This is actually crazy. If someone told me in the past that I would have all these people appreciating my silly ideas I would’ve laughed, and technically, I am laughing right now because I still can’t wrap my head around it even though it’s HAPPENING.
Thank you all so, so much. I can’t express how lucky I am to have you reading, liking, sharing my work, and just interacting with me. I love each and every one of you💘💘
As I promised, my next story is dedicated to this milestone celebration so here is a little preview. It’s still a draft and needs a lot of editing, so it might take some time.
Sneak peek under the cut!
...his shoulders stiffened at your words as he finally turned to face you. "You think I don't want to have sex with you?"
"I don't know what to think anymore," you admitted. "You're shutting me out. It's hard not to take it personally."
You both watched each other, the tension between you palpable. Slowly, he began to walk towards you, his gaze never leaving yours. "I'm refusing to have sex with you right now not because I don't want to," he said, his voice dangerously low. “I’m refusing because I'm trying to protect you."
"Protect me from what?" you asked, confusion lacing your words.
"From myself."
You felt a knot tightening in your stomach. "I-I don't understand."
He closed the distance between you, and you could feel the intensity of his gaze boring into yours. "I don't want to risk it. I'm afraid that if we... if we cross that line, I might hurt you."
"Spencer," you whispered. "You would never hurt me."
He shook his head. "You wouldn't be so sure if you knew half of the things running in my head right now."
Your heart raced as his words sank in. Your eyes couldn't help but wander down his body, tracing the lines of his open shirt and the gentle rise and fall of his chest. Your breath caught in your throat as your gaze trailed lower, taking in the way his pants hung low on his hips and the hint of hair leading downwards.
You swallowed hard.
"Then tell me," you challenged, your voice trembling slightly as you met his gaze head-on. "Tell me how you would hurt me."
His studied you, assessing, calculating. "You won't like it," he warned.
"And what if I do?"
His eyes narrowed slightly, a hint of surprise flashing across his features. "You don't know what you're asking for."
"I know what I want."
He regarded you for a long moment, weighing your words carefully. Finally, he stepped closer, his breath warm against your skin as he whispered, "You really want to know what I'd like to do to you?"
You held his gaze as a shiver of anticipation danced down your spine. "Yes," you replied. "Tell me."
His lips curved into a faint, almost rueful smile…
end of sneak peek because what he says next gives out too much :) fingers crossed I have it done by next week
(Also, can you tell I love his happy trail so much ok bye)
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well I would care if you killed yourself Tatum ❤
it's not good for the plot
aww thanks!! if i do kms it's ok cus at least a real bitch killed me
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was today even real… niall in a tank top singing dear patience is like something i would come up with in a dream
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Also don’t get me starteddddd on how beautiful Costa Rica is. I have been dreaming about this place and seeing it in my meditative visions for years and I finally have the opportunity to be here. I only decided to work the festival to be with the land and the water and lemme tell you, it’s so abundant here. I definitely want to come back to explore outside of the festival and be immersed in all the beautiful offerings this sacred place holds.
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Getting ready to finally post my 500 YouTube Subs gift and I'm only 8 people away from 600....
LOL better late than never I suppose 😂💗
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hii, i completely adore all of your writings! as someone who used to read a lot when she was younger and kinda just stopped, your talent to encapsulate Spencer's character and little quirks actually made me rediscover my love for this craft. so i wanted to thank you for sharing your talent with the world, i really appreciate it and i am sure many others do too❤️
You are the sweetest human being.
Thank you so much lovely, this is why I do what I do. If you guys like what I put out, then I will continue writing. It makes me happy that my silly stories can make you start reading again and I’m glad you shared your experience with me❤️
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