#addiction tag

[there-will-be-a-way]

Bye bye hospital bed, hello eight pillows

[petrichorvoices]

i'm going to use the latest 9 and a half hour Quinton Reviews video to cope with caffeine withdrawal. i'm WINNING at withdrawal

[writing-house-of-m]

I wanna see a snippet from the angst one 👀👀👀

This is far from finished but here you go:

Addiction

"Please don't, Nat," you try to order her away. Knowing your friend though, this was long from over. "What? I just came over to see if you wanted to dance," she says casually but you know there's a reason for it. Your eyes fall to the dance floor. Wanda's arms are wrapped around the wrong person. She looks happy, a slight blush on her cheeks that makes her look youthful. You can't help but feel jealous, she used to look at you like that. The weight on your chest grows heavy. You knew you wouldn't make it through tonight. It's why you didn't want to come but 'appearances need to be upheld'. "No." It comes out a little more aggressively than you want it to but you know Nat won't take it personally. "Ouch. Is this how you treat a lady that wants you?" A scoff leaves your lips as you shake your head slightly, smiling a little at the joke and decide to reciprocate, "I'll let you know when a lady approaches me," you smirk. Natasha chuckles, glad for the win to get you out of your head, even if it is just for a second. She takes the glass from your hand and places it on the bar, then pulls you from your seat, "Come on. Dance with me."

Thank you for the ask!

[nekro-mantic]

G o d 60mg of Adderall is wild. I played Wizard101 for 15 hours straight.

[ink-the-artist]

Video game I saw in a dream. It was in this low poly style like an older video game. You play as this character I think was meant to be a lamb, or maybe a weird mix of a lamb a mouse and a rabbit, (while not really looking like any of those things) and you’re running away from a wolf. Your objective is to last as long as possible before the wolf catches and eats you.

The house you’re running in is endless and bizarrely put together like most building interiors in dreams are (like the infinite toilet dream dimension on Reddit lol) the layout of the house is pretty detailed, you can stop and hide in places like closets or bins while the wolf looks for you, you can go up and down stairs and into rooms etc.

You never actually know where the wolf is or how close it is to you until it appears in your line of sight, it makes no noise and the game gives you no way of knowing where it is, and it’s pretty unpredictable it doesnt move at a consistent pace. When the wolf catches you there’s an animation showing it eating your character

[borderlinejackiee]

[overcastkid]

ummm yeah

[earlysunsetsareformuggings]

predisposition is just i should've known better.

[tyxaar]

I doodle I made based on the recent Category 5 Scar typo.

[gguksbeloved]

TRAPPED - JJK

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you were trapped badly

you just couldn't understand where you messed up to have the Jeon jungkook obsessed with you. He was the type of guy no one wanted to mess with and you made sure to keep your distance and be practically invisible to just graduate peacefully.

oh how you wanted to laugh at that thought now

you were in your bed curled up, softly crying while clutching your phone which was blasting up with calls and texts from jungkook.

open the window pretty - 1:03 am

his text read. you closed your eyes shut tightly, a few tears escaping along the way. You knew you were playing with fire by not picking his calls up and not listening to him.

he was a monster

you still remember how he brutally beat up a guy for simply confessing to you. He almost killed him, if it wasn't for you crying and begging him to not do so.

And how could he just watch his baby cry over a stupid stupid boy?

of course he killed him.

but you don't know that.

slowly getting up from the bed you made your way towards the window and softly opened it-your phone still in your hand. Your eyes fell on the figure of jungkook leaning against his black sports car, his arms folded against his chest flexing his biceps. His eyes burning in anger looking directly at you; in contrast to his calm composure.

oh you were im trouble

you flinched when the phone in your hand started ringing and it was none other than him calling you while daring you to not pick up with his eyes.

picking up you couldn't utter a single word it was just your scared body, heavily breathing with a few tears escaping your eyes and dried up tears lingering on to your cheek, looking at him.

"you want a punishment that bad sweetheart?" his deep voice asked and you wanted nothing more than to slam the window shut and curl up in your bed praying he goes away.

"I- no" you pathetically stuttered and wished he heard you "I was asleep and didn't see your texts and calls- im sorry" you rushed to apologise after lying praying that he understands and leaves you alone.

"my baby was asleep, huh? sugar you can sleep all you want but at my place. I thought I had made myself clear"

"jungkook-" you sucked in a breath, his name tasting bitter on your tongue. how were you supposed to make him understand? "My parents won't ever allow that please"

"and you know i can make that no longer a problem"

this made your mind race at a hundred miles, what was he going to do? Was he going to-

"I'm giving you two choices, you either get your pretty little ass here or I'm gonna come up there and you know how that will end"

no no just no you felt like you could cry a river all over again, "please" you meekly let out while clutching your eyes tight

"so you want me to come get you" he nodded to himself and detached his leaned form from the car.

"no- l'm coming"

"that's like my good girl"

[there-will-be-a-way]

Hit a new low point in my life - ended up in the ER without remembering a thing. A nurse told me I collapsed in front of the psychiatry doors lmao but I don't even remember being there. Stayed in the ER literally all afternoon and evening, vomiting all over myself. I don't have any exchange clothes so I smell like sweat and vomit and wodka and all that's on my mind is that I want a cigarette 🙃 Anyway. The ER people brought me back to the psychiatry. Crazy. I couldn't even walk. Was brought here in a bed. Texted my helper people to say I might want / need to go back to assisted living because obviously I'm too fucked to live on my own rn.

I have two wounds in my face now - from falling. Like I said, I don't remember a thing but my head hurts like hell.

[petrichorvoices]

withdrawal is a special kind of hell. we're coping via drawing emojis and doing LIOMOGAI archiving but gods, hell, waugh

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

🪤

[xsuicidethoughtsx]

I have two sides

I hate my scars

I want more

[nekro-mantic]

Hm. The worst thing about Adderall is the teeth clenching/grinding. And the comedown isn't fun. But God, this is the best I've felt in MONTHS

[cirnocube]

I wish sh was normal so I could do it and nobody would question or care if they saw it