#Xandra x reader

[yearningandstillnotlearning]

torment

-B.E.

A/N: teeny tiny blurb🍓

ᝰ🖋️: suggestive duh?!

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thighs clasped together, squirming on the couch with a fidget need at the tips of your fingers.

“whats wrong? something happen?” so caring, so sweetly worried,

“im tired, its getting late” so fake.

a head turning at the clock looking with a squint, a faint held-back smile with an undertone of amusement to it. “its winter, the sun is down but its eight. since when do you get tired so early?”

she knows, the avoiding of eye contact, the excess fidgeting, the subtle moving of your hips. just enough to get the energy out of them somehow, just enough to go by unnoticed if it weren’t her goal all evening to get you just like that.

“since the sun did too.” monotone, but pained. an ache at the cords to make your replied coherent. she wasn’t born yesterday, you’re not hanging out for the first time, its obvious. neutral facial expression with uneven breathing, focusing on anything ahead as long as its not her, blank stare, a deer in headlights.

but she wanted to hear it. “ohh is the poet becoming the poetry itself? well don’t let me stop you,” without looking at her you could tell she was smiling, “go on if you have to.” she knows.

no matter the courage or the amount of times you backwards count, you cant stand on your feet. you’ve been trying, for conversations now. “i-..” cutting your own self off, you tear your eyes off the frame on the wall, dragging them all the way to her. “i don’t think i physically can” cheeks set aflame, a shameful giggle making its way out your chest.

this friendship has always been playful, and each time it gets more and more effective - which is both good and bad. depending whose perspective you see it from.

even when she tries her best to not smile, her eyes always do. they always did, her mouth didn’t have to. “whys that? need help?” such a tone. what a tone. she knew just the right buttons to push, like a favourite video game, she knew just what to do, and she would know so even blind.

“fuck off.”

[camillelespanayesbtch]

✨Sarah Paulson Masterlist✨

!!!NO MINORS!!! 18+

Diane Sherman: Eyes boring a way through me Paralyze, controlling completely

Diane Sherman: Co-com-comparison is killing me slowly...And I’m so sick of myself, rather be, rather be. Anyone, anyone else

Diane Sherman, Ally Mayfair: We're Making Reasons To Destroy Our Believing. I See You Looking At Me, and Now I Don't Know Who To Believe

Diane Sherman: Pick Your Poison

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Billie Dean Howard: Strangers to Friends, Friends into Lovers, and Strangers Again P1, P2

Billie Dean Howard: Maybe You'll Start Slipping Slowly And Find Me Again

Wilhemina Venable, Billie Dean Howard: I see darkness in you

Billie Dean Howard, Audrey Tindall: Open hand or closed fist would be fine. The blood is red and sweet as cherry wine

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Wilhemina Venable: You stalker, watcher, psychopath (There's only one Wilhemina Fucking Venable)

Wilhemina Venable: Think About Your Hero, When You’re At Ground Zero

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Cordelia Goode: Baby’s Got Trouble. Don’t Know How To Live. Don’t Want To Die

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Sally McKenna: Hate To See Your Heart Break

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Xandra Terrell: There Is Something About The Way You Are That Makes Me (Sigh)

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Audrey Tindall: You're The Next Drew Barry, And I Want More

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Alice Macray: I Pray For Forgiveness You Can't Grant Me.

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Mildred Ratched: I Wanna Be Your Bubblegum Bitch

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[abeillefaeabeille]

Take it.

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TW: dom!Alice (not soft), mommy kink, titty washing, teasing, degradation, fingering (r receiving), scissoring, mocking, spitting, vulgarity, choking, hair-pulling... I think that's it? Let me know.

idk how many words 😭

AN: Ummmm hi :) I had written this nearly a year ago, so I decided to revise it and put it on this lovely little app :) I'm currently working on finishing my first request! Let me know how you like it! (also, if you want to be a part of my tag list let me know! There are only 25 of you but, oh well) Please be kind, but if you have any suggestions or requests, don't be scared to speak up!

MINORS DNI PLEASE!! 18+!!! It makes me extremely uncomfortable at the thought of a minor interacting, please don't!!

ENJOY!

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ALICE POV

Oh how I missed my sweet baby. After a terrible day with Phyllis, having to pretend to be against who I really am, who I love, I'm exhausted and ready to be with y/n. Thankfully she allowed us all to go home early, and I almost sped to get to my kitten.

Running through the rain after getting out of the car, I run to our front door, giggling slightly as I get drenched. I burst through the door and see her head pop up from the couch in the living room.

Y/n beams and giggles at how soaked I am. “Alice! You’re home early, is something wrong?”

Oh, my sweet girl... she's always so caring and concerned about me. I smile wide and shake my head, chuckling as I start to strip in our mudroom.

“No sweetness, Phyllis let us leave early, thank goodness. It was getting suffocating.” I pout slightly and slide my unbuttoned blouse off, only in my bra and skirt now.

With a huff I make my way to the laundry room, hearing my baby following close behind like the cute little puppy she is. “I'm so sorry, mommy.. I’m so glad you’re home, I.. I missed you very much.”

Now, I heard what she said, but I couldn’t catch on to the shyness at the end of her sentence, I would’ve realized she meant more than just, missing me..

But unfortunately, I was so focused on getting my clothes in the wash that I didn’t notice. I just nod and grin, closing the lid on the wash before glancing at her. “Aw, mommy missed you too, sweetheart!” I say as I kiss her head, rushing to the bathroom to wash myself off.

Y/N POV

She wasn’t getting it! All day, I’ve been waiting as patiently as I possibly could for her to get home. Last night we were so close to having play time, but mommy was just exhausted, so we stopped to just cuddle and sleep. I didn’t wanna push it, but now I can’t take it. It's been a week since I've been ruined like I need.

Following her closely, my cheeks flush from witnessing her strip from her clingy clothes, and now she’s NAKED. I don’t understand how she’s just so casual.

She’s talking about something, I hadn’t realized until I felt a hand cup my cheek. I snap out of my trance and look up to see Alice’s brows knitted in concern.

“Sweet girl, are you alright?” The pet name and her soft voice is certainly not helping the pool forming in my underwear.

I go to speak and feel how watery my mouth is, immediately making me blush. I open my mouth and then shut it, nodding as I look up at her shyly. Her eyes slightly squint and she looks down at my lips, a light smirk forming on hers.

“Oh baby, you’re drooling.” she mutters, moving her thumb to swipe over my bottom lip. I can’t stop the slight whimper that erupts in my throat, and I watch, my eyes widening as she brings her thumb to her own lips and sucks my drool off.

“Hm, nummy.”

Fuck. I feel my brows knit as I feel the urge to plead. She winks at me and then hums, softly chuckling at my demeanor. She pulls out a washcloth out of one of the cabinets and turns on the shower, stepping in but keeping the curtain open wide. I just stand there in awe as she lathers the washcloth with soap, and then uses it to wash herself.

She looks into my eyes as she washes her breast, her bottom lip hooked in between her teeth, but I don’t pay attention to that, my eyes wander down to her soapy tits.

I blush in shame when a whine slips out of me at the sight of her, the way she tilts her head up slowly, humming out a groan at the feeling of the warm water hitting her smooth skin.

After a moment she looks back at me, chuckling. “Baby, go strip and lay down in bed, I wanna have cuddles when I’m done.” She speaks so innocently, as if she hasn’t been kneading her tits right in front of me.

“But I-” I go to protest, but her eyes narrow and I feel my words get caught in my throat. “Listen to mommy, kitten. Do as I say.” she says in a soft but impossibly intimidating tone.

I immediately nod, glancing at her body one more time before backing out of the bathroom and to the bedroom. I take a deep breath, slightly shaking from what just happened.

I quickly undress, peeling my underwear off and clearly seeing the soaked patch, making me go red. I put my clothes in the laundry basket and crawl onto the bed, huffing softly as I slide under the covers to try and soften the goosebumps forming on my bare body.

I wrap my arms around my pillow and pout to myself, facing away from the bathroom door so I don’t have the urge to run back in and plead for Alice to fuck me.

I eventually zone out, listening to the shower running and Alice’s soft hums as she finishes up. I don’t even realize that it’s stopped, so as soon as I feel a hand on my shoulder I jolt and whip my head around to see Alice giggling. 

“Jumpy little thing, aren’t you? You silly girl.” Her tone makes my face flush and I scrunch my nose, turning to put my face in my pillow as I let out a few shy giggles, feeling butterflies in my tummy. 

I feel a shift in the bed and then suddenly her warm soft body is pressed into mine. Her arms wrap around my middle as she pulls me against her further, my breathing getting heavy at the feeling of her fingers stroking my lower stomach.

At the feeling of her breath hitting the back of my neck my hips wiggle slightly while squeaking out a little whine. At that she lets out a breathy chuckle as she presses her palm flat against my abdomen. 

“Stay still, my desperate little baby.” she whispers in a silky voice, immediately causing a shiver to run through me. I am breathing out my words, trying my best to stay still for her. “M-Mommy, mommy could you please..” I trail off, groaning as I feel the tightness in my chest, my shyness making me lose the words.

“Please what? What do you need mommy to do for you, baby?” she coos into my ear, and my eyes roll slightly as she strokes my earlobe with the tip of her warm tongue. 

I don’t stop myself- I can’t, starting to rock my hips against her front, feeling as if I was going to explode at any moment. I gulp and sputter before finding words.

“Fu-uck me, touch me mommy- please!” I plead out in soft whimpers, where she just responds with a hum and a sudden suck at my pulse point. I choke out a little moan, and as I do so I feel her hand slide down further to cup my mess of a cunt. 

“Oh, my poor baby is so wet, isn’t she?”

With a quick nod in response she suddenly pushes her middle finger slips through my lips and slides through them to collect the messy arousal . My eyelids flutter as I feel my head grow foggy and I moan weakly, my clit throbbing in response to her touch. 

“So responsive for mommy, so sensitive.. You can’t even handle mommy’s touch, can you? You dumb little thing.” Her voice just makes me sink deeper into her as I completely give into her.

She bends her finger and gently swirls the tip of it around my entrance. I groan out a few needy whimpers and nod my head, needing her inside of me. She slowly slips the end of her long finger into my entrance, and my response to that is simply clenching around it.

She helps me roll onto my back and presses herself onto me, looking into my eyes as she pushes her finger in further and starts to pump in and out of me slowly, curling her finger to hit my spongy spot perfectly. 

I scrunch my face and start to let out soft little moans, my eyes growing heavy as she starts to go even faster. “Fu-uck yes mommy, need more I- please!” I look at her with the widest eyes, whimpering as her eyes have grown deeper brown instead of their usually rich honey color. “My cute little baby, you want more? God, you’re such a needy slut.” She uses her free hand to suddenly grab my face, digging her fingers into my jaw while small grunts slip out of her mouth.

Alice seems so soft, she really just looks so innocent, but she’s far from. On the outside, around others, she is never in control. She’s always talked down to, or not listened to. So when she’s home she likes to be the boss, likes to be in control. Which is the best thing for me, what I’ve always needed.

“Your mouth looks dry baby, you need mommy to fix that?” I go to respond but before I can she spits right on my tongue, making me choke out a loud moan and clench roughly around her finger. 

“That was a rhetorical question, stupid whore.” She hisses, pulling her finger out before I can even react.

She brings her hand down on my puffy cunt, making me squeal in surprise. While she laughs deeply and I whine, wiggling my hips when she pulls away from me completely.

She narrows her eyes as she sits up on her knees between my legs, her soft tits bouncing slightly as she sits. 

“If you don’t stop moving, mommy will leave you right here and go sleep in the guest room.” Her soft voice is gone and what replaces it is a voice that sends a straight shock to my core. I gulp and nod rapidly, obediently freezing every muscle in my body. 

Her smile silently praises me and she leans on all fours, her body hovering over mine. She moves her face into my neck, and I immediately tilt my head back to give her room. 

“Hm, such a good girl for mommy, my obedient little kitten.” She whispers against my neck as she leaves wet little kisses all over my neck. Just as I start melting into her touch and relaxing, she bites down hard onto my neck, immediately making me whine and buck my hips up.

Her chuckle makes me freeze again, and she soothes the bite mark she just made with her tongue before clicking it while she lifts her head up. Her face gets close to mine, twisted with fake pity.

“Poor baby, you couldn’t help but move your hips when mommy nibbled on you, huh?” she says in a sickly sweet voice, making my cheeks turn deep red. She smiles with her teeth and before I can blink she’s grabbing my throat. I gasp and arch my neck, looking into her eyes with wide helpless ones. 

“M’sorry, m’sorry mommy pl-please..” I breathe out, gulping against her hand. She giggles at me and then uses her free hand to slowly pull my thigh up.

She sits up straighter while keeping her hand around my neck, positioning her hot center against mine. Her eyes flutter as they stay on mine and I can’t help but groan softly as I hear our arousal mixing together. 

I let out soft whines when she doesn’t start moving, only to hear soft hushes in response. “Shh baby, just be patient. Mommy’s gonna make us feel so so good.” She breathes out, her words making my clit twitch slightly, and my hips ache with the need to move but I wanna be good for her.

Her bottom lip slid in between her teeth, her brows furrowed together and her eyes only narrowed as she started rolling her hips so slowly. I thought I was gonna explode, she knows just what to do to make that happen, too. I almost start to tear up as she tortures me with the leisurely pace, and she sees how my face starts to scrunch up.

“Oh, is my little one gonna cry? Tsk tsk tsk, we can’t have an unhappy fucktoy, can we?” She almost sounds like she’s mocking me, but the caring tone she uses only makes me clench around nothing. 

The chuckle that comes out of her quickly turns into a gasp when my cunt suddenly contracts against her, but before I could even react to her reaction, she suddenly thrusts herself turbulently against my weeping pussy.

I instantly yelp in surprise my own hips bucking in response, which immediately just starts a mess of uncontrollable movements from the both of us. I know Alice can’t take anymore of even her own teasing, and God knows I can’t. So we just frantically hump against each other; grunts, whines, and squelching noises filling the air. 

Her hand squeezes my neck tighter, making it that much harder to breathe, but the light fuzzy feeling from the lack of oxygen only makes me feel more pleasure.

Alice leans down above me, her breath hitting my cheek. “Fuck baby, just like that- yesssss! Keep moving like that sweet girl. Mmm fuck, you’re gonna make mommy- fuck! Gonna make mommy cum all over your pretty pussy.”

 After she grunts that out in my ear I practically squeal out a whine, closing my eyes and focusing the feeling of her slightly bulging clit against my swollen one. 

I make my walls clench, knowing she’ll feel it. I was right, she starts moaning louder and throws her head up the moment I do. My face twists pleadingly, and I start to practically weep for her. “Please cum mommy, pl-please make a mess on me…” With that she lets go of my neck just to reach up and grip my hair with both of her hands.

Within minutes I feel her stomach starting to contract against mine, and then suddenly she tenses hard and groans louder than ever. 

“BABY! Fuck, fuck fuck take my cum- YES TAKE MY FUCKING CUM SLUT!” She bucks her hips harder than ever, and before I can say anything my orgasm hits me. 

I grip onto her shoulders and let out high pitched moans, my thoughts dissipating as I can only focus on our clits pulsating against each other and Alice muttering, “Take my cum.” over and over in my ear.

After riding out our shared highs, Alice hums and burrows her face in my sweaty neck, placing little kisses on my throbbing pulse point.

“Mm, that was s’good mommy,” I mumble, whimpering as I try to clamp my legs shut, but Alice’s are tangled in mine, making it impossible. “Mommy, feel sensitive..” I whisper, wrapping my arms around her neck. She only coos softly, slowly raising her head to look down at me with a small smile. 

“I know baby, let’s try to relax a little more, then we’ll have a nice, hot bubble bath, okay?” I immediately smile at the sound of that and nod slowly, giggling lightly as well. Alice grins wider and moves her hand to tuck some hair behind my ear. As she does so I can’t stop my eyes from fluttering shut, feeling so safe and satisfied in her arms. 

“Oh how I love you, my sweet baby..”

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[simpingfortheages]

Does anyone even read sarah paulson character fanfics anymore??? Idk if to change my whole account and switch it up

[norris55s]

mastermind - lando norris

kelce sibling reader x lando norris social media au

a/n: the whole taylor x travis ordeal gave me this vision and i couldn’t get it out of my head so this is the materialization of my brain rot! everything is possible if you’re delusional enough 🧡 face claim is xandra pohl (if u know u know her tiny connection to f1 and it’s just funny if u ask me)

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y/nkelce

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y/nkelce: in light of my brother successfully shooting his shot with literal taylor swift, i’m thinking about shooting my shot with landonorris 💕

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brocedeslove: the nfl and f1 crossover we need

kelcechief: u thought trav was delusional and unhinged, wait until you meet y/n

norrisvlog: you call it delusional, they call it manifesting. lando just liked the post

killatrav: Jesus

jason.kelce: You are both insane

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newheightshow

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newheightshow: Jason and Travis’ younger sister guests on today’s episode of their podcast to answer the questions everyone’s been asking 👀

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y/nkelce: always a pleasure to get cooked by my big bros

carlosleclercs: im so serious someone spill what she said im at work

mclarenorris: tbh a lot of the questions were not about lando but more roasting her in general, but travis was like “how did the trick work on you?” and she just laughed and said “like it worked on you”

sainzsmooth: jason also asked her if she had plans to attend future motorsports events lmao and she was like sure if i’m invited

lando81: does she even know abt f1 or is she just like after lando for his looks

kelceworld: she mostly knows nfl (duh) but she follows many sports plus norris would be lucky to bag her

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y/nkelce

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y/nkelce: the fact that i am saying this is insane but pic creds for trav’s game night: taylorswift - at MetLife Stadium

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landonorris: cheesin

y/nkelce: smiles all around

twitchquartet: there is no way

scuderianorris: i am hallucinating

holyleclerc: the chaos taylor swift, travis kelce, lando norris and y/n kelce are causing in the sports world, music world and influencer world

swiftielore: honestly this is all changing my life’s trajectory

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f1waggossip

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f1waggossip: The story keeps unfolding! y/nkelce ‘s best friend seems to expose they are attending today’s race at the Circuit of the Americas with McLaren, as per her Instagram stories. What do you think? 👀

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landonorris

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landonorris: cota, it’s been real. thanks for the P2 🧡

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y/nkelce: congrats or whatever 🧡

landolover: i can’t believe my eyes right now he just hard soft launched y/n

kelcesrep: the manifestation powers run in the family, they masterminded this shit

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y/nkelce

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y/nkelce: mexico, te amo 🇲🇽

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landonorris: wrong part of mexico

y/nkelce: i’m sure mexico city’s grand prix deeply missed the fun i brought to cota

lilyzneimer: it did 🥺

ricciardobutterflies: i still can’t believe my damn eyes

carlandonation: she is so pretty wtf

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landonorris

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landonorris: been dreaming of this since i was a little kid. P1 in vegas. thank you so much mclaren ayayayayya🧡🧡🧡

carlossainz55: Congratulations muppet! 🍾💪🏼

lewishamilton: So happy for you, congrats!

oscarpiastri: Big up mate!

y/nkelce: so very proud

norrisrepera: i haven’t stopped crying since he crossed the finish line but the fact that he included y/n in his post celebrating his first ever f1 win just destroyed me

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y/nkelce

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y/nkelce: papaya weekend! i love u, im so proud landonorris

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landonorris: i love u, delusion works

y/nkelce: delusion created us and let you beat the lando nowins allegations 🧡

lilyzneimer: cutest!

killatrav: Congrats landonorris 💪🏼

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lando.jpg

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lando.jpg: las vegas celebrations debrief

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y/nkelce: u did me so dirty

landonorris: nah, i manifested myself the prettiest girl

y/nkelce: what if i told you im a mastermind

daniel3.jpg: ah the love

[norizzsainz]

🌶️ NFY : ALL TOO MUCH FOR LITTLE LANDO

[ carlos sainz x singer!fem!reader ] [ wc ] 0.7k words

[ summary ] carlos' and y/n's breakup comes as a surprise to many of their friends. no one ever thought the couple would ever break up, but alas, y/n was always ready to do whatever was best for the love of her life — even if it meant breaking up with him.

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━━━━━━━ DECEMBER 20, 2023

it was all too much for little lando norris.

when the brunet finally brought alexandra’s plan to life, he clearly forgot the fact that you were the most stubborn person in the entire universe.

the fact you were drunk didn’t change your mindset; if you were hell-bent on avoiding carlos, so be it, even when you had downed several bottles of alcohol.

the car ride back home was absolutely silent, with lando sitting in the backseat in hopes you and carlos would converse when in the front seats.

but nope, nothing at all. not a sound from you.

“are you seriously going to ignore me?” carlos asked you as you continued to look out the window. “you know i can drive you anywhere i want since i’m the only non-drunk person in this car right now?”

you scoffed. “was that a threat?” you turned towards him, narrowing your eyes.

carlos shrugged. “and what if it was?” he challenged, gripping the steering wheel tightly.

“i’d expect nothing less, considering you are the son of carlos sainz sr.”

“what’s that supposed to mean?”

you bit your lip, regretting your choice of words. “nothing. i misspoke,” you muttered, your voice dropping low into a whisper.

lando noted the way your face dropped, quickly intervening to change the topic. “could we get some food? i’d love me some food right now. can we do mcdonalds?” he asked, putting his head between your seats as he looked at carlos.

“give me a minute, lando.” carlos gently pushed aside the brunet as he brought the car to a stop, staring at you. “talk to me, carina. what did you mean by that?”

you played with your hands as you tried not to focus on his words, cursing yourself for letting your words slip.

“i’d really like some food, carlos. i’m starving here. what if i die?”

“starvation will not be the only thing that’ll kill you if you don’t keep shut, lando.”

lando leaned back in his seat, lips sealed shut, as he saw the warning gaze in his best friend's eyes.

what the fuck have i done? i never should've listened to xandra. this was a stupid plan.

you flinched as carlos touched your arm, trying to get you to look at him. you remained silent despite his pleas, your heart faltering at his tired tone.

“we both know this is a shit situation, amor. why can't you explain all this to me?” carlos asked in a defeated voice. “please tell me what the fuck is happening.”

“it’s nothing, really. just drop me home, carlos. please.”

carlos sighed. “y/n, you can’t keep avoiding—” his words fizzled out upon seeing tears fall onto your lap.

you kept your head down, not daring to look up as the tears continued to fall. no matter how hard you tried, you couldn’t keep the tears in.

you hated this more than anything — crying in front of carlos.

but the more silent it was inside the car, the more your thoughts went wild, only giving you more reasons to cry as you thought about everything.

he doesn’t have to know the truth. i’m tired of everything. why did this even have to happen? i hate this.

your door was opened, revealing lando with a concerned look on his face. “go to the back seat, y/n. i’ll sit here,” he stated, and you were never more grateful for his intervention.

you quickly got out of the front seat, moving to sit at the back. carlos remained silent as lando took a seat in the front, looking at you through the rearview mirror.

“hermosa, i don’t know what’s going on but–”

lando cleared his throat, interrupting the elder male. he gestured towards the road, brows furrowed as he frowned at him.

“she doesn’t want to talk right now. i’d appreciate it if you just dropped this conversation and took us home.”

carlos let out a deep breath, nodding gently. “yeah, sure. i’m sorry for the questions. let’s just go home,” he mumbled apologetically.

once the car was in motion, lando leaned back, letting out an inaudible sigh of relief. he somewhat successfully managed to avoid a shitshow, and it was all that mattered to him.

it was really all too much for little lando norris.

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[attonitos-gloria]

For the ship asks:

Robbion (Tyrion x Robb)

Boris x Xandra

Wolf Finger

Jonsa

Richard Papen x Accessible Mental Health Resources

Henry x Camilla

you're so funny and evil for this lol i put colors in it.

tyrion/robb: absolutely zero sense, but compels me endlessly. it's insane how a single fic can destroy your life. this is one of the greatest works of art in this fandom

boris/xandra: huge ick when it happened, doesn't compel me at all but MY GOD if any relationship in that situation makes sense........ xandra depressed and taking advantage of a minor? boris feeling pity for her and also, drugs? the most likely thing. i hate that donna realized this and made it real.

Wolf Finger (ned/petyr): lololol this name is so funny. i'm afraid this ship makes a lot of sense and now that i'm rereading AGoT from a queer perspective (so much better??? than the first read??? i'll have to reread every book that i read before i realized i was bisexual) i actually find them compelling. when you take into consideration both sansa and catelyn lol losing my mind. bye

jonsa: putting them right in the middle because show!jonsa makes sense but book!jonsa does not, simply because sansa is another character entirely, and to a certain degree jon too. that being said: i'm not that interested in either version of them - though when i am, it's always the show version and it has to be like a radically tragic and taboo thing

richard papen/accessible Mental Health Resources: well do i want him to get help. of course. but you'll realize it makes so little sense that it's not even inside the graphic properly. because richard lacks the minimal self-awareness to even get there or to get help from it if he got there

henry/camilla: i love this ship because we spend so much of TSH seeing camilla from richard's obsessive projection of her, and we, as readers, can see that she's NOT who he thinks she is lol but nothing reveals this more than the fact she was in love with henry. one of the best psycopathic couples ever. camilla is a FREAK. meant to be. i love them.

y'all should ask me ships <3

[cabensonsgirly]

There's something about, the way you are, that makes me (sigh) {18+}

Chapter one

Chapter two (end)

[ahsfan05]

I am so grateful for the plethora of content we received on Sarah’s birthday.

[sheloooveswomen]

welcome home - xandra terrell x reader

masterlist

summary: Kind of an in home date night. You two were mostly physical to start. Now you live in a nice apartment and have officially been together for 10 months yay, 5 months officially (emotional and physical relationship). I love the pet name "Dove" ugh my heart, so that's what Xandra is saying. It's not a typo for love in case someone misunderstands that.

includes: softdom!xandra x fem!reader, thoughts are italicized, all in reader’s POV.

warnings: none

inspired by Dangerous ASMR’s audio on youtube

2,378 words

Y/N POV//

My preparation is interrupted by knocking.

"Babe? It's me- why's the door locked?” Xandra asks from outside our apartment, “Worried someone was gonna steal you?" 

Since she always texts me when she’s on her way home, I usually unlock the door in time for her to exit the elevator. Obviously today I did not.

I move the plates as quickly as I can, "Hold on! I'm almost done!"

"Almost done with what? Cmon, open up!" she starts to knock again before going quiet, "Whatever." 

I hear her key turning the lock so I rush to put the chain lock on the door, "I'm still getting ready!"

Xandra scoffs, "Getting ready?" she looks me up and down through the crack of the door with a wolfish grin, "Mmm getting that sweet ass rea— shit, sorry Mrs.Sullivan!" she smiles at our neighbor. I go back to setting up as she knocks on the door whisper shouting, "Hurry up before I embarrass myself again!"

I only laugh in response.

"I hope you're okay with old lady Sullivan knowing how you like it."

I give everything another once over before opening the door.

She sighs and smiles when I open the door fully, "Finally." After putting her purse down on the side table she draws me in by my waist and places a long kiss on my lips, "I was thinking you were going to keep me out there all night, my dove."

I peck her lips once more before giving her room to take off her heels and rushing off again, "Stay here please!" I head back to the kitchen.

"So what're you up to, hm? What's the big secret?"

"If I told you then it wouldn't be a secret!" I say in a sing song voice. I come back in with a silk tie in hand, "I am gonna need to blindfold you, though."

Xandra chuckles dryly.

"Please?" I pout.

Her eyes shift from the tie to me.

"Please mistress?" I try again.

Xandra smirks, "Hmm alright...but you better not walk me into anything pet, or you'll pay for it later."

"I won't." I give her a quick kiss before covering her eyes.

"Okay, lead on."

I walk her towards the dining room.

"I'm not used to being the one that's blindfolded. Though I can see the appeal."

I gently push down on her shoulders to have her sit after pulling her chair out.

"Okay...sitting." Her head moves as if she could looking around, "That smells really good...like...stew? No...oohhh bourguignon?"

"Yep!" I smile knowing it's her favorite, "Does that sound alright?"

"That sounds very good, but you know I can't eat blindfolded, right?"

"I will take it off when all is ready"

She sighs dramatically, "So mysterious. I guess I'll play along."

"Would you like to try the wine for the evening?" I ask in a posh voice.

Xandra turns her nose to the air and replies with an ever pretentious, "I hope it pairs well with the main course." 

I fill her glass, take a sip for myself, and tilt her already upturned face by her chin to give her a deep kiss.

She smiles as we part, "Well thank you." she licks her lips to taste the wine, "Delicious."

"Are you ready to eat?"

"Yes, I'm very ready. I'm excited to see what my love has in store for me tonight." I untie her blindfold and am rewarded with a gasp, "Oh wow you really went all out, candles, wine..." she watches me refill her glass.

I hear her take a sip as I head back to the kitchen.

"Delicious, I wasn't sure if the wine was good or if it was just you, dove. It smells amazing in here, what's the occasion?" she places her glass down.

"Just because?" I reply.

"Just because, huh? I knew I liked you for some reason." she teases.

I smile and bend to give her a quick kiss on her cheek, placing her silverware in front of her, "I do give great head."

"Oh stop, you know thats not the only reason, doll. I adore you because of who you are not what you do for me." she grabs my wrist and pulls me into her lap, "You're my sweet, darling dove. Yes the things you do are wonderful and amazing and you're very thoughtful, but it's just that, the thought behind it all. It's that every time you do something for me it's because you care for me and you want to show me. It doesn't matter what you do, it's how you do it that matters most."

"Ready to eat?" I blush, making her laugh.

Xandra rolls her eyes at my inability to accept a compliment, "Of course." She pats my butt as I head back to the kitchen, "This is amazing. You're amazing." She places her napkin on her lap and sighs, "This really made my day."

"I'm glad to hear it, but there's still more." I take my seat.

"Right, right, of course there's more." Her eyes follow me as I move around, "You always do so much for me, my dove. Let's eat. Cheers!" we clink glasses and dig in.

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Noticing Xandra has finished, I try to take her plate so I can soak our dishes.

Key word: try.

"You sit, I'll take care of this. Sometimes I think you might be too nice."

"Is that a bad thing?" I ask.

She laughs, "Oh yeah. I'm very worried that you're secretly a hitman. No, I just—" she sighs, "sometimes I think you try to help others too much and you forget about yourself. You're very selfless and that's a fantastic trait to have, dove, but you have to take care of yourself, too. You're too selfless for your own good, is all."

"I take care of myself enough" I whine.

"No pet. I mean it. I worry sometimes that you'll let people take advantage of you."

"I rather enjoy it when you take advantage of me." a smirk grows on both of our faces.

Xandra dries her hands and starts walking towards where I'm sitting on the counter. She tucks a finger in the waistband of my jeans and tugs me closer to the edge, "Oh? You want me to take advantage of you, do you?" she rests her hands on my thighs, "We'll see about that..." her lips meet mine and we make out for a few heavenly minutes. She soon moves her lips to my neck, biting down to release involuntary sounds from me. So she does it again.

“Stop that!” I giggle into her shoulder.

Xan chuckles lowly, arms secure around my waist, breathing me in.

"I still have something else for you, though." I whisper, finger-combing her long hair.

She kisses my forehead and then my nose, "I'm ready for the rest, sweetheart, but you know this was more than enough already, right?"

"Is it too much?" I scrunch my nose.

"No, it's not that at all—"

"We don't have to if you don't want to—"

"Of course I want it. Whatever it is, I'm sure it's fantastic. Like you." she cups my face in her hands, "I just wanna make sure you understand that I really appreciate you. I can't tell you enough how much it means to me that you would even think about doing something like this for me." Xandra leans her forehead against mine, "My perfect little dove." 

She kisses me slowly, I feel her tongue trace my bottom lip before I gently push her back, "Xan..." I warn her with a shy smile.

"Mmm, alright.” Xandra drops her head to my shoulder before backing up. Her hands up in faux surrender, "Sorry!" she pouts, "you're just very irresistible...you and that mouth."

I hop off the counter, "Onward- oh! I almost forgot the blindfold!" after tying it, I pull her by her hand to the next part of her surprise.

"You know, I'm starting to feel like you're trying to tell me you want to change things up, pet."

I freeze, causing her to bump into me, "Do you?" I squeak out.

She laughs, blindly taking hold of my hips, "Relax, I'm just teasing..." she leans closer and whispers, "mistress knows you know your place."

I shiver slightly, earning another laugh, "Um.... w-we're almost there."

"I hope it's not very far. I'm not sure I'm up to walking miles at the moment, that dinner was incredible."

I open the door.

"The bathroom?" she asks.

"Yep." I help her sit on the padded bench.

"Alright...I trust you."

"Do you?" I check the temperature of the water and light some candles.

"Of course I do- what a silly question. I trust you more than I trust myself sometimes. I meant what I said earlier: you are perfect, dove. Always thinking of ways you can please me...make me happy."

I look behind me to see a still blindfolded Xandra smiling to herself.

"And you do a spectacular job, dove. You do make me happy, so very happy. My days are always better with you. You know me better than anyone else."

"No one else has had the pleasure of living with you." I remind her.

She hums in thought, "That and you really care about me like I care about you. Anything for you, my dove."

I check all the candles before turning off the bathroom light.

"Sitting in the dark?" she asks.

"Is that alright?"

"What's not to like? It smells wonderful in here, too, very cozy." she reaches out and wraps an arm around my waist once she finds me, "I can't think of a better way to end the day than a relaxing bubble bath but I don't wanna leave you alone."

"Well- I was gonna...sorta bathe you?" I blush.

"Bathe me?" she grins, "You really want to pamper me, huh? My dear, sweet dove...no."

My smile falls, "What?"

"You've done so much for me already, now it's my turn. This is amazing but the thing I want tonight...” she pulls me to sit on her lap, "the thing I want most right now is to treat you for being so wonderful and kind and thoughtful and generous..." she hums, "caring, loving, supportive, the absolute sweetest. You are just so amazing."

I rest my forehead against hers, the silk blindfold cool against my brow.

"You deserve to be pampered, too. You made me that wonderful dinner, and just the fact that you thought to do this for me is more than enough."

I twist one of her rings around her finger, "But I—"

"Ah ah ah, no buts except yours in that tub."

"Are you sure?"

"I'm sure, dove. I really want to do this so...let me?" she offers a smile that makes me melt.

I nod even though she can’t see- oh wait. I remove the blindfold, laughing at my forgetfulness, “Sorry about that.” 

"Thank you" she smiles into a kiss, "Now strip. Usual orders, new context." she leans her butt on the counter and crosses her arms.

I start to undress, "Are you just gonna watch...?"

She taps her chin and tilts her head, "Why not? You know how much I enjoy you with clothes on, so imagine how I feel when you get rid of them."

I fold said clothes and place them on the bench.

"Since you were so keen on it earlier, put this on." she lifts the silk tie from the counter.

I look at it, then at her, and raise my eyebrows.

Xandra smiles, "Yes. I want you blindfolded." She turns me around to put it on, her hands slide down to the curve of my waist when she's done, "I told you, you would pay for it." she whispers, guiding me into the tub, "Careful my dove, gently, there you go" she laughs when I gasp.

"I forgot about the bath salts" I explain.

"I bet that feels wonderful"

"Regretting your decision?" I smile.

"No silly, I'm not changing my mind. I'm very happy that you set yourself up to be treated so wonderfully." She strokes my hair back, "You deserve it."

I hear her stand and something hit the floor, "What are you doing?"

"Me? Oh, just taking my clothes off."

Yes please.

"Is it alright if I wash you from inside the tub?"

Again, yes please.

"Dove?"

I clear my throat, "Yeah- um y-yes"

"I'm just getting the loofah, my love. Getting it warm and wet. It's the soft one don't worry. I won't be rough with you...not tonight." I hear her close the body wash, "Sit up for me, baby." I do as she says and she slides in behind me, "I'm going to start with your back..." repeating slow, soft, gentle circles.

She lifts one arm by the wrist slightly above the water. Starting at the shoulder, moving down to the elbow, and slowly down to my hands. I feel her kiss my nape after she finishes the other arm.

"You can lean back"

My brain stops working when I feel her breasts on my back.

"So good for me..." she mutters to herself as she washes my chest, softly scrubbing back and forth. Over my collarbones and down my sternum.

My breath hitches in my throat.

A smile is evident in her voice, "Does that feel nice, dove?"

"Very" I reply quietly.

Xandra laughs, "I can tell. It's okay if you fall asleep, I'll take it as a compliment." she goes for more soap, "Mmmm next I'll move to your legs... starting with your thighs—"

I jump causing her to laugh.

"Oh! This is why I said something, pet. I know how jumpy you are." she kisses my temple, "Just relax, my love. Only soft touches." she scrubs across my left thigh in small circles before doing the other. Moving down to my knees, bending my legs up to reach my calves and feet. Xan laughs when I do, "I almost forgot how ticklish you are, dove."

I feel her lips against my neck.

"Put your head back for me...that's it. Just feel my hands, and the loofah...the water." she lets out a content hum, "All taking care of you."

"I love you, Xandra."

I hear her smile, "I love you more, my dove."

[yearningandstillnotlearning]

A r t .

- B.E.

Blurb :p | no use of any names for the characters, just “she” and “you”

a/n: first fanfic posted ever im so nervous | this was my yearning from some months ago i decided to make it into something more | please comment on your opinion on this im nervy

Not fluffy nor sexual but a secret third thing (sensual)

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Have you got colour in your cheeks?

Leftover snack packets and crumbs of cookies and sugar littering the couch of the living room, clock read 12:38AM, its past midnight, yet for two girls with a sleep schedule as theirs, the night is still young, too young.

Family and friends long gone, others went home others went on dates, and another stayed behind to cherish this very moment.

Are there some aces up your sleeve?

Have you no idea that you’re in deep?

Laughs had hit the walls hours ago when they were once gathered up to 7, and even now at 2 laughs are still bouncing back and forth. Sneaky giggles and stupid jokes, unexplainable videos that just seem so funny when its late and for once youre not alone.

Energy drinks on the floor next to the bed and an annoyingly bright light hitting at the side to make up for the lack of sun, yet thats the last thing to bother you right now. Theres nothing that could actually bother you right now, not when you finally have her in front of you.

Ive dreamt about you nearly every night this week

Sketchbook in your lap, pencil in your hand and coloured pencils scattered along your side on the bed, criss crossed bodies mirroring each other face to face.

Even if your face wasn’t able to stay in one place. Even if your face couldn’t handle the urge to heat and melt your makeup off in the process, even if you couldn’t handle looking at her, as much as you couldn’t handle her looking at you.

How many secrets can you keep?

Your heart thumping in your chest the same way it does when you’re at a club next to the speaker, body shook with the beat of the speakers and the bass, and you couldn’t tell if its from the amount of energy drinks you’ve consumed this evening or her presence.

But this is better, oh this is way better, theres no eardrum-breaking noise, or people squished up together, stomach-stirring drinks, uncomfortable heels. None of that.

This is simply adrenaline in itself, it was the excitement pumping in your veins.

Cause theres this tune i found that makes me think of you somehow and i play it on repeat..

Emotions thumping at your heart and in your veins causing your blood to rush to your face, cheeks burning red, but the colour showed at your ears, palms so sweaty you hold your sketchbook carefully to not wet and bend the paper. Neck and collarbone stained with red rash spots, just how into her are you?

Shes not stupid now, you tell that to yourself to sleep better at night. She has noticed everything, a simple blood rush is nothing. The way you look at her when everyone is talking laughing and you’re quiet? When your choice of “recharging” your social battery is looking at and through her? When you’re alone and suddenly your voice drops to just above a whisper, sweeter than any sugarcoated candy? When you doodle her and her only out of so many people, there are 5 other people with you two, yet who do you draw the most? You spend all your effort and time on her, enjoyably so.

Until i fall asleep,

A hand picking up your own has a wave of goosebumps sent across your body, a wave of heat while doing so. An amused laugh breaks your gaze, from the mixed hands, up to her own stare.

Shes staring at you, and you’re wishing she would stare nowhere near you. The fear in your brain banging like a migraine, wordlessly telling you she sees it all, and the very same fear in your body, giving her all the confirmation she needs. Her eyes softening as her one-sided laughter dies down, and you’ve yet to actually see her. So far you have been too caught up in your own thoughts to see in front of you until now.

A hand holding your burning one to her also heated cheek, and a twinkle in her eye right between that blown out pupil and icy blue cloud that dances like the stars do on the dark night sky right outside the window.

“I knew you felt it too, Im not crazy to like you”

spillin’ drinks on my settee.

[imagines4thepeeps]

So pretty it hurts

For: @star2684

Request: Can you write a fic for xandra. Where reader walks in on xandra masturbating and xandra doesn't notice until she hears moans escaping someone else's mouth🤷‍♀️

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You shivered as the cool air conditioning of the house met your still damp skin. Pool water trailed behind you as you made your way to your best friends room. With a chill down your arms, you reached the now empty room.

“Shit” You said realizing your friend was now MIA. You slipped on a pair of her shorts and one of her tank tops ready to head out. With your friend gone the only one left would be her step-mom, Xandra. Who, you must add, was smoking hot. The only major problem with your escape plan being that you would have to pass her room in order to get out. Which wouldn’t have been such a problem if the women knew how to shut a door or not masturbate when company was over.

The moans the woman was letting as she worked her hand in tight circles was ungodly. Her free hand was gripping the sheets with white knuckles. Her eyes shut tight, threatening to shoot open at any minute. You were simply stunned into a gay panic, frozen to your spot. As the circles xandra drew with her fingers got tighter, she seemed to be trying to find purchase in the covers with her legs. She was opening and closing them bringing herself closer and closer. Then she stopped suddenly, causing you to quickly level yourself with the door frame. As soon as she pulled her away she was back at it again effectively edging herself. At this new tidbit of information the pool forming between your legs grew exponentially.

Almost without your free will, your hand moved down to mirror the woman’s actions. Every tight circle the woman did now being the source of your pleasure. You didn’t realize how carried away you had gotten until the woman’s voice interrupted your breathy moans.

“Hello? (Y/n) is that you?” The familiar sexy rasp called to you.

“Oh shit!” You whisper yelled quickly pulling your hand out of your pants. You exhaled in an attempt to regain composure. After a second you moved slowly into the room. To your surprise though Xandra was still very much going at it. The tight circles she had once been drawing were now sloppy and exaggerated. She was putting on a show.

“(Y/n) my hand is tired, think you could help me?”

[loverofallthingssarah]

Tonight we can jump in, Fall into something

Part 2 of You got my heart beating in this bar

WARNING: Smut, angst

Word Count: 2.6 k

A/N: this is a collaboration part 2 of our Xandra fic with the one and only @twistedpoeticjustice!! i loved writing with you, lena. and i can't wait to write many more! she did most of it so don't let her lie to you also we combined our taglists, so don’t be confused as to why i tagged some of you when you’re not even on my taglist hehe

also, we tried to combine our NSFW taglist

title: i don't know about you - chris lane

The question surprised you. You knew that Xandra was direct and flirty but you didn’t expect her to ask you this question tonight. So you hesitated, nervously biting your bottom lip as you thought about the correct answer to her rather simple question. Xandra smiled at you and you felt your cheeks blush. “You know what, sugar, let’s just drive to my place– it’s nearby.”

Xandra reached around you to open the passenger side door to her BMW and motions for you to slide inside, and you followed her lead. She closed to the door behind you and strutted her way to the driver’s side. Xandra slithered inside the car in the sexiest way ever possible. She was like a woman from another ethereal planet, no way her perfection came from the very world you are a part of - she was almost like an angel and a devil all mixed together in the most delightful, sinful way.

As the car took off from the car park, Xandra looked over at you in the most delicious way and you felt chills ignite from within. But your nerves were slowly peeking through the veil of desire surrounding your being. Her hand was suddenly on your thigh and it broke you from your thoughts. She was rubbing soothing circle patterns and your nervousness started to break, “Y/n, I can take you home if you really want me to…”

“No, I want t-this. I want you,” you said back to her as your body finally completely relaxed into her touch.

Her presence around you was undeniably soothing to your soul. You felt a comfort around her that you had never felt with any other person you’ve known except one, but that was a fantasy you long had pushed from your mind. Xandra’s car came to a complete stop in the driveway outside the most beautiful home you had ever seen.

“We’re here, sugar,” Xandra winked before she got out of the car and walked to your side to let you out. She was so chivalrous in a world where chivalry was dead and gone. Her hand reached out for yours as she pulled you up, and as she closed the car door she backed you into it. Her hot breath against your neck - a few delicate kisses laid before she took your hand and led you into her home.

“Come on now,” Xandra’s low voice echoed through the quiet and dark night as you followed the blonde to her front door. She opened the door and stepped aside so that you were the first to enter her house. You took a moment to look around and take everything in. She actually had a really good sense for interior design. Everything seemed rather quaint and not as flashy as you had imagined. It was all very put together and you immediately felt at home even though it was the first time you were here.

The older woman didn’t let you look for too long though as she grabbed your hand and already led you to the kitchen. “Do you want some water?” She didn’t even wait for your answer as she took a glass from a shelf above the sink and filled it with tap water. As she turned around you nodded, taking the glass out of her hands with a whispered “thank you”. You almost choked on the water as Xandra suddenly yet gently pushed you against the counter behind you. She didn’t waste any more time as she claimed your lips without any warning. Your mouth instantly opened as your eyes closed and you blindly tried to find the counter to place the glass of water on the edge. As soon as it was out of your hands, they came up to get entangled in Xandra’s blonde hair as she pushed you further into the counter.

As air became necessary you felt the blonde slowly back away. A flirty smirk graced her lips as her eyes studied you again. Her hands, which had been on your cheeks, sunk down to your hips and with a gentle push she picked you up and lifted you on the counter, placing herself between your thighs. You gasped at her action, but it was immediately silenced as she stepped forward.

“You look so beautiful,” she said, sliding her hands up your thighs. “T-thank you,” you replied. You were easy to fluster and you already felt the red spreading across your cheeks. With a smirk Xandra leaned forward and you opened your eyes in surprise as you felt her soft kiss on your neck and not your lips as you had anticipated.

“Shh, relax sweetheart,” she spoke in between kisses, her breath hitting the sensitive skin on your neck causing goosebumps to break out on your entire body. You carefully slid forward, desperate for more contact.

Xandra chuckled and softly pushed some of your hair out of your face and tucked it behind your ear. “Be patient,” she said, amusement swinging in her sensual voice. She leaned forward, pressing her lips against yours in a gentle kiss, but you groaned, grasping the front of her red top in your fists and holding her closer as you deepened the kiss.

You felt Xandra smile into the kiss as she noticed how needy you really were and she immediately slowed down the kiss. She slowly slid her tongue across your lips, slowly pushed it into your mouth as you opened it a little bit, and slowly rubbed your thighs as you moaned into the kiss.

“Here?” you whispered into her mouth as Xandra’s cool hands trailed over your sides and up your thighs under your little black dress.

“Oh god, yes,” she moaned out as she backed away from your lips to place more kisses on your exposed neck. You carefully threw your head back to give her more space to caress your neck. Her hands were still under your dress, her sharp nails tracing over your thighs, which caused you to slide forward again, trying to grind yourself into her thigh, desperate for her touch elsewhere.

“More?” she asked and you nodded in response, too caught up in the moment to form a full response to her simple question. “Lift your hips for me sugar,” she prompted as her fingers hooked under your dress. You did as you were told and your dress was off in no time.

“You look so good,” she praised, her hand slipping in between your thighs spreading them slowly. You gasped when you felt her cold fingers move upwards right to the place where you wanted to feel her most. “Xan,” you whined. She bent down further until her lips were met with the soft skin of your neck once again, sucking slowly which sent a wave of heat and pleasure through your entire body.

“Am I going too fast?” she whispered against your skin but you shook your head. You were anticipating this exact moment the entire evening that you were still in disbelief that this was actually happening right now. “Good,” she added as her fingers finally found your already soaking center. A throaty moan escaped your mouth with the sudden contact of the tip of her acrylics. She slowly started rubbing your clit, moving up and down your soaked center as you desperately tried to push your hips forward in anticipation of even more contact. “So desperate, sugar?” You just nodded, your eyes closed until you felt her grip under your chin making you look up again. “Look at me, sweet one. What do you want?” Her voice was even lower than before, her eyes almost black and as she looked at you the image of a devil mixed with an angel came back to your mind.

“I… please Xanny… more,” you let out, your breath strangled and throaty. A chuckle escaped Xandra’s throat as she returned her attention to your center. “So good, sugar. Since you asked so nicely, you will get what you want. Look at me.”

Your eyes locked with hers, Xandra spread your legs a little bit wider and you were already quivering as Xandra carefully pressed two fingers into your body, bending them slightly which caused another groan to escape your mouth. The acrylics scratched the inside of your walls ever so slightly, which sent another wave of pleasure through your body, causing you to want even more of her.

“Shh, sugar, I’ve got you,” she whispered, letting you bury your face in the crook of her neck as she began pushing her fingers into you in a steady rhythm.

“Good girl,” she mumbled into your hair, gently kissing the side of your head as her thumb rubbed your clit. You whimpered, hooking your legs around her waist and pulling her closer as you began bucking your hips in sync with Xandra’s fingers.

As you tried closing your thighs you felt Xan’s strong yet soft grip around them, holding them apart. She curled her fingers inside you at just the right angle, hitting the soft tissue which made you melt. “I’m gonna cum, Xan, please–” you moaned. Your thighs trembled as Xandra helped you reach your high. She slowly let you ride it out and then carefully removed her fingers from your center.

“Stay the night,” she whispered and you smiled shyly as you nodded. “I would love to. I mean.. I wanna see you, too.”

“Oh sugar, you’re about to.” She smirked and lifted you off the counter before she led you through the hallway back to her bedroom. Xan signaled you to sit on the bed and you did as you were told. Once you were sitting on her bed and she started to undress in front of you, you just knew that this was about to be a long night.

The next thing you knew, the sun was creeping into Xandra’s bedroom room warming your face as it woke you up. One big stretch took over your entire body as you turned around in the arms of the gorgeous woman you met last night. She stirred from her slumber when you moved from your spot, “Good morning, sugar,” she said with a yawn, “How did you sleep?”

Before you even got a chance to respond, she gave you a sultry wink. “I slept well, Xanny,” you replied shyly as your nerves returned to your entire body. You pulled the sheets over your chest as you were brought back to reality of the night's events, but Xandra will have no part in that, “Sugar, it’s not like I haven’t seen you… all of you…” She pulled down the covers as her lips attached to your neck. Soft moans released from your mouth but were interrupted by the grumbling of your morning hunger.

Xandra giggled and she broke away from giving you kisses, “I think someone has worked up quite the appetite after last night. What do you say? We go downstairs and I make you some breakfast?”

You nodded shyly. Xandra slid out of bed and headed towards her closet where she pulled out two robes. She handed over one to you and you thanked her shyly as you slipped it on before getting out of bed to follow behind her. When you both entered the kitchen, Xandra immediately walked over to the fridge and started shuffling through her items.

“It looks like I have all the ingredients to make my famous blueberry pancakes. Does that sound good to you, sugar?” she inquired, “Yes, that sounds amazing.”

She grabbed all the ingredients and started mixing everything together and you watched her in awe. This Xandra right in front of you was completely different from the one you had met last night, and it was a welcomed surprise. You felt so at home in her kitchen as Xandra was making you breakfast. Everything just felt right as if you were supposed to be here in the very moment and many more moments after this. She motioned you to come over, breaking you from your thoughts, as she finished mixing the batter, “Will you get some plates out of the cabinet over there?”

“Sure thing,” you said as you walked around her to get all the proper plates and utensils for breakfast. Xandra started pouring the batter in perfect round pancakes on her griddle as you walked over to the table to set it, but just as you finished putting down the plates you heard Xandra’s house phone ring. She rolled her eyes as she walked over to the phone to answer it, “Hello?” You watched as her face scrunched up to whoever is speaking to her on the other end.

She looked at you, “It’s for you.” You gave her a quizzical look as you took the phone out of her hand.

“Hello?”

The voice that came ringing through gave your body chills, “Hello, Miss L/n.”

“H-hello, Miss Venable,” you replied back. “Miss L/n, I need you to come into work today. I know it’s the weekend, but we have an emergency meeting scheduled for next week. We must prepare for it at once.”

“Miss Venable, I am actually in the middle of some-,” you started to say but she cut you off, “Miss L/n, I don’t think you understand. I wasn’t asking you. I was telling you. If you value your career, I would be at the office in the next half an hour.” The line went dead and your blood ran cold.

“Oh my god, oh my god,” you started chanting as you freaked out. Xandra approached you. “What’s wrong?” Xandra asked as she reached out and held onto your hand as an attempt to calm you down. “My b-boss. She… I… She…,” Xandra rubbed calming circles on your wrist as she tried to help you calm down, “if I’m not in the office in half an hour she is going to fire me. I can’t lose my job, Xan.” She pulled you into a hug, “It’s okay, sugar. Go upstairs and get dressed. I’ll take you to work, okay?”

“But what about breakfast?” you looked into the kitchen and felt horrible that all of this work went to shame. “It’s okay, sugar. I can see how important your job is to you, and I wouldn’t want to jeopardize it. Now go!” She swatted your ass in emphasis, and you giggled as you ran upstairs to get presentable for work. The ride to work was comfortable, you both were giggling along to the radio. Your worries were long forgotten until she pulled into the car park of Kineros Robotics. You suddenly wondered how Miss Venable got Xandra’s number in the first place, but that was a question you wouldn’t be asking because you valued your career… and life. Her car came to a complete stop, “Well, sugar, here we are.”

“Thank you, Xandra. I really enjoyed last night and this morning,” you looked down shyly as memories of the night before floated around in your head, “and I really appreciate you driving me to work.”

“It was no problem, sugar. I hope you have a wonderful day,” Xandra leaned over to kiss you, “I hope to see you again, Y/n.”

“Me too,” you looked around the car and found a spare receipt in Xandra’s cup holder and wrote down your number on the back, and handed it to Xandra, “You can call me if you’d like.”

“I sure will, sugar,” she winked at you and stole one more kiss before you got out of the car, and headed towards the entrance of the building. The closer you got to the door, you could make out a figure standing before the glass. You knew who it was, “H-hello, Miss Venable.”

“Who was that, Miss L/n?” she inquired in her dark, husky voice. She did not look pleased with the scene she watched unfold.

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[simpingfortheages]

//WHY WOULD YOU?//

ship: Xandra x fem! reader.

Synopsis: Living with Xandra can be both pleasure and pain. Falling for your uncle's girlfriend seems mortally wrong so naturally your try to fight it . Xandra wants you, but your attention is one that is hard to get so she takes steps to another level to get it one way or another.

[MINORS DNI]

warnings: use of a strap, fingering, angst, smut, manipulation, fluff

You always had mixed feelings about Xandra; but of course she knew you were borderline attracted to her. It's not that easy to avoid her, after all you were living in her house. It was wrong to have feelings for your uncle's girlfriend but the way she swung her hips in her tight jeans and bikinis made it quite difficult for you to fight the feeling.

"Uncle Larry, Elizabeth is coming over later today if that's okay?" You asked at the breakfast table.

"Ugh again?" Xandra commented under her breathe, however you knew she wanted you to hear it. "If you don't want her over here, I can just rearrange to go by her. " You downed the last bit of your juice.

"No. I told you before, you're not allowed to stay over by any friends who live miles away from the house." You turned to put your dishes in the sink, turning your back to Xandra giving you time to roll your eyes at her comment.

Living with her was honestly a blessing and a curse, but deep down you kind of liked the idea of her being possessive about you. Unfortunately at times like this you hated it. "Xandra this is why I have no friends, you never let me hang out with anyone." You turned to face her with a frown on your lips.

"Why do you need friends with you have me." She scowled, her snarky reply didn't go unnoticed by you since you looked at her with raised eyebrows. " And- and your uncle" she terribly tried to correct herself.

Larry was an idiot, no if's or buts, he just was. He was constantly oblivious to Xandra's blatant flirtatious outbursts.

"Well if it's fine with Xandra, it's fine with me. But sorry I won't be here to meet your friend Eleonora"

"Elizabeth" you corrected him.

"Right her, I've got to fly out today." He shoved the rest of his toast in his mouth mid sentence.

You grimaced as he spoke with his mouth full.

" Yeah that's fine, is Xandra going with you?" You quickly asked to be discrete.

"No she's staying her with you and Ellen." you scoffed this time, not bothering to correct him.

" But I'm 18, going to be 19 next 3 months. I think I'm old enough to take care of myself" You swallowed hard at the thought of being alone with Xandra.

" Yeah well I'm not gonna risk you burning the house down." Before you could defend yourself Larry finished his mug of coffee which you were sure was dog nose cold.

"Well I've got to go, don't have too much fun without me" He hugged you tightly and walked over to Xandra pulling her into deep kiss.

You wanted to gag on spot with the wet sounds their kiss made. However you couldn't help but feel like Xandra was just amplifying the kiss to get a reaction out of you.

Xandra softly moaning into the display of affection causing an unwanted flush to crawl its way up your skin. It was quite difficult to look away from the scene, especially when she was making intense eye contact with you whilst kissing her boyfriend.

"I'm gonna go upstairs..." you swallowed hard trying to break the thick tension that Xandra created. Fortunately enough your uncle pulled away with a satisfied smirk on his face....

lucky bitch.

"Well that's a kiss I haven't gotten in a long time" Xandra completely ignored him and moved to place her dishes in the sink "You wouldn't want to be late , it's half 3 and your flight is at 5" she tilted her head to the side trying to catch a glimpse of the clock.

You didn't stay to say goodbye, you left to go upstairs in your room. Happily avoiding any unwanted gross exchange between the both of them.

------------[time skip]

"Y/N!"Xandra yelled out from downstairs. With an annoyed huffed you threw your textbook on your study table and marched down to meet the woman. "What?" you snapped.

"I need you-"The blonde stopped herself in the middle of her sentence. "Did you just raise your voice at me?" her eyebrow lifted in a perfect arch.

Everything about this woman was perfect. You tried so hard to stay up in your room until your friend came to avoid any one on one unnecessary interactions with her.

"I just asked "what?" Xandra. It wasn't any attitude. ". Xandra wasn't having it. "Oh please I'm not not dumb baby. I've seen the way you look at me. You're only doing yourself" She took a pull from her cigarette.

You were sure Xandra could see the red in your cheeks at the nickname she used for you.

As you were about to try to defend yourself, the phone in your pocket vibrated. Trying not to fumble and not make a bigger fool of yourself, your looked down at the message.

It was Elizabeth, she was on her way.

"Sorry Xan-" you looked up only to see that she was right in your personal bubble, her head leaning down, allowing her face to be just a few meer inches away from yours.

"Yes?" she answered condescendingly. " My- my friend Elizabeth is one her way..." your reply started off stronger however the words died at the end of your lips.

" Yeah well I don't care, I want you to walk the dog." She twirled a strand of loose hair that escaped from your ponytail. " But She's coming in a few minutes" You didn't feel like rebelling against her at this point.

"I don't care Y/N. This is my house, and you're in my care. You do as I say." it made no sense arguing with her, even if you could, you wouldn't. Deep down you know tha this woman has you wrapped around her finger... but you'll never tell her that.

" If I were you I'd hurry." Xandra placed her finger under your chin tilting it upwards so that you'll look at her. "Pepper hasn't walked in a while so I'd take the back road."

The close proximity she created was overwhelming for you, her perfume and cigarette smoke flooding your senses. Your words were jumbled in your head so all you did was nod.

The woman smirked and leaned closer to your ear, " Good girl..." her raspy voice echoed in your head, her warm breathe kissed your ear. She knew what she was doing and she was winning.

Her words swirling in your head making you dizzy, it annoys you how much 2 words made your feet turn turn jelly.

Before you could process the whole thing , Pepper ran into the room and jumped on your leg causing Xandra to pull away.

You grabbed Pepper's leash and made your way out the door.

_____[time skip 45 mins]

You were sweaty and annoyed at the fact that Xandra made you walk in the sun for 45 minutes. You kicked off your shoes at the door and noticed your friend's shoes were there as well...huh she's didn't call to say that she arrived.

You unhooked Pepper's leash letting him run about the house. The shirt you wore was drenched in your sweat, you smelled sour and your hair felt greasy. You took it upon yourself to take a quick shower before you went to meet your friend. You assumed she was already in your room.

Since the house was awfully quiet and Xandra was no where to be seen, she wasn't by the pool, although you wish she was so you could have gotten a chance to see her in her cute bikini. She wasn't in the kitchen either. You frowned from the lack of her presence.

With a towel wrapped around you, you made your way to your bedroom door. As you pushed the door open, a cold chill ran its way up your spin.

" WHAT THE FUCK??" your eyes opened wide at the scene infront you. Without thinking you grabbed Elizabeth by her hair and yanked her off the bed," Get the fuck out." You didn't care about your attire, only the burning feeling in your chest that was growing bigger each second.

" Fuck you Elizabeth." You slammed your door shut. You didn't want to hear what she even had to say. A wave of relief washed it's way over your body as you heard the sounds of crying outside the window.

You looked out and smiled as you saw her running home with a messy hair and a twisted ankle.

" Xandra you can't go around kissing my fucking friends like that." You clenched your fist in anger, your chest heaving heavily at the moment. " and why not?" she sneared back.

The happy thoughts were broke. when you here Xandra chuckle from the bed," Jealous much?" she asked rhetorically.

" You're dating my uncle.." Your words faltered. " Oh come on y/n we both know that meeting he's going too is between some bimbos legs... but you didn’t answer my question."

Xandra was right, you purposely avoided the question...screw it.

" So what if i was jealous..." You swallowed hard. "Good,I like that you are. And if it takes me to kiss all of your friends to get that reaction out of you. l'll do it again..and again." She climbed off the bed and swayed her hips towards you as she did.

"What do you want Xandra.." You felt weak and dazed at the effect this woman had on you.

"Isn't it obvious? I want you.." she backed you up against your desk. " I don't like how you kissed her before you did me." You confessed.

" I wasn't going to do anything with her, all she got was a kiss. It was sloppy and not sexy." Xandra ghosted her lips over your neck.

The hairs on your skin stood upright from the sensation. you wanted more... " Xandra..." The word fell gently from your lips.

" If you want more you have to ask me...I can't read minds angel." Her hands wrapped its way softly yet firm around your neck titling it backwards.

" I want you.." She smiled toothedly at your shy response. Xandra grabs you by the shoulder, and pulls you into a lustful kiss, towering over you. She pulls you until your calves hit the side of bed and you fall backwards into a sitting position with a whimpers. Xandra takes advantage of this to stick her tongue in your mouth, completely dominating the kiss. You reach down running your hands down her side to pull off her shirt but she grabs your wrists and yanks them to your side, " No touching." she growls.

Her hands shove your body roughly onto the bed discarding your Towel in the process. You felt a sense of pride as her eyes raked over your body.

With your hands placed firmly to the side. Xandra climbs her way atop your your small frame She starting kissing you ravenously, focusing in particular on your neck and sensitive breasts. Without warning, she thrusts two fingers inside you.

“Fuck!” you cry out. The sudden intrusion took you by surprise. The woman on top you chuckled," Doesn't seem like you are fighting it now"

" Just fuck me." you were already breathless.

Xandra slapped you lightly on the cunt with her free hand. “Language baby” She pulls up from her kiss and straddles you, her fingers thrusting in and out of you rapidly, staring deeply into your eyes. It was too intense for you so your turned your head and screwed them shut.

You throw your head back as she curls her two fingers, hitting your spot. “Look at me,” she commanded, her hand grasping your neck once more to tilt your head back to where it was. She made sure you held eye contact with her, but you were faltering under her intense look.

She picked up the pace, adding a third finger. You gripped the bedsheets for stability but it didn't help with the overhwlming pleasure "Xandra- please...that's too much" You cried out but she didn't stop. " Your cunt is saying something else baby" She was right you were hugging her in so tight.

She showed no signed of slowing down. Her lips attached onto your errect nipples, Xandra kissed, sucked and licked your breasts raw. You wanted to touch her so bad." Let me touch you please.."You begged.

" Hmm?" she ignored your request and continued to thrust her fingers in deeper, " Xan- mommy can I touch you ?.." You couldn't see her face but you knew she was smiling at the nickname.

Her thumb made contact with your swollen clit causing your hips to buck against her hands,"Now you can.." her lips moved up onto your neck.The sensation is overwhelming.

“Mommy!” you cried out, the movement of her thumb on your clit increased.You break her eye contact, squeezing your eyelids shut," Mommy please can i cum?" Your hands claw at her back.. Leaving red lines on her backs, Xandra moaned at the sensation. " Not yet baby..." you mewled below her.

" Who do you belong too?" She pushed the question. Your bottom lip trapped between your teeth, trying to suppress your moans. Xandra didn't like that. She curled her 3 fingers against your g spot almost sending you over the edge. If she kept on thrusting her fingers you were going to cum but Xandra knew that.

She completely stopped , you could slowly feel your orgasm going away, " No mommy please- I belong to you. Please please .." Tears gathered in your eyes form how sexually frustrated you were.

"See baby that's wasn't so hard." She said calmly. You unknowingly spread your legs further for her to give her more access. Xandra resumed her finger fucking, your walls tightening around her fingers. The lewd sounds of your arousal filling the room just added to your pleasure.

A satisfied smile returning to your face as your felt the knot in your lower stomach forming. Her soft plump lips sucking in share bursts at your clit. The feeling was enough for your legs to clamp closed around her head. Her nails dug into your legs prying ot back open. As you ride out the wave. Your ears were ringing.

After a moment, Xandra leaned forward, planting a soft kiss on your forehead. " Thank you.." you mumbled with a drunk look on your face, still getting off your high.

"we're not done" That was all she said before she came off the bed and left. You had no idea what happened so you tried to stand on your legs to find clothes to wear. Your feet felt like jelly but you couldn't wipe the smile off your face.

"What are you doing?" A voice made you turn around,"I was just-" the words did at your lips when you saw the strap attached around Xandra's waist.

Your throat went dry.."Mommy- " your lip trembled, " but I'm sensitive.." you backed away from her until your legs made contact with the bed again.

Xandra grabbed your Ankles and placed them in her shoulder, not before placing a kiss on either one of it," Don't you want to cum one more time for mommy?" She was already lining up the Strap to your wet pussy.

Without knowing what was going to happen you just nodded in agreement. She grabs your hips, thrusting into you hard . The sudden fullness takes your breath away , making you arch your back in a bow, the slick between your legs was so much it began to leak out into the bed below. Xandra continued at a furious pace, slamming into you repeatedly. The sound of your skin slapping on her made you blush with embarrassment but it was clear that Xandra loved the sound. She wrapped a hand around your throat, and leaned her body flush against your chest after a particularly hard thrust.

“Mine,” she growls. “You’re mine your only for b me, no one else. You don't need friends and not even fucking Elizabeth.”

Her words feel into muffled ears , you moaned with each movement of her hips, your tits bouncing as your toes curled ."Xandra!"

"I'm right here baby cum for me"Xandra buried her face into your neck as your came undone. When you did she gently pulled out of you and discarded the strap on the floor.

" I'm transferring you to a private school y/n" she spoke as her hands moved to brush hair away from your face, " but why" you pretend under her attention. "I don't like those friends so of your that you bring home."

You weren't going to complain you liked this side of her begin possessive.

Unknowingly to you, your neck was decorated with the markings of Xandra, " We're going to buy you some new clothes baby. I want you to wear shorter ones around the house"

" But larry?" you asked.

" He isn't coming home anytime this month and even when he does come home. It will still be just you and I" She pulled you into a soft kiss, running her hands through your hair.

As you drifted off to sleep Xandra held you tighter and closer to her naked body, " You're for me alone..."

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Requests Open

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So I guess I finally caved and decided to make a side blog to post my writing on and I wanted to open up for requests cause why not.

Masterlist

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What I will not write:

• No ships that pair minors with adults

• Also nothing NSFW for minors

• Incest

• Non con

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What I will write:*

• Headcanons (SFW & NSFW)

• Imagines (SFW & NSFW)

• Ship One Shots (SFW & NSFW)

• X Reader (SFW & NSFW)

• Poly ship and x readers (SFW & NSFW)

• Letters (SFW Only)

*please note that if I feel uncomfortable with a certain request I may decline to write it

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• MPHFPC (movie and currently halfway through the book series)

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• Resident Evil Village

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Lord Karl Heisenberg

Lord Salvatore Moreau

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Bela Dimitrescu

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Maleficent

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• Star Trek DS9

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Quark

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• The Worst Witch (2017)

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Xandra

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Pearl

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All Eva Green Characters

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Magnets

Pt 2 of we broke it

Warning: smut

       Before you had the chance to be in a relationship with Xandra, and even met her you sort of lived in Los Angeles.

You had moved with your oncle when you had no more place to stay, after you confessed to him you'd been homeless for a while he accepted to take you in.

You two didn't share much, but things weren't too awkward. Except it got a bit when you started sleeping with his girlfriend.

Xandra had been so attractive to you from the day you laid eyes on her. And as you got to know each other you started gravitating around each other. Being pulled together like magnets, yes magnets. The first time you'd both kissed you were both sitting on the sofa, wine in hand, laughing about the ridiculousness of the movie playing in front of you. It had ended you were still both out of breath. Larry was long gone to a work trip, so the house was empty except for the both of you who and her dog. Your hand fell on her lap, and her held your shoulder warmingly.

Your eyes met and in a spark  you couldn't understand you both threw eachother at each others. Lips meeting greatly and arms pulling body closes.

Xandra Fell backwards on the couch with the force of your kiss, her hand landing on the back of your neck while yours gripped her waist.

"Oh god, Xandra..."

She pulled back slightly

"Y/n...I'm so sorry...shit..this wasn't supposed to happen, your like a niece or something"

"It's okay, i understand you're with Larry, and he's my oncle, which kinda makes you my aunt ? Are you tho ?"

"..n..not really.."

Things had ended there, but you could definitely feel the undeniable strength by which you two were pulled together.

You had kissed again, in the spur of the moment or just out of sweetness. Avoiding getting cough by Larry, or one of her friends.

When Larry had a car accident she was devastated, and you offered your help with the house and finance, got a small job at the local pool, and studied on the side. Xandra was thankful for the help and continued to grief. You had also brought enormous emotional support, often finding her crying in the kitchen you'd offer your shoulder for her to cry, warm hugs to feel somehow better.

You had stroked her hair, held her sides and rubbed her back in comfort.

"Shh... I'm here it's okay...you'll be okay I promise...it won't sting like that forever"

You had often whispered in shy ears.

"I know it's hard..but at least he is in a better place"

It had been almost a year since you'd last kissed. The attraction never sized but you had pushed her advances multiple times, mostly out of respect for her, and her pain. You'd believed she had been trying to fix a hole in her chest. Seek your attention, affection to stop her skin from missing the contact of another lover. Her body having been shocked at the lack of intimacy, the lack of love displays.

So eventually she had stopped asking, tired of the rejection you would always give despite you're absolute want towards her.

"What is it ? What am I doing wrong ?"

"Oh...Xandra."

"Am I not pretty enough ? Not skinny enough ? Are you repulsed by me ??"

"No..hey..xandra no. Absolutely not. You are so beautiful"

When you felt her get better, enjoy things again and go out with friends and you felt that she was stable enough to date again.

You gave in, one morning, as she was making breakfast facing the stove you pulled her in your arms from behind and laid your chin on her shoulder.

"What's smelling good ?"

"Pancakes"

"... I was more Talking about your perfume."

She turned around in your arms looking you confusedly.

You pulled back, anxious, thinking that maybe she didn't want you anymore.

"OH Xandra...I'm so sorry.. I just.. I thought..you were s.."

She pulled you in by your shirt and kissed you hard, taking the lead, biting your lower lip begging for entrance.

Once the initial shock from the sudden movement left you you responded heavily, your hands finding the curve where her waist meets her hip. Gripping the bare skin above her shorts. After she backed away from the kiss for air, she urgently flipped the already well heated pancake.

"Well, this one is definitely done"

"Sorry. I got a bit carried away y/n"

"No need to be sorry darling"

"Already with the nicknames ?"

"Only If you knew how long I waited"

"Is that so ?"

"Oh shut up and kiss me now"

"Gotta make sure the pancakes don't burn hon"

That night you found Xandra in her robe in the living room, you were watching tv, not really paying any attention to it. She stood leaning on the counter in a sexy way. "Enjoying the show ?"

You were slightly straddled by her voice and looked backwards. Eyes landing on her arched body, hair hanging on one side of her shoulder. Her slick night robe showing bits of skin.

"..w..well yes"

"I think there's something you'd like more than that old serie"

"Someone's quite bold tonight"

"I'm tired of having you push me away y/n"

"Hey.. Xan.. I had to, I couldn't just let you fall into my arms after what happened like it wasn't something that was healthy."

"I know and I get it now come here"

You went up to her, took your time caressing her cheeks, her neck, down between her breasts, her stomach, thighs, and finally you pulled her in for a kiss. Your mouths taking control of it, your hands gripping her body, pushing her against the nearest wall.

"If we do this we do this my way baby"

She moaned at the sudden dominant tone of your voice, your fingers riding her of her dress, your eyes found her in a red lingerie Set, with a matching garter belt. "So hot. So fucking hot"

You started making out with her with more vigor, pressing your body harder against her, your leg between hers.

Xandra was a moaning mess by now, her body wiggling between the wall and yours.

"Oh xanny already desperate ?"

"Mm...please y/n"

Your fingers hooked the strap of her bra while you peppered kisses on her neck.

Dragging in down you nibbled her skin down her body, sucking on her nipples, making her arch your back, "Aw.. someone's sensitive here" you mumbled before taking her breasts in your free hand and kneaded it.

Your other one busy holding her neck slightly. You kept your hungry attack on her breasts and started teasing your way back up, before Putting your hand inside her panties finding her wet and waiting for you.

"My, my my someone's quite eagerly drenched, look at that. You ruined your panties"

You said as you slapped the waistband on her lower belly, before dragging it down with force. Her body naked and the rest of her attire cluttered on the floor beneath her.

Your fingers toyed with her mound sofly, not quite applying any pressure, just barely even touching. They were soon drenched with her juices and you brought them up her body, smearing it slowly on her stomach and going up. You did this a few times, going higher up each times. Leaving goosebumps on your travel, making her wriggle. Finally you reached her mouth and gently ordered her to open it, she did then sucked vigorously on the digits.

"That's it. Suck on my fingers with that filthy mouth." She moaned against them and looked into your eyes while she did that depraved act.

You felt arousal flow though your body at the sight of her. You took her fingers out of your mouth, and placed them back down on her body caressing her thighs, making her shiver and shake in anticipation.

"Please...y/n...please"

"Please what darling ?"

"Please...fuck me"

"You need to be more specific about that..what do you want"

"Just fuck me I don't care how you do it"

Your fingers found the patch of hair between her legs and played with them.

"Have you ever done that before ?"

"What ?"

"With a woman"

"..no...just with men"

"Are you nervous ?"

"Honestly I'm so fucking excited right now I'm beyond that" she threw her pelvis at you trying to make you go further down.

"Okay easy tiger.. remember you can tell me to stop anytime your not comfortable"

"Yeah..yeah please. Just go ahead and fuck me hard"

"Well I can't say no to that"

You finally dived in, rubbed her clit tightly, up and down and in circle finding out what movement she liked best.

When she was ready you asked her if she wanted more to what she heavily nodded.

"Words baby. Use them"

"Yes please"

You delved in, two fingers stretching her deliciously, pumping in and fully out before going back inside her. You kept a steady pace, progressively growing. You felt her groan and arch her body to press deeper. Decided to curl your fingers and hit that sweet spot inside her over and over again before she tumbled over the edge crying out and clenching around your fingers her body growing Stiff as you helped her ride her orgasm. Once she relaxed against you you pulled her by the hair and bend her over the counter her naked chest pressing against the cold wood.

"Did I say you could come ?"

"..no..but..y..you didn't say I had to...ask"

"Oh how convenient for you then"

Your hand found her clit again and rubbed it rapidly, while the other one held her hair back pushing her even further down on the counter.

"The worst thing is that you like that huh ?"

"HHYeah..yeah...UH"

"You like it when I fuck you rough"

She nodded before you lifted her and pressed her against your front, fingers still working her orgasm up. It didn't take long for it to build up, this time she asked if she could come, you had refused told her to hold it in or she'd be punished. After a few more minutes you felt her hold the clenches that were threatening to trigger her second orgasm "can I pleeeease cum..let me cum... I beg you i can't...can't hold it any..more"

"Cum. Then. Cum for me like a good girl"

The praise and your insatiable work on her made her throw her head back on your shoulder, and this time in a quieter moan release her juices on your hands as she came hard.

You kept stimulating her clit through and afterwards, before saying in a low voice "do you think I can get you to come again ? Will you do that for me ?"

She nodded and you plunged three fingers inside her while keeping the pace of circling her clit With your thumb. It took barely a minute of your stroking and pumping for her to clench again, nodding as allowance you rode it out before you felt a rush of liquid run down your hand and wrist and between her legs. Your other hand holding her waist so she wouldn't stumble.

"Did you just squirt all over me ? For your fist time ?"

She blushed heavily and tried to get away from your grip, to embarrassed to even say a word.

"Hey.. no none of that, it's very hot, nothing to be embarrassed about. Besides it means you've probably enjoyed yourself, right?"

She nodded hard before turning around in your arms lazily hiding in the crock of your neck. Before she kissed down your neck, hands playing with your chest underneath your shirt. Already heading down on her knees, and unbuckling your belt.

She unfasten your jeans and took them off of you, her hands caressing the newly discovered skin. She sat on her heels and waited for you, your hand finding her cheek softly, puting a strand of hair out of her face.

"..you do know you don't have to do anything in return, I've quite enjoyed myself already"

"Yes.. but I want too"

"Alright then. Get to work"

You said as you pushed her head to you. Her fingers rid you of your underwear, and dived in without wasting more time, exploring your folds, trying to see what sounds she could get you to make.

"Don't tease. I have very small patience"

She nodded before putting her mouth on you, making you arch and throw your head back, her kitten licks Turing into nibbles and slight sucking. She decided on a pace, and you gripped her hair when she started to go faster. She wasted no time in tasting you, making sure your toes curled as your pleasure build up. She kept eating you out until you came in one shuddering breath, hips buckling against her face getting her to fuck you harder.

She raised to her legs before giving you a quick peck.

You both climbed up to go to sleep, a quick showers and putting on night clothes before going to bed.