#St. John University

[kaitlinamberxo]

“You came here because you needed something, right?”

kaitlin's 100 favorite female muses — 17/100: Bonnie Bennett

[starlightandfairies]

Hiiii I hope you don’t mind me requesting again! I love the one you did for me! It made me incredibly happy.

May I request a Lorenzo St. John x female reader? This time I was thinking of a lot of fluff and hurt/comfort? If that’s okay of course. Again, human reader please. This time reader is very stubborn and always acts tough. She dislikes supernaturals a lot. She’s friends with Elena and her group.

One day reader gets kidnapped and threatened by an enemy vampire if the Salvatore’s. The brothers save her, but once she gets home she starts to panic and cry because she’s had enough and doesn’t know if she can take anymore of the supernatural drama. But Enzo stops by her house to ask for a favor and the reader acts like she’s fine but it’s obvious she’s been crying and he tries to comfort her, despite her not liking him much.

Ahhh sorry this is long again! I just have so many ideas….um ignore this if it’s too much. I hope you have a wonderful full day and night!!

Description: The reader is kidnapped by an old enemy of the Salvatores and as tries to pretend that everything is okay but fails at doing so.

Warnings: she/her pronouns, fluff, swearing

*Requests are open, please send through as many requests as you want, check my character list and requesting rules.*

I honestly got so excited when you requested Enzo! Thank you for requesting again and yay! I'm so happy the other one made you happy. I'm glad! I'm honestly not happy about how this one turned out but I hope you still enjoy it regardless.

Key: Y/N = Your Name, L/N = Last name, POV = Point of view

Word Count: 1,358

First Person's POV

Once I turned 18 I promised I would leave Mystic Falls for good. This town is a goddamn beacon for chaos and danger. I wouldn't even be surprised if a hole to the end of the world opened right in the centre of town. One thing I hated more than maths was the supernatural beings that thought the world revolved around them. Of course, I loved Caroline, Bonnie and Elena. I tolerated Stefan and Damon but the others... the others it depended on who they were and what they've done. I tried my best to stay away from the chaos that the group got themselves into, sometimes it was relatively easy and other times it was damn hard. 

Every day I make a bet with myself about if it's gonna be an easy day or a damn hard day. I made a bet that it'll be a damn hard day. I don't know what gave me that feeling, it was just that uneasy feeling when I woke up this morning and considering that the Salvatores had been kidnapped and beaten the last few days, I just assumed that the streak of unpleasantness would continue. 

Heading towards the town square, I stood, waiting for the girls to show up, putting myself on edge due to the sudden paranoia that someone would be out to get me. 

I don't know how it happened, or when it happened but I woke up, tied up and sitting on a mattress laid across the ground. I refused to cry, I would not let myself be seen as weak and give whatever asshole decided to use me as fish bait. 

"Y/n... Y/n... Y/n..." I stared angrily at the figure, recognising the person as a Traveller, I rolled my eyes and stared at the figure flabbergasted as he slapped me. 

"I need the Salvatores to come here, I see them with you, so here we are," I grunted through the rag, groaning as he pulled it from my mouth and went to speak but was literally hushed by the twit. He put his damn finger on my lips with a tut to silence me. 

"Listen here... I don't care about how you want to run your damn mouth, I don't have the time, all I care about is bringing the Salvatores here and following the plan." 

"And that would be?" 

"Noneya." 

"Oh, how mature," I muttered, hissing in pain as his fist collided with my face, I took another breath and smiled at the man showing that I didn't care and that it didn't faze me at all. I grunted as he shoved the rag back in and proceeded to pace the room. I couldn't help but flinch as the door slammed open and within the blink of an eye the Salvatores easily dealt with the guy and the adrenaline seemed to take away my thought processing and I ended up back home without really realising it. 

I took a shower, got into my pyjamas, plopped down on the couch and that's when it all came out. I could feel my hands begin to shake, a tightness in my chest formed that made it hard to breathe. The tears came cascading down, the whole room seemed to spin and I couldn't stop my sobs from escaping. I do not want to go through that again, I do not want to be kidnapped and hurt. I can't go through that, this is all too much, maybe I should just move away? Get away from the town of death and suffering. 

I couldn't tell you how long I had been crying for, I couldn't even tell you how the panic attack stopped or if it even stopped. I was sitting in a pool of tissues, I had already nearly gone through an entire box, I don't think I've cried this much before, I can't think of a time when the pain has been this bad. 

I jumped hearing a knock on my door, I quickly and roughly rubbed my eyes doing my best to make the tears go away and hope that whoever it was wouldn't need anything from me. I forced a smile to my lips as I opened the door, surprised to see the lovely Enzo there, he was a vampire I liked and I will admit there are times when I prefer him over the Salvatores but also just like most of the supernatural my tolerance normally ran low. 

"Enzo- hi."

"Hello, gorgeous... listen I need a favour-" The vampire cut himself off, he glanced around to the living area and then back at me. I did my best to keep smiling, not wanting to let my guard down. 

"Gorgeous, what's going on?" 

"I'm fine Enzo, listen I've got a busy day tomorrow and as much as I'm sure the favour cannot wait I cannot help you today." I tried closing the door on him, groaning as he easily stopped it and slipped into my home. I bit the inside of my cheek, finding it harder and harder to continue pretending that I was okay. 

"You've been crying..." 

"N-no I haven't. I said I am fine." I tried to make my words more pointed, hoping he'll truly believe that I was 'fine' but Enzo is smart and it was clear that my bullshit lies weren't enough to convince him. 

"Talk to me, please." I wrapped my arms around myself, shaking my head, the tears inevitably coming, I could feel my lips quivering and my body shake as the sobs escaped my lips. I could feel Enzo leading me to the couch, he brushed away the tissues and sat beside me. 

"Y/n... what's going on? What happened." 

"I- one of the travellers took me and used me as bait to draw in the Salvatores... I can't deal with the supernatural any longer... I don't want to go through that again. This- this anxiety, I can't... I won't go through that again. I'm so scared Enzo, I can't keep pretending that I'm fine because everyone looks to me because they think I'm tough but the truth is-" I let out a sob that would prevent me from going on any further without struggling to voice my concerns. I shook my head, angry with myself for blubbering in front of Enzo. 

I felt him wrap an arm around me, he lightly rubbed my shoulder, against all my wishes, I let myself curl against him. At that moment I didn't care about who was comforting me, all I cared about was seeking someone who would offer me the comfort I clearly needed. 

"I can make it easier for you- I can... if you're comfortable, I can compel you... I can make it go away." I considered, that maybe it would make it easier to just disappear... make it easier to get away from all of this. I was about to allow him to do that but then I thought of Bonnie and Caroline and Elena... I couldn't do that to them. 

"N-no, no. Thank you." 

"If you ever change your mind... I know we aren't close, I think you don't like me at all but I'll make it go away. If you ever want." I took a few deep breaths, nodding and appreciating that Enzo would do this for me even after knowing that I wasn't his biggest fan. 

"I don't not not like you but- it's not important right now." 

"You know, you know gorgeous... I still think you are pretty tough, you know it's okay to cry and it's okay be worired." It felt reassuring to know that, I never wanted to let anyone down and I wanted them to know that I am strong and I am tough. That these things won't bother me or effect me.

"Means a lot to me."

[xeyesofstardust]

I just don’t ship Bonnie with Enzo. I’m not against them being together and probably would have shipped them if Julie Plague had bothered to give us a slow burn, instead of just throwing them together in a time jump.

I like Bonnie and believe she deserves to have her own romance plotline.

Caroline had many romance lines that went on too long. I mean, they were practically throwing her with a different guy at one point.

Instead of doing that they could’ve given us some decent scenes with Bonnie and her budding relationship with Enzo. But they didn’t.

[labutansa]

Help 2 Displaced Palestinian Students with Housing

Hello everyone, this is a campaign that my IRL friend has sent to me as she is involved as a member of the St. John’s University Coalition for Justice (instagram) and SJU Palestine Solidarity Committee (instagram).

From the Coalition’s instagram:

“Two Palestinian students have been accepted by St. John's University w/ full four-year tuition scholarships. They hope to study computer science but need your help to afford room & board in Queens, NY. ! We are raising money for their living expenses including for their rent, travel, food, and other essentials.”

The reason the Coalition is raising funds is because St. John’s refuses to offer the students room and board service, instead having their scholarships ONLY apply to being able to go to the school, thereby not treating like other students with scholarships

The campaign already has already raised $10,658 USD of $15,000 USD goal, so there’s less than $5,000 left to supply these students with the money they need to help with their education.

More information can be found from the Coalition’s instagram, which you can start with the post I’ve linked the quote from.

Please consider helping these students to be able to get their education that’s being unfairly barred from them 🙏🏽

Tags under the cut, as I’m not the most popular account and really need to get this post attention - I just put any names I could think of that spread this kind of post, so sorry if you are getting many notifications and I add to it, particularly if I have not talked with you before / you’ve never heard of me.

If anyone knows any names I should add that I didn’t, please feel free to tag people on this post

@acepumpkinpatrick @beardeddetectivepaper @ana-bananya @transmutationisms @schoolhater @saturngalore @kyra45 @marigoldcanaries @neechees @the-eldritch-it-gay @dualdeixis

[thena0315]

[queenbonniebennett]

Kat and her boys🥰. Had to remove Matt Davis (for obvious reasons) and add Joseph instead🤭much better😌

[ak-rye-47]

Fanfiction : The Vampire Diaries

Title : " Weddings, Confessions & Conspiracies"

Relationships: Damon Salvatore/Lorenzo St John. Stefan Salvatore/Caroline Forbes

Second chapter now available along first ofcourse, on AO3

@crossedsabers10s (Thankyou !!! for your support really appreciate it this is for you!!!

@writingsoftheunderworld @fieldsofwax @minalblood( here you go love part two!😭😭 thanks for your support minalblood) @randomshipping101 @drinkingblueglitter @emberandshadow @alltid-og-for-evig @enzostjohn ( i did it!! second part !! our two idiots in love ) @ghost-bison (i finally did it!! thanks for reading it at the first time!!)

[girlkisser13]

the vampire diaries masterlist

alaric saltzman

alexia "lexi" branson

bonnie bennett

caroline forbes

damon salvatore

elena gilbert

jenna sommers

jeremy gilbert

katerina petrova/katherine pierce

lorenzo "enzo" st. john

lucas "luke" parker

malachai "kai" parker

matthew "matt" donovan

olivia "liv" parker

stefan salvatore

tyler lockwood

[myvinylplaylist]

KIϟϟ: Konfidential & X-Treme Close Up (2004)

2004 DVD compilation of two VHS releases that came out in the early 1990's.

Universal Music

[vox-anglosphere]

Punting down the River Cam past the Bridge of Sighs in Cambridge

[maldeldest]

My Top 10 TVDU couples

10. Handon

9. Marbekah

8. Jalaric

7. Forwood

6. Jaiden

5. Klamille

4. Steroline

3. 🥉 Kolvina

2. 🥈Bonenzo

1. 🥇 Delena

[starlightandfairies]

The Vampire Diaries Masterlist

This is my Vampire Diaries Masterlist, if you want the main one, click the link below and if you want to request something also see the link below. All my works are either, fluff and/or angsty. No Smut. Request are open!

Please let me know if any of the links don't work

Main Masterpost

Enzo St. John

Lonely Nights:

Reader experiences many lonely nights and Enzo is finally the person to be the desire comfort.

Stubborn Emotions:

The reader is kidnapped by an old enemy of the Salvatores and as tries to pretend that everything is okay but fails at doing so.

Damon Salvatore

Drinking Buddies:

Damon and reader share stories over a couple of drinks.

[nostalgicbytch]

[im-briana-stan]

[athleticperfection1]

St. John Fisher Basketball

[chloesreality]

It's Just me or i find Enzo Character very weird

no I don’t think he’s weird, I think he’s quite a likeable character most of the time, but I do understand why you might find him annoying at times, like when him and Damon kidnapped Jeremy for no reason and maybe his jealously of Stefan (but that’s probably just because I’m a die hard Stefan fan and doesn’t understand anyone who hates him)

Lorenzo’s an interesting character with an accent who’s got a past, who’s caring, who’s a gentlemen, who’s sexy, and who had a good moral compass and overall made Bonnie happy.

and he’s not a character who just cares about his love interest and no one else (unlike someone else…damo-)

no he also cares for others too and would do anything for them:

he was also (in my opinion) quite similar to Stefan regarding their roles, morals…etc and I think that’s one of the reasons why he was so jealous and disrespectful towards Stefan. Because Stefan was seen as heroic, Stefan was this, he was that, and 9/10 so was Enzo.

all he really ever wanted was family and friends to care for and for them to care for him. but he was always misunderstood, broken and lonely. Bonnie was the only one truly looking out for him.

he recognised when he was in the wrong and apologises for it too (now that’s hot 🥵)

what’s your take on this?