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soars22 · 4 months
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Missa stirred from his sleep slowly. He wasn’t sure what had woken him up, exactly, but the world felt… strange. The air hung flat and oddly empty in his ears. He didn’t like it.
He blinked and opened his eyes. He was in Rose’s sanctuary. He grinned softly; he hadn’t thought to ever see it again. Phil must have dragged him here in his sleep, as he had so many times before. Missa turned to the side to greet him and stopped short, his blood going cold.
Philza was dead.
Or, not quite dead, exactly, but very close to it. He was barely breathing and his skin, when Missa reaches out to feel his pulse, is cold. “No,” Missa breathes. “Chayanne?” He calls out desperately, turning to the bed where his son lays. There’s no movement, but that doesn’t mean anything. Chayanne’s a deep sleeper, he’s always been that way, it doesn’t mean-
It can’t mean-
“Chayanne,” he hisses, shaking the egg. “Chayanne, por favor, please-“
There’s no response. Frantic now, Missa scrambles over to his daughter. “Talullah, mi hija, wake up, get up! Talullah! Wake up!!”
“I don’t think they can,” a voice says quietly behind him. Missa whirls around to see the shimmering image of a woman with long dark hair watching him. “But-why?” The woman shrugs. “I don’t know. I can barely reach them, even here where I’m strongest.”
Missa blinks. “So… so they’re-dead?” The woman regards him sadly. “Yes. You need to let this happen, Missa. It’s the only way to reach them.”
“What do you mean? Reach them?” The woman cocks an eyebrow at him. “You are a reaper, aren’t you? Surely you understand how this works. I’m limited in my power here, but with you…”
Missa’s eyes widen. “Oh. Oh. Yes, yes, I understand.” He hesitates. “It’s… it’s been a while, since I’ve…” The woman smiles. “Yes. That’s why I’m here, to help you. I’m Rose.”
“Ooh…. So you’re Rose? Phil’s told me about you.” Rose laughs. “So I’ve heard. I’ll have to tease him later.” She holds out a transparent hand. “Shall we?”
Later-much later-Phil blinks open his eyes. He feels light, weightless, and the aches that have wracked his body have eased. He sits up and shakes a few stray leaves from his hair. “Chayanne?” He asks and coughs to clear his throat. “Lullah?”
“They’re here,” Missa’s voice sounds from behind him. “They’re just resting with Rose.” Phil turns to stare at Missa. “With Rose? She’s here?” Missa nods. “They’re just waiting on you.”
“Waiting on me for what?” Phil asks as he lets Missa pull him to his feet. “To move on,” Missa replies.
“To-oh,” Phil says quietly. “So… so we’re not waking up, then.” Missa shakes his head. “Not here; not exactly. Rose says she’s got bodies prepared for you somewhere else. I’m just here to lead your souls.”
Phil frowns. “Lead our souls… back to my old world, I imagine, or something like it. And you’ll go with us, right?” Missa stares at him. “I will?” Phil rolls his eyes. “Yes, dumbass. You’re part of our family now, you aren’t leaving. You don’t have a choice.”
“Oh. Uh-“
“Just shut up and let it happen, Missa,” Phil laughs. “You aren’t letting go of us that easy. I’m not about to let my Missa be homeless again.” Missa’s eyes are wide as he mouths the phrase ‘my Missa.’
Phil tugs on Missa’s hand and starts leading him down to the distant shapes of Rose, Lullah, and Chayanne. “Come on; let’s go home. We’ll have time to talk about it later.”
Home. It sounds nice; Missa’s never had one before, at least not one he remembers. He can’t wait to finally build one with the people he loves.
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duskwoodgirl4life · 2 years
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Please Stay With Me
Chapter 13
Richy: what did you just say?
Jessy: your the farther
Richy: how do I know this isn't just another lie
Jessy: here, Jessy pulled out the piece of paper from her pocket and handed it too Richy.
Richy: it's actually true, I can't believe it for once you told the truth about something
Jessy: can we maybe start over?
Richy: just because I'm the farther doesn't mean I am going too give us another go
Jessy: please Richy, I can't lose you
Richy: you should of thought about before you jumped on Jake, I'm sorry Jessy I need some time.
Richy walked away he could hear Jessy crying as he walked away, he wanted too turn round and at least hear her out. Like an idiot he stopped and turned back round and went over too Jessy.
Richy: let's talk tomorrow come too my place around 11
Jessy: thank you, thank you
Richy: come on I'll walk you home
Richy walked Jessy back too Phil's while he might hate her for everything that's happened, he didn't want his baby getting hurt.
The next morning MC woke up too an empty bed, just as she was about too get up Jake came back into the room with a tray full of breakfast foods.
MC: aww Jake thank you your so sweet
Jake: I thought we could spend the day on bed just me,you and the bump
MC: your so cute
MC leaned over and kissed Jake on the cheek, he put his arm around her and held her close. They both enjoyed their breakfast in bed watching movies on Netflix. Half way through one of the movies MC had fallen asleep, Jake just sat and watched her sleeping. He held her close while she rested her head on his chest.
When MC woke Jake was again not in the bed, she got out of bed and went too see where he was. When she walked into the kitchen she found him scooping ice cream into two bowls.
Jake: hey, you okay?
MC: yeah am good, what's all this?
Jake: well I thought we could have a little ice cream, I got your favourite double chocolate fudge
MC: I think I just fell in love with you all over again
Jake: 'hehe' come on let's take these into the bedroom
They went into the bedroom with the ice cream MC "accidentally" dropped ice cream on Jake's bare chest.
Jake: that's cold
MC: oops looks like I'm gonna have too lick it off.
Jessy had just arrived at Richy's and knocked on the door, he opened it and invited her in.
Jessy: thank you for telling me explain things
Richy: I guess now I know the truth we should talk
Jessy: I know it might sound stupid but I stairs up late last night and wrote you a letter. Jessy hands Richy the letter and sits down and reads it while Jessy offers too make coffee.
Dear Richy,
I know I have said sorry more times than I can count, but I want you too know that I am truly deeply sorry for everything. That night I slept with Jake it was a stupid drunken mistake. One I regret everyday I wish it was possible too go back in time and undon it all. I've lost the love of my life over a stupid irresponsible moment I want you too know I will never stop loving you. If he ou choose too walk away from us I will understand I just hope that we can stay friends, I will give you full access too the baby when ever you want too see him/her you ou can.
Love you always and forever
Jessy
Xxxxxxx
Richy put the letter down and went into the kitchen where Jessy was making coffee.
Richy: I've read your letter
Jessy: do you need time? Take all the time you need I won't push you
Richy: maybe we could make this work but if we do there as too be 100% truth on both sides
Jessy: I can do that, no more secrets I don't want too lose you again.
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blambololi · 9 months
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“FRINGLES”
#fringles #fringlesstory #joebiden
<<PROLOGUE>>
Fringles Frances Turner was born out of wedlock to John "Jax" Turner and Katherine Evergreen in Lincoln, Nebraska. Jax and Katherine split when Fringles was 2 because they didn't love him enough :(
Fringles grew up with his dad, always switching between motels to stay at for the night. Fringles's favorite toy as a baby was his dad's unloaded Beretta M9. Fringles would stay at his Mom's house once every couple of months, where he'd meet his Mom's boyfriend Phil
One night, drunk as shit, Jax was tucking in Fringles to go goodnight. Fringles was like 4. Fringles asked his father "When can we go back to Phil's house? He's really cool" and Jax replied "You don't wanna go back there, that place has evil clowns"
"Really?" "Yeah and mom's one of them"
This was news to Fringles, his own mother had been turned to a clown. He never went to his mom's house again, vowing to one day turn her back into a person. Katherine and Phil broke up 3 months later
Fringles and his dad did everything together. They went to see movies, went to baseball games, got ice cream together, ran in fields of grass together, the whole nine yards.
One day Jax asked Fringles what he wanted to be when he grew up and Fringles said he wanted to be a cop. Jax got pissed and yelled at him, telling him he ever becomes a cop then he's assed out of a house. Fringles wouldn't learn til much later tho that the reason his dad got upset was bcuz he had a friend named Kenneth Jones in Omaha who was killed because he didn't have his hazard lights on, so some cops pulled Kenneth out of the car and shot him 4 times
Despite being a bipolar pill head with a criminal record, Fringles loved his dad more than anyone else in the entire world
"Dad, what's school gonna be like?" "Well, it's like prison, but with less funding" "what?" "Nah I'm just fucking with you, you'll probably be fine"
Fringles was both really scared and really excited about starting kindergarten. What if it's not exactly how he wanted it to be?
<<PART 1>>
Fringles had breakfast, it was ham and eggs or something idk. Anyways Jax drove Fringles to school in his Pontiac Solstice and they both walked inside the building.
Jax and Fringles walked into the classroom with all the other parents and their kids. The teacher walked in, Ms. Applegate. "Hello everybody, I'm Ms. Applegate". Ms. Applegate said. Fringles immediately did not like her
After a few minutes, parents started leaving one by one. "Dad, are you leaving?" "Yeah". Fringles didn't want his dad to leave, he was scared to be by himself. "Son don't worry, I know your teacher is a bitch and a half but I promise I'll be back here to pick you up at 4"
School didn't end at 4 but Fringles knew what his Dad meant and hugged him goodbye. As his dad left through the door, Fringles was now in foreign territory. What was he gonna do?
As the teacher laid out the lesson plan, Fringles immediately realized he hated doing work and wanted to go home. "No, I have to be strong! I can do this!" Fringles said to himself. He had to be strong for his dad!
He fell asleep during class but woke up when it was time for recess. As he walked out, he saw the entire playground. What was he gonna play on? The swings, the slide, the monkey bars?
He chose none of them because he was still really tired. He decided to try and make friends, so he started walking towards the first kid he saw which was a girl on the swings.
"Hi, nice to meet you. I'm Fringles" said Fringles. "I'm Emma. You want to swing next to me?"
"No thanks, there's like mud water and wood chips on it"
"Oh okay, well see you later!"
"Wait, what kinda things do you like?"
Emma started thinking. "Well...I like jet-skiing. You ever been?"
"No" "Your family must be really poor then."
"Uh, kinda" Fringles said. "Why would you say that? That was really mean"
Fringles kept talking to Emma for a bit. He actually really enjoyed talking to her, this is the first full length conversation he's ever had
"Uh oh" Emma's face turned red. "Yeah? What's wrong" Fringles asked
Fringles turned around and felt the force of someone's fist connect with his eye socket. He looked up and saw some kid with a shaved head and red shot eyes, his first day here and he already got punched in the face that's crazy
"Why the hell did you do that?!" Fringles asked the kid. "Don't talk to my girl, don't look at her, don't do anything with her!" The kid said.
"Whatever! Fine, she's yours!" Fringles said, coughing up blood because he just got punched by that kid. The kid walked away mad and Emma helped Fringles stand up. "Why the hell didn't you do anything?!" Fringles said to Emma. "Sorry, I thought you were gonna fight back"
"Well thanks a lot, Emma! Good to know you have my back"
"I said sorry"
"Who was that kid?"
"Henry, he's my boyfriend."
"Why did he punch me?!"
"Idk, I guess he didn't like you that much"
"Fuuuucckkk, my jaw..."
Fringles looked up and saw the entire playground staring at him. "What?!" He yelled. They all looked away. Ms. Applegate's not even paying attention, she doesn't get paid enough
"Don't talk to me!" Fringles said to Emma and then walked away. Even though he was upset at her, Fringles couldn't stay mad at her for too long. Honestly, he thought her helplessness and indifference was kinda attractive. The rest of the day was pretty good, Fringles had hot dogs for lunch
Later Fringles's father picked him up from school and asked him how his day was. Fringles looked at him confused "Dad, don't you see my eye?"
"Yeah it looks like you got punched"
"Yeah by some kid named Henry. Dad, I don't think school is right for me"
"Shit, on your first day? That's like a record. Did you at least fight back?"
"Not really. I didn't really have a chance to"
Jax thought for a second then reached into his glove compartment and pulled out a pocket knife "Son, do you know what this is?"
"That's a knife"
"No, it's a safety utensil. I want you to take this to school with you and pull it out next time you get into another situation like this"
"Dad, I can't take a knife to school! I'll get in trouble!"
"Who would you rather get in trouble with, the school or me? You don't have to use it, just pull it out next time some kid tries to mess with you"
"What if the kid's not scared?"
"He will be, it's a knife"
"I'm scared about this, Dad"
"Son..."
Jax rests his hand on Fringles' shoulder. "Just take the goddamn knife"
Fringles takes the knife and looks at it. He really doesn't think this is a good idea
"Trust me, you don't want me handling this myself" Jax says. "You're 5, you're not a baby anymore. You can fix your own problems"
"Ok whatever you say Dad" Fringles says
Fringles and his dad would spend the rest of the day watching Married With Children until 4 in the morning because that's how his dad rolls
The next day, Fringles ate some breakfast got dressed and his dad put the pocket knife in his school bag
When they got to the school, Fringles' class was in the middle of recess
"Tell me how everything goes, ok?"
"Ok I will" Fringles got out the car and began walking to the playground with the knife in his pocket
He looked and saw Henry hanging out by the gates, throwing rocks at red ants
Fringles walked up nervous to Henry and started a conversation "Hey, remember me?"
"Yeah?"
"You hit me yesterday"
"Yeah...what about it"
"You really shouldn't hit people"
"What are you, my dad?"
"No because you know what I look like"
It took Henry a while to get it but then he got offended. "I hit you because you were flirting with Emma. Do you want me to do it again?" Henry asks
"No. I mean, yeah!"
As soon as Henry started walking towards Fringles, he pulled out the knife and pointed it up  causing Henry to take a step back
"Holy crap, is that a knife?" said Henry. Fringles quickly tried thinking of something snarky to say to him
"Uh...what does it look like, fatty?"
Henry immediately started crying really loud and every kid started looking in his direction. While Fringles was distracted, Henry knocked the knife out of his hands and grabbed him by the shirt collar. Henry grabbed him and slammed him into the gate
Not knowing what to do at that exact moment, Fringles did the first thing he could think of which was to bite Henry's hand to make him let go
At this point, Ms. Applegate got up off her lazy ass and came to see what was going on with the kids she was supposed to watch
She broke up the fight and told both of them to go to Principal McDingle's office. She then picked up the knife and asked "who's knife is this??" But no one wanted to say who it belonged to
While in the principal's office Fringles' dad was called and Henry's step-dad was called. Henry's face was still covered in tears and Fringles was just mad they took his dad's knife
About an hour later, Fringles' dad showed up to pick him up. When they got in the car Jax started asking him all these questions "What happened? Did you win?" And Fringles was just like "Can we please go home?"
That night while being tucked in, Fringles tells his father he's upset because the teacher took his pocket knife. "Sorry Dad, but the teacher grabbed the pocket knife you gave me" "Don't worry about it son, I can order a box of those for cheap off EBay". "Dad, I don't want to wave knives at school. I want to be a good kid and just get good grades"
"I know buddy" Jax kisses Fringles on the forehead "but sometimes you gotta stab a mothafucka. You'll get it when you're older". He turns off the light and is about to close the door
"Dad?"
"Yeah buddy?"
"What's gonna happen with Henry?"
"Well...either he's going to leave you alone now, or he won't. And you've just gotta deal with either one"
"Is his family gonna press charges?"
"I don't know why, what you did was self defense"
"Didn't feel like it"
"Well, it was. So good night. Oh by the way, technically speaking you're 'suspended' so no TV or video games for a week"
"Aww..."
"And someone wrote gullible on the ceiling"
"What?"
"Nah I'm just fucking with you! You're not actually grounded"
"Oh"
Fringles was actually suspended though, and he didn't go back to school until a week later. The day he went back, none of the other kids wanted to talk to him
"Hey, Emma!"
"Oh, hey Fringles. Thought you got expelled"
"Nope, just suspended. So you doing anything tonight?"
"Yeah, I'm hanging out at Henry's house"
"That wuss? Didn't you see him crying the other day?"
"Yeah I would've cried too, you held a knife at him"
"Forget about him, come hang out at my house instead"
"No offense Fringles, but I don't really see you that way"
"But...I'm awesome..."
"Besides, it seems like you got some issues you need to work out"
"Pfft. Whatever"
"We can still be kinda friends though. Gotta go, bye Fringles!"
"Bye"
Fringles watched as Emma ran to Henry to give him a hug and kiss him on the cheek. Henry looked right at Fringles, flipped him the bird and then walked off. "What a wuss" Fringles thought, as if he didn't get his ass kicked by him
That night while watching Everybody Loves Raymond, Fringles turned to his dad and told him what happened at school "She just completely rejected me, and now I have to see her at school everyday"
"What's funny is that this show ended in 2005, so Everybody Hates Chris can almost be seen as like a continuation in a way"
"Dad you listening to me?"
"You still all bent about Emma? You probably go to school with lots of pretty girls, what's so important about her?"
"I don't know...I just thought—"
"You thought she was gonna be wooed by your show of masculinity?"
"Well, yeah!"
"Don't be hung up over her, there's plenty of crabs in a barrel"
"...What?"
"The point is this, don't worry about her because pretty soon girls will be throwing themselves at you because of how popular you'll be. You made a stand, and in kindergarten that counts for a lot. Or is that the pen?"
"Thanks, dad"
Fringles couldn't sleep that night because he was too busy thinking about how he's going to go through the rest of the school year now that everyone thinks he's some violent asshole
The next day, Fringles sat alone at lunch, he played on the playground alone, no one wanted to partner up with him in class, it was very sad
"This sucks, I'm getting out of here" Fringles thought, fed up with life at this point. He raised his hand to use the bathroom and tried escaping out the exit doors, but he was only 5 so he didn't realize schools lock those
While fidgeting with the doors, he heard a voice behind him
"Hey, you're Fringles right?"
He quickly turned around and saw a group of what seemed to be held-back 1st graders standing behind him. "Uh...who wants to know?"
"We do"
"Who's we?"
"Us"
"Who's us?"
"We"
"You guys gonna pick on me now or something?"
"Woah, you're on edge. Is it true you held a knife to some autistic kid?"
"Uh...I hope not"
"Is he the one who gave you that big bruise?"
"Yeah"
"Why'd your dad name you Fringles?"
"I have no idea"
"Well listen, we're going to the Chinese store to get some snacks"
"The Chinese store? Yeah I know that place"
"You wanna come with us?"
"Uh, okay. Sure"
The leader of the friend group walks up to the door and opens it with a credit card, which apparently he learned somewhere. "Woah" Fringles says in amazement
"Alright, let's go. By the way, my name's Matt"
"Cool"
Matt introduces Fringles to the rest of the friend group. There's Ox, the tough one, Edge, the poorly-supervised one, Tyler, the pretty boy, and Data, the foreign exchange student.
"Data doesn't say much, he's deaf and dumb." says Matt
"That's kinda mean" says Fringles
They sneak out of school and head to the Chinese-owned corner store down the road. Matt walks in and says hi to the owner.
Fringles is looking around and just now realizes he's never been in a corner store before.
He looks and sees Ox put a bunch of Tic Tacs in his pocket.
"Why do you need so many Tic Tacs?" Asks Fringles
"Have you not heard him talk?" Replies Edge, which is a very Edge thing to say if you know  Edge
Edge then grabs some Big League Chew and some Gushers and starts filling his pockets
"Fellas, do we have enough money for all this?" Asks Fringles
"Nah it's cool dude" says Matt "My dad knows the owner, we can get whatever we want from here for free"
"Oh okay, sounds good to me"
Fringles just starts grabbing handfuls of whatever he can find and putting it in his pocket. This is not good boy behavior
"Alright guys, let's go" says Matt
When they're done, they just walk out like the little rascals they are. As soon as they leave they hear the store owner yelling in Chinese
"Why is he so mad?" Asks Fringles
"He's probably off his meds" says Tyler
"Yeah, he's probably just mad he can't get it up" Ox says and then high-fives Edge
"What does that mean?" Says Fringles
"Idk, I heard it from my dad" replied Ox
Fringles looks over and sees a bunch of older kids hanging out on the street corner smoking cigarettes. They're all wearing character hoodies and their dads probably makes six figures
"Ew, those are the 6th graders" says Matt
"Those guys are total losers. All they do is smoke and watch anime all day" says Edge, chipping in to the conversation that they are having at that specific moment
"Fringles, promise me you won't be like those kids one day" says Matt
But Fringles wasn't listening as he was mesmerized by how confident and rebellious the older kids seemed. He dreamed of being that cool one day
"So, what are we gonna do now?" Asks Fringles
"Idk, I'm pretty tired" says Matt
"Yeah I'm probably gonna go home" says Edge
Ox didn't say anything, he was too busy filling his face with candy
Data was there too
As the group started disbanding, Matt daps up Fringles because that's what cool kids do and says "You should come sit with us at lunch tomorrow"
"Yeah sure, sounds great"
Fringles then returns back to the school building where he sees his dad waiting with his teacher outside. "Where have you been, we've been worried sick!" Said or says Ms. Applegate
"Hey champ" says Jax "Don't worry Ms. Applegate, Fringles here has a little appointment with Mr. Belt when he gets home"
"Good! Fringles you should know better than to sneak out! I'll be having my eyes on you from now on, young man!"
"Yes ma'am" says Fringles, the obedient boy that he is
Jax walks Fringles back to his car and they both get in "Well, like that rotting-old bitch said, I have no choice but to punish you"
Fringles and his dad both start laughing in a hysterical fashion
"So, how was school?"
"It was pretty good, I think I'm getting the hang of it"
"Cool"
Fringles wouldn't even go to school the next 3 out of the 5 days he was supposed to be there the following week, he would just hang with Matt and his friends at the park
A few weeks later back at the apartment Fringles was watching Dragon Ball Super in his room and his dad called him down
"Yeah, Dad?" Says Fringles young and innocent as ever
Fringles looked and saw his dad looking nearly passed out on the couch in a fashion that's traumatizing to a child of Fringles' age
"Fringles? That you?"
"Yeah Dad, it's me"
"You'reee a good kiddddd Fringlessss"
"Thanks. You okay dad?"
"I'm cooollllllll"
"Are you high or something?"
"Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
"Oh ok phew, I thought you were"
"Flgkflffll"
"What?"
"I asked if you still talked to Emma"
"Uh no dad, I don't. She changed schools remember"
"She was the one that got away son, you shouldn't have given up so easy on her"
"Dad but you said—"
"I don't care what I said, girls like that only come once in a lifetime and you completely fumbled the bag as you kids like to say"
"But Dad, she had a boyfriend"
"You really let the fact she had a boyfriend stop you? I see it doesn't take much then"
"Whatever, Dad"
"Hey Fringles?"
"Yeah?"
"You're a becoming a real bore, man. You used to be cool"
"Uh, okay"
Jax then turned on his side and fell asleep on the couch. Fringles grabbed a conveniently placed floor blanket and covered Jax with it, showing he cares a lot about his father even though his dad takes drugs or whatever that conversation was
"Sleep tight, Dad. I'll see you tomorrow" said Fringles
END OF PART 1
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chelleztjs18 · 2 years
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Hello you. Haha yes the more fun fact I get, the longer your nickname will be! 😅
I love eggs with rice. There's this seasoning sauce that I put on the rice, it's not soy sauce though. It's my go to meal if I am lazy or have leftover rice.
No no, cheese on steak? No that just sounds crazy. And sautéed mushrooms are so good too, do you put onions with it? I've only had tofu when I was younger when I had to give up meat for Lent. I liked it I think 😅
Do you have a favorite brand of dark chocolate? I like Lindt Lindor chocolates..the little red ball of chocolate that has stuff in the middle. They are so good, whenever I get a bag, I put it in the fridge because I think it's so much better cold.
I like Claire, she can be a hard ass sometimes but I think she means well. I love her and Phil's relationship, they're such opposites but they flow and work well together. So you're the strict parent and he is the fun happy go lucky parent? 🤣
I think I would be like Phil if I did have kids. I am already like him now with my nieces and nephew. I agree, I wanted Haley to end up with Andy, Dylan is okay but he is just so dumb... at least Haley has good senses sometimes. I have a few favorite episodes, I love the one where Claire was online and we see everything from her laptop. What about you?
You know, I have never had a real tree at all. Every year I always think it would be the year I'll try to have a real tree, but then change my mind because cats. Hahaha.
I think I would rather go into the future too. So you'd fix your own mistake or the mistake of society?
Would you rather be funny but really dumb or boring but super smart?
- CuriousGeorge
Hi hi! I just woke up. I fell asleep when i tried to make my daughter nap in her new room. 😅 gosh, nap always make me feel so good. Lol. Then i woke up n get ready to go get our christmas tree and had dinner. I drove there, n now we r on the way home.
Hahhaha im surprised that u didnt come up with a new nickname after my last answer. 😅 how was ur day by the way?
Yeeess eggs with rice are so good. Oh which sauce is that? I might know.haha is it like a seasoning sauce with a green cap on the bottle?
Yeah cheese on steak is a no go for me. I would go there but order it without the cheese.lol. no i dont out onion on my steak.. i dont really like onions but if it's called in a recipe to bring up flavors, i dont mind.. i hate onion rings.. i cant stand the smell, n the thought of how greasy it is makes me feel uncomfortable.😁 buuutttt, i loooooveee green onions. Especially if it's fresh cut on my rice or soup..
Do u eat spicy? Also what about food with spice and herbs? What spices n herbs u like? I looooove lemon grass and basil.
Oh mushrooms are good. My favorite mushroom is shitake mushroom and the black ones that looks like an ear (i think thats how some people call it) it has crunchy texture.
Oh tofu, i looove tofu! I love anyway we can cook on tofu. When i was a kid my sister used to call me the "tofu kid" 😅
Haha thats my favorite toooo! Thats like the truffle one or something, right?But i like the black ones.. u should try it! I also like the bar one, dark chocolate with orange, or with sea salt. U should try it. I can give u a pict of them if u want.
Haha yeah im the not so fun parent who keep trying to draw lines of rules. 😅 so yeah im kinda like Claire.. aaw thats sweet that u r like phil. Hahhaha.u will be the fun parent. N yes! I want Hailey to be end up it Andy.. or Arvin the british scientist.lol.
OH MY GOOOOD! Yeees! Yes! That's my favorite episode too! I love u more for that! It's the season 6 episode 16 n the episode called "Connection Lost" hahaha. I watch that episode so many times n i still laughed out loud. The part that Cam said to Claire "Not cool, Grandma!" After she dumped out the life changing popcorn 🤣 gosh i love that episode. It's a very cool concept n all the jokes are so funny.. any favorite part? I can even talk about that episode on n on.hahhaha.
U should try to get one, a small one so if the cats climb on it n it falls it wont be that bad 😁. I love the smell of the real tree.. i got a different type than i usually get n it smells so much better.
Yeah i will try to fix my mistakes first n hv a better life n when i hv enough power to do that i would try to fix what i can fix around the society 😅 i hope i dont sound too weird or anything.
I think i would rather be smart n boring. I meant it's fun to b funny but im sure it will get old n people wont think im funny anymore. If im smart i can create something good for people n if they dont like me for being boring, its fine with me. I dont mind to hv small circle of friends that appreciate my existence despite me being boring. 😅 what about u?
Cheerio!
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lucy90712 · 3 years
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Wilbur with a female partner.
He comes home definitely not sober after a night with Phil and ur trying to clean him up and get ready for bed and he’s just going on about how amazing u are and how much he loves u. After hours of ranting he finally sleeps holding onto a pillow thinking it’s u. You’ll love the pillow and place urself where it was and he just melts into u
you’re amazing  A/n: sorry this is kind of short I didn't want to ramble too much also I have a discord server so if you like my writing feel free to join there is some perks for those who do https://discord.gg/rBUTHFHuMf
Wilbur has gone out with Phil and some other friends this evening and I know for a fact that hes going to come back at least a little drunk if not completely drunk so I have stayed up to take care of him and make sure he gets to bed alright. I knew it was going to be a late night but when 2am was approaching I was starting to get really tired and struggling to keep my eyes open after getting up early for work.
Just as I was starting to fall asleep on the sofa I heard the door open which woke we up right away but my brain still took a second to focus and to notice how drunk Wilbur was, he was pretty drunk but nothing I haven't seen before so I got up trying to shake off the tiredness and help him into bed. As I walked over to him he put his arms around my waist bringing me close to his chest taking one of his hands to play with my hair while just kind of staring at me. He's never acted like this when he's drunk before but I'm not complaining because he's being very loving which is nice after staying awake for him.
"I love you so much" he said
"I love you too but you need to get some sleep it's late" I said
"But I want to cuddle" he whined
"When you are in bed we can cuddle ok" I reasoned
Wilbur's face turned from a smile to a pout but I led him to the kitchen to get him some water to try and sober him up a little bit and while he was drinking his water I turned on the bedroom light and found him some clothes to sleep in so when he came sauntering in I left to go clean up the kitchen because I knew he has probably made a mess. The kitchen wasn't too bad just some water on there side from the kicked over glass which luckily wasn't broken, I put the glass in the dishwasher and wiped up the water before heading back to see what situation Wilbur had got himself in.
The scene I walked into was just so cute Wilbur was under the covers hugging my pillow whispering things in his sleep. It was so sweet because he clearly thought that in his drunk he was cuddling me and was trying to talk to me. I couldn't hear what he was saying so I walked closer just to listen to him for a bit before I too get into bed.
"I just love you so much y/n you're just so amazing I don't know what I'd do without you in fact I do I would probably be really sad knowing you weren't mine or maybe I wouldn't know you and would never know what I'd be missing out on I'm just so glad that you are mine" he rambled
It wasn't long before his ramblings stopped and he fell asleep so I took that opportunity to turn the light off and sneak the pillow out of Wilbur’s arms and replace it with myself as not to wake him but to also have a pillow to sleep on for the night. Luckily he didn’t stir at all and got closer if anything which was a relief but now I know I’m stuck like this until tomorrow when he wakes up which I can guarantee won’t be early.
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atsumuahh · 3 years
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“ SECRET LOVER ” dreamwastaken
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characters !
dreamwastaken, wilbur’s twin!reader, technoblade, philza, tommyinnit, wilbur soot, karl, sapnap, georgenotfound, drista, tubbo.
summary !
when reader chooses the dsmp high everything seems to be great, but things gets complicated when her brand new crush turns out to be her oldest brother’s rival. it gets even more complicated when he asks her out.
warnings !
swear words, usage of dream’s real name
notes !
dream as a football team captain rent free in my head... and i’m also sorry that it took me so long to write… its almost 3k words and not proofread!
taglist !
@wilczachannn
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it was easy to assume that you had been in your brothers’ shadows. techno, wilbur and tommy were talented, football players with great, great achievements. the only thing you wanted was a big change in your life, so when you graduated from the middle school and it came up to making a big decision on choosing high school, you chose the dsmp high – school located an hour away from your house.
you remember your first day at school. the day started awfully. tommy woke you up with a loud yell at – as you rightly guessed – wilbur, who stole his phone and texted to his crush. it turned out that you had twenty minutes left to get ready and leave for bus and not be late. well... you were late on the bus, but thankfully your dad promised he’ll drop you off at school.
phil couldn’t be more proud of you. for real, he knew how hard it was for you to choose different school from techno, wilbur and tommy (everyone know he’ll go after his brothers). you were miserable through your whole middle school, because no one ever noticed you as your own person, only as wilbur’s twin sister, techno’s younger sibling or the only sister of tommy. it cause you to slowly losing yourself and becoming a female version of your brothers. so when you spoke to him about the idea of the dsmp high, he couldn’t get happier.
fortunately, dad dropped you off fifteen minutes before your first period started. wandering around the new school, looking for people you had classes with. you looked at your phone and accidentally bumped into a tall, dirty blonde guy with painted nails and purple sweater.
“oh no- i’m so sorry!” he spoke kind of afraid he might hurt you. “you alright?” a worried ask left his mouth as he put a hand on your shoulder.
it turned out that his name is karl and you took same classes as him. well in fact the boy seemed to be pretty nice, chill and funny. you two were on your way to the biology class and jokes were in the air. you felt so delightful that you messaged wilbur and techno a small text saying you just made your first friend. as no one responded you hid your phone.
“don’t worry, bestie.” he beamed at you. “i’ll meet you with my other friends, if that’s okay. they’ll love you and you won’t have to worry about making ones!” karl whispered into your ear and you couldn’t hide a soft smile that formed on your face.
as he said, he did. it was your lunch pause so he led you to the cafeteria. the idea of sitting at the table with people you didn’t know was.. terrifying but at the same time, so exiting. you felt like your heart skipped a beat when a guy called dream showed up with his best friends george and sapnp.
he was so handsome that you couldn’t take your eyes off him. looking at him was just so pleasing that you were kinda mad that he was karl’s friend so you couldn’t really sigh over him. surprisingly, he turned out to be a nice guy as well. you expected dream to be a completely jerk and an arsehole, but well you started to feel like you’d fall for him.
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well… you were right. you fell for clay so deeply that just being around him was… stressing you out. he always cared about you, through your whole freshman year he was so cute and it was hard not to fall.
sophomore year started in a very… unexpected way. you hadn’t seen your friends in weeks, because you have lived so far away, but it didn’t make your brand new friends group to fall apart. you wouldn’t be so surprised if they organized a meet after classes but… well it was a meet, but only with clay. in a shortcut – he took you on a date.
“i missed you so much, y/n/n” he smiled as he shyly took your hand and intertwined your fingers with his. a small, timid smile formed on your blushed face. “fuck… i like you, i have a huge ass crush on you, okay? i-i just don’t wanna mess up our friendship… so please tell me if you don’t feel same” clay spoke with shaking voice, not giving you a sight.
maybe it was the adrenaline that boosted you up, or your inner self just wanted to do it, but as his confession ended, your lips gentlt pressed his. clay was… well shocked is a good word, clay was shocked, but he pulled you in even closer and that’s how you ended up making out in the park.
you were thrilled to the gills and you almost told your brothers about clay. almost, because you heard techno’s talking about a match against the dsmp high. well it wouldn’t be such a big thing if you hadn’t heard dream, and well oh well. words weren’t too nice.
“hi… are you free?” you said softly, sitting on your bed. you were frightened – what if they don’t like each other? what if… wilbur and tommy also don’t like him? “you know techno, right? technoblade minecraft?” a quiet ask left your mouth as you sat under the tree in your yard.
“yes, unfortunately.” his response made you thought that you had annoyed him. “wait, why you’re asking? did he hurt you or something?” dream didn’t let you answer as he added i’m gon’ kill him under his breathe.
“noo, don’t worry” you clutched your head and sighed. “he’s… my brother, older brother, actually”. silence between you two were clearly killing you, but you couldn’t be one to break it. he had to say something.
“oh my fuck” you heard his shocked voice and chuckled in response. “it doesn’t matter. you’re the one i fell in love with, not he. i know you’re worried, but everything will be alright.”.
“i hope so” his laughter calmed you. “i’ll call you later so we can fall asleep on call okay? dinner’s ready”.
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”it’s kinda forbidden love, isn’t it?” george laughed as he wrapped his arm around you with a cute smile. brown haired boy was waiting along with you at your whole friends’ group. “y’know… techno is your brother and also a rival of your boyfriend… it’s exciting”.
you almost gasped at his words. it felt so silly and people would probably find it meaningless, but you couldn’t hide a smile that appeared on your face. he didn’t say techno’s sister like everyone from the middle school would say, george said that he’s your brother.
“as long as i love her, nothing else really matters to me” clay’s voice was so sweet that you almost melted under it. he was right, there’s no reason to overthink – you love him and it’s the only thing that matters.
“yeah, you should definitely tell him that at the match on saturday.” oh my fucking god, a match. the elimination match between the dsmp high and the lmanburg high. you were completely between a rock and a hard place.
“fuck, i forgot about it.” wrapping his arms around your body, dream felt how stressed you began to get. he also felt when your body unwittingly started to shake. “he’ll hate me, so will wilbur and tommy.”
“aren’t they already hating you? like- you barely talk to them at home, so… what’s the problem?” sapnap asked shrugging. well, he was right – techno lost his interest in talking to you and unfortunately wilbur and tommy took their cue from him, and the only person you had talked to was your dad.
“you’re coming to our match, right?” karl asked with a nervous smile forming on his face. it was his first match ever on the team – you couldn’t not be there. “it doesn’t who will you cheer for, just be there, okay?”
“karl, of course i will be there” you smiled at him, trying to hide your increasing stress that almost made you pass out. “please win this, okay? it’d be too hard to look at your miserable faces.”
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tommy had always been your favorite of them all. as a child he wouldn’t let you go and sometimes it was obviously burdensome, but you loved it. you loved how he cared and now you missed it. he wanted, but he couldn’t talk to you, techno and wilbur would be pissed if he did.
he wondered about telling you how well he made friends in high school along with tubbo. about all of the funny jokes he made. he just wanted to be a teenager that shares cool memories with his older sister, but for now his brothers were too proud to apologize.
“wil, are you sure we should do that?” he asked, uneasiness appearing on his pale face. he genuinely missed his big sister that always helped him with his homework, with choosing cool outfits to impress girls, helped him, when he argued with tubbo. “she looks so miserable. even dad is worried!”
“we have nothing to do with her miserableness. she left us first. now, she can go and fuck herself” wilbur had never acted lke that before, so surprised tommy just frowned at him and shook his head in hopelessness. something was off and he would like to know what. to repair it.
his stomach rambled and it was time for a snack. tommy was about to came in, but he heard a bit of a conversation between philza and his only daughter.
“yeah, they do kinda hate me” she shrugged, not letting her tears fall. “uhm… clay proposed that i could stay at his. you know, dad. until… they start talking to me again.” long sigh left her mouth as she clutched her head in hands, right before he noticed tears. tommy couldn’t do more, so he got back to his room not letting anyone in later that evening.
it’d be a lie if someone said that tommy wasn’t stressed out. his first game was in a few minutes and his sister was nowhere to be found. “she has better things to do, i disappointed her - i shouldn’t be so shocked.”
when he saw her, he felt relieved. she was there to support him in his first game in high school ever, but as he watched her, slowly drifting away, looking for someone different in the crowd of people, he was hurt.
“i can’t believe you really choose to avoid the affection from dream for today, because your brothers are here. you should fuck them three” sapnap laughed, looking over your shoulder at tommy. “two. he looks hurt as well as you.” you know he was, but he didn’t do anything because the pressure techno and wilbur put on him, was killing him inside.
“y/n you came!” karl cried out, running towards you and sapnap. he hugged you tight and smiled softly, giggling noiselessly. “did y/n’s brothers saw it? i was literally her ride.”
“excuse me, you did that on purpose?” george laughed, shaking his head in disbelief. you joined him, but you stopped when you saw tommy’s upset, frightened face. it wasn’t only karl’s first game – it was tommy’s as well.
“i gotta talk to him” you sighed exhausted of the whole drama around you and your brothers. or just around you, wilbur and techno. your little brother had nothing to do with it. “tommy, hi” you started a bit nervous, feeling the tension betweet you two. and firstly, you thought he will just go away, but you gasped as he hugged you tight.
“i missed you so much” he whispered so anyone could hear but you. soft smile showed up on his face, making it way more brighter. “thanks for coming here, i know it’s rought between you and wil. he’s kinda mad but everything will be fine, i know that.” you wrapped arms around his torso and smiled widely.
“you’ve got this, okay tommy?” you brushed his hair. in response you got a growl and loud laugh after. “if you win or if you lose, it doesn’t matter, because i will still love you, but i’ve gotta go back to my friends.” you beamed and left tommy as soon as you saw wilbur storming towards you.
me: can’t wait to see you on the field :)
you felt like melting, when dream looked at you with his happy, excited face. you were so proud of him – he was the captain of the school football team and it was known that he has a sport scholarship. despite your brothers’ presence, you planned to show clay some support and you painted a medium #21 on your black, denim jacket.
clay: can’t wait to see you on my bed, right next to the trophy i’ll get as a captain.
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he hadn’t lie. you sat on his messy bed, in his messy bedroom, talking to his younger sister drista. she was adorably bewitching. she was a bit younger than tommy, but thankfully she wasn’t as loud as him. you laughed after hearing her awful joke.
“so… you’re living here by now?” she asked curiously, frowning. her eyes scanning your, now, blushed face, waiting on the answer. “please, i cannot stand his my-girlfriend-lives-so-far-and-i-can’t-sneak-into-her-room-and-kiss.” she rolled her eyes, but smile widely.
“oh, yeah.” you blushed even harder as she laughed at your already blushed face. “i’m just worried if he’s okay with us hiding, you know? i mean– he could be with someone else, someone… someone better.”
drista didn’t know what to say and you knew she didn’t have to. you were scared – because of your situation that had place in middle school – he will just leave your for someone better, someone prettier, smarter, cuter.
unfortunately for you, clay had heard your every single word. he coughed, letting drista know that she should go. girl smiled at you before leaving you two alone. him, standing in front of you with only his sweatpants on. “y/n” he started as he got closer.
“i- i- can not tell i know how you feel or how you should feel. and-and i genuinely do not care about anyone else but you. i love you, okay dumbass?” he sat as close as possible and beamed softly.
“you won’t replace me?” the whole thing between you and clay was terrifying you so much. is he lying about his feelings? is he really in love with you? or maybe you’re just a bet? you almost shook your head as the thoughts began to overwhelm you.
he wouldn’t do that. and if he would, some of his friends (yours as well) would kill him. you couldn’t be more happier at the moment. your boyfriend had just told you that he loves you for the very first time, you made amazing friends that would kill for you and vice versa, but there was one thing you had to fix. the relationship with techno and wilbur.
“i could never replace you, love”.
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“you sure you wanna do it?” clay asked, gently rubbing your thigh with his thumb, sitting in the front seat of his car. you were about to tell your whole family that clay dream is your boyfriend. the guy your older brother claimed to hate. lots of fun, right?
you nodded unsure, getting out of the car. it was your first time seeing your brothers in over a month and – boy, oh boy – you were terrified. did they miss you? did they even notice you were gone? you wished they did. you weren’t even able to ring the doorbell, because tommy opened the door with a huge grin.
“i’ve been waiting for you.” he confessed, closing you in a tight hug. he let you off as soon as he noticed smiled dream standing right behind you. “and who are you, mister?” suspicious question left tommy’s mouth.
“i’m y/n’s boyfriend, clay” dream beamed at tommy as he let you in. shock finding their way onto his face was… quite hilarious. he mumbled something under his breathe, but you couldn’t catch it.
as soon as you got onto the dining room, you saw wilbur, techno and dad setting the table. tommy coughed, couldn’t hide his happiness. his sister is back and he can’t let her go ever again.
“hi…” you started, your voice getting shaky. “i wanted to explain some things and it’d be a pleasure if you would accept my new boyfriend, especially technoblade.” dream took your sweaty with nervousness hand to calm you. he knew it was tough for you, knowing that him and techno are rivals. “this is clay and i know you know him, and you’re not on the good terms, but please just… finally talk to me, because i miss both of you and i’d love to have either my brothers and boyfriend close as possible.” you finished glancing at techno and wilbur.
“y/n, i’m just sad you didn’t want to go to same school with me. you had never told me why, we were inseparable and everything changed within days.” wilbur was first to answer you. his dejected voice made you crying. you missed him, his voice, his advices, his presence around you. “everytime i woke up, you were already running on the bus and we didn’t have a chance to talk.”
“i- you- you’re right. i should’ve told you why did i choose the dsmp high. i did, because i began to lose myself, everyone saw me only as your sister and i started to think that i do not matter anymore. i had to change it and i had to show everyone that i’m not just yours and techno’s sister, but i’m my own persona.” wil stood up and got closer to you. your tears convinced him that you weren’t lying and he felt bad that he didn’t realize it sooner. “i’m so sorry”.
“no- no, i’m also sorry. i’m the one that should apologizing. you were just choosing your own path and i was mad at you, because of that. ‘m sorry y/n/n.” you smiled through tears and hugged him as tight as you only could.
“there’s no much drama between us” techno chuckled quietly, watching you and wilbur cuddling. “i already knew what’s going on between you two at the match. i just took wil’s side.” he shrugged and you laughed, shaking your head in disbelief. “well, it doesn’t mean i like you” he claimed glaring at your boyfriend. “i can tolerate you as long as you’ll treat y/n the best you can, otherwise i’ll kill you”.
“i agree and so does tommy” your twin added, looking dream dead in the eyes.
“maybe we’ll stop the death threats here and start eating?” your dad proposed with a cheerful smile. his kids were finally getting along again, he couldn’t be more proud or happier than at the moment.
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“it went so well” you whispered delighted. you were snuggling with dream on your bed, some time after the dinner ended. phil suggested that he could stay for the night, so they can get to know him better.
tommy was thrilled to the bones about the fact that now, he has a new friend, older than him, and also a captain of the football team, so he could teach him how to play better. wil was… well wil. he made sure that dream didn’t have any wrong intentions and techno just couldn’t care less if you were happy with him. he even suggested that they should bury the hatchet and move on.
“i haven’t said that to anyone yet, but i love you” you said, almost skipping a bit when he held your head and gently kissed you.
“well, you already know that i’m head over heels in love with you. and it won’t ever change” he said and kissed you one more time.
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griffintail · 3 years
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Here’s some sad juice lmao. So fundy ends up having to raise his kid sister that ghostbur adopted because Wilbur was revived and dosent have ghostburs memories
His Sister’s Keeper
Pairings: Fundy x Sister! Child! Reader
Past Ghostbur x Child! Reader
Warnings: Mentions of resurrection, Mentions of Death, Mild Angst
A/N: There’s references to Lost Ones but this is not Lost Ones storyline.
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        Phil had been successful, after many trials and finally, with no errors, he managed to bring Ghostbur back as Wilbur. When Phil was confident, fully confident, Ghostbur promised his little girl he’d be back to take care of his little blue. The ten-year-old had sat on the stairs at Techno’s house, humming to herself as Fundy paced and Friend grazed on some of the grass that managed to live close-by when the door opened and Phil was grinning widely.
        “It really worked…?” Fundy asked.
        “Yes, Wilbur’s back. He just woke up and getting used to…living again. But, you two can come in.”
        “Can Friend come? He misses daddy too.” (Y/N) stood up.
        Phil chuckled lightly. “Maybe later, come on.”
        (Y/N) gave a small pout before smiling again as she bounced slightly as she followed behind Fundy. Wilbur was stretching his arm out, getting used to the feeling of having a full form again, as the group walked in. He looked, grinning when he saw Fundy.
        “Fundy, my little champion.” Wilbur spread his arms.
        Fundy’s ears flattened but he gave a laugh as he smiled. “Hey, dad.”
        “You’ve grown quite a bit, haven’t you?” Wilbur came over, putting a hand on Fundy’s shoulder. “It’s been, how long you said Phil?”
        “Little over ten years.”
        “That seems short.” He muttered to himself before spotting the child tilting their head as they looked at the man before her. “And did you have a child?!”
        That’s when a heavyweight settled on Fundy and Phil as they shared a shocked look. No one considered if Wilbur would remember…
        “I uh…no dad that’s…” Fundy put a hand on his head.
        “You like a lot like my daddy, but he’s see-through.” (Y/N) piped up now. “My name’s (Y/N), what’s your name?”
        Wilbur frowned, looking at Phil. “Wait, is she saying…?”
        “Ghostbur took her in,” Phil told him. “I-I thought you’d have his memories.”
        “Hey…(Y/N), let’s go outside,” Fundy muttered to her.
        “Oh…but where’s daddy?” She asked him.
        “I…uh…I’ll tell you in a minute,” Fundy told her, showing her out. “Let’s go play with Friend.”
        “Friend loves to play!” She grinned before running to play with blue sheep, Fundy staying at the front door to watch her and listen to the conversation.
        “He took in a child?!” Wilbur exclaimed.
        “She was in a bad spot Wilbur. I’m sure even you would have done the same.”
        “At the time, maybe but now things need to be done, Phil! I need to be stronger, that’s why Casper wanted to be back right? I can’t do that while taking care of a child! I don’t even know her!”
        “Wilbur.” Phil tried to change his mind. “She’d not like other children, she’d going to need her father.”
        “You know her, you take care of her.”
        “Wilbur!”
        Fundy heard enough. He was fuming to himself. Even after being resurrected, still the same old dad. Fine, if the bastard wasn’t going to take care of her…
        “(Y/N), why don’t you and Friend come with me to my house?” He smiled gently at her as he came over.
        “But what about daddy? He said he’d be right back.”
        Fundy folded his ears back before crouching in front of her. “(Y/N), you know the man inside?”
        She nodded.
        “And you know how Ghostbur would talk about Alivebur?”
        “Yes, he talked about how he made L’Manberg a lot.” She smiled.
        “…Well, that is Alivebur, his real name is Wilbur. Which, was also Ghostbur’s name.”
        “I’m confused.” She muttered.
        “Ghostbur was Wilbur’s ghost and Phil brought Wilbur back. Which means, he put Ghostbur back into him.”
        “Then…Where’s daddy?” The little girl mumbled, scrunching up her eyebrows in confusion.
        “Wilbur is your dad but…he doesn’t remember…”
        “Oh, does he need some blue?” She asked.
        “No, I—” Fundy groaned into his hands before looking at her. “Ghostbur isn’t coming back (Y/N). Wilbur is Ghostbur and he can’t remember anything about being a ghost.”
        The poor girl was confused. How did her father forget her? He did forget a lot of things but he never forgot her! She was little blue. He also promised that he’d be right back.
        “He’ll come back though, he promised he would.” She wrung her hands together, the sheep nudging her side. “Friend and I are here! He wouldn’t leave us…”      
        Fundy sighed now, seeing her panic. “He thought Wilbur would remember, but that’s not the case. So, I think it’s best if you come with me. Alright? Maybe until Wilbur remembers!”
        He was lying through his teeth with the last sentence but he needed to say something. Anything to get her to come with him. That perked the little girl up before she nodded.
        “Ok. I’m sure he’ll remember. Maybe he just needs some blue.” She reasoned, before hugging the blue sheep. “We’re going with Fundy, Friend! You’ll like his house, there’s lots of grass.”
        Fundy didn’t know what he was in for, but he’d make sure she was alright. Especially if Wilbur didn’t give a damn about the poor child, he had called sister the past few years.
        …
        Fundy was not ready for how much energy the ten-year-old had. Phil knew that Fundy had taken the child and told him that Wilbur did indeed not place a current care on her. He offered Fundy help if he ever needed it and Fundy was sure he’d be fine because she shouldn’t be too bad, she’s Ghostbur’s kid.
        He was wrong.
        She was all over the place, running around or dancing as she giggled. She liked to spend a lot of time with the blue sheep and that was Fundy’s biggest assurance. If he needed to know where she was, look for the one blue sheep. When it came time to sleep came as well, she was extremely difficult about sleeping.
        He had woken up groggily in the middle of the night and she was standing there, hugging the fox plushy Ghostbur had given her forever ago.
        “I can’t sleep.” She muttered.
        “What do you need me to do?” Fundy yawned.
        “Can I sleep with you? I always slept with daddy.”
        Fundy’s ears folded back at the sad thought but he nodded, letting her into his bed. She cuddled against him and before he knew it, she was asleep. He tried other ways to get her to sleep, but every night, he was back in the same spot. She cuddled into him and she was out like a light and stayed like that as long as he kept her there.
        Her naivety also was problematic too.
        “Fundy! Look at the salmon!” She giggled as she leaned over the pier at the lake Fundy had taken her to, to catch some fish.
        He looked over and yelped, dashing over and catching her before she fell into the lake.
        “Wow, you’re fast Fundy.” She smiled as he folded his ears back with a frown.
        He was working the hardest with that.
        “Don’t. Wander off.” Fundy grabbed her hand with practiced ease as she got distracted on a simple walk to Church Prime.
        He wasn’t prepared for any of it. But, day by day, he learned the ins and outs of taking care of her. She would…sometimes ask if Wilbur remembered her and every time, he lied to her…but he was scared about how the girl would react knowing that Ghostbur would truly never come back.
        Today was a good day though, (Y/N) had stayed by his side and was talking to him about a book he had given her to read in order to calm her a bit. They were walking to Church Prime once again together when Fundy saw Wilbur walking down the path towards them. Fundy’s ears pointed back as he carefully took (Y/N)’s hand, pulling her closer to him. She barely noticed, just enjoying the warmth of his hand as she continued on.
        “Fundy, and…(Y/N) right?” Wilbur asked as he stopped in front of the two.
        “Yes sir!” She smiled widely. “You remember me?”
        “I remember you from Techno’s house, yes.” Wilbur nodded.
        “Oh.” She gave a small pout before smiling again, Wilbur raising an eyebrow.
        “Good talk, come on—” Fundy went to lightly pull the girl forward when Wilbur spoke.
        “So, you’re taking care of her?” Wilbur questioned his son.
        “Yeah, no one else would.” Fundy huffed. “She’s my sister anyways.”
        “Fundy’s the best brother.” (Y/N) nodded.
        “She’s not really your sister, Fundy. You could have left her with Phil.” Wilbur told him, (Y/N) turning confused.
        Fundy gripped her hand tighter. “No, she’s my sister. And right now, we’re going to church for the day.”
        “She’s not my child so she’s not—”
        “She was!” Fundy snapped, pulling (Y/N) behind him. “Just because you’re a bastard and refuse to know her, doesn’t mean she wasn’t yours! You could have easily done it! I didn’t know her and now I know how to take care of her just fine! And want to know why I did? Because she’s my fucking sister, whether you like it or not. I don’t care if you remember and probably never will. She’s my sister. So, leave it the hell alone.”
        With that, Fundy pulled (Y/N) along. He didn’t look at the girl for some time as they made their way to the church, but he did when he felt something go into his hand and his anger faded. Looking, he saw (Y/N) had slipped a piece of blue into his free hand and she was holding her own.
        Stopping his walk, he crouched in front of her.
        “Are you ok?” He asked her gently.
        “It was a bit scary that you yelled.” She muttered, looking at the blue in her hands. “But the blue is helping.”
        “Ok, well, you don’t need to use blue all the time ok? I’m here to talk to and you can talk to me about anything because I’m going to always be here to take care of you, alright little sis?”
        She paused before nodding, smiling at him. “Ok. He remembered my name, so hopefully, he’ll remember more soon.”
        Fundy sighed in his head but he put a smile on his face, nodding.
        “I’m sure. Come on, let’s go to Church Prime, and then maybe we’ll go home and take Friend on a walk.”
        She gasped excitedly as she nodded.
        He’d make sure she was always happy because he was now his sister’s keeper and he couldn’t imagine her any other way.
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OUT OF TIME MASTERLIST
IT’S ALWAYS BEEN YOU MASTERLIST
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Word Count: 3,600ish
Summary: Surprisingly, more secrets come out. A final plan is formed.
Notes: Please read the ending note. You must read Out Of Time in order to understand this. The chapter numbers continue from Out Of Time. (gifs aren’t mine)
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“She’s not the only one whose kept secrets, Steve,” Natasha said, once Y/N was clearly gone. “We all have.”
“This is different,” Steve argued, mad. “This has to do with half the universe turning into dust and the man who did it. She should have told us so that we could have—“
“Done what, Steve?!” Tony retorted. “Spent the past five years planning and waiting for something to happen?! That’s not a way to live! I know that because I’ve lived that! I’ve tried to do that!” Tony took a deep breath, trying to calm himself as he backed away from everyone. “I may be the only one who feels this way, but I wouldn’t change the last five years. Yes, I miss people terribly and feel the guilt of what happened constantly. But I finally have the family I’ve always longed for. I have a daughter who is my whole world, and a wife who fights for what she loves.” 
“Her telling us everything wouldn’t have changed when Scott came back or when I put the pieces together about time travel,” Tony continued. “Keeping that a secret didn’t change anything.”
“Tony’s right,” Clint spoke up. “It wouldn’t have changed anything.”
Tony and Clint nodded at each other. Tony knew it had to be hard for Clint to admit that, especially since he had lost his whole family. Steve clenched his jaw, frustrated.
“Steve,” Natasha called calmly, “have you ever thought about how many times you get angry at Y/N for keeping things from you?”
“I don’t understand what that has to do with anything,” Steve said.
“You freak and turn around and blame everything on her. Maybe she doesn’t tell you things because she knows that you won’t react in the best way. And you doubt her, so much.”
“How is this now about me?”
“I’m sorry, isn’t everything?” Tony retorted. The two men glared at each other in silence for a moment, the tension getting thick. “I’m going to go check on my wife.”
~~~
“Hey Pepper,” Y/N greeted, video calling her friend. 
“Hey Y/N,” Pepper replied. 
“Is Morgan up?”
“I’m sorry, I put her to bed already.”
“That’s okay.”
“Is something wrong though? You seem a little down.”
“I just… can you poke me in there for a second? I just need to see her.”
“Of course.” Pepper began heading to Morgan’s room. “She really misses you guys.”
“We miss her too.”
Pepper quietly opened Morgan’s door and reached her hand in so that Y/N could see the little girl on the phone. Morgan was sound asleep, clinging onto the Iron Man stuffy that Tony had bought her. Y/N’s eyes slowly filled with tears as she longed to hold her child.
“Thank you, Pep,” Y/N said softly. 
“Of course,” the woman replied.
“Tell her we’ll call her tomorrow. And that we love her.”
“Y/N, what’s up?”
“This is all just getting more real. And I don’t want something to happen with Morgan knowing her parents love her.”
“Nothing’s going to happen. You and Tony are going to be fine.”
Y/N gave her friend a tight lipped smile, clearly not believable. “Thanks for taking care of her for us, Pep. Good night.”
Y/N sighed after hanging up, leaning back against the headboard. She closed her eyes and sucked in her lips. She had never missed her abilities more in the last five years, then at this very moment. She wished she could simply portal herself home, to hold her child. But Y/N couldn’t, and she knew she needed to stay at the compound and finish out the mission. No matter the cost.
“Are you okay?” Tony’s voice was quiet as he leaned in the doorway, worried eyes raking over his wife.
“I’m fine,” she answered, not bothering to open her eyes.
Tony sighed before he walked over and sat himself on the bed. He made sure he wasn’t touching her, not wanting to press. “I let Steve have it after you left. It wasn’t right for him to do that. Red even had my back.” Y/N didn’t respond. “Honey… I’m sorry.” He set a comforting hand on her leg. “I know that I’ve pushed you in the past for not saying anything. But I’m beginning to see the weight that the Stones have placed on you. I’m so sorry.”
“He will never understand,” Y/N breathed out quietly. “He hasn’t been able to since he came out of the ice… I lived 5 years with believing he was dead. I changed in that time and he has never been able to accept that… but doesn’t make it hurt any less. He’s still my twin…” Y/N finally opened her eyes and met Tony’s. She reached out and took his hand from her leg. “Thank you,” she whispered. “For standing with me.”
“I made vows to do so. I never intend on breaking them.” 
She pulled him closer to her. She wrapped herself around him, earning a light chuckle. 
“Can we stay like this the rest of the night?” She whispered.
“Of course,” Tony answered, kissing her hairline. “We can stay like this as long as you like.”
~~~
In the morning, the couple ate breakfast in bed before venturing out to face the rest of the group. Everyone was seemingly trying to act normal, but Steve. Every time he glanced Y/N’s way, it was harsh. Cold and unforgiving. Tony kept himself at Y/N’s side as the group began going over the Tesseract.
“Our first major run in with the Tesseract, or Space Stone, was back in the 40’s,” Steve explained. He was standing in front of everyone, pictures, videos and information were playing on the screens behind him. “HYDRA’s then leader, Red Skull, was using it to create mass energy weapons. Y/N and I were on Red Skull’s plane when it took off to bomb major cities around the world.” Steve looked at Y/N. “Would you like to tell the rest of it?”
She pursed her lips, trying to keep her emotions in check. “Sure.” She stood up and went to the front of the room. “As Steve said, we were in the ship. I was trying to get to the controls and the Tesseract, when it could knocked loose. It portaled Red Skull away. I…” Y/N paused with a sigh. She hadn’t recounted this story since she woke up. “I grabbed the cube as it fell, burning my hand. Dropping it, it burned a hole in the floor causing both myself and the cube to fall. I grabbed onto it as a fell…” Y/N looked down at her scarred hand, rubbing it nervously. “Howard Stark later found it in his search for Steve and I.”
“After that, it was in SHIELD’s hands,” Y/N continued. “And, from what Carol has added to the record, a scientist who was trying to save the Skrull species. From their Fury began tests on it and began making weapons of his own. That’s how the Battle of New York started… Being control by the Mind Stone himself, Loki came and took the Tesseract. He used it to open a giant portal, letting the Chitauri army through.” 
More video footage began being played of that day behind her. The all watched, with those who were there remembering the day like it was yesterday.
“How long did you fight these guys?” Rocket asked.
“About, uh, two or three hours,” Natasha responded. She looked at Tony who nodded along in agreement.
“The Chitauri are the suckiest army in the galaxy. Why didn’t you just blow up the mothership?”
“We didn’t know that was a thing,” Steve said.
“You didn’t know that was a thing?” Rocket laughed. Tony stood up from his seat, shaver in hand. (He was shaving as he was listening.) He went up behind Rocket and shaved some of his hair on top of his head. “Everyone knows— Hey!”
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“There we go,” Tony said. “All better.”
“Tony was the one to send the missile up through the portal, successfully destroying the mother ship,” Y/N explained. “I closed the portal.” She looked at Tony, who met her eyes. “Luckily, we all came out of it alive.”
“Not all of us,” Clint commented. “We lost a good one that day. Phil Coulson.”
“Yeah… about that… Fury actually brought him back to life.”
“What?!” Natasha, Clint, Thor, and Steve exclaimed. The four quickly noticed at Bruce and Tony weren’t phased.
“Did you two know about this?” Natasha asked.
“Yes,” Bruce answered, “but only because it was vital. We were helping Skye—“
“Daisy,” Tony and Y/N corrected together.
“—and Y/N with their new found powers. Phil was a big part in that.”
“Those missions… that base you would talk about… SHIELD suddenly resurfacing,” Steve mumbled, putting the pieces together. “You leaving to save your Team… You kept SHIELD and Coulson alive, right under our noses.”
“Again, I was only doing what was right,” Y/N defended herself. “We saved the world countless more times than anyone even realized, including the other heroes in this room…. Coulson’s team is the reason we found Loki’s scepter. And in Sokovia, the helicarrier Fury brought was from Coulson. He had found it and patched it back together.”
“Sif,” Thor whispered. “She was so very vague about the two times she was down here.”
“She was keeping the secret. If people knew that Coulson was alive, it would have changed the game.”
“How did he survive?” Natasha asked.
“It was called the TAHITI Program. Fury directed Coulson to head it. It was meant for a fall of an Avenger. To bring them back if anything were to happen in battle. After years of trials, it was disbanded. The side affects were awful… but then Coulson died. And Fury couldn’t accept that.”
“Who else knew?” Steve asked.
“Besides Fury, Tony, Bruce, Sif, and myself,  Maria Hill, our SHIELD teams, and many government officials worldwide. Including President Ellis.”
Steve scoffed. “All the secrets,” he muttered, shaking his head. “This is getting ridiculous.”
“Where is Phil now?” Natasha asked. “Did he survive?”
“He died right before the Blip,” Y/N answered. “Complications from the TAHITI Program and other things that had happened… Please don’t be angry. I understand that it seems like I’ve kept some big things from everyone. But you have to try and understand it from my point of view.”
Everyone was silent, not knowing what to say. Y/N stood in the front of the room, preparing for the attack on her. But it never came. Steve stormed out and the others from the original team followed, including Tony and Bruce. Y/N closed her eyes, trying to keep herself calm.
“I know that I’m new here and don’t know much,” Scott said, standing up to go to Y/N. “But I know that you have a good heart. And that you were only trying to protect everyone.”
She looked at him with a tight-lipped smile. “Thank you, Scott.”
~~~
“It’s just one thing after another with her!” Steve exclaimed. “Is everything a lie? It’s like I don’t even know who she is anymore!”
“Steve, I think we need to stay calm and look at this from her said,” Natasha said. “She has been trying to protect everyone, except herself. The whole time she was going from fight to fight without much of a break.”
“It’s true,” Tony agreed. “I personally witnessed the wear and tear it did to her.”
“When she got shot after SHIELD fell, was that because of Coulson?” Steve asked, marching up to Tony.
“It wasn’t because of Coulson. It was because someone on her team ended up being HYDRA.”
Steve ran a hand down her face. “I don’t know where the lies stop and the truth begins.”
“She never actually lied to you,” Natasha brought up. “She told you what she could and kept the rest to herself. To protect everyone.”
“She still should have told us about Coulson,” Clint spoke up. “He was important to all of us.”
“Coulson and Fury specifically instructed her that the team not know,” Tony explained. “She actually got in trouble for telling me and Bruce.”
“But again we had to know,” Bruce said. “Y/N and Skye—“
“Daisy.”
“—had suddenly gained powers. If anyone was going to be able to help them, it was going to be us.”
“I need some time to think,” Steve said, walking away.
“We really shouldn’t be focusing on this right now,” Bruce sighed, shaking his head. “We should be focusing on the Stones. What Y/N kept from us is not the priority.”
“As long as she tells us any other information that could be of use to us,” Natasha said. 
“She will,” Tony promised.
“I can’t imagine she’s taking this well,” Clint mentioned.
“She’s not really showing very much, trying to keep it all in. But I don’t blame her. Steve’s been going after her since he got out of the ice.”
“It’s hurting both of them,” Natasha said. “It’s like they want it to be how is was before the ice. Yet, they both have changed.”
“I don’t think Steve’s willing to see it the most,” Bruce added. “It’s going to tear them apart when we need them to work together the most right now.”
“Together, they can be one of the best teams.”
Tony sighed. “Let’s finish getting the information on the Stones. Then we can worry about the rest of it.”
~~~
They all gathered back together to go over more about the Stones. They finished all the new on the Tesseract and Space Stone before moving to the Mind Stone. It was hard to talk about that one, since Vision was a big part of it.
“Where’s Vision now?” Scott asked.
“We brought him back to the Compound, but the Accords and his own will forced us to give his body to an organization called SWORD,” Natasha explained. “They were forced to dismantle him because of the Accords.”
“We were too late in getting him to Wakanda,” Bruce explained. “So there was no way to bring him back without the Stone.”
“Hopefully that the only permanent casualty we take from all this,” Tony commented, bringing Y/N closer to his side.
“That wasn’t the only life lost,” Nebula said. “My sister, Gamora, she died too.”
They took on the Soul Stone next. There was very little information on it besides what Y/N and Nebula knew.
“Thanos found the Soul Stone on Vormir,” Nebula explained.
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“What is Vormir?” Natasha asked, taking notes.
“A dominion of death, at the very center of Celestial existence. It’s where… Thanos murdered my sister.”
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Everyone sat there awkwardly, and saddened. Not knowing what to say or do.
“Not it,” Scott said, breaking the awkward silence.
“Y/N,” Steve called, in this stern Captain voice. “Do you know anything about the Soul Stone that could possibly help us?”
“I know that it is a very power Stone in its own right. With it I was able to conjure the spiritual representation of those who are dead.”
“What?” A few gasped. Tony reached over and grabbed her hand.
“I saw…” She paused, swallowing her emotions down. “I saw my unborn son, AJ, my parents, and Phil Coulson.”
“Our parents?” Steve questioned. Y/N responded with a simple nod. “How could you not tell me?”
“At the time we weren’t talking, and it never came up later.”
“I can’t—“
“Guys,” Natasha stood up in the middle, placing herself between the siblings. “Stop fighting. We have something bigger we need to focus on, and if you can’t see that you both can leave.”
“I’m not the one with the problem,” Steve growled.
Holding the tip of her tongue between her teeth, she silently watched Steve. She was trying to put her thoughts together when Tony decided to speak up.
“Seriously, Rogers, cut the bullshit,” Tony said. “I get you’re probably hurt that she never told you anything. But that doesn’t give you the right to make her your personal emotional punching bag. Crap happened and she didn’t tell you, but she’s telling you now.”
“You know…” Y/N began slowly. “I miss the days when it was you, Bucky, and I against the world. Just like you do. The days you trusted me and didn’t doubt me, no matter what… you blame this all on me, Steve? Fine! But communication is a two way street. Just remember that. I’m not the only one that’s kept secrets. Like the one about Howard and Bucky.” That left Steve silent. “I’ll be in the other room, trying to put a plan together if anyone needs me.” She left.
“Go work out some energy, Steve,” Natasha suggested. “We’ll take it from here.”
~~~
Tony found Y/N laying on a table with FRIDAY talking to her about the Time Stone.
“Mute,” Tony ordered, coming into the room.
“If you’re here to talk about Steve, I’m not listening,” Y/N responded, looking at the ceiling.
“I figured. That’s why I came to join you and help.” Tony leaned over Y/N and gently kissed her.
“Uh, guys,” Bruce broke in before the couple could get heated. They turned to see Bruce and Nat standing in the doorway. “We just came to see if you needed any help. Everyone else needed a break.”
“Help would be great,” Y/N responded.
Tony crawled up onto the table, sitting by Y/N, while Y/N sat up. Bruce and Nat came in further and the four of them began going through everything they knew about the Time Stone and trying to form the most logical plan to collect the Stones. After of few hours of nothing coming together, Tony and Y/N were back laying on the table. Bruce was laying on the floor with Natasha leaned up against him.
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“That Time Stone guy…” Natasha began again.
“Doctor Strange,” Bruce corrected.
“Yeah, what kind of doctor was he?”
“Ear-nose-throat meets rabbit from a hat,” Tony answered, spinning his glasses in one hand while rubbing his eyes.
“Something neuro,” Y/N clarified.
“Nice place in the village, though,” Bruce added.
“Yeah,” Tony agreed. “Sullivan Street.”
“Hmmm… Bleecker.”
“Wait, he lived in New York?” Natasha wondered.
“No. He lived in Toronto,” Tony scoffed. “Were you even paying attention?”
“Guys, if you pick the right year, there are three Stones in New York.”
Bruce sat up in surprise saying, “Shut the front door.”
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~~~
The team was quickly gathered and Y/N explained the best points for them to go.
“Okay, we will retrieve the Soul and Power Stones in space 2014; the Reality Stone on Asgard in 2013; and the Space, Mind, and Time Stones in New York City in 2012,” she told them, pulling the information up on the screens. 
“Now all we need are to assign the teams,” Tony stated. 
“I’ve sketched out a plan and would like to get everyone’s opinions.” 
They all glanced Steve’s way, waiting for the Captain to say something. He simply glared, arms crossed over his chest.
“Shoot,” Clint encouraged, when Steve didn’t speak up.
“So, due to certain knowledge of events, I believe that we need to try and stick to our own timelines, even though it could be dangerous,” Y/N explained. “We know our own timelines best. Where to avoid, where the Stones would be found, all that jazz. With that in mind, I was thinking Thor would go to Asgard, Rocket and Nebula would go to space, and the rest of us would go to New York.”
“The teams need to be evened out,” Steve spoke up, not impressed.
“I was just getting to that. I was going to see if anyone was going to volunteer to retrieve any of the Stones. I believe we need at least two people on each mission. And remember, the space mission is actually two separate missions.”
“I’ll go with Thor,” Rocket offered. “I think I could probably help the best there.”
“Thank you Rocket.”
“I can go with Nebula,” Rhodey said. “I’m not familiar with any of the spots, so I might as well.” Y/N nodded in agreement, making a note of it.”
“I should stay in 2012,” Tony said. “Being back in the Tower, I might have to break into JARVIS.”
“Agreed,” Y/N.
“I’ll stay in 2012 as well,” Steve said. “I also think Scott could be a good asset with us as well.”
“Sounds great,” Scott nodded along.
“Bruce, I was thinking that you and I could go and speak to the Ancient One and get the Time Stone,” Y/N suggested. “I have a feeling it will take some convincing to take the Stone from her.”
“Okay,” Bruce agreed.
“That leaves Clint and Natasha. Since you guys are a good team, how do you feel about hitting up Vormir for the Soul Stone?”
The two looked at each other and nodded, before looking back at Y/N.
“We can do that,” Clint said.
“Awesome,” Y/N responded. “Now we just need specifics for each mission. Break off into teams and use the information to create a specific plan.”
Everyone split off and created plans for their team. Coming back together, each plan was explained.
“Alright,” Steve claimed the attention once the final plan was laid out, “we have a plan. Six Stones, three teams. One shot. Take the night to get things together and rest, we’ll meet up and head out in the morning.”
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corysmiles · 3 years
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your tiny streamer au is giving me life! i love how worried wilbur is while tubbo doesn't care and phil is just a healthy medium ajskjd,,,, for a prompt- what about tommy falling asleep around/on each of the giants for the first time? just some fluff -✨
YES YES YES
Little streamer au fluff
cw//language
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Tubbo:
On the third day of the meetup Tubbo brought Tommy over to his house to hang out. It was nice seeing all his friends but he couldn’t wait to actually spend alone time with his best friend.
On the car ride over, Tommy laid in his hoodie pocket; whenever Tubbo tried to pull him out he felt the small boy shove his hand away and grumble.
“Come on Tommy you’re being boring,” Tubbo groaned as he tried to get the grumpy tiny out of his hoodie.
“Nooooo Tubbo, I’m relaxing I need my me time to be this awesome,” he complained before Tubbo finally grabbed him by his shirt collar and pulled him out.
Tommy hung from where Tubbo’s fingers pinched his tshirt and dramatically crossed his arms.
“Oh come on Tommy, I’m your friend not your ride,” Tubbo laughed.
Tommy stuck his tongue out at the bigger boy and huffed, “No no no, you’re my free human lyft.”
Tubbo sent him a joking glare and placed Tommy down on his shoulder so they could talk the rest of the ride.
When the car finally pulled into Tubbo’s driveway the tiny grabbed onto Tubbo’s hair so he wouldn’t fall when he got up. They greeted Tubbo’s family and Tommy noticed pleasantly that their house had tiny walkways and ladders all over the walls. He assumed it was for Lani but he hoped she wouldn’t mind if he used it too while he visited.
He walked on the small paths as he followed Tubbo up to his room and felt amazed at how much effort had clearly gone into helping Lani get around the house. The walkways were made of steady wood and the perfect height for him to walk alongside his friend and still be able to talk to him. There were areas to cross to different parts of the house and even eye-height stairs so he never had to look up at his friend.
It was really, really nice.
Tommy followed Tubbo into his bedroom and watched as his friend pulled out a laptop onto the bed. Tubbo pulled up a few pillows behind him and stuck his hand out towards the tiny who jumped on. Tommy crawled up the human and sat on Tubbo’s hoodie.
Tubbo turned on a random show and the two watched until he heard his mom call for dinner. When he looked down to see what Tommy was doing he was pleased to see the tiny had wrapped the thick fabric against himself and had fallen asleep.
Tubbo smiled to himself and took a picture of his sleeping friend to blackmail him with later, gently picked him up, and placed him on a soft pillow to rest.
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Phil:
Tommy’s pc was made especially for him, since technology for tinies was still hard to come by his parents had to order it from a special company that made small pc parts. So maybe Tommy shouldn’t have brought it with him to the meetup.
When Wilbur helped him unpack his things at his apartment he noticed that some parts of the small pc had disconnected and that he had absolutely no clue how to fix it. He could only bare to watch Tommy mess around with his pc for about an hour before he decided they needed help. So he called up the one person who would, Phil.
“Hey Phil you can fix a pc right?” Wilbur asked nonchalantly over a discord call.
He heard a crackly hum from the other side, “Yeah of course mate what’s wrong with your pc?”
Wilbur sighed and glanced to the small set up currently on his desk, “It’s not mine it’s uh...Tommy’s.”
“Yeah what’s wrong with it?” Phil asked.
Wilbur laughed nervously, “Well I was unpacking and his pc won’t turn on but it’s uhhh very small Phil.”
He heard a snort from the other side of the call before Phil started, “Oh fuck alright, I can see what I can do.”
Phil showed up about thirty minutes after and greeted Wilbur with a hug (and a hand hug for Tommy) before he sat down and got to work trying to fix the tiny computer.
It was extremely difficult for him to do since even though he could tell what was wrong he could barely see what he was doing. Tommy sat by his hands as he worked the whole time helping out in any way he could he screwed things in when Phil told him to or grabbed the supplies he needed to help out.
Phil hummed in concentration as he attached the last piece back onto the now hopefully functioning pc. With a click Phil stepped back from his work with a proud smile, however when he turned to look at Tommy he found that the tiny had fallen asleep curled up on the desk.
Phil smiled softly at the kid and rubbed his hair softly before leaving. When Tommy woke up there was a small sticky note from Phil saying “pc all fixed mate, hope you slept well :) -Phil”
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Wilbur:
Since Tommy was staying in Wilbur’s apartment during the meetup Wilbur downloaded a couple games he thought they could play together, of course he didn’t account for Tommy’s size though.
After he had made a somewhat decent dinner for the two of them he set up a game on his tv before realizing that with Tommy’s size he wouldn’t really be able to use the controller.
Tommy who was sitting in Wilbur’s chest pocket looked down at the controller in the human’s hands.
“Hate to break it to you big man but that’s like 6 of me,” Tommy snorted.
Wilbur huffed and silenced the tiny with his finger.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t know you were going to be a bug,” he scoffed causing Tommy to gasp in fake offence.
“Ohhhh you’ve hurt me big man,” Tommy whined, “You’ve broken my heart.”
Wilbur smiled and rolled his eyes at his small brother. He then lifted him out of his pocket and dropped him onto the controller.
“Come on we can still play together you get the buttons and I’ll do the rest,” Wilbur grinned, “Itll be fun.”
Tommy nodded wildly as he set himself up between the four buttons on the controller. He played the game as if it was a dance dance revolution machine, jumping from button to button as Wilbur told him to.
After a few hours Wilbur told Tommy to press save but there was no change on the screen.
“Tommy? You good?” he asked but when he looked down he found that Tommy had passed out over the buttons.
Wilbur felt himself freeze and his heart swell as he looked at the tiny boy on the controller. Slowly to not wake him up he slid the boy into his hand and lifted him up to his face.
It was strange and almost overwhelming how small and frail he looked in his hand; when he was awake his loud personality made it easy to forget that he was barely two inches tall. But now with the boy cuddling up against his thumb he felt a strange need to protect his best friend.
That night he fell asleep sitting up on the couch with Tommy cupped protectively against his heart.
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gummy-friend · 3 years
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An AU where Wilbur and Techno are borrowers in Phil and Tommy's house
Masterlist • Next chapter
Content warning: Language.
Also, I made up the medical scene by myself— don't worry, it doesn't contain blood or serious surgical stuffs or anything— it's just a "how do I write it so it has a bandaging scene? 🤔" type of thing
Ch. 2
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Phil thought it would be a normal morning for him. He noticed that he's lacking in some ingridients, so he thought it'd be nice to make a mental list of what he should buy for his grocery run. Yeah. It should be normal. Phil never expected that he'll found himself staring at an unconcious body of a tiny person.
Before him— laying unconscious— was a tiny person. Phil quickly realizes that Tommy was, In fact, not dreaming when he told him the story of how he found two tiny people bickering. Phil haven't forgotten himself thinking Tommy imagining seeing a pink-haired tiny person sure is strange when he heard Tommy mentioned it at the dining table. Wait— wasn't there two tiny people in Tommy's story...?
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Wilbur is currently frozen still. He couldn't do anything as he watches the human staring at Techno's unconscious body. Fuck— He should've listened to Techno when he said that "It's too early" and to "Wait for the human to go outside, just to be safe". Now Techno is laying unconcious in front of the human, and who knows what the fuck will the human do to Techno.
A whole minute felt like an hour to Wilbur as he stared down at the human who was staring at his twin. Eventually, the human broke out of his trance and decided to poke at Techno's limp body— No no no- what's he going to do to Techno— ..and then the human speedwalked away. His footsteps gave a little echo to the house, he looks like he's in a hurry.
Now's my chance Wilbur thought. He had the vague idea of climbing down as fast as he can, try and drag Techno towards the shadow, wait for the human to leave (while praying that he won't look for them), and go home— That way the human can forgot about Techno and possibly thinking that he was imagining things. It's okay. The borrowing trip can wait. It's okay.
It is not okay. Because as soon as Wilbur was about to initiate his plan, his plan failed. With the human coming back to Techno— with several tools bottles in his hands. Fuck— is he going to experiment on Techno???
Wilbur stared for a good moment at the human and Techno before a loud "Heey!!" startled him. The human was yelling to thin air, to his surroundings. "I know there are two tiny people" oh fuck "please come out, your pink-haired friend is unconcious, and I honestly can't tend to him accurately! If you're here, please help me treat him!!"
Huh?
"Please, I heard from Tommy— The other human— that you two seem pretty close, please help me treat him. I don't want him to die"
"He's going to die?!" Wilbur exclaimed from the top of the cabinet, and the human's head shot up to meet his eyes and Oh fuck, they locked eyes
"Oh phew there you are—" the human breathed out, still locking eyes with Wilbur. "Oh- uh- I actually don't know. I hope not. Can you- uh- can you help me treat his wounds?" he plead. To which Wilbur doesn't know what to do. He wants to go down. He has to. His twin is at the mercy of a collosal human and if Techno is going to be taken away, Wilbur at least doesn't want Techno and himself to be left alone.
Wilbur nodded.
Wilbur nodded and struggled as he tried to climb down the cabinet. He wouldn't dare using his and Techno's path nor his tools in front of the human. It can be used as a proof that "hey! I live in this place long enough to know what I'm doing here and how to tread this place!" and that is not a desireable scenario.
For a moment, Wilbur noticed that the human was opening his hand in favour of a platform— Wilbur dodges it. It doesn't matter if there's a possibility of the human wanting to help him, the thought of him standing on a human's hand was scary and weird.
"How... How do we treat him..?" Wilbur said, words slow when he finally able to reach the same surface as Techno's unconscious body
"Wait a second-" The human cutted his sentence as he takes out a slim, rectangular object, and begin tapping it— to which Wilbur responds VERY defensively, by the way. He doesn't know what the fuck does the object do, but he shouldn't trust whatever the human is doing —Fuck, has he fell right into the human's trap? "So it says here that it's best to check for other injuries, and if the patient is bleeding, to clear out the blood"
"Huh—?"
"Here, I have tissues for that" The human said while handing Wilbur a big sheet of tissue. His face buried in favor of reading the now-shining rectangular object— no wonder he didn't notice how bewildered Wilbur's face is
As a result, Wilbur took the sheet of tissue panickingly, he forgot how light a tissue is, and almost fell over
"Ah fuck— I'm sorry, was it too big? Do I need to cut it for you?"
"Cut what?" Wilbur's expression paled, he wasn't paying attention to the human one for a while. This situation was already weird and scary enough for him. Fumk, is he talking about cutting—
"The tissue" Phil answered, interrupting Wilbur's morbid thought. If Wilbur listened more closely, he could hear the tone on the human's voice mirrored both worry and concern for the him.
"Oh- uh- N-No. I can do it myself, I'm sorry—" Wilbur breathed out. Fuck. No time for panicking. No. Focus. Focus on Techno. He has to treat Techno's injury. Even if it means he'll have to work with a human.
ooo
" —and then I believe after the bandage is wrapped, he should not be moved for a while in caution for any broken bones" the human finishes, and put down the slim, shining rectangular object— which Wilbur swear he knew what the thing is called— swapping it with a pair of scissors, and began to cut the bandage cloth to the appropriate size. "Here, please wrap the bandage"
"I... I don't know how" Wilbur meekly replied, taking in the texture of the bandage cloth in his hand. It's actually a good texture for sheets, maybe he should borrow some sometimes—
"Oh," the human began to look up picture tutorial on how to wrap bandages on his phone. Not noticing Wilbur's pale face.
Fuck fuck fuck. The previous realization finally caught up to Wilbur. He's a borrower— a small, small being— next to a Human —A huge being who have too much power over Borrowers and is very ....cruel.
"Here" the human said, as a sudden shine encompassed Wilbur's view.
It's the rectangular object—No, wait, it's a "Phone" right?— It's the phone. Specifically the shining side of the phone— the side that the human was reading the information from— directed towards Wilbur. A white screen with pictures and instructions on how to wrap a bandage was shown on it.
"To be honest I actually didn't know so I had to search it up. You can follow the instructions here— uh..?"
Wilbur's vision blurred, and his knees feels weak, and before he knew it, his face is now wet
Has the human ever shown any ill intent to both of them this far?
"Are you.. crying...?" the human's— Philza's — sudden voice from above him woke him up from his trance, and Wilbur shot his head up to look at the human.
This is actually Wilbur's first time to look at Philza's face so very clearly, without the usual fear that clouds his mind. His face was big, sure enough, and it took up Wilbur's whole view. But it's not that, Philza's face was so.. Kind. Oh stars they are so kind. A pair of big green eyes are locked on to his brown pair. Philza's expression reflects no malicious intent, his eyebrows furrowed in worry for Wilbur, his mouth half-opened in concern of an unsaid "are you okay?" for Wilbur, and his eyes are practically shining with kindness. Kindness that is directed towards Wilbur.
It teared down the dam on Wilbur's heart.
And Wilbur cried.
Wilbur cried until his body was exhausted on energy, and he sleeps. Wilbur fell asleep with the soft bandage cloth in his hand, and Wilbur fell asleep without knowing the soft bandage cloth blanketed his body by Philza.
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pixy-stix-art · 3 years
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Part 4 of The Mountain Giants AU
It had been a few days and Tommy still didn’t like this deal. But it was better then freezing outside. They all kept to the blanket to scare to move around the house. Even though Phil had said they had free roam of the house. They only talked when one of the giants wasn’t in the room.
Tubbo wished they could talk with the giants. But Tommy was being stubborn as always. He said it was for the best. And he was getting board with having to stay in the nest all the time. So that’s how he got here. He snuck out while Ranboo and Tommy were sleeping. He crept down the large hallway looking up at the tall doors. He had never seen something like this before. It was really cool without the giants making things scary. He was going to head back when a door opened. He looked and saw Teckno walked out of his room. He froze not knowing what to do.
Techno woke up to get something to drink. He walked down the hallway to the kitchen. He was about to put his foot down when he heard a tiny yell. He froze not moving. He looked down moving his foot away seeing one of the humans on the floor. He sighed bending down to see them. They where trembling looking up at him fearfully. “Um.. I didn’t see you there.”
Tubbo looked up at Techno shaking. Was he going to be upset with him for being out? Was he going to be hurt? He was almost stepped on! Phil said it was ok to look around. But what if Techno was upset with him?
Techno frowned seeing how scared Tubbo was. “It ok. You’re fine. Right? Are you hurt?” He asked. He didn’t want to hurt one of the little things. Even accidentally. He was glad he didn’t put his foot down the rest of the way.
Tubbo shook his head. “N-no I’m ok.” He didn’t sound upset so that was good. He took a deep breath trying to calm himself down.
“You shouldn’t be walking around like this. Accidents could happen.” He was surprised to see him up and about. He hadn’t seen any of them out of the blanket. He hadn’t even gotten them to talk to him.
“Yeah... I know.” He nodded. He had finally gotten his breathing under control. He hoped Tommy wouldn’t find out about this he would flip.
Techno still needed to get his water. But didn’t want to have to keep an eye on Turbbo the whole time. He set down his hand next to Tubbo. “I’ll take you back to the others.” He said softly.
He flinched away as he saw a giant hand coming near him. He looked up at Techno then back at his hand. He didn’t really want to be on the floor anymore. Not after being nearly stepped on. But he wasn’t sure about being held. He took a deep breath cautiously stepped on to Techno’s hand. To set down in the middle on the giant hand. It was nerve wracking to sit in a giant hand.
Once Turbbo was situated he slowly lifted his hand up. He gently cupped his hand around Tubbo. He smiled softly as Turbbo grabbed on to his finger as he stood up. “I gotcha.” He said as he walked to the kitchen.
Tubbo was surprised by how comfortable this was. He wasn’t grabbed in a fist like he was though he was going to be. He was just cupped carefully to Techno’s chest. And it was warm. He couldn’t get over how warm Techno was. He sighed softly leaning back. He sudden warmth was making him sleepy.
Techno was glad Tubbo seemed comfortable in his hand. He had never held a human before. It was strange to be able to hold a whole life in his hands. He adjusted his hands so he could get his water. He now had Tubbo curled up in one hand against his chest.
Tubbo happily snuggling into Techno’s hold. He was being so gentle with him. He wasn’t scared at all. He closed his eyes sleepily. It wouldn’t hurt to just close them for a minute. Right? Soon he fell asleep content to cuddle with Techno’s hand.
He froze as he felt Tubbo fall more limp in his hand. He looked down and saw he was asleep. He smiled softly surprised he was comfortable enough to fall asleep with him. He got his water and walked back to his room. He didn’t want to wake the human up now.
He set down in his bed keeping the small human close. What was he supposed to do with him now? He hadn’t expected him to fall asleep? He sighed softly not wanting to wake him. He must have been exhausted to fall asleep with him. He sighed leaning back in bed. He watched Tubbo as he slept and soon fell asleep himself.
The next morning Phil went to go wake Techno for breakfast only to see him curled up with Tubbo in his hands. He smiled softly seeing how peaceful they both looked. The moment was ruined though by Tommy screaming at Willbur in the other room to give Tuboo back.
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That’s all for this one! I accidentally deleted this so I had to rewrite it so hopefully this is as good as the first one. To clear up a little thing- Tommy doesn’t trust any of the giants at all. Tubbo doesn’t trust them completely but doesn’t think they are going to harm any of them. Ranboo think the giants see them as pets something fun to look after during the winter he just hopes Phil will keep his end of the deal. The next few chapters are going to be the humans and the giants leaning more about each other bonding and learning to trust each other.
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football-rambles · 3 years
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3am - Jack Grealish
“I couldn’t give a damn about you!”
Was one of the last things he said in the heat of the moment, he didn’t mean for it to come out the way it did. But that was the last thing she heard before she left, broken. He gave up ringing her after several days of rejecting the call and when he did get through the voice mails left unheard.
The media was all over it and it was more intense than before, hell he didn’t get this much attention throughout his transfer. It wasn’t until he attended a magazine interview on what he thought was about his move to City, but the questions came in thick and fast.
“Didn’t Y/N want to come to Manchester?”
“I heard that she has a new man in her life.” Another person asked, he faked a smile as if the questions didn’t affect him.
“I’m here to talk about City…I rather not go into my personal life.” He politely speaks.
He’d be lying if the questions didn’t hurt, but he didn’t want to talk about you and right now he couldn’t care less if the rumours were true or not, he’d hope that the rumours weren’t true after a month of being apart. Hell, yes he been around other women but never anything sinister.
He was happy to let you go, if you didn’t want to hear him out, he accepted it and that was when he stopped calling you, telling himself if you really loved him, you’d pick up the phone even if you shouted abuse down the phone.
Jack laid in bed one night at the hotel trying not to think about you at all, he was trying focus his mind on the game, he had Phil in the bed next to him on the phone to his son and girlfriend trying to block it out, but sometimes listening to the conversation. He was happy to be alone, he could go out with the lads whenever he wanted, without thinking about anyone and that was okay.
But that was yesterday…
He was now driving, speeding at times (lmao) in fact, down the motorway back to Birmingham, the roads were quiet, it wasn’t until he looked at the dash to see it was 02:30 in the morning. He doubled check the time, realising it was a stupid idea knowing driving to your sister’s apartment after hearing you moved in with her after the argument, you’d probably be asleep, and your sister would probably murder him.
The words he said few weeks ago, hell he didn’t mean it, and if he did, he was most certain he would be out with the lads right now after the game not driving to another city.
I sat in the car outside the apartment building, thankfully a bunch of girls were just walking into the apartment complex, waiting till the coast was clear before he got out and ran to catch the door before it closed.
He scanned the letter boxes for your sister’s name to know which door he should be knocking on. He looked up the stairwell after hearing a door shut, unsure it was the girls that had arrived moments earlier. He hid out of side under the stairwell until the coast was clear not wanting to be recognised.
It was a few minutes before he decided to run up a few floors as he tried to ring the phone. The phone rang out, you hadn’t changed your number thankfully, it kept ringing and ringing as he prayed that you picked up, desperate to hear your voice.
‘Hey, it’s Y/N. Sorry, I can’t come to the phone right now. Leave a message and I get back to you ASAP’
He hung up before the tone, hearing your voicemail knowing that you didn’t block my number and it was still your number. He rang the number again, wanting to leave a voicemail but after two rings it was cut off.
Jack sighed and looked at the apartment door, before knocking. He wondered if you were home, he’d probably knew you would have been asleep, so he was preparing himself for you to answer the door annoyed that he’d woke you up.
No answer, he knocked on the door again to see if you would answer this time. I didn’t see any lights on the window above the door.
A door opened, an elderly gentleman stood there in his slippers and dressing gown. “I think they’re out mate.” The old man says, half asleep, knowing he would have woken him up from knocking. “right, yeah. Sorry” Jack apologised.
The bloke nodded and went back into the flat as Jack looked back at the door before he decided to sit on the stairs by your door. Hoping that you would come home. He just needed to see you.
It felt like hours passed, Jack heard a door open and sound of hushed voices and heels coming closer. Jack peered over the stairs to see who it could be.
“Jack” You whispered, as she walked up the stairs towards him.
“Hey Y/N” He gave a small smile, standing up and looked up to the man who was walking behind you, Jack heart sunk a little.
“Thanks for walking me home.” Y/N turned to the figure stood next to her. “No problem. I told Y/S/N that I would.” The bloke smiled and looked up and down at Jack “Will you be, okay?”
“She’ll be fine” Jack answered bitterly towards the bloke and Y/N looked at Jack and back and nodded “Yeah, go back to Y/S/N.” She speaks and gives him a small hug. Jack felt a little better working out that it was Y/S boyfriend.
He walked down the stairs; Jack waited until he left the building before, he even thought of saying anything.
“what are you doing here Jack? How did you even get in here?” You asked as you unlocked the door.
“I snuck in” He replied, a smile crept on his face but soon faded when he saw you sigh as you opened the flat door and walked in, Jack followed behind standing by the door.
“You didn’t ask my question, why are you here?” You put your bag down and took your heels off as you finally looked up to Jack.
“To apologise...the way I acted I didn’t mean for it to come out the way it did at all.” He said as he looked down at his feet.
“It’s 3am and you drove down all this way just to tell me this?” you asked crossing your arms over your chest.
“After days of trying to convince myself that I would get over you, I couldn’t take much more.” Jack spoke.
You looked at him, he didn’t look right at all, it was like the Jack you loved wasn’t there. “What you said really hurt. I get that you were stressed from euros, the transfer but what you said hurt.” You sighed, looking up at him.
“I know and I was stupid, but these last few weeks have been crap without you. I know that what I said was hurtful and I really didn’t mean the way it came out. I just…I need you to know that I love you and no matter how hard I tried to forget about you I couldn’t, and it was eating me inside.” Jack spoke.
You stared at him for a moment and your face softened. “I love you too, and these past few weeks haven’t been great for me either. But if I am to forgive you, I need you to communicate with me and not scream in my face.” You spoke.
Jack nodded “I promise.” He spoke, you looked at him for a few moments and walked into your bedroom before walking out with pillows and blanket.
“We can talk more tomorrow… its 3:30 in the morning,” You handed them over to him which he accepts and nodded.
“Make yourself comfortable, I shall see you in the morning. Goodnight.” She smiled before heading to her room.
Jack made himself comfortable on the sofa, he texted Phil and a few of the lads let them know where he was when you walked out of your bedroom in a t-shirt and shorts.
“There’s where that shirt is.” Jack mumbled at you as you rolled your eyes at him.
“Budge over.” You said as you climbed in next to him.
“Does that mean I’m forgiven.” He asked, as he wraps his arm around you as you mumbled, as you snuggled into him. He chuckled and kissed your temple content that you were back where you belonged.
“Please, talk to me…if we give this another shot. Tell me. Because I love you” I say, in front of you taking your hand. I see a small smile creeping on your face. “I love you too…how can I not. You sat by door at 3 am in the morning”
I grinned as we sat and talked for the duration of the night, to the next thing we knew we both fell asleep on the sofa.
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kaori-flowers · 4 years
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Heylow! This is the sad thingy I wrote about Tommy and Techno. My fingers hurt now but hopefully you enjoy it? :)
Tommy collapsed on his knees and a line of spit with blood infused with it slid down his chin. He put his hands in the snow and it quickly turned red, flowing down away from his hands. His bloody spit dripped off his chin and onto the snow. Tommy could barely see through his blurred eyes, with tears running down his cheeks and distorting his sight. He closed his eyes and opened his mouth partially, letting the blood drip out of his mouth. His hands began to grow numb, as did his knees. He let himself fall on his side in the snow, and kept his eyes closed. He felt like he couldn't take another step, and he wouldn't. He refused. Tommy just laid on his side in the snow, blood running off him and discoloring all the snow around him. The cold and the wetness of the snow was very slowly soaking into his clothes, turning them damp. It was irritating to Tommy but he felt too much pain to want to even TRY and get up. He pulled his hands to his chest, and relaxed a little as he accepted that he might die here. It wouldn't be too bad, there were many notes he left for Phil, Techno, and Wilbur. There was even one for Ranboo. Tommy felt like it wouldn't be too bad to leave them like this. Especially since they already had prewritten notes. He figured that they would be okay, but.... they unfortunately wouldn't.
Meanwhile, as Tommy was bleeding out, Technoblade was cleaning up the house. He was getting it ready and making more room for Phil. Especially since Phil would be coming home soon and Techno was excited for him to rejoin the house. As Technoblade was sweeping the dirt out his front door he accidentally bumped the bookshelf by the door. It rattled for a few seconds and he dropped the broom to grab it, in attempts to prevent any possibility of a fall. It settled down as 4 large envelopes fell off the top of it, and hit Techno before hitting the floor. He looked down at them, letting go of the shelf, and then crouched to grab them. One had his name, the other had Phil's name, another had Wilbur's name, and the last one had Ranboo's name. The hand writing was clearly Tommy's, and it set alarms off in Techno's head. He never actually SEEN Tommy write a letter. EVER. So he set the 3 that didn't belong to him on the table before gently opening his. Technoblade gently unfolded the paper and it was clear that Tommy actually tried to write neatly. Which was a little odd since Tommy just scribbled things down and didn't care about what he wrote.
"If you're reading this then I'm probably dead....?"
The opening line threw him off rather quickly, and it only took him a few seconds to realize he didn't know where Tommy was. Technoblade stuffed the note in his pocket before grabbing his cloak and throwing it around his shoulders. He grabbed a shovel and left the house quickly, shutting the door behind him. Snow was falling heavily and Technoblade was unsure if he would actually be able fo find him through the thick snow. He held onto hope as he pushed forward. The wind was bone chilling, and he couldn't begin to imagine how cold Tommy was right now. In the distance he could see a very odd shape moving through the snow towards him. As he got closer he figured out ot was someone carrying something. Technoblade powered through the snow, jogging the best he could to reach the figure quickly.
"I-i dont know what happened! I just found him like this! Help him please?!"
Ranboo was a little emotional, especially since he knew everything Tommy had been through. Ranboo grew watching how Tommy was treated, and what others did to him. So it hurt him physically when he found Tommy laying in the snow with blood dripping off him. Technoblade quickly took Tommy from Ranboo, holding him gently as he could. Tommy was clearly unconscious and for a second Techno thought he was dead.
"Don't you have potions you can give to him so he heals?! Help him! Why are you just standing there?!?!"
Ranboo had grown to not exactly be afraid of Technoblade, even though he was extremely over powered. Techno could kill Ranboo in 2 seconds if he really wanted to, but how Tommy reacted to Ranboo he wouldn't. It was clear Ranboo was a great friend to Tommy, and Techno wouldn't kill him. Unless he had no other choice of course.
"Okay. Okay it'll be okay. I can fix this."
Technoblade was talking more to himself than Tommy or Ranboo, but he wasn't sure he actually believed himself. It was said for more of a comfort thing as Techno carried Tommy back towards home. Tommy remained motionless in Techno's arms, and the blood loss made him look extremely pale. Technoblade was afraid that he wouldn't make it, especially with how pale he was. Ranboo followed Technoblade quickly and even opened the front door for him. Technoblade entered carefully and gently laid Tommy on his own bed. He couldn't be bothered to carry Tommy down to his own room. Ranboo shut the front door and threw some coal in the fireplace to warm the house quickly.
"W-what do you want me to do?"
"Stay out of my way."
"Techno! I-i can help!"
Techno growled at him, looking up slightly since he was taller. Ranboo grabbed Techno's tusks and pushed his head away quickly with force. Ranboo didn't like being cornered even if he was being cornered by the person that could kill him in the blink of an eye.
"I can help. I promise I won't hurt him."
Ranboo's voice was loud and it held no lies, and Technoblade realxed slightly. He let Ranboo in, nodding at the chest hanging on the wall. Ranboo quickly walked over to it and opened it, searching for anything useful in it. Technoblade gently pulled Tommy's armor off and then his shirt and pants. He looked him over gently trying to find the wounds that the blood had come from. Ranboo reached Techno's side and handed him a cold wet rag. Technoblade gently took it from him and began wiping the blood off Tommy's body. Tommy shivered slightly, and Techno gently wrapped them up with bandages. After Tommy's wounds were wrapped up Technoblade covered him with the blanket, and gently put his wrist on Tommy's forehead. Tommy felt pretty warm, but then again the fireplace in the house was raging. Ranboo disappeared for a few minutes but returned soon enough with a regeneration potion. Unfortunately Tommy was unconscious though and Techno didn't want to force him to drink. As a precaution! Tommy could choke and possibly drown if Techno just poured the potion in his mouth. So instead Techno set it on the bed side table and kneeled next to the bed. He kept his hand on Tommy's wrist, gently, just in case he woke up any time soon.
"Go get Phil."
"Okay!"
Ranboo left the house quickly, making sure to shut the door behind him. Technoblade looked down at Tommy and sighed, looking him over slowly. Techno closed his eyes and gently grabbed Tommy's hand with both of his. He stayed kneeling next to the bed as he gently held Tommy's hand. He kept his eyes closed and mentally counted as he listened to Tommy's breathing. Techno wanted to make sure he had no problems breathing and it was normal. For now, it was. Thankfully.
Ranboo shoveled the snow out of the doorway and Phil opened the door quickly. Technoblade was kneeling next to his bed where Tommy laid, partially conscious. Techno was fast asleep, holding Tommy's hand. With Tommy's free hand he rose it to his lips to shush them, not wanting to bother his older brother. Techno hadn't been getting much sleep lately, and despite Tommy in serious pain he wanted Techno to sleep. Ranboo shut the door quietly and Phil kneeled down next to Techno. Tommy smiled the best he could at Phil but it was evident that he was in serious pain. Phil got up and walked over to Ranboo, whispering in an attempt to not wake Techno.
"You collect sweet berries and I will collect snow."
Phil handed Ranboo a bucket and then picked up a bucket for himself before leaving through the front door. Techno's ears twitched at the sound of the door closing and he sat up slowly. Tommy wanted to act like he was still unconscious but he was in too much pain to do so. Techno sat up quicker and looked Tommy over to see his bandages were stained red. Techno shifted and let go of Tommy's hand, checking around for any water.
"It's okay. How did you sleep?"
Tommy's voice was hoarse and quiet, but Techno had extremely good hearing. Techno grabbed the glass of water and gently tried getting Tommy to sit up. Unfortunately Tommy was in too much pain and hissed, making Techno stop and jump back. Tommy laid back down and grabbed the glass of water, nearly pouring it out on himself as he tried to drink it. It was very clear that Tommy wasn't gonna make it and Techno's chest tightened as he realized that.
"Techno."
"Yes Tommy?"
"Just one hug before i-"
"Don't."
Technoblade didn't want to hear his little brother openly accept his fate. He lightly sat on the floor and gently pulled Tommy into his lap, making sure to hug him softly. Tommy winced in pain but leaned against him, happy to finally have a hug from his older brother. They usually just argued, wrestled, and fought with each other about everything. They never actually hugged before, but it was Tommy's dying wish. He wanted a hug before he actually disappeared. Tommy closed his eyes and Techno wrapped his cloak around the both of them. Techno's chest felt tight and his throat felt like it had a lump the size of a golf ball in it.
"Tommy..."
"I'll still be around, like Wilbur. But only here with you."
"Tommy I promise I will get revenge! I will slaughter everyo-"
"Shhhhhhh."
Tommy could hear the pain slightly escaping out through Techno's voice and it hurt him. He didn't want to hear his older brother hurt with his last dying minutes. He just wanted to cherrish the moment between them, and wanted a happy moment before he actually died. Technoblade gently put his hand on Tommy's back and let out a slow sigh. Tommy had already planned staying with Techno, even after his life was over. Technoblade remembered the letter and gently pulled it out of his pocket. He uncrumpled it and folded it gently so he could actually read it.
Ranboo had filled his bucket with sweet berries and Phil had his full of snow. They both walked back to the house as quick as the snow would let them. Ranboo opened the door for Phil but dropped the bucket of berries and froze. Phil expected the worse, dropping the snow bucket and entering the house quickly. Technoblade was on the floor with Tommy in his arms as Techno's cloak was draped over both of them. There was a ball of paper by Techno's knee and tears were sliding down his face effortlessly. Techno had a tight grip on the cloak and he sat there silently with his jaw clenched hard. You would almost think he's trying to crack a walnut with how hard his jaw was clenched.
"Techno.... is he-"
"Tommy?"
Phil stumbled slightly before his legs locked in place. Ranboo's whole body was ridged as he stared at Tommy's lifeless body. It was like a nightmare come true and none of them wanted to believe he was really gone. Although Techno was already set in his ways and his mind was focused on one thing. Revenge. Techno was on a dead set goal to slaughter every single person that ever hurt Tommy and especially whoever did this to him. He wasn't gonna rest until everyone paid their price.
"Techn-"
"No mercy."
Phil knew with those two words there would be no changing his mind. Although Phil didn't really care, because he had just close another son. He felt the same at Techno, but he wasn't as violently motivated as him. Phil wouldn't be the one to attack first but he would infact help Techno. Especially now. Phil and Techno looked at Ranboo slowly, making him feel the stare of hatred and pressure. Ranboo pulled his sword out of it's sheath and choked down the hard lump in his throat.
"For Tommy."
So it was settled. Everyone would go down in flames, and pools of blood without a shed of mercy cor their souls. All for Tommy.
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Face Reality (part 17)
Title: Touch my Wings (and watch as they melt from the sun)
Summary: Ranboo is healing. Tommy is not.
Phil finally comes face-to-face with his consequences.
Chapter One
Chapter Eighteen
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_____________ It was a few weeks later when Technoblade walked into the living room and plopped down on a chair, a heavy book clutched in his hold. It was still fairly dusty, but by the look of the worm pages, it used to be much dustier.
Ranboo looked up from where he was reading. “Hey, Technoblade.” His shoulders didn’t tense up, his voice didn’t waver. He wasn’t completely comfortable, but his body didn’t scream at him to run. It wasn’t perfect, but it was progress, and that was what was important.
“Just the hybrid I was looking for,” Technoblade greeted back. “I’ve found you some answers.”
There was a pause. “Answers to what?” Ranboo racked his memory, but couldn’t for the life of him remember ever asking Technoblade anything.
“Answers to why you had more than one thin day in a row?”
Ranboo’s eyebrows furrowed as he thought about that. “Techno,” he asked hesitantly, “how much sleep have you gotten in the past few weeks while you’ve been researching?”
An uneasy chuckle was the only answer that he got.
“Techno,” he said a little more forcefully, a little more harsh. “How much sleep.”
The piglin snorted. “Not a lot. But that doesn’t matter-”
“Yes it does!” Ranboo protested. “You can’t just let yourself waste away, Techno.”
“How else am I supposed to show that I care?” he responded defensively.
It was quiet for a beat. “You care?”
Techno looked at Ranboo and nodded. “Of course I do. I know that we don’t have a good past, but… you’ve made me more human, you and Phil. I cry more, I feel remorse for the lives I’ve taken or almost taken, I have emotions now. I’m not all the way good, but I’m getting there, and I’m sorry that it took you almost dying for me to realize that I wasn’t on the good side.”
Neither knew what to say. 
“Well.” Techno said. “About my research.”
“Yeah, yeah, your research.” Ranboo nodded, leaning forward. 
“This book was a whole lot of nonsense, but there were some good passages.” Techno explained. “Basically, thin days are more than just a thing hybrids go through. It’s kind of like a bonding moment that makes you stronger, if that makes sense, but it only happens when the hybrid part of you feels safe, so for instance, you guys all feel safe here. And, families tend to have thin days near each other because when other hybrids are there, your hybrid is reassured that it's safe.”
Ranboo nodded. “So, since I haven’t, uh. Since I haven’t really had a thin day on this server…”
“You never felt safe enough to. And, since you never have them, your enderman side is desperate to develop. So, when your non-enderman side wants to take the wheel, it can’t.”
“That makes sense, I guess.” Ranboo shrugged. “Oh, have you heard from Kristin recently?”
Techno winced. “Yeah. She hasn’t quite warmed back up to me yet, but I think she’s out flying with Purpled. There aren’t people dying because of wars right now, so she’s got free time.”
As if on cue, Death and Purpled walked in. Purpled was running around excitedly, and his wings flared out behind him.
“Ranboo!” He greeted, running a hand through his unruly hair.
“Purpled!” Ranboo returned. “Have fun?”
“Yeah! My wings are so cool, and they’re purple, so they match my brand-”
“Those are blue, though.” Techno interjected.
Ranboo squinted. “No, those are purple. I don’t know what you’re seeing, Techno.”
Tommy strolled in to see what the commotion was about. “What’re we arguing about? I’m right, and you are all wrong.”
“What color are my wings?” Purpled asked.
“I dunno, blue?”
They never came to a conclusion, or maybe they did. Tommy didn’t stick around to find out, though. He was hungry, so he rifled through the pantry to find something to snack on. 
“Hey, Tommy.”
He turned. “Oh, hey Fundy. How’s the castle repairs going?”
The fox smiled. “They’re going really well, actually. Eret has a bunch of rooms in it if you guys ever want to visit.”
“Pog!” Tommy said. “Are you going to stay there or here? I mean, it doesn’t really matter, but have you thought about it?”
Fundy hesitated. “I was thinking about staying with Eret, actually. Do you think Sam will be mad?”
“Of course not,” Tommy reassured. “Just don’t be a stranger. We’ll come visit you, too. I promise. Next week, maybe? Tomorrow?”
“Whenever.” Fundy said, clearly feeling better. “I’m going to go find Sam. Thanks.”
“No problem,” Tommy responded, turning back to his hunt for snacks as he listened to the fading footsteps.
Another pair approached him.
“Hey mate.” Phil said, getting a glass of water.
Tommy tensed. “Hey.”
Phil was about to leave, then sucked in a breath. “Tommy, your wings look awful. Whose been preening them?”
“Whoever is nearby. I think they do fine,” Tommy said defensively. 
“They could use some work,” Phil insisted. “Why don’t you let me preen them? Everyone’s out of the living room.”
Was that meant to reassure him? That no one was there to act as a buffer? As much as Tommy wanted to forgive Phil, he knew Ranboo would, too easily. He needed to be cautious because Ranboo forgave too quickly, and yeah, maybe he was also hiding from the hurt that he felt because of Phil by focusing on Ranboo’s, but…
Phil looked so hopeful.
He didn’t want to, he really didn’t, but the words tumbled out of his mouth before he could stop them. “I guess, yeah.”
It all felt so wrong, sitting down on the floor to let Phil touch his wings. They wanted to fold up and refuse to open, but Tommy forced them to stretch out. He grimaced as Phil announced he’d be starting, and hoped that it would feel nice. Preening always felt nice, right?
Phil put a hand on one of Tommy’s wings, and it took everything in him to not swat it away. It felt irritating, like a piece of sand between your toes or a snarl in your hair as you tried to brush it out. It was bearable, though, and if it made Phil happy, then it was worth it. 
It was bonding, right?
Then, it got worse. Phil’s fingertips left the feathers aching a little bit, almost stinging, and Tommy shifted a little. It was fine. He could deal with it. Phil was probably almost done, right?
Phil asked him if he was okay, and he grunted. The pain got worse. It hurt, it hurt so bad, and whereas preening usually felt nice and lulled him to sleep, this time it felt like when you stub your toe. Except it was his entire wing.
It only got worse. He wanted it to end, but he was scared that if he opened his mouth, he’d vomit. The nausea gathered in his stomach and crawled up his throat, forcing him to ignore the stabbing feeling that happened whenever Phil touched his wing. 
He just had to deal with a little more. Phil was done with the edges, it was time for the part that always felt the best when Sam or somebody else preened his wings. It would feel good, right?
It didn’t. He exhaled slowly, feeling the tears gather in his eyes. He wanted it to stop, but if he said anything, he knew he would start crying. It hurt so bad, so incredibly bad, and he just sat there. 
Phil was humming happily, and Tommy nearly yelled at him to stop. Everything was so much more… annoying, suddenly. The humming was too loud, his shirt was too itchy, his leg wasn’t positioned comfortably, his throat hitched with every breath. He hated it.
After a particularly bent feather was corrected, Tommy cried out a little bit. 
“...Tommy?” Phil asked. “Are you alright?”
“Please stop.” He managed to choke out, and the hands on his wings were lifted away almost immediately. He managed to stumble out of the room before the tears started to fall, but he didn’t miss the way that Phil’s disappointed, almost betrayed, gaze burned his back.
Tommy went down the hall and found Ranboo in the bedroom. “Ranboo,” He called out, and hesitated.
“What happened?” Ranboo asked. “Are you okay?”
Tommy shook his head, and the tears fell quicker now, accompanied by a few desperate chirps and hiccups. 
“Oh, Tommy,” Ranboo said, patting the bed. “Come here, Do you want to talk about it?”
He flopped onto the covers and buried his head in a pillow. “Phil tried to preen my wings. I let him, because he just looked so hopeful that we were going to finally be family again, but it just-” A small trill interrupted his rambling before he picked back up, “It felt so wrong, and then it started to hurt, and Ranboo it hurt so bad, and I thought I was going to barf, and-” He continued slower this time. “What if that’s just how preening feels? What if every time I need to take care of my wings, it hurts? What if I never can feel that safe again?”
“Do you want me to try?” Ranboo asked softly. “I’ll stop as soon as you tell me to, I promise.”
Tommy thought for a minute, but nodded. “Please?”
His body slumped with relief as soon as Ranboo started petting the feathers and before he knew it, he was purring. He mumbled out something, and Ranboo must’ve taken that to mean stop.
Tommy whined and pushed his wing back against Ranboo’s hand. “Don’t stop. It feels nice.”
“Okay, Tommy.” Ranboo chuckled, and started the preening again. 
“We should take a vacation to see Fundy,” Tommy hummed.
Ranboo nodded, and responded. “Yeah, I haven’t seen Niki in a while. When do you wanna go?” It was silent. “Tommy?”
Tommy was fast asleep, his face content and relaxed. Ranboo smiled, and stayed with him until he woke up.
Phil, however, had gone back to his house with Techno that they’d built not far from Sam’s base. He sat by the window, unmoving, until Techno came in for the night.
“Phil? Are you okay?”
He turned his head to look at Techno and shook his head. 
“Do you want to talk about it?”
“I-” His throat was dry. “I offered to preen Tommy’s wings because they looked like they needed it, and I thought it would be a good bonding time. It went okay, but then he made a noise and asked if he was okay, and- and my touch hurt him, Techno. I’m not- Not only does he not consider me part of his flock, not even deep down, but my touch hurts him.” He rested his head in his hands. “When did I fail so bad?”
Techno didn’t say anything.
Phil ignored the tears that gathered in his eyes. “Maybe Kristin was right that I didn’t feel bad, yet. I didn’t realize, really, the impact of my actions, but now- Techno, how do I fix this?”
Techno looked back to meet Phil’s teary gaze. “You do the best that you can, Phil, and if Tommy still can’t forgive you, then you live with it.”
“I just live with it?”
Techno shrugged. “What else can we do?”
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emcon-imagines · 4 years
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Finally Okay, Pt. 2
part 1 // originally written for @moonlit-imagines​ writing challenge
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characters: Wanda Maximoff x reader prompts: “I would never, ever give up on you.” “You’re the one I’ve heard so much about.” words: ~1500 summary: reader and Wanda are close friends, one joining the Avengers and one going rogue after Sokovia. But after one terrible night, Wanda is forced to face the reality of your mission for revenge.
Just as the door of your apartment came down, you managed to struggle away from Wanda, falling to the floor as you tried to find your way out, there has to be a way out. It was instinctual, you putting your hands up to shield yourself, your fingers beginning to tingle as your powers manifested, your left hand dropping to your side as you clutched your stomach in pain. 
But you weren’t fast enough. The door fell, the S.H.I.E.L.D agents swarmed, and just as you had moved to defend yourself, your field of vision was clouded in a red haze, distracting you long enough for the tranquillizer to sting you. Your hand was encased in the red energy, holding you in place, even you tried to pull your hand away. Betrayal, betrayal, betrayal.
“I didn’t want to do this,” you heard Wanda whispered as she knelt down where you collapsed. “But I hope you understand.”
It was cold. From somewhere in the room, a vent had begun blowing in cool air and your own shivering woke you, blinking as you found yourself in a stark grey module, the walls made out of a material you were familiar with. Containment. Again. You were too tired to sit up, and dizzy even while laying down on the cot. It was impossible to even begin to sift through your emotions: confusion, anger, fear. She had promised. She promised this wouldn’t happen.
Perhaps even more alarming were the new bandages on you, fresh ones, meaning someone had worked on you while you were asleep, someone had been in this room. In almost a panic, you sat up and began to pull at the medical tape holding gauze to the inside of your elbow, perhaps the old site of an IV, finally ripping it off and tossing it aside.
With shaking hands, you lifted your shirt and checked the site of your bullet wound next. Clean bandages had been applied to it, and the site was hardly the nightmare you originally found it as. But still, it had to go. You began to scratch at the end of the large bandage, just as the door clicked open. You turned, maybe Wanda would be there, but instead it was a man you didn’t recognize, holding a tablet. “I wouldn’t do that,” he cautioned, nodding at your nervous fingers picking at the bandage on your stomach. “Simmons will have a conniption.” 
Your hand fell away from the wound, but you only stared blankly as he pulled a metal chair away from the table in the room and sat down. Where’s Wanda? Where did she go?
She left me here, didn’t she?
“So,” the man said. “You’re the one I’ve heard so much about.” His statement didn’t warrant a response, you wouldn’t give him a response. “I’m Phil Coulson,” he said. “You’re in a S.H.I.E.L.D. base. You’re safe.”
You couldn’t help but roll your eyes, and Phil didn’t miss it, chuckling as he unlocked the tablet. “I know you’ve probably heard that one before. I understand you were a subject in the Strucker experiments. Is that how you met Ms. Maximoff?”
Your gaze shifted away, your eyes aching with exhaustion as you took another look around the room. He probably knows the answer. She probably told him. What else did she tell him? Did she tell him about how I saved her life back in Sokovia? Or about the stories she used to tell her brother and I to fall asleep in the labs? What about when I told her that I’d never again be someone’s science project? And she turned me in anyways.
“Look, I know how you feel about organizations like ours,” Phil said. “But I just want to get some details sorted out.”
“I want to talk to Wanda,” you finally said, speaking for this first time. You hated how small your voice sounded in that moment, how defeated it rang out in the cell. 
“I’ll see what I can do,” Phil said. “Can we expect your cooperation?” When you didn’t answer, he sighed. “Let me make it clear: you don’t have many options right now. There are some who would like to see you stay in containment. But that’s not what we do, unless we’ve exhausted our other options. Your friend seems to think you could learn to control your powers--”
“I can already control them,” you argued, but even that was without any bite, hardly even a murmur. It wasn’t true. You knew it. Wanda knew it. That’s why she called them.
Phil stood up and gave you a once-over before walking to the door. “Simmons will be coming by to check on you. Try to get some rest. Maybe we can talk more in a bit.” The door clicked behind him and you exhaled, your body shaking with the breath. All you wanted was to be home, back in your bed, when Wanda was there, before she did the unthinkable.
There was a grey blanket at the end of the cot but you didn’t even have the energy to pull it over you, instead just hugging your knees into your chest and shutting your eyes. Your own anxiety prevented you from falling asleep though, and your eyes cracked open again when the door opened again. I’m not letting Simmons do any more patching up. I’m fine. I don’t need any help.
But when you opened your eyes, it wasn’t another S.H.I.E.L.D. agent there. It was Wanda, motionless as the door shut behind her. “Hi, Y/N,” she said quietly. “Are they treating you okay? I think they’ll bring dinner by in a bit--”
For a moment, you were speechless, wanting to be angrier but instead just feeling relief. “Why did you do it?” you interrupted, finding your voice. “You promised, and I trusted you. When I fell asleep, was that you, too? You used your powers on me so you could make the call...”
“I’m sorry,” she blurted out. Paused. “Not really. You’d be dead if I let you continue. It was like you had a death wish.”
“So, what?” you asked. “You have your new team now. We were friends because of Sokovia, and Sokovia is gone. You can give up on me now.”
“You don’t mean that,” Wanda sighed and she paced around the open space in the containment unit as she collected her thoughts, her arms remaining folded over her chest. “I would never, ever, give up on you.” You could see the pity in her eyes as she said it. “You wouldn’t do that to me. I know you wouldn’t.”
When you didn’t respond, she stopped pacing and studied the numb mask over your face, the refusal to give in to any further compassion. Whether you felt like you didn’t deserve it, or didn’t want to deserve it, she didn’t know. You wouldn’t even look at her.
She pulled off the shawl she had been flowing over her shoulders and wrapped it around you instead, the sudden warmth a welcome relief from the chilled containment module. You hummed with contentment, despite yourself. It smelled like her perfume and shampoo and felt like home. Home.
Wanda sat down next to you, pulling her feet up onto the cot as well and unwrapping the blanket that had been placed at the end of your cot. “I’ll see if they can get you a change of clothes,” she said. “Maybe a sweatshirt. Something warmer.” She reached over and ran her finger over the patch of dried blood on your jeans. “Something that’s not covered in blood.”
“Did you say they had food?” you mumbled, staring down at your hands folded in your lap, fidgeting as you picked at the already-scabbed sides of your nail beds.
“Mm. Anything you want?”
You shrugged, your muscles aching as you did so. “I’m just so tired,” you murmured. “I want to go home.” You looked over at the mirror on the opposite wall, wondering if anyone was watching on the other side, and who. “I don’t want to be here. I don’t trust them.” You paused. “And I’m not sure I trust your friends. And after what you did... did they send you to talk to me?”
She was quiet for a moment, thinking about your shared past, the months spent in cells then, too, someone always watching, always taking notes, the days slipping by without a beginning or an end, just cycles of meals and sleeping and tests. “Look, these are good people,” Wanda said, pulling your nervous hands from your lap and holding them in her own. “I promise you, Y/N. They can help. This is your best option.”
“How do you know?”
“Because they helped me. Please. I know it’s hard, but you have to trust me.”
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twoidiotwriters1 · 3 years
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Déjà Vu (Or are we losing our minds?) XIV -Modern!Shirbert
A/N: I haven’t written the epilogue yet, so it might not come out next week, I do hope I get the time to do it though, hang in there! -Danny
Words: 1,178
Series’ Masterlist
Previous Chapter // Epilogue
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'I hope that if alternate universes exist, it will still be you and me in the end. I hope that there will always be an us. 
In every world,  in every story' — Tina Tran
New Year's passed without any strange occurrences as well, Anne had made up her mind and decided that those dreams had been the result of a very shitty week in which she'd had to deal with her ex's engagement, but now she was fine!
If fine meant being unable to not daydream about the handsome stranger with the pretty eyes.
Either way, her trip back to Toronto had gone well, next day they would attend the Orchard's party (Diana had told her she'd contacted Gilbert and he'd reserved a whole table for them) and she couldn't wait to get rid of this false illusion, she decided that the only way she'd be able to get over this man would be by meeting him. Usually, that's all it takes to stop liking a man.
"Anne?" Diana peered through the door. "It's almost three in the morning, you should go to bed..."
"I'm sorry Di, did I wake you?"
"Yeah, what are you doing anyway? School hasn't started, you can't be doing homework?"
"Oh, no," Anne smiled. "I started a new project. It's... It's a romance."
"Oh?" Diana's brow raised. "Are we back to being hopeless romantics, then?"
"I don't know," She looked back at her laptop. "I haven't decided yet. Which is perfect for the book, you know? I think I can give an interesting perspective, don't you think? More objective?"
"What's the main plot?"
"I don't know yet," Anne laughed. "It's about this boy, he's met a girl once in his life and only talked to her for like, five seconds, but it's enough for him to fall in love completely. After that, he starts to compare every woman to the stranger even though all is mere speculation— I haven't decided whether if it should have a happy ending or a realistic one."
"Happy endings can be realistic too, you know?"
"Well, you know what I mean," She shrugged. "It's just a concept, and it could suck— I could end up abandoning the story if it doesn't feel right, but it's the first time I feel inspired enough to do something longer than three pages and I thought I should try it."
"I think you should," Diana walked up to her and kissed the top of her head. "I know it's hard to go to bed when you're inspired and all, but do try to sleep? I don't want you leaving the party early..."
Anne's stomach twisted in anticipation, she doesn't know if she'll want to stay after meeting Gilbert, but she can't say that to her friend.
"Of course," She smiles. "Don't worry."
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It wasn't a fact, but the possibility of Anne coming to the party caused Gilbert to pour all his energy into making sure everything was perfect.
Gilbert had always been a bit of a control freak, but this was the last opportunity to actually meet the real Anne, and he didn't want to waste it.
He looked at the decorations around him feeling satisfied, Gilbert checked the time and realized it was almost 3 am, he swore under his breath and quickly made his way out, making sure everything was in place and safely secured.
He didn't know why, but something about the next day felt final, it was a now or never kind of situation.
***
The train's incessant rumbling woke him up. He realized he'd fallen asleep while reading the newspaper, Gilbert carefully folded it and fixed his posture as well as his clothes. He realized he was wearing some kind of old-fashioned suit, which he didn't consider strange at all, it felt right, actually, he felt more at home than ever.
Someone sat down in front of him, a dark-haired girl with intense brown eyes and flushed cheeks, he knew who it was immediately.
"Diana," He smiled. "To what do I owe the ple—"
"What is wrong with you?" She interrupted. "First you make us all believe you're marrying an older lady, then you show up at the last minute and announce to my father that you're no longer marrying and you're moving to Toronto instead?"
"I— What?" Gilbert blinked. "Marrying?"
"Yes!" Diana leaned forward. "You told my father you were planning to propose to Winnifred Rose and that you were moving out to Paris, then you change your plans completely! You have no idea how's Anne suffered because of you!"
The name immediately stirred something in him, Gilbert smiled.
"This is a dream, isn't it?" He asked. "She's here—"
"So you simply never bothered to speak to Anne about any of this?" She demanded, clearly not listening to him.
Gilbert's mind came up with a reply on its own, much like any regular dream, it was as if he knew there was a script he had to follow for the story to continue its course.
"Had I had the opportunity to I would have, in fact, I went over—"
"You had every opportunity, for years! Admit it— You've been smitten with Anne ever since she first came to Avonlea and smashed that slate over your head!"
The sentence brought back clear memories: Anne looking extremely pissed, holding a small slate and then hitting him with it. Him being so drunk he'd insulted her without really meaning to.
'Oh... crap', He thought.
"I need to talk to her," Gilbert stood up abruptly.
Part of him knew this wasn't real and talking to Anne here would do nothing to fix the reality that he'd screwed up the first impression already. But his dream-self had no sense of logic, so he ran to the nearest exit just when the train was reaching the station.
He rushed past the crowd and quickly found himself in the middle of a town with no idea of where he was going. The streets looked familiar, but where was Anne?
He ran across alleys, wide streets and unknown houses until he saw a big, greenish building ahead, and his heart jolted in excitement, he knew this was it, he sped forward, he was reaching the entrance—
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The loud beeping of his alarm woke him up abruptly. Gilbert's eyes opened at once and he looked for the device frantically.
"No no no," He said anxiously. "I was so close!"
But it was all a dream, even if he'd found Anne, it wouldn't change the fact that he'd already ruined his chances with her since the start, and maybe his dreams were all a constant reminder of how it didn't matter how many times he could rewrite the story in his dreams, what's done it's done.
Gilbert fell back on the mattress with a groan. He'd been planning this party for weeks and now it all felt useless, now all he could do was wait for the party and hope Anne didn't remember him.
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Anne stood gracefully in the corner of the room, looking around at the attendants of that evening's ball without much interest, she was looking for those familiar dark-brown curls, but there was no sign of them yet.
"Oh, Anne!" Phil approached her. "Isn't this dance beautiful? Although it saddens me that the only reason why we get to enjoy it it's because we've finished our studies for good! I shall miss the classroom very much, won't you miss me?"
"Yes, I believe my heart will feel like a part of it has been stolen as soon as you part from my side," Anne replied, only the tiniest hint of teasing in her voice.
"Oh, you're lying!" Phil sniffed dramatically. "I know I won't be you most missed old chum, that's a place Gilbert Blythe has occupied ever since you rejected his proposal."
"Phil!" Anne exclaimed. "Don't speak like that! It wouldn't be proper of me to miss a man while courting another and you know it!"
"Oh, but the heart is such a funny thing," Phil sighed. "And I know you love him, therefore I should deliver the news before it's too late. Gilbert is expected to be engaged very soon."
Anne felt like her heart was getting squeezed and shattered, but she managed to control her voice.
"Oh?"
"Yes," Phil continued calmly. "I thought you ought to know, even if you insist you don't love him. I tell you so you don't do anything foolish... you should tell him the truth."
"What truth?"
"That you and Roy won't get married, of course!"
"Dear me, Phil, where did you get that from?" Anne gasped. "He hasn't even proposed!"
"It doesn't matter, I know you regret deeply the way you treated Gilbert that dreadful day, I know you would answer differently now, wouldn't you?"
What dreadful day?
Rejected his proposal? What proposal?
A muffled voice echoed in her mind, one she knew too well already.
'You would have sex with me?'
Anne shook her head in incredulity. Well, of course she was going to reject him! That offer had been positively scandalous!
And what had she done? She had... she had...
The memory came to her fresh in a flash. She had seized the slate and slapped him with it.
"Oh my..." Anne's hand covered her lips in horror. "Well, I did what I had to, Phil, he was incredibly rude!"
"Rude? He was just asking a question!" Phil blinked in confusion. "How's that rude?"
"Because he... he..." Anne blinked several times, then her gaze gained a bit of clarity. "He called me carrots! Yes, he did!"
"Oh, Anne, that was so long ago!" Phil laughed. "Haven't you gone through enough together to know he didn't mean to offend you?"
Anne was growing anxious. She fixed her skirt even though it didn't need any fixing, and stood up.
"It's getting late, I think I'll go now."
Without waiting for a reply she left, in the blink of an eye, she found herself inside the Green Gables' kitchen, Marilla was seated in front of her, and she had a very pitiful expression.
"I understand if you don't want to visit him, Anne, but I think you should, this may be the last chance you get to speak to him."
"I... Visit him?" Anne blinked. "Last chance?"
"I don't want to scare you, dear, but his mother told me his condition is quite grave," Marilla sighed. "Gilbert might not be with us next week."
"Gilbert?" Anne's voice trembled. "He's sick?"
"I understand your shock, but please do consider going to pay him a visit, whatever he did to offend you... it's better if you let him go with a clean conscience, he was such a good man..."
Marilla was talking of him as if he were already dead! He couldn't be! Anne had seen him in the picture—
But how long had it been since that? How long since she'd stopped dreaming about him? What if this was the reason?
Anne stood up and ran upstairs, she got to her room and locked herself away so she could be miserable in peace.
It was true that he had disrespected her, and she'd defended her honour with that slate... but he was really sweet and generous... or was he?
Ugh, she was so confused! How could she know what was real and what had been her imaginings entirely?
***
"Good morning, Princess Cordelia!" Cole stormed into the room and let himself fall on top of her. Anne groaned and pushed him away. "Are you ready for tonight? I'm planning to get you so drunk you start talking about shifting realities!"
"No!" She whined.
"What?" Cole looked at her.
"I'm not ready to—" She caught herself before she could say 'meet him', "...to get drunk! I think I should take a break from parties..."
She knew that meeting him would help her get over her infatuation, and maybe even stop her dreams... but she didn't want them to stop; it was so nice to have someone treating her the way Gilbert would in her imagination... what if he was just as awful as Roy? She wasn't ready to have her heart broken again...
"Anne, but you've only gone to one party since the holidays started," Cole visibly deflated, "please don't tell me this is about your ex? Diana told me you were writing again, I thought you were making progress..."
Anne shook her head. "I'm not feeling well, Cole."
Cole stood up, Anne pulled the blankets over her head.
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When the first group of people arrived, Gilbert's anxiety skyrocketed. He was expecting to see Diana's face any moment now, and that would end up confirming whether he would be reuniting with Anne that night or not.
Thirty minutes... an hour...
"Gilbert!" The young woman and her group of friends (including Cole) made a beeline towards him. "Oh my goodness, you're so tall!"
He smiled, for a moment his thoughts focused on his old friends, and how different yet similar they all look from their younger versions. Then he realized Anne wasn't there, and his hopes and expectations both crashed.
Of course she wasn't going to come! Even if she did live here, Diana had probably told her it was a reunion for old friends only, and she didn't know him, not the real him, and if he was really honest, he didn't know her either.
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If she were to stay and miss the party, she'd end up frustrated. If she did meet him and didn't like him, she would move on faster— a bit hurt, but knowing she was making the right choice.
However, if she were to attend the party, meet him, and realize he was all she'd been expecting him to be and more... well, she could only hope for him to be single.
Anne had been pacing up and down her apartment pretending to be cleaning when in reality she was only making a bigger mess. Her phone buzzed and Diana's name appeared on the screen. She picked it up with shaky hands and unlocked it.
'We miss u :c'
Under the text, there was a selfie of Diana, over her shoulder was Cole, and he was talking animatedly with... Dear God, he was taller than expected.
She stared at Cole and some strange resentment filled her.
"That should be me," She stated, and somehow she knew she was right. It should be Anne talking to Gilbert, taking a risk for the first time in years. She'd only dated one guy, for heaven's sake! She had to let herself live!
"FINE!" Anne groaned. "I'm going!"
***
Gilbert hadn't announced he was leaving, he knew they would all ask him to stay but he couldn't, he was disappointed, all he wanted was to stay home watching shitty romcoms and crying his eyes out.
It was all his fault, Anne had nothing to do with this, he had let his mind run wild and these were the consequences he was forced to face.
Unknown to him, Anne was in her apartment frantically changing her clothes and brushing her hair. She grabbed a bag and hastily put all her stuff in it. She'd already wasted two hours, she had to leave the house NOW.
Gilbert searched his pockets for change, he was planning to buy a few beers and get slightly tipsy so he could be sad properly. He found a dollar but the wind snatched it out of his hand abruptly. The young man let out a short groan as he ran after it. A door opened across the street and a woman's voice reached him.
"C'mon!" Anne closed the door roughly, she lifted her gaze and...
Gilbert didn't breathe, he didn't move. In front of him Anne stopped as well, her arms fell to her sides and she stood there wondering if she was dreaming.
"Hi."
That was his voice! His voice!
She shook her head lightly and walked down the few steps that separated her from the sidewalk. Gilbert's feet moved on their own until he was standing right in front of her.
Anne's hand reached blindly and pinched her arm, she hissed. He looked down at her wrist and frowned.
"I-I just had to check," She laughed nervously. "I have... a very good imagination— so... I just had to be sure this... is real."
Gilbert spoke in the softest of voices.
"Anne? With an E?"
"H-How..?"
"I'm Gilbert," He continued. "I don't know if you remember but... I think... I think we've met before?"
"My god— You won't believe this, but I've been having the strangest—"
"Dreams?" He finished for her. "Me too."
She laughed again, her hands were shaking.
"There... there was a coffee shop—"
"And a cat—"
"You were dying—"
"You were a pirate!"
They looked at each other in disbelief, their smiles growing.
"I... was it real?" She questioned.
Gilbert's brow furrowed as he spoke. "Which part?"
"I don't know... everything... us?"
"Anne," He repeated, this time a bit more urgently. "I have to know... does this mean... you know who I am?"
She beamed, then stretched out her hand.
"Gilbert Blythe, I'm Anne Shirley-Cuthbert. I broke a slate on your head the first time we spoke, and I've been sorry ever since, I just didn't remember it."
He let out an incredulous laugh and held her hand eagerly.
"Anne Shirley-Cuthbert, I think we're going to be the best of friends," He gazed down at her adoringly. "We're meant to be. You've thwarted destiny long enough."
"It was you who moved out before we could meet!"
"You left the bathroom before I could apologize!"
There was a moment of silence before Anne spoke again.
"You know what this means?"
"Yeah, we have around ten years of conversations we need to catch up to," He joked.
"Ten years and a month," She realized he hadn't let go of her hand, but she wasn't going to move any time soon. "But I'd say the night's still young. I was on my way to your party..."
"Can I walk you there?" He asked expectantly.
"Lead the way."
***
"Anne! You came!" Diana froze and stared at Gilbert. "Oh, hi. Did you guys know each other?"
Anne and Gilbert exchanged a look and smiled.
"I ran into him a moment ago," She explained. "He's nice."
"Thanks," He chuckled. "Anne was telling me she's been your best friend ever since she moved to Avonlea— is it true that she's the Cuthbert's daughter?"
"Yes!" Diana beamed. "Isn't she great?"
"Is it true you got drunk on accident when you were thirteen?"
Diana laughed.
"You're already sharing stories? Hang on, I have a great one of that one time she dyed her hair green—"
"Diana, don't you dare!"
***
"You lucky bastard," Bash slapped the back of his head as Gilbert walked into the kitchen.
"Ouch! What was that for?"
"You've been whining about your dream girl for weeks and just when you tell me you gave up, this breathtaking redhead steps into the diner and wastes the whole night flirting with you!" Bash said in disbelief. "How did you do that? What the hell did you sell your soul to?"
Gilbert laughed lightheartedly.
"Honestly, Bash, I have no clue... Was she really flirting with me, though? Do you think she likes me?"
Bash rolled his eyes.
"I swear, Blythe, if you don't ask her on a date I'll kill you."
"You don't have to tell me twice," Gilbert grinned.
***
"So, Gilbert," Cole nudged her arm as soon as the boy went into the kitchen. "You know he has a crush on you, right? It's so obvious, I'd be shocked if he doesn't get in one knee by the end of the night and asks you to marry him—"
"Don't scare her, Cole!" Josie slapped his arm lightly. "But Gilbert definitely likes you. He hasn't seen any of us in years and yet he's acting as if we were the strangers!"
Anne squirmed in her place giddily.
"I like him."
"That's our girl!" Jane exclaimed, finishing her drink in one large gulp. "I swear to god, Anne, if you don't take him home I'll run you over with my car..."
"Wow, that's a bit too drastic, don't you think?" Diana said. "They just met, and Anne's just recovering from her breakup with Roy!"
"Fuck Roy, honestly," Anne replied carelessly. "Gilbert's gorgeous..."
"Thanks," a voice said behind her.
Anne winced, the table fell silent and she covered her face with both hands.
"Oh my god... please tell me this isn't happening..."
The group burst out laughing, Gilbert sat down practically glowing with joy.
"Just so you know, I was about to ask you on a date, but I understand if you need time—"
"She'd be delighted!" Cole interrupted. "Please, help us, our friend desperately needs to get laid—"
"Are you talking about Gilbert?" Moody sat down next to Ruby and placed a drink in front of her. "Because the others told him that already and—"
"Okay!" Gilbert replied loudly. "Can we please not talk about sex?"
"Oh, pity, I was about to offer you a hand..." Anne teased.
Gilbert choked on his beer.
"W-What?"
"Smooth, doctor," Josie mumbled.
"Wait, is this actually happening?" Ruby asked with excitement. "Are you two going on a date for real?"
Gilbert stared at Anne with his mouth half-open, unable to get the words out. Anne simply smiled at him and nodded.
"Yes Gil, I'd love to."
The table went wild afterwards. Cole, Diana and Josie rambled about how they should've introduced them sooner, the rest simply were in for the teasing, but no one in the place apart from Anne and Gilbert knew exactly how long both had been waiting for this moment. No one was more relieved than them.
No one was happier than Gilbert as he reached for her hand and held it in front of everyone. No one felt giddier and excited than Anne when he asked for her phone number.
Life had turned into their best dream.
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