchanged. A suspicious feeling twisted in Changbin's gut and he knew he shouldn't eavesdrop, but his room was in the same hallway as Minho's bathroom and he couldn't help quietly making his way to the door and listening for a moment.
"I missed you so much"
"Me too, I can't wait this long again"
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"I'm getting excited on the contrary"
TW: Suggestive comments
    Y/N's current alias:
    Ell Clocke
    Alias No. 161
    Date: 1300
    "Why would you pick that book out of all?  I mean, it's nothing more than some fanatic's fantasy.  Nothing worth contemplating about".  He sighs and you shoot back Will you shut up for a few minutes?  I'm trying to read, you know, do something actually productive.  Instead of listening to whatever crap that comes outta your mouth.  Idle chatter should I say?"  He huffs "Ugh!  This is why you dropped out of school, my professors would be sorely disappointed in such a lackluster person like yourself".  You remember what page you're on and set your book to the side "Good thing I don't suck up to professors then, unlike someone here.  People actually enjoy my presence, dunno if you've noticed, but everyone here would kill you if it were legal".  He blanches and mutters something "Y-you're wrong, such a notion is inconceivable.  The people adore me, a brain such as mine surely deserves respect!" you shrug "Tell that to the townspeople, everyone here fucking hates you, and the fact that you with your great brain can't see that your holier-than-thou attitude is the reason why you don't have anyone who would actually care if you died is something..."
    "Wait... are you revealing to me that you wouldn't care if I died?" he freezes, a sort of realization washing over him.
    "Wow, the great mind finally realized.  What did you expect?  Me to cry when you die?  The guy who said that I'll be nothing 'cause I got B's and not A+'s?  The guy who every day told me that my dreams weren't anything, that mom and dad just had me to compare my dullness to your brightness?  You should've been a comedian instead of a scholar, 'cause that's too fucking funny".  Your words cut like the sharpest of ice, frigid and unforgiving.  
    "I... I was joking!  Of course you couldn't take a joke, you're too sensitive..." comes the attempt to shake away the guilt.
  "At least I can feel things…” you quip back.     He takes a furious sip of his tea and coughs it out “W-what curious concoction is this?  This is surely not my tea!”.  Your eyes move to the snow white Persian cat in the corner of the parlor, lazing on her pillow.  Cotton, your mother’s most prized pet, a spoiled cat given as a gift from your father.  “Oh, Cotton peed in the cup, it must’ve slipped my mind to inform you…”
    The memory fades as you fade back to your tea, the faces swirling like the milk in the tea.  “That damned dipshit” you utter before grabbing a broom and flinging open your front door.  Your porch was decently decorated, with starch white paint on the walls and the beams supporting up the thing.  Thankfully the paint did not contain lead, or maybe it did, that might’ve explained why the townspeople avoided you like you were crazy.  A few plants in pots stood in neat rows by the front window, delicate little flowers grown from a variety of seeds.  But now was not the time to admire your handiwork.  Angrily sweeping your front porch and ignoring the clouds of dust that plague your vision.  Your brother never did get his dream…     You learned that for all of his labor, he was only remembered as a pretentious wannabe who tried so hard to make it big in the world of knowledge that he ended up only becoming famous for his attempts.  A local legend of your town.  After centuries of him being dead, you were still petty.       Continuing your furious sweep you barely notice the child staring at you from behind one of the poles.  Only stopping your sweep to take a few breaths, “What do you want kid?” You turn to meet their gaze.  A tiny lanky thing, who probably didn’t even reach your hip, with striking eyes the same shade as the blazing garnet ring your least favorite aunt always showed off.  Thick dark hair that reminded you of ink, silky and black, cut short above their shoulders.  Their outfit prim, with a neat white shirt dark brown pants.  Their ears confirmed that they were a fairy, small and pointed.       “You appear to be angered with something” they observe with a voice so quiet it seemed hardly a whisper.  They stand there, hiding, unsure of whether to approach the curiously angry stranger, or run off back into the forest.  “Just blowing off some steam” you reassure them before leaning your broom against the wall.  “I’m not gonna hurt you, ‘sides, you’d probably be more of a threat to me than vice versa” you admit, watching as their grip on the pole lightens, a few creaks from the wood reverberating off the porch’s roof.  “So uh… what brings you to my place?  Pure curiosity?  Or did I anger a fae?”  You continue, waiting for any sort of reaction.         “I hast stumbled upon your abode by chance, tis an interesting place.  Any sane human would place their home as far as possible from a fairy.  But your abode is right in the middle of our territory.  I can feel the magic everywhere” they respond at last.     
    “I’m not like most humans…” you say, half joking half seriously.  “I can feel that, there is something heavy around you.  Many feelings are wound up inside you, like a boiling pot of stew, ready to bubble over and burn at any second” comes their swift response.  “Thanks for the reading… but I don’t have anything to give ya’ unless you’re hungry for some leftover bread and cheese from this mornings meal” you admit.  They shake their head, “No thank you, my lady said to never trust strangers.  There is no shortage of people willing to take advantage of you”.  You nod slowly “Your lady is right, tis better to be safe then found dead in a ditch I suppose”.       “Shall I call you something?”     “Fae never give out their names”     “That’s right, you’ve got good instincts too”     “Are you going to give me your name?”     “Nah”
    That was the beginning of your encounters with that little faerie.  He never did give you his name, but simply told you that it was similar to a flower.  You ended up telling him your name though, so that he would stop calling you the ‘abnormal human’.  He wasn’t wrong though, normal humans weren’t immortal.  Normal humans didn’t challenge gods in hopes of death.  Normal humans didn’t use their fathers invitation to a school and assumed his identity.  You learned more about your little visitor.  He was a servant of nocturnal fae’s princess.  A little bat fae at the very bottom of the fae hierarchy, raised in luxury.  Trained to serve his lady’s every whim.  What a dreary existence… you thought. 
    In exchange for tidbits about his life you gave him some from yours.  How you challenged a god and got immortality in return.  “You are an idiot” he thought aloud as he took a spoon from one of your cabinets and grabbed a dish labeled for him.  “What is this?” He inquired suspiciously “A treat, leftovers from a friend’s party” you reply.  The little fae sniffed it curiously before digging in.  “Pear…” he said at last before finishing the dessert in a few seconds.       “Someone’s hungry” you grab a few cherries from a basket full of farmer’s market goods.  "That is none of your concern" he comments.  "Damn, you're quick to anger" you slightly tease.
    That was the last time you saw him that small, he never did grow much taller.  But there was something different about him, not just that he was visibly different.  But he seemed different, bore a different air about him, something sickening, but you could never put a finger on it.  It was unsettling, the curious gleam in his scarlet eyes faded away in favor of a hateful sheen.  His slit pupils constantly in a state of fury.  How he shook off your concern with a glare, was this how your parents felt with you?  His hair was now welcome to dyed streaks of red, a unique choice for sure. 
    You dabbed one of his more severe wounds with a cotton ball.  "Humans can never keep their hands to themselves" you mutter as you rub a salve on his injured arm.  Tone akin to a chiding parent's as you clean and bandage his arm.  "Tut tut, I told you not to play with those mean boys and their toys", the boys in question being men and the toys being weapons.  "You're not my parent dumbass" to which you shake your head teasingly "I know, but seeing you grow up to be such a strong fighter has certainly had some sort of parental affect on me".  He side-eyes you "That's so fucking sweet it's annoying...".  Playfully wacking the top of his head you smile "Language little one..."
"Fuck you" he mutters irritated.
"No one will sadly..." you respond with a sigh.
"I hate you"
"Such is the fate of every parent, I suppose.  Whatever happened to that sweet little faerie I encountered?  Now there's just this crass thing in his place"
   •✧• Centuries later •✧•
    Current Alias
    Hanakoto Y/N
    Orientation went smoothly, you personally didn't care which dorm you were placed in, so long as you'd be left alone for the most part.  You rolled your shoulders back as you stepped up to meet the gaze of the Dark Mirror.  For some reason the Ceremonial Robes felt heavier upon your arms.  As if they were weighing you down... pulling you away from your fate.  Feeling the hundreds of eyes staring at you with a variety of emotions.  The weight of their gaze not helping. 
    You stared at the Mirror as it boomed the familiar words to you that it had to many students before you.
   "The shape of thy soul is..."
   "Tenacious... therefore you are fit for Pomefiore"
    As you walk down the steps to the crowd of Pomefiore students, you hear a scoff.  Turning to face the student you're face to face with some pretty blonde student with tacky violet ends and amethysts for eyes.  "Is there a problem?" you scoff back.  He glares at you before turning back to see what new students would be joining him.  Grumbling about "potatoes".  You take an empty spot between a couple of fellow first years.  "The fuck is his problem?" you mutter glaring daggers at the back of his head. 
    Vil Schoenheit could feel holes being bored into the back of his head, probably from that insolent potato that he just bothered to stare at.  What was their problem?
   The dinner at your new dorm was luxurious, it felt like the dinners that fae had described to you, while the Queen of Briarland was entertaining nobles. There were plates piled high with delicacies, food that you had only read about, it was absolutely delicious, but that damned student from earlier kept shooting you glares.  As if everything you did earned his ire.  Like he was personally offended by your existence...  You were from a family of farmers but damn, his attitude towards you was worse than those falsely compassionately officals that pretended to take pity on the plight of farmers.  The same people that made it possible for them to stuff their faces with rich sauces and soups, those addicting desserts and prized drinks. 
    Not to mention that blonde with the bob who sat next to him kept smiling and complimenting him, lathering on the praise for him until it creeped you out.  You could've mistaken him for your brother, always showering famous scholars that he encountered with so much praise you thought that he was in love with them.  Those crusty old men who sat pondering alongside other crusty men who agreed with their every word.  This guy was more of a devout worshipper than fellow student.  What made him so good that someone would treat him like a god, or perhaps, what made him so rich?  So worthy of being praised, so worthy of being devoted to?  How curious...
    You were currently writing down your record of the first week of school, the classes, the teachers, the many students from all walks of life.  Finishing each sentence with a flourish.  You set your journal down.  You learned that the blonde with violet eyes was some model named Vil Schoenheit.  And the blonde with the bob was Rook Hunt.  Two insignificant people that you'd probably forget in a couple of centuries... or well, that's what you assumed at first...
    Resting your back against the wall you inhale quietly, your mind taking you back to the memories of a bygone era, a bygone you.  "Whatever became of that faerie?" you mutter standing up from your spot.  Stretching your arms you toss the journal into your bag.  You hadn't heard much about him after he left, you never learned his name after all, it was hard to look for someone when you didn't know a basic fact about them.  Did he die in the war?  Did he have a family?  Those questions would continue to go unanswered most likely.  You missed him, that nocturnal fae that you watched grow up, the fae brought up by royalty, a mere peasant by hierarchy's standards.  But status didn't matter to you, and he appreciated that. 
    That was then however, this is now.  Seeing the students rush to classes, take their time chatting with friends, and teachers exchanging lesson plans.  The similar sights of your school back when you were mortal.  You sat by yourself at lunch time, occupying yourself by listening in on the busy chitter.  Sitting silently as you picked at the your meal for today, pondering at the pangs in your chest that struck as you reminisced about a time no longer.  Idly poking at the lukewarm pile of mashed potatoes with your fork, taking small bites of the tender steak.  Too caught up in your memories to savor the flavors of the meat. 
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Author's Thoughts
Scarlet-eyed fae - 'A good kid. Deserved better in life'
Vil Schoenheit - 'Nothing worth mentioning, dunno why he's famous'
Rook Hunt - 'desperate, fucking desperate'
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A/N: thank you guys for being so patient!! have a wonderful day/afternoon/night :>
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greatkittydream · 3 months
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The dragons horde
Yang pov
I was hanging out with rubs today. Normally, I would let her do he own thing, but she was hanging out the monster to day and I won't let her get hurt.
yang knows jaune was a good guy, but he is still a dangerous being. Excluding The fucked up childhood he has extremely strong necromancy That he has little to no control over. If he accidentally hurt Ruby, she would never forgive herself.
Walking down the street with rubs to the meeting spot, she sees him. Jeans and a white t shirt.
"YO VOMET BOY"
"JAUNE"
The sisters have their own greetings yang with a quick wave of the hand, And ruby with a full-on sprint hug tackling jaune to the floor.
Yang couldn't help but laugh at this. jaune protested this assault on his personal space.
"So What did you guys have planned today."
"We were planning ahead to the comic bookstore and then the gun range for ruby."
"And a steak dinner."
"cool minded if I join I need to get my gantlets fixed and a nice stack sounds nice"
"sure I don't see why not, although we weren't planning to go out for food I don't know where Ruby got that from"
"because I'm hungry" tail going back and forth a mile a minute.
“Try not to bankrupt vomit boy over here the only thing you can eat more of than meat is cookies”
The group started to head towards their first destination being the comic book store Yang never really liked comic books, sure they were cool and all and had some pretty epic fight scenes but she was more of a go do it yourself type of girl. literally in most cases for superpowers and whatnot she can literally fly.
Yang has a Steady eye on the two as they hang out making sure Jaune didn't hurt her sister in any way.
“So yang what was it like growing up with a ruby” Jaune said as Ruby ran off to the cashier to ask questions about the newest comic books or if he had any Mint Condition ones.
“You know normal I guess all was a can be sharing one father but not the same mother” she said with a shrug
“I don't want to sound rude and it's okay not to answer but what's the story behind that” Jaune asked timidly
“na ain't no big deal when my mom and dad were hanging out they just sort of did it and I was born and then Ruby's mom came in and stole his heart” Yang said in a nonchalant manner although Jaune had a feeling there's more to it than just that. or at least that's what his mama and papa said not even death can hold love down.
“So uh vomit boy what was it like growing up in your neck at the woods, I don't want to come off as rude but you kind of had a weird childhood” Yang was going to get any piece of information she could know about the threat before dealing with it.
“Well I grown up in a small village, human. there's not really much else to it I mean there was farming but that was mostly done by the helpers”  Jaune said not really sure how to approach that
“Oh vomit Boy comes from a wealthy family to have help” Yang said in a teasing tone.
“I wouldn't call us wealthy, they just sort of help around, don't really talk or do anything else. I remember this one time me and my sister Kept asking them over and over again to help us settle a dispute wouldn't say a word”
“Oh you have siblings that's nice how many brothers and sisters do you have Ruby's the only one I really got”
“Well I have seven sisters” Yang cut him off before he could continue
“Don't your parents have any other thing to do with their free time” said in Horror
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Smokinotter: dragons have one to two kids every 50 years. She has essentially heard his family fuck like rabbits which is very true.
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“What can I say I have a very loving family”
“God's I'm getting pain just thinking about that”
“Is it really that weird I just have a big family”
“I mean it's not but you said you were out in the boonies right that means there was no pain medicine or anything for that, your Mother must be been one tough woman then”
“Yeah she is she's always making sure me and my siblings had everything we would ever want, she always their best raising us and instilling manners and what not”
"that nice" Yang doesn't know why but she feels attacked personally for some reason.
“Oh my God Jaune come see this they have the mint condition x-ray man series on display”
“You've got to be kidding me, those are super rare coming” Jaune ran racing towards where Ruby was sleeping yang slightly more knowledgeable and more personally attacked than she was ready for.
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Next was the gun shop since yang was here she decided to get her gantlets looked maybe get a upgrade or two. Ruby was running around the store like a kid in a candy shop.
Browsing through the different options they had for upgrades, not looking at the price she found one she particularly liked called “Dragon's Breath” it allowed her to channel her Mana into her shotgun shells as they went off making them more powerful.
she grinned showing rows of sharp teeth, till her eyes rolled down to the price tag. Dragons Were inherently greedy if they saw something like they refused to let it go. She liked gold like every Dragon but she also liked motorcycle parts. And when she saw the price for these new gauntlets she about had a heart attack. 
“50,000!” She was in shock at such an outrageous price for such mediocre equipment,  and it made her even more mad how much she wanted it. With a solemn look she put it back down.
“Is something wrong? I saw you smiling at that thing” Looking over she saw Jaune looking at the upgrades she just put down.
"Yeah. everything's fine, huff” she said in a dejected tone that was wildly expensive even if she used her student credit at the local weapons Smiths and shops that would only cover about half of it. and she'll be damned as she let go of her gold she may only be half dragon but she ain't any less greedy.
Walking away to find her sister, she found Ruby staring at all the new high-impact rifles. various bullets and magazine catalogs up front. her and the store owner at this point are on a first name basis.
“So rubs did you find what you were looking for”
“Yup, did you know that they came out with new Enchanted rounds?!?!” vibrating in place with excitement
“Can't say I did” rubbing the back of her head
“So did you get anything”
“Nope you know i don't need anything to be the badass as I am” Putting on false bravado to hide the disappointment that she by Nature refused to pay for those gauntlets. she hates being a dragon sometimes it's not even like human greed to where it's a strong one it's almost a compulsory need.
______________________________________________________________Smokinotter: Dragon hoards are instinctual ways of showing off one's health and strength to potential mates, it consists of things that are shiny to attract attention and things the particular Dragon likes.
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As Ruby was putting down her collection of magazines and boxes of Enchanted bullets jaune walked up carrying a single item as the two sisters were going to wait outside. When Jaune was done with his purchase he walked outside and handed Yang a paper bag.
“What's this?” she said, examining the bag.
“It's a gift for being one of my first friends, I grew up with Seven Sisters I know that look you gave when you put down the glove thingy”
A shocked look appeared on Yang's face before quickly pulling out what was inside the bag. It was The Gauntlet attachments. A look of shock appeared on her face before confusion then looking straight towards jaune.
“How could you even afford this? never mind that why, I wouldn't really call his friends just acquaintances” Yang was brutally honest not that she didn't appreciate the gift it's just this was awkward to her and to spend such a large amount of money on someone you barely know something was just fishy to her.
“Oh I always thought of us as like second hand friends I guess” Jaune said in a quiet voice
“But that's besides the point I guess, the Headmaster gave me this cool Scythe from the basement earlier. so I didn't really buy anything and well that was my monthly allowance and if I wasn't going to use it I'd rather it not go to waste” Jaune said in a bashful tone. Yang was shocked for her part, he got double the normal monthly allowance?! something wasn't adding up here. But she put that to the back of her mind he bought her a gift the least she could do is pay for his dinner.
“Well thanks I guess. not that I need it or anything. I know a pretty good steak and shake place around here follow me” Yang said trying to save face in front of a potentially new friend and sister.
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"Here we are" Yang said, shaking her hands in front of the 2. The Dragon scale cook out. It's gimmick is that it uses dragon born fire breath to cook its food.
Don't actual dragons, none of them would lower themselves except maybe yang. And that's because she likes free food.
Walking inside being led by Yang They walked into an old timey parlor with checker boarded flooring and 60's booths. Walking down to a seat near the window, motioning her sister and jaune over.
"So this place is something you like, I thought you wouldn't appreciate the dragon theam" Jaune said and I confused voice.
"Oh, don't get me wrong, lots of dragons don't like this place. This place has ben burned down a few times. But I love it." Yang said, smiling and drolling at the thought of a food coming their way.
As they were having their conversation a Dragonborn waiter approached them.  Dragonborn look like lizardmen the only defining feature that separates them from lizard men is the ability to use breath attacks. they take pride in their dragon Heritage which is questionably in existence.
“Hi I'm aqua and I will be your waiter for today, is there anything I can get you” The Dragonborn said in a polite tone
“Steak super duper rare please, oh and cookies lots of cookies”
“I'll take a hamburger steak and some fries”
“Something cheap will be fine”
“Oh no no no vomit boy you're getting something worthwhile to eat, my treat”
“I-It's really fine I'm not really that hungry anyways, Besides I don't really like it when people spend money on me”
“And yet you're perfectly fine dropping your entire month's allowance on someone else. please don't make me feel like an asshole just take it”
“I guess I'll just have a hamburger with bacon then, please and thank you”
"That's a wonderful Choice thank you for your Patronage has always miss yang” The Dragonborn said with a cherry Delight in his voice. Before turning to Jonah with a dirty look in his eye and simply walking off.
“Hey do you have a problem with my underling” Ruby said picking up on the body language way before anyone else could.
“No I just don't see why you would bring an animal among other guests. And frankly you should have higher standards for underlings”
“Well fuck you too then” Ruby said with a snarl as claws began to elongate and fangs began to sharpen in her mouth.
“Hey it's fine if I'm not welcome here I can just go” Jaune said not liking the conflict that was happening.
“huh an animal that knows it's place the more you know”
“okay you need to shut up, Jaune here is a good friend of mine and I appreciate it if you stop that” Yang said with a furiousness in her voice.
“well of course then Dragonkin” the dragons born said with a suck up tone.
As things calmed down and they waited for their food to arrive first came yangs then Ruby's then 30 minutes went by. Jaune makes excuses for the kitchen staff for an hour. By this point Yang is fed up and drags Jonah to the front of the cashier table despite him insisting that it's fine.
“You're not talking your way out of this one vomit boy not only did we pay for your meal  after they were assholes, but they refuse to serve you” Yang said with anger dripping in her voice
“Really it's fine I wasn't welcomed here to begin with I'll just make something at home”
When they reach the front they noticed the Dragonborn
“Hey fuck face why hasn't he got his food yet” Yang said grinding her teeth
“Must have slipped my mind to put it in. If we look at your receipt you'll notice you weren't charged for his meal” the Dragonborn said in a calmed home with a malicious smile on his face.
“Do you think this is cute do you think this is fucking funny, the hell is your problem you're going to refuse some service just because he's human”
“I'm sorry but it's against company policy too feed animals, I will be doing a poor job if I allow that to happen” smugness dipping from his voice
“We should just go it'll be alright yang, thanks for trying though”Jaune said in a defeated voice he was used to not being liked by those outside his village.
Yang was about to complain some more until she got a malicious idea and with a smile on her face  “you know what it is all right, come on let's go”
She said while dragging Jaune out of the store Ruby had long since left to take her stuff back home. Yang promised she'd keep going all right. When they were exiting the store Yang distracted Jonah by pointing him towards a cool looking Firebird up in the sky. It was mating season and they were doing their beautiful dances releasing torrents of multicolored Flame.
As she threw a fireball through the door into the back of the kitchen which set the restaurant on fire. If they were going to play hardball with a dragon they didn't deserve a store.
“Huff, Jaune, I'm sorry I took you there. Maybe we can do this again some other time to make it up. I didn't realize they were racist assholes” Yang said, rubbing her arm apologetically.
“It's fine I didn't really want to eat out anyways too greasy for my taste”
“Good so maybe see you sometime around this weekend”
 “sounds good to me” with a soft smile they both left back to Beacon.
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Ruby was humming to herself and her dorm room with her two other teammates,  many would call her stupid or aloof and in her humble opinion they're dead wrong.  she had set out a cunning plan she knew Yang didn't trust her best buddy. so she figured the best way to bring them closer together would be to take them to a place where they had no choice but to be close.
 Yang tagging along of her own free will was all part of her master plan. she was going to leave them at the dinner together although the long wait time gave her the perfect excuse. quietly humming that a plan all came together she noticed Weiss looking at her.
"What"
“What are you so happy about you're even more insufferable than usual”
“My master plan is coming together and soon my sister and best buddy will become best buddies”
“What if this backfires? I've read enough novels to know where this is going” Blake said with her cat ears twitching about. all her fantasy novels and fanfics she's read. and her opinion fiction mirrors reality, and although some of the tropes are outlandish, they are based in reality. 
“Nah what could go wrong” Ruby said in her nonchalant manner with all the confidence in the world.
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4 days after the Hang out session ying have been spending more time with jaune finding she actually enjoyed his company. The fact that he found her puns funny, Though by his own omission, he've never really seen a comedy and finds anything she does funny. But still.
She found herself staring at jonam while they were in the midull of professor port selecture.
"Andthat class is when the usra my whole arm. Luckily for me. This gave me the perfect opportunity to choke it from within the basterd. I thought I could not still control it."
The class professor bellowed. As outlandish , as the professor was with his storytelling , this one may have been true in her opinion. He was a Frankenstein. They had a tendency to still control their limbs after they were gone.
Looking back at jaune as he was enamored by Professor Port's story Even writing down some notable bits. Since he was studying necromancy magic, it made sense. Only for her to use magic in her eyes to look a bit closer and realized he was writing down his story rather than anything of importance to his field of magic.
Another thing she found Herself liking about him. He was innocently gullible.
RING RING RING
"It would appear were out of time for today's lecture. Be sure to study what we went over in class. grimm anatomy is very important"
Standing up and making her way over to jaune She noticed penny was talking to him. Is an instinctual part of her brain didn't like this something wrilled up jealousy within her. But she put it down journal was his own person and he could talk to whoever he wanted.
"Hey, vomit boy. How about we head out to the arcade today since yesterday we went to the bowling alley" Courtesy of her rather large horde of gold. For some reason It was easier. Spinning it on him, then was on herself.
"Sorry yang, I already promised Penny here that we'd spend some more time together.So I wish you could figure out how to be more life like"
That's cool. That's fine. He's his own person. He's allowed to not spend time with me
"Salutations friend yang"
Was penny's voice always so annoying and grating. Yang found herself becoming unreasonably jealous.
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astridthevalkyrie · 10 months
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From one south asian sister to another….. oh no :( have you been telling them you’re wearing the hijaab but not actually wearing it? I can definitely just TELL the absolute awkward tension though of them finding out.
Luckily enough my parents haven’t really forced it onto to me and respect my own boundary of when I want to wear it, I can wear it.
thank you for checking in! i'm gonna use this ask to explain what exactly happened. i'll put most of it under a cut since this got really long. at a cliffhanger too, click read more to see the story.
so my first day of work was yesterday, i started at a store in our local mall. i knew my parents were the type to drop in without warning and i did expect them to do it eventually, but not on the first goddamn day. i had my phone on me tucked under my clothes even though technically i should have left it in my bag, just so i could check their location, but obviously i was training and couldn't just pop it out and look at it whenever. so when they came and saw me, without my hijaab on, i never saw them.
my youngest sister texted me saying that my mom had come home, said they went to the mall, and said they "needed to talk to me." she said my mom didn't seem too mad, but obviously i got nauseous pretty much right away, i could barely focus in the last hour i was there. it was better that i knew before they could ambush me, though, so thank god for my sister.
i get home and immediately play off that i'm sleepy, and crash onto the bed for a "nap." i heard my mom say something like "so why weren't you wearing your scarf" but i was pretend half-asleep so it got brushed off. then i pretty much just laid there for a couple hours.
we were supposed to go to my aunt't house, but my mother didn't want to go anyway, and she told my sister that since i wasn't feeling well, she would just use me as an excuse to stay. and, y'know, fuck that. i have a ten page paper due today that i have written half a page of that i need to get done and submit in eight hours today. and i should have worked on that yesterday instead of going to my aunt's house, but the idea of being alone in the house with my mother after that revelation actually makes me wanna drive a knife into myself.
so anyway, i "wake up" and tell my dad i'll go, he just quietly nods along and whatever. so i go up, and now everyone's upstairs, and as i'm drinking water my mom asks, "why did you have your scarf off while working?"
and while i was asleep, i considered three options: a, i could tell her that i decided to do it for job hunting and work because of discriminatory reasons. b, i could tell her that i started doing it a few months ago when law school started. or c, i could i tell her the truth, that i've been doing it consistently for two years and even before that whenever i wanted since i was 13.
i went with option b. so i told her no one made me, or anything, i just didn't want to wear the hijaab anymore. and that went about as well as you would imagine it to. here are some of the things i heard last night (not capitalizing, but most of these things were yelled, not spoken calmly):
"You're so spoiled. I allowed you to stop reading Quran, but this is too much." - not true, I stopped reading Quran everyday and she has continuously pestered me about it since, she hasn't allowed me jack shit.
"What's next, you stop praying, and then you're not even Muslim anymore!" - haven't prayed in years, but she doesn't need to know that. also, never wanna hear anyone say to my face again that all muslim women choose to wear the hijaab and no one ever forces them, or at least not in the precious western world.
"I always thought cousin x was like this because of the way she was raised, but now my daughter with MY raising has turned out like this." - the cousin of hers she was comparing me to hit her while she was pregnant with my sister. lovely comparison. also way to make it about yourself.
"It's because you watched too many movies and listen to too many songs." - a classic. check out all those things i participated in that hurt so many people. listening to music? what a horrible sin.
"It's because you hang out with friend x and friend y, they've filled your head with these thoughts" - the friends she named were my two closest friends, both of whom are black women. mind you she followed up with "i don't want you hanging out with black or white or non muslim friends anymore" but she also reemed into friend y, who mind you, has always greeted her politely and dressed appropriately if she was visiting my house. the other girl? more religious than i am (though she's christian) and neither of them drink or smoke or anything like that. meanwhile a muslim girl i hang out with wears a hijaab on her head for sure, but she vapes, drinks, goes on dates, but sure. muslim girls are the fuckin role models for this generation, definitely.
(she also took this opportunity to walk into my sisters' room and scream that she doesn't want them hanging out with their nonmuslim friends either. we live in a very white area—they don't have muslim friends. i only started to make them in college because my high school didn't have any but me. so.....total isolation except from their family! how healthy i'm sure my sisters will be fine.)
"I don't want you around my other daughters, i don't want you influencing them." - probably the one that stung the most, but also hilarious. HILARIOUS that she thinks i need to influence them. my middle sister hates my mother at the age of 15 far more than i did in my teen years. she's had trichotillomania for years and my mother has consistently told her to: just stop, that she's doing it for attention, that she must like doing it, etc.. so, yeah, my influence? definitely not needed. it's not like my sisters come to me to talk about things they can't talk to our parents about. i'm not worried about the day i have to move out and leave them, not at all! i'm sure they're in such good hands!!!
oh, fun fact also! my mother got married at like 25? 26? and only started wearing her hijaab like a few years after that. i wonder how she was raised! if me having been forced to wear it at 8 is bad parenting, i wonder what this says about my grandmother.
and here and there my dad being the coward he is interjected with "i don't understand why it's so hard" to which i answered that i didn't expect him to. when she screamed at my sisters i told him to stop her and he just said "she's in shock." like okay??? so come scream at me you fucking bitch???? i also had to play pretend that my sisters didn't already know i did this.
my brilliant father also said that while i was living with them, i need to wear it, but after marriage it was on me. oh RIIIIIGHT. marriage! after i belong to a man instead of my parents! the marriage that could very well be to a man who requires a hijaabi wife! why didn't I think of that??? and when i told them as much my mom cut in before my dad could and said "so what if he wants a hijaabi wife? is it a bad thing for him to be religious? better than being a degenerate!" am i actually. here? is this real life? is this fantasy? i mean same woman who told me she hopes my husband beats me if i continue to do theater so not surprising, but i'm sure my spoiled little brat self just doesn't understad.
then my mother goes and sobs in her room for a couple minutes. my dad gives her: reassuring words, hugs, back rubs, comfort. i got a head pat. i mean i was crying too but not loud heaving sobs like someone just shot my cat, so what did i expect, right?
he tells me to start wearing it at work. i say no. he tells me to quit, then. okay. four interviews, four job offers—i got every. single. job. i. interviewed. for.—and i walk away with nothing. nothing! side note, will probably be opening commissions soon, because i'm not in a hurry to take up another customer service job and deal with this again. i quit this morning. the manager was understanding even though i worked all of one day and black friday is coming up. this one's genuinely on me. i could just work with my hijaab on. but i won't. and again, not the reason i did it, but something just tells me in the area we live in, i was not getting four job offers with a hijaab on my head.
anyway, i just ask him if we're going to my aunt's house, and we are.
in the car, with just him and my sisters, i talk openly. he knows that i don't wear my scarf when i don't have to. he doesn't care. supposedly he understands (how interesting that he understands when my mother isn't there to hear it.) his advice? "just tell her you will, and then don't." oh.......so what i've been doing! lying! fantastic, brilliant, inspired. and he's very sure that a, she will believe me when i do this now, b, i'll "definitely" be married within two years, and c, that she won't stop me from hanging out with my friends or sisters.
like, in the nicest way possible, i wasn't worried about that in the slightest. i pay for my car. i'm in law school—LAW SCHOOL!—on FULL ACADEMIC SCHOLARSHIP. and i'm bragging. i am. the year's tuition could have been more or around 50,000. my parents aren't paying a dime to send me here. if i'm gonna go get lunch with my friend after class, there's quite literally nothing she can do to stop me. my sister and i just will not stop talking and if she ever tries like locking my sister in her room it's fuck around and find out at this point. what does she hold over my head? a toxic home environment. it's definitely exhausting to study for LAW SCHOOL and do LAW SCHOOL reading and then come home to utter bullshit, whether that's more yelling or the silent treatment or whatever. she also cooks for me. again, nicest way possible, i can cook for myself. i can buy my own ingredients if i need to. i can eat out. i don't need my father's money to do it either. not that i have enough saved that i could live on my own, but my father isn't kicking me out of the house, and i worked hard and saved enough that i can very much afford to make meals for myself, thanks.
where my mom has me, and where she doesn't even know she has me, is that i'm not as batshit as her. sorry to seem ableist, but she gave me most of my mental issues, so. i care about my sisters. i do not want them dealing with her and her abusive ass everyday. i care about my pussy ass father. he's already in a marriage with her and works full time, he's got enough on his plate to have to deal with her ranting his ear off about it everyday. and i care about her. can you believe that? i don't. i care about this bitchy ass woman and how she's a victim, how she had to move to a new country after marriage and how her in laws don't always treat her well. how she's schizophrenic and how terrifying that must be. so after all that, do i have any choice but to play nice? i quit my job, i'll tell her what she wants to hear. i'm not going to wear my hijaab at school but i'll still let her think i do. if she wants to watch me pray, she can.
so at the end, i am still the only one compromising. and all this because i don't want to wear the hijaab. which is supposedly as so many stupid fucking people have told me, is my choice, it's up to me! i live in a western country! but it's okay because once a man owns me i will maybe be able to make my own choices. yay!
yeah. sorry for this, it's super long—thanks to anyone who read it. i now have to get this ten page paper out, because it's definitely too late to ask for an extension and professors don't really care about minor religious complications. hope everyone has a good day, love you guys <3
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the first kiss at the swings you mention in the hc's about grieving stu's death... i would love to request something going further into that!!
GUESS WHO'S BACK, BITCHES!!!!
amy oh my gosh I love you I will absolutely do this!! yes!! oh my lord
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𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒! kissing, teenagers being stupid. reader and stu are 14 in this, might make some people uncomfortable but it's just looking back on their first kiss. reader is um, a little crazy but that's okay cause she is bae
𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒! on mobile, format might be weird. lowercase intended, unedited, double periods intended. kinda a modern au, not supposed to be. this is kinda like a flashback to their first kiss sorta deal for these angst hcs. I'm just trying to get back into the habit of writing, please dont expect constant updates again.
young!stu macher x young!fem!reader
stu macher.
stu fucking macher.
if there was anything in the world better than stu macher, you'd set yourself on fire.
stu macher was everything you'd ever wanted and more
the perfect boy
when you first saw him it was on a playset in a park. you were seven years old and it was june.
you were sweating profusely and somehow he wasnt. he came up to you and started talking to you, bragging about how his dad took him surfing every week before coming to the park. suddenly, he said "you're really pretty, you know." you smiled and blushed, letting your mind wander to thinking about what it would be like to marry him. yeah, you were definitely going to fall in love with this boy.
after that, you sadly lost touch. you had to move away due to your mother getting sick. the two of you went to live with your father in a town two hours away, so he could take care of her.
years later, though, you moved back. your mother had passed away, so you asked to move in with your grandparents. your father couldn't say no to you, no matter how much he wanted to.
the first time you saw him again, it was in your first algebra class of highschool.
on the first day of school, your teacher had noticed he was... well, not the brightest, and that you were decently smart for your age
so, he paired you together.
your teacher held this system the whole year, keeping you next to eachother 24/7 so stu would never fall behind in the lesson, but you never actually talked to eachother, instead, he talked to tatum, the girl that sat behind him.
you weren't complaining about the fact that your teacher sat you two together, you thought he was cute.
you were upset that you couldn't see him more often, since you only had one class with him, but you learned to be grateful for what time you did get to spend with him
even if it was only 60 minutes a day.
that was enough.
you hadn't even noticed that it was the boy from seven years ago. you had fell for him all over again without even knowing it.
but of course, tatum had to be there too.
always sitting behind him, playing with the stupid bracelets he made her.
you wanted those bracelets.
you wanted him to look at you like you created the earth, moon, and stars.
you wanted him to look at you.
so you made a plan.
a plan to kill tatum and have him all to yourself.
albeit, the plan was a bit unrealistic, but it was all that your small, fourteen-year-old brain could come up with.
but you couldn't actually do anything, you were only fourteen, after all.
but obsessing was getting you nowhere.
so you became friends with tatum, as a way to get closer to stu.
even though it hurt you, you had no other way.
one day, a girl came up to you and asked you to find out if tatum liked girls. apparently, the girl had liked her for quite some time and had heard rumors that tatum likes girls. so, instead of asking her directly, she asked you, tatum's bestfriend.
it turns out, she does like girls
you were pretty much ecstatic
while it may not have meant stu didnt have a girlfriend, it did mean that she wasnt his girlfriend.
it meant you had a chance.
trying to confirm the fact that she wasnt his girlfriend, you said "so..you and stu arent dating? I totally thought you were!"
"oh god no! Stu is the loneliest, most single guy i have ever met." you were happy. you actually had a chance.
for once, you weren't upset about your life.
when the next monday came around, you decided you had to take matters into your own hands.
not violently, much to your dismay.
you liked violence, it made you excited, maybe even a bit aroused, but we wont talk about that right now.
even though you wanted violence, you decided against it because you didnt know if stu thought the same way as you.
spoiler alert, he did.
anyways..
you left a note on his desk, telling him that you thought he's cute
and then you signed your name.
when class started, he showed tatum, something you were hoping he wouldnt do.
but he wasnt talking to you. he hadn't said a word since he saw the note.
when class ended, you were the first to leave
you really didnt want to talk to stu, he had been laughing with tatum all hour, and you had a feeling they were talking about you.
but alas, you learned the truth when stu came up to you outside the school after class a few days later
"hey, can we talk? please?" stu walked up to you quickly and spoke fast, presumably wanting to hurry up the awkward conversation that was about to take place. "oh, um.. yeah, sure". you were a stuttering, awkward mess. now that you were sure he knew that you liked him, you were somehow even more flustered than usual. he nodded and walked off, with you following quickly after him. after a few minutes of speed walking after the tall boy, you reached a playground, the same playground that you used to go to as a child. the sun was shining through the clouds that were scattered through the sky, and there was a slight cold breeze flowing through the air. it was october, and even in california, the weather was beginning to chill.
"so.. what did you need?" you rocked back and forth, anxiously awaiting his answer. "well, I saw your note.. and I just wanted to say.. I um.. like you too" you paused your movement and smiled, laughing to yourself. he couldn't be telling the truth, could he? he was laughing with tatum, so they were probably talking about the plan they were making to embarrass you.. right? "y/n, I'm serious. I really, really like you." you shook your head and backed up slowly, speeding up as you got further away. "im... I'm sorry, I ..cant, I'm sorry". you turned around and broke into a sprint, running as far and as fast as you could.
when you got home, you curled up in your bed and cried.
why were you crying?
he said he liked you back, so why were you upset?!
you were confused.
stu couldn't like someone like you, you were.. well.. you!
hours pass, and you decide to get some fresh air, wandering aimlessly around the town.
eventually, you wind up at the park you and stu were at just hours before, sitting on one of the swings. you sigh and look up at the dark night sky.
you let your mind wander, thinking about a distant memory from when you were a child, before you moved away.
"do you have to leave? I'm gonna miss you.." you sigh and swing your legs, moving back and forth slowly on the swing you were sitting on. stu sat next to you, leaning his head on one of the chains that connected the swing to the metal above. "well.. I guess so.. my mom is getting really sick again, so we have to go stay with my dad.. I'm gonna miss you too, but.. I have to leave. you'll remember me though, right?" you turned to look at him, tears pricking your eyes, threatening to spill. he was crying too, sniffling quietly and wiping his eyes, again and again. "I'll always remember you. never forget me, okay?" you smiled through your tears, allowing them to flow as they wished. you tried to speak, but your voice was wobbly and raspy, so you paused and cleared your throat. "I'll never, ever forget you."
you sighed, wishing you had never left. maybe you'd still be friends with the boy. maybe he'd even be your lover by now.
suddenly, something clicked in your mind, and you finally realized why stu seemed so familiar.
as if he was summoned from your thoughts, stu walked up to you and sat on the swing next to you. "hey, look, I'm sorry about earlier, I just-". you cut him off before he could finish. "do you remember when we were kids? we knew eachother, do you remember?". he paused and thought for a moment, before gasping softly and muttering an 'oh my gosh..'. you let out a chortle and nodded. "yeah.. we were like.. inseparable until I moved away". he smiled and nodded, letting out a small 'yeah'. "I think I was like.. in love with you or something.. because, after you left I just.. stopped doing everything. I got like.. really, majorly fucked". you looked at him with raised eyebrows and smiled brightly. "me too, oh my gosh! dude, that move like.. really fucked me up".
after a few more moments, the laughter began to die down. the memory of earlier began to appear In your head and you felt embarrassed. "I'm sorry about that note.. it was stupid." he smiled and sighed before getting off the swing. he reached out for you hand, and you took it, raising yourself off the unsteady swing. "y/n.. its fine, really. I thought it was cute.." you giggled and he stepped towards you. you realized you were still holding his hand so you tried to let go, but he wouldnt let you. he stepped closer again, now he was just inches away. "I really want to kiss you.." you took in a shaky breath, and replied to him. "so do it."
the kiss was amazing, to say the least.
all those years of wishing for the perfect romance..
those years were over, the love had finally arrived.
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madegeeky · 1 year
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I am going to my paternal grandmother's memorial this weekend.
Which means I'm going to have to put up with my paternal uncles.
The same uncles that have refused to include my Mom in anything to do with it because she's not considered a "real" sibling and my Dad is dead so fuck her, I guess?
I'm pretty sure in the last year of my grandma's life, my Mom saw her more than my uncles did in the past five years or more. When Grandma was in the hospital, guess who rushed to get there instead of waiting a week or two? Guess who was there for Grandma's last few days? Guess who loved Grandma as deeply as any child could and who, along with dealing with the death of another mother (because that's how she thought of Grandma), has to deal with the fact that the last major familial tie she has to her deceased husband (that isn't us) is now gone and she's mourning not just Grandma but my Dad all over again?
Fucking guess.
Anywaaaaay, they just sent out an email talking about letting the grandkids pick out any stuff they want of Grandma's before the memorial.
There was no mention of when my Mom would get to be able to pick out her own stuff.
So I sent out the most aggressive passive aggressive email that I possibly could to inquire as to why my Mom wasn't a part of this because, surely, they wouldn't be disrespectful enough to imply that my Mom, their sister-in-law and their mother's daughter-in-law, is a grandkid and thus shouldn't she be allowed to pick out some things of sentimental value?
To which he replies that, oh, he thought that he already knew everything she wanted (he had never asked her if she wanted anything other than a few very specific things). So, when we get there, we can talk to some other uncles that aren't him (thank fuck) and she can choose "something different". Let that specific phrasing sink in for a minute...
Surely, Geeky, he didn't actually imply that if she wanted something she had to put back something she'd already picked out? Surely he isn't a ghoul shaped like a human being who got annoyed that Grandma was leaving money to her grandkids and her daughter-in-law? Surely he wouldn't ignore the book that Grandma had painstakingly put together of things she wanted people to have just because it wasn't notorized and his kids weren't in it enough? Surely he would never do such things!
Yeah. So fuck him.
So I replied back, thanking him for the clarification, and then basically said "I'm so happy that you've been treating my Mom so kindly throughout this while process. I'm sure it would make my Dad really happy that you were treating her like close family."
(Mr. Geeky, when I told him: "That's not exactly subtle." To which I replied, "Good, it wasn't supposed to be.")
Listen, to keep the family peace for this memorial I might not be able to just say to your face that you're a sorry excuse for a human being and I think you deserve a kick in the balls. But I want you to *know* that that is exactly what I think of you, you piece of shit wearing a human suit.
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cheemken · 1 year
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You got any headcanons or concepts you’d like to add to your AUs? I would share some of mine but I honestly can’t think of anything rn
Yeah I have like,, SilkWing au and villain au stuff hahaha
Idk, it's funny to think that SilkWing au Iris wears Lance's cape w pride, bc ofc, that's her dad's cape yknow, smth he always had, smth that gave him comfort too maybe, and he passed it down to her, going on how she's gonna be a great Dragon Master and Champion soon, and ofc she's not gonna let him down
Then there's villain au Iris who wanted nothing more than to take off that cape placed on her shoulders, wanted nothing more than to burn it until it's nothing but ashes, wanted nothing more than to lash out and rage and sob her almost empty heart out how heavy it was, being burdened by Lance's sins
Like imagine these two meeting tho, or switching places for like a day maybe cause I've been thinking abt this concept for a while, like these two switch and such hahah
And there's SilkWing au Iris, imagine that confrontation w Diantha right before the battle, and like yknow everyone fuckin stopped bc there's this sudden light and then it's gone and like everyone's fucking vibing. Then Iris is there, held in Hilbert's arms, she wakes up all "ow.. my head.. what happened?" She looks up, sees Hilbert, all "Hilbert! Wait, how did I get here in Unova?"
And ofc, that kinda,, set em off cause what does she mean by that she was always in Unova. "What..?"
She stands up, and sees the rest of her friends, "oh, everyone's here! What's going on? Last I remembered I was in Mahogany with Silver."
"Iris, what? Who's Silver?"
She gives him a look, "Hilbert, cmon, I always talk about my brother to you. You two even battled once! Don't tell me you forgot about him," shaking her head, she chuckled, "well, you are a bit scatterbrained."
Any other day, he would've shoved her playfully for that, they always tease each other and such yknow, but now he's just so confused. But still terrified that Diantha and even the champions were still w them. Iris was looking around now, sees the other champions, then turned, seeing Diantha at the other end of the field. She smiled, almost relieved really.
"mom! You're here!" Just as she was about to run to Diantha, Hilbert grabbed her hand, gripping tight. "Hilbert? What's wrong?" But Hilbert only looked at her w fear in his eyes, she never saw Hilbert like this before.
"Iris.. what did you call her..?"
Her head was honestly spinning, her friends know her parents, they've been to Johto, they even stayed w her for a few days. So why would he even ask that?
"Hilbert, you've met my parents already, why do you seem so surprised?"
And man just cjmdnd Diantha stepping in and telling Iris that her friends might just be tired doing their own things or smth, and Iris believing that yknow, almost going w Diantha. But like, Lance taught her better, the more she looked at Diantha, the more she noticed there was smth wrong. Her mother's eyes weren't cold like the ones before her right now.
Just as Diantha prompted her to follow her, so they could head back home, Iris stopped dead in her tracks. She looked at Diantha, at the other champions, then at her friends, then back to Dia.
"Uhm.. well, where is Silver, anyway? You said there was just a meeting set here in Unova, just for the Champions, but why isn't Silver here?"
And it was Lance who spoke, "Silver's at home, Iris. Now let's go home too."
But still, there was smth off, then she said, "okay, last one.. can you tell me why you two are here..?"
That stopped Diantha in her tracks, and Lance was there almost glaring at her.
"aren't.. aren't you two not Champions anymore? I'm Indigo's Champion now, and Silver became Kalos' Champion. Since we became Champion, the two of you stopped joining the meetings too. So.. why are you here..?"
Diantha chuckled at that. Smart girl. "You seem very aware now, impressive. A shame, you could've been a better Iris than what we have here."
And man was she pissed it took her a while to figure out. But Lance taught her abt body language, abt how to tell if someone is lying, he taught her how to be observant, to notice even the slightest of changes in ones demeanour, and ofc she's gonna make her father proud. But she knows how to retreat yknow, just as Diantha was abt to call out her pkmn, Iris called out her Charizard, commanding it to use smokescreen, giving her and the Unova kids time to escape.
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sincelastsession · 4 months
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I'm so tired and overwhelmed.
Yesterday my partner helped me a bit and then went to do his own thing. I had to make sure to eat. I had to go find a nice tree and observe it. I had to shirk all responsibilities for the day. I fucked up on the shirk responsibilities.
I fucked up by calling my mom, my psychiatrist's office to change appointments, and cleaning when I should have left it. I'm not mad at myself, I'm not punished, he wanted me to relax, it's hard to relax on my own and it helped.
My mom and dad do not understand that I need to move. I don't think they take me seriously. My ptsd and autistic sensory issues are on fire. It's hard to get anything done without earplugs in or a headset. I have cried to my mother on the phone. She made everything about herself. She was nasty and cruel. I'm not speaking with my dad because I have gotten no apology or heard of changed behavior. Mom is often very difficult but easier to talk to. Yesterday she was very difficult and awful to me. It ruined my sense of accomplishment for the day.
Today is not going well. I'm worried my partner is mad at me because tone is hard to read over text and I said something stupid in response to something he was Thrilled about. It's making my stomach turn. I'm worried he will be done with me I always worry that.
Turned out my brain is very mean and scared like a feral animal. Oh wait. Isn't that part of my brain still there completely overactive and not wanting to go out of hypervigiliance causing me all the problems?
It is.
He called me and I tried my best to listen more because he didn't feel like I'd been listening. I have since forgotten half if what he said and I feel like an asshole but I know it's stress. Things just kept popping up that I was excited to tell him about and I was so scared I'd forget. I think I gave him most of the conversation this time. There was more I said in text later. He helped me shop today. I was having a hard time just leaving my apartment and I keep waking up extremely anxious. Today it was not easy but better than expected. Me and my partner covered so many subjects. He complimented me on many things and it was the longest conversation we've had in months. It's cool to have a partner who lol may be a pain in the ass and have his problems but he seems to want to grow and I love that about him. His truck broke later and he and his roommate handled it. We did talk about the Justin situation, every man I've consulted has been basically like "nah"
Ashley who I've had a thing for for years has been flirty and I'm a bit swoony abt that. It's literally never going to be a thing but we enjoy our chats.
I'm worried about Trav. He's taking care of the issue he's having though and not to worry he says. I'm a worrier so ofc I worried and asked him if he needed a break from my chatter. He said that wasn't it and I let him know to tell me if he was burnt out chatting ever.
It's scary when things are going well in an area of your life like your relationship and friendship. I keep waiting on the other shoe to drop.
My neighbors are getting thier kids to antagonize me. I'm going to start doing witchcraft on my balcony Joshua. (Kidding sorta) but honestly what does one do with nightmare neighbors? It's late as hell and I can hear them fussing again. No one will do anything about it. I'm pissed and triggered as hell by the noise. Earplugs and headphones won't help forever and it hurts my ears to wear em all the time.
My parents basically said they'd help me find a place then had a tantrum when I showed them places because they believe they aren't safe. Then they wanted to look at the most expensive places. Then I found other places outside of the bad parts of town and they weren't satisfied with those and told me to basically fuck off abt it. I mean I'm aware of the fucking time line I know dad doesn't work and start getting paid till late next month, I know mom is busy almost 24/7 and always has a reason not to talk to me.
I'm going to bed. Very excited to be asleep. Hoping for no dreams unless they're good. It's hard to get to bed for me. I fight sleep. We all can guess why.
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ssstardust3001 · 5 months
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Personal log: So, in order to transfer, I had to have an up to date physical...How was I supposed to know that my organs are on the wrong side??? I only find this out now at age 30 and from a Vulcan doctor who was really fascinated with my weirdly mirrored organs. Nothing is wrong with them, they're just on the wrong side. So fuck me if I need a transplant or anything I guess.
I feel bad for whoever the main doctor, Chief Medical Officer, is aboard the ship who has to worry about my fucked up mirrored organs. Should I tell them? Will it be in my file?? I'm supposed to wear a medical bracelet. Which I have on right now...Good luck to any doctor.
I also have yet to meet the captain of the ship I was transferred to, and I hope to keep it that way for a few business days so I can mentally prepare myself. Though if we meet earlier, I just hope I won't embarrass myself. Hell, I have yet to make contact with really anyone as a colleague and crewmate. I will keep this log updated.
I hope they don't mind my lack of eye contact and just general complete weirdness. Ugh...this is why I have no friends, well no one I'd consider a friend. I'm not a social butterfly, I'm more of a reclusive moth who has a social anxiety disorder. I want to make friends, I really do, but people, humans especially, scare me. They're as volatile as I can be, but still often better restrained.
[He groans in frustration.]
No one wanted anything to do with me after I sent someone to the hospital in the Academy after Izzy died. They started it! Said shit they weren't supposed to. They then hit first, called me a damn slur too, but then played victim and were all like, "oh, woe is me". It still makes my blood boil to think of that little lousy motherfucker. Damn waste of oxygen that plants worked so hard to produce. He ended up dropping because it was too hard for him academically, kept partying, never studied, and I know there are people out there who think I made him drop, that I bullied him out of Starfleet.
[His voice is raising as his temper flairs.]
If I wanted to bully him, if I had bullied him, I would have made sure his life slowly became a miserable hell where he had no one to blame but himself. He would have actually suffered instead of getting a damn slap on the wrist because his dear daddy is some important Admiral. He's so lucky I held back when fighting him...I could have killed him. Fuck, I wanted to. I really wanted to, but...something held me back. I...don't really know what it was exactly. I know it wouldn't have been the thought of disappointing my dad, fuck him.
So, what was it?
........
[His voice is soft now, sad]
You know...
I wonder if I'd be better off socially if I had been raised by my mother, if I'd be better adjusted, a better son, not a lonely disappointment. She had to have been disappointed deep down when meeting me for the first time. I...don't know how she wouldn't have been...She was beautiful, regal, restrained... just everything I'm not.
I don't always know why I do things...why I fight people, why I'm so petty, so damn turbulent at times... People don't always know what to make of me because I'm supposed to be quiet and proper and unemotional, repressed, but they treat me like nitroglycerine -- dynamite as soon as I open my mouth. [He sighs heavily, dramatically.]
Ooooh, Mordred...
[He then snorts softly, but sighs again.]
Well...Hopefully no one on board knows of my reputation from my Academy days. Hell, what are the odds of them being from the graduating class of 2252 or the surrounding years where they could remember it?
This is a fresh new start and I hope to make the most of it by making friends. I want to make friends. I'm also hoping to improve myself somehow. I don't quite yet know how...but I want to be better, do better, feel better.
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okay guys u know like autistic sense of justice n like right n wrong black and white
so in my opinion u just shouldn't say a slur that isn't yours to reclaim, I don't get why people are so fucking obsessed with saying it and then saying oh but I'm not actually racist/homophobic/abelist
like if someone owned up to being a racist then like okay u won't to upset and hurt black people because u dislike them
but then how are u going to sau the n word and joke about the kkk and then being like I was just messing
and I want to be like people can change and education before like reprimanding but I also want to hit you so hard u actually can't say any words anymore but I can't do that because then I'd get in trouble
like I think
I think I get very upset by stuff like this idk I like can't understand why people would just be bad like u have unconscious biases and when someone brings them up u ignore it and continue like nothings wrong idk I'm so frustrated ugh and like okay
as someone queer I just sit quite deal with it when my brother and dad go back and forth calling eachother the f slur and I've tried over and over to explain for all of the slurs they've said that it's not okay even if no one other than the 2 of them hears it's still weird and evil for u to be saying them at all and especial when u know its wrong so u don't say it infront of those people like idk like there is a reason I've yet to come out like I think they'd be basically supportive but they'd probably fucking start calling me the slur and I don't want to hear thay like I just want to come home and be like yippie my family but no they're evil evil beasts
like years ago my mother would say the f slur and we have conversations about it and after a while she got it she understood thay it was fucked up n twisted n not for her to say so casually and she doesn't ever anymore so like automatically feel sm sager with y mother like not scared of being harassed in my own home and like o still love my dad but he's so evil like I'd he weren't me father he'd be just another old evil man who thinks everything he does and says it the right thing I miss when I was yojnve and did not see their flaws real like I get so worked uo about it and I jsut have to sit still and not say anything because I've tried and I know they don't want to listen and thryll only mock me and I think my brothers friends also encourage it and like ugh why are people evil like why why do you want to say slurs like u get zero benefit like I just don't get it I'm going to rip his head off but like I know I can't do that I have to be calm and chill and not cry or bash my head in like ughhhh I've tried so many ways of explaining thay it's just not good in any way but they jsut never fucking listen like ughhhhhj like what do I even do cis I don't want to just give up but I can not be having this fight ever day that I'm here
but yeah idk like strong sense of justice I want then to just do better n shut up but I know they won't so what the hell can I do like they will never take it genuinely
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Pretending this is a text to my siblings cuz I would never actually send this but I need it out my head.
Yall aren't here at home, like I knew you wouldn't be. You guys keep saying you guys have your own problems and worries. One of you is a fucking bum to your other family and said you'd never interact with us when mum dies, the other is always crying about her own pain and illness. Granted understandable, but also you're denying the correct medication and for what?! For whhaaattt what are you trying to prove by making your life miserable right now?! You guys still get to go out, go yo work, clean not clean yall get to live your livveeessssss. Like sorry woe is me and all but I can't step out the house without feeling the guilt of a thousand sinners. Like I wanted to do so many things cuz I'm like whelp I'm gonna now die at 25 so imma bang shit out but you know what I don't even think I can cuz now I feel guilty every time I have a good time. And you guys don't have to feel that guilt, cuz you're not here you're not the one leaving her alone every fucking time. I buy myself a new dress. Guilt. I gey food outside of home. Guilt. I SIMPLY FUCKING WALK OR WORK OUT?! YOU GUESSED IT GUILT! it's like my whole life is a crime. Oh this is why you should leave. Live life for yourself. WHAT KIND OF FUCKING HEARTLESS ASSHOLE TO UOU THINK I AM. when mum dies and dad then what. Oh you weren't there. Why didn't you do anything WHY DIDN'T YOU GET A BETTER JOB. BRO HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GET A 9 TO FUCKING 5 WHEN I ARRIVED HOME AT 3 PM TO FIND A HALF DEAD MOTHER AND HAD TO RUSH TO A&E DO YOU KNOW THE TYPE OF FESR ID FEEL ALL DAY. NO YOU DONT. BECAUSE WITH YOU LOT OUT OF SIGHT OUT OF MIND. I'm just saying. No matter how much you say I'm sorry you have to deal with this. You're not the one seeing our mother die every day. I am. And I need better advice than move out. Cuz if I leave. Where does that leave my dad. Alone? Dealing with this alone? Where does this leave my mum? With a healthcare who potentially won't understand her? Who won't take her pain seriously?? Idk jesus sometimes I just think things would go better if we all just had a family dinner and then never woke up.
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He felt terrible--he felt better than he ever had before. He was anxious--he was assured. He knew she loved him--he knew he would lose her. Up, down--even meditation wasn't helping.
For one thing, he couldn't seem to sit still long enough to do it.
The phone rang. Yolanda. She didn't call often. Yuri considered ignoring it, then worried maybe something was wrong.
"Hey, Yolanda. Everything okay?"
"Sure, we're all fine. I was just talking to Mom."
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Why did I answer the phone? He didn't want to think about his family right now. He didn't want to exchange pleasantries. He wanted to work on the house he was building for himself and Tahiya. It was the only activity that seemed to steady him somewhat.
Maybe Yolanda could sense his irritation, because abruptly she came to the point:
"I heard you're having an affair with an Egyptian woman."
His rebellious side flared immediately. "So what if I am? And who'd you hear that from? I haven't--"
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"Mom," said Yolanda. "Duh? She has business contacts all over the world now that she's running the company."
So the locals were talking. Great.
"Enya doesn't know," Yolanda added. "I mean, none of us has told her. Mom wanted me to talk to you first."
Yuri couldn't stand it. "Stay out of my business, Yolanda, for fuck's sake! Telling my wife?! Why would you even--"
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"Calm down," Yolanda said. "Mom just wanted to know what your plans are, I think. You know, monetarily."
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Yuri snorted.
"It's always about money with her."
"Yup," said Yolanda. This was a rant she'd heard many times, Yuri knew, because he had made it many times; but he couldn't stop himself.
"FUCK money. This has nothing to do with money! This is about my happiness, okay? My life, not Mom's. Not yours either!"
"And definitely not Dad's, right?"
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Oh. Oh, she didn't.
"Yolanda," Yuri said after a moment, "I hope you didn't just compare me to Guy. Because I am nothing--"
Yolanda interrupted him.
"I mean, you're something like him now, Yuri, because you're cheating on your wife."
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"Just like Dad," Yolanda added, as if the comparison weren't perfectly clear. "I don't make the rules, Yuri."
He wanted to throw his phone off the roof and into the Nile.
"Tell Mom," he said finally, "that this is none of her fucking business. But for your information, Yolanda, I am nothing like my father. Nothing. Guy turned into a sleaze the second we moved into Dragon Valley--and it's not that he 'cheated on Mom,' Yolanda, because that makes it sound like a one-time thing, and you know it wasn't."
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"I know." This, too, was well-trod conversational ground between them, but again, Yuri couldn't stop himself.
"it's that he quit doing anything else besides sometimes going to work and all the time chasing women. I don't know why Mom puts up with it! He's--"
"He's different from you how, exactly?"
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"Here's the difference," Yuri said angrily, "I'm correcting a mistake I made long ago to finally marry the woman of my dreams."
"How is she the woman of your dreams if you only just met her?" Yolanda asked, and Yuri could tell she was laughing at him, which only enraged him more.
He would ignore the question. Be like water. Moving on!
"I will tell Enya as soon as I'm home in a couple of days that it's over, and I will make every effort to provide for her and the kids--"
"Noble of you," Yolanda said.
"--but then that's it. That's where it ends! I'm not going to have multiple hookups with multiple women that I only half-assedly try to hide from my wife, then hope she agrees to look the other way. I'm going to be honest with Enya, because she deserves that and because, unlike our father, I am a man of integrity. Look--I love her, Yolanda! Just not in the way that I love Tahiya."
Yolanda sighed.
"So it's serious."
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"Entirely," Yuri said, and ended the call before he could say anything else he might regret.
He had said too much already, but not, he thought, without provocation.
His mother! Yolanda! What in the meddling-ass hell--did other men put up with this?! Surely not? Had Che Guevara's mother--
His phone rang again: Yelena. We're not doing this!
Yuri declined the call.
Then he went through his contacts and furiously blocked every member of his family except Enya and the kids.
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hey could you do a dilf! matsukawa smut maybe he just preys on his daughter kind of thing because her mom passed away so he sees her mom in her and then she comes home and then she sees him on the couch with his friend/friends and then her shirts wet because it was raining so you can see her bra so she gets forced to strip infront of them
so y/n just ends up having a threesome with her dad and his friend/friends it's a bit much but i thought because it said any asks it might be okay
your works are amazing btw
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Hey, didn’t know whether you wanted incest or stepcest? So to be safe I did stepcest. It’s still very NSFW though.
My first orgy, fic might not be the best but oh well.
- ash
tw : orgy, drunk sex, anal, fingering, squirting, multiple cream pies, nc, dc, virginity loss, step cest, oral, huge age gaps, hand jobs, vouyerism, others.
NSFW 18+
wc : 2.3k
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You looked so like your mother. The hair, the eyes, the figure. Everything resembled her so perfectly.
All of it. Even the way you anxiously look at yourself in the morning through the mirror, pointing out all your insecurities when you were nothing less than perfect. Or how in the morning when you wake up you always do the cute smile, the same one your mother always did when she spun around to greet your step father.
He knew it was wrong, watching you so much. Pretending to be texting his friends but instead watching your social media's from private accounts, groping himself to the thought of you in that bikini, small thong tucked inside your ass as you gave a show for him. Or maybe when your about to go out with your friends, waving him a soft goodbye, turning around to display your tight shorts in his eyeliner. Outline of your under ass carved so well that if you bent even the slightest bit over you'd have him hard for days.
It's been 4 years since she's passed away and he's done his best to raise you as his own, hugging you when you need it. Talking to you about all your problems, it's hard to forget your not his daughter sometimes considering the amount you mirrored her. There were days he thought he was born under a star, thanking the heavens that you weren't his own flesh and blood and so he could fuck you into oblivion. One day...
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The rain was treacherous, thunder and lightning havocing down, the noises were menacing and you had to put all your might in your exhausted legs to run home as fast as you could. Clothes drenched and feeble body so tired.
Shutting the door behind you, you groaned at the sound of the TV and laughter coming from the living room, too embarrassed to walk past the open door to travel to the staircase.
'Y/N?' You heard a groggy voice call you just as you stepped closer foot into the light. Reluctantly you turned your head, only to be faced with the image of four guys, slumped on the couch with beer cans scattered over the floor.
'Yes daddy?' You call, turning your body. The only noise filling the room was the call of the volleyball came on the TV and the dripping noises from your drenched hair and clothes.
'Your shirts a bit...you can erm...'
Looking down you were faced with the bright colour of blue glowing through your once white shirt, skin attached to it. Everything so distinguishable, you were exposed without even having to do anything.
'Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry!'
'Dont be. Here you can wear this.' One of your fathers friends say to you, calling you over to offer the blanket once draped on his body.
They were all so tall, all so muscular and fit. You couldn't help but get nervous from the sight of all these older men surrounding you. You've seen them before but feeling all their lingering eyes on you was something you've never witnessed. Or never witnessed with realising.
'You can't possibly expect her to wear that with how soaked she is? Go on sweetheart ya can take your shirt off we won't prude-'
'Shutup tooru, think you had one too many'
'Oh cmon iwa, scared you can't handle it?'
The chatter between the men made you a bit wary of the situation, innocently unbuttoning your shirt to throw it to a side, stomach churning but head completely empty at the feeling of so many eyes on you. Your daddys seen you half naked so many times already, what's the problem?
'Here, come sit down.' Mattsun spoke out, patting his lap quickly before any of his other friends could offer you a seat. Pulling your hand you were tucked closely to his chest, damp skirt ridden up, the outline of your panties tugging on the feeling of his jeans, you didn't even realise how turned on he was getting.
'So how's school y/n, heard your 18 now?' The pink haired guy spoke out, arm rested on the seat behind him as he turned to face you, grey sweatpants not very well hiding the erection growing under him.
'Yeah, last month actually. Daddy got me a new car.'
'Did he now? Sorry for not wishing you princess, your daddy didn't exactly tell us.'
'Yeah, we would've gotten you a present. Anything you wanted.' Oikawa scoffed, licking his beer coated lips at the sight of you, mattsuns hands wrapped round your waist, his head resting on your shoulder. You were so stupid. How couldnt you see the way mattsuns eyes were attached towards nothing but the way your cleavage was cupped between your bra, breasts so swell and puffy. He was so close to touching you, so close to sucking your erect, soft nipples.
'Anything?'
'Yeah doll, got something in mind?'
'Erm...maybe a shopping spree? Daddy won't buy me any new clothes.'
'You don't need him for that-' iwaizumi interrupted, grabbing your hand in his, harsh finger tips brushing over your freshly manicured hand. Your pretty eyes gazing up to meet his. He could've sworn he felt his dick twitch at the vision of you.
'-I'll take you out. Tomorrow you free?'
'Shutup. I think I can take my own daughter out dont you think?'
'You can hardly treat her right, don't think once since you came in you've asked how her days been.'
Teeth gritted mattsun didn't threaten to defend his pride, barking back at his childhood pals.
'Why would I need to? If somethings wrong she can tell me. Right princess?'
'Rig-'
'Yeah? God you really don't know how women work do ya.'
The argument that blew out had you nervous, stuck playing with your fingers in your lap. Embarrassed that all this happened because of you, you didn't intend for your daddy to fall out with them all, maybe you should leave.
Attempting to push yourself off you were quickly grabbed by your hips, harsh indents gripping you tightly, spinning around - your father had no less than a sadistical glow in his eyes.
'Where ya headed?'
'I was gonna go shower.'
'Why? Stay here a bit longer wont you?'
Peering around all four of the guys had the same expression, their faces dark and eyes lust blown, their breaths oozed of liquor and intoxication, the dent in their pants hard and teasing.
'I- I really should go...'
Quickly, your wrist was snatched up, you were pushed back onto his lap, body immobile and restrained by the tug of your step dads much bigger arms, knee bouncing you on top of him to keep you patient.
'Does your daddy treat you well doll?' Oikawa asked, pinching your chin to turn you to face him, parted lips and confused expression on your face was all you could put together, what an airhead.
'Yeah, he does'
'Really well, does he satisfy ya?' A taller man knealt infront of you, your gaze drifting towards him, his lips were so close to your neck, so close to nipping at your skin and marking you as his.
It doesn't go silenced the way matsun felt your cunt throb under him, the speed of his bouncing increasing, the other side of your head petted by makki. Your good uncle makki, the one you've seen more than any of the two other men here. The one who questionably always attempts talk to you at every given chance, to pick you up in his car and take you hope. Make you his.
'I- yeah...he gives me whatever I want'
'Really? Well from how damp your panties are right now doesn't seem like he's giving you what you seem to need...' a prodded finger tapped at your clothed pussy, material drenched and your skirt hiked up higher on your hips, empty whine escaping your lips. A kiss planted from behind you. Cheek nipped at, the same kiss you get every night before you go to sleep, now turned more eager, booping at the side of your mouth and chin.
'I- maybe we shouldnt- I don’t think-‘
‘Shh…let daddy give ya what ya ‘wan, you wanna get fucked don’t ya. Don’t lie to me I can feel ya, so tense and wet ‘f me.’
‘Don’t be greedy matsun, a girl as pretty as this doesn’t come too often.’ The edge of your bra being played with, strap pushed lower as a warm mouth quickly latched onto your nipple, light brown haired draped over the boys eyes, your hole being prodded by the man on your other side, fingers playing with the rim of slick you managed to build up by not even being touched, material pushed gently inside you every now and then, teasing you on and on. The dark haired guy infront of you played no mind to begin kissing up your thigh, soft and greedy pecks planted on your exposed skin, your ass grinding into your step dads lap greedily the more you were touched. You didn’t know what to feel.
‘Shit daddy-‘
‘-Ah fuck…’ you moan at the slip of a finger, rimming your slit and pushing gently inside of you, your head separating from the kiss, neck falling onto your step fathers shoulder, small grin rising on his face at the contentment spread on your lips. Sinner, your mother would be so disappointed.
‘God she’s so tight- how haven’t you fucked her stupid yet mattsun.’ Another finger slipped inside you by the pink haired guy, your hands slipping into iwaizumis hair playing between your legs, his tongue moved to play with the red fluffy clit prodding from your dripping pussy, poking and saliva lapping at every small squirt and squish your making from makkis long fingers.
‘Been waiting so long for her believe me.’
‘Mm ‘tastes so good princess…’
The lift of your skirt caught you off guard until a harsh hand moved to slap and grip at the flesh of your ass, underwear snapped and cock rubbed against your cheeks, a whine escaping from your lips, you could hear the audible grunts from your dad, neck bitten down on as he forced himself between your tight ass hole, gripping your legs to slam you on and off his cock.
‘Fuck- ‘s too much…’
‘Shit- fuck. She’s dripping…’
‘That true? Your such a slut baby…’
A guided hand began fucking off oikawas long vein striped cock, all your body feeling weaker, lips dragged into makkis alcohol coated mouth, loose saliva collecting at your cleavage, tits bouncing and the lewd noises from iwaizumi vibrating into your body. You couldnt focus, your once brain dead mind completely occupying with the feeling of release building at your stomach.
Your eyes fluttered so pretty, tears dripping down your cheeks at how teased you were getting, how tense and used you were getting.
‘Oh my god. She’s fucking creaming.’ Iwaizumi didn’t miss the chance to wipe up your taste, screech ripped into makkis throat, oikawas cock fucked faster into your smaller hand, cock slammed between your back walls, thighs, breasts, all groped at. Moans filling the room from all the perverted men around you, using you as nothing more than a pretty fuck bank.
‘Shit. Fuck ‘m gonna cum.’
Your ass was coated white inside, fingers moving to push all the cum that spilt straight back into you. Oikawas cum shooting onto your stomach, a moan of ecstasy leaving his lips as you clenched and squirted into iwaizumis mouth, lust blown eyes greedily looking into yours every drop he lapped up.
Forcefully you were pushed onto the floor, back forced into doggy. Two men stood infront of you, one underneath you and one behind you, your mouth was forced open in an instant, huge long veiny cock shoved down your throat, your eyes shooting white quickly as you were violently faced fucked, pussy filled from under you, tits sucked and latched at and ass finger fucked and prodded at, all whilst one went under and began fucking all the dropped out cum straight back into your velvety ass.
You couldnt do anything but airily moan at the feelings, it hurt so bad but felt so good, you were such a whore, such a cum slut.
‘Yer taking us so well, fuck she must be a pro’
‘Nah- fuck- a virgin, never seen a cock a day in her life’
‘Shit, no wonder she’s so tight, wonder whose gonna be the lucky one and breed this tight cunt.’
‘That true angel? Your a virgin?’
Your cheek filled cock tasted lips moaned and nodded profusely, small adaptions of ‘mhm’ made audible from your attempted speech.
‘Fuck stop talking. ‘M gonna end up cumming too early-‘
Back arching, knees weak, sensitive nipples attacked, ass gripped and played with all while one man is simply fucking himself stupid at the sight of him knuckle deep inside your tight ass. Four huge, lust blown greedy older men fucking a younger newly turned 18 woman, you saw this shit in pornos but never thought it was to happen in real life.
‘I’m gonna cum-‘
‘Fuck-‘
Your ass was coated once again, a moan from you sent vibrations up iwaizumis cock, his sperm coating your once red, swollen lips now white. Throat covered with bittersweet cum, back sprayed white and pussy cream pied and played with. Seperating your hips you dropped your head on the floor, body tired and exhausted, betrayed eyes looking up and around at the men beaming at you.
‘Fuck, hurts so bad…’
Spinning your head around you were turned to face with your greedy step dad, his long fingers pushed into your mouth, grabbing you up into a long, warm kiss. The sight sending blood straight to the other mens cores. It was so lewd and perverted.
‘Hope you had a good birthday wish baby, but the nights not over yet…’
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An Opportunity Has Arrive 13 (Mothers day Edition)
It's Mother's Day, Ruby and Yang are going back to their room after spending the day outside. They went to see a movie to kill some time while their teammates spend the afternoon with their moms.
Ruby: *Opens the door* That movie was the best!
Yang: This movie will be a cinema classic one day. I can assure you.
Weiss: Welcome back.
Ruby: Oh hi Weiss. Weren't you going to be with your mom all day?
Weiss: Well...
Blake: Her mom and mine have an engagement. It's a special event just for mothers.
Yang: Wait, your moms know each other?
Weiss: I was surprised to find out too. Apparently they met through a mutual friend and became good friends after that.
Ruby: And what will they do at the event?
Weiss: It will most likely be a special dinner for all mothers.
Blake: I bet they'll eat a thick, long, juicy piece of meat.
Yang: *She covers her sister's ears* Wow Blake! I know you're hungry but don't say it that way in front of my little sister.
Ruby: *She breaks away from her sister* I'm not a little girl anymore!
Weiss: Anyway, our moms looked very excited. So whatever it is, it must be something very exquisite.
Blake: They are so lucky.
Yang: Gosh Blake, it's just dinner. It's not a big deal.
Blake: (If you knew what was going on behind the scenes, you wouldn't be saying that) *quietly* How I wish I was a mom.
Yang: Well, who's gonna stop you?
Blake: *Embarrassed* You heard me!
Yang: *chuckles* We all did.
Weiss: *Teasing* And I do not think it will be difficult to fulfill your dream. You have a lot of suitors.
Blake: *Blushing* SH-SHUT UP!
The three girls laugh at her for a moment, but Blake is left thinking about what they said.
Blake: (I would never get pregnant, but if I did, who would be a good dad….) *The image of Jaune appears in his mind* (….No no no! Ours is only physical. I don't feel anything for him! It's just a carnal desire, right?!… right?)
Menwhile in the most exclusive 5 star hotel in Vale.
Kali: I'm so excited for what we're doing today!
Willow: I can't wait too. Nora told me that she has something special prepared for us.
Kali: Will it be just the two of us or will more people come?
Willow: Nora said that Raven and Terra would come and that would be everyone. It's a private party so they didn't invite a lot of people.
Kali and Willow enter a large room. Inside, they see four very comfortable sofas, Raven and Terra were already sitting on 2 of those sofas. In the middle of the room there is a round stage that is covered by a curtain. The two women take their respective seats and wait.
Kali: Terra! I'm glad to see you. Any news about your second child?
Terra: Nice to see you too Kali. About my second son. Well, we're still trying to get pregnant. I won't give up yet.
Kali: These things take time, but you already know that. I bet Jaune does his best.
Terra: Oh, He does much more than just give his best~ He is an animal in bed. I feel like he wants to get me pregnant with triplets.
Kali: *Giggles* With the amount of cum that comes out of him, I wouldn't be surprised.
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Willow: How have you been Raven?
Raven: I've been better
Willow: To be honest, I didn't think you would come to this event.
Raven: I was bored.
Willow: Really~ Wouldn't it be that you like being treated like a horny bitch?
Raven: *Angry but blushing* What?!
Willow: I saw your video, I'm not the type of woman who likes hardcore sex. But after seeing how Jaune treats you like her bitch. I understand why you want him to fuck you again
Raven: I didn't come here for that!
Willow: *Looks down on her waist* So the dog collar you have there is for decoration.
Raven: You saw it?!
Willow: *giggles* No, but it proves that you're here because you want more of his "tough love."
Raven: *Embarrassed* Shut up.
Willow: You're so cute.
Out of nowhere the lights in the room go out and a few spotlights point to the stage in front of them. Music begins to come out from some speakers installed on the ceiling and on the stage, then a familiar voice grabs their attention.
Nora (Speakers): Good night ladies! Thank you for coming to our special event for Mother's Day. Tonight we have something special for you lucky girls. This will be a night of passion where all your fantasies will come true. So let's stop talking and start this show. So I present to you, the man with the biggest dick, the magical hands that leave any woman trembling, and with a body that invades your wildest dreams, the only one, the incomparable, JAUNE ARC!!!
The curtain opens and the stage lights up. They could see a big bed at the back of the stage, enough for at least 5 or 6 people, in front of the bed, there was a stripper pole, and around the stage were different men's and woman's outfits. But what caught their attention the most was the man in front of them. Jaune was wearing a milk delivery uniform and you can tell that the suit was tight on him. Certain parts highlighting his charm, especially the crotch.
Jaune: *Blushing but acting confident* Hi ladies, I'm here to give you your milk~ Just make sure you drink it all and don't spill it.~
The women went crazy when they saw him, especially because of his attitude. With both hands he grabs the shirt and tears it off, exposing his muscular chest.
Jaune: Who is thirsty for the famous Arc milk?~
Kali: I am~
Jaune: Then come here and have a little taste~ *He begins to unbuckle his belt.*
Kali gets on stage and kneels in front of him. She grabs the elastic of him underwear and yanks them down.
Willow: *Touching herself* Yes, milk him, Kali~ This is so hot. Don't you think so, Raven?
Raven: *She ignores her as she touches herself and stares at the act in front of her.* Fuck~
Willow turns to see Terra and sees that she has already taken off her pants and is touching herself with both hands while she watches while moaning cutely.
Willow: *joking* I think Kali and I were not the most excited about this event.
Nora (Speakers): Girls, if you have any fantasies you want to play out, the costumes around the stage can be used. This night is for you, so live out your wildest fantasies, and Jaune will make sure that you are satisfied before the end of the event. He does have a large Aura pool after all.
Willow: Oh, this is going to be an unforgettable night~
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Happy Mother's Day!
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"Victory" (Spencer Reid/ Reader)
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Summary: Spencer's daughter hates her father's girlfriend. But when he is in prison, life pushes them to finally get along.
Warning: Cursing, a little angst, a mean teenager, and fluff.
Word count: 5,4K
A/N: Hello, pretty people! How are you? I've missed you! Life has been a little messy and filled with angst, so writing hasn't come easy in the lastest weeks. Hope you like this story, and I hope I can bring you a new one soon 😉
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Spencer's daughter hated her dad's new girlfriend. And she wasn't subtle about it. She hated that her father was now dating, 'cos she didn't want to share his love. So now she didn't even want to be around him anymore 'cos he was so happy, it was annoying.
It wasn't that she hated her father, 'cos she loved him. But she was never going to face the fact she was jealous. She didn't want to share Spencer with anyone because he was all the family she knew, and they were a team.
Victoria Reid was twelve years old. She had grown up alone with her dad 'cos her mother had ditched the two of them soon after she was born. Spencer had tried to explain to his daughter her mom had left 'cos she wasn't ready to deal with the responsibility of being a mother, which was true. He, on the other hand, was happy to know he was going to be a father, and he repeated over and over again she was the best thing that had ever happened to him.
That was true.
When Spencer and his ex found out they were going to be parents, he was ecstatic. He couldn't wait to hold his baby in his arms and watch them grow. He didn't know his girlfriend had other plans, though, and soon after Victoria was born, she had left the two of them and never looked back.
Spencer wasn't going to lose the chance of being a dad. Even when he knew he was too young, Reid was ready to raise that baby on his own and give her all the love he had.
That's why he and Victoria were so close. Spencer was the only parent she had ever had. He was her world. And though Spencer was only 24 when Tori was born, he had given her his best.
Tori was the BAU's baby girl. Everybody in the team was a part of her life because she had grown up with them. Penelope was her best friend and godmother. Victoria would spend a lot of time with her while her dad was away on a case. Derek was her cool uncle. He helped her train to get into the basketball team and taught her how to dance. JJ was the closest to a mother figure in her life. Tori would spend time with her after school, playing with Henry. Spencer always said JJ was like a sister for him, and that's why they were all like family. Tori actually called Henry and Michel her cousins.
Emily was like her best friend. They could talk about anything, and at least twice a month, they would go out together shopping, just the two of them. Spencer always respected his daughter's relationship with his friend 'cos they were their little extended family. Tori called Rossi "Nono." He had taught her himself, and she loved going to his mansion, 'cos he always had new video games to play with her.
But then came (Y/N). She had joined the team when Victoria was only six years old, and for the first five years, they got along just fine. (Y/N) would come along shopping with her and Emily, sometimes she took Tori out for some pastries, and talked about bands, boys. Victoria loved her.
That until the incident.
She hated (Y/N) after the incident.
Victoria refused to talk to her after THE INCIDENT.
It was a warm spring afternoon, Spencer and (Y/N) had the afternoon off, and they were at his apartment... heavily making out on the couch. That's why they lost track of time.
(Y/N) and Spencer had started dating a few months before. They had been in love with each other for years. Still, neither of them had acted on it until Rossi's birthday party, when they had a little too many drinks and finally confessed their feelings. They wanted to take things slow, but when you make out in front of the whole team, it might be a little harder imagined.
But they had decided to wait for the right time to tell Victoria. But, unfortunately, the right time didn't come soon enough.
- "Dad!! I'm home!!"- Victoria opened the front door and froze in shock at the scene going on in front of her. The twelve-year-old had asked her best friend's mother to drop her home earlier when Penelope told her Spencer had already gone home. In Garcia's defense, she had no idea what was going on in Reid's residence, and if she had known, she would have never let Victoria know her dad was home.
(Y/N) widened her eyes and quickly grabbed a pillow to cover herself. She was shirtless, sitting on Spencer's lap. She still had her bra on (thank god), but anyone could tell that scene was leading to the bedroom in a few seconds.
- "Shit!"- Spencer whispered and closed his eyes as he realized what was going on. (Y/N) held her breath as she stared into the young teen's eyes. Victoria didn't know what to do or what to say, so she simply ran to her room and slammed the door.
- "Ok... so I think Tori knows about us"- (Y/N) tried to ease the mood and smiled at her boyfriend as she put on her shirt. But Spencer sighed and covered his face with both hands- "Oh, come on. It doesn't have to be a bad thing. Let me talk to her."
- "No, (Y/N), let me talk to her first."- Spencer stood up and kissed (Y/N) 's nose- "I know she is mad, and I should be the one dealing with her anger."
Reid knew his daughter well enough to anticipate her behavior. People had often told him he could be a little passive-aggressive when he was upset. And his daughter was just like him.
- "Victoria, open the door!"- he said and waited a few seconds after knocking.
- "Go away!"- the teenager yelled, laying on her bed. She felt betrayed and confused. But most of all, she felt angry that her father had decided to have a girlfriend. He had no right to do such a thing. He had to take care of her and her grandma. No one else.
- "Victoria, we need to talk about this!"
- "You seemed too busy with your girlfriend to talk to me, dad. So go away!"
- "Victoria Marie!"- Spencer knocked on the door but got no answer from his daughter. (Y/N) heard it all from the couch and tried to think of a way to fix things with the young girl.
Sadly, it wasn't going to be easy, and in the months that followed, everything was far from being normal again.
- "I hate her!"- Victoria huffed and left her book aside. Spencer was trying to explain to her why (Y/N) would stay with her and Diana while he took a short work trip for the weekend. But the girl didn't want to hear a word about it.
- "You used to get along with her just fine until we started dating."- Spencer tried to dialogue with his daughter. Still, it was honestly getting harder and harder each time they touched the subject.
- "Used to. You just said it. I have the right to change my mind about people. Why can't I stay with auntie Penelope for the weekend?"
- "Because I want you to make an effort and try to get along with (Y/N) again. Victoria, we've been through this before. I love you, and that's not going to change just because I am dating (Y/N)."
- "This is so unfair! I hate you!!"
Spence tried to stay calm, but after over four-month having the same argument almost every day, he was losing it. Victoria stormed out and slammed her bedroom door behind her back. Maybe it was better not to push it, Spencer thought, defeated, and called Penelope to ask her if his daughter could spend the weekend with her, 'cos he had to travel. Maybe Victoria and (Y/N) weren't going to get along if he forced them to spend time together.
Everyone had already tried to talk to her about what was going on: JJ, Emily, Penelope. But Victoria wasn't ready to give in. She wanted to hate (Y/N), and nothing was going to change that. Or so she thought.
The day Penelope showed up in Victoria's school and announced her something had happened to her dad was engraved in the girl's memory forever as the worst day of her life. Her father had been arrested in Mexico, but Garcia had assured her, the whole team was working to bring him home safe. Meanwhile, she would stay with her in her apartment (she was already there anyway), and Diana would stay home with her nurse.
Victoria's heart was broken. She was basically alone in the whole world. Her father was her anchor. Her protector. Her superhero. Her best friend. And now, all of a sudden, he was gone, and though everybody told her it was going to be ok, she knew it wasn't.
- "Hey,"- (Y/N) walked into Penelope's office and found Victoria doing her homework- "Pen told me you were here, and I thought maybe you'd like one of these."
The young SSA said and handed the girl a box of fresh chocolate frosted with sprinkled donuts and a strawberry milkshake. Her favorites.
But Victoria didn't reply. Instead, she looked at (Y/N) right in the eyes, not moving a muscle, and then returned to her homework.
It had been two weeks since Spencer had been accused of murder, and he had been transferred to Virginia. But the team was far from solving the case.
- "Ok, Tori, please stop this. I know you don't like me dating your dad, but this is not the right time to fight. I know..."- (Y/N) made a short pause and took a deep breath before resuming her idea- "I know how you feel."
- "No. You don't."- Victoria Reid's voice was loud and clear, like thunder, hitting earth with anger. So clear, in fact, (Y/N) widened her eyes when she heard her.
- "You have no idea how I feel. Your dad ain't in jail accused of killing some woman in Mexico. You have no right to tell me that!"
- "My boyfriend and best friend in the whole world is in jail right now, and it doesn't matter if I work myself to death 18 hours every single fucking day; I still can't find the way to help him. I feel lost and alone, and most of all, scared, 'cos I've come to realize I have no idea how to live without him anymore. I'm guessing that's very close to what you feel."
(Y/N) poured her heart with complete honesty to her boyfriend's daughter, fighting the tears back, though you could feel the desperation in her voice. She didn't know if it would be of any use, but she had to take that from her chest. She missed Spencer so much she felt she was going insane. She had no idea what to do.
Victoria stared at her, furrowing her eyes and pouting. She didn't want to cry in front of (Y/N) 'cos she didn't want her trying to console her.
- "Just because you are dating him doesn't mean you have to take care of me. I can take care of myself."- Tori said and looked at the donut. She was hungry, they looked delicious, but the teenager didn't want to accept any gift coming from (Y/N).
- "I am not here because you are my boyfriend's daughter. I thought you were a cool kid way before I fell in love with him."- (Y/N) tried to calm herself down and sat across the table from Victoria- "And I am not trying to steal him from you. I just wanna... make him happy."
- "We were happy,"- the teenager's comeback was like a slap on (Y/N) 's face, but she did her best not to take it personally. She knew it was useless fighting with a teenager.
- "I have a visit scheduled for tomorrow. If you'd like, we could go together."
Tori held her breath. She hadn't seen her father since he left for Mexico. Of course, Victoria wanted to see him and hug him. It was all she wanted in the whole world. But... she didn't want to be friendly with (Y/N).
- "If I go... it doesn't mean I like you."- the young girl whispered.
- "I know"- (Y/N) nodded, feeling already triumphant.
- "And it doesn't mean I'm ok with you dating him."
- "I understand. I just know you miss him, Tori. I really know how you feel, and I'm gonna help you whenever I get a chance."- Victoria didn't answer; she just sighed and grabbed a donut. (Y/N) tried not to smile, feeling she had a small victory.
Spencer couldn't believe it when he saw his little girl waiting for him sitting next to (Y/N) instead of his lawyer in the small grey room. Victoria stood up and ran to him the second the door opened and wrapped her arms around her father as tight as possible.
(Y/N) looked at the guards, thankful neither of them had tried to stop the teenager.
Spencer kissed his daughter's cheek a few times and whispered how sorry he was to put her under those circumstances. He didn't know what to do or what to say. He was speechless. A part of him hated the idea of his daughter visiting him in jail, but he also missed her too much to argue with (Y/N) for bringing her over.
- "I'll go fill a few forms. Be right back"- (Y/N) whispered and saw Spencer's warm smile as he mouthed "Thank you," still hugging his daughter. She whispered, "I love you," and walked outside the room. She knew Victoria would appreciate a few minutes alone with her father, and she didn't want to take that away from them. She really wanted to make Spencer and Tori happy, and spending time together was what they needed.
- "I know this is hard, peanut, but we'll get through it. I'll be out in a few weeks. I promise"- Spencer held his daughter's hands as they sat across the table.
- "I miss you"- her voice was a soft whisper, as she kept trying not to cry anymore. She didn't want to make him feel guilty, sad, or anxious.
- "Me too. How are you? How is living with aunt Penelope going?"
- "Ok... we watch a lot of movies."
- "And school?"- Tori shrugged.
- "Ok, I guess."
- "Victoria..."
- "I got a C on my history paper."
- "Baby..."
- "I know, I know, I should have tried harder, but I really didn't want to do it."
Spencer was torn between lecturing his daughter for getting a bad grade and actually telling her it was ok, 'cos they were going through a rough patch. It was obvious she might get bad grades, all things considered.
- "I'm sorry I wasn't there to help you"- it was all Spencer managed to whisper.
- "Don't say that, dad. I'm sorry I slacked off."
- "You know, you could ask (Y/N) for help,"- Spencer suggested, but Tori just rolled her eyes, annoyed- "She has a master in the subject..."
- "Dad, please don't force me to talk to her."
- "I'm just saying... you don't have to be her best friend, just ask for help when needed, especially when it comes to school. Besides, it's clear she isn't a bad person if she brought you here today."
- "She just wants to win me over."- Tori mumbled and crossed her arms on her chest. But she knew her dad was right in one thing: (Y/N) had done a pretty good thing taking her to see her dad and letting them spend time together on their own.
Victoria thought she was losing her mind after three months had passed and her father was still in jail. It didn't matter that (Y/N) took her every Saturday morning to visit, played her favorite music, and bought her all the pastries she loved. She needed to live with her father again and do all the small things they loved: making breakfast together, playing scrabble, taking long walks in the park, eating ice cream. Tori even missed her father's annoying habits. She missed his rambling and how he always had an answer for everything, even for the things she didn't want to talk about with him.
Spencer was an amazing father, no questions asked, and Victoria Reid knew she couldn't ask for a better dad than him. She just wanted him back.
But things weren't going to improve soon.
When the team found out Diana Reid had been kidnapped, (Y/N) had to take a minute and lock herself in the bathroom to cry her heart out. She felt bad things were never going to cease, and she didn't want to tell Victoria. The girl had already been through so much, adding the abduction of her grandmother wasn't fair. Tori was just twelve. She shouldn't be going through all that.
- "Victoria?"
Prentiss decided she was going to be the one to tell the girl what was going on, and (Y/N) offered herself to look for her. She was in Rossi's office, reading a book curled on his comfy couch. That poor kid almost lived at the BAU by then.
- "My homework is done."- she replied, not taking her eyes from the page she was reading.
- "That's good. And what are you reading?"- Tori sighed and showed her the cover- "Something Wicked this way comes," I love that book"- (Y/N) smiled and took a look around.
- "Figured my father forced you to read it."
- "Actually, I read it when I was ten, and it's one of my favorite books."- (Y/N) looked at Victoria, but the teenager kept pretending to read, ignoring her- "Emily needs to talk to you."
- "And why are you here? Why didn't aunt Emily come? Are you her secretary?"- there was something about Victoria's attitude that reminded (Y/N) of Reid.
- "I wanted to see you, see how you were doing, and take you to the conference room"- Tori sighed and stood up. She hoped Emily had good news about her father, 'cos she was honestly going insane.
But of course, Prentiss didn't have any good news.
- "I'm sorry, Tori, but... you are going to have to stay here tonight"- the girl frowned, confused, and looked at the whole team around her. Everybody looked like they hadn't slept in days. Which, by the way, was very accurate.
- "Why?"
- "'Cos we are going to have to..."- Emily paused and held her breath, staring at her niece's eyes.- "I'm sorry, Tori, but this is the truth: the woman who framed your father has kidnapped Diana, and I'm scared she might try to get you too. So until we catch her, the safest place to be is here, at the BAU. With us."
Tori gasped and covered her mouth with both hands as tears filled her eyes in a second.
- "Nana? Is she ok?"
- "We don't know yet, but we are working to bring her home safe as soon as possible"- JJ caressed Tori's arm and tried to hold her, but she pushed her away mad frowned.
- "You keep saying that, you keep telling me you are working to bring my family home safe, but so far, you haven't done anything!! I am still alone! Dad is in jail, and everybody knows he is innocent! And now nana is gone too!!"
- "Baby, we know it is hard, but..."- Emily wanted to explain to Victoria everything was more complex than they had expected, but the girl covered her ears and shook her head, yelling as she stormed out of the room
- "I don't wanna hear you!! I want my dad!!"
It was painful to hear those things, 'cos the team was doing the best they could for Reid and his family, but they could understand the frustration and, most of all, the fear that little girl felt.
- "I'll talk to her,"- (Y/N) said and turned to Emily- "You guys continue what you were doing. I'll try to calm her down."
- "Are you sure you wanna go?"- Emily asked and cut (Y/N) a short smile.
- "Yeah, for once, she is mad at all of us, not just me."
The young SSA walked to Garcias's office, where Tori was hidden underneath a desk, crying.
- "Hey."
- "Leave me alone."
- "I know I'm the last person you wanna be with right now, and I am sorry I can't do anything to make you feel better. I can only promise you this: we are doing all we can to bring your dad and your grandmother back home safe." - (Y/N) whispered as she walked slowly towards the girl, who sobbed, whipping off the tears from her eyes.
- "Just leave me alone. I want to be alone,"- Tori mumbled and wrapped her arms around herself, sobbing.
- "I'm not gonna leave you alone, Tori. You are not alone here with us."
- "I am alone!! I want my daddy!! I need my daddy!!"- the girl continued crying her eyes out, hidden underneath the desk. (Y/N) kneeled next to her and sat on the floor.
- "Come here"- it was a bold move, 'cos (Y/N) knew the girl was going to reject her, but she didn't care. She couldn't deal with her sadness, and it scared her to think how bad the child was feeling. So, (Y/N) opened her arms and moved the teen closer to her.
Surprisingly, the girl didn't reject her. Instead, she cried against the fabric of (Y/N) 's sweater and sobbed, shaking, as (Y/N) caressed her hair carefully.
- "I swear, we are not gonna rest until he is free and until Diana is home."
- "I want my family back,"- Victoria mumbled and sighed.
- "You'll get it. I swear, I'll do everything I can to bring them back to you."
That was the first time since (Y/N) started dating Spencer that Victoria let her close. In the middle of the mess they were all lost into, it felt like a little break of peace. Another small victory for the young woman.
(Y/N) didn't mind spending the whole night awake going through an endless pile of files if it meant there was a chance to bring Spencer back home. Tori stayed in Rossi's office, where she made something that looked pretty much like a fort on the couch, with blankets and pillows, to hide from the rest of the world.
It was heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time, looking at the girl hidden there, trying to read, trying to draw, trying to do anything to take her mind from reality. Penelope brought her something to eat, but she rejected it, saying she wasn't hungry. Emily and JJ had tried to talk to her, but Tori kindly said she wanted to be alone. Even Morgan had called her and announced to her he was taking a plane from Chicago to help the team looking for Diana.
None of that cheered Victoria up.
- "I bought you this,"
Around ten, (Y/N) opened Rossi's door and walked in, holding a box of frosted chocolate donuts with sprinkles.
- "They always cheer your dad up, so I'm counting they will do the trick with you too"- the young woman tried to joke but found Victoria crying quietly insider her fort.
- "Please, just leave me alone,"- she whispered and hid her face with both her hands. (Y/N) didn't pay attention and sat with her inside the fort.
- "Not a chance."
- "I really don't wanna do this now, just leave me alone,"- the girl sighed, defeated, and continued crying.
- "Come here, I told you, you are not alone."
- "I am alone, (Y/N)! My dad is in jail, my grandma is kidnapped, and my mother left me 'cos she didn't love me!"
- "No, baby, don't say that"- (Y/N) wrapped her arms around Tori and kissed the top of her head.
- "I know my mom didn't want to have me, and maybe she was right... maybe I am cursed, and all this is my fault."
- "Victoria Marie Reid, you are talking senseless" (Y/N) held the girl's shoulder and looked into her eyes.
- "You are an adorable young girl who deserves the best in the world. Why did this happen? I don't know, bad shit happens in life, and we must try to learn something from it. That's it. There's no reason or cause. Shit happens, baby, but we must raise stronger than before. You are an incredible young girl, and I know your dad is proud of you. I am proud of you, 'cos you've been so courageous and brave."
- "You are just saying that 'cos you are with my dad."
- "No. I would say that even if I hated your dad. You know why? 'Cos I am not lying, you are awesome, and I love you, get that into your head. And you are not alone, 'cos I am here, see?"- (Y/N) ran her thumb on Tori's cheek, whipping off a few of her tears- "I'm here even when you don't want me to be, so I don't know if you can tell, but you are doomed, you can't get rid of me now. I'm like a disease, but a good one... I don' know if there's a good disease. I'm sure your dad would have the answer for my random comment right now."
Both Victoria and (Y/N) chuckled at the same time, and the girl nodded.
- "He definitely would..."
- "He would also lecture me why I shouldn't give you sugar after dinner, but he is not here, and I am not telling him, so please don't tell him 'cos he is going to be mad at me... and at you."- (Y/N) handed Tori the box of donuts, and the girl smiled.
- "I won't tell him."
- "Great, we have our own little sugary secret. Eat all the donuts you want; I'm going to be with the team in the conference room. Emily has a meeting early morning with the judge."- (Y/N) kissed the top of Vitoria's head and stood up.
- "If you need anything, I'm across the hall."- the SSA said, and the girl nodded, chewing a donut.
- "Thank you, (Y/N)"
By the next day, the miracle had happened. Victoria couldn't stop crying when (Y/N) announced she was taking Spencer back home. Tori stood in front of his father's girlfriend and felt how the tears filled her eyes in less than a minute. Happy tears, for once.
(Y/N) smiled at her, glad to know the young girl was going to have her life back. It surprised her when Tori hugged her, wrapping her arms around her tight. (Y/N) stayed still for an instant, trying to understand what was happening. She hugged Victoria and kissed the top of her head. The child was crying, and suddenly, so was she. The nightmare was over. At least a part of it. They still needed to find Diana. But the fact they were going to have Reid back was already giving everybody the peace of mind they needed to finish the task.
(Y/N) held Spencer's hand tight all the way from the prison to the BAU. He kept his eyes locked on their hands, fingers tangled together. He couldn't believe it was actually happening. He couldn't believe he was a free man.
- "How's Tori?"- he whispered and turned to his girlfriend. Penelope and Luke were in the car with them, but somehow, Spencer could only register the presence of his girlfriend. Not because he didn't care about his friends, but because he could only take just a small amount of information at the time. It was all too much for him at that moment.
- "Good. She has been incredibly strong."
- "Did you tell her about mom?"- Spencer was afraid to ask but needed to know what was going on with his daughter. (Y/N) nodded and sighed.
- "We decided it was better if she knew what was happening, we had to keep her at the BAU, and she was going to get suspicious she couldn't go to Penelope's... sorry."
- "Don't be. You did what was best for her."- Spencer turned to his girlfriend and smiled at her for a second. It was a short, sweet smile. Almost shy. But it was enough to warm her heart and wake the butterflies in her stomach. She was so in love with Spencer Reid, everything he did fluster her.
Victoria thought her heart was about to burst as he waited for her father to arrive. Spencer looked at (Y/N) one last time, and she squeezed his hand kindly, smiling when the elevator door opened, and all he heard was:
- "Daddy!!"- Tori yelled and ran to hug Spencer as soon as she saw him. He couldn't even step out of the elevator when his daughter nearly tackled him, wrapping her arms around him tight.
- "My baby!"- he whispered and spun her in the air a few times- "Are you ok?"- he held her face with both hands and took a good look at her. She was crying but smiling as she nodded.
- "I'm so happy to see you, dad."
- "I missed you so, so much"- Spencer kissed the top of her head and sighed. (Y/N) smiled, and whipped off the tears from her eyes as she stared at the scene. Garcia and Luke stood next to her, enjoying a brief moment of happiness and peace.
- "Me more,"- Victoria whispered and hugged Spencer again- "I swear I'm never going to fight with you again."
- "I'm taking a mental note of that,"- he answered and felt her body shaking as she giggled. Spencer hadn't heard his daughter laugh, giggle, or even watched her smile in the three months he had spent away from her. And that sound was sweet and warm, like a balm to his soul.
- "I'm sorry, Spencer... but, we have to..."- Emily interrupted the moment and smiled at her friend. They all knew they still had to do one more thing before celebrating. They had to take Diana Reid back home safe and sound. Victoria let her father go and smiled at him.
- "I love you, dad."
- "I love you too, princess."
And as the team walked to the conference room to brief Spencer about the case and update him with the latest information, (Y/N) felt someone hold her hand.
- "Thank you,"- Victoria whispered and cut her a smile that warmed her heart.
- "Come here,"- she answered and turned around to wrap her arms around her for a second. Spencer looked at them, and for once, he didn't know what to say. Victoria and (Y/N) just stood in the middle of the hall, hugged for a few minutes, and Reid couldn't believe it. It was so heartwarming and emotional; he really didn't know how to react.
- "Come on, dad!! You are going to miss the movie!"- Victoria yelled and set the popcorn on the coffee table.
- "You can pause it!"- Spencer yelled from his desk, where he was finishing writing a letter for his mother.
- "Or you can hurry!"- Tori answered and sat on the couch.
- "Here's your tea, your highness"- (Y/N) walked to the girl holding a tray filled with cups and more snacks- "Come on, honey! We are not waiting for you!"
Three months after prison and life had never been so good for Spencer, Victoria, and (Y/N).
- "I had never seen you so eager to watch a Marvel movie, since when are you two fans of Thor?"- Spencer walked to the living room, hearing his girlfriend and daughter laugh.
- "Always, huge fan."- (Y/N) smiled and tapped on the couch. Reid sat between his two women and sighed.
- "I can smell the sarcasm in the air."
- "No, honey. We love Thor, right Tori?"
- "Yes! Big fans, huge, the biggest fans"- Spencer looked at his daughter and raised an eyebrow.
- "Ok, I'll buy it. Let's watch the movie."
(Y/N) and Tori giggled at the very same moments like they were sharing a secret joke Spencer couldn't understand, but he didn't really matter. He was happy, his heart was content, and there was nothing more perfect that minute, 'cos his family was all on the same couch, watching a movie, enjoying an afternoon together. Like he had always dreamt of.
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