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#Trying to not be a perfectionist in drawing anymore
sweet-dining-car · 7 months
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5 min earlier…
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In his defense he though he wiped off all the lip stick
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pucciverse · 1 year
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solitary wildcat
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extra variants
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fuminoomi · 11 months
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papyrus doodles
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goldensunset · 1 year
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you know you’ve lost when you keep editing the drawing that you’ve already publicly posted and sent a bad version of to your friends
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lusalemaart · 8 months
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#letting go. rather. been doing things in a day lately.#if it goes past 2 days im not allowing it. bc i need to stop obsessing over everything.#so ofc i took the time to have my daily doodle be bullshit as always.#i do need a break tho. pain bad. very bad. need to charge up bc this month is fucking busy. need to stop drawing .#ghost stories quote popped up in my head with this one. it is what it is.#irony of this one. forced myself to draw something about trying to quell the Perfectionist demon in a single day.#acceptable.#fk#m fk#c-c fk#i honestly cant remember the last time my pain was at a 6 or lower. its just been. 7-9 range for months now. im miserable. its whatever. i#kind of doubt i'll ever be that low again at this rate. its like. 2020 all over again. i cant. take it.#kinda hopeless but still here unfortunately#future isnt scary. its terrifying. its petrifying. dont want to live in this much pain anymore#sigh.#thats why doodles done in one day are good. less stress on drawn-out things.#hard for me tho.#ngl tho i found it unreasonably funny drawing this. i was quite physically cracking up imagining like. ok. youre quite literally choking to#death. and your face is all red. but only one half on account of the Syndromes. idk. idk why i found that so comical. i couldnt contain#my shit. so much so that i almost became the very picture i was drawing. bc i began to choke on the pizza i was eating. only for a#fleeting second. but still. saw my life flash b4 my eyes.#also a firm believer that pretentious artists are fucking stupid and annoying and at times quite ableist. and i personally revel in how i#literally am just like.oh. my anatomy i drew looks fucked up? botched hands? flat collar? asymmetrical eyes? like jokes on you. those thing#in my irl LEGIT are like that so technically my 'wrong/bad' anatomy is correct. suck it. however me drawing the brachial region vs me#drawing anything else is silly.#bc the amount of knowledge i have for the anatomy there specifically in comparison is so much more vast. so like i hyper render collars#and necks. meanwhile whenever i try and draw anything else im crying bc its such a struggle due to the fact that i dont fucking understand#how these other places work.
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popcat69 · 7 months
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Confession first kiss scenarios pls ♥️ PLEASE
A/N: I LOVE FIRST KISS SCENARIOS. Also im real shit at doing confessions so i kinda left it out sorry! Also im sleep deprived. ehhhh
Warnings: kissing
Raph:
When you guys started dating he wanted to take it slow because it's his first relationship and you understand so you agree.
Hes kind of nervous to kiss you bc of his snaggle tooth and doesn't want to hurt you by accident and you just have to calm down that fear of his
He’ll probably ask to kiss you for the first time when he's had a long day and stopped by to see you 
REALLY nervous.
He shaking probably
You given him small pecks on his cheek and snout and he lets out a very flustered laugh 
RSTDYFUGBHKJNL
But now you're actually gonna kiss him 
His heart is literally gonna explode
You cup his cheek and give him a kiss on his lips
It was sweet but short 
Lovessss it
As you the relationship becomes more serious he's the one to usually kiss you and will hold you with his hands
Omd
“Come here sweetheart”
Brain:dead, heart:beating a million miles per min
Leo
He's probably the one to kiss u first honestly
But he's never done it before
Soooo
He'd probably do it if your like really tired and would just peck you on the lips
So nervous
Your wide awake now
“What was that?”
“Don't know what your talking about”
He's looking away and like sweat is dripping down his face
“Hey, look at me”
Turns his head to you 
Doesn't know why he did it 
almost as if it was instinct
“Listen i-”
“Lemme show you how it's done”
You smirk before pouncing on him plastering his face with kisses
My heart can't rn
Laughs a giggles fill the room
So sweet
I cant
aAHHHHHHHHHH
Donnie:
Donnie would also want to take relationships slowly 
I don't think he would be one to rush into things
You would take things at his pace
So he would probably be the one to kiss you
When he feels ready he’ll try to get himself like all hyped up and stuff but then something doesn't go his way then he scraps the thought
You can't tell me this boy is not a perfectionist
I swear
Lets sayyyyy
It's late in his lab he's working on something new and your scrolling on your phone 
Soft giggles escaping your lips every now and then
And he just looks at you everytime
You just look so pure and full of laughter 
He couldn't be anymore happier to have you in his life
“Your laughter is distracting”
“Oh is it? Sorry”
“No worries. I can think of a way to keep you quite for a minute”
AND THEN SMOOCH
TDRFTGYHUJKJIOP
I CAN NOT
WHY DID I MAKE HIM FLIRTEY 
WHERE DID THIS CONFIDENCE COME FROM DONNIE!??
Mikey:
My sweet sweet boy
Omd
You guys would be on the floor mikey drawing and your just watching him do so
But like you get bored after a few minutes
“Mikeyyy im bored”
“You wanna draw with me”
“Meh”
He just laughs and gives you a poke on the side
You flinch away
He gives you a look before pouncing onto you and tickling you to hell
“MIKKKKEEYYYY”
“YOU SAID YOU WERE BORED!”
“MIKEYYYYYYYY”
Stops after a bit and lets you catch your breath
Tears streaming down you face from laughter 
Thinks your look adorableeee
And kisses you
“Not so bored anymore?”
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teddyhoneybear · 4 days
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i love your edits for elucien, however you know lucien has darker skin vs white right?
Hi! I know and I always struggle to find pictures with his skin colour that can also fit into the aesthetic I want for the moodboard/collages. Also I have never seen a born ginger with darker skin...😮‍💨 If I knew how, I'd have honestly photoshoped his skin (I did that with his hair once), but when I can I try to make the photo a little bit darker.
I'm actually really sorry and I feared that someone would tell me this one day. I gave up on a lot of moodboards or collages with motion because of this exact reason. I'm a perfectionist at heart and if it doesn't come out the way I pictured, I can't post it. (I have an exact image in my head when I think of making something). Lucien is a very unique character. I mean, it's so easy to make moodboards for Elain, but when it comes to Lucien, sometimes I wish I could just draw him sigh.
I've been making moodboards for a while and many of them have a story. There are certain pictures that fit perfectly even if it's not the right color and if I don't use them, the whole concept would be ruined. I try to make a mix, to post pictures with his color, but also pictures with lighter skin that convey what I first intended. And I'm having a hard time finding Elucien style couples pictures (in a more cottagecore way) that match.
Sometimes I tell myself to post them anyway because I try not to put so much pressure on myself lol and I figure we can use our imagination sometimes in this fandom. I'm not sure you've seen the collages with motion (because many people don't see them lmao😭), but they take a long time (and I still struggle with them and sometimes I don't notice mistakes and have to redo them, and it's so frustrating that it's not enjoyable anymore...).
But I'm happy you love them!🥹 And I'll try my best in the future.
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princeson · 4 months
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DIMPLE FRIDAY #2
Listen, y'all... technically, I still had 20 minutes left until it's wasn't Friday anymore... lmao
yeah, sorry this came out so late. I've been struggling with motivation to draw, and didn't finish this until last minute, and unfortunately, I wasn't able to do any of the requests this week, but I'll try to get to them by next Dimple Friday. until then, take this pissed off Dimple!
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thoughts about the piece:
I'm not the happiest about how it turned out since i kinda had to rush. there are some things I'd like to change, like the colors... but oh well. maybe I'll fix it up. who knows? lol I don't really want to get stuck futzing over this dimple when I could improve on the next one, y'know?
...is what I'll tell myself before I ultimately start futzing over the dimple until I'm satisfied with the changes ahahah...
what? being mediocre at art whilst also being a perfectionist and wanting to do it right the first time around? lol sorry, can't relate 😎 ............ 🥲 *sniff*
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iwasneverth3re · 1 year
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besides gun, which character in lookism do you have fun drawing the most? :-)
Oh hell yeah. AN ASK FROM JANNNNNN (you always send the best asks like it's either wholesome or thought provoking)🩷🤍
1000000% Goo! Even while I was doing my 'Lookism characters redrawn as memes' I think I had the most fun drawing Goo because he's such a fun character. I can do a lot of interesting artworks with him! Whether it's smth like drawing Goo as the joker or drawing him being the goofy mfer he is. Like he's just a very fun character to draw. I could draw him being hit by stop sign by Crystal and I'd have so much fun doing it.
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He's got a range of facial expressions and I don't feel the need to make him look good. For example with Gun, because he's my favorite blorbo, I subconsciously am a perfectionist when it comes to him - like I end up taking more on drawing him meanwhile with other characters it's less. Back when I was REALY REALLY into jjk in 2021, I was completely enamored with Satoru. But because I kept on comparing my art with other artists and having the mindset of 'oh, I'll never be as good as them' or 'why can't I be as good as they are?' I ended up burning myself out by placing those expectations on myself when there shouldn't have been in the first place and I took a break from drawing (also didn'thelp that i just wasn't doing so well mentally at the time as well). I've been working on my mindset tho! Fast forward to joining the lookism Fandom on here, I started getting really inspired by artists on here (such as amai and yolkie to name a few!) And I thought to myself, 'hey, these people are really good artists and they all have such great art styles that has a lot of life to them... Maybe I'll try drawing again.'
Aaand that's what I did! But I don't draw to try and be as good as the artists that I'm inspired by anymore. Don't get me wrong, it's always good to have inspo and set little goals for yourself in as to what you want to be and how you want to grow as an artist. But the thing that really helped me out is allowing myself to draw at my own pace. Like I've gotten a lot better at digital art compared to last year because I'm just drawing whatever, whenever I want.
Now I'm less hard on myself whenever an artwork doesn't come out the way I want it to.
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glitchyko · 3 months
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I’m sorry I haven’t really been posting art lately, maybe beyond some simple sketches, I’ve been busy and things have been hectic lately, I do have things I want to make but life has been kinda rough-
But there is something’s I do kinda wanna address and maybe get some advice about it cause I’m not entirely sure how to deal with this issue even though it severely affects how I got about creating art and doing projects and such-
So, I have really untreated ADHD, and I struggle a LOT with executive dysfunction, especially when it comes to starting tasks, and actually finishing them, I have so many WIPs that aren’t past the sketch phase, once I get the sketching phase done I never come back to it, and sometimes I can’t even get myself to start the drawing, and i can’t get myself to draw if I’m “not in the mood” and it’s so frustrating cause I want to draw but I just can’t
A big issue I have when it comes to wanting to do things that wouldn’t be just a one time thing or a drawing that’s wouldn’t be a sketch is that I tend to really think about all the work I have to do, how much I have to think of, how long something will take, how much faster I need to work, do I have all the skills I need to do this, am I capable of doing this, can I work on this and other stuff at the same time, will it turn out good, etc and I end up scaring and unmotivating myself out of doing the thing I wanted to do, I have stories and projects and characters I want to tell and show and do but when I think of all the work I’d have to do I end up just, not doing it, this is why things I have shown and talked about here just, don’t go anywhere, and it gets really disheartening cause even though I want to do so much, I just can’t
And when I see artists who can make work quickly, get themselves to draw so easily, who don’t have to do so many different steps just to finish a mere sketch, I get frustrated with myself, I know I shouldn’t compare myself to others, but it’s so difficult, I’m a huge perfectionist to the point where if something doesn’t look good enough, I can’t work on it anymore and I end up abandoning the drawing
The last thing I want to bring up is style, there’s so many things I want to do with my art and how I go about drawing characters and such, but when I try doing what I want, it just, doesn’t look right or good to me, which probably stems from the perfectionism and comparing myself and my work to others. But there’s the also a problem of me deciding what do I really want to do with my art? Do I wanna go more stylized or realistic? How far do I wanna go with something? I just can’t decide because I don’t know if it’ll look good, when I see someone do something I think, “I wanna do that” and then I see someone else do something completely opposite of that and think, “I wanna do that” and I get so frustrated because I don’t know which one I want to actually do
But yeah, this ended up kinda devolving into a vent post, I apologize if I got a bit too personal, but these issues of mine have been on my mind for a long time, and I want to deal with them and get better. So I’ve finally decided to work up the courage to talk about them and ask for help and advice, which is why I’m making this post, if you have any ideas or advice on how to deal with these problems, even if it’s something small, please let me know, I would really appreciate it, thank you.
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clownboymcchucklefuck · 10 months
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Drawing my mutuals [pt 1]
SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG JUST TO POST THE FIRST TWO, BLAME THE ADHD 😭
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Trying my best to get to everybody else but the universe cursed me with perfectionist when it comes to my art and I have maybe 8 more to try to get done aaaaaa😭
BUT ANYWAYS- Shoutout to @dont-wannadothis-anymore and @teachillvibes for being the first two I finished hehehe-
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dudewithastick · 1 year
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sneaky peek at my current wip (also the first wip i had in months) and some thots on it. i need to rant (complain) so bear with me
so far its going pretty good, it doesn’t look bad and thats cool bcs i defs wouldve given up if it did look bad at this point.
obviously this is some kind of realism style and its okay, its not the best, idc. what sucks is that i dont even want this style but its the only one i can do. like i wanna do cartoons and other artsy stuff with clear lines or just sketching. stuff i see online, but i CANNOT do it, no matter how hard i try. i will always do some realistic shadowing and then its over bcs the composition isnt right for me anymore. and i hate it bcs not only would my life be so much easier if i wouldnt fall into this kind of ‘realistic’ style, which is straight up a pain, id be so much more productive as well. but i’m some weird perfectionist dumbass (blame it on my virgo rising or whatever) so shading and tiny details it is.
speaking of details, i love that i accidentally built this wip on my sketch file, which was not nearly a good enough format and now the quality SUCKS ASS but thats nothing new to me so i’m just gonna accept that every detail i draw is like 5 pixels only and you can barely see them.
another thing i suck at is color theory. and when i started this project (yesterday) i was set on doing only b&w. literally 3 seconds in i used colors and i regretted it immediately bcs it looked good which meant i had to continue bcs we dont do half assed shit… so now i committed to color and i don’t understand color theory. like i can see it working but it doesn’t make sense and all i do is experiment bcs i see no sense or pattern (now i question my tiktok diagnosis of autism, neurodivergence and adhd)
at this point i have also given up at originality. im just copying my references picture, which is fine bcs i will never be able to draw a whole ass person, and i would defs not be satisfied if i wouldn’t add details. so now im stuck at drawing a whole military outfit and my reference picture is also only 9 pixels so i cant even make out what im drawing. i’m just guessing at this point.
okay for now the last part of my complaining… @blnk338 why did u choose such a unique mask for reaper? the way i struggled with the concept and its still not perfect but i dont wanna get hung up on it so i’m moving all over the place and going back to the mask every other minute… pretty sure the mask design alone took me 2 hours to put together so it made sense to my brain and then another 3 to design to my liking lmao
anyway this is a snippet of my current take on reaper from rwys, which so far is only the body but there will probs be eyes at some point, if i dont give up. first time in months, almost years of drawing something, so i guess big thanks to blink for giving me the motivation and a character to work on for fun. hopefully i can give an update on progress soon lol
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dazzle-writes · 5 months
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Hello! Can I please request for a Demon Slayer matchup? Any sort of HC's are fine. <3
I'm straight, ISTJ, and a Pisces. My hobbies include chess, reading, and math for some reason? I don't really like animals and find them quite annoying but I do like axolotls! I have always been obsessed with sealife. My love language is physical touch and quality time.
I'm not shy, just quiet. I can be pretty judgemental to other people— including myself. I like to talk and I seem pretty sociable but others say I'm intimidating or too straightforward. I'm pretty impatient and I don't like others who beat around the bush. I'm a perfectionist and I place incredibly high expectations both on others and me. I keep people at a distance, but show just enough to make others think it's easy for me to be vulnerable. I'm ambitious and have a high drive to succeed. I'm good at socialising but I'm not particularly fond of it. I'm a control freak at times.
I'm 157 CM, I have wavy-ish black hair with hazel eyes. I have an RBF and freckles. My clothing style is leaning more to dark academia or a more feminine way of dressing. It fluctuates honestly, I could be wearing an incredibly dark outfit or an outfit with tons of florals and a makeup look that makes me seem very feminine.
I hope this is enough information! To be honest, I have no idea who I truly am as a person so if this is too vague I deeply apologise 😭
hello hello!!!! I see you said straight, however you also didn't state your gender LMFAO but since you said you dress with feminine tones i am going to assume that you are female!!!
For a Demon Slayer i match you up wiiiiith
Akaza!!
I think what draws him to you is the fact that you are so different from Koyuki! He can't wrap his teeny little boyfailure brain around how you are both so feminine and not at the same time!!
(This takes place in my redemption AU where the uppermoons break free of Muzan btw tee hee hee)
-Lowkey at first he did not like you bc of the fact that you were very upfront and did not take his sexist bullshit. Kinda just stood to the side with his arms crossed and all pouty.
-Then you give Douma a what for
-Heart Eyes TM
-Once you both start connecting more he is really impressed by how smart you are!!! As someone who grew up in relative poverty, he didn't learn reading and writing much, let alone more complex math. If you would perhaps like to teach him? What? Its not like he LIKES you or anything!!1 He so totally does
-Spending time with you helps to connect him to his human side more and more! He finds that the more memories he unlocks, the stronger he becomes as he frees himself from Muzan's grip.
-As a demon, animals don't like him much either. So you telling him you aren't a huge fan of animals makes him feel much better about his natural Fauna Repellent!
-likes to keep an arm around your shoulder to try an annoy you and because he wants to pick you up and hold you like a koala but if you two are alone he tends to keep his distance! His reasoning is that he doesn't want to scare you one on one, but does it in public where other people can see and you could potentially feel safer.
-As you two gets closer he really likes to hold hands with you when you're alone
-Reminds you to be easy on yourself! He is also a bit of a perfectionist especially when it comes to his strength, so he works hard to not ruin his immortal life anymore with it and doesn't want you to do the same.
-He likes you because you are so different from Koyuki, it reminds him that he can never go back to being Hakuji in this life, but that he can make something of himself as Akaza.
-When you two finally get together the other uppermoons are like "thank FUCK he would NOT STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU"
-Daki wants to plan your wedding
-HE DOES TEASING KISSES HES A TEASER
-tries to keep everything light and easygoing for you and lets you guide things to your standards
-Overall a very cute snuggler who would rip people to shreds for you ;)
-Goes feral if Muzan ever even thinks about you.
-Yall think Nezuko when she beefs up to fight Daki was scary? This mf would literally somehow develop a new Blood Demon Art to protect you.
-When y'all beat Muzan (obvs) he's very torn. There are parts of him that want to return to Koyuki, and parts of him that want to stay with you. He feels like he has a duty to Koyuki along with the love he feels for her, but you have helped him see a whole other side to himself.
-Ultimately he decides to stay as a demon for a while and think things over, while using his strength to help those around him and keeping you safe. I'll leave it up to you to decide how it ends <3.
AWAWAWAW I hope you enjoyed!!!!!
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hoardlikegoldenirises · 6 months
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some of Seth's coworkers/work friends at SVB.
Irma and Bijou are part of the corps, not soloists, and they're pretty recent hires, though similar in age to Seth.
Seth, Casey, Mark and Saleha make up half of the soloists. There are two other male and two other female soloists who I have not bothered naming or describing lol (plus the principal dancers) —these are the dancers Seth hangs out with the most.
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Irma!! They're from Brazil! She's genderfluid! Usually based on presentation. As mentioned, a recent corps hire, and enjoys quirky and fun things like bright colors and weird clip-on earrings and stuff! obv that's limited when actually onstage, but for practice stuff anything goes as long as it's not dangerous or whatever. Sometimes Irma binds but only open-chest taping, not like a solid binder. esp when dancing. Is a very versatile dancer, with an energetic, bouncy, bubbly feeling, w/ emphasis on legwork. but again. downplayed when doing group dances. (but hey, danse des petits cygnes... or supporting dancer for the trepak or something...)
Irma's only like, 20, so one of the younger ones.
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Bijou. She's not from France, she's American. Dapper butch lol. Has been dancing since childhood but started learning male roles and techniques in her teens or early 20s. "She/her or whatever" = she/her but will respond to like, "sir," or "he/him." Neat freak perfectionist.
She's a very controlled and precise dancer, and very fast and responsive, but can be stiff, or too sharp or severe. She's also not very good at pointe and doesn't really practice it anymore cause she mostly does men's roles but sometimes... there aren't enough men's roles. (SVB has expanded the way they do stuff by reintroducing partnered and co-ed group dances tho so... some leniency)
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Me, crying as I try to make sure this guy doesn't look like Flash—Mark!! Short king. Mark is the shortest male dancer at SVB, which mostly favors taller dancers, so he kinda sticks out. Plus he's grumpy and has a permanent resting bitch face... and a slight midwest twang...
Guess what his nickname is:
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Anyway Mark is a couple years older than Seth and takes dancing very seriously, may or may not be Seth's ex (I'm still deciding...) and tends to get roles which are villainous or threatening or involve crazy jumps because he is... intimidating and despite being 5'5" and shorter than all of the other men, he can jump higher than at least half of them lol —AND he can lift every other dancer in the company, including Seth, directly over his head.
A master of mid-air spins as well as any and all lifts, throws and catches, can do pointe (not WELL but he can do it because he insists on understanding exactly what the women he dances with are doing, and he isn't insecure about his masculinity so he doesn't care what other people might think) He is purposeful, intense, precise, and powerful, but on the flip side, he's not very versatile and lacks the kind of grace that is needed for like, princely roles or whatever. So he gets EXTREMELY typecast as scary characters except for the rare occasion he's put in drag to do bad pointe work. (cinderella's younger stepsister for example)
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Saleha~ the shortest dancer at SVB, period. She... also sticks out like a sore thumb for obvious reasons as a 5'4" hijabi lady surrounded by people who are 5'11", but they can usually make her costumes work, especially for soloist stuff where being noticeable is a bonus. She and Seth are pals and def bond over costume stuff since they both have to get a lot of their costumes modified, albeit for very different reasons. She's Malaysian and came to the states as a kid.
Her dancing style is very light and airy, so she's good for fairies and flowers and phantoms and that kind of stuff. Sylph-like and dainty with crazy good balance. She's also done the stepsister (or is going to? that might actually be a future role not a past role...), like I noted on the drawing. Normally she'd be a weird choice for the younger stepsister in Cinderella since her whole thing is being floaty and graceful, but she's capable of utilizing her strengths to put on an air of exaggerated, flamboyant femininity and fake bad balance where she is constantly teetering around without ever falling, so... she can do it. (vs Mark whose take would be more aggressive and purposefully clunky)
I think she would be good as Giselle.
She's very friendly :>
and of course i've already posted Seth and Casey before:
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I just copy pasted and flipped their head from an older ref I drew and slapped it onto the existing body for this since it felt like they were so much less detailed than the others (this is, to be fair, because this sketch was only as a height ref originally so it wasn't as detailed as Casey...) 😂
Seth is of course the tallest dancer at the entire company, often gets relegated to roles "en travesti" which annoys them, so the swan role is like... hell yeah!! and then they get blasted by magic—i mean very scientific geomagnetic waves and get superhuman powers. lol.
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Casey—Seth's... boyfriend? Dance partner. Prince Siegfried. He's actually slated to get promoted to principal but at the time I have Seth get their powers, they're both soloists. Casey's a theater guy so he's good at imbuing acting into his dancing, and he's very fluid and graceful, so even the people who hate him have to admit he's very skilled and professional when presented with the evidence (seeing him dance). Plus he's charming and charismatic 😂
He's a very good all-around dancer with a lot of elegance in his movements, and he can do almost anything (though it will be more or less work/difficulty of course) as long as he has enough time to figure it out and get in the zone. Like, a scary aggressive villain is harder for him to do but he CAN do it. He's just better at being a handsome prince or romantic interest than he is at being like... a creepy wizard lol but give him some time... he'll get it done.
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11 Thoughts I Had While Reading Loki Issue 3
Contains spoilers for the first three issues (but mostly the third issue) of the Loki miniseries. Also likely contains spoilers for many of the comics starring or featuring Loki I normally talk about (including King Thor, Loki: Agent of Asgard, Defenders: Beyond, Young Avengers). Also alternating pronouns for Loki throughout.
So in the "And that's what you missed on Glee" (by which I mean the recap/prologue), they explicitly call Loki the God of Stories, which apparently I missed or forgot about in Chapter Two (or they didn't call him that, but I think they did). So, post-Agent of Asgard, but as yet unclear (to me) if post-Defenders: Beyond or mid-Defenders: Beyond or what.
"But we know what you're probably wondering. What has any of this got to do with Loki?" WHOLE-ASS MOOD. That's what I'm constantly thinking!
Can I just say how much I love whenever Loki hangs out with their Young Avengers friends post-Young Avengers? The YA aren't exactly warm towards them anymore, but they're also not outright hostile usually, so they're almost real friends. It's sweet. Loki deserves to have more than just Verity and Thor in their life. (And they don't even have Verity in this comic, which I'm upset about.)
Loki's look in this issue is just peak genderfluid Loki for me. The fingerless gloves, the coat, the black nail polish, the slightly less angular but not quite smoothed over facial features, the slightly longer and wavier than usual but not shoulder-length hair with the bang flipped over one horn. The make-up.
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(I did not take this picture for this post. I took this picture because I love the way they look in this panel and needed to save it to look at later.) And there was something about his chest on the cover that I couldn't quite put my finger on, but I just put on my binder and looked at myself in the mirror and something about how my chest looks in the binder made me go 'Is Loki wearing a binder?' (This is just my personal headcanon based on the similarities in appearance from my current experience, I don't necessarily think the artist intended to draw him while hinting at a binder, and I'm not even sure how you would do that without showing all or part of the binder itself. Practically, it could just be the effect of his armor. But I'm going with it, even though Loki can shapeshift.)
KO-MIR PULLING A LOKI IN KING THOR CHILLING (no pun intended) IN A SUN
Not me stretching the allegory of Ko-mir to its breaking point trying to make it relevant to Loki.
Ultimately, I don't care how much of a lie the story of how Loki got the piece of Naglfar back is. I love watching Loki at peak power, even if it's not true. I mean, he achieved it somehow, who's to say he didn't do it this way?
The way Loki has nail polish on his cuticles. Something about how his hand isn't steady and he's not so much a perfectionist that he won't go back over the edges with rubbing alcohol afterwards.
Should...should I know who Bullseye is? The only Bullseye I know is a gangly toy horse. This guy looks like someone tried to make a Captain America toy but wanted to avoid a lawsuit.
"Corporate wants you to find the differences between these two pictures" meme, but it's Muck Mulligan making mob bosses' eyes bleed with the Good News of Naglfar, and an Early Modern painting of missionaries bringing typhoid and gunpowder--I mean, Christianity, to the far corners of the world.
So final thoughts re:my post before issue three came out: I wrote an entire note about when I thought this series takes place in Loki's comic arc, and in explaining why I thought it occurred then I ended up talking myself out of it. So at this point I actually think this is after DB, like entirely after DB. He seems enough like his end of AoA (post-ego death) self that I think her memories have been restored to her. The only thing is that Thor isn't dead, like he is for this iteration of Loki, which is established right at the beginning of DB (the timeline for that comic is really confusing), and implied that Loki had a hand in it (again). I think Loki's memories have been restored post-DB, and that enough time has passed since then that Thor's come back (as he tends to do). Probably other comics have established how/why he died in that part of the timeline and then how he came back, and then at some point after those events I think is when this miniseries takes place. Loki isn't quite their old self again, but is sorting through their memories and current personhood and trying to reconcile the two, as well as reclaiming her vocation to save the cosmos (from the end of DB) and figuring out what that means. And making up for past and current mistakes in the form of stopping the pieces of Naglfar from wreaking havoc on the universe. Very much looking forward to what issue four and beyond has in store for him; I think we might finally be back on track for what Al Ewing had envisioned for this character and I'm appreciating that a lot.
What did you all think of this issue? When do you think it takes place, or do you think it's its own timeline that is just cherrypicking interesting story beats from comic Lokis past?
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theygotlost · 6 months
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i love art nouveau enough to get it tattooed on my body but i cant ever draw in a true art nouveau style cause i simply do not have the patience for that much detail. and even if i did i just dont have any ideas for what those details could be. like i just cant conceptualize it in my mind palace. i feel like those types of tiny details are more interesting to work on with traditional mediums but with digital art it would just be tedious. i hate that if i spend too long on a piece i start to get bored and either give up or rush to finish it as fast as possible. the most detail i ever did was for my night watch blossoms projects and let me tell you drawing all those lilacs was EXCRUCIATING but i was so committed to finishing the project because it was something i was passionate about and had a deadline. there were a lot of corners I cut on that project cause i was trying to not let myself fret over little things and get caught up in the details but now I kind of wish that I HAD gotten caught up in the details cause the end result looks sloppy to me now. in smaller pieces it doesnt matter that much but that was the one project where I feel it would have been a good idea to be more of a perfectionist. and I knew I had enough time cause I started at the beginning of may and ended up finishing it a few days early. idk what the point of this post is anymore now im just saying shit
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