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mcytgender · 2 years

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#VENT TIME LETS GO /NEG #I hate myself #needed to say that #also my irl friends? i don't wanna be there friends anymore #but see it's complicated cause we all recently experienced trauma together so we need eachother #but i don't wanna #so idfk what to do cause I want friends that don't judge people so harshly #i want open minded friends #i want friends i can info dump about hermitcraft marvel and pokemon to #idk #how to stop talking to my irl friends without completely ignoring them while making new friends wiki how search #I met a person in english who is pretty cool she and I are going to a paper airplane show :D maybe I can befriend her #and yknow I have my online friends!! so thats epic #maybe everything is fine #and im just over dramatizing everything in my head because im mentally ill #yeah #curi types words #my blog i can vent if i want to #something still feels wrong tho i can't place it #well actually it's probably because I'm going through a traumatic grief of my best friend and am now searching for clo #sure but i have no one to lean to so im desperately trying to make human connection #yeah thats probably it #anyways curi shares to much with the internet session is over #hope you enjoyed learning about my personal life

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royalarchivist · 3 months

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I say this in the kindest way possible, but I think this style of prose is more appropriate for a personal account rather than an update account. I have no idea who's being talked about half the time. 🥲

[ Tumblr meme via @mikaikaika ]

#QSMP #Philza #Edited #Phil #Let me know if this needs an additional tag #I don't think this necessitates a discourse or neg tag or whatever because I'm being silly but I'm happy to add one if folks need it #I won't post this one on Twitter I don't think because I genuinely don't want to hurt anyone's feelings #but. I feel very strongly about this. It's not helpful #I say this as a fan and as a professional writer (who also worked in the Marketing and Communications field for far too long)#The prose is nice! It's very whimsical and they're having fun! But I don't think it's appropriate for an updates account #I recently turned off notifications for QsmpEN and I'm considering muting them because half the updates just aren't helpful to me #I want to be able to speed read through the update thread I don't want to spend an additional 30 seconds trying to decipher who's who #I don't like posting complaints so I tried to make it a funny complaint #because I do think feedback is good! And I know I'm not the only one who feels this way #but at the same time: these update writers ARE volunteers #(As a side note -- I personally think anyone running a large social media account should be paid)#(I did that for a few years and it was hell. I can't imagine doing that and NOT getting paid for it)#But anyways #They're all volunteers so I don't actually wanna go all pitchforks and torches on them (which I wouldn't do anyways even if they WERE paid)#I'm just venting my frustrations in what is (hopefully) a funny way #but you're welcome to disagree! That's ok too #Portfolio

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arcaneyouth · 11 months

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i hate corporations i hate subscription models i hate confusing websites designed to keep every last cent you don't want to give them i hate web hosting services i hate "you can cancel this but you should buy this instead or else you'll be in danger" i hate not being able to find the cancellation button i hate feedback forms i hate existing in the corporate world i'd rather die

#negative #vent post #cancelling my very expensive subscription to a web hosting site i never fucking use anyways cause i never have the time or energy to code i #(it won't even let me use plain html btw. so buying it was pointless from the start.)#but i literally can't tell if the cancellation worked #i wanted to keep my domain so i tried switching to the free domain thing(???? DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S WHAT IT WAS!)#but i don't know what the fuck is happening #i just want to not be spending money #i want my domain so i can use it later #why are you asking me to buy other products so i can cancel this one.#i want to go home #i want to throw up #i don't want to be here i just want to fucking cancel so i know i won't overdraw my account in a couple months #they're going to kill me and they're not going to care

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katyspersonal · 9 months

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I really hoped that I'll finally have real Christmas this year. In my country it is on Jan 7th instead of Dec 25th, and also I've never quite... vibed with it? It is different, and very underwhelming. I've first felt the spirit of Christmas exactly in foreign internets, like... That whole bright, kind, fun thing about sharing and happiness and appreciating what you've got and good will. I've been writing very heartfelt posts in Christmas spirit for years, and drawing art for the occasion. It just always surprised me how much a holiday could've been inspiring even despite me not even being affiliated with the religion.

But I really always wanted someone to celebrate it with. Like... to actually have a real person with me in the same house, to decorate together and to cook meals together and share the celebration. Additionally, with Halloween too, because it is definitely not a thing in my country - another holiday I am "celebrating online". When he crawled back to me, spilling his bad deluded lies about how he could not live without me and how badly he wanted to share everything there was in life with me, it felt so... apparent that we could meet this Christmas together, and maybe go trick-or-treating together. I just really want to dial back to enjoying imitations of holidays like I always have for many years, and forget those foolish hopes. The one time in my life I had not only hope for the better, but a faith that things would certainly get better, the bastard just took all his words and feelings back in like, two weeks. Because he "was not thinking straight in his despair" and "made a wrong decision". And could tell that sharing life with me was "a bad idea".

I should just never let my 'hope' become 'faith'. In a way, I am used to having my hopes crashed, it is just the story of my whole life, really. But crashed faith is something that can't be recovered.

#/vent #sorry for negativity recently #it is just so hard to hold back #my friends are also just too busy/distant/aren't online at the same time to vent in private #but i was specifically instructed by one of them to 'just let it all out' instead of withdrawing and doing something bad to myself #with alcohol or whatnot #i'll just go to bed crying and wake up my usual shitposty nerdy self okay?#and hopefully i'll enjoy illusions of holidays shared online with people that celebrate them this year too #and year after that and year after that and forever more...#until my stupid joke of a country cuts away access to civilized internet altogether lol #that or the world ends because with all the disasters it might be soon enough #it feels like a curse that all people that hurt me get good lives and happy ending #but i already said previously that it is just my role in this world #i am a videogame enemy you slay to level up.

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myriadsystem · 8 days

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Super quick tip to men: if youre talking to a new girl and you only complain about your problems for several hours and then ask what shes up to to change the subject and then immediately shit on what she tells you shes up to. She wont like you anymore even if she really did before.

#personal #its so frustrating whyd you fucking ask if you were just going to say negative stuff about the things i like 😒#bro i let you vent at me all day and tried to be supportive abt it the fucking least you could do is let me talk about my thing for 1 minute #fucking over it #ugh this was after id already said id be doing other shit today and wouldnt have time for him. why are you like this men?#genuine fucking question why are you like this?

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godblooded · 3 months

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christ almighty i miss being happy.

#ooc. o kaptain.#[i got Taco Bell. and now it’s…. making myself want to consume it because i feel like a hollow void. this sucks. when does this end??? i #literally haven’t done anything for myself in like a month and it’s slowly driving my ass insane. i literally cannot remember the last time #i actually went to visit someone or like. really hung out with somebody. and I don’t have the money and I don’t have the time and I just..#feel very sad about it. I can’t remember the last time I went on any kind of vacation but it was before my mom died. and let me tell you.#feeling like you’re trapped in a never ending loop with nothing to look forward to is… difficult. don’t mind me I’m rambling. I’m gonna go #write I just… I’m having a moment where I hate everything and I deeply miss happiness. looking forward to things. feeling loved.]#venting /#parental death /#negativity /#[I don’t know why I miss my mom so bad suddenly but I do.]

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nobuverse · 8 months

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A mutal of mine is making some very good points about the need for patience when it comes to roleplaying, and it's prompting to me to give some minor psas about my roleplaying style

As a general rule of thumb, I reply to things in the order I've owed them. You can lose notions of playing favorites in this sense. That has no bearing in my reply order

I break above rule on a few exceptions: for ask memes and the first reply in a thread - and this is done to reassure people I'm genuinely interested in the interaction

If I reply to a smaller thing many times in the same day, it's because its not all that serious of a thread and im likely gonna drop it at the end of the day. These are mainly for the memes and dash commentaries

If you see multiple queued replies in a row for the same person come out, it's because they replied to all those threads in quick succession.

I have a lot of drafts and ongoing threads. give it time. Yes, it takes a while

I hope this clears up an confusion about my reply times to people

#New Update ( PSA )#the time coincides with something thats been on my mind lately #as I believe i lost a mutal over them thinking I was in a clique or having favorites i reply to or something #based off their vent posts ( obviously not following me now so if you're reaidng this its not about you )#and idk that genuinely is kind of hurtful #because i go out of my way to be as fair as possible #yes. the wait time is usually a few weeks lets be real #but its like that for every thread #anyways hope thats not too negative sorry

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umbrellacam · 2 months

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sure would be nice. if people could debunk a dumb exaggerated/incorrect fanon without people immediately turning it 180° and happily hauling ass right into another dumb exaggerated/incorrect fanon. while gleefully crowing about how canon and correct this opposite take is.

sure would be nice 🙃

#tw salt #tw negativity #venting #I'm crying the reactionary takes are just as bad 😭😭😭#to be clear people can do whatever they want in fandom #we are here ultimately to play with Barbie dolls in whatever way makes our brain go brrrrrrrr #and that is not going to look the same for everyone and we just gotta deal with that #what drives me BONKERS is when people confidently assert their sometimes Extremely Fanon takes as Canon #when every word they type is blaring through a megaphone “I don't know what I'm talking about! :D”#“No I haven't read the relevant comics! :D”#“Everything I think I know I learned from sad woobie fanfic and batfam tiktok and out of context panels from different continuities! :D"#“I am 200% confident in this info and will spread it around as a Subject Matter Expert! :D”#I'll happily run across some funny post with more canon-based characterizations and relationships #and browse through the reblogs only to be slugged in the face by “funny! but AK-SHULLY canon would be that [COMPLETELY INCORRECT FANON] 🤓”#let me have PEACE #going back and deleting a bunch of tag snark about specific examples before hitting post #actually I'll leave just one because it's what set me off #“Dick was a hostile resentful asshole to Jason as Robin and they had a terrible relationship before Jason died!”#versus #“Dick and Robin!Jay were sooooo brothers! just the brothers of all time & the model all later batsibling relationships were based on! <333”#*me taking 4d10 psychic damage from both attacks*#Cam posts

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rubiesintherough · 2 months

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#(( ooc. ))#venting tw #negativity tw #i know ive been bitching about this a lot lately but just let a girl vent pls #husband just got home and said 'you look tired you should go lie down '#and i told him i cant. i have too much housework to do. 'well lay down after that '#cant. because then i have more housework after that.#and he got all huffy at me like i was being dramatic #and he said 'how am i supposed to snuggle up with you if you arent laying down? c #and i shot back ' who's going to do the housework if i dont '#and he rolled his eyes. straight up rolled his eyes.#this is the man that is constantly telling me to just ask him for more help. just make a list #yelled at me and stormed out of the house whej i told him to pls just use his eyes #bc i dont have time to make him a list of chores #and also the man who if i do ask him to do smth it doesnt get done #examples just from today. he was heading into town and i asked him to please bring the recycling with him. he didnt.#he yells at me for doing the cat litter bc its bad for my asthma. but then leaves it until its bad enough i have to do it #bc its unfair to the cats to expect them to use a litter box that bad. and then he gets mad at me for not just asking him to do it #like. its in the bathroom. right next to the toilet. he has to look at it when hes taking a shit every day. and youre telling me #he doesnt notice it? i have to remind him???#and then i get yelled at and reprimanded for just doing it myself #' ASK FOR HELP DAMMIT! '#i do. i do all the fucking time. i ask you to empty the garbage bc bending over makes my back scream. but you dont #and i have to power through and do it.#i ask you to bring the recycling into town to drop off. and as soon as you leave i find out you didnt even gather it up.#i ask you to please clear out the bathtub drain. for two weeks. and you brush it off until the day i decide to #do it myself and you get so passive aggressive about it and ' no ILL DO IT. the tool is back in my mom's room #guess I'll just go WAKE HER UP FROM HER NAP so i can grab it since you need it done! '#im so tired of asking and then just being disappointed anyway.#if im gonna get yelled at anyway id rather just do it all myself so at least its done. and not sit there and beg for help and do it anyway

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prestonmonterey · 2 months

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my parents are talking about food/catering stuff bc theyre the main volunteers to organize lunches for theater stuff

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the fact that they use me and my friends as examples of 'picky eaters' TwT

#marble musings #cuz apparently my dad talked to ppl in robotics and they idk ate other stuff #but #idk pre portioned food probably leads to more food waste #not to mention tech theater is almost entirely neurodivergent people literally what did you expect #(also my mom was like 'why would i get vegetarian pizza' TwT i think she fully forgets ppl have dietary restrictions #kinda odd coming from the lady with a lactose and gluten intolerance and an allergy to msg of all things)#also #time to play the game of:#will orion have food for the rest of the week #hahahahahaha /neg #probably not #hopefully i can get snacks for the rest of the week bc techs goin pretty late #and i can almost garuntee my friends will either forget to bring snacks #or go 'ehh ill live'#uhh and they justifiably probably dont want food thats been hand picked by an almond mom #sooo #idk i just want goldfish or something i genuinely havent had those in like 2 years TwT #just let me be fucking normal for once #ughhh #ok this is a #vent #post now TwT #ok time to do my homework #even though i should probably eat something more than just cabbage for dinner #whatevvvver #illllll livvvvvve #/sar

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bugsbenefit · 5 months

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#killing myself and everyone else my grandma who we're taking care of was smart enough to go visit someone at the hospital #without putting a mask on #so she gave my mom covid for christmas 😑🎉#pack it up everybody christmas is canceled #time for my immunocompromised dad and me to hole up in our rooms for the next week and pray to fuck he didn't catch it too #this is funnier if you're european btw because christmas is on the 24th not the 25th. so she literally got covid on christmas. nice #if it didn't cancel the whole holiday for us it'd be funnily impressive she managed to get it on the exact date #bc she tested yesterday and was still negative #also my grandma came over to us today. while still sick. to bring us a pan. and she was surprised we didn't want to talk to her at the door #...wow #anyways. christmas over for me this year #i usually only celebrate with my mom dad and grandparents and none of us are religious at all #but this blows so much christmas to new years is usually the only time everyone has time to see each other :(#anyways time to wait and see if my dad and i will get it too i guess #i rarely do the good old tag vent tumblr staple so lets shake it up for the holidays

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sunday-ruby · 2 years

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i seriously need soemthing new to occupy my mind like im genuinely so burnt out of mcyt content & all the drama that comes with it i just want something less stressful and less obsessive

#i want to change my url but all i have are mcyt-related ones Like #get me out of here #but at the same time i hold so much love for a few ccs #people i genuinely look up to and dont want to let go #im not gonna like leave or anything i just needed to. vent #i guess #i dont know what to do #lance.txt #neg

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1ouis · 6 months

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#jeri venting #cw abuse mention #cw personal #today was so cheery and happy. every time there's a little happy period the day ends severely toxic for some reason #i just... I made an accident today and my roomate mentaly snapped. again. now i'm being treated like a subhuman slave #there's nowhere safe to cry. they want to degrade me & rant before letting me leave then they get offended when i look overwhelmed.#and they're threatening to hurt themselves while forcing me to go out and do chores and idk if they're bluffing #all because i spilled something. it was so happy for a bit and they've been genuinely apologizing so much for how they've been treating me #but they're too mentally fragile for me to trust that they won't emotionally and verbally abuse me again at the drop of a hat #i feel stuck and i don't know what to do. I'm trying to accommodate them but they keep twisting my words into something offensive somehow 😭#i just want to feel safe loved and stable for once... how do i get there from here without making things worse #cw negative #to delete later #most likely

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toastsnaffler · 8 months

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i keep getting irrationally miffed at ppl 😐😐