#a empty void of words

[lostandunlovedd]

Letting go of the person you once loved more than anything is one of the hardest things you can ever go through. It feels like your heart has been ripped out, leaving behind an emptiness that’s hard to explain. The pain is deep, and no matter how much time passes, a part of you still aches for what once was.

[silentprose]

I will never understand those who rush from one love to another, not because their hearts are full, but because they are afraid of the emptiness. Is it love they seek, or only the feeling of being needed? Do they never believe in waiting, in trusting that the love meant for them will find its way, no matter how long the silence lasts?

[cent-scratchnsniff]

of where [ ] [ ] used to be

[ourtalechara]

Hello, welcome to the void. We offer free therapy.

[vaguely-concerned]

just for fun this time during 'sea of blood' I counted out all the venatori corpses I think we can be pretty sure were lucanis' handiwork before we show up (not including the ones he kills in his initial cutscene, and with an assumption that he's been at work mainly up and down in the areas we move through until we find him, not behind the locked door -- I think that's mostly the work of rampaging undead and other venatori-hoisted-by-their-own-petard suchlikes). can thus happily inform you lucanis has killed at least 32 venatori before rook and company get there. at least one of them he's impaled on their own weird crystal spike things the venatori mages cast as an AOE attack and that they're trying to keep him contained with when we find him. so he's clearly been keeping busy lol. that's my boy dispensing poetic justice and claiming some enrichment in his enclosure while he's at it good for him!

[loverboybrightsideghost]

this is YOUR 🫵🏼 sign to start making random noises when you feel like it. meowing? go for it. random squeaking? hell yeah man. make noises 🫵🏼 let it out dog

[1introvertedsage]

Sometimes it’s felt like I’ve had a monster inside of me. So full of anger and rage for what this world is. I’ve also felt a deep void within me. An endless emptiness for something I couldn’t find. No matter what I tried.. I could quiet the monster but never fill this void.

[glittertism]

[Id: simple drawing of a gray cat holding a playing card, looking down at two already placed face-down cards. End id]

(Help me transition!)

[thedeafprophet]

Every few months I get the all consuming urge to just give up on art forever and never touch it again. which I'm sure is a very common experience as a creator

[lostandunlovedd]

And in the end all I learned was how to be strong Alone.

[fangtasticbats]

Sometimes I need everyone to not look at me like. Pretend I do not exist. Let me ghost through the rooms and don't look up when I pass. Let me leave a chill in the air.

Sometimes I, like a cat, need to just sit next to someone and sometimes bother them a little by being too nosy.

Other times, I need someone to lay on top of me and squish my soul back into my body. Maybe I need a weighted blanket, y'know?

[crmsnmth]

Sleeps

I wallpaper my room with hundreds of rejection letters and heartbreak poetry Always the same excuse I'm just not what they're looking for But to keep submitting is a goddamned shame.

Offensive and disgusting I write of devils dancing on pinheads there's no angels here, not tonight so let's just call it what it is a cynic smile and real bad attitude leaving clues buried in my backpack

I throw paint at the canvas we'll call it abstract and sell it for a quick buck There's no soul in manufactured art and if here ain't no soul, it ain't worth my time

Acceptance and expulsion time for us to get off this damned island It's been too many moons since I last saw you remember, only ten more sleeps nine eight seven six five four three two

[judasofsuburbia]

everytime i look at the word tracker for my novel it's like i get sucker punched

[howifeltabouthim]

That's what desire is, isn't it? The lack of something.

Siri Hustvedt, from The Blindfold

[a-bucket-in-the-void]

uh also kinda random but i think i realized some of the reason i have such trouble with food

i think foods with an aftertaste really bug me

like i���ll have toast and then my mouth will just taste normal afterwards but if i have like idk a roast or something i’ll be able to taste something in my mouth for hours afterwards and i hate that

[silliest-heartaches]

I saw your Errorink headcanons

How do you think they would get along? (Because y'know, he destroys, he protects)

tbh aside from input from the creators that they would be canon friends (IN MY DREAMS) i have a lot of thoughts on why they would make great friends actually:

First of all, there is the idea that they have to make peace with the innevitability that regardless of what they do or how they feel about creation or destruction respectively, the balance will keep itself going purely because thats how creation and destruction of fanprojects irl work!! no amount of encouragemnt from ink or pestering from error are ever going to truly eradicate/permanently keep the growth of creations and aus in the multiverse!! I like to imagine its the same kind of silliness that good omens has (ie angel/demon being friends and maybe lovers just having the oppositr kinda jobs) except they both actually enjoy their jobs lol

I also like to think that the way they view the multiverse is not so black and white as they first may appear!! We already know that error DOES have aus that hes fond of and will not destroy bc he has a certain attachment to it, making us see that he isnt just some mindless killer who destroys for the sake of destroying (i forgot what his actual reason was aside from the anomaly stuff so in my head its bc all the multiverses mess with his code and overload his system which is why he hates anomalies sm ((including original ut funnily enough? Bc ig thats why his suffering happened in the first place (to me at least))) he is just selfish and wants everyone else to adjust to his comfort

For ink, he also views pretty much everything else aside from him as characters, and is thus not as connected to them as you may think. The reasons on why he protects these aus is kind of selfish (to refill his vials + the satisfaction of feeling like a real living being But More compared to other characters within their own universes) despite the good guy facade he tries to make himself have hes also inherrently selfish with his reasonings on why he wants to protect the aus in the first place

(i also wanna say that alongside all of what im saying ink genuinely does hold a lot of love for the aus and has a lot of fondness for certain characters aus etc, but it is very much in a fiction vs reality sorta way, bc thats how he views himself vs every one else)

except error. (well. sort of. but it kinda goes both ways. hes close enough)

tldr despite feeling that they are above it all and seperate from the aus and characters that they create (canon info for both i think) i think they can (and do) acknowlege that the world is bigger than them both despite those feelings and find themselves kindred spirits in the sense that their views and pov of the world is very similar on a base level and see eachother as equals because of it (something i dont really see personally with p much every other sans)

like yes other sanses and characters can be aware of and have beef with the multiverse in whatever way they can but none will ever be as innherently connected to the multiverse and what created them as much as error and ink do,,,bc to most everyone else, it is simply a part of their lives to move through aus with, comapred to errorink having the aus be their reason for existing and acting (the other guys drama being centered around different things much smaller in scale compared to error and inks whole deal being with the entire multiverse as it exists if im making sense)

also also theyre both described as immature and insecure so. i think they can have a lot of fun having childish banter thats cute and for the funsies (both dramatic jokey guys please hear me out)