#MASKMERCHAND ; an independent, private, highly selective roleplay blog for ZACHARIE from MORTIS GHOST'S OFF !
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PRSROTT - SEMI-CANON DIVERGENT, PRIV, NATHAN PRESCOTT FROM LIFE IS STRANGE / framed by shadow — follows from @/vortexclu8 & 18+ only. triggering content ahead. rules, verses & info below ꩜
RULES / INFO :
i’m shadow, and i go by he/it/zombie pronouns. trans man, 19 and gmt. i’m typically most active mid week and at night!
18+ only! due to nathan’s nature, attitude and language no minors will be interacting with this blog. if you do, or you don’t list your age, you will be blocked. i am 19 — turning 20 soon and don’t want kids interacting with him because of the dark topics discussed. 18+ being said, i will not write smut under any circumstance.
general dni criteria applies : homo/transphobic, sexist/racist etc. if you ship anything fucking weird or gross ( p-do/inc-est/non-con etc ). zionists fuck off. also non-rp blogs please don’t interact thank ya.
this blog will deal with heavy subjects and insensitive language, nathan can be crude and may throw cruel terms around, some of the content warnings will be : mentions of kidnappings, drug use, overdoses, suicidal ideation, references to self harm, manipulation, murder, general violence & trauma. all of these will be tagged.
my nathan iteration is somewhat alternate from lis canon. he’s transgender, however this is not disclosed in blackwell — but it is important for some of his character studies and internal monologue. he deals with internalised trans/homophobia and craves any kind of male validation, hence his preppy, misogynistic shell, learnt from his family. he deals with issues of suicidality, drug/alcohol dependency, anger issues and self harm. this will not be discussed in too much detail unless discussed beforehand and tagged. he did not kill rachel amber. jefferson did with drugs nathan supplied, nathan saw, and was coerced into joining his dark room through his mental break, he’s manipulated into believing he did kill her. however, he often tends to forget rachel is dead in the first place due to the trauma being blocked out. he is still responsible for working with jefferson, but he is only used for drugs and transportation, nathan has never actually killed before. this is disputed canon, but it’s what i go with in my writing. this is not to excuse or say nathan is innocent either — just that it’s more nuanced.
I’M EXTREMELY PRO AU AND OCS ! i love interacting with ocs and making new aus, and although i may not be the most active in conversations, please feel free to infodump and talk about them, especially during plotting so i can get a good grasp on your character(s) !
i will use icons but i am always writing on my phone. i cannot see my format in desktop so i do apologise if anything looks funky.
i’m not the most talkative, but i’m genuinely always open for plotting, just be patient with me ! my replies can take a day to a week or so during high activity.
i am OKAY with shipping but it’ll need to be developed healthily overtime once our characters click. it won’t be straight away at all due to nathan being a hard muse to get to know and easy to anger, distrust and instability.
VERSES :
main verse : a puppeted protégé — during life is strange. nathan is working with jefferson and his typical self. can be set any time along the timeline, before rachel, during rachel’s death, during the game with max. age 18. HIGH ACTIVITY.
secondary verse : the stains won’t leave my hands — alternate life is strange au — nathan manages to get out of jefferson’s manipulation early and gets him arrested. nathan is getting psychiatric help and is recovering. still guarded and sharp. age 19-upwards. HIGH ACTIVITY.
triad verse : bound to your namesake — original game premise au where sean prescott is involved/aware of the storm and knows about jefferson. the prescott family is involved in darker, more cryptic behaviour. the town of arcadia bay is destroyed by the storm with only those having the prescott bunkers surviving, leaving sean to become a kind of cult leader to the town — more supernatural and horror-orientated. age 18-upwards. SELECTIVE / MED ACTIVITY.
quad verse : time seems to end — set during the alternate universe in ep 3, where max is the ring leader and nathan is a friend of hers. wears blue. his ‘healthy’, kinder version where jefferson doesn’t get to him. cut connection with his dad and lives with his sister. both the most unusual and nicest verse. however he’s… stuck with another issue… age 18-upwards. SELECTIVE / MED ACTVITY.
TW: Minors Do Not Interact Sexual themes, Fem!Reader.
Your husband!Gyomei, the gentlest of giants, the most patient and loving. You thank the powers that be that you were blessed to be the one he chose, every single day.
Your husband!Gyomei who is nothing short of perfect, the way that he would silently guide you away from the street and close to his left side. And he’d never forget to use the warmth of his large hand to gently cradle your own, tenderly and comfortably like it were the final piece to his massive puzzle.
Your husband!Gyomei who spends those autumn crisp early mornings sitting on the engawa of your shared home and drinking matcha, holding a cup with one hand with his palm on your waist as you lean against his supportive arms. Your shoulder, a resting place for his chin, as he closes his eyes and listens to your being. Your aura. You are his peace.
Your husband!Gyomei, who had your fingers tangled in the sheets and eyes drifting into your skull, grunting softly with each mewl and whine you failed to contain. Who wraps his arm around your knee and squeezes your plush inner thigh, peppering butterfly kisses against the inside of your knee.
Your husband!Gyomei, who asks “are you okay, my love?” When you gasp for air, your wanton breaths shudder as the heat in your belly spreads to your chest and tingles down your spine. He smiles at the sound of your pleasure, needing nothing more than that as a suitable answer.
Your husband!Gyomei, whose skin cools the inflamed surface of your own and feeling you at the precipice of release, his calloused palms cupping your cheek and his thumb wiping away the accumulated sweat on your temple. The loving curl on his lips fade, his expression hardening as he pushes against that soft, gummy muscle in your core; his eyes closing and jaw going slack as he listens to the rhythmic slapping of his hips against yours. “Close.” He whispers huskily into the cavity of your ear and desperately lining the base of your jaw with meaningful kisses.
Your husband!Gyomei, who can’t take the sensation of your nipples brushing against the raised prickles of his skin. He paints your walls once you ghost over his lips and dig your nails into his forearm. He’s slipping in and out of you almost uncontrollably with a moan while slowly bringing himself to a stop. He rests, bare chested against you, unwilling to dislodge himself from the sweltering heat of your warmth. He enjoys this closeness. Loving you, loving being against and with you. So much that he tears up from the bramble of your hearts intertwined as one…
THESE ROLEPLAY BLOGS ARE JUST ROLEPLAY, THEY AREN’T REAL! BUT THERE ARE REAL PEOPLE BEHIND THEM!
Real people are behind these blogs, and telling then to kill themselves is NOT okay in ANY capacity.
They might just be words on the internet to you, but these can actually hurt people. And if one of these mods followed through, the blood would be on your hands for saying that.
I didn’t ever imagine making a post like this, because I assumed it be a “no fucking shit” thing, but you jackasses are acting like toddlers.
And to the people saying “It’s just a joke!”, or “Don’t be so sensitive.” get bent, genuinely.
Don’t be a dumbass, and don’t tell people to kill themselves.
And if you have done shit like this, and someone leaks your ip address (because that’s what happens on the internet) I don’t fucking feel bad for you, you did it to yourself!
John convinced me, or rather pestered me, to join this social media website. He told me that the listeners of his podcast want to see me here. One listener has been particularly persistent. I think John called them something along the lines of a chaotic frying pan. Whatever that means.
So here I am. Don't make me regret this.
designed for ships, but can be used for a variety of relationship types. change gendered language/add context to your needs. happy roleplaying !! ♡
❛ it feels so good to be bad. ❜
❛ it really makes me wonder if i ever gave a fuck about you. ❜
❛ give me something to believe in. ❜
❛ i don’t believe in you anymore. ❜
❛ i wonder if it even makes a difference to try. ❜
❛ so, this is goodbye. ❜
❛ one day i’ll wake up & it won’t hurt anymore. ❜
❛ it’s like i can’t even feel after the way you touched me. ❜
❛ you’re everything that i want, but you don’t want me. ❜
❛ am i a regret, yet? ❜
❛ was it worth what it costed? ❜
❛ you make me nauseous. ❜
❛ you’re overrated. ❜
❛ when i think of you, i just want to throw up. ❜
❛ all my friends say that you’re toxic. ❜
❛ why does love suck? ❜
❛ love hurts whether it’s right or wrong. ❜
❛ i can’t stop, i’m having too much fun. ❜
❛ you can’t save me, baby. ❜
❛ you never call or listen to me anyway. ❜
❛ where were you tuesday, october tenth? ❜
❛ how is your jacket covered in blood? ❜
❛ how was the party? did you have fun? ❜
❛ i fell in love with the warning signs. ❜
❛ the only time i feel alive is when i’m touching the warning signs. ❜
❛ if you tell me to stay away, i’m gonna dive in again. ❜
❛ my favorite color is red like the flags you fly overhead. ❜
❛ well, i should have known. ❜
❛ didn’t you see it coming? didn’t you see the signs? ❜
❛ i’ll break your pretty face. ❜
❛ bite your tongue & choke yourself to sleep. ❜
❛ you can hold my hand if no one’s home. ❜
❛ do you like it when i’m away? ❜
❛ you’re a pond & i’m an ocean. ❜
❛ all my emotions feel like explosions when you are around. ❜
❛ i am a wreck when i’m without you. ❜
❛ was it something i said to make you feel like you’re a burden? ❜
❛ tell me, is it worth it? ❜
❛ she’s a lady & i am just a line without a hook. ❜
❛ do what you want as long as you stay here. ❜
❛ you’ll change your name or change your mind & leave this fucked up place behind, but i’ll know. ❜
❛ if you ever try to leave me, i’ll find you, [name]. ❜
❛ i’ll be the bad guy, now. ❜
❛ i couldn’t be there, even when i tried. ❜
❛ seasons changed & our love went cold. ❜
❛ i knew that this was doomed from the get-go. ❜
❛ you thought that it was special, but it was just the sex, though. ❜
❛ it’s only me; what have you got to lose? ❜
❛ you should take it as a compliment that i got drunk & made fun of the way you talk. ❜
❛ you should think about the consequence of your magnetic field being a little too strong. ❜
❛ you’re so cool, it makes me hate you so much. ❜
❛ you’ve ruined my life by not being mine. ❜
❛ you’re so gorgeous, i can’t say anything to your face. ’cause look at your face. ❜
❛ i’m so furious at you for making me feel this way. ❜
❛ if you’ve got a girlfriend, i’m jealous of her. but if you’re single, that’s honestly worse. ❜
❛ you’re so gorgeous, it actually hurts. ❜
❛ you make me so happy, it turns back to sad. ❜
❛ there’s nothing i hate more than what i can’t have. ❜
❛ guess i’ll just stumble on home to my cats. alone … unless you wanna come along? ❜
❛ you look so happy when i’m not with you. ❜
❛ i don’t know why i run away. ❜
❛ take me back, ’cause i wanna stay. ❜
❛ i kept my distance ’cause i know that you don’t like when i’m with somebody else. ❜
❛ i couldn’t help it; i put you through hell. ❜
❛ i realize that it’s much too late, & you deserve someone better. ❜
❛ i’m not the best at breaking up. ❜
❛ i like my alone time, but i want somebody to hold. ❜
❛ i get what i want. i keep it for a minute. then i let it go. ❜
❛ i hate it when you’re there for me, but i like it when you hit the spot. ❜
❛ i don’t do fake love, but i’ll take some from you tonight. ❜
❛ i don’t expect you to understand. ❜
❛ i’m ready to die holding your hand. ❜
❛ i can’t hide how i feel about you inside. ❜
❛ i’d give everything up tonight, if i could just have you be mine. ❜
❛ i’d give up everything for you. ❜