#WHYY did they have to KILL HER...

[sciderman]

amazing spider-man (1963) #69

[ask-postcrash-curly]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0E4haJHYUJw

sorry can s.omeone please helpme please and quicker this time its worse sorry thankyou justneed it to stop fast please, i am quite afraid its fucking fireworks isnt even thesaem thing that happened to me,and itsnot real why does ithurt that s so pointless im sick of it im nevergoing to be able to be a person again if i have a panic ove r eveyrthing i nwant to go home soon now

pleasmake it turn off fast thank you love you help im scared

supposed to be strong this isso stupid hahaha. ow ow ow ow

cananyone haer me. pleas em ake it turn off cant do this one forso long its makingme panic every time oneofthem goes off haha it doesnt even soundthe same it was muchlouder when iitreally happened

what if the asteroid goes into a star a sun and idont die because im not allowed ever and i ahve to beo nfire forever!! that would be bad i don t want that . oh my god what the fuck am i talking about. maybe i shoudl just scream really loud and then jimmy will come and maybe he'll hit me hard enough to make itstop

no hah okay nope im not goingt o do that . thatss not a good plam at all! then iwould probably cry and he owudl hitme more!! cheers!!!!!!!! hahaha

are any of you there i want it to stop fast please. please can the time delay things not work this time idont want to wait that long .

nooo no it's fine i mean cmon the only reason that it took so long last time's because oft hhe dleays and then all the good videos came at once and it was good theyll . theyre not going to ignore me its okay that will not happen. oh god but i cant wait that long not again pleasecan you break the itme delya this time i dont want to i dont want to do this anymore

i migth start screming by accdint . i dont want to do that i t will make anya upset and jhimmy wuill be angyr and. i dont want him to be angry he might . be agnry. whyis eveyrone angyr with me all thetime i dont try to be frustrating i dont i reallydont . i dont want to be by myself anymore can you please. the rescueline disconnceted and no one can do anything to helpme please acn soemhone help me befroe i make it worse and scream haha oh mygod no i was wrong its the same its the same the sound is different but the way the colors burst across youreyelids when you shut themisthe same and tehn you cant shut them anymore and it hurts it hurts andeverything is white and then its red and youcant even scream youcant move and its just burnign and it takestoo long to pass out why did it take so long i felt evyrting it ev en when iw asnt awake i oculd feel it burnign

and i think i think he left me in there on purpose i think hewanted to make sure i coldnt get better i think he wanted to hurt me i htink he was angyr stilll about the firing an waht i sadi in the cockpit afterhis eval i think maybe thats why he hates me now i didnt i didnt know jimmy i wouldnthave said that if iknew why are you angry i wanted. to help why would you hurther jim she didnt do anytihng to you why would you why would you hurt her why would you hurt me wgy do you keep hurting me. idont ressist anymore so youdont have to push so hard dont have to reach sofar why do you . you want to hurt me yeah? you want to and itsnot because ofanything but you and me. jimmy anya soembdoy cann you make the fireworks go away for me please i will be better

please can aynoe hear me im sc ared im so scared i dont want to beon fire agian it hurt so much and wheni. woke up i couldnt stop screaming . i ocudnt stop im going tos cream aagain and hes going to hit me but nope he wont kill me he wont knock me out because i have to feel it i have to feel veyrthing all the time i cant even sleep!!! that woudl be too peaceful and i dont get to have it peaceful no no no!!!!!!! not allowed for curlly to hvave peaceful i have to be feleing all of it

i onyl had two days i only had two days iwanted to help but i was scared ishouldntmake excuses im sorry nevermind nevermind im sorry anyaimsory shoudnthave been you never you never anybody else i shoudlvedonesomething i shoudlve let us both die whenwe werekids ojgod no no i cantwant him todie hewas. my firned no no no he hurtssherbieng selfish why did i tell them why did i let her tell him why did i let him go in there why did i go in there

i wish it had killed me then it woudlnt stil hurt its been so so so so long forever humanbody isnt supposed to fele this way for so long icant do it anymore iwish they ddint all ahte me s omuch i dindt crash thesip i didnt do it i didnt i neverwouldve done it whyd theybleve you so easilyi am i thiat easy to, did anyoen ever likeme or did they all feel the same as you jimmy is that why. deado pixels everywehr theye all dead pixels and i ahve to bealive its not fair no no haha it is fair this is this is what happens when you dont do anythign now you dont get to!!!!!!cant fix anythuing no matere how muchyou want toooo

cant do anything ever and iut always hurts and shes aways crying andhe doesnt smile anymore and i dont seehim naymore hes drinnkinghismelf to death and none fo them aluagh they used to laugh i miss mmy parents i miss closing my eyes i miss when thinsgs were soft andpeople hugged me evenif it was just pretend and they didnt care i could believe it sometimes and it didnthurt

i wanna go home

i wnana go to sleep

im reallyscared that im going to scream soon not onpurpose

can anybody hear or amitalkingto nothing . can anyeone hear me? icanrt. see anything exceot, the

hah ha am i tlaking too much . i think i am . why would you give this to me. youknow it would hurt me . why does eveyrone liek to hurt me am i that awful or is it that fun . ah hahaha. it jus. it kepe s on going. ahahahaahaha. and anotheranotther anohter another another!!!! is htis because i c omplaiend about the fireare youmad at me because iwouldnt stop saying it overand over wouldnt shut up god it's so annoyign haha right thats it yeah? youask ove and over and nothing chagnes so you have to stop before you get hurt because therse a reaseono they dont listen and if you keep asking againanda again and again forever theyll make you pay.

im soryr ill. be quiet

youdont have to make it go away this time , i can. deal with itthis time until it ends if you dont do it agian. could we make that deal, is that all right can we

amibeing punished

i think i am

or maybe not . only persons get punished im not a perosn im a toy i think . thats it thats all it is anymore and hwen a toy breaks you break it moreandmoreandmore and thneyou throw itawya into the incinerator to burn forever yeah?

everyneos going to go away. whoeven cares right? got thier own lives. own worlds other worlds better worlds. better world where im gone!!! got real friends haha got reaaal families real sons. and the firworks keeo going and eveyrone goes away!!! boom boom boom thats anotehr oen gone. jsut me just me all by mysefl in th empty

oh no no no

no no nonoonnononononono im cryingnow i need to stop no ones in here and if he hears me he might

please imsorry if anyones still there please hlep i acnt stop hes going to hear me pleaseimscared

[totallybakedcake]

WHYY

JOHEE WHY, JINWOO.

I feel so fucking angry. Like, why, why, why, Jinwoo? Johee healed you when you were an E-rank. She was with you as an E-rank. SHE LIKED YOU WHEN YOU WERE AN E-RANK AND WAS NOT A PART OF THE SYSTEM. THEN WHY CHA?

I know Cha fans will murder me, but hear me out: Cha liked Jinwoo after he got super strong because of the system; he smelled nice, that's why. He saved her, that's why, and whatnot.

Johee loved Jinwoo as an E-rank, despite him not having money and getting hurt so badly each time. She healed him each and every time and loved him. When she got bad PTSD, she still tried to at least give it a shot twice because of Jinwoo.

Then she gets thrown out and never returns?

Even in the other timeline, he TOLD HER THEY DIDN'T KNOW EACH OTHER? Cha did not know or remember him, but Johee did; she had a feeling she did. Maybe Jinwoo lied, as Johee can get the memories back, but seriously, at least keep her as a friend.

I thought the anime could change that, but it has such a fast pace. People like that, but not even a single filler. Manhwa may not have a lot of filler, but it is getting an anime adaptation, and a big part of anime is filler. Jujutsu Kaisen is also a high-paced anime, but at last it had 1 filler episode, and season 1 was slow-paced and had fun stuff for season 2 and the other part of the manga and anime to be just killing and no fillers.

And even the Jeju Island arc is going to be covered here, which makes me a bit upset that there are no small bits of happiness.

Ah, they should have Johee get a second awakening or just make her a bit more relevant.

I went into a ranting mode, and it made my heart feel lighter.

Anyway, after that, I love solo leveling.

[twst-kumi]

Twisted Maiden [Act I] CHAPTER 10

Writing a fight scene was harder than I thought, so I focused more on [Name]'s psyche and inner feelings during the moment. The next chapter will be the conclusion of [Act I].

Warning: non-implied mention of psychological abuse

[ACT I] CHAPTER 10

Everyone watched in horror as Neige’s magic was suddenly becoming unstable. He was muttering to himself like a madman. Tears in his eyes, he laughed bitterly before crying out loud. It's in a wretched scream that Neige's appearance changed. 

“_ Why… I'm perfect… I'm always perfect… so WHYY?

_ Neige!” 

[Name] screamed as the idol’s monster roared behind him. Seeing Vil hugging her in his chest, Neige was even more furious. It was like everything was crumbling under his feet. A screech resonated in the room as everything shook like in an earthquake.  It was way scarier than she thought. Unlike in the game who showed little to nothing, this was reality. It was horrible, [Name] could feel her stomach churn at the sight. That black gooish ink that suddenly escaped through his mouth, eyes, and ears, even the nose didn’t escape as his appearance changed. He looked like a shadow of himself. His fair skin was white almost like a corpse. The young girl was terrified, she couldn’t move an inch. 

“_[Name]! Come back to us [Name] we have to go!”

Vil pulled her with him as they escaped the room. Neige screamed, annoyed by the actor's interference. Behind them, Aurelius and the others followed them. This was way different from in-game. Far from the Overblotted Neige, Vil held her face. He looked deep into her eyes, as she looked terrified. Vil couldn’t imagine how traumatizing this could be for her. She was just a magicless girl far from her home, all alone. And this happens. 

“_Look at me, it’s alright. Everything will be alright [Name]. 

_Is he going to die? If this continues…”

Vil couldn’t bring himself to answer. From his knowledge, no one ever survived their overblot. Their magic will slowly deplete and the mage will die. He just held her in his arms, unable to say anything. [Name] felt powerless, it wasn’t like in the game. In fact, it was never explicitly shown how the overblot was dealt with. 

Overblot Neige floating behind them screeched as he threw whatever was around him. As everyone was taking cover, a rock hit her head. [Name] trembled as she looked at her bloody finger. Her head was ringing. Once again she was forced to face the hard truth, this was reality. She could die here. The gears in her brain were rolling as her primal instinct kicked in. She was wondering if killing Neige wasn’t better. She didn’t know if she could save him, she wasn’t sure she would be able to, this wasn’t a game where she could die and revive infinitely. This was reality. 

“_It’s not fair… I worked so hard…”

[Name] was brought back to reality by this soft whisper. Looking around she couldn’t find the source. It sounded like a child, sobbing and alone. 

“_It’s not fair… I did everything I was asked… so love me…”

The voice came from Neige, but also not really from him. It was difficult to explain, but the young girl was sure it came from somewhere within Neige. Looking at him, [Name] took a deep breath. She couldn’t say it was impossible to save him without trying. Observing his attack, she was able to notice two things. Neige looked like the overblot monster and his attack control was mostly plant-based. 

“_Pyro….

_What?

_WE MUST USE FIRE-TYPE SPELL!! IF WE USE THEM ON THAT MONSTER BEHIND, MAYBE WE CAN SAVE NEIGE!”

Vil looked at her surprised for a moment. She looked different from the fear-stricken behavior she had just now. She didn’t just look determined, but also ruthless in a way. This [Name] looked more real and dazzling than usual. The group decided to try and follow her suggestion. It was better than doing nothing. Ambrose and Makoa stood up getting in the front to protect the children. They were more experimented than the youngster so they knew it was their duty to protect them. 

“_Alright we will try it, but if things become too dangerous. I want you all to evacuate the dorm. Do you all understand?”

They all nodded before concentrating on the fight. Under the careful pointer of the young girl, it was strangely easier. Vil had a strange feeling of familiarity but couldn’t pinpoint where. The fight was long but with the teacher as support, they almost easily destroyed the monster. The glass head exploded shards and ink flew everywhere. 

***

Everything was black and gray as she looked around. She could hear the sound of sobbing somewhere. Walking toward it, she saw a young child hiding under a tree. He was holding a teddy bear in his arms. The child had clear white skin and jet-black hair. 

“_Are you alright?”

[Name] reached to touch the child. The minute her finger touched his shoulder, a strong light surrounded her. Looking around, she saw the child watching a show on TV. The young girl now could recognize the child, Neige. His eyes shined at the scene he was focused on the show. The woman behind him smiled and laughed softly. 

“_Do you love Vil-chan that much? 

_Yes, I looove Vil-chan!! I want to become like him!

_ Fufu, I’m sure you will become like him if you work hard.

_Really?”

The woman laughed looking at the child. [Name] smiled softly before the scene changed before her. Neige, still a child was in a studio. He looked tired, ready to collapse. The man in front of him, his teacher watched him with a smile. 

“_Come on, Neige. You will never be like your Idol if you don’t work hard.

_Will Vil notice me, if I work hard?

_Of course!”

Neige’s face sunken at his word. The child was obviously tired. It was easy to see, but that teacher still pushed it through. Shaken by the man, Neige forced himself to smile. He stood up and forced himself to return to the lesson. Every bridle of memories was the same. No matter what he did, they all said the same thing. “You will be loved if you work hard.” “Vil loves hard-working people.”

She could see how distressing it was for him when he noticed Vil despised him. He worked so hard only to be met with hate. Unconsciously, they conditioned him to be starved of affection. They used it as a way to “blackmail” him into working hard. So when the long-awaited reward turned out to be contempt, Neige was lost. At first, he told himself that it was because he didn’t work hard enough. Until [Name] appeared. 

It was strange to see how others perceived her. The young girl silently cringed as Neige's voice reverbed around her. 

In Neige’s eyes, [Name] was perfect. Everything she did, she did it flawlessly and easily. He knew he fell in love at first sight with her. “Wow, she looks like a princess. So pretty.” Neige said nothing but he agreed with the student who said that during the entrance ceremony. She must have been a princess in her past life, that was his only conclusion. Neige also felt a strange connection between them. Being recognized by such a perfect soul, he felt good. He wanted nothing more than to cling to it. And so he worked hard to look like he would be a perfect boyfriend. So one day when he confessed to her, he was sure she would accept his feelings. But things didn’t develop that way, and the culprit was Vil. The moment she walked on the set, Vil’s attention was on her. Like a moth to a light, like him, Vil was attracted to [Name]. Deep down, Neige felt jealous. Unlike him, she easily entered Vil’s circle, while he worked hard to be at his level only to be met with hate. And just as easily, Vil looked perfect by her side. Their chemistry worked well and Neige felt like he was losing the place he was working hard for. He didn’t know when this happened, but he knew something inside him was twisted. 

“_It’s my fault, I wasn’t good enough… I’m sorry.”

[Name] looked at Neige, he was sobbing his face buried in his knees. The young girl walked up to him. 

“_It’s not because you are not enough that I don’t love you. I do like you, but just not like you wanted. 

_I see, do you love Vil? 

_I like him.”

Neige smiled before standing up. He hugged her slowly before burying his head on her shoulder. 

“_I’m sorry, I hurt you.” 

[Name] looked at the red apple in her hand. It was red and ripe. She wondered how an apple could look so red and perfect. Surely it wasn’t natural. She wondered if it was poisoned as she took a bite. 

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[evil-youth-messrs]

In honor of Vengeance Saga cover reveal, welcome back to Moments in Epic That Make Me Go Insane ™️. In today's episode, we have The Thunder Saga and The Wisdom Saga. (I decided to split Act II in half, so the last part will be up after all sagas are released!)

Previous parts include: Troy, Cyclops, Ocean | Circe | Underworld. Without further ado, let's goo 👉

The Thunder Saga⚡️

~ee ee aaa ee ee aa aa pe-ne-lo-peee pe-ne-lo-pee~

oh, I would, but IIII've been suffering, trying to float the whole time-I would take the suffering from youuu

but only if you answer a question or two... of course!

okay, soo let'ssayIwasontherun or hiding from.... I dunno 🙄 POSEIDON! 😜

he will chase you high and low so find a place he'd never go, the one way you'll get home is sailing where he's scared to roam oh, it's through the lair of Scylla *DUN* (also the way this mimics the "He will burn your house and throne..." from The Horse and The Infant)

now jump in the water! Penelope whyy? you know I'm too shyyy 🥺👉👈🎀

aah, the things I'd do for you *shoots her*

*the electronic sounds at the beginning of Different Beast*

I know underwater there are packs of you hiding

you didn't notice that your friends got snatched! WHAT 😦

we are the ones who con-quer

while on the run from Poseidon we found a ship with no crew, I realized nearby there were sirens!

spare us, oooh, spare us, pleeaase 🙏

CUT OFF THEIR TAILS! we're ending this now, throw their bodies back in the water, let them drown NOOOO

KILL EM ALLL

*pum pum pum pum* The Lair of Scyllaaa 🤲

you hide a reason for shaaame~

leaving them feeling betraayyed~

Eurylochus, light up six torches 💀

ROW FOR YOUR LIVES! DROWN IN YOUR SORROW AND FEARSSSS *the entire verse that Scylla sings* DIE IN THE BLOOD WHERE YOU BATHE

*the instrumentals in this saga are all so good omg*

look me in the eyes and tell me, Captain, that you did not just sacrifice six men 😥

then you have forced my hand *epic guitar riff*

EURYLOCHUS! EURYLOCHUS! EURYLOCHUS! ODYSSEUS! ODYSSEUS! ODYSSEUS!

*the luck runs out reprise basically omg*

aaaaah aaah 👼🙏

this statue, the god of the sun~

please don't tell me you're about to do what I think you'll do 🥺

Ody

I'm just a maaan EURYLOCHUS NOOOO

you've doomed us😦

these cows were immortal, they were the sun god's friends and now that we pissed him off who do you think he'll send?!

fullspeedahead FASTER fullspeedahe-*THUNDER*

*the entire Thunder Bringer, but especially:*

*the intro electronic brass melody*

PRIDE IS A DAMSEL IN DISTRESSSSS

in the end it's all the same once I apply all the pre-ssure

THUNDERRR⚡️ BRING HERR THROUGH THE WRINGERRRR SHOW HER I'M THE JUDGEMENT CALL THE ONE ☝️ WHO MAKES HER KINGDOM FALL

✨️enlighten me✨️, king of Ithaca

and suffer a gruesome fateOF THE THUNDERR BRINGERR...

SUBLIIIME YOU FOR YOUR ACT OF CRIMEE

CHOOSE choose? 🥺

please don't make me do this - when? does a comet become a meteor? - I can take the suffering from youu

captain? I have to see her 🥺 but we'll die 🥺 I know 😔

*can you tell this is my favourite saga*

The Wisdom Saga ⏳️

it's just me, myself and I 😊 stuck in my bedroom 😖

cause I'm stuck with your storiess~

if so, then give me sirens and a cyclops! give me giants and a hydra! I know life and fate are SCAry but I wanna be LEgenDAry

the minotaaauuur even cerberus

L-L-L-L-LEGENDARY

where is he??? where is the man who'll have you to wife???? ooOoOh???

give me a chance, a single opportunity and I'll overcome these obstacles and scrutiny and-BOY

WHATCHA GONNA DO ABOUT IT CHAMP

you'll have run of of b~o~nes to break

*tick tick* need some help? 😏

uppercut him, NOW woah HOW DID I DO THAT?? 😲😲

I just made your *thoughts* *quick* (get it)

I've seen plenty enough! to truly understand this kind of field

take advantage now and stRRRRike, little wolf, STRIKE

Athena 🥺

I've never felt strong before, you're my friend, I couldn't ask for more 🫂

I don't think he'll miiiiind

you're a good kid 🥹

keep your friends close and your enemies closer RUTHLESSNESS IS MERCY UPON OURSELVES one wrong move and you're done for anything I SONG OF PAST ROMANCE I SEE THE we won't take more suffering from you DROWN IN YOUR SORROW AND FEARS (yes this was necessary)

🪘🏝🪘🏝🪘🏝

tell me though, who's Penelope? ☺️ she's my wife 💀 ..........anyways!

from here on out you're mine, all mine-HELL NAH

last I checked, godesses can't die hihihi

bow down now to the immortal ~Calypso~

my island stays unkNOwnNO I don't belong here, there's something wrong here

*the bg music especially when he sings "I won't be drawn to love in paradise"*

it will be fine dear, come back inside dear

oooooooooh oooooooh ATHENA 😭

father, god king, rarely do I ask for favors, now I'm knocking~ on your door

divine intervention, is that what you seek? 😝😤

great - very well - eh - alright - groovy - bring it

Apollo! you all know I'm a fan of catchy songs 🕺🕺

why should I give him my support? he sacrificed his own cohort (rip uncle hort 😔)

Aphrodite~ your little high and mighty~ Odysseus

really Athena? these old tricks?

Areeees, Areeeees

what kind of sick coward! holds back his power while his friends get devoured? he didn't even fight Scylla, DIDN'T EVEN TRY TO KILL HER (his theme mathing Athena's, omg it's details like this that make this musical a masterpiece)

hey baby 💃🕺🪩

he's got the mind of a genius try harder he's pretty skilled with words you can do better than that hE's kINdA fUnNy? 🥴 ehhh never once has he cheated on his wife 💀 ...release him

no one beats me, no one wins my game! THUNDERRR BRING HERR THROUGH THE WRINGERRRR

As always, thank you for reading (this was really long, give yourself a pat on the back if you made it this far!)

We'll be back one more time! 💛

[themeraldee]

Hi Dee! Not really a request per se, but more so wanting your opinion. You might've touched on this before, if so, i'm sorry. But how do you think HL would react if his s/o suddenly found out some darker truths about him? I can see him either practically rolling over like a dog to appear docile- 'look! i saved someone, ignore that other thing!' or going full red eyes, 'you are going to love me. you are going to stop being scared of me right now.' mode.

I'd imagine the sudden smell of fear or his s/o acting strange would do a number on him. Wondering what he would do especially if it doesn't go away, no matter what he tries. I'd imagine he'd be very frustrated and heartbroken. Idk! I pick Homelander apart for sport. ily! <3

HIIIIIII so fun to see you here!!! ❤️🥺❤️

So this is a theme I want to explore in future chapters of Lucky Winner & another fic I'm thinking about. Ever since the end of S1E1 reveal I've been a sucker for that trope. Like oh nooo your super perfect celebrity hero isn't all sweet and cute?

⬆️reader in lucky winner when she eventually finds out that Homelander is not in fact a cutie that just loves her and occasionally cries and complains to her about media/fans/vought/all of the above.

I might be spoiling the next few chapters or so but idc. But I'm a big fan of Homelander not realising that his actions are insane to anyone else. I see his reaction as a mix of both that you've mentioned!

At first I see it as the petulant "I did it for you!" (especially if he kills someone for a mundane enough reason). The "I'm your hero, you know my job is to save you. And you can bet I'm never going to let anything or anyone take you away from me."

BUT I also see a lot of bargaining. The pure frustration because in his eyes he's not done anything wrong! Yeah sure he's got a few skeletons in his closet but doesn't everyone have their very own deepest darkest secret? He's just kind enough to let you in on his!

Something along the lines of "Whyy are you scared of me? I've done nothing to you. I've done nothing but protect you. And this is how you act? You could instead show a little fucking gratitude." Just not realising that seeing what he's capable of is terrifying enough on its own. It's one thing to know what his powers are on paper, it's whole other to imagine them being used with bad intentions. Whether they're being used against you or not!

I agree he'd be frustrated if the fear just didn't go away. It's what I'm currently struggling with in my fic planning. How do you just get over the fact that the person you love is nothing like what you thought this whole time? But the way they actually are is the reason you can't just get up and leave.

How do you stop being afraid of someone like that? How do you even begin to think of your relationship as it once was?

[nothingtoseehere1-2-3]

chat its finished !!

i used ai disturbance bc im lowkey afraid for my arts safety now /silly

ANYWAYY

viktor and my oc milo :OO she's filipino but like 10% irish bc of her mom (her last name is lynch) and her mother left at 9 years old due to her father having to sell/consume shimmer to keep food on the table. because of this, milo often went along with him during shimmer deliveries to make sure he didn't get into any trouble. her father and younger sister (10 yrs old when she died) dolores were killed in the bombing that happened in the first episode.

still working out how she met viktor so bare with me (though the idea is that they were childhood friends) 🙏🙏

(the scene is supposed to be when he became metallic jesus and shes like whyy, why did you become metallic jesus and merge with this rubix cube ahh hexcore)

[my-fool]

Its so insane i mean neurodivergent that wyll will literally have any future plans you choose for him. I just played that bit now and chose each option and he agrees with them all with absolute conviction. I know its a sign that they just didn't really care nor did they have a clear vision for wyll but if you read into its like you really don't have any internal sense of self do you babygirl my personal interpretation of his attachment to grand tales is that after being exiled he has no adult blueprint for how to live his life but he's also very optimistic at heart so he copes by saying "any suffering I go through now is just the part of the Hero's journey right before they triumph" and it's also him somewhat regressing towards childhood to cope but it means that when he's faced with the real adult decision of "what should I do now that I'm an independent person" he has absolutely no idea but he can't admit that so he just looks at Tav a bit desperately and then whatever they say he's just like "Yes! I was thinking that all along!!" but also I feel when he says he'll be blade of avernus he's kind of just saying "I guess I'll keep doing whatever I was already doing, that's the safest option right?"

And then you get the option to try and convince wyll not to kill Mizora and its only a 15 roll do so (WHYY also can you imagine if there was an option to try to convince Astarion not to kill Cazador ??) And after you convince him he's just like "oh well I guess I'll only kill her if she crosses my path"

His reasoning of "well I know killing her would be for the greater good but I know I would derive some pleasure out of it so it must be bad" girl what kind of ass backwards logic...

[minsu-the-cowardly-human]

Just half rewatched Ugly Dolls [listen/watching while drawing] and I have some...opinions. Cut for spoilers for Ugly Dolls n Wreck it Ralph

Firstly, I find Lou so incredibly, incredibly interesting. Just for the fact that he is a prototype at all is a really cool concept and character motivation.

I like the fact that him n Ox had a realtionship before and he was so jealous of him that he had the others harp on him and send him to be killed. But idk how much I believe that last part necessairly. Of course he did send him to the incinerator, but idk he could be super manipulative but in the flashback where Lou is gently leading Ox to it, he looks genuinely caring like he doesn't know what it leads to. Especially since he says something about not wanting to lose him in the fight they have later. Maybe I'm reading him too sympathically idk.

I also think that his program for dolls is actually a good thing! To an extent. Not necessairly pointing out everything but all the technical don't get messy or the washer won't fix u cuz the parents will throw you away is like..an actual issue? Ik some parents would probably let their kid have it as long as they please but ik some parents would definately throw the doll away. So like that's an actual concern. And to throw all that training away feels. Dumb.

Like all that beauty standard shit yeah get outta here. But even then, he is a prototype to teach others how to behave. And even with kids, you do have to look cute n cuddly or you literally won't sell and you might end up in a landfill or some shit like the ET atari games. So. Idk how to feel about that part, it depends on whether you see Lou as a separate entity that's just doing this shit cuz or if he's made by the company yk.

Also for him to compete in the gauntlet at all confuses me so much. Because obviously he had to have known he would have never won in the first place. Maybe he did it to look good, which is possible, just good sportsmanship n all and then when Moxy n friends lost he could be like "see ur just like me a prototype" or something or he thinks nobody would care. But if that is the case, then whyy did he kick the robot baby in the nose? Was he just like "fuck it, I can't win anyways"? Then why even compete? Or was he just losing it? [Or was the writing just bad-]

Also the fact that Lou tells Moxy n friends a bit abt him basically doing it cuz lonely and they put him in a washer n presumably left him there feels really really stupid. And that's not just me being a Lou apolgist rn. But like..if he did it cuz lonely and he wanted to keep his friends there like Ox presumably..and you put him in presumably endless isolation..that feels really stupid!! Like you want him to break out or something!!

Now thinking about it, he feels a little bit like a villainous version of Vanellope if she really was a glitch. That being that she could never leave, just like how Lou can't leave either and be with a real child. If we're going with this Vanellope analogy, it would just be her trying to keep her friends with her as she dies with the game by any means necessary. I know Lou isn't going to exactly die, at least not in the beginning with his school of perfection or whatever but..yknow it's like the curse of being immortal.

Also I loveee that when Nolan is like "when you were critizing me, that's because you love me?" And Lou is like "yeah" *looks to the side* "I love all of you" like I think he likes him. Also Ox x Lou is a thing I like because of its toxicity. :]

I might ramble more later but that's all i can think of for now. Oh one last thing I also love his song Ugly Truth.

[unknownmysticdream]

My reaction to what if season 3 so SPOILERS FOR IT

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Episode 1 i immediately got annoyed. CAUSE I GET THAT BRUCE COULD GET MAD REALLY EASILY IN ANOTHER UNIVERSE BUT WDYM THE STORM ANNOYED HIM. But I did kind of like the episode with the friendship between Sam and Bruce, and the ending made me so sad for bruce.

Episode 2 I loved Agatha and Kingos odd friendship, very confused on how Howard decided to be a director, but I liked the episode and found the dancing and fighting funny and loved how Agatha looked.

Episode 3 I LOVE BUCKY AND ALEXAIS DUO AND THIS ENTIRE EPISODE like I love how they unintentionally just eradicated Tony's trauma and literally avoided future problems with bucky not killing Tony's parents because of alexai and then bucky pushing of obadiah stane of the roof killing him and how bucky fought off the command. AND THE ENDING WAS TRAGIC.

Episode 4 i didnt like this, they made another oc (when they had a bunch of characters at there avalability (but im also glad since they dont know to write there characters clearly)) AND THEY MADE DARCY GET WITH A DUCK AND HAVE A CHILD WTF NO JUST NO THATS WRONG SO WRONG I HATE IT that entire episode was the worst thing ever I hate the child, the only thing I liked is seeing loki and like all the different villains

Episode 5 I liked the episode and felt so bad for the surviving people. Also, that PLOT TWIST. It was so unexpected, LIKE MY HEART DUDE, oh, and then the watcher INTERFERES. And i love him interfering because OMG, i may not love riri much, BUT I FELT BAD FOR HER, AND THEN THE AVENGERS LOGO AS A SIGN OF HOPE HAS MY HEART).

Episode 6 I didn't hate this but didn't love this either, because i still dont get how this works at all with the wild west theme. Then this was just annoying me, Kate. JUST SHOOT THE GUY. HE KILLED YOUR WHOLE FAMILY WHYY- and the reasoning being "he deserves to be tortured", and then NO HESITATION, SHOOTS, seans FREAKING SISTER WHO YOU DIDNT KNOW WAS HIS SISTER BUT KNEW WAS THE HOOD WHO ALSO DID TERRIBLE STUFF AND DESERVED TO BE TORTURED EQUALLY BUT NO LETS PUT THE HOOD OUT OF THERE MISERY. but otherwise, I do like kate and shang chi's duo.

Episode 7 I liked seeing Nebula again, even if it was like just a second. Out of the new team, Storm is the only character in that team i fully love, and i absolutely hate Byrdie. I didn't love the episode but didn't hate it (unless I saw Byrdie because I just can't, WHAT WHERE THEY THINKING).

Episode 8 IM SOMEWHAT HAPPY WITH THIS (this episode is one of the only reasons I watched season 3). I loved seeing the watcher surprised LMAO and hearing the fact that he did talk to stephen about his own duty. Then, later on the whole everyone taking the oath felt wrong, not going to lie. I mean, yeah, it was cool, but I feel like it should not have been that easy and then the death, I honestly didn't love Peggy but i dont hate her completely and was pretty sad about the way she died And then i was like thinking YOU SHOULD HAVE KILLED BYRDIE INSTEAD IDC THAT YOU JUST MADE THE OC) and the part which made me the most happy and is the main reason i watched, STEPHEN IS SOMEWHAT ALIVE AS THE PLANET LETS GO, AND HE HELPED BY COMPLETELY LEAVING THE OTHER WATCHERS WITH NO POWER ON HIS PLANET WOOO (I wish we saw stephen as a galactic sort of ghost, idk how. But still, i liked the stars outline of him. I also love the idea that he's walking around the place as a ghost and has the capability to show himself to others but chooses not to since everyone on that earth forgot him once the world was remade. I also like the idea of Peggy seeing stephens spirit once she died, and then when death collected her, she saw her steve).

My favourite episode of this season is probably episode 3. Because i love the ideas of how the future of that episode with bucky could go.

[esterzach]

I was waiting for this. And that was good! Like really good. Lan ... I was waiting for him to get back on track, because like oy, the writers, what was that about? A whole season of Lan just... existing. And going around aimlessly? Why? Like whyy? Also, he went to the Tower to read about stilling and shielding? When? And how? But mostly when? Also how the hell does he know so much about stuff most of the people around him have no clue ... the other episode they were explaining to him basic things, like he was an idiot, including that there are other ways to communicate than the Bond. You don't say - if only we could speak, write, observe body language... He understands her just fine. But... I feel like, or I explain it to myself, that his respect for her, his resolve to give her freedom, and not to confront her, were in the way here. That conversation should have happened months ago. As in the moment they shake off the shock from The eye, I assume he would have looked around, thought for a day or two, and he would have figured it out. "Huh, so I am not raging, not going to off myself, not going into dumb battles. Interesting. And Moiraine.. well she is quiet, bitchy, but... doesn't look like she is going insane. So something might be... off. What is happening here?"... But no... Instead "Oh, Lan maybe you have to shut up and listen." She doesn't fucking speak!! Listen to what? Her staring and breathing? And he apparently decided to go with it... Come on. He is the one who knows her better than anyone else, why would people tell him what to do and how to help? Also, spilling it to Alanna? That was supposed to be a secret or something. Tiny insignificant detail... My first thought: "Ooooh, she's gonna kill you! I am going to enjoy it!" And I was waiting for this! This exact fight. I knew she was going to lash out. But this time he went "Screw it". I mean come on, what she would do? She has no powers. Let her yell! It's fiiiineee! (It's also fun for me) And his smile there! A small victory. A confirmation. Oh, there she is! Her resentment to the idea that she would even consider that option? The disgust that appears for a second. This woman was ready to die, she had accepted it, but that was when she thought there was a reason and no other choice. Pain is not something she is afraid of. Now the dialogue could have been better, but that was just stating the obvious so maybe there was not much of room for improvement. The thing is, later on with Rand - no. Sorry. When I read these lines in the book, I actually started to cry. So hard it hit, but they were actually spending time together, he was his mentor. Here is just out of nowhere. It's hollow. And to me sounds annoying. As if he had no right to tell Rand what to do. At this point, he is the stranger who only cares about Moiraine. Same shit with Nynaeve last season. They didn't build anything, there was zero chemistry between them, and it all felt just wrong. Also the last scene, Lan guides Rand and tells him how to channel? I am sorry what? That kid pointed a blade toward Moiraine's chest and she was like Oh I trust you! Since when? U nuts? How about no? And was it necessary at this moment? What was the safer way? Rand channeling into the Waygate, or into Moiraine? Lan says "No need". If you think he might fail to open the Waygate, did you think... whattt might happen if he fucks up with the blade, especially with a power he can not control, in the form of a blade towards Moiraine's heart. I thought we agreed not to be stupid? Lan, I love you, but... don't do that again.

[ilsanslut]

HELPP your sukuna bot!! honestly that's a job well done tho, I can't even blame him. that's just his personality 😔👊

I'm having way too much fun, I've killed MC, brought her back out of ??? magic, lost her memories and gojo is frustrated cause. yea.

then he left her for 3 months for supposed work and almost mindbroke her. 👍 all in a days work frfr. -💫

my reaction to this information:

BC WHY ARE YOU TORMENTING THIS BOT LIKE THIS AND WHYY DID HE GET HIS LICK BACK LIKE THATTTT LMAOOO

im honestly so gagged tho bc how did we get here from a brat taming bot like hELPPP 😭

[honestreviewsblog]

Tale of the Nine Tailed 1938 Kdrama - A Fan's Journey (with spoilers!)

Ep 1-4

My mom and I were laughing our heads off! Oh my God it was amazing. I expected it to have loads of comedy and even if I did I was still surprised at the comedic scenes. But when it does get serious it gets serious real good so watch out for seriously cool characters (ehem Lee Yeon) hahahaha.

And I'm really excited for Lee Rang's love life I was literally squealing the whole time it was shown. The sibling relationship was hands-down a nail in the head and everytime Lee Yeon teases Rang on his 'relationship', I just wanna say, "Mhmm, felt" HAHAHAHAHA.

Everything's been going really great that I'm seriously scared of what's gonna happen in the next few episodes. Nothing's going to go wrong til the 30 days were up... right?

Ep 5-6

It was brilliant! Hahahahaha. Ep 6 ended amazingly, it was a stroke of genius really. The corner game was so creepy though, I'm totally in with the squad on this—like why do humans play with creepy games like corner games and ouija boards so much??? Like?? Whyy?? Doesn't make any sense I don't see anything good happening from it either.

Anyway, Shin-ju's fight for their independence was so heartwarming it really healed my soul. That secret meeting at the boutique has my heart.

And Rang's love life continues to be really cuteeee oh my God, I wouldn't stop gushing over how cute it is. He's so clueless (but I could be wrong hmmmm??) so every moment they have feels so hilariously fresh. And I love the mermaid's little povs, because she shows an ideal version to people (esp Rang cos she likes him) so when we hear it, it definitely adds so much to her charm.

I'm curious to what Mu-young's real intentions are really, and I couldn't wait for the next episodes 😭

Ep 7-8

Ep 7 was a continuation of ep 6 and I'm so overwhelmed with feelings for the trio's friendship (Yeon, Mu-yeong, and Hong-ju). I always knew there's much more to Mu-yeong's brother being killed and I can't say I'm surprised but I probably still am.

Lee Rang's whole character is very well executed in this episode and I couldn't stop commending his love for his brother, I was crying freaking out when the villain thingies kept on slashing him and beating him up to get him to let go of the thread that leads his brother out of that realm—but he didn't let go no matter what 😭 He's such a good kid I want to put him in my pocket. And his lovelife (I keep mentioning it cos it's so cuteee!!) is so heart warming my mom and I keep gushing over it. I'm so happy for Ms. Mermaid and Rang, seriously they deserve all the happiness in the world.

Mu-yeong is going full on villain energy and I can't wait to see it but at the same time I know how much this would hurt Lee Yeon so I'm torn 😭

Ep 9-10

Ugh. Ep 10 was such an annoying episode. Ms. Mermaid was bitten by the yacha?? Rang was bitten by the yacha?? Yeon lost both of the treasures?? He switched bodies with Nyudo?? I hate it so much??? Nobody from the protagonist's sides were winning and it feels like throughout both of the episodes, they were just milking it on and trying to delay the inevitable. If somebody's gonna die, just die already! Jeez!

Anyway, I'm not hating it, just really really upset with how things are panning out. But I know there's gotta be a reason for all these experiences and I know they're gonna help the main characters with their charac dev. Hoping it'll happen soon though, cos I'll annihilate everyone if my bb boy Rang ever dies in the next episode.

Finale Episodes (11-12)

OH MY GOD IT WAS BRILLIANT 😭 There was a twist even towards the end and I was at the edge of my seat all throughout.

First of all, Rang was brilliant, I was screamingcryingthrowingup the whole time his fight scene with the 2 Japanese mercenaries were shown. I was so proud, I couldn't even 😭😭 This precious boy had totally grown up, he can protect his loved ones now, my affection points for him just went up by a thousand.

Yeon showing his tails towards the end while fighting the commander-general (?) was sooo freaking satisfying. The whole fight scene was so satisfying, I was punching the air the whole time. And I couldn't be more glad that both Jindo (iforgothisnamei'msosorryhahaha) and Little Mermaid was safe from the mercenaries. Everybody got their happy endings and I feel relieved.

So many things happened in a month and it makes sense since it's 1938. They were almost always on the verge of dying and there were loads of lessons learned but I was thankful for the whole ride.

To the pd-nims and writers of the show, I'm not even sure if you could read this but, I still want to thank you for this amazing drama. I enjoyed the rollercoaster ride and I hope you all would continue making these masterpieces.

(lowkey hoping for season 3!!! cos I think the ending was open enough for another season, don't you think??)

I FINISHED THIS ONE!! IT WAS BRILLIANT!! 1000/10

[cory-laika-ghost]

Sugar, Spice, and Everything Nice

A/N: I've decided to post our story on here because I can I'll update every Friday also because I can

Echoes of fate ch1:

Sugar, Spice, and Everything Nice

Ghost angrily stomped through the forest, trying to get the water out of their clothes, despite the beauty of the crystal trees, as Ghost was human. This wasn’t right to them, it didn’t seem right, isn’t right, Cory on the other hand didn’t care. She just wanted a soul, and since she’s a ghost, most would see her as creepy, stubborn, or stupid, she’s smart if you know her, she proudly ran through the forest, spotting Ghost.

“whom and what the hell art thou?” Ghost snapped, staring at Cory up and down, she replied with scoffing then a stupid remark “the creature of your nightmares mortal,” Ghost just stared, “now give me your soul!” Cory quickly jumped at Ghost trying to somehow tear the very soul out of them. They began to run quietly cursing at themselves and quietly praying for a chance to get back home, they were so busy overthinking this, they crashed into a small hut.

The interior looked as if it had belonged to nobody, yet it was owned by a young dog-witch! Xey came out of the hut with ragged, ripped clothing, messy bandages and hair. The young witch looked excited, clamming xeir hands into fists, shaking them, and they walked over, “Hello!” Xey smiled, looking at Ghost. “Hide me!” Ghost exclaimed as they ran behind them, Cory running up on the small bit of grass in front of the abandoned shack, she glared at the person, then behind xem at Ghost, Youu snake!” Cory exclaimed, poking the witch Whyy did you steal my prey?!..” She sounded like a cannibalistic 9 year old child, “what?” Xey seemed confused, a questionable expression plastered across xeir face. “I said, why did you steal my food?” Cory said slowly, annoyed, probably to mock xem, xey gave an awkward laugh in response, “Thy am not food!” Ghost shuffled around at the back of the hut, peering over to bite their thumb for some odd reason at Cory “kill yourself,” Cory snapped. “Well uh, anyway! I’m Laika!” they butt in, trying to lift the mood, smiling at the two, who were both gritting their teeth at one another, plotting brutal murder. “Well ‘Laika’ I think you should go drown in the river,” Cory spat at it annoyed and Ghost interrupted, biting their thumb, “thy doth not need to be a bi- bench about it..” After what felt like an eternity of fighting, which was actually about eleven minutes, Cory and Ghost seemed to be a bit more stable, no longer at each other’s throats, “well I'm leaving,” Ghost announced, beginning to walk off and to the exit of the forest, happy that they still have all their organs in their body. “Hey! You’re not leaving without giving me my fucking soul!” Cory yelled as she got out of the shack, falling on her face as she did so, before running off to find where Ghost had taken themselves. “No don't leave me!! I want to be included!” Laika yelled, following the others.

By the time Laika ran over, Cory was wrestling Ghost on the floor for the soul. “Get off me you foul beast!” Ghost tried to push Cory off, but for some reason they couldn’t, “souls first pookie wookie,” Cory replied, and Laika stood there, watching the scene like it was a movie. The three were clearly distracted, not noticing two new figures had walked over.

They both were tall and had wings, however, one was paler and her wings were purple, with hair hanging over her eyes like a wedding vale, hiding 3 eyes, and the other’s skin was rather dark with light blue braids parted slightly by horns at the top and white wings tucked behind her, beautiful women really, but were their intentions as beautiful as how they appeared?

One of them spoke brushing leaves out of their hair, “Finally.” The three of them froze up, then looked at each other slightly confused, yet they knew something was up. Ghost turned to the two ethereal beings, “What art thou?” Ghost questioned, Cory squinted, examining the two who just appeared out of nowhere, “Maybe they’re going to one of those dumb comi-con things. Explains why they look like idiots.” A nerve was hit, not surprisingly after an insult was just thrown. “No, you absolute faggots,” the purple-haired one snapped, “We’re goddesses, also Seleste is a fuckstain, so I’m sorry if she’s slow,” She finished, “oh talk about the pot calling the kettle black!” The blue-haired one, likely Seleste yelled at the other “If you were mortal I’d grab a Chihuahua and make it bite you to death,” Again, the purple-haired one made a snappy comment, and the three started to shuffle away as the gods were arguing not entirely sure what to do at the moment. “We should… like… go,” Laika whispered, yet not low enough. “Hold it right there mortals!’” Seleste pointed at them before they could get far, “We have unfinished business,” she continued. “Yeah faggots!” The purple-haired one added in, “Melanie you can't say that word anymore,” Seleste sighed in annoyance, “One, shut up, two, I’m gay. Also hi I’m Melanie, applying here to be your shitty villain who probably sells paper animals and cannabis for a living on the side of being the creator of many living things on earth and countless other universes!” She continued, which earned a judgmental look from everyone else, “Yeah… I get that a lot,” Melanie gave a fake sad face, to which Seleste rolled her eyes, “I also sell meth, feet pics, tobacco, uhm, ice, flip flops, cocaine, and onlyfans." She ignored Seleste, continuing her strange speech, “...you have kids,” Seleste side eyed her “twenty-three to be exact.” She corrected “Bedswerver” Ghost coughed under their breath. “How much is the drugs?” Laika blurted out, “what the hell,” Ghost replied to Laika’s interesting question, “what’s cocaine, meth, ice, tobacco, cannabis?” Cory quizzically asked, in which Laika replied “something that makes me so woopdiedoo silly me I forget my past!” Cory’s eyes lit up, almost like a child’s would. “Anyway!” Melanie changed the subject, looking at all three of them, “You guys need to become friends SOMEHOW,” That caught different reactions and faces, Cory looked disgusted, Ghost looked unbothered, but not happy about it, and Laika looked hopeful. “But first we gotta traumatize you even more than already!” Seleste finished for her, it looked like the soon to be trio standing in front were going to object in some way, but ended up being cut off, and put in a bubble that anchored itself to the bottom of the ocean.

[aajjks]

choice!jk why why WHYY!!! why do you even care, huh? thought you hated me. so why are you stopping me? you don’t make any sense, jungkook. i’m trying to end your misery by ending myself so JUST LET ME!!

she tries to reach for the blade but jungkook snatches it further from her. at this point, she’s a crying mess desperate to be put out of her misery for his own good.

instead of going for the blade, y/n pulls on jungkook’s wrist “DO IT!!” she screams. “you won’t let me do it? fine. then you do it. torture me, stab me, i don’t care”

y/n pulls jungkook’s wrist closer to her neck and looks him in the eye “do it jungkook. do what you’ve always wanted to do it and hurt me. quit being so fucking scared AND DO IT ALREADY SINCE YOU CLAIM TO HATE ME SO MUCH”

He glares at you back. “I am not going to listen to you just like how you refused to listen to me that night when you left me.” do you think your tears have any effect on him?

You always cry these crocodile tears.

Jungkook knows you better than anyone, and he doesn’t see love for him in your eyes, not even a hint of affection. And that is breaking, his heart, aggravating his anger.

“do you think I’ll kill you that easily? No.” he backs away from you further and further., why did you not listen to him that night? “ I won’t make this easy for you. So just fucking stop.” Jungkook groans.

He will take away every single thing that you could possibly use to hurt yourself- the windows will be sealed shut, and everything sharp will be out of your reach.

“I hate you I hate you so much- I curse myself for loving you yn- you are a bitch who never deserved my heart.” he will hurt your feelings so much, he will make sure that you realize that you’ve lost him.

And he’s going to make you mourn the loss of his love.

[agentjazzy]

okay it took over a year but me and my mom just finished watching the ENTIRETY of Beverly Hills 90210 so here's a giant text dump of my Thoughts

Matt might have been a late addition, but he was my favorite cast member, all his wrong doings are NOTHING in comparison to the rest of the cast, he deserved a better ending smh 😔

also they COULD'VE snuck in Andrea/Brendon in the end, just a little hint, but they DIDN'T and for that they're COWARDS

Kelly was a mean girl that slowly evolved into such a karen, she got so annoying towards the later seasons 😭 girl is SO entitled and spoiled and ALWAYS found faults in others but when SHE did the same no one??? ever called her out????? terrible

David continually annoyed me with his storylines, but he got less annoying thank GOD tho he still had his moments

rip to Noah tho, they did NOT know what to do with him and stuck him with a Carly rip-off a few eps before the finale to keep him busy but I was NOT invested (and also reminded me of how much I miss Carly 😔 she was played by Hilary Swank and was easily the best actor in the cast until they very suddenly kicked her out 😔😔😔) they could've and should've cut his character wayyy earlier but oh well

Valerie was the baddest bitch (positive) and LOVED manipulating people, then got surprised when those same people did not. like her. she was only a victim of bad writing and deserved better smh 😔 (the way she lost her money was SO STUPID the writing was SO DUMB like WHYY DID SHE DO THAT. UGH)

Gina was no replacement for the type of shit that Val got up to, but at least she was interesting - surprised she wasn't at the finale especially bc it would make narrative sense but Apparently she wasn't written out and instead wanted to leave so that's understandable

Donna was a literal nepo baby and you could tell 😭 her acting was NOT on the level near the others, and she had so much screen time............

(also her mom was classist AND racist, and 2 episodes after she told Donna she couldn't date a black character - who was a fun, interesting character! - they uh. never showed him again 😶 wtf)

rip to Nat's wife and kid, we saw them once and then they Never Mentioned Them Again, not even to babysit, not even a throwaway line, and that's on the gang for being bad friends tbh

also rip to the entire Walsh family, the main house became the Sander's house, which good for them, but I missed Cindy and Jim 😔 they were good parents and funny and they KILLED THEM (sent them to Tokyo)

okay but like. Brenda was SUCH a BITCH (negative) I was happy when she left the cast, she got SO annoying. she let everyone know that she thought she was better than them, then wanted All the attention to be on her, I hope she never leaves London, California doesn't need her

I loved Brandon until they committed character assassination and had him cheat on Kelly for absolutely no reason with a weird character that was more annoying than interesting 😔 as previously mentioned, him and Andrea should've been endgame - they both were single at the end of the series, their chemistry was great

Andrea was fun, her self-righteousness butting heads with reality and her morals were always fun to watch, but I'm sad that they didn't know what to do with her after they made her 1)get pregnant 2)immediately marry the father. she should've and WOULD'VE aborted that thang but the writers were cowards. and also bad at their jobs as evidenced by season 10 showing is that they ARE capable of keeping characters relevant/in the others' stories even when they're parents

Dylan was the most consistent character, even if he's a brat (positive). he kept cheating on people, though EVERYONE in the show did which like. writers. are your relationships okay. the soulmate thing with Kelly was dumb, but his commitment to creating problems just by being there was fun. also loved how he kept throwing money at problems, he was always a brat about it too - my favorite was when he did it to Noah, that's what he gets for trying to kick out Nat tbh

also Dylan was the only person in the cast to do CPR correctly, which isn't relevant to anything, except that Donna probably should've started chest compression with her dad........... dunno why she got mad at Gina when she, as the daughter of a cardiologist, can't even do chest compressions.......................

Steve was the 2nd most consistent character - after they started writing him as a jerk with a heart of gold moreso than just a plain jerk, he was pretty entertaining. even if he is THEE definition of white, rich, male privilege 😭 bro shouldn't have even graduated high school, and DEFINITELY not college. his job was literally handed to him by his dad 😭😭 he was silly and goofy though, which counts when David and Noah were being The Worst. was a highlight tbh, which is saying something, bc there wasn't one but TWO transphobic episodes, of which he was part of 😭 Didn't Like That!

uhmm, let's see, who am I missing......

oh! Janet was fine. at least her characterization was consistent. her and Steve were cute even if I missed Carly and her son - notably she was the ONLY character of color in the main cast which uh. 😐 this show was so white...........

lots of incidental characters of color, but when they dropped the "The Walsh kids help a random person" format, they stopped happening, which sucked. like, again, what happened with the Black guy who was interested in Donna? what happened to Donna's Black friend who she met during the Rose Parade thing?? why can I count the amount of Mexicans in this show on one hand??????!!?!!?? Beverly Hills and LA are white, but not as white as this show made it seem :/

but, anyway, the show was Fine. not very good, sometimes Bad, but mostly Fine. I can't believe I watched 290-something episodes, ten entire seasons

Brandon was my favorite, Steve was good comedic relief, and now I'll be a Matt defender forever, I guess - if I ever see any of their actors on the street, I'll probably say hi

oh! and angels are canonically real btw. also Santa Claus. and Mrs. Claus. so that's fun

also the theme song will forever be in my head now 😔