3. What was your first ship and what fandom was it from?
Hello, thank you so much for the ask! 😊
Drarry was actually among my earliest ships - I stumbled upon it in the early 00s, right after watching The Chamber of Secrets. I was very young and I wish I could say this was my fanfic initiation, but by then I had already found/read other ships, mainly from anime fandoms.
I can’t pinpoint when or remember my very first ship but it was either from Saint Seiya, Sailor Moon or Yu Yu Hakusho. I have memories of reading everything I could find in Portuguese for both Usagi/Seiya and Kurama/Hiei, two ships I was obsessed with back in the day. I mean, look at them! It’s interesting to think that despite growing up in a somewhat conservative society and family, I found my way into mlm and wlw ships early on because the anime/manga culture helped me naturalize gay romance in a healthy, organic way. I’m very grateful now I think about it 🥲
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getting rid of my wips (shoo)
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mo(u)rning
as this beating heart of mine grows ever more antique,
and the sun warms my back,
still i mourn.
i mourn for having to mould around people, instead of them moulding around me.
i mourn for little me,
how her room is dark and her cries are loud.
i draw her towards that beating,
antique heart of mine,
and promise that she will one day too,
be warmed by the sun she can see seeping through the cracks in her door.
the day her tears cease,
is the day the dark corners of my mind,
so resembling my childhood home,
fade away.
i don’t know if that day will ever come.
maybe,
instead,
her laughter will simply overbalance her dim fill of my conscience,
and the light she can see outside will bleed through.
shh. it’s okay.
i mourn on this bright morning,
but that beating, antique heart of mine grows ever more full.
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me when I eat wax (ñomñom)
THIS IS MY FAV FILM LIKE MY ENTIRE SOUL SHINE WHEN I WATCH IT AHHH
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