#They will absolutly hate each other

[writersblog20]

It’s okay, sweetheart

Pedro Pascal x reader

Credits to the gif makers!!!

Summary: When your period strikes, Pedro strikes back harder

Warnings: mention of fear of commitment, mention of always feeling alone, hints of neglection. Mention of being scared to let people in, period, cramps, and a whole lot of fluff

Words: 3,2K

It’s okay, sweetheart

You were traveling around the world with your co-star Pedro Pascal to give interviews about the upcoming new series that everyone was dying to see. You and Pedro hit it off great, like you’ve known each other your entire life and he was your comfort person. You’ve told him that and there was nothing wrong with it. in contrary even. “I’ve never gotten a better compliment sweetie. I love you too.” Was what he told you when you confessed how attached you were to him. “And I promise you, I’m not going anywhere.” So that’s how you got even closer to each other. You guys were inseparable. Where he went, you went and the other way around and if not, than you would facetime each other. You both had such a wholesome relationship, it was absolutly amazing

He was your safe space and he gladly took that spot with love. You weren’t afraid to tell him anything. You were used to pushing people away, sometimes even friends and you hated that. You wanted to trust people and let them in your ‘sacred garden’ but you just couldn’t and that was the same with relationships. You ended things before they could. It scared you to death but with Pedro it was different. He creeped up on you and slowly made his way to your heart and the moment you realized that he was standing next to you in your ‘sacred garden’, holding your hand tightly, you realized that you let him in. Let him love and care about you. it still scared you but Pedro radiated so much trust, love and care, it was something you’ve never experienced. You’ve kind off always been alone but not when Pedro came along. He held your heart on a golden plate. He was the first person you trusted 100% and where you weren’t scared or uncomfortable with. And trust me, that says a lot since you were almost from nature uncomfortable and awkward but not with Pedro and that was when you decided to open up and tell him everything. That’s when he made you that promise and you knew he would keep his word.

So you were finally done with the interviews and you would have a premiere to attend to and an after party but you felt physically a little off today, maybe because your period was on its way. You had cramps and they got worse with every passing second. It’s been a very long while since your period was this bad.  You and Pedro exited the room and he noticed how you crouched a little and put pressure on your stomach, trying your best to hide it but of course he would notice. He noticed everything, every discomfort, panic or whatever would bother you, he would notice.

“Hey, you okay sweetheart?” he asked you as he stopped next to you and placed his hand on your back. You bit your lip and tried to give a smile but Pedro gave you a stern look. “I have horrible cramps. I’ll just lie down when we’re back at the hotel before going to the premiere.” Pedro didn’t looked convinced but let it slide, wanting to bring you safe to your hotel room. “Alright, you set the pace okay?” he told you and brought your arm to his so he could link it and hold you. You nodded and carefully walked to the car.

When you were finally in the car, you brought your knees to you, hoping that would ease the pain a bit. Your arm was between your stomach and your leg, pushing pressure on the painful spot. Pedro sat next to you and softly went with his fingers over your scalp and placing so now and then kisses on your head. Luckily it didn’t took long when you arrived at the hotel. Pedro helped you up to your room and waited on your bed while you cleaned yourself a bit up in the bathroom and changed into pajamas. You had a plushy with you which you could heat up so it was a plushy and a heating pad in one. You were so happy that you had microwave in your room. You got out in Pedro’s oversized sweater that he gave you and joggings. You had the hoodie over your head and placed the plushy in the microwave and waited. “Go lay down sweetheart. I’ll take care of this.” he told you when he walked up to you, rubbing both of your upper arms with his hands.

You turned around and placed your arms around him for a hug. Pedro chuckled lovingly and pulled you in tighter. You weren’t really an affectionate person. You’ve said it before, you sometimes reminded yourself of Sheldon from the big bang theory. You didn’t mind a quick hug but you were so touched starved that a longer hug or any other type of affectionate felt unnatural because the last time you’ve had affectionate was from your mom and that stopped when you turned 10 years. So it was quite a while ago. Pedro on the other hand, was very affectionate and it scared you in the beginning because you didn’t know how to act or what to do and what I said earlier. It felt so unnatural. But you didn’t want it to stop and that’s how you learned to receive affection and give it back.

Pedro kissed the side of your head and led you to the bed. You crawled in with a groan from pain and worry took over the features on Pedro’s face. You laid down on your side, knees tucked towards your chest. Pedro got some painkillers and gave you a bottle of water. You smiled softly from gratitude. Pedro smiled and placed a kiss on your forehead. “Sweetheart, I think it’s better if you stay here tonight. Get some rest and try to get better. They’re going to be more premiers that we will attend. It’s not the end of the world if you stay in tonight.” Pedro tried to convince you as he sat on the side of the bed and softly rubbed your back.

The microwave pinged and he got the plushy out. It wasn’t the best heating pad (Because there was just a small pad in the plushy) but it was better than nothing at all. You thought about what Pedro said and you had to be honest with yourself. You weren’t seeing it happen anytime soon and walking crouched down on a red carpet was not a great look. “I think your right…” you mumbled and Pedro looked at you while walking back. He placed the covers away for a second and looked for your consent, making you nod. He carefully lifted up your hoodie and placed it over your shirt that you were wearing underneath the hoodie. He looked at you if he placed it right and you nodded again. He got the covers up and tucked you lovingly in.

“You take your time and rest princesa. You’ve worked hard enough. I’ll let them know okay? You go and rest now mhm?” you gave him a weak smile but felt grateful that Pedro would take care of it. “Thank you P!” Pedro just smiled adoringly at you and kissed the top of your nose and after, your forehead. “You have fun okay? And drink one for me.” Pedro smiled. “I will. I’m gonna miss you but see you later okay?” you nodded “You completely comfortable? Need something else? Can I do something for you? You need stuff from the store or…” you stopped Pedro from rambling with a chuckle “I’m good P, thank you. Have fun!” Pedro smiled again and gave you a last kiss before exiting the room. You scrolled a bit through Youtube but you fell asleep fairly quick.

You woke up from your hotel room opening and closing. You quickly looked up, not expecting someone to come in but as soon as you saw Pedro, you smiled and felt relieved, that was until you realized he wasn’t supposed to be back yet. “Hi….” you said softly, you haven’t moved since Pedro left the room earlier. “Wasn’t expecting you back.” you told him. He still had his suit on and he looked dashing. “I’m skipping the afterparty. The’re more to come, besides, I want to be with you.” You smiled and felt your heart fill up with love. You weren’t alone anymore because of Pedro. And he meant that.

“So…. I got some stuff from the store on my way back.” he told you and placed the bags on the bed. You sat up with a lot of groaning and Pedro was by your side in no time to help you sit up. He placed the pillow straight up so you could rest your back against it. You curiously tried to look in the bag but Pedro pulled it towards him with a smile. “So I figured that this heating plushy isn’t doing too much for you, so I got you 3 extra…..” you looked surprised at the amount while he got them out. One was a bunny, the other a pink bear and the last one, he kept in the bag. “And now my favorite…” he told you and got Grogu out of the bag. You were surprised but you had the biggest smile on your face and that was all Pedro wanted. He smiled at your reaction. “I didn’t even knew these existed but I thought you might like it.” he told you and gave them to you. 1 plushy was already bigger than yours so the fact he got you 3…. That was just too sweet.

“P, this is too much! Thank you! but why so many?” you chuckled out. “Couldn’t choose and I liked them all.” you chuckled and couldn’t wipe away the smile off your face. “Besides! This one smells like eucalyptus” he told you excited when he held Grogu up. “And this one smells like lavender” he got the pink bear up. “And this one smells like patchouli!” he told you, holding the bunny. Pedro sat next to you and you reached your arms out to hug him. Pedro chuckled and scooted closer to you and held you lovingly in his arms, softly rubbing your back. “Thank you so much! You have no idea how much this means to me.” Pedro kissed the side of your head. “You are more than welcome princesa. Trust me, it’s my pleasure.”

“Oh and I got you some other stuff.” He told you and reached in the brown bag. “ginger, some painkillers, fruit, fruitjuices, and snacks if you’re up for it and I didn’t know if you still had any left but I took some pads with me.” he told you and looked at you, only to see you with a big smile. “Thank you… really.” Pedro shrugged. “It’s fine sweetie, really. You don’t have to thank me anymore.” He told you with a chuckle and kissed the top of your head. “How did you know that I had to get my period? Besides the cramps of course.” You asked him. “We’ve been on the road for a while now, so I kind of know when you have to get your period” He chuckled while scratching his neck. It was sweet really, besides that just showed you how much in tune he was with you and the small things you showed from discomfort and how fast he picked up on them, while for some people it would take years and even then, you could be a closed book.

“So I was thinking…. I get changed into something I can breathe…” you were already laughing, knowing that Pedro found the suit a bit too tight but it worked. “And after, I get my laptop and we watch something on Netflix. Let me take care of you.” he told you casually as he rubbed your back. you smiled and wanted nothing more. “That sounds really nice, I’d like that.” You still learned to be vulnerable around people and letting Pedro in like this and let him take care of you, was something you extremely missed and it was the first step in the right direction. Pedro smiled at you. “Alright. I’ll be back in a sec princesa.” He quickly excited your room and you got the plushies in your arms, smelling them. You LOVED the Grogu heating plushy.

It didn’t took him long before he got back in his pajamas. He placed some of the stuff in your small fridge and put the kettle on so he could make you some fresh ginger tea and got the plushies out of your hands, placing them one after the other in the microwave until they were nice and warm. He placed them besides you and on your stomach. Obviously you held Grogu tight. Pedro smiled when he saw you cuddling Grogu. “I love them all but this one is my favorite.” He chuckled. “I figured and to be honest, I would be butthurt if it wasn’t.” you chuckled.

Pedro got the tea and placed it next to you and gave you some stronger painkillers with more water. “You’ve got to drink more water sweetheart.” You knew he was right so you took some good gulps and placed it besides you again. “Good job.” He praised you casually and kissed the top of your head before getting comfortable next to you. He helped you getting the pillow right again. Pedro held out his arm so you could cuddle up to him. You let your head rest on his shoulder and partly chest. His arm going around you, his fingertips already back at your head and he tucked the covers more up. “Comfortable princesa?” he asked you and you just nodded.

You and Pedro choose out a movie that you both wanted to watch. You sat up to drink your tea for a moment and lied back down. “How was the premier by the way?” you asked him curious. “Boring… you weren’t there.” you smiled softly. Pedro chuckled “It was fine. The usual. You didn’t miss much but I missed you.” you crawled closer to Pedro. “Thank you for coming back ya know” you told him softly. Pedro went over your head. “Always sweetheart. Always.” You turned your focus back on the tv and halfway through the movie Pedro touched the plushies and got up. You looked questioningly at him. “I’ll warm them up again for you.” You smiled and whispered a small thank you as you handed him the plushies.

He got some fresh fruit that was cut up out of the fridge and handed it to you. “Try to eat something sweetie.” Pedro helped you sit up a little bit and got you comfortable again by tucking you in again and propping the pillow up. You felt spoiled even though it was normal to take care of someone who was sick, you were just used to do it yourself. You were glad that you were learning to open up with Pedro. You didn’t want it to be someone else. He carefully placed the plushies back while you ate some fruit.

He laid back down next to you and stole some fruit. You smiled and shared some fruit with him while you rested your side against his. You didn’t want to eat anymore so you waited for Pedro to finish and in the meanwhile you let your head rest on your shoulder. You felt his head slightly leaning against yours and you felt so very loved in that moment that you felt it radiate through your entire being. It felt warm like a nice hug without the actual hug.

When Pedro finished, you both laid back down again. Until you felt the cramps coming back at a high speed. You squeezed your eyes tightly shut and sat up straight, worrying Pedro in the meantime. You put your hand on your stomach and put pressure on the spot. Pedro felt helpless, looking at you when you were in so much pain and he couldn’t do anything about it broke his heart. He just kept rubbing your back and when he saw that a tear escaped the corner of your eye, he scooted closer to you and pulled you carefully into his body, resting his chin on your head as he tried to comfort you through the pain, placing kisses on your head and softly rocking you both.

“Can I try something princesa?” he asked you. You reluctantly nodded. “You trust me right?” you nodded again. “Okay, lay down sweetheart.” You did as he asked and Pedro laid down next to you. “I’m going with my hand underneath your shirt if you’re okay with that and rub your tummy and put some pressure where the cramp is. It used to help me when I was younger and was sick. Are you okay with that?” he asked you, knowing it was a step closer to letting him in and he new you found that scary. You nodded, wanting to try anything that could help. Pedro looked at you again for once again, consent. Which you gave him. His hand was big and warm underneath your shirt. “Where are the cramps exactly?” he asked you.

You grabbed his hand and let him to the horrible spot that pained you so much. Pedro immediately put pressure on the spot and you the cramps ebbed away and it felt like you could take a proper breathe again. “This works.” You remarked a little out of breathe from the pain. “Good, that’s good.” He told you and got one of the heavier plushies and placed it besides his hand on your stomach. His thumb softly rubbing your tummy and normally you would feel extremely insecure but not this time. It felt so nice, warm and safe that you didn’t care anymore. Besides, it stopped the pain. You covered Pedro’s hand with your own. Pedro linked your fingers through each other and you felt your body relax again, thank to Pedro.  

You haven’t felt so content, relaxed and peaceful in so long that you didn’t want to fall asleep. You wanted this moment to last forever so you tried to fight against your heavy eyelids. The warmth coming from the plushies, the body heat of Pedro and the closeness of it all enveloped you whole, making it hard to stay awake in such a relaxing state. You opened your eyes when you felt and heard Pedro softly chuckle, who was clearly keeping an eye on you and saw you fight against your sleep. “It’s okay princesa. Close your eyes, I’ll be right here when you wake up. I won’t go anywhere okay?” you nodded, too tired to speak up. You closed your eyes and felt Pedro softly tighten his fingers with yours as a confirmation that it was okay. He softly placed his lips to your forehead and lingered them there for a bit before placing a kiss.

You got more comfortable, your head resting on Pedro’s chest slightly, eyes already closed and it didn’t took long before a peaceful deep sleep brought you over to dreamland, handing over the best dreams to you.

[stanheightsimp]

hi! could you do chain shipping sfw headcannons? thanks :D

Absolutly ! This is the first time I write about chainshipping, so …. enjoy!

Chainshipping headcanons (SFW)

Adam fell first, Lawrence fell harder

Adam is clearly the little spoon, and Lawrence the big spoon.

Lawrence was very hesitant about their first kiss. He did a shy kiss, while Adam was hoping for a tongue kiss.

The first time Lawrence visited Adam's apartment, he just asked, "Do you really live there?" but his heart broke at the thought of Adam actually living in this shithole.

So Lawrence brought Adam back to live with him, after his divorce from Alison.

It's good timing, because Adam was having a really hard time living in the place where he'd been kidnapped.

They set up Adam's darkroom in Lawrence's office.

Alison is genuinely happy for them. She loves Lawrence deeply and only wants him to be happy, even if she doesn't have to be part of his life.

She still prefers this to a disastrous marriage.

Diana adores Adam. She sees him as a big brother.

Adam is messy.

It drives Lawrence crazy.

"Adam, stop leaving your plates and glasses lying around!"

Adam and Lawrence complement each other. Adam brings a bit of the unexpected into Lawrence's life, and Lawrence brings a form of stability to Adam.

Lawrence is the kind of gentleman who picks up pastries at the bakery and takes breakfast to bed while Adam sleeps in.

"Good morning love," and Lawrence is there, dressed, coiffed, clean, while Adam is still in his pajamas, hair disheveled and half-awake.

Lawrence paid for Adam's veterinary studies. Because it's never too late.

Adam laughed and said, " What are you? My sugar daddy?"

But he thanked him deeply. And he cried a lot.

Adam takes Lawrence to the Wrath of the Gods concerts. Lawrence hates this kind of music but accepts to please Adam.

Lawrence would do anything to please Adam.

Besides, he hates Scott and doesn't understand how such a nice boy can hang out with someone as rude as Scott.

Adam has an abandonment phobia from the bathroom up.

He's very clingy with Lawrence

To the point where it's almost not healthy.

And Lawrence feels guilty, so guilty, for shooting Adam.

He often avoids looking at the scar from the bullet wound because it makes it too tangible.

Besides, Adam is still traumatized from seeing Lawrence cut off his foot.

But they move on, and go to therapy.

After several years, Adam teases Lawrence about being a one-legged man.

And the little bastard gets a big laugh out of it.

Life isn't always rosy, but they move on.

They're happy.

Like, reblog and comment if you liked it! My requests are open btw

[nottragic-stilltoothsome]

My first playthrough doing Pale Elf Quest, it felt so weird how Astarion kept calling Szarr's Palace "home". He repeats that a few times (notably when talking to the werewolf).

The human servants adress Astarion as "master".

He also says Cazador "insisted" that the spawn call each other brother and sister. That they were a family.

It's not strange when you think about it, but i hadn't expected that.

I think it actualy adds another layer of suffering. Not only Astarion went through everything that he went through... How had it felt, to have to keep up the appearances?

It must have impacted the relationship between the spawn too. How much is it Cazador's pretend play, how much is it for real?

It must have been so hard not to go absolutly insane.

200 hundred years is so much time. Even though he knew, he had to know, how ridiculous it was to call Cazador family, if you repeat a lie enough times, it sticks to some degree. If he had something of a proper family before that, then changing that to Cazador and calling it a family must have been awful. If he didn't, if he was alone, how did it feel that the first "family" he had was Cazador?

Astarion must have been so alone, on so many levels. His "targets", the most human contact he got, he hated. His siblings, Cazador pinned them against each other, even if Astarion considered them family (and we know he kinda did), he had to keep distance, never be vulnerable, never trust them, always look out for himself first.

[zerobaseonefics]

stuck by you from the glue ㅡ park gunwook (requested)

for my dear separation issue anon, i'm sorry it took so long </3

park gunwook x gn!reader

genre : fluff

hearing the multiple notifications on your phone, your eyes fluttered open. when you woke up earlier that day, you realized you were feeling too sick to go the school. you were so tired that you forgot to tell gunwook about it.

gunwook and you were friends. like, really good friends. the type of friends that are always sticking together at school. you two walk to school together, you share the same classes, you eat together, and you go home together. there is not a minute not spent together in the day and you even see each other on the weekends. really good friends, right? good friends can hold hands under the tables, in the streets, on the bus like you do...

good friends can crumble dramatically against your door when you tell them you won't be at school today because you're sick.

gunwook put his phone in the pocket of his jacket, comtemplating the mess he was in (mind you, it was just a school day without you). but gunwook just hated when you were separated for too long, and it was the same for you. at least, you were in the comfort of your bed, but he had to go the school...

gunwook let out a heavy sight, getting up from the doorstep to make is way to school. he walked alone to the bus station, waiting for it. when it came, he find a place, once again alone, and he sat. his friend junhyeon got in at the next stop, making its way to gunwook with a genuine smile.

"where's your soulmate?" asked junhyeon teasingly. dramatically, gunwook let his head bang against the window.

"is this how life is supposed to be...?"

"what? y'all broke up?"

"we were never dating but i feel like they broke up with me today..."

"uh?? damn, i was saying this as joke and didn't expect it to be true. what happened?"

"they are...sick."

junhyeon, who was worried about his friend, was now wearing a straight face. gunwook turned to look at junhyeon when he didn't hear any reactions from him. "what?" he gently asked.

"are you kidding me? they are just sick they didn't give up on you!"

"i still come to school to see them when i'm sick..."

"and that's because you're a freak!" stated junhyeon.

gunwook didn't respond, letting his head fall on junhyeon's shoulder. he closed his eyes to try and get some sleep. junhyeon let him on his shoulder, but didn't stop talking.

"well. you can spend the day with me today."

"you will leave me once taerae comes around."

"no, i'm not like you and y/n... plus, taerae and i are actually just best friends."

"y/n and i are just friends!" said gunwook, pulling away from his friend shoulder.

"because you're scared to ask for more."

gunwook pouted, crossing his arms against his chest. he knew junhyeon was right. but it wasn't the subject for him! the problem here, was that he had to spend an exhausting day at school without you. he absolutly loved junhyeon, but it was not the same as staying with you.

that day went incredibly slow for gunwook. sure, he laughed a lot with junhyeon and taerae. the "you're in love with y/n conversation" didn't come back around because junhyeon tried his best to help gunwook think about something else. but during the lunch time, when gunwook realized he unconsciously looked for your hand under the table, the train of thoughts named you couldn't stop.

"what's wrong gunwook? you don't seem to be with us" asked taerae with an evident worry in his voice.

"oh, nothing. i was wondering if y/n felt better."

junhyeon sighed heavily, realizing his mission have failed. but taerae had a smile on his face. he just find you and gunwook so cute.

"maybe you should text them. they'll probably be happy of hearing from you."

indeed, you was wondering if gunwook was mad at you. how come he didn't text you at all and it was already lunch time? gunwook was actually thinking about texting you the whole morning, but he just didn't want to disturb you. if you were sick to the point you were missing school, he wanted to let you rest.your face lit up when you saw the text. you were craving to be with gunwook as much as him and you were glad he finally texted you.

"why don't you go see them after school? just to say hi. i'm pretty sure it's gonna help them feel better." proposed taerae.

"you think so?"

"yeah! bring them their favorite snack or something."

gunwook saw this as an amazing idea. all the means were good to see you! he feels like he forgot your face since it's been so long... (24 hours he is just a dramatic ahh simp). so, after school, he rushed to the convenient store to buy you you're favorite snack and a little plushy he find there. he felt kind of nervous for some reasons. what if you rejected him? what if you didn't want to see him...

what are you on, gunwook? it's not like you're gonna confess, right? you're just... checking up on them.

soon enough, he ended up in front of your door. gunwook tapped on his own shoulder to give himself comfort, before knocking three times on the door. your parent came to open.

"oh! gunwook, you're here. how are you doing?"

"hello! i'm fine, i wanted to check on y/n, actually"

"this is gonna be such great news for them! they complained about not seeing you today"

"r-really?"

your parent only nodded with a smile, letting gunwook in. no, he was not blushing, his cheeks were rosy because of the cold weather. that's it.

he made his way to your room, knocking gently with anticipation.

"yes?"

"y/n, can i come in?"

"gunwook?"

he heard a loud noise in behind the door, and loud footstep rushing somewhere. after a few seconds, gunwook dared to ask again.

"uh... you're good? i heard noise? can i come in?"

"y-yes you can!"

hesitantly, he opened the door to find your room completly in the dark. you were tucked in bed.

"were you sleeping?"

"uh, yes."

you were absolutly not sleeping. you just rushed to pull down the certains because you didn't want him to see the way you looked right now.

"i'm sorry to disturb you then, i just wanted to see you... i bought you something!"

he made his way to your bed, sitting next to you on the corner. gunwook gave you the back with what he brought for you. "you didn't have to..." you shyly mumbled as you took out the surprise. your eyes widened when you saw your favorite snack and the cute plushie he just bought you. "that's so sweet! thank you"

"y/n why are you still in the dark, it's too late for that!" your parent entered the room and went to your curtains, pulling them to let the light enter in your room. gunwook was glad to finally see the face you were hiding for him, while you felt the whole contrary. your parent didn't say much more, leaving the room and closing the door behind them.

gunwook could see you were sick and in bed the whole day. you were still wearing pajamas, your hair were messy, and you had dark circles. gunwook scrutinized your face with a tiny smile he was restraining, and you felt uneasy at the idea of him finding you ugly. to your surprise, gunwook took your hand in his.

"how do you manage to look good when you're sick" he sighed. "what?" you said.

"i said you look good."

feeling your cheeks warm up, you let go of his hand and lied back under the blanket, hiding your face up until your eyes. gunwook chuckled.

"you're all red. is it the fever?" he asked, taking his hand to your forehead.

"yeah, it must be it... anyway, how was today?"

"terribly long." he simply said.

"you missed me?" you asked in a singing tone.

"you wouldn't believe me! i was eating lunch with taerae and junhyeon and i was looking for your hand before realizing you're not here."

you laughed the nervousness away.

"oh, you're being dramatic." you stated.

"i'm not. did you not miss me too?"

you simply nodded to say yes, too shy to say it out loud. gunwook smile widened, and he dared to sneak his hand under your blanket to take your hand again. he gently pulled it out of under the blanket to drag it to his mouth, planting a soft kiss.

"you better recover soon, i hate it when you're not here."

[gothicgender]

Pleaseee can you write something on radioapple ? or radiosilence ?

I love these ships a lot and I wasnt to see your perspective about it :)

No.

Uhm so...I might loose likes and readers but I need to day this.

I absolutly despise Radioapple and any ship with Alastor. As I aroace person I feel like any ship with Alastor is just....not fine.

I know Viziepop has said it's alright to ship him, but let's be real. Viziepop is already a really problematic person and of course she would say things like that.

I prefer to not write Alastor with a partener because it's clear in the show that he has no desire for sexual or romantic relationships. And shiping and sexualising him just ruins the characters and is mischaracterrization.

RADIOAPPLE

Is one of the worst ships I have ever witness. I just hate that it's excused by the enemy to lovers trope. Like no, they will never be lovers and if they end up togheter just because the internet says it I'm going to unalive myself.

First, they clearly hate each other and Alastor is type of character that is an amazing manipulator and I believe he just tries to take over hell. And no, Lucifer doesn't fall inlove with him because Alastor is ''taking care'' of Charlie. Lucifer still wears his ring, that makes me think he still loves Lilith.

That's why I never see them togheter, they literally hate each other because Alastor manipulates Charlie and tries to do the same to Lucifer.

RADIOSTATIC

Again, I don't see them togheter because I think that when Vox asked Alastor to join his team he also confessed and Alastor just laughed and made fun of him and rejected his confessions.

I prefer one-sided radiostatic because I think Vox wants to make fun and try to make Alastor react to his actions but Alastor just doesn't care.

I like to think Alastor still makes fun and says mean stuff about the Vees when he broadcasts just to laugh and make fun of Vox's reactions. He just doesn't care what he thinks.

And any other ships make me cry. Like Radiorose because those people who ship them are the same kind of people that think if a girl and a boy are best friend they are dating. like no ??? Alastor and be best friend with Rosie even tho they aren't togheter. Plus I think that Alastor is using and manipulating her aswell because of her power.

The same is with Charlastor and other ships like those. Chalie is togheter with Vaggie and Alastor is just manipulating her.

I know that I, myself have written Alstor x female reader but it wasn't something suggestive or just implied ships. It's alright to write canon x oc. Plus reader is aroace in that one-shot.

Anyway, I think I may write something for Carmilla and Zestrial but I am not sure.

Thank you for reading, darling.

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for potentially making my neighbour hate me?

So, some context. I moved in with my partner at the start of the year, and quickly became good friends with our next door neighbour, A. Myself and A are both autistic and have compatible, if different kinds of anxiety and PTSD. This will become relevant.

We were very close and would often run errands together or stop to chat while entering or leaving our flats, until we had something of a falling out; this is pure speculation on my part, as she hasn't spoken to me since to confirm or deny wether this was the cause. Long story short, plans were made to meet and discuss a mutual volunteer project and due to a misunderstanding on my part I had to cancel. I offered to reschedule but A responded in a very accusatory way to such an extent that it triggered a PTSD episode for me. I informed her of this as politely as I could and told her I would respond again when I felt able to.

Since then, she has all but ignored me. Left every mutual group we were in online and is very short with me whenever we run into each other if she acknowledges me at all- something that is becoming genuinely difficult as we work in the same care facility and often need to communicate.

It's difficult for me to reach out and try to discuss things given my own mental issues, and I also don't want to throw her under the bus here as I suspect I likely triggered her as well, but I have no way of knowing and that more than anything is just leaving me hurt and frustrated. I absolutly messed up that one time, but does that make me the asshole?

What are these acronyms?

[insideliascrazyhead]

White Rascal Headcanons

Rocky

-not just protective but crazily possessive

-can´t cook and normally lives off takeout

-reads those old,lonely woman,romatic novels

-has all the laundry hacks to keep all that sutff white,tells nobody

„Do it for the woman!“,Rocky,Honey, I thought they´re gonna jump over that railing and choke you out

-dissects his oreo cookies before eating them,cookie,then the cream and then the other remaining cookie

-sings loudly and horrible under the shower

-knows how to dance tango and salsa

-makes phenominal cocktails but forgets that not everyone handles liquor as good as he does so they´re damn strong

-never bleaches his own hair in fear it falls out.being bold is one of his greatest fears

-always act in the heat of the moment

-every hole that get´s punched into the wall in Club Heaven by an angry man get´s framed and titles „Fragile Masculinity“

-after kicking out Aizawa,Bito,Enari and Shimura he did kinda miss them in the end especially after Kizzy told him,they went to get the Rude Boys to help them fight (also Tetsu Instagram stalks them)

Koo

-sarcastic king

-brings out the craziest stories

-biggest crush on our dear Rocky

-as Aizawa,Bito,Enari and Shimura always wear eyeliner he calls them the panda crew

-is a great cook

-likes to do crosswords but instead of the right answers he takes insults

-loves to read crimis and thriller,always knows who the killer is, that creeps the shit out of Kizzy

-does nailart and skincare

-can speak 4 langueges

-curses like a sailor and knows how to curse in 7

-loves to travel

-don´t speak to him before his 2nd cup of coffee or death to everyone and then himself

Kizzy

-bites until your bloody

-stabs as a warning

-has a taxedermy squirrel called Nibbles

-is acttually friends with Aizawa,Bito,Enari and Shimura

-finds their crazyness entertaining as fuck and has a betting pool running with Kaito and Koo on everything

-not jealous at all,just possessive

-has a lot of those romantic nicknames for Kaito in private

-hopelessly romantic

-will absolutly throat punch someone just because she feels like it

-loves horror movies and normally laughs during them

-in her emo phase

Kaito

-stress baker

-will bring Kizzy little trinkets that remind him of her and she collects them

-cool as a cucumber on the outside but a squirrel in traffic on the inside

-had a stressball once to deal with that and ended up stabbing it

-hates horror movies but watches them for Kizzy,so that he isn´t uncomfortable Kizzy just starts shit talking the killers until he laughs

-total sweetheart

-has a cat called cupcake

-loves parfumes

-Aizawa,Bito,Enari and Shimura are Housen´s former Four Heavenly Kings and how Odajima teached Monji in X cross,those four did it with Odajima,Shidaken, Jinkawa and Sawamura,they regulary check up on Housen

Aizawa

-heavily codepentedt on each other,live together too.It´s chaos.

-when Kizzy once visited and saw all that she turned to Kaito and said in a sad tone,I think kicking them out was a mistake,they´re gonna acidentally kill themselfes.

-a feral murder gremlin on the run

-nearly got killed by Rocky once for saying I don´t like woman. Rocky overheard it and kept hitting him with his cane,angrily calling him a misogynist,Aizawa took the cane and hit back telling him he´s not a misogynist.He´s gay and called Rocky an old bitter man.Guess who cleaned the bathrooms from then on in Club Heaven

-killing is his first solution whenever there´s an issue

-their punk band got famous,not teenage girls scream their lungs bloody and faint famous,but sex,drugs and rock n roll famous

-pyromaniac,loves explosives

-has at least 3 different kinda weapons on him at all times,sleeps with a knife under his pillow

-sleeps with tv on and a horror movie running

-loves to shoot the others with a nerf gun,got boring now it´s a paintball gun instead

-memory of a goldfish

-they´re all so sick off the color white that their flat looks like a rainbow vomited.Kinda like a secondhand shop for weird shit.A leg lamp,a random mannequin torso with clows mask over it,Bito´s pink baseball bat,leopard rug,a chair that looks like a colorful hand etc.

Bito

-dramatic as fuck (when wrecking Itokan this is the man searching fucking backround music),probably could give Jamuo a run for money

-they´re all crazy and put Yasu-Kiyo to shame

-i once dreamt he´s Shidaken´s older brother.Now they´re related

-also got Shidaken´s kink for crazy people

-sleeps with a pink baseball bat next to his bed and it´s called his toothfairy

-creative.He paints,normally while blasting punk loud enough to make ears bleed

-bought a tattoo gun now those dumbasses tattoo each other

-invented beerflakes: Fruitloops and beer,normally topped with candy

-he and Shimura got a sugar mommy each after getting kicked out to earn some cash

-the four of them once got arrested for prostitution during their White Rascal times,funnily enough they didn´t do it

-bisexual and polyamorous

Enari

-accidental pyromaniac,accidental fire everywhere,for example while cooking.

-A literal kitchen hazard

-can sleep literally anywhere,this man slept on a speaker at Club Heaven while it blasted music once

-the most chaotic one

-shower toughts only,no sense just vibes

-get´s up early every morning and not even any coffee like a animal

-loves to prank and humiliate his friends

-constantly snacking,always hungry

-always mismatched socks

-loves anime

-all four of them use those 4 in 1 showergel,shampoo and motoroil thingys,even dishsoap when they´re out of the first one

Shimura

-would twerk to orchestra music

-probably sniffs paint

-no regard of personal safety in daily life;raw cookie dough?fuck yeah!Red light?So what?What else?Wait till it´s green?

-funnily enough academically the smartest

-loves to read philosophical shit and drama

-faints at the sight of needles

-thinks hotsauce won´t freeze cause it´s hot

-can drink like a fucking tank

-can poledance,the dancers at Club Heaven showed him and Bito how

-is into hot rich milfs so the sugar mommy thing was right up his alley

-King of what we call in the country I´m from,the „Brother,trust me“mix.That´s a random mixxed cocktail,that normally contains at least 90 % of the glass filled with different kinda hard liquor and normally your friends don´t really hesitate to drink that,so everyone get´s the nastiest hangover

[bwoahtastic]

I cannot decide whether teenage max and teenage seb would be instant friends or absolutly hate each other but I don't think it will be anywhere in between

KSKS

I think they would be really suspicious? They are both used to being the youngest and its weird having the other there! But I think they would eventually bond over shared experiences, like people calling them immature and other names. Twink seb would almost be offended at how much red bull loves Max, wasn't he their golden boy?!

[feelingthedisaster]

i dont undertand the need of lgbtq+ to hate on aspecs

"we need to discuss other issues that cause more deaths/urgent problems on the queer community" okay, lets talk about them, its important, lets talk and spread awareness and...wait you arent doing that, you are wasting time hating on aspecs instead of using that time to talk and spread awareness on those issues

"they arent opressed like we are" first, when being lgbtqia+ became a opression olympics? second, are we forgetting corrective rape, conversion "therapy" is still legal even in those countrys who have "banned" it, medical abuse/malpractise?

"they arent queer" im not gonna get into the same argument over and over

"an aro man harassed me" because he is a creep and a bad person, not because he is aro. all communities have bad people on them, it doesnt mean the entire community is bad

but most importantly, can we stop focusing on hating on each other for absolutly nothing and "they are crying wolf" and focus on the massive waves of transphobia? or queer teens on the streets? or the violent hate-crimes? lets stop this senseless arguments that dont help anyone and focus in something that actually puts lives in danger instead of "i dont want them in my gay club/bar"

get your priorities straight

what do you actually want? hate on aspecs for not being opressed enough or spread awareness about the opression you suffer?

[regularme12]

Hazbin Hotel tickle hcs (AGAIN)

Doing this lil ol' ideaaaa.... I added one more bc it just having 9 questions was kinda throwing me off😭

1. Who's the most ticklish character?

Lucifer. Hands. Down!!! This guy would squeakkk if u just poked his ribcage, so imagine the reactions you'd get out of him if u really tickled him... Esp. his worst spot~.

2. Who’s the character that most people would assume is ticklish, but actually isn’t?

Nifty. Don't ask how people would think her of all devils to be ticklish, but they just do.

3. Who’s the character that everyone gangs up on and tickles?

In the Hotel? Gotta be Sir Pentitous, just because he explicit hilarious reactions, it would've been Angle, but he really hates being tickled, so they gotta set boundaries, you know? But over all, it's Lucifer, just bc he's really sensitive.

4. Who’s the character that somehow knows everyone else’s tickle spots and reveals them to others?

Niftyyyy, she's too energetic, and usually, if not everytime, would hear someone being tickled and rush right to it, just to watch. Just because, since she likes pain, and when she hears someone yell stop, she thinks they're in pain, and absolutly enjoys it way tooo much.

5. Who’s the character with one specific tickle spot that only one other person knows about?

Adam's collar bone is stupid ticklish, like if u only tickle him there, he'll be more ticklish than Lucifer. And Lute knows this, and uses it to blackmail him. She won't tell anyone about Adam's secret, in return of what Lute wants.

6. Who’s the most likely to win gang tickle wars?

Vaggie, she's just so skilled because of what she had to endure in Heaven. Beilieve it or not, but the angles really love tickling other angles, so in order for Vaggie to not be taken down that way, she had to stand her ground, and stand it she did.

7. Which character has a kink for tickling?

Val.😐 No suprise here, but he only has that kink for his very own, special prodigy, Angledust.

8. Which character didn’t even know they were ticklish until another character tickled them?

This is a tie between Alastor and Vaggie, so I'll go with Vaggie first. She didn't know until, I'd like to headcanon her and Emily were like bffs in Heaven, Emily tickled her since Vaggie tickled Emily, and let's just say, all hell broke lose when Vaggie realized she was indeed ticklish. Now, Alastor. He didn't know until Nifty was running up and down his body, and he like jumped and squeaked knocking her off. But of course, with this new found information, Nifty keeps doing it, but she doesn't get far until Alastor pushes her off with force. Husk witnessed it too, and he tried, but let's just say, never again.

9. Which two characters have tickle fights all the time?

Vaggie and Charlie, ofc. They are too cute with each other. Charlie would intiate the tickling, only to be taken down all the time, because Charlie loves being tickled and tickling all together, so she kinda just let her self get taken down. In which, Vaggie really don't mind, bc she hates being tickled, and she loves her girlfriend's giggles. So it's a win-win situation.

10. Which character only let's one specific character tickle them?

Husk only let's Angle tickle him, bc he has a soft spot for the spider demon. Cuteeeeeeee >_<

[sir-fluffbutts]

Have you ever thought abt this?... You and ur sponsors and ur patrons can make a movie or a series abt ur characters!! Since ur oc's stories r like related to each other and there's a lot of cool stuff happening (Fb be like wtf bro is this cool seriously) it will totally work out what do u say lol

saw some similar asks (me doing a series) in there so

HONESTLY??? I WISH, I REALLY DO 😭

theres currently 3 main storys going on in my head which is the

• axolotls story (chiffon/latte and ect)

• fish market story (pepper,achii,kenny ect)

• anger cafe story (blossom,valentine and backbite)

and i think the angel cafe one would be the most sutible for a series as its the least serious one, BUT THE THING IS, IDK if i can pull it off

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animation takes FOREVER if its a one person project, i literaly have to dissapear for +2 months for a 3 minute video and 1/3 of it isn't even animated. youtube didn't really like it when you upload nothing for a long periods of time :(

it also takes money to do that, not just for my living fees but also for voice actors and music artists at LEAST

so lets say i'll be making a 8 minute pilot with 14 aninators, 5 conposers, 3 music/sound designers and 4 voice actors, even just that that'll be more then 10000$ to pay 26 people+my own living costs, and then it can absolutly flop cause i was busy with this for +4 months and youtube hates that 😭

tldr: i really would love to but i need money for it which i don't have and even if i do, theres a 1/2 chance it'll flop

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plus angel cafe characters and my hell concept in general has been CONSTENTLY been compaired with hazbin hotel/helluva boss series ever since i intoduced the characters and its really just 🫠

[defrosted69]

Only You

 IVE Rei Fanfic

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 "Ahhh fucking colds.. Damn it.." 

You annoyingly said as you were laying on bed doing absolutly nothing. You hated how you were feeling weak and sick that your time was wasted laying in bed instead of doing something productive. You sigh and stared at the ceiling of your room. You have nobody to look out but yourself as you were now living in your small apartment. There was nobody that could aid you up and you prefer it like that. You didn't want to be a bother to anyone else besides you were also at fault for being sick. 

yesterday's rain was something and you didn't expect to rain that much so you brought no umbrella. Thinking you made the right decision, you obliviously went around the city without an umbrella. You were tasked to help send some fliers for your group project and you had to go around the city giving fliers to the people. Eventually, the weather caught up to you as a sudden downpour shocked everyone even you. Your fliers were soaked in the rain as you tried your best to look for a cover from the harsh rain but you couldn't find anything.

You eventually decided to head home and call it a day. You were soaking wet when you arrived at your dorm and felt so disgusted at yourself. You threw away your clothes in the washing bin and Immediately took a shower. You were waiting for the warm water to splash your face but nothing came. You turned the faucet over and over but no water came. At this point, you were frustrated that you had to boil water from the kitchen as that was your shower. That was a very wrong decision because while you waited for the water to boil. Your body began to shiver and soon you were already sneezing and coughing. You had thought that it was nothing but it eventually got worse after you took a shower. Your body become so sour and your back felt so heavy. You could feel your body warming up.

You eventually called over to your friend, Mina about your situation. Of course hearing your croaked voice immediately made her worry for you. You smiled hearing her worry for you as you joked around saying you were alright. Mina Myoui was your childhood friend and best friend since birth. 

You practical share each other's stuff and secrets. You were her pillar and she was yours. Both of you were practically each other's safe place. But even though she wanted to aid you, She was very busy with her schedule and couldn't come to you even for tomorrow. But she promised you that she'll do something to help you. 

A smile appeared on your face and thanked her. If there were someone you can count on, it will be her. But that was yesterday. Today was the worst day and you couldn't even move your body properly because of how sore it is. Your stomach was growling and you could feel your starving stomach hate you as small pain in your stomach was evident.

“Damn it! I need to make some noodles for me-"

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CLICK

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 You heard your door open as this made you shocked. There was no other people who knows about your room password except yourself, parents and Mina. So it was strange that someone was able to enter your room so easily

"Ah Hello Jaeyoon Oppa. God you don't look so good."

 A familiar face was seen coming over to you as you sigh and smiled at her.

 "Rei. What are you doing here?" 

 "Nursing you duh? Can't you see?"

 "What did Mina said to you." 

 Rei just chuckled and hummed her response. Rei was Mina's younger sister and she was 2 years younger than you. You would often see her whenever you visit Mina at her home. The first time you met her was in middle school. She was wearing an adorable uniform which you complimented the young Rei. 

Even though you never thought much into it. That was the moment Rei fell in love with you/

Yes, Rei's first love was none other than her sister's best friend. Of course she was able to tell this to Mina around she started Highschool as Mina was shocked. Mina was smiling ear to ear knowing that her little sister likes you. I mean Mina practically knows that you were famous in school not because you were talented or anything but because you were nice to everyone. 

You were always helping people that even your teachers appreciate you. Mina knows that you were a very kind person but you were oblivious when it comes to someone liking you. You have always though that they wanted to be friends with you as Mina could recall her frustration toward you.

Through the following years, Mina helped Rei in every possible way but you were either busy helping others or you were doing your own things. And when Mina though that all hope was lost, This opportunity appeared as she immediately contacted Rei about it. Rei was a bit hesitant at first considering its been years since she gave up that feeling long ago. She knows that even if she tries her hardest, you will only see her as a little sister of your best friend. But Mina promised her  that this time will be different. So Rei decided to try for the last time. If it works, then maybe she can continue but if not. She can give up.

"Ah by the way Rei."

"Hai?"

"How's your debut going? You're agency isn't a scam right?" 

Rei laughed softly as she makes Ramen for you which you loved the most. The smell of her cooking made you walk to the kitchen with your blanket covering you. Rei blushed seeing how adorable you looked. 

"Awee you look so cute in that Oppa."

You groaned as you didn't like how Rei teased you but hearing her laugh was music to your ears.

 "Anyway, to answer your question. No they are not a scam. They are a legit company."

"Ohhh so you're following your sister's path huh? That's good." 

Rei smirked as she asked 

"Well aren't you a bit worried about me?" 

 "Of course I'm worried about you. Why wouldn't I be?" 

You said those words nonchalantly yet that made Rei super red as her heart raced so fast. She immediately turned her back on you not wanting to make eye contact with you.

"Do you know how scary a Kpop idol is right now? People in social media are ruthless. And I don't want you to face those criticism Because your so talented."

At this point, Rei was redder than a tomato as she quickly made the ramen and gave it you. Your eyes sparkled seeing her ramen as Rei sat opposite to you. She was a bit nervous because she wasn't that confident with her cooking skills. Yet when you took a bite of it, it was enough to close down 5 ramyeon shops nearby. 

"Woah! This is so good! You make the best Ramen Rei!" 

Your compliment made her shy as she looked down In embarrassment yet she was smiling ear to ear because of your words.

"Hey Rei. Have some."

You suddenly called Rei over as this surprised you. 

"N-No it's okay Oppa-"

"Come on. The chef should taste her cooking."

Even though Rei wanted to decline, your chopsticks were already filled as her heart began to beat so loud. She got close to you as you gently feed her food. Rei's eyes only focused on you as you were smiling at her seeing her eat a lot of food. You were afraid that she might lose her weight and you didn't want to see that. Rei on the other hand shy looked away from you as she gulped her food down.

"I-It's good.."

"Told you... Wait hold on.." 

 "Wha-" 

Your soft hands grabbed her cheeks as this action made her redder. Her eyes were wide as the moon as you wiped the excess noddles off her mouth. 

"Geez Rei, you eat like a kid.”

You chuckled at her but Rei was silent. She was too mesmerized by what was happening that she didn't know what to do. So instead of talking, she just let you wipe the noddles away as every second felt like an hour for her and she didn't want this to end soon. But good things does come to an end. You removed your hands away from her cheeks as she immediately missed your warm hands around her cheeks. She felt a little sad that it ended so soon. 

"There we go. All cleaned up." 

Rei could only just sigh as both of you talked trough out and when you were finally sent to bed, Rei made sure to wipe your body first in order to calm your temperature down. Now it was the opposite as you were the one who's shying away. This made Rei laugh and tease you.

"Ohh is Oppa scared of water? Ewwww he'll stink."

You wanted to speak up but Rei shut you up as she washes your arms which made you shiver from the cold. You were expecting Rei to roughly wash your body but surprisingly, she was so gentle and relaxing that it almost made you asleep. 

Once that was done she tucked you in bed as you felt like a little baby with her touch. It sounded a little embarrassing for you but you actually enjoyed Rei taking care of you. Even though she was younger than you, you felt like you were being taken care with love like how your mother took care of you. 

"Feeling comfortable Oppa?"

You nodded your head at her as she smiled at you. She felt satisfied and proud of herself as you looked so comfortable on your bed. Her heart was beating loudly as your sweet smile was making her heart flutter. 

"Say Rei."

"Hai" 

 "If you became a famous Idol someday. Will you forget about me?" 

A simple question yet hard to answer. Some would say yes in a heartbeat but Rei Hesitated because she knows that becoming famous means all eyes will be on her. She didn't want to ruin the bond you and her built but she also didn't want to make you a stranger because of her fame. But will she forget about you?

Absolutely not, but will she sacrifice her fame for her love for you? That's a big asterisk for her.

"Oppa, why would I forget you? You're always with Mina Unnie anyway so there's no way I'll forget you." 

She sweetly smiled at you as you smiled back.

"That's nice to hear." 

Even though Rei said those words, she felt like she wouldn't see you much anymore. Mina knew that since Rei was gonna be a kpop idol, her time for meeting you will be lessened to the point both of you will have no time for each other. A bittersweet smile appear on her face as she stroke your hair gently.

She began to sing a lullaby as her angelic voice somehow made you feel relaxed and at calm. You might be able to understand the lyrics she was saying singing but hearing the emotion on her voice somehow made you feel sad. Her singing made you feel like she was trying to say something but couldn't figure it out. 

As the song ended, sleep had already took over you as Rei smiled seeing you peace sleeping. 

"I'm sorry Oppa... I probably won't see you again and this might be the last time we can see each other..." 

 She felt her tears forming in her eyes as she wiped them away not wanting to wake you up. 

"So.. For the first and last time Oppa, I'll say this.." 

She leaned towards your face as she smiled sweetly with a few tears forming in her eyes. 

"Aishitemasu" 

She gave your forehead one long peck to finally say what she felt towards you. This was the goodbye between her feelings as she ventures into a new chapter of her life. She gave you one longing look before leaving you completely asleep in your comfortable apartment.

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TIMESKIP 2 YEARS LATER

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Tired and being worn out physically and emotionally is normal for an adult like you as you laid your body on your bed not even changing your clothes. Hectic as it sounds, it was your daily life to work because without it there was no way you would have a roof above your head to stay at. Before you thought that being an adult and doing the stuff you wanted to do was fun but now, you wished that you never grew up and just stayed being a kid. 

"Uh, I wanna vacation so bad...."

You wished upon yourself a good get away from the stress of life and just unwind for a bit. And your prayers were answered by a call from your co-worker.

"Hello? 

"Yow, Jaehoon you still awake?

"I was about to knock myself out. Why?

"I need help...

 "Why? Your wife kicked you out? 

 "Kinda, anyway I need help

"Fine, I'll be there...

You ended the call and decided to washup a little to wake yourself up. Maybe a few alcohol will make you forget about the stress even for a bit as you left your apartment and went to your friend. You were familiar with the street as you found him on his favorite stall, drinking alone. He waved a hand at you as you sat opposite to him. 

 "So what's your hold up?"

 You asked him as you pour a drink on your small glass.

"Well, my girl thought I was cheating on her with our coworker. I was just helping her and now this." 

"Wasn't that newbie kinda flirty with you?" 

"No, I though she just was being nice." 

 You chuckled as you dranked your glass and filled it again. 

"Anyway, how's your love life?"

You could only sigh as you recalled the many blind dates you went through. Most of the girls you met were all nice and preety but nobody just clicked with your personality. There was no chemistry with them as if they were very far away from you. What they like is different from what you like. You tried your best to match their best interest but it just want worth it. 

"I can't even last 4 months in a relationship. I'm hopeless in that department."

Your friend looked at you with a sad expression as you dranked a whole bottle of soju.

"Come on, you're not. I'm sure there's someone for you."

You scoffed as a painful yet bitter memory flashed in your mind. You couldn't believe the day would come where you would recall her. The very first person you loved and the very first person that made realize how love can be painful. You finished one bottle which surprised your friend aa you ordered another one

"Well there was one girl, which I thought would last..."

He saw how devastated you look as he was all ears

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 "Finally going home"

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Yunjin said as everyone sight a relief in their company car. Their day has been very busy and they barely had time to eat or breath. 

"Aren't we gonna go to lotte world tomorrow unnie?" 

Liz asked as Geul nodded her head at the younger one. 

"Yup, maybe we can enjoy our time there while shooting." 

Yunjin said as the car errupted in cheers. They needed some sort of getaway from the stressful schedule of an idol because their fame was really on the top. IVE was a success right from debut and was a success with their music too. They were charting and producing bangers after bangers and was got the kpop industry in their hands. 

But success comes with stress and tight schedule which was bad for the health especially for them with all eyes on them. As their car drives them home, Rei looked over the window watching the night street of seoul. She was reminded by how japan night streets looks so familiar with seoul as a small smile appeared on her face. A faint memory suddenly popped into her head as she smiled shyly. Though this was noticed by Leeseo as she smirked. 

"Rei Unnie, is smiling by herself." 

Her voice alarmed everyone as Rei immediately blushed hearing the comment of Leeseo.

"Yah, you-" 

"Oh my Rei, got a guy problem? I'm the love expert." 

Yunjin said as Rei just covered her face in embarrassment. 

"It's not-"

"Come on Rei, I know it's a guy problem when I see it." 

Liz added as Rei couldn't do anything. She was cornered as Wonyoung just smiled happily seeing the chaos unfold. 

"Could it be... You like a male idol?!" 

Yunjin gasped as everyone widen their eyes. It was gonna be a big deal esport considering how famous their group was. 

"No!!" 

Rei's sudden raise in voice silenced everyone as even Rei was surprised by her sudden changed in voice. 

"I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to scream like that." 

Rei apologized immediately as her members accepted it. They too realized they might have gone over board with teasing her.

“Yeah we're sorry about that too But back to the topic. Who were you thinking about?" 

 As the atmosphere around them calmed down. Rei's blushed appeared once again as she her mind immediately went to you. 

"I was just... Thinking about my... First love.. T-that's all." 

Her members melted seeing how cute she was as they were intrigued to know more about her story.

"So. What's he like?"

"Umm.. Well.. He-" 

Her eyes glimpsed at a familiar figure as her heart arched seeing that person.

"Manager-nim can we stop for a second?"

"Huh? Umm sure?"

Everyone was confused by Rei as her manager pulled over to a nearby stop by as Rei hurriedly open the door and runned back. 

"Rei! Come back!" 

Geul said as her members followed her running towards her as Rei didn't care if her face was seen on the street. 

"There's no way... Please..."

Rei's thought was filled with sad thoughts as her legs finally stopped running. Her heart arched seeing how pitiful you looked. Until her eyes landed on the person aiding you. 

"You... Get your hands off him." 

Rei marched towards the girl as she successfully snatched you away from the girl. 

"Rei-"

"Don't Rei me you scumbag!" 

Her members finally caught up to her and was about to go to her when they hear her say 

"DIDN'T YOU CAUSE ENOUGH DAMAGED TO HIM! WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM HIM!! ISN'T BREAKING HIS HEART ENOUGH FOR YOU?!"

Giselle was silent as she knew that she was at fault. Rei hated her and probably even Mina at that. She knows how much damaged she cause and that guilt has been with her ever since then. 

"Rei, It's not like that.." 

"Then what?! Tell me!"

"Rei! Calm down."

Liz finally appeared infront of the girl as the rest of her members calmed Rei down. Yunjin went to Giselle and apologized on Rei's behalf. 

"I'm so sorry Aeri Unnie."

"It's okay Yunjin. I understand Rei. What I did was unforgivable to her, to Jaeyoon and probably even to Mina...Can you please say this to Rei at least."

"Oh,uhhh of course."

"Please tell her I'm sorry."

Yunjin nodded as Giselle gave you and Rei one last look before she walked away from the scene.

"Wow, That's the first time I saw you legit angry."

Wonyoung said as Rei took in deep breaths before looking at you. 

"Baka..." 

You managed to open your eyes as what you were seeing were blurred and spinning pictures as this made you feel dizzy.

"Where... Am I..." 

You said as this alarmed Rei as she immediately stared at you. You were confused at first as you couldn't see her at first.

"Oppa. It's me Rei, can you see?"

"R.. Rei?" 

"Yes that's me-" 

"The cute little sister of Mina? Of course I know you. You were very, very cute back then..." 

You were spouting nonsense as your mind was in autopilot saying all what you remembered about Rei. Your sudden statement suprised everyone especially Rei who was red as a tomato. Yunjin and Geul were shocked by this as Liz and Leeseo both had a smirk on their faces. 

 "Yah, You're drunk Oppa. Come on. Let's go.”

"Where... Where we going Honey?" 

The last word took everyone off aa Rei was frozen on her feet. Her face slowly turning red as she looked down in shame. she could feel the smriks and teasing stares her members were giving her as Rei thought

“This idiot...”

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“Ughh..where am I-”

“So your finally awake huh?”

Rei’s familiar voice awoke you as you look to where the voice was coming from.

"R-Rei? How did I end up on your.. Bed?"

You found it comfortable how her bed engulfs your body making you sleepy once again.

Rei saw how your eyes were closing as she Couldn't help but chuckle at your cuteness.

"You're at our dorm Oppa. You were kinda wasted last night."

You gasped as you felt embarrassed by your action. It was embarrassing enough that you were drunk but for Rei to see your pathetic state only emberassed you further.

"Oh god what have I done.."

You covered your face with your hands covering your flustered face. Rei smiled softly as her hand touches yours as she wanted to see you closer.

You found it weird that Rei was shining infront of your eyes and was looking beautiful than ever.

"Oppa, why are you staring at me?"

She smiled brightly as you blushed and looked away avoiding her gaze.

"It's nothing.."

Rei chuckled sweetly as her lovely laugh sent a warm yet fuzzy feeling down your stomach making you feel happy.

"Oppa, you shouldn't be drinking a lot. You could have gotten into trouble if I didn't see you."

Rei clenched her fist in anger remembering seeing Giselle with you. Her blood bloid remembering how she broke you completely.

She still remembers how jealous she felt whenever you talk about Giselle with Mina and she wanted to just dissappear. But when news broke that they broke up, Rei was the happiest girl alive thinking she might finally have a chance with you but seeing you so devastate made her heart shatter into thousand pieces.

She promised herself that day that she will make sure that Giselle will never touch you again or even interact with you. And she did live out to that promise.

She made sure that Giselle has no opportunities to talk to you as Rei would go out of her way making sure she doesn't even breath the same air with you.

She though that by now, Giselle would give up on you yet seeing her close to you once again only provoked her even further.

"Sorry Rei, I just remembered Aeri all of a sudden then-"

"She what?"

"She appeared on the shop tired and broken I just. I can't bear seeing her hurt and all that."

"Oppa, do you still like her?"

Rei held your hands as her eyes stared into yours. She wasn't gonna hold back anymore, She wanted to know the truth. Now.

You saw your own reflection on her eyes and saw something that you once saw in the eyes of Giselle.

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It was love.

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"Rei, who's your first love?"

Rei was taken back by your sudden question as this time, she was the one feeling flustered.

"Wh-what do you mean?"

"Believe it or not my first love was your sister Mina."

She couldn't speak as she didn't expect this revelation that came out of nowhere.

"You liked Mina Unnie?"

A hint of sadness can be heard from her as you nodded your head.

"She was caring, always there for me, smiles brightly, makes me feel appriciated. Your sister have it all in what a girl I like."

"I-I see..."

Rei looked down as she didn't what to do. One part of her wanted to congratulate her older sister for being her crush first love. But one side also wanted to cry knowing that her older sister captivated you and she didn't.

It was painful enough that she lost to Giselle but hearing that her older sister was who he liked made it even sadder for her. She felt like there was no hope for her.

She did all she can in the game called love. She had enough bets to gamble and what did that result in? Failure and nothing in return. She lost more than what she can gain.

"Aeri made me feel those so when I found out that she was cheating on me, I was broken because I didn't expect that would happen to me. It was painful."

You held your fist holding back those painful memories to flood your thoughts.

"I thought I would never found it. I though my ideal girl was impossible to find. Yet.."

Rei's heart started to race faster as she saw how different his eyes looked compared to earlier. It was soft and dreamy, the look she dreamed of seeing from you.

"... I found it in you Rei."

Her cheeks flushed red.

Her heart raced so fast.

Her breathing stopped.

She felt like time stopped temporarily as both locked at each other's eyes.

"You were caring, you were almost with me looking out for me and cheering me whenever I feel down, your smile never lost it's warmth even after you achieved your dreams, and you make me proud seeing how far you have gotten."

"O-Oppa.."

"Rei, I'm sorry I didn't realize it sooner. I'm sorry. All I asked for was with me from the start. I-I'm not worthy for you anymore Rei-"

And just like that, Rei shut you up with her warm soft lips. It tasted like caramel. A sweer sensation that you will forever remember.

Fireworks blew off as Rei locked her lips with yours. Both of your hearts were contented with each other as both pulled apart leaving a blushing mess.

"Baka, Who said I don't deserve you? I deserve you more than you deserve me Oppa."

"But-"

"No but's. You don't need to down yourself anymore cause I will give you the love you deserve. The love that will keep you moving forward. The love that will make you smiling. The love that will make you remember the name Rei."

Rei poked your nose as you chuckled at her. You pulled her closer to you giving her a warm hug as Rei hugged you back.

There was no doubt about it. You were sure about your choice as she was sure about you.

You were each other's only love.

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[leffee]

I've been thinking about Vinnie and Pepper's friendship a lot, or at least my interpretation of it, and I just have to share it. I know I talked about them before but whatever, their dynamic lives rent free in my head.

Because to me, they are best friends without being actual best friends, I mean, Vinnie has Sunil and Pepper has Zoe. But they just have such an energy about them that they would just comfortably insult the shit out of each other and beat each other just for fun. While they absolutely not mean it seriously they will do it anyway if in the right mood. So yes, they will fight, with absolute intention to hurt the other, no holding back. They will kick the other while they're on the ground with no more energy and be like "Damn, bitch, you ugly" for no good reason. They will act like they absolutely hate each other's guts without actually feeling this way but because they need to let steam off or just want to take it out on someone.

When they have different stances on something they will argue aggresively with pushing around and gaslighting each other "you must be crazy to think that, you stupid fuck". Trying to convince the other by reason and logic? Oh no no no, absolutly not, that's boring and for other people. They will use everything you technically shouldn't: screaming, yelling, cursing, clawing at the other and threatening to push the other down a cliff so they rot and die if they don't agree. And honestly, they aren't actually looking to genuinely sway the other their way, they just want to be aggressive in the most primal way without regreting it later.

They might start completely neutral and start arguing about something insignificant and something that they actually don't care as much as about, but go to fighting about it, whether physically or verbally, or both, just because they want to fight, not to prove their right, that's not their objective. And they have absolutely no restraints about what they can do, they will kick each other in the crotch, rip hair off, dug nails till blood comes out etc. They will bruise each other for sure and/or leave other marks and will definitely leave each other looking like absolute mess, but neither cares about that.

Idk, I just like them like that, they have a lot of aggressive energy but mostly with each other. Like, obviously Vinnie won't even try doing anything like that with Sunil, because he'd definitely think that Vinnie hates him and cry, and Zoe would get absolutely furious and try to destroy Pepper's life. So they do that to each other, they satisfy the primal urge to beat the shit out of someone because they know that it won't actually affect the other in a negative way or make the other hate them, and they don't mind being best friends without actually being that.

Do you see do you see my vision.

[chaotic-vibes-only-please]

Random thought;

What if ej's Male S/O was also a demon? Would that mess with him during his heat since, on one hand, he want's to absolutly destroy his S/Os ass... But, on the other hand, it's two male demons in a room during rut/heat, so would that mean they would both hate eachother during that time? Could that lead to possible angry sex? 👀👀

This scenario will most definitely lead to very angry sex 👀 Jack's rut is more than likely to trigger his S/O's rut and there you have yourself a very heated situation. There's lots of biting and scratching,

Instead of hating each other, it's more like an aggressive competion to see who can dominate who since y'all are mated😳 Jack's determined to have his S/O underneath him and submissive. He's not afraid to get extra rough with you since you're also a demon, so don't expect to come out of this without getting pounded into oblivion because this man will not give up until he's thoroughly bred you😌🍵

[just-an-enby-lemon]

Jonathan Crane does not celebrate christmas. His grandma did and it was hell and he just hates everything that happens after Halloween anyway. Except Jervis Tetch is absolutly a christimas fan, the songs, the lights, the decorantions, the music, the food, the snow, Santa Claus, Jervis loves everything about it. His house is always the best decorated if a little bit over the top, his dolls are all dressed for the occasion and he even helps poor kids dressed as Santa before going for his own house and having a themed tea party.

Now Jonathan Crane hates most things and he specially hates christmas but he loves Jervis. And that means that suddently christmases aren't just another work day perfecting his formula and studying it's results anymore. Decemeber isn't the same month. He spends it decorating the house and putting a beutifull tree that would likely make Ivvy murder them if she ever sees it. He goes gift shopping of all things (and worse he has to call Edward and Harley to help him choose something for Jervis!)! He wears the most stupid elf costume and likely scares the kids Jervis is helping. He cooks! And he sings stupid cherry songs. And he hates everthing about it but it's soo damm worth it to see Jervis beam with joy and his eyes crinker and the soft hugs and passioned kisses and the soft ones at the mistletoe and even how cute Tetch looks in the dumb Santa hat.

- / -

Ivvy is not very into christmas, she sees it for the capitalistic waste that it is and while she enjoys gift making, her only celebration is to put her pine three on the front of the house as an statement that growing your own tree is waay better to all parts than to kill one.

Harley is jewish. She likes Hannukkah but where jewish celebrations are concerned is not really as important or showey as christmas is for christians and neither is her favorite. So different of what people might expect Christmas Eve is not really important in the Harlivvy household. During the weeks leading to it Harley decorares Ivvy's tree and goes to gift shoppings with Eddie and Selina and recently Crane and Ivvy celebrates Hannukah with her even if just to show support. The day itself is mostly spend cuddling in the sofa with take out and watching bad romance movies. They love it.

-.-

Edward does not care for christmas and never truly did. His mother was jewish and his father was an asshole. Hannukkah with his mom was nice, it was almost as if there was only the two of them for a while. Christmas after his mother was bleak and either just a bunch of nothingness and hidding under the sheats with the knowledge his dad was getting drunker downstairs or worse his dad would cry and say he regretted everyting and try to pretend it was all okay and do a nice father-son christmas day, it never lasted and the wait until things went wrong was unsuferable.

Diedre's christmas were full of catholic guilty and sexist parents and expectations she would never truly met. Of having her girlfriends be called close friends and listening to old aunties ask when she would settle down and marry already even though she wasn't even eighteen. Of treats of hell and treats of violence. It's not really surprising she stopped liking it at age eight and never went back.

Nina's parents never cared. Her dad was ethinically jewish and her mother was a chinese imigrant and neither could really give a shit about Jesus birthday. Not going to school was nice. And her parents deserved a day off for how tired they were all the time. They would play board games and her dad would make some simple and delicous meal. Christmas on the orphanage was full of people pretending to care for one day only and she was glad she only stayed a year before getting her emancipation and her late parents tiny appartment to bolt.

Their first time together was akward glances and shy gift exchanging (between the girls and Eddie, Diedre and Nina played by different rules with each other) and plotting to do a heist just the three of them only to give up and end in a bent up sofa watching bad horror movies and eating chinese and it was better than annyone had expected. It became a tradition. Nina would cook her parents old recipies and Diedre would create beutifull decorantions that were completly off brand from spider webs to easter bunnies to just ridiculous random themes like collages of shakesperean characthers and Edward would make not even a little bit christmacy playlists and sing anything from the soundtrack of Phantom of the Opera to The Beach Boys back to the poor confused carrollers who dared to ring their bell (it wasn't that he was a bad singer but answering to "we wish you a merry christmas" with Taylor Swift was a certain way to rise some eyebrowns) and somehow find the funnier worst horror movies ever made.

They would shop separadly both for the surprise effect of the presents and becase the girls did not like it as much as Nygma. Edward was enrapted by the puzzle of finding the perfect present and was a massive fan of dressing up wich ended with him going not only for himself but again for Jonathan and Harley and any other rogue who wanted his assistance.

It was their own little traditions and their own little family in the end.

-|-

Victor used to love christmas. Mostly because Nora loved it and appeared to shine in the hollyday sheer. They would decorate the tree and make a pretty snowman and just be happy together. She would always point out that more than the lights and the food and the gifts and anything really she was just happy to do it all with him. He would annoy her by singing "All I want for Christmas is You" in her ear while she failed to complain as all her trials were stopped by laughter until they were both laughting together.

Without Nora christmas was just another day of work. Another day trying to find a cure. One day she would be back and he would still be lonley because they still had to much to mend and he couldn't see himself as worthy. But this would pass. And one day she would be back and they would be together and this time she would sing "All I Want for Christmas is You" and he would try to deny it, to point out how she needed and deserved much more, only to end up laughting and they would kiss and things would be alright. One day. Soon. But not today.

-|-

Christmas for Harvey was bittersweet. His stepfather was a dick and growing up seing the good christmas on TV he wanted that. He had that for a while with Bruce and Gilda and the Gordons, the perfect christmas. The tree and the food and the feeling of belonging for once.

But good things aren't meant to last and christmas as Two-Face was bleak and empty and he would toss a coin for either going to the Iceberg's boring party or comiting a crime. It was empty.

This time he was in Arkham and christmases in Arkham were always bad. The staff was pissed of that they were working and it would always end up bad for the inmates. Except this time they took him to the visitation area. For an old man with glasses and a young woman with red hair. The Gordons didn't go for the Wayne party for once.

Christmas with the Gordons was bittersweet. But that was just how he liked it. And with his belly full of cheap turkey and microwave lasagna, playing Mario Kart with Barbara and a videogame illiterated Jim, Harvey felt like he belonged once again.

-|-

Christmas with Selina meant christmas with the Waynes for a long time. The difference was that before it meant go to the cover up high society partys and steal some jewelry, now it meant family celebrations.

It was not fair to call it chrisrmas, most of the Waynes (and Co.) were jewish and the ones who weren't weren't christian either, Dick was romani, Thalia was hindu and Duke and Steph (her mother usually worked on Christmas because being a nurse meant that hollydays turns were a likely possibility) were atheists from birth. But they had a tree and a feast and they loved each other.

The cat, the bats, the birds and the assassins. They made a weird picture and Selina loved it. She loved Dick jokes and hugs and Jason begrudgingly presence and well though home made gifts he would badly lie about finding in the garbage. She adored Steph sheer and sarcastic quips and Tim obligatory game moments. Duke's wild tales and Damian competitviness and sweet tooth. She would have the time of her life with Kate's childhood stories and Helena who would always appear late and lie she didn't care but also bring some new desert she totally didn't spend weeks learning with Alfred's help. She would melt at Bruce's barely hidden excitment over having they all there and Thalia's not even a little bit hidden kisses. The Gordon's didn't appear this year: family emergencies they said. And it was sad but it was okay. Harper and Cullen did and she was sure that was only the first of many times and they were happy and was cute.

Selina had a family now. A huge one. And she had no idea what it meant but the days were warm.

-/-

For Oswald Christmas Eve meant organizing the Iceberg Anual Party to perfection, grating his patrons a good time in exchange of his own enjoyment and being called a Grinch and other way less polite insults by all his workers. He didn't care. Growing up christmas with his family was good but scarse, the Cooblepot name was disgraced, they had no money and his dad had abandoned them the moment he realized his kid was truly disfigurated. The celebrations were only him and his mom and she did her best, god bless her soul, she truly did, she would starve to give him a book about birds from Santa, but they always had soo little. He dreamed of giving her the best. Maybe he did. In her last days. But it wasn't enought.

And maybe it had turned him a bit bitter. Or so his workers thought, he would do the celebration and count the dollar bills. He would go to church on Christmas Day and pretend to be a good catholic boy only to go back to his second party round and make his employees life hell (with maybe some murder involved). He was just a bitter Scrooge they would say behind his back. But Oswald didn't care.

The real celebration for Penguin was neither of those days. His true moment of joy was the 26th were he would host his dinner for all the A-Lister Rogues not currently arrested (with the exception of Joker as he was just too trigger happy for the occasion and after their break up it was also a matter of chosing either the clown or Harley and it was not a hard choice at all). It was all he had wished with his mother, full of pretty lights and food but still full of joys and friends and warm.

[rotten-carcass]

BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING: I BETTER SEE NO ONE HARRASSING ANYONE MENTIONED HERE! NO HATE TOWARDS ANYONE

I honestly debated making a post about this, but tbh I won't tolerate death wishes towards me and other people.

The creator has me blocked, which is his absolutly his right. With this said I aknowlegde that I break my rule of overstepping boundaries here (which blocking is a ledgit method of setting boundaries), because this was sent to me by an anon and after reading it I want to give my two cents yet again.

(Btw this whole thing happend because I reblogged a public post of this creator

)

In my opinion, if you post something publicly you have to be aware that the public can/will interact with it.

My intend was never to invalidade anyones personal expierence and it never will be.

Still, I cant help but to make this call out, because this behaviour is honestly pathetic.

You are not entitled to engament

You are not entitled to interaction

You are not entitled to mutuals

You are a hypocrite if you post nsfw on your blog but then whine about people simping for it. Not everybody will read your blog rules against such behaviour if they only see your post as a part of their feed. If you don't want people to interact with you and your post in a certain way, don't act like this certain way on your blog yourself and be pissy when people get confused.

You are not entitled to police what other people come up with. This is a very fanon heavy community. Of course people will make up their own stuff. You yourself made your oc up and I promise you it was not an super original thought. Predator came out in 1987 , do you honestly think in over 36 years nobody came up with an aquatic yautja before? (dude there is an official Predator comic where the concept of a semi-aquatic yautja is explored "Hell and hot water/ 1997) Do you know how many "River Clans" exist, i can at least think abourt two other creators which had never interacted with me or I with them before we interacted with each others post. Be real. I'm not special, you're not special. No one is. Stop gatekeeping

Don't be surprised if no ones interacts with you, if you don't interact with anybody else. If you want to get mutuals and form friendships you can't just sit there and wait for them to come by. You have to make an active effort to interact with them aswell. Because we are all strangers online.

On that note. If you come in a somewhat extablished fandom and you block some people for a certain behaviour but interact postiviely with others who do the exact same thing, Don't be surprised if the mutuals of said blocked people might be hesitant to interact with you at all, because news flash, we talk with eachother.

Don't be suprised if you call a mostly chill community shit and then said community is a bit upset about it. But no, i guess we're all just mean, content stealing people who are to dumb to see what a special sparkle you are and didn't make you instant famous. (I cant help but to get a bit salty at that)

Speaking of which, next time you wish me or other "Cunts" in this community death add me at least instead of bad mouthing us behind our backs