one day people will write about doctors telling people to exercise more for literally any and all condition and regardless of the safety or efficacy of this advice the same way we write about arbitrary bloodletting in the early modern period
playing basketball one-on-one with floyd, but he gets way too into it and now his dick is straining against his pants. >:( it’s all your fault for looking so cute and running from him whenever he chases after you to steal the ball. now he doesn’t even care about practicing or playing or even getting the ball from you. he’s much too aroused to think of anything but burying his dick in your tight hole and fucking all the thoughts from your little shrimpy brain. :)
Trans women. I'm grabbing you by the shoulders and yelling. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO BE SKINNY TO BE FEMININE AND PRETTY AND CUTE. PLEASE STOP MAKING DIETS PART OF YOUR TRANSITION GOALS. WEIGHT LOSS IS A SCAM. I LOVE YOU. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.
quick note - this blog is gonna be sparse again for at least this week. trying new medications and tbh initial side effects are not super pleasant + actual effects build up. as a result: currently as if unmedicated for mental health, with anxiety+ side effect, extra fatigue, dizziness, and fatigue. it's uh, sure something.
totally recognize that most of y'all know we're absent at times due to health things, just wanted to give a heads up that this one is at least anticipated.
i am so disconnected from societys views on fat, weight, "health", etc that my friend saying she wants to lose weight is shocking and bizarre to me. like she's not even slightly fat so i just cant understand why she would want to lose weight, not that being fat means someone should want to lose weight, but still.
like what i consider fat and what society at large considers fat are so different i just dont get it
I have 2h 40mins left to walk off before bed but my stomach hurts so much and I feel nauseous. I hate this feeling but i know i will hate the regret of not exercising more.
(TL;DR if someone is trying to be healthier, don’t criticize every little thing they try to do to be better. it just makes everything harder.)
VENT POST
so im overweight as hell (somewhere around 270ish pounds and around 5 foot 10 inches) and im trying really hard to lose it. before i start estrogen, i want to be around 200 but i’d be happy at about 240ish, since i know estrogen will make it harder to lose the weight.
i’ve been trying to make small lifestyle changes since usually when i try to lose the pounds, i end up either not committing cuz it’s too much and burning out, or getting into a bad depressive episode and gaining it all back. been trying to eat more veggies and fruits, and trying to avoid junk food. i’ve also been doing a short daily walk to ease myself into doing light exercise daily. i take a lap around my neighborhood lake, which is around 1/3 a mile. it isn’t much, but i’ve been trying really hard to commit and lose the weight.
i will say, the actual eating and walking isn’t even the hard part. the hardest part of dieting and exercising is anybody who knows what you’re trying to do and putting down any little victories you’ve made.
i’ll mention im walking daily, but someone will go “well that’s not a lot, you won’t burn any calories that way”. i’ll try eating healthier, and someone will say “well you still eat this and that, so you’re not really committing to eating healthier”.
like, i know i haven’t made much progress yet, but god, can i get even a small win under my belt without someone coming along and making me feel worse for even trying? the nitpicking just makes me feel hopeless for even trying to be healthier.
anyways, just needed to vent. just haven’t been feeling very confident in my body lately, whether it be gender dysphoria or my weight, and these sorts of people haven’t been helping at all.
also, if anybody who sees this knows of any good weight loss tips, i’d love to hear them! :)
man how much I love running outside. I feel so free and happy, the endorphins from running just make me feel so fulfilled ❤️ but never running at -5 c again…. The benefits from running too. The extra calories, visceral fat loss, anaerobic & aerobic fitness, muscle tone and more. It’s so worth it esp when you’re struggling mentally.