🌺Hibiscus Times Daily🌺
The constant change in air quality and audio, in this reality, is dependent on me.
Let us include some overlays for visuals
Yes.
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Hey not to be weird but like the cliff thing… is actually a kinda decently common thing! The term I grew up hearing for it is “spiritual ancestor”, which is basically just shorthand for “I have a really deep connection with this person and they’ve deeply influenced me to the point where they might as well be distant family despite us not being related or having ever met”. I’ve felt it before with other people (namely Kurt Cobain and Marc Bolan) so like… you’re not delusional it’s just no smth that comes up a lot (I felt awkward about commenting on the actual post so that’s why this is in annon sorry) (also wow this is really ramble-y but it’s like one am and I’m really sleepy)
i feel like it's still different from it, i have been feeling this constantly for like 3 years and i still can't fully explain it to ppl, but like. idk. i feel a "connection" to him but i don't like calling it like that. idk why, it is that but maybe it's that i associate connections to things u can control and unlink but i can't unlink myself from this. tried forgetting abt it and it just made me more miserable than i had expected. lol.
i have dreamt of him but my dreams have always been scarcely remembered. they're nice and i think of them when nothing else does. i have had "sights" of him, like, feeling he's there very strongly, almost seeing him, not rly but almost. definitely hearing him. for a while i "talked" to him in my head every night in my room. part of my routine is going to the back of the house to pretend like i'm talking to him abt my day.
i don't feel like i am pretending i feel this like it is but. if i am being cruelly yet sincerely crude i am aware that the most likely and truthful and fucking grounded-in-reality explanation of this is that i am just lonely and i got sucked in to my self-made hallucination. i think it's real but maybe it's not. idk. i wanna believe it's not smth i made up but i have to be realistic. i feel that a day of these i will have to wake up from this fantasy and realize that the way the world works is. so much bleak and less "magical" than this. wtvr.
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'We need more toxic yuri' You guys couldn't even handle Steven Universe
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the aspec experience of going 'but am i actually aspec?' and then seeing an allo and being like 'oh. okay. yeah i am. what the fuck'
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Jeckole week day one: scene redraw
Butch pizza delivery girl
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COCK COCK COCK COCK COCK COCK PLEASE I NEED HIM TILL I CRY NEED HIM TILL I VOMIT NEED HIM TILL I PISS MYSELF PLEASE PLEASE IM GONNA BE SICK PLEASE I NEED HIS COCK OR I'LL DIE NEED IT NEED HIM TO FUCK ME SO BAD HIS COCK POPS OUT THROUGH MY THROAT PLEASE JUST ONCE PLEASE JUST ONE CHANCE I KNOW ITS HUGE I NEED IT SO BAD
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